its actually so intensely fucked that we never once see jesse get any kind of concrete support in coping with jane's death or even someone to really talk to about it in a meaningful way. she dies, a complete stranger (mike) comes by to put her body in a bag and feed him lines for the police, he almost OD'ed before breaking down in the arms of the man who let her die, he goes to rehab still in a state of shock. he calls her number just to hear her voice mail. he keeps her cigarette butts still stained with her lipstick in his car. he tries to be mature and rational ("it's like u said. we wouldn't've lasted long") when a sleep-pilled walt brings her up, but we know from the cigarette stubs that it's just a facade. the two birds circling overhead. the final shots of el camino where jesse is imagining jane in the passenger seat with him are sweet but also so devastating in a way because they show plainly that jesse has had so few opportunities to process her death and can now only do it alone. he didn't have anyone in his old life to help him navigate the loss and now he has a new life that she can't logically be a part of. she's in the passenger seat, but that's the closest she'll ever be now. two birds circling, one always chasing the other but never managing to catch them.
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the YouTubers i make fun of for being really really normal but act like they aren't in kinda cringe 'hello fellow teens' meets 'please like me please like me please like me' way have released a stained glass making video........ I'm posting this half because I'm working rn and can't watch it right away and know I'll be sent links to it, and half because i kinda want to live blog a viewing of it
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Back home, off the run...
my name is Enzi, and welcome to my blog!
i honestly dont know what my pronouns are at the moment so you can just use any
i am a minor, and i often post pictures of myself wearing kandi cuffs i make. those photos usually include the bottom half of my face + my shirt. if you are an adult and dont want to see any photos of minors, i would understand if u block me but im not gonna stop posting them
the tags for my music posts and crochet posts are "Enzies playlist" and "Enzies crochet shenanigans"
the stuff i like:
Keepers of the Lost Cities
MCR
kandi
crochet
Falling in reverse, but i dont listen to them too often tbh
getting into Waterparks :)
i don't really do tag games or chain asks, but i dont mind it at all when you tag me or send them to me :)
links:
Pronouns.page (outdated but i dont have the energy to update it lol)
pinterest
spotify
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/vent
having let the dust settle a bit and just getting to think about last night, i just am sad. of course, congrats to loreen and the swedish team, but it just feels so hollow to me. all the things leading up to eurovision is to some extent “manipulation” but this felt like seeing how the sausage was made. and i am just sad. for käärijä, for lord of the lost, for all the other artists who worked so hard. all for it to end up with most of us to feel like it was led to the predestined result.
yeah, your favourite doesn’t always win eurovision and that is how it is, this has happened to me before, but it just feels... different, i guess. sweden gets another win because they have loreen. seemingly because they are sweden. is this what people felt when ireland won in the 90s? just a sinking hole in their chest.
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Bust sketch commissions open! ❤️
Heya, everyone! I'm here to annouce that I have sketch commissions open right now! >:3c So if you want your OC or your blorbo sketched by me, this is the right time to get them <3
iNFO:
• $20 USD per character bust (I can work with more than one character per art and make them interact! But it'll cost $20+ per chara and maybe an additional fee if the pose is too complex) ;
• Turnaround time of 24h after payment (For one character. If there's more than one, you can add 24h per chara but it can be delivered earlier too!);
• Payment through Paypal invoice only;
• I'll only accept your payment when I'm sure I can start your commission asap, so I might take a bit of time to send you the invoice, but I'll let you know why!
• I'll be only working with visual references this time, sorry ;v; (but you can always try my other commissions if you'd like to work a character reference);
If you don't have a expression/pose in mind, please let me know a bit about your chara's personality!
After I finish your commision, you'll receive a high resolution version of the art on your email! I also keep contact throughout the commission, so you can get the best result based on your tastes <3
Please, do check my TOS on my CARRD, and there you can also check my other prices if you want something different!
Also, here are some of these kind of commissions I finished:
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Watch the American Climate Leadership Awards 2024 now: https://youtu.be/bWiW4Rp8vF0?feature=shared
The American Climate Leadership Awards 2024 broadcast recording is now available on ecoAmerica's YouTube channel for viewers to be inspired by active climate leaders. Watch to find out which finalist received the $50,000 grand prize! Hosted by Vanessa Hauc and featuring Bill McKibben and Katharine Hayhoe!
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