#hey its the sister again

[ryssbelle]

My cousins made their own troll Ocs and I drew them in my style.

They were very excited about it

#my art #not my art #both #trolls #dreamworks trolls #they had a lot of fun making these #i actually really love the color palette for princess i think my cpusin did a very good job on that #claw is something else #he is a unicorn troll #neon green was an interesting choice but hey claw is an interesting guy #is it obvious idk how to draw country trolls lmao #ever since i told them i also liked trolls we have had our own little club #im their person who they can talk to about it #they will also just sit and ask me to draw tiny diamond and guy diamond over and over and over and over and over again #they really like tiny diamond #but hey i love those little guys so i draw the trolls they demand of me #they also asked me to draw poppy and branch so they could color them #i still have to finish my viva coloring page for them #the younger of the two who made princess is really good at color picking and color matching #she colored poppy without a ref and its p accurate to her colors #the older one who made claw used the ref for every color but he got pretty close when he tried to guess #the older one also misunderstood me when i said id been practicing art since i was 5 and thought i was this good since i was 5 #he was very depressed for about 15 minutes #it was really funny but dw i assured him that was not the case #but like for those 15 min he did not believe me #even his sister was like 'nono you didnt hear it right' but he was already in the emo zone #he was fine later tho and continued on making his troll #and also proud teacher moment but i had taught princesses creator some art techniques off handedly #not expecting her to remember any of it but then she did and apparent shes been using it ever since #im like omg i actually taught another human bsing something its insane

[kohakhearts]

anyone else think theres some kinda bizarre love triangle going on between the player and the dlc siblings cause thats all i took away from it lmao. cant wait for part 2 so i can take carmine on a true american date

#taylor.txt #sv spoilers #teal mask spoilers #in my tags —> #like does kieran not take you on a date that you then ditch to conspire with his older sister? and he confronts you? and is like #hey what the fuck. you guys hate me dont you. etc #and then at the end carmine goes to say something to you but is interrupted by briar and like. i know it was what she says later about #outsiders in her village #BUT DIDNT THAT SEEM LIKE AN INTERRUPTED CONFESSION OF SOME SORT…….especially since she singles you out anyway #and goes youre special :) i’ll see you again no matter what :) #meanwhile her brother is doing his hair up for our next epic rivals to lovers meeting on the other side of the world #also actually i know that the player in any given pokemon game is obviously on some chosen one shit but i agree with kieran and deserve his #ire cause like…this aint my village. i didnt know shit about this fucked up mask-wearing cat that imprinted on me #who is really cute btw i appreciate that sv goes out of its way to make me feel strongly about the legendaries #cause koraidon was like my little sandwich thieving puppy and ogerpon is my stray cat #i havent ever had a mainline pkmn game do this to me. only ever how pokemon unbound made me feel about hoopa lmao #side note: need to find out if ogerpon has a 100% lonely nature or i just happened to get one that has one LMAO

[800-dick-pics]

im tryna watch these cutesy elf animes and its just not hitting! why are ppl lying out here!

slice of life anime is boring to me, no plot twist? no murder? no backstabbing? just some magic bitches traveling? i feel like all media is getting prettier so ppl are hyping that up but the stories feel so bland

like even the "edgy anime" feel sanitized now, ppl were hyping up oshi no ko like it was the next death note, like if u think aqua is even close to being like light yagami then yall didnt watch the same anime, oshi no ko is an idol anime with some mystery, its not a true murder mystery

#me #personal #vent #dungeon meshi is ok and frieren is also ok #these are not animes i will remember in 6 months from now #oshi no ko's first episode was actually pretty good but its 90 mins long so ofcourse youre sucked in but again it is just ok #bring back the animes where that guy found his lil sister cut up in gift boxes! #i either watch stupid as hell shit like bleach jjk and inuyasha or shit thats pretty fucked up theres no inbetween #if its stupid i can turn my brain off and if its actually edgy and well written then hey i can actually turn it on and not guess the plot #this is why i stopped watching bongo stray dogs bc its tryna be funny and serious and its like i get the story but its feels like it should #be one or the other

[surpriserose]

River monsters mentioned for the river monsters mutuals

#From a head full of ghosts by paul tremblay #About a quarter of the way in and i like the writing so far and i like seeing a book that is trying to tackle how harmful exorcisms are #Especially when the actual issue is mental health as the narrators sister has schizophrenia and on top of all that theyre being covered by #A reality tv show which is why you keep seeing other shows like that mentioned #The only thing im wrestling with is the portrayal of schizophrenia considering neither i or the author have to deal with it and im not sure #As of right now if its really going to challenge the portrayal of schizophrenia in horror beyond hey its gonna get even more fucked up for #Someone if you bring religion into it #Like again the narrator is this girls sister not the actual person going through everything and of course its really scary for everyone it #Not a bad thing to have a narrator who is a scared child worried about her sister and not really understanding whats going on the problem i #How much of that perspective is used to make the other sister seem like this scary monster in their lives #Like i said im only a quarter of the way in im not sure how i feel now and how ill feel later but i really hope it does end up saying #Something new and interesting about the way we treat mental illness in horror especially because the premise is so SO good for that

[adellovesrowan]

"alright, guys, let's do this one last time. my name is adel young. i was bitten by a radioactive spider. and for the last two years, i've been the one — and only — spider-girl. you guys know the rest."

"i work at the diner, go to school, save a buncha people — but i couldn't save my sister. so, i stick to saving everyone else. also, my two best friends want me dead on a flaming stick. crazy, right? guess that's the life of a hero."

alternatively, au where adel is your friendly neighborhood spidergirl.

#hey guys sorry i havent been active first month of college is rly tough #i finally have the time to relax for a bit and draw something for myself as a reward #anyway my friends and i talked abt a spiderverse!au so heres adel #her hero name is icebreaker ! the radioactive spider that bit her either got infused with nitrogen or spent its entire life in a freezer /j #but like her name she has frost powers among common spidey abilities ! she cant rly conjure ice out of nowhere but she manipulates water p #particles to freeze into ice ! #i based her design off an ice skater bc i feel like she'd oftentimes glide on water that she frosted and froze #also mentioned sister is kat ! surprise !!!! <3 ( i am so heartbroken over this ) #also you would never guess who the two betrayed best friends are. because theyre definitely not rowan and ben #maybe ill draw rowan in all their glory. if i have the time to again dknfmdnd !! but back to college assignments now #adel young #jacob's sibling #hphm #harry potter hogwarts mystery #spiderman!au #spiderverse!au #icebreaker!au #fanart #mine

[pierres-general-store]

HOW THE FUCK DID I MANAGE TO GET BOTH THE DINOSAUR EGG AND A PRISMATIC SHARD WITHIN 10 MINUTES OF EACH OTHER WHEN BOTH OF THEM HAVE BEEN ELUDING ME FOR YEARS

HELLO?????

#words of a raspberry #heys...... guess whos back......... (back again. shadys back. tell a friend) #my sister is an eminem stan now (IRONICALLY) [ bc thats where the term stan came from iirc ] so I Gotta #HI its been years since ive played regularly but ive been playing again #in my loneliest times the valley calls to me #and i return home

[butmakeitgayblog]

All this coa talk is making me emotional. This was your first baby if I’m not mistaken?

It's making me emotional too 🥹 we don't talk about them much anymore. Which is ok I mean it's been a long time. But yeah, they were my first babies. My first little dork ass losers who will always hold such a special place in my heart 🥰

And you can tell that by just how meeeesssyyy that first fic is 😅 I'll never hate it, could never, but at some point I really do need to go back and clean it up. I had no idea what I was doing at all then and it shows a lot but gah, I loved them so much and it was such a fun story to write and so exciting when people actually liked it. And lemma tell ya, I had no idea anyone would really care about it all, much less still ask about them all these years later. It's still surreal and just... yeah. Emotional.

#anon #CoA #truthfully when I posted that first chapter #I really kinda thought maybe I'd post a few chapters at most and no one would read it and I'd get bored and never touch it again #and now here we are and it's got its own demon sister story and ahh who knew #*paul rudd voice* look at us. hey. look at us. who woulda thought? not me

[dirt-str1der]

Love the thought of kiryu losing nishikiyamas lighter fucking instantly after he gave it to him. Like he leaves it in the car and nishiki is nice enough to re-gift it to him when they meet up again and then two weeks after that whole fiasco kiryu loses it again and nishiki just buys him those cheap packs of like fifty plastic lighters because this is why they cant have nice things and he hates (loves) him so much

#Yakuza loveblog #like as sweet as it is to have kiryu hold on to that thing forecer (his lighter now) i think he really has a problem with commitment. its #not like he doesnt treasure it. he just does a lot of backflips and jumping around and things inevitably fall out of his pockets #i believe in my heart that kiryu is always losing shit and taking nishikis without permission and breaking it sometimes. like yknow #younger brother behaviour. thats why nishikis always hounding him because hes suffered greatly from kiryus whims #his whimsicality. his ability to wander literally everywhere. i think kiryu played truant in school a lot #like very early on he knew it wasnt for him so hed stalk the streets in his school uniform and climb up or under fences and rip up his skirt #and knees and then when he meets up with nishiki and yumi again hes like hey wanna come lepak in this abandoned building i found ? and theyd #be like YEAH !!!! and bring yuko along too because i love her and she should get to cut her arm open on a rusty metal screw and have to be #sent to the hospital as little girls are prone to doing. i love talking about kiryu in his school uniform god .. i really ... like i just #know he would use it to its fullest like i have a very clear image in my minds eye of kiryu as a kid all covered in dirt from climbing into #gardens and dusty old buildings morning to afternoon and carrying cool rocks around in his skirt and when he gathers them all in a pile he #just dusts off his skirt and its literally still covered in dirt and mud and dust but he does not give a shit. like it would literally be #ripped up the back because hes always sliding down concrete slopes and banisters and im sure hes cut his leg open before and just bled. #all over his nice boue uniform and then limped home and soaked it in a bucket to wear tomorrow. like i see kiryu with a lot of free time and #he never does homework and is failing all his classes by choice because he alrrady knows what he wants to do. like hes only failing because #he doesnt show up for exams and hes literally the bad boy that the girls always ask nishiki to introduce them to like omg is kazuko your #sister ?? can you give her this letter ... and nishiki opens it and reads it first and its a love letter and he just gives it to kiryu like #there are hot girls in your area who want you desperately and kiryus like oh. neat. im skipping school again tomorrow btw do not tell oyasan

[windywhispers]

not entirely sure just how true this is to other cultures' beliefs, but at least from where my family's from, i grew up hearing a lot of stories about when buddha was born and took his first steps barefoot, lotuses would blossom with each step he took and even

which is why i love the possible nod to that story in kusanali's model?? like if you look carefully, flowers follow where she walks, and she's also barefoot too !

#genshin rambles #just my little thought #there's a lot of overlap just because of buddhism so ngl it has been a little fun to see certain things and go OMG WAIT I KNOW THIS ??? #but as someone who is also an immigrant's child there's a fair amount of diaspora that goes into it #so i might not be like as well versed as say someone who is from the area #but hey at least i'm trying to connect haha #but that is at least what i see for myself anyways ! #now i still haven't actually /met/ kusanali in the game (because i'm lost in mondstadt AND watatsumi/enkanomiya presently--) #but little details like that /does/ make me more excited to see more of her character #but anyways lol #again please take this with like a grain of salt; i'm only aware of some stories from when i was growing up and even then #many cultures different stories. all that sort of ordeal #another funny thing since i'm here #it is soooo funny to run around sumeru and accidentally run into an npc w my sisters name #im half expecting my name will turn up too given its a pretty common one in the area

[perenlop]

ok sorry for wings of fire posting ik the warrior cats posting is probably enough psychic damage, but thinking abt how they assassinated anemone’s character in the second arc depresses me

#it had the potential to be really good and hey maybe theres something im missing #i dont disagree with her being a spoiled brat in the second arc at all. that makes complete sense with her character and we saw some of that #in the second book. it just wasnt the highlight bc the pov character was her royal sister who was being treated weird as well #my actual issue is with her animus magic. shes described as being scared to use it and worries about being seen as a weapon #she hides it from others (at the advice of her mom but still) and she talks abt albatross as being someone she feared becoming #so like. why the fuck. does she just carelessly use her magic on frivolous things in thesecond arc #if its bc shes finally free from her mom then thats weird bc part of the reason she wanted out was bc she was afraid of animus magic corrup #corruption #its like they took that aspect of her character away and gave it to turtle instead #so to serve his arc shes suddenly all like ''oh well ill turn insane anyways so whoooo cares'' and he has to save her #i like that she hates him for giving her magic bc that at least makes sense but its so weird how suddenly shes like #oh noooo ill overuse it on small things. where before it made her so nervous #if its bc she did end up using more of it during book 2's climax then they should haveset that up better #bc in arc two it feels more like tui suddenly just wanted a spoiled brat ''i should do whatever i want'' character and chose anemone #and again. her being spoiled DOES make sense for her character. its the animus attitude that bothers me #echoed voice

[iagreewithlilithsrightsnwrongs]

do u think when lilith went through the portal a second time, she finally understood/remembered what happened after she got taken by the tarask in s1??? n why she comes back validly shaken n desperate for ANYONE to understand? 

do u think she understood that adriel n reya know each other n he was her best bet at understanding her monster nature? i think thats why she went to him, scared out of her mind but hiding it well, n just going with whatever he was doing cuz she knew, as much as her sisters love her n care for her, they got no fucking clue whats going on. its not their fault, but she did leave toledo n her mother’s house knowing she needed to find answers fast, knowing she could never be the warrior nun and what that entails, knowing she shouldve made peace with that a long time ago but fuck that was her WHOLE LIFE thrown away by a complete newbie who made her like this!!! the very monster she was supposed to hunt!!! 

my bby knew jack shit of what she was doing either, she just traded a bad situation for another bad situation that she could at least understand. i think thats why she trusts adriel so blindly, he SOUNDS like the answers she needed, she feels understood. but its also why at that ava n lilith scene where ava ends up hurting lilith on her face at the end, lilith is so fucking emotional n angry n scared when ava tells her to go back. 

how can she go back when she fucked up like this? how can she go back n act like shes truly at their side when they cant n will never understand hers? how can she go back to a place where it felt like home, like her destiny, when she failed them so horribly? she can never go back. she doesnt believe she can or should. shes heartbroken, n she cares so deeply abt ava n her sisters but those hours spent on the other side showed her some truth she cant ignore. n now she has to live with it. 

she wants to do what the warrior nun would do, save the world of evil, help her sisters. well, sometimes that job has difficult decisions. sometimes ppl die. im thinking abt the first ep when lilith tells mary that she knows what needs to happen. n shes right!! if they want to get rid of evil n save ppl, they need to be objective n follow the protocols. i think her siding with adriel n then her, at the end after he dies, when she warns beatrice of the war, helps ava to a place where she knows she can heal n survive, n literally does not give a single fuck abt adriel afterwards, just needed to warn her sister n go away, maybe to prepare herself for this war, was lilith’s way of doing what a warrior nun would do. 

she thought adriel could actually give her the tools n maybe even help her save the world. but then he died n she understood that maybe she needs to do this shit by herself. so she flies off, no fucks given. her business here is done, n now there’s war preparations to be done. i dont think she was ever in love with adriel, they were using each other for their own goals. 

would i have preferred if lilith found her new monster identity by herself n with the help of her sisters?? yes. do i like that she trusted a crusty white men to do it?? no. but i cant stand when ppl say that lilith loves adriel or smth. bby she didnt blink when the guy died. she was like “oh well, time to help beatrice save ava” like??? that scene shocked me n gave me hope that maybe lilith matured in a way that made her harder to manipulate. doubtful, but im hopeful. 

that girl is still very much driven by ambition but also by praise. those are her weaknesses for sure. 

also im pretty sure shes gonna get killed off next season cuz im used to shows like these to disappoint me so. yh.

#warrior nun #sister lilith #oh hey im #hello hi i love her have u noticed?? #VERY much giving the writers too much credit btw im so sure they were just like yh lilith is gonna get manipulated to do evil again ig #why? shes lilith its in the name shes like an evil woman or whatever #they wanted to make one of the sisters evil so bad n they had to choose the one that had a redemption arc before for the same reasons #really. just. really???? #tbh make shannon a lil evil. did u see the way she looked at the halo when it rejected susanna?? that look was weirdddd #no one is talking abt it. i forgot s1 when i watched s2 n i didnt have all the context n i legit thought shannon was revealed evil in s1 #because of the way she looked at the halo after it came out of susanna's fucking back. now that would be interesting #shannon not being as good as everyone thought. having some secrets. maybe knowing more than we think. thats would b juicy #anyways this is the version of lilith that i have in my head n if it isnt canon thannnnn idc the worlds my oyster i do what i want :))

[haunted-house-heart]

living with someone with untreated mental illness is like. i understand why you're like this and i do empathize but also like. jesus fucking christ get some help before i throttle you i stg

#i hate my sis so much. like i get it. i really do. a lot of how she acts is due to mental illness and trauma but at the same time she also #just really shitty. like ik recovery is different for everyone and you move at your own pace but she just. isnt recovering at all it seems #like its been 6yrs since we got out and my mom and i have worked really hard on getting better and changing our behaviors #all the while shes just getting worse and worse to be around. like shes legitimatrly turning into my (abusive) father #its terrifying honestly but we cant do anything about it bc you cant talk to her #you say like ''hey this thing you did upset me can you please try to not do that again'' not angry or anything and she starts crying and #yelling bc youre triggering her and its not fair and nobody loves her and like. i get that some people cry a lot and thats fine! i get that #but its literally impossible to talk to her about anything bc she acts like shes the victim and youre fuckin evil for telling her to please #not put her dirty clothes on my shelf i dont like that please. like thats not an unreasonable request and im not being mean about it! but #im the bad guy for doing anything that critisises her. #and she treats my mom like shit. like i could deal w her being a bitch to me but to momma? fuck no. #i dont believe you owe your parents shit but my mom has been a fucking saint when life dealt her a hand that shouldve made her a devil #she did her absolute best and *she* was the one that sacrificed everything to get us out #and my sister treats her like shes an incapable selfish idiot. #and she never lets me talk. shell talk for an hour about smth she knows i dont care about but when i try to tell her like. hey my fav band #is putting out a new album or smth im real excited about. she gets on her phone and just ignores me. #and she KNOWS this triggers me badly its made me suicidal before and yknow what happened then? i had to apologize for making HER feel bad #she talks over both of us but it you start talking when she was THINKING about talking she has a fit #and she actively tries to gaslight my mom. like im dead fuckin serious my mom has to ask me if smth really happened bc my sis told her it #did/didnt and she has to get me to confirm the truth for her #and she treats her pets like crap she should not be allowed to have pets bc she just loses interest in them and stops taking care of them #and we have to pick up the slack #its literally just like being with my dad again. walking on eggshells all the time #my mom cant watch tv at night bc ellie gets pissed at her for ''waking her up''. even tho she claims she never sleeps. #i hate her so so much i want to punch her i want her to move out i want to never ever see her again #but rn we cant afford to live on our own. so we have to stay with her #anyway. #vent #tw abuse

[sereniv]

you ever just get sad at your own c/ptsd symptoms

you ever realize everything you do or think or say is a trauma response

like its sad from an outside view i am looking at myself and all i can think is "😬 Oof. thats rough buddy"

Ok im done brooding time for bed

#i was thinking of wanting a relationship and basically boiled down to wanting to 'wait' on someone #and its like uh oh sister! not THAT again! #you dont have to be a literal servant! #its like ingrained i cant escape it #like thats why i cant be in a relationship bc itd feel too weird if i wasnt doing everything for them #i couldnt even do hook ups bc that wouldnt be me. which is then a trauma response #hey what do u do when you both want a hug and at the same time dont want to be touched #thats rhetorical #ok sleep time

[avasillva]

socializing is so exhausting

#about me #text #i’m so maxed out #i love that my sister is visiting us for this month #and that we’ve been constantly going out on trips #but man its exhausting #and hey i’m back again hdkshskag

[of-invisible-ties]

@heartwilled​ II Starter Call II @ Sonya or Faye (your choice!)

“Why do you look upon me with such ... pity?”

Possessed by Duma’s power, Celica did not remember her. She was a witch now, doomed to Duma’s madness like the rest of her kind. She readies her blade, prepared to strike down the insolent woman who dared to pity her.

“You forgot your place. I am a servant to the great god of strength, and you are but a peddle in Lord Duma’s path.”

“And you shall be removed from it.”

#heartwilled #muse: celica #[ hey so remember fallen celica being a thing ] #[ i left this open for u to choose bc i think its heartbreaking for either sonya or faye to see her like this ] #[ sonya watched her sisters get turned into witches and has to watch it happen again ] #[ meanwhile faye is celica's friend and has to watch this happen to her ] #queue