#hence why I will never finish this

[scaridea]

free raven drawing never finished !!

#art tag #my art #raven guilty gear #guilty gear #yeah hey guys sorry #drew this back in august. i just. never finished it LOL #i have fully given up on it hence why im posting it now #sorry raven guilty gear... forgive me

[tepli-mravenci]

Oh to have the time and energy (and equipment) to make multihour video essays about extremely niche topics

#(i need to rewatch full 9 seasons of a show (200+ episodes) as research for a video I NEED to make one day) #i live in fear that someone else will think of it by the point i get to it hence why I never specifically said anywhere I wanna make it #but its so incredibly niche it's very unlikely #i haven't even looked into if a similar video already exists because i WILL mourn it like an unborn child if someone makes it before me #yes i just finished watching the james somerton hbomberguy video why u asking #okay so i checked and there are a couple of people who all have less than 10 minute long videos about a PART of what I want to talk about #I practically want to amp up that research about 20 times and then draw seemingly ridiculous conclusions about the show #that will make sense if i explain myself

[dandelion-roots]

Hmm isn't this... kinda gay?

[ID: a digital drawing of Xie Lian sitting on Hua Cheng's chest and putting lipstick on him with a brush. Behind them are red curtains and under them are red sheets. They're lit up by a couple butterflies flying between their faces. End ID]

#tgcf #tgcf fanart #hualian #hualian fanart #tian guan ci fu #hob #hob fanart #heaven official's blessing #xie lian #hua cheng #took the pose from a photograph that reminded me of the lesbian meme pic #bcs i wanted to draw but today isn't composition day and i wasnt in the mood to do my regular memes #hence why they don't look how i usually draw them #i also wanted to make myself do some colours bcs i suck at doing colourss #i always say i need to do colour studies then never do lol #anywayyy if ure gonna look at anything here look at xl's hand #it came out amazing #ah to have to same knowledge of hand anatomy for other parts of the anatomy #but alas. i do not #i still havent finished that sequel smutty fic. but im not in a hurry #dan draws

[hyacinthsdiamonds]

Seeing the same people who perpetuated or sent vicious misogynistic hate to Hannah Schmitz, as well as disgusting racist abuse towards Yuki and Alex because of FUCKING CONSPIRACY THEORIES and those who just straight up ignored it, now up in arms regarding whatever the fuck is going on between the FIA and the wolffs is beginning to piss me off. Because now that it's not someone red bull affiliated involved, it's somehow now unacceptable.

#f1 #formula 1 #formula one #who knows wtf is going on not the fia and not the teams but anyways #i will say toto needs to be investigated because of previous info breaches #but I've been saying that for years long before F1 academy was ever a thing #there's just been too many instances of him having info he shouldn't and things quietly and quickly changing for his benefit #I'm tired and stressed with trying to finish everything up for the semester hence why I've been less active #but this is just pissing me off #i never forgot or forgave the bs and abuse hannah yuki and alex got and i won't ever forget or forgive #i remember after monaco 22 i saw the anti red bull gang were claiming toto fucked up by “allowing' alex the Williams seat #apparently it was alexs fault ferrari fucked up and red bull were turning the tide smh #the bullshit ted began about hannah and yuki he will never see heaven i swear #and i know not everyone calling out the situation partook in the aforementioned but I'm seeing certain people who did #and they don't seem to notice their hypocrisy or double standards #anyway i get my one annoyed post that I'll probably delete later but at least I've got it out and can now return to watching the clown show #and ignore those with doublestandards #anyways bed now because i think I'm slowly losing my mind #it's not a good sign when you hear the imperial march in your head when thinking of college work is it

[zymstarz]

wanna post more art this year - which means posting things i havent cleaned up LOL

#zymart #zymocs #ive always had that thing where im like 'ohhh a drawing has to be 'finished enough' to be posted [but only if i do it]' #but 'finished enough' always only meant like 'completely cleanly lined and rendered and polished' #and not just like. a drawing i liked. or even just a drawing who cares #... hence why i never end up posting anything. sorry! #expect a backlog of some older [and by that i mean like jan 2023 - now] art soon enough lol #zym sp #zym cassie #<- doing that so it doesnt show up in fandom tags or smth lol

[breannacasey]

So sad and annoying when you finish a show and go into the tag and everything is about just one ship and nothing at all for the many other characters

#this is about sweet magnolias but it applies to many shows #probably all you see for the 911s going into the tag must be buddie and tarlos #and s19 is probably just marina now #hence why i never go into the tags except right when i finish a show #my post

[callmehere-iwillappear]

quick update

so i . AM still working on cmh however i am super stuck and accidentally had another idea for a new long fic that is now consuming my thoughts oops. so uh. i'm taking a break from cmh TEMPORARILY I PROMISE

#talk tag #also sorry in advance not posting this fic until im 100% done i have made the promise to myself #hence why im posting this here bc i may just fuckign . disappear from ao3 for a while depending if i get inspo for cmh at some point #or even one of my other fics [looks at npwd] i prommy i havent abandoned u either <3 #anyway yeah a;lfjdklsjfkld look forward to. that eventually ig #assuming i finish it which is of course never guaranteed so maybe i SHOULDNT be posting this but also maybe the accountability will help- #-motivate me

[kyeterna]

Ok quick dsmp art dump because yes I did go through a dsmp phase, and I have a huge mix of varying feelings about it (the whole spectrum of contempt all the way to adoration), but because I know it has a bad rep and because I don't really wanna associate with it anymore, instead of posting all these separately, it's all in one go.

bonus mspaint painting

aaand some frames from an animatic i may or may never finish that i like

#arterna #dsmp #guess who my favourite character was- trick question it was not one- it was more #fun fact- the technoblade the ranboo and the quackity ones were traditional sketches digitalised (techno one on the phone)- #the fundy one I drew using my mouse (it was before i got my first tablet)- while the last one I drew when i was getting used to the tablet #hence why it looks a little weird #people call it not having a consistent artstyle- I call it having range #the animatic was for the song mind electric and i started it in april 2021. Stopped working on it on may 2021 because life and I also lost- #interest in dsmp and especially ranboo's character that period of time. The storyboard for the entire thing is complete though so legit if- #i ever feel like being a little funny i could finish the thing ahahah. It was 4.5/14 scenes finished #anyways never ask kyeterna her thoughts and feelings on dream smp and miraculous ladybug

[veinsfullofstars]

Art is happening, guys, don't worry. I just super fell down the writing hole recently (rare for me these days), and I have to put that fire to good use before it burns itself out again. You know how it is.

#veins rambles #(I am holding the fire and I will USE IT) #(even if I still don't finish this starforsaken draft) #(I may or may not have also uh) #(fallen down the darkroach rabbit hole as well ^^' ) #(hence why I've had nothing ready for any of the recent kirby b-days) #(nor do I imagine I'll have anything for the upcoming ones either *sadface*) #(but I've never been much of a bandwagon person anyway) #(at least not a punctual one) #(I'll get to it when I get to it... or I won't) #(we'll see) #(... if Stardew Valley 1.6 doesn't claim me first) #(edit: it might've claimed me a li'l bit -_-' )

[faunandfloraas]

adhd is the most irksome thing

#i had an idea of gifset i want to make for seungmin #but i have that thing where once an ideas in my head Thats It #like okay Lets Do It Now #and its like You know where gonna have to track down like at least 6 videos #and then get the caps #and then make the gifs #why cant you just do it slowly over a few days <3 like a normal person <3 #but no if i do that I will forget/lose motivation and then theres just a half finished thing in my drafts forever #its why drawing and paintings always been an ordeal for me bc i have to finish it in a sitting #or it will likely never be finished #hence the stack of papers i always have sitting around #brain just work with me

[cloud-somersault]

the fact that i'm just sitting on the next two chapters of the epilogue doesn't sit right with me, but not everyone's read it and also like...................i literally have not heard from some regulars since constellations chapter 3, are they just gone forever

#constellations fic #did they take their angst and leave #more power to 'em it's just like 🧍‍♂️when people say they wanna see how it ends but then they never say anything ever again LMAO #entirely possible they never left but anyway #more importantly. the next two chapters of the epilogue are finished and just sitting there #(does a jig) what do i do #i wanted to update biweekly but the thing of it is #i got other shit to do. i'm a busy woman. i got tons to write and never enough time ya feel me #the thought of posting chapters and updates to this fuckign epilogue in march DOES NOT SIT RIGHT WITH ME #hence why i wanted to post it all at once

[pumaskulls]

Josy, flashing the world's most haggard and exhausted peace sign: "yea im fine, why do you ask?"

#my art #my ocs #os: velocity #oc: josephine hale #local 40yo looks like she's aged 3 more years every morning #digital art #this is specifically like...RIGHT before the start of velocity #hence why i changed her eye color a bit again #before velocity those 25yrs of never using her Havoc magic again meant they had ALMOST returned to their old blue #or at least any shade of blue at all #and then russell disappears into another dimension and Josys has to use all the Havoc all at once to follow him 🤟😔 #right back to dark golden eyes for this bitch #'im gonna finish clems velocity design so i can draw cute josy/clem stuff' i say #and then go right back to doodling josy for the 400th time

[smilesrobotlover]

I’m starting to realize that some things are just mentioned without context in this fic

#like #not a lot #but they’re just mentioned when they may need some context #like Link still having the shadow crystal that turns him into a wolf #Renado rebuilding Kakariko village #and sheik being in the resistance #I can mention the sheik one #but the others may just be dropped on y’all 💀💀 #idk how else to explain it #I mean I did write an explanation about the Renado one in a one shot that’s not in the main story #hence why i didn’t think about it #but then I remembered that I never even posted that or finished it so #ah

[kenjo-arts]

what's your favorite book? if you don't have one, what's the book you read most recently?

I don't read many books, the most recent I finished was hp3 and it sits on my shelf and makes me want to rip it into pieces. The last book I tried to read and did enjoy was Black Prism by Brent Weeks, some friends and I were reading it!! unfortunately, I SUCK at reading books, I cant focus on the page right, and PDFs are hell for me as they don't save where I was at and I'm a reader who goes in and out of reading a lot as I get distracted.

I do mostly read fanfiction but haven't been reading any lately either, two of my favourite fic in this fandom is "No Rest for the Wicked" and "A second chance from beyond the grave" and outside of dsmp fandom one of my favourite is "As N Approaches Infinity"

I'd actually been reading as n approches infinity when I came up with my dsmp ma/doka au ! :D

#ask #that said i do like write fic with my friends in our discord but that shit is way too long and messy and is never getting publiushed #i also feel like my aphantasia makes it really hard for me to read new books sometimes because everything is so empty in my impression #and i dont remember alot of details because i dotn have a impression of visuals to go with #hence why i was able to finish hp3 as Ive seen the movies but something where i have no memory of the visuals i get lost easily #usually if i read fanfic from something i dont know ill watch like a few eps sometimes or the movie for that impression otherwise it can be #hell for me #idk why it works like that for me and i can only blame the aphantasia LMAO

[ghostietea]

Also I finally got to a chunk of Homestuck where the games are playable so YIPPEE

#homestuck tw #ik a lot of ppl don't like this part and uh. yeah. but also I am having a ball moving the little guys around #i did pause reading for like a week tho because I had to pull it up on my computer and I'm used to doing stuff on my phone because I only #got a decent computer less than a year ago #hence why I will not read hs the good way because if it's only on my puter I will NEVER finish

[minecraft-sideblog-tm]

Already decided the next thing I want to build in my solo world and that’s to remake this botanical garden that I made on a server last year when I finally got Minecraft for the first time

The server is kinda dead now, but luckily I built it in creative first meaning I still have it! It was the first like properly planned build I made because the other stuff I’d made on the server so far had been kinda spur-of-the-moment and built into the specific terrain

wish me luck lol

#the plan with it on the server #which i never got around to finishing #was for every plant in the game to have a lectern #with scientific facts about the real-world plant #or the closest real-world plant at least for stuff like Jungle Tree #and that included all the coral and crops #then all the tree types were going to go into a separate arboretum #that i never got around to making at all #so that'll be fun to come up with #I really liked this build tbh hence why i want to remake it #lee speaks #stuff i built