TW: Mention of childhood neglect
Yandere lovers like yanderes cuz most of us have childhood trauma regarding neglect and/or not receiving enough love as a child so we turn to fiction to cope with our issues where we can have someone who is utterly obsessed and ready to give the abundance of love we lost out on in our childhoods or is it just me?
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realization pt.2 ; freedom
Soooo my friends told me to write another part yay so here ya go!
After leaving the inazuma docks, you sat on the edge of the ship, looking at the beautiful purple sky. (IT'S PURPLE, U CAN'T TELL ME NO.”) “good evening y/n. How are you?” Kazuha said lightly. “Oh hi kazuha! Good evening to you too, I'm doing well.” you said, a bit startled by his sudden appearance behind you. “y/n, you can tell me everything. I know that divorce with kamisato ayato hurt you very much.” he said calmly, sitting beside you on the edge of the ship. “Fine..it's just, i feel bad. He looked very sad when I told him to sign the divorce papers. Maybe he still loved me..i don't know.” you looked at the water, sighing. “Well, if you stay with me and travel with me, maybe we will get a chance to go back to Inazuma to visit.” he said, smiling. You were kinda shocked by his words, was he making a move on you? “Haha, I'll think about it, kazuha. Thank you for the offer.” you smiled at him, that made you feel a bit better.
It was dinner time at the crux, beidou came in with big jugs of beer and the whole crew cheered. “Wooo! Captain Beidou got the beer!!” everyone cheered in the room except for you and kazuha, you guys tend to be the quiet ones. “y/n! Kazuha!” beidou shouted, “you want a cup? We have a lot of beer today.” She handed you one and a kazuha one. “Thank you captain beidou.” both of you said, taking the beer into your hands. “Uh-this looks like very strong wine..” you pointed to the cup. “Haha, look y/n are scared to drink!” The crew members laughed. “y/n don’t tell me that you never drank before!” beidou pat you on the back, it was very hard. You did drink sake in a meeting with ayato, but it was never much. “N-no all i drank was some light alcohol.” you said taking a sip from the cup. “It’s ok y/n, if it's too much for you, i can help you drink it.” kazuha offered. That made you blush. “Ah- its ok kazuha you don't have to-” “kazuha has a high alcohol tolerance you know?” beidou cut you off, “i trained him with many drinking contests!” beidou laughed walking away. You looked at kazuha, drinking his cup and turning around to smile at you. You gulped and drank the alcohol.
“H-hey i want a-another cup!” you slurred at beidou, this was your 5th cup. “Ooo seems like y/n is drunk!” beidou laughed, about to give you another cup. Kazuha took the cup and put it on the table. “Oh?” Beidou looked confused but amused. “Y/n, you are drunk. We should get you sober first.” Kazuha took your arm and brought you up. “huh? wha-wait!” KAZUHA dragged you to his room. (Yes he did drag you. And yes. He did drag you to his room.) “y/n I told you, if you can’t handle it you can give me the drink.” Kazuha scolded and handed you a glass of water. “s-sorry kazuha I thought I could handle it…” you looked down at your feet, drinking the water, embarrassed. “Ugh y/n what am i going to do with you…” kazuha sighed. You don’t get it, why was he so angry because you drank a few cups of beer? “Why are u mad kazuha? I don’t get why you care so much about me…” you said silently. You were just about to look up at him when he pulled you in a kiss. He pulled back, “this is why. y/n i love you.” he said sincerely, looking you in the eye. You blushed, “i-oh-uhm..” you were speechless, you couldn’t think of anything to say, so instead you pulled kazuha into another kiss to try to explain your feelings. (let your imagination fly high)
The next day, you arrived at the Liyue docks. “This is as far as I can take you y/n, you know, the offer kazuha said to you is still up.” beidou said, dropping the anchor into the water. “Oh-uhm no it’s fine. Thank you Beidou for taking me here.” you said weakly, you still was in a hangover from all the alcohol you drunk. You thought of the kiss last night, thank god you didn’t forget the kiss..it was so important to you. You started to walk into the big city when a hand pulled you back. “y/n..don’t tell me you're going to leave me after that kiss. Do you even like me..?” he said looking deep into your eyes. He looked sad, something that you felt too much before. “I-i have to kazuha, to start a new free life.” you said, pushing away his hand on your arm. “y/n, being a wanderer is being free. You get to experience many more things than just living in a city.” Kazuha tried to persuade you. “Kazuha i-” “y/n, i love you. Please, I want to stay with you my whole life.” kazuha took your hand, “we can go explore everywhere and explore every corner of teyat.” you thought about this, you do like kazuha and being with him makes you feel free. “Ok..but won’t I drag you down because I'm visionless and powerless?” you thought about that time with ayato, how he gave you a package for you to protect. “No y/n, because unlike ayato, I will think everything thoroughly and protect you.” he said, kneeling down. (OOO LA LA) “please y/n.” he pleaded. “Ok fine..but you have to teach me some skills!” you took his hands and brought it up.
The next few weeks you and kazuha trained together in the plains of liyue. Kazuha taught you many things, things that ayato never did and never will. “Let’s stop for today y/n, we practiced enough.
You sat on a rock, waiting for kazuha to bring back some fruits. “y/n,” he sat next to you and gave you a fruit. “Isn’t the sunset pretty?” you said pointing to the orange sky. “Not as beautiful as you y/n.” he said wiping off some fruit on your face. (yes u can get fruit on your face.) Both of you sat there, holding hands looking at the sunset. “I love you kazuha.” you said quietly. “Me too.” he said in a whisper.
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So i may or may not have introduced yhs to my sister and she is now just as obsessed with it as i am 💀 her favorite character so far is gold so she asked me to draw her and so i did lol :D 🍮
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Just a random shitpost
So… not a lot of people on Tumblr know this but, I draw Harry Potter fan art, only a couple of my friends know. I been thinking of maybe posting some but, idk, I get really self-conscious about my art but, yea, sorry about this post lol. Let me know if you’d like to see my art, but I don’t think I’ll be posting it anytime soon lol, maybe one day
P.S. ITS REALLY NOT THAT GOOD THO 😭😭😭
alright bai, take care loves ❤️❤️❤️
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Should i start a blog?
i really like to share about my life diaries (like a blog...?) so i was thinking about doing that (should i..?)
NEED HELP?!
More about me:
I'm from Toronto, Canada, she/her, ENTP
I'm half canadian/half irish
tagging my moots<3 @alvojake @yeonzzzn @dollywons @wondipity @wonlvkay (ask if you wanna be one^u^)
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