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#hell even crying isnt cathartic anymore i just feel weak
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Oh! Fuck.
#i havent tagged alot of my vent posts as vents recently and i think its cus i dont want to admit to myself that i have negative feelings !
#but uh. yeah
#vent
#ive started to draw somewhat regularly again and wow! the self loathing i feel from unproductivity started immediately and got worse!
#what the fuck is that about
#the self loathing recently has uhm. been killing me honestly
#its even worse bc i keep realising that i kinda hate myself right now and i tried so hard to stop that and love myself and i did!
#and now ive fucked up again and hate myself once more and it just makes me loath myself that much more !
#every thing keeps happening and i keep fucking it up!
#hell even crying isnt cathartic anymore i just feel weak
#argh fuck man!! i cant even just be sad about it i have to so fucking mad
#i hate it!! i hate being angry so much its the one fucking emotion i rarely even let myself experience
#which makes sense i guess. no wonder im so fucking mad when i never let myself be mad
#g-d and now i just hate myself more for that
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