#heartbreak diaries

[ventingthoughtstoposts]

To the last person I fell in love with,

I woke up this morning and still I thought about you, but do you know what makes today different? I don't miss you anymore. This time, I am finally ok. I'm finally letting you go. I'm happy now and I hope you are too. I'm closing this chapter today love. Despite all that has happened, I'm still thankful I met you.

#heartbreak diaries #movingon #nikay #selflove

[shisasan]

𝙹𝚞𝚕𝚢 𝟸𝟷, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟹 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟶 -𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟹

[ID: July 21. Miserable creature that I am. END ID]

#as the years pass I find it more difficult to understand why he was constantly so tremendously hard on himself #it's heartbreaking #clarity strikes nevertheless #kafka #franz kafka #literature #quotes #daily kafka #july 21 #july #the diaries of franz kafka #academia #dark academia #quote #woods #dailykafka #words #lit #books #books and libraries #night #reading #quote of the day #bookworm #book quotes #prose #booklr #bibliophile #excerpt

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

The fact that I'm still "alive" in 2024 just feels like a huge mistake...

#dear diary #tw #personal #worthless #empty #tired #useless #i want to die #i hate myself #i'm sorry #pain #alone #anxiety #self harm #suicidal #sad #depression #heartbreak #hurt #hopeless #kill me #lost #lonely #broken #numb #not good enough #i shouldn't be here

[dailydiarynquotes]

#breakup recovery #breakup #heartbreak #sad love #soul ties #healthybreakup #moving on #daily diary #diary #heartache #narcissistic abuse #narcissistic trauma #narcissism #raised by narcissists #narcissisticgaslighting #Gaslighting #gaslight #healing #mental health #healing from trauma #self healing #healingjourney #if he wanted to he would

[radiantmists]

so murderbot assumes that three offered its armor because it doesn't understand that the armor can belong to it and thinks mb taking the armor is just good resource allocation.

but if it assumes it doesnt have control over the armor, it would probably let whoever it sees as in charge (maybe ART?) handle it, or at least make the suggestion directly to that person. even newly freed in NE, it's willing to give its security advice (on hostage situations being undesirable) even if it doesn't expect to be taken seriously. it doesn't make sense to me that it would have so much trouble expressing the offer if it were just a security suggestion.

and then i think about how murderbot says later in the book that even if three felt fondly toward its fellow SecUnits, the govmod would prevent it from expressing that care or knowing it was returned.

so-- imagine you're three, and you havent yet internalized that you can just say "i care about you and dont want you to get hurt" to another SecUnit; but you can make sure that it has every resource it might need; you could probably do that even before the govmod was hacked.

you can't explain why, but you can hope that the gesture is explanation enough, and you can look for similar caretaking gestures in return; things like being given code and advice to do your job better, and being reassured when you express that you're finding said job difficult.

i think *murderbot* isn't aware of this language of care, because it hasnt had much opportunity to bond with other constructs. but three probably is, and probably knows how to read between the lines and guess that murderbot is starting to care about it, too.

#system collapse #system collapse spoilers #murderbot spoilers #the murderbot diaries #secunit three #maybe this is obvious #but i just got really caught on that bit abt 3 not being able to know if its feelings were returned #bc on the one hand its a really heartbreaking example of how fucked up the governor module is #but it also feels like a bit too much of an absolute #if mb could write a hack of the govmod surely three + its fellows could do a few unnecessary but kind things for each other #its just that they could never *confirm* #still hellish but not the total isolation mb seems to imagine #murderbot diaries

[sqirrellygurl]

#⭐️ving #pro for me not for thee #disordered eating thoughts #ed not ed sheeran #@n0r3xia #tw restrictive ed #pro @na #tw ana diary #anxitey #anxi4ty #anxienty #anxiété #heartbreak #heartache #my heart #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts

[sk-lumen]

The greatest strength is facing life's challenges and not letting yourself become bitter and hardening your heart until you turn into what hurt you. The greatest strength is becoming whatever would have saved you.

#glow up #growth mindset #level up #relationships #life tips #sk lumen #life lessons #heartbreak #strength #writings #lumen's diary #fav

[transbookoftheday]

🍂 Trans Books To Read If You Love "Heartstopper" 🍂

Here are some trans books you should read if you love "Heartstopper":

Book titles:

Cheer Up: Love and Pompoms by Crystal Frasier

Always the Almost by Edward Underhill

The Passing Playbook by Isaac Fitzsimons

The Heartbreak Bakery by A.R. Capetta

Out of the Blue by Jason June

Meet Cute Diary by Emery Lee

Beating Heart Baby by Lio Min

The Borrow a Boyfriend Club by Page Powars (comes out September 14, 2023)

#cheer up #cheer up: love and pompoms #crystal frasier #always the almost #edward underhill #the passing playbook #isaac fitzsimons #the heartbreak bakery #a.r. capetta #out of the blue #jason june #meet cute diary #emery lee #beating heart baby #lio min #the borrow a boyfriend club #page powars #transfem #transmasc #nonbinary #agender #trans book of the day #trans books #queer books #bookblr #booklr #heartstopper

[pinacoladamatata]

How i thought breaking into Cazador's house was gonna go: Sneaky af infiltrate mission.. dont get caught dont get caught

How it actually went: *Astarion, boldly walking through the door* I'm Back!! Did all you miserable fucks miss me?

#bg3 #bg3 spoilers #astarion #fr tho this was.....adorable and also heartbreaking with his fuckin....ptsd debuff :( #but his comments about everything! #god. and the NOTES the journals you find :( #someone help me im gonna scream abt that one diary

[libatterysucker]

I've never experienced grief before

Never thought much about it

About never seeing someone again

How they disappear through time

Slowly learning how to live without them

And how you don't even think about being mad with them

All you have are those nice memories that play over and over at the theater inside of your brain

Funny how grief and breakups have the same stages

denial, when I didn't believe you would break up with me

anger, when all I did was worshiping you in every way

bargaining, when I remembered all the great things we did together

depression, when I realized I'll have to live without you

acceptance, when I recognized I deserved better, even if you were good to me in certain ways

Now I know I'm grieving for you

And you aren't even dead

#words #original #personal #love #quotes #heartbreak #heartache #love quotes #breakup #grief #drafts #letters #poem #poetry #diary #dear diary

[ventingthoughtstoposts]

I regret dating down, dating someone who's giving me the bare minimum. Jusmiyo, na inlove pajud ko. She doesn't deserve me at all. Of all my exes, mao rajud ni ang dli friend nako after the break up.

#heartbreak diaries #movingon

[elizabeth-freaking-bennet]

Mrs. Bennet and Lizzie

#and I mean that in the most heartbreaking way #incorrect pride and prejudice quotes #pride and prejudice #the lizzie bennet diaries #pride and prejudice series #fitzwilliam darcy #lizzie bennet #pride and prejudice 2005 #pride and prejudice 1995 #elizabeth bennet #pride and prejudice (2005) #charles bingley #jane austen #bing lee #jane bennet #lydia bennet #george wickham #incorrect jane austen #incorrect emma quotes #william darcy #tiktok #one day I’ll write an essay about the dichotomy of Mrs bennet and Lizzie #they are just #such a heartbreaking pair

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

Every day that passes is just another battle against myself...

I'm tired...

#dear diary #personal #tw #worthless #empty #tired #useless #i want to die #i want to disappear #i hate myself #i'm sorry #pain #alone #anxiety #self harm #suicidal #sad #depression #heartbreak #hurt #hopeless #kill me #lost #lonely #broken #numb #not good enough

[dailydiarynquotes]

#breakup recovery #breakup #heartbreak #sad love #soul ties #healthybreakup #moving on #daily diary #diary #heartache

[soahbee]

the worst is when one day I get for 100% attention and I'm his everything, then the next day he says hi once at school and I'm just an average student for him all day. i hate it. why are you do this to me

#im going insane #give me attention #tc community #teacher crush community #teacher crush #tc crush #male tc #teacher love #teacher x student #girlblogging #male teacher crush #teacher attachment #male teacher #girblogger #my diary #sad thoughts #female rage #female hysteria #femaledaily #love me #oldermen #older man younger woman #older guys #heartbreak #coquette #tc love #my tc

[a-dreamersjournal]

In Another Life.

You could not love me, i don't blame you

I couldn't love me either, not when it mattered anyways.

So i just kept on watching, 

As the brown skin of my hands turned blood red,

Exactly like the blood moon 

A sign of the beginning of the end. 

An end to the sleepless nights,

And death of the endless what ifs.

It's not that I found an answer, 

I just became too tired to seek them.  

Maybe in another life, across this world or other

You and I could have been forever.

But not here, not now.  

Because you are so full of life,

And I carry death in my heart. 

Because you taste like heaven, 

And I'm built of sin. 

Your hands covered in soil telling stories, 

Of all the gardens you tended to. 

My hands wrapped in dirt, 

Carrying ghosts of all the tragedies that I buried in those gardens. 

Maybe this is goodbye for us,

Or Maybe I'll see you again. 

But it'll never feel the same, 

Neither to you, nor to me. 

So I will find you in another lifetime, 

Where we'll be right for each other. 

Where you won't have to look for signs, 

And I won't be too wounded to cry.

#poetry #literature #prose #academia #dear diary #journal #spilled ink #original writing #spilled thoughts #reading #love quotes #in another life #the tortured poets department #heartbreak #spilled poetry #spilled words #spilled writing