What the world sees:
What I see:
He’s sooo Helen of Troy coded
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camping was a success. i feel recharged. exhausted, sore, but recharged. grounded. the shower once we got home? healed me. im a whole new bitch. maybe i really did just need to touch some grass lmao
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HI MAC. FINISHED SEASON ONE OF HANNIBAL. THOUGHTS: AHGHSGHFAHSGDKDFHKJGHKJGD OHGHGGG WILL GRAHAM THERE IS SOMETHING SO WRONG WITH YOU. i am holding him by the scruff of the neck and looking directly into his sad autistic eyes. i love this little guy. he needs severe medical and psychological help. i love him more than anything. dr lecter is so fucking interesting i need to grab him by the neck and strangle him he is such an awful person but such a cool character agh ough agh. he says he's will's friend but then he manipulates him and does all these horrible things and i just!! wanna know why!!!!! if he is your friend why are you hurting him!!!!! or is he actually your friend at all?? do you see him more as something to play with???? someone who thinks in such an interesting way that you wanted to know what lengths you could push him to???? I DON'T KNOW!!!! I WANT TO KNOW SO BADLY!!!!! pls tell me will doesn't die i am so attached to him i am putting him in my pocket and feeding him jellybeans <3 i am going to watch season 2 once my cold is gone because when i feel bad physically i feel bad MENTALLY so i am Not in a good like. headspace?? to watch it rn what with the death and blurring of reality and such but MAN. MANNNNN oh it is so cool i am kicking my feet and giggling i am so excited to watch the rest oghhh it is so fucked up <3 i love fucked up weird murder stories 10/10 amazing show no notes thank u for recommending it 2 me i love it v much :3
NORMAL HANNIBAL EXPERIENCE. OH MY GODDDD im so glad u sre enjoying it so farrrrr <3 its like. beloved piece of media to me but also it fucks me up in the brain. its a good horror reset for me . occasionally im just like. i need to feel weird about blood and gore and death and then i will watch a couple epispdes of hannibal and just sit there like
TAKE YOUR TIME. OF COURSE. dw dw i was the same way watching it for the first time because it gets SO weird and existential sometimes and. tbh the artistic gore kind of got to me in ways i did not expect ??? it can be so overwhelming sometimes and my exact feelings on it are very hard to articulate and i could sit here for hours discussing it and not actually ever get to a point . SO I GET U. it's just the kinda show you gotta take ur time with. and thats totally cool :) I CAN TELL YOU WITH. MINIMAL SPOILERS. will graham doesnt die . absolute mess of a man. u know that post thats like "what a beautiful man . i would love yo see him in a fit of despair" thatd me about will graham. and also covered in blood. and let me tell u this show fucking DELIVERS.
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okay maybe i could cuddle him if there were no witnesses. crawling into his lap and hugging him really tight and giggling cause i cant hold it. nuzzling into him and he teases me about wanting attention out of nowhere and i get embarrassed about it until i realize his arms are around me and hes got his chin on my head and i try soooo hard not to squeal. Sorry last weird about eichi post i just like him a lot
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earlier today i was like “it’s crazy how there’s literally no actors in black sails who i know from something else, even when i’ve seen them in other things i know them from black sails First, even toby stephens who’s a whole nepo baby” and fully believed this to be true all day every time the thought popped back up. until literally just now i remembered that billy “percival” bones exists. OH WAIT AND VANE TOO I KNEW FROM THE 100.
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Paying attention to lost judgments story is so hard when they keep putting yagamis face so close to the camera bc i HAVE to stare at him for 5 minutes and take a screenshot im never finishing this game
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anyway woodz is so sweet and nice :(((( even if he doesn’t know his own songs <3 he was supposed to change the lyrics to multiply to atlanta instead of la for us but he forgot and then he stopped the band and everybody so he could start the song over and do it right :((((
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