#he said ill starve which is unlikely ive gone without food for a week many times

[mwagneto]

oh you *know* im doing it right when my father tells me im not eating enough

#weight loss and ed talk in the tags please please ask to tag if you need me to #he's been bullying me about being fat since before i can remember #(i never was but he's 110 kg and very insecure so he took it out on all 5 of his children) #(4 of whom had some sort of eating disorder) #(wonder what the connection is♥) #i dont have an ed anymore and im not even dieting #my bmi is like 21 rn i think #weight validation from him is worth more than elton kissing me on the lips #which is very annoying i dont want to care but like. it's something he's always #been mean to me about so it's nice to see him getting worried about all the #damage he's done to my mental health lmao #good. keep worrying<3 #he said ill starve which is unlikely ive gone without food for a week many times #not just for ed related reasons sometimes i just fucked up #weight loss mention #ed cw #ed mention #weight mention #tag vents