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rpsocsandcanonohmy · 3 years
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Camping 101
Summary:
You know that imfamous 2017 camping trip that August insisted required double checking all the supplies on the list for because they left the tent at home that year? Yeah. This is that.
Rating:
General Audiences/Everyone
Pairing:
Emily Walker/Cordell Walker
Tags/Warnings:
Camping, arguing, cursing
WC:
1154
@walker-bingo Square filled:
Free Space
A/N:
Nothing. Enjoy!
Emily Walker liked camping. Well, she liked the idea of camping anyway. The actual act was always rather tedious and dirty and tiring. But things don’t have to be good to be good, right? It was about the family bonding time that came from completely isolating yourselves from the world and roughing it for a few days at a time.
If only the rest of the family shared her opinion….
If only….
“August stole my sleeping bag!”
“It has my name on it!”
“Yeah, because you just wrote it there!”
“Kids, enough!”
Emily sighed and rubbed her temples as her family argued against the lovely backdrop of the woods. It was a scenic picture, if you didn’t mind angry people in your scenery. The first day was always the hardest. After a few hours cooped up in the car together listening to Cordell’s only Pandora station and the kids bickering over who was encroaching on the other’s side of the seat, they were free to really have at each other. By the time they got camp set up and a fire going, they’ll be calmed down and muttering apologies and stuffing their faces with PB&Js. Tomorrow they’d wake up grouchy because sleeping in sleeping bags was never as fun as advertised but once they had breakfast they’d be in better spirits. Then August would remember he was a ametuer birdwatcher and want to get out in the woods and Stella would remember when she had a serious rock collection and find a stream that had nice rocks and Cordell would find peace in doing monotonous tasks like looking for firewood and they’d all be having a good time. 
Right now, she just needed to find the tent. She knew it was packed in the bed of the truck...somewhere. It was crossed off the list. She saw it when they were loading up. Granted, she didn’t see it go in the truck since she had to go solve a packing emergency with Stella but Cordell said he’d handle it so it should be here. It had to be.
“Cordi? Did you pack everything that was by the truck?”
“Yes, Em, I packed everything. Even the picnic blanket we never use.” 
“Are you positive?”
“Yes, Emily.” She heard a very deep and exasperated sigh. “What are we missing?”
She chewed on her bottom lip. “...The tent.”
There was a long beat of silence. While she couldn’t see her husband, she could imagine the face journey he was going through trying to keep his reaction in check. Anger to confusion to frustration to annoyance to “Let me take a look; you handle the kids.”
Emily plastered a smile on her face and hopped down to see what they were arguing over now. After a few minutes of Mommy Moderator, she heard the worrying sound of soft cursing.
“Are you sure you put it with the rest of the stuff?”
“Yeah; it was the first thing I checked off the list. I put it right in the front of the pile so we wouldn’t forget it.”
Cordell shook his head. “No, that’s where you put the picnic blanket. I remember because I had to put it in first so I wouldn’t trip over it packing up everything else.”
Her brow furrowed and she heard Stella and August quiet down, probably noticing there was a bigger problem. “No, that was the tent. It was all rolled up by the sleeping bags in the corner of the attic, where we always put it.”
“Yeah, we put the picnic blanket there too because it fits right on top.”
“No, I-” Emily froze and suddenly remembered counting out five rolls from what was in the attic. There had been one left over. 
Dammit.
“...You packed the picnic blanket instead of the tent.” 
“....Yeah….”
Cordell let out a long suffering sigh, scrubbing a hand over his face. He was holding back. “I...am going to look for firewood.” He was going to kick a tree or two while he was at it.
She smiled at the kids, trying to elevate the mood. “How about snacks? I bet we could all use some snacks. I packed Oreos!” 
The campsite was quiet for a while. After a few minutes, Emily decided she should go check on her husband and make sure he hadn’t done anything that would get them banned from the campgrounds. August and Stella would be alright on their own for the time it would take her to find him and get him back. As long as he didn’t manage to hurt himself in the five minutes he was gone (it wouldn’t be the first time but that was a story for another day).
Emily found him sitting against the trunk of a big tree with his hat pulled over his face. She sighed and sat next to him. 
"Hey."
"Hey."
"You wanna go home?"
He sighed and put his hat down. "I didn't really wanna come out here in the first place."
"Hey-"
"I know, I know. 'Things don't have to be good to be good'." He smiled a little smile. "That makes absolutely no sense."
"I know." She leaned against him, resting her head against his shoulder. "I think we can rent a tent from the people who run this place. Or buy something at the supply shop."
He sighed and reached for her hand. "I guess we can try that. Better than packing up and going home after 10 whole minutes of quality bonding time."
"Come on then; we should get back before Stella and August find something else to argue over."
They made their way back to the campsite hand in hand. It was peaceful, all things considered. Birds in the trees, squirrels running all over…. This was another thing she liked about camping. This was the kind of quiet you couldn't get in the city. It was nice.
They got back to the site to find...more peace. Which was weird for day 1 of camping with the kids. And that’s when they saw It.
"-tie that part down there aaannnddd DONE!" Stella proudly stepped back from her creation.
It wasn’t pretty. It was far from perfect. It would need proper support from something besides a few sticks and hair ties. It probably wouldn’t fit all of them. It might fall over in the next small breeze. But, somehow, Stella put together a makeshift shelter with that damn picnic blanket.
Cordell chuckled softly and let go of Emily’s hand before going over and giving the structure a proper inspection. August was sitting off to the side with Emily’s camera and she’d bet good money he documented the whole creative process in cockeyed and slightly blurry glory. Stella happily told her father the whole story of putting it together.
Emily stayed where she was, watching her family with a small smile.
She really loved these camping trips.
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laufire · 4 years
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Roswell NM 2x06
I finally watched the episode (and the Legends episode, which I watched just after --a gr10 decision because it was awesome). I don’t have as many Thoughts(TM) as usual. Unsurprisingly, since Rosa isn’t in the episode and she takes three out of my four feelings. The fourth goes back and forth between Maria and Kyle, and sometimes Liz and, unfortunately, Michael xD. Anyway. I look forward to seeing her deal with her powers. And apparently her mother! I’ve wanted her to appear since episode one, so I’m excited about it (also my dumb ass only recently noticed Rosa’s middle name is Helena, like her mother, and I have Feelings about it).
I have a lot of mixed feelings wrt The Foretold Threesome (lol), thought they’re probably... different than those of most fans (I’m just still side-eying about how Maria’s racebending influenced the writers okay). I did love the conclusion, both the Alex/Michael conversation (which is my favourite scene from then in the show so far just... it pulled the right strings, yup), and the Miluca one, with her starting out insecure and the reassurances. Wrt The Drama, I’ll just say... look. I can totally see why it’d make someone feel uncomfortable, for a variety of reasons, even if I’d likely disagree with their interpretation. BUT I have NO sympathy for those that argue it was a dub/non con scene, and then only really put the blame on Maria, clearly wanting to leave a space to continue shipping Michael/Alex. Like... I just can’t believe you’d do that if you were speaking from an honest place, sorry.
I cannot belive Forrest, the WWII enthusiast is the best new romantic interest the season (yeah, I know he’s not One Of Those, it’s obvious. And he named his dog Buffy, that scored him points. But of ALL time periods you could pick for a history nerd to obsess over... WWII? Really? *Sighs*. I know it makes sense with the town’s history but STILL). Between “no public healthcare” girl and the “breeder” lesbian (who I really hope we don’t see again. Look, I do not care about whatever reasoning fellow queer people use. I fucking hate that word. The fact that she said it to a guy who was also in a gay bar makes it worse). Anyway. Yeah. The Alex/Forrest scenes were cute, too. Though I’ll say werewolf guy >>>>>>>> any stand up poetry IN THE WORLD LMAO. Pls make him a genuine character, I love him xDD.
The pseudo-horror movie plot with Alex and Maria was fun, however (“the gay guy always dies first” *Maria’s EXCUSE ME expression* “or second. that’s fair. that look is fair” xDDD). The TVD daylight ring reference KILLED me lmao. And their conversations in the car got to me. Also LMAO at Michael, the one with super powers, getting knocked down in less than ten seconds and being completely useless xDD.
Anyway. I totally got a kick out of Kyle rejecting Isobel’s ass, even if it was for Steph of all people. THANK GOD. I was worried when I heard they flirted lol. I’m also grateful Isobel’s ONS was a white girl, because her track record with WoC is terrible. Now I just want the show to never bring up Rosa/Isobel again with this as an excuse, thanks. BTW, I hate the word “queerbaiting” and disagree with most of its uses, to be frank, but this thing with Kyle gets... headed in that direction, js, given how it’s obvious the writers are aware about fandom and its headcanons etc. And I have no dog in this fight because I have issues with all of Kyle’s ships LMFAO (except, ironically, Kyle/Michael, lmao. It’d be straightforward at the very least).
“Maybe I’m pregnant, you’re not my gynecologist” is going to be Max’s shining moment forever and ever. Paired with Liz’s worse when she says what happened with Rosa no longer matters (to her) smh. It fucking does. Resurrecting Rosa doesn’t undo the damage because Rosa’s death wasn’t the only harm done, okay? They ruined and shat all over her memory, they made Arturo and Liz a target, they contributed to a racist af climate that endangered people beyond the Ortechos. The LEAST Rosa deserves is an apology; and a real one, not Isobel’s “I do this to feel better and get something out of you, but I’ll violently hit you and invade your mind tomorrow” one. Michael clearly doesn’t give enough of a damn to even THINK that he might need to apologize. I have some hopes for Max (who would’ve thunk he’d been the pod sibling I’d feel most lenient towards a year ago. I mean, he still has moments where I cannot stand him, but still xD. I’m actually enjoying his dynamic with Rosa this last few episodes), though I hope it won’t translate on Rosa becoming all buddy-buddy with him, because nope. Not so much for the ~morals of it all, tbh, but because I think it’s better for her, narrative-wise, if Rosa remains A Skeptic.
And like I say, that’s the least they should do, after what they caused. The least. And now ROSA has brought Max back to life --their debt to her is STAGGERINGLY HIGH, AFAIC. So yeah, Liz. It still fucking matters. And I sincerely hope Rosa never lets any of them conveniently forget.
BTW, with this new mention of Liz’s ex-fiancé, and now that the show is pulling Kyle away from the triangle (at least temporarily), I fully expect Diego to make an appearance, sooner or later.
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yvvaine · 7 years
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I was wondering if any [past or present] Jonerys, Pro-Daenerys fans like myself feel this way.....?
Firstly Id say please be nice i just enjoy analyzing the shit out of fandoms I like, (im a history/polysci major ((with an emphasis on Peace Justice and & Conflict Studies)) all i do is analyze and try to be diplomatic lmao) but considering all they petty drama between both ships as well as pro/anti Daenerys stans ON BOTH SIDES I’m going to be “That Person” and at least ask for people to be respectful/civil, I want to hear from everyone and their metas/what they think which is why i tagged like, all the tags, no matter if you love her/the ship or cant stand it, as long as everyone can keep civil So firstly I’ve loved Dany both books and show from the beginning. She’s gorgeous, wants to be the best person she can be, and her hair/fashion style game is always ON POINT.  That being said, somewhere around season 5 i think i’ve found my opinion on her cooling a little bit, ep after ep, till now. Like I still like her bc she was my first character love on the show but I’ve def soured in my opinion on her. Maybe it’s because I love learning about the subject that im more baised (im hoping thats the case) but she just seemed to have no interest in actual governance, just the reputation (esp of being the ‘rebel queen’)/the awe/the power/the thrill of the adoration that went along with it to the point where I feel like though she still wants to be a ‘good queen’ or at least wants to be seen that way, she doesnt want to do much work for the title. Like yeah she freed all the slaves and that was a def progressive and awesome move on her part (major props! slavery is sin and im glad someone recognized that who had the power to do something about it) but she didnt handle that aftermath or ensuing problems well at all nor really mulled heavily on the subject to find the best solution. She just got fustrated with pretty basic/common (albeit complex in themselves) issues of standard governance and kind of went agh! fuck this! (obv not actual quotes but that was the vibe I got). And then ESPECIALLY after season 7 her character has kind of nagged at me in the back of brain which i hate but its inherent like its just a feeling i cant help it?? I just dont know why to be honest that Im feeling so negative towards this character i used to love.  The whole ‘ bEnD thE knEe ‘ thing w/ Jon and yet pinning it on Jon’s pride not equally on his and her own was more than a little hypocritical, when hon they can discuss it later like at that point they have two common enemies the WW and Cersei they both want to do away with, and then again with the Bend the Knee or Die bit w/ the Lannister soldiers. In fact the whole sequence before that point felt kind of villinous I dearsay, I mean  deliberately burning the harvest that most of westeros needs for the winter or even strategically not willing to try, and well, nOOt intentionally burn the food considering its winter, the harvest is over (so likely not much is gonna grow in the time being) when she has a G I A N T ass army of her own to think of feeding???? Like i get it is war shit happens soldiers die but the F O O D ? Was that an impuslive in the moment mistake or did she just not give a fuck? And back to the aftermath scene/Bend the Knee 2.0, her speech was again quite hypocritical...and burning dickon?????? not willing to keep prisoners???? either bend or die??? I actually am glad she did away with Papa Tarly bc he was an awful human, but dickon????? a young idealistic man about to loose his father??? the heir to a major ally/house???? And honestly that bend or die strategy is soooooo dumb bc now she cant trust any of them like theyre only bending the knee out of self preservation homie, no one wants to die. they bend  the knee to survive and now they all of the sudden think youre their queen? Nah fam, prisoners were better, all you got are spies in your camps or people willing to backstab you at the smallest promise of coin. And i dont want that for my girl
IDK the whole “im gonna BREAK THE WHEEL,,,,,,,,yet im stating my claim mainly on my housename (aka the predominant force of said wheel for a literal dynasty) and the fact that i can scare people who otherwise are unconvinced bc lets be real westeros has had a bad run of rulers a lot of which were Targs in the past couple decades, into submission bc ill burn you otherwise???” doesnt sit well with me nor does it feel like the character ive been rooting for the past five-ish seasons. She just doesnt seem to put into effort on understanding Westeros, why things go wrong, being self-critical or sharing the blame,thinking on what a “good” ruler would do.... anyone else feeling this way and if so do you think this is just shitty writing? D&D butchering her character? or a new arc for her? perhaps the way shes always been? She just seems like a tantruming child bratty and entitled idk (a beautiful child but still)  As for jonerys...... im not gonna go into it much but how are other shippers happy????????? I honestly dont understand. I was SO looking forward to this season/this ship. like so much! But it felt so forced? And i know a lot of people claim its cause its rushed but tbh we’ve had a lot of romances in a similar time frame that felt like A C T U A L romances.....even Talisa/Robb who the Northerners will prob compare any of this too were so much better. THIS WAS MY EPIC SHIP DUDE. I feel the dany side of things (took a while but theres def heart eyes) and yet Jon???? He felt hollow. Still does even after sex. Im so disapointed but more than that I cant see the romance or the chemistry. He looks constipated. Hes never smiled like with his teeth around her the way hes done w others he cares deepily about (ygritte, toramund, sansa, even fkin gendry in the first scene they had together). He never reveals anything about himself. And between the “my queen” ep (and remember he was look warm when discussing her to toramund throughout it) and the previous the only thing that changed was that he saw the actual difference dragons made against WW. You could argue she saved them all too but that doesnt make you fall in love w someone out of the blue and also people have saved his ass before and??? Sansa w the vale anyone??? (Not an argument for jonsa js its happened) (though ill admit ive transitioned to loathing jonerys and loving jonsa more as a potential couple in the space of seven eps where if you asked me I wouldve been like PSH u cray. I never thought it would happen in a mill years but D&D ruined my ship and here i am! Shipping aside tho since its best too look at these things as neutral as possible).  Anyways the sigh of his after she left and when he pretended to be asleep.... idk. The only scene that felt genuine and where Jon smiled and it didnt look like a full on grimace and they actually kinda joked around was really nice and at the pit at the finale and if they do a LOT more of basic romance stuff like that I could ship it again but. It was followed by boatsex and boy.  I was hoping boatsex might rekindle my like for the two together. I could see the chemistry the passion. I was hoping the passion would overwhelm me and make up for the rest. But instead......like there was no foreplay, it lasted 2 seconds, and it was overplayed by brans voice and a reminder of future conflict or at the very least major angst b/w the two. i didnt see the parallel between regear and lyanna playing alongside their scene as anything romantic or that it should be taken as such. and the look they shared.... I was hoping jon would bring it bc Dany’s look in her eyes is like soooo smitten and adorable and say what you will I still have a space in my heart for her and still dont want her to suffer, but again Jon looks like oh shit/constipated. And not in a good oh shit way either.  There is a bunch more too but Imma stop there bc Im just tired at this point.  So many things were just....off this season. And it cant all be blamed on the “rushed” time frame. I’ve read the undercover lover theory and hon it makes the most sense (not perfect sense but still, more than what we’ve been poorly spoon fed) but im not willing to believe it just yet. Still, maybe D&D are just butchering a lot of things like making the romance believable and stuff for the sake of time that could be true i guess. But they like to go AHA GOT U so  Idk I dont find a lot of meta in the jonerys tag bc honestly (((((i think its bc the tag and ship are more popular and theirs more people both good and bad)))) it doesnt seem like snowballing theories is something all fans take really well in the tag at all. But whatever. I really want to know, is there any meta or theories im missing to either validate the icky feeling Im haveing about D or her “romance” or on the flipside anything that might make me change my mind about it? Theories, meta people! I just want to reiderate im not trying to hate on anyone or any point of view and I will flag any comment anti one ship or person or another if its plain hateful or rude. I just want to understand it and see what Im missing, esp because of how much I was looking forward to her arc and jonerys’ dynamic and how much the words “falling short” dont seem to cover it. And to see if im not the only one to either have critique on the ship or her character [or even actually change ships] Also i apologize for how much ive said “IDK” i just..... I DONT KNOW 
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jokers-imagines · 7 years
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Never again
Ask-Hello, I was wondering if you could do an imagine where j and the reader get in to a fight and the reader runs away and he feels bad a while later and goes to find her and sees her crying so he “apologizes Warning-swears ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Today was supposed to go like any usual day. Get up and get 3 hours to yourself , then go to meetings with J. You met J one day when you were at his club. He told you that he really liked you and started to get closer. Over the past few months you messaged and hung out. Eventually in his own way he asked you to be his girlfriend/queen of Gotham. Ever since then you’ve been happy. Sure there were times when you would fight because of stupid things but they were usually stupid. Of course all this stuff happened when he broke up with Harley. He found out she was cheating on him so he left her and stopped seeing her. But sometimes you would wonder why J still had her clothes and gifts in her room. But you always tell yourself it’s maybe in case if she wanted to come back and get her stuff again. Today you were gonna go to a meeting again with J so you had to get dressed. J usually likes to show you off so you had to wear revealing clothes. You rummaged through your closet and eventually found a dark red dress that went up to above your knees with a V neck. You went to your jewelry box and grabbed a choker because you know how much J likes to see you in them. After that you put on a little bit of makeup than grabbed your red and gold heels. You decided a high ponytail would be good and curling it a little so it would match your outfit. Your body had a tattoo on your cheek of heart because J put it , and on your legs there were hearts that looked like teardrops falling down. It made you feel girly girl but anything J tattooed on you , you liked. The only one you thought was cool ,was the snake twirling around your arm and had venom dropping down its sharp teeth. You checked your clock seeing you had 5 more minuets left so you grabbed your leather jacket and left the penthouse. When the guards opened the door you entered the purple lamborghini as J kissed your hand. The joker zoomed the streets and explained to you who was coming and what you had to do. “So doll I need you to seduce the bastard Mr.T then make him come to me. Than when your done you can go dance all you want”. “Sure thing sugar ”. After talking for 10 minuets you noticed the club coming into view. The music was so loud you could hear it inside of the lamborghini. Getting out you left the car and started getting into position. You motioned for J to go first but instead he motioned for you to go. You giggled seeing how sweet he was being and walked in. He stepped in after you and held onto your waist in a possessive way. His nails were digging in your skin but you didn’t mind it . You could see him scanning the crowd to see how it’s going and how many people are here. But it looked more like he was looking for someone. You just shrugged lightly and just thought he was looking for his business partner. The body guards let you into the elevator while J said he’ll be back in a sec. the elevator was big enough for 6 people to be in. On the wall were mirrors and designs around it. It was very fancy even for an elevator.you started humming and heard the elevator ding to the 14the floor. Stepping out of the elevator your feet took you to the jokers huge VIP room. Bouncing onto the couch you stretched and smiled. This was your favourite couch and you always laid here until J came because it was the most comfy. When J entered the room he smiled and scoffed, “same seat like always”? “You know it ” you giggled . You immediately ran to Js seat and sat on His lap when you heard the door open and saw the man coming in. The man seemed confused to why a woman was here but didn’t question it. You noticed him check you out when you crossed you legs. You sent a small glare to him and then turned your attention to the jokers gold necklaces and played with them. When J would talk you would sometimes try to seduce the man into making the deal and always flirted . J didn’t seem to happy but you ignored him and just went back to playing with his chains. The talk was getting boring but it was getting somewhere. When J tapped your leg you stood up. That gesture meant you could go dance because you were done for the day. You started to walk out the room and blew J a kiss and than walked through the beads. Scanning the club you saw a glass cage open. Next to it was a blonde with blue and pink in her hair. You couldn’t really see here face because her back was faced towards you. You stepped into the glass cage and smirked. Finally you could have fun. You held onto the pole and started to walk a round it. Sliding down slowly you arched your back and went up. You started to dance slowly and got cash from people. Walking up to the glass you bent down down and faced a man and winked as you licked the glass. He seemed to really enjoy that but got upset as you turned away from him. From your eye you could catch J looking at you. You checked on J a few times but saw his eyes lingering to another box always. You turned your attention to the box and saw her. Harley Quinn? “What the hell” you thought ? Did he invite her? You started to see him eye fucking her and just lost it. You stomped outside the box and went outside . The cool breeze hit your face and blew your hair. You grunted in frustration and punched the wall. Your hand hurt like hell but you didn’t care. Did J still like her? Was he probably cheating on you? Even if he wasn’t dating her it doesn’t mean eye fuck your ex. You sighed and stopped punching the wall . Glancing to your bloody hands you sighed and went back to the club. Going to the the farthest room from J you checked your phone. There were 20 messages from J asking where you were. A new one popped up saying “found you ,frosts getting you”. You narrowed your eyebrows and rolled your eyes . Walking away you felt a tug at your shoulder . Frost was telling you to come to see the joker because he was worried. You only rolled your eyes and grunted. You were freaking pissed at J. He eye fucks his ex and then gets worried where you are. For all you know while you left he could have been having a “chat” with her. When the door opened you crossed your arms over your chest and glared at him. J motioned for you to come but instead you turned around and bumped into frost. Since your way was blocked you turned back to J and sighed as you walked towards him, but made sure to stay at least 2 feet away. “What”? “Where were you, ya know I don’t like it when you leave me. I’m gonna have to punish you?” You rolled your eyes and mimicked him saying “ya know I don’t like it when you eye fuck women . Especially your freaking ex Harley Quinn?” He just smiled and said “doll I can look at whoever I want , your mine and you do what I want you to do.” Scoffing you growled “ I’m nobody’s property, you don’t own me.” He laughed and just grabbed onto your shoulders. “Leave me alone , if you at least cared for me than you wouldn’t be flirting and eye fucking other women.” He growled and laughed. “Doll I never cared about you. You are my toy and always will be. Let’s go.” Your mouth fell in disbelief. All those heart texts and smiles meant nothing . All those kisses and romantic words and gestures were nothing . You blinked away tears and let go of his grasp. “Fuck you” you growled as you ran out of the room. J was screaming but you didn’t care. You had to get away. How could he do this to you ? Whatever he’s the joker , he could do anything he wants. After running for a while You finally made it to the park. You sat down on the bench and cried. You didn’t care whether or not it was raining or you were freezing in the small dress you were wearing. You were more concerned with why J betrayed you. It could have be 3 hours that you’ve been crying you didn’t care. You were done with J. He didn’t care about you, he just used you. —————————————- (Js pov) I tried to find Y/N as fast as possible. As much as it pains me to think where she is and if she’s okay I have to focus. Where would Y/n go when they were angry. I thought for a while and argued in my head. The joker smiled as it finally clicked him. The place where you had your talk at was where he would find you. Zooming down the streets he went to your favourite park. When he looked out his window he saw your back faced to him. Gotchya. I ran out the car and I was gonna call out to Y/n but I stopped when I had heard her crying. Her face was buried in her hands as she was shaking from the cold rain. I could feel a twinge in my chest. What is this I thought? I started to feel guilty as I heard her whisper “why is it always me”. —————————————- (Your pov) You were shaking from the cold and your hair was soaking wet. You let it out because of how uncomfortable the wet ponytail was. Your head raised up as the rain stopped pouring on your head. Above you was a purple umbrella and you could see J holding it. You looked away and wiped your tears. “Doll you have to know what I said wasn’t true?” “Doll”? He let out a breath then sat next to you holding the umbrella above you both . Cupping your face he made you look at him. You had a stern face but you giggled when you saw J making a silly face. He smiled at your reaction then went back to being serious. “Look Y/N you know I’m not to well with apologies but you should know it’s true when a say this. Y/n I’m sorry. I care about you more than anything, your the only thing keeping me sane. I was only looking at Harley because I didn’t know she was here and it’s been long since I’ve seen her. I don’t care about her though , I care about you. Your my girl and I want you to come back.” Your eyes widened. Was this actually the joker apologizing. Did he just admit that he was sorry and cared about you? It was kind of cute when he called you his girl you thought You smiled and cupped his face , giving him a small kiss you leaned back. “It’s okay J I forgive you this time. But if things like this happen again than I’m leaving you”, you warned. He smiled and kissed you back. “Never again”. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sorry this took long. Most of my asks will be out during the weekend most of the time because I will be free. Only sometimes it will be during the weeks days. (Sorry to kinda short though, I’ve been sick these days so it’s hard for me to focus and write long) My next fic is gonna be that chapter I wanted to write.❤ (Send requests)l
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