Gilded Family
Rating: Teen and Up, Gen
Ch 26/?: Never Meet Your Heroes
Ch 1, Ch 2, Ch 3, Ch 4, Ch 5, Ch 6 , Ch 7, Ch 8, Ch 9, Ch 10, Ch 11, Ch 12, Ch 13, Ch 14, Ch 15, Ch 16, Ch 17, Ch 18, Ch 19, Ch 20, Ch 21, Ch 22, Ch 23, Ch 24, Ch 25
In which none of the previous golden guards or wittebro died, actually, they're all fine and living happily together as one big dysfunctional family
Ao3
“You didn’t give me this scar,” Phoenix said slowly, “We’ve never met. This came from Belos. I failed a mission, and he got angry.” It had been his first lesson in the coven; failure wasn’t an option.
An emotion Phoenix couldn’t quite place sparked in Petro’s eyes—something like surprise, melancholy, and triumph rolled into one. “He really told you that?”
“That’s what happened!”
Caleb put a hand on Phoenix’s arm, and Phoenix realized his hands had curled into fists. “Deep breath. We can figure this out. What do you remember?”
Phoenix shifted uncomfortably, unsettled by Petro’s unflinching stare. “I—well—”
“Yeah,” Petro jeered, “What do you remember, little bird?”
A deeply sick, festering rot settled in Phoenix’s stomach at the nickname, though he couldn’t say why. “I took a hit to the head from Belos,” he growled. His arms ached, the wounds seeming to crawl under the bandages, “I don’t remember what happened exactly.”
“Ha!” Petro snorted. “You wish a blow to the head explained your intelligence.”
That stung a little more than Phoenix cared to admit. “Hey!”
Caleb’s hand tightened on Phoenix’s arm. “That’s enough. Either explain what happened, or stop making this worse.”
“You’d know all about making things worse, wouldn’t you, Caleb? If you’d stayed in the human realm where you belonged, none of this would have happened in the first place.”
Caleb jerked backwards as if he’d been slapped. “That’s—”
“I don’t know how you survived, or how you’re here. But I know that none of this would have happened without you.”
“That’s it,” Evelyn’s voice snapped. A wobbly golden spell circle drifted past Phoenix, passing through Petro. The guard’s head dropped to his chest.
“Well,” Sam said briskly, dusting his hands off, “He is deeply unpleasant. Thanks, Mom. Maybe we should make a gag?”
Evelyn took Caleb and Phoenix’s hands. “Don’t listen to him,” she said fiercely, “He’s just trying to get under your skin.”
Phoenix’s hands shook, and that rot in the pit of his stomach seemed to spread, making his stomach churn. “That doesn’t explain how he knew. He knew Caleb’s name, and he knew I was the golden guard after him. Him trying to get under our skin doesn’t explain why he recognized us, why he recognized my scar!”
“He’s not going to tell you. He knows he holds the cards, and he’s not going to share information without a price. It’s not worth whatever he wants.”
“Blabber serum,” Sam suggested, “We could get him to talk that way.”
“I don’t have the ingredients. And I’m sorry, Phoenix, but I’m not risking anyone’s freedom for them.” Evelyn tapped her chin. “I could try extracting memories—but I don’t know exactly what I’m looking for, which makes things more difficult.”
Phoenix eyed Petro, running through every interrogation tactic he’d ever been taught. Petro would know them, too—and probably more. He doubted very much that the grimwalker would talk without magic.
“What if I went into his mindscape?”
“What?”
“His mindscape,” Phoenix repeated, “Like Hunter did to Belos. I could find the memories, see what really happened.”
Caleb shook his head. “Absolutely not. Hunter nearly got killed in there!”
“Petro almost killed you just now, and that was after he’d just woken up from years as a statue,” Sam agreed, “You only survived because I was there. In the home field of his own mind? His inner self would destroy you.”
“So I’ll bring someone with me,” Phoenix insisted, “Safety in numbers. Sam?”
“Ha! No. While exploring a mindscape DOES sound intriguing, I prefer living. And I don’t know if glyphs would even work in there. And I’m not exactly built for hand-to-hand combat.”
The door creaked open. “He’s really awake,” Cherry murmured, “You really did it.”
Sam threw his hands up. “Why does everyone doubt me?!”
Evelyn’s eyes narrowed. “You know, it is impressive how you managed it. What glyph combo did you use? How did you create it?”
Sam’s bravado and indignation almost immediately swapped to a shiftier expression. “Oh. That’s not important.”
“Sam.”
Sam coughed. “I… found it in a book.”
“What book?”
“Um. Unclebelosdiary.”
“Come again.”
“I might have. Sort of. Maybe. Stolen one of Uncle’s journals? When we were at the head? And the glyph was in there?”
Evelyn took a deep breath and slowly released it. “You tested an unknown glyph from Phillip’s diary?!”
“Well. When you say it like that, it doesn’t sound like nearly as good of an idea.”
Phoenix raised a hand. “Does it matter? He’s not stone now. I need to find out what happened, why he thinks that he attacked me. And the only way we’ll get that information is if I go into his mindscape, dangerous or no.”
Evelyn shook her head. “Why is it so important to you, Phoenix?”
“I…” Phoenix took a deep breath, trying to organize his thoughts. Why was it important? Petro could be making the whole thing up just to mess with him, just like everyone had said. But somehow, that didn’t seem right. Something about the way that Petro stared at him made him think it was the truth. Or at least Petro thought it was the truth.
“He thinks he attacked me. But I haven’t seen him until now—and I think I’d remember him. If Belos did something to him, something to make him more hostile, then maybe we can fix it in his mindscape.”
“And what if he didn’t?” Caleb asked softly, “What if Petro’s right, and something’s happened to your memories?”
Then what? Okay, so one more person had tried to kill him in a long line of people who’d tried to kill him. They’d have to keep Petro tied up, or at least somewhere he couldn’t hurt anyone. What else?
“Then I need to know,” Phoenix replied, equally softly, “I need to know what I’m missing.”
“I could go with him,” Cherry offered, “If the issue is that it’s dangerous, I could provide support. Watch his back.”
Phoenix twisted to look at him. “Are you sure?”
“Yes. I agree with you, if there’s a chance that Belos altered his mind, if there’s a chance that we can make things right for him, then we should take it.”
Caleb’s eyes flicked over Cherry’s face. “…It’s going to be dangerous.”
“That’s why I’m going. Phoenix and I can handle it if we work together.”
Evelyn chewed her lip. “Cherry, are you… I want to help him too, but if he really does want to kill Phoenix—”
“No one’s beyond saving. Right?”
Evelyn didn’t respond.
“Right,” Caleb agreed, “Evelyn?”
She crossed her arms. “I don’t like it.”
Phoenix met her eyes, burning gold despite the bags around them. “Please.”
I need to know.
Evelyn broke the stare first. “Sam, do you have something in here that makes a lot of noise?”
“You could take Lake and Locke.”
“Sam.”
“I got it, I got it.” Sam hurried to a shelf, opening a small box and removing a metal ball. “If you shake it, it chimes,” he explained, “It’s pretty loud. But I don’t know how you’re planning on getting in there, those rebels used potions that I don’t know if I can replic—”
“I can do it,” Evelyn interrupted, “Just… stand back. Are you two ready?”
Cherry took the noisemaker from Sam. “Ready.”
Caleb clapped his shoulder. “Keep each other safe.”
“I will.”
Evelyn sighed. “This is a bad idea.”
“I know,” Phoenix told her. It was. Sam was right, if he ended up encountering Petro’s inner self, he’d be fighting on Petro’s home turf.
I need to know.
“Alright. As long as you know. Ring that ball when you’re ready, or if you get into any trouble. And stick together, do you hear?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
Evelyn shook her head. “Here we go.” She drew a circle in the air, and the world seemed to blow up around Phoenix, growing in size. Sam’s glasses were like great big moons in the sky above him, and then he stood on a barren plain, mottled with pools of water. Evelyn, Caleb, Sam, and the lab all gone in the blink of an eye, replaced with nothing but empty space.
“Huh.” Phoenix could barely hear himself over the sound of wind howling across the empty space. “It’s very… open.”
Cherry knelt down next to a pool of water. “I think these are his memories. Look.”
Phoenix squatted next to him, wincing at the pop of his knees. The water shimmered and rippled, and a golden guard accepted a staff from a familiar gauntlet, shadowed by the rest of the water. “There’s a lot of pools to look through.”
“How would we tell if something was wrong with one?”
“Muddy image?” Phoenix suggested, “Evaporated water?”
“You don’t know?”
Phoenix scratched the back of his head, flushing. “Well—everyone’s different. There wouldn’t be a clear-cut answer of what exactly we’re looking for. Just… any kind of deviation from the normal, I guess.”
Cherry stood, brushing his knees off. “It would be quicker to split up, divide into sections. But I don’t want to be caught alone by Petro’s inner self. And Mom said to stick together.”
Phoenix scuffed an x into the dirt next to the pool. “So we know which ones we’ve seen,” he explained.
“Good idea.” Cherry scanned the area. “We’re in the middle, I think.”
“Spiral pattern search?”
“Spiral pattern search,” Cherry agreed. He rubbed his arms. “Do you think it’s weird that we can’t see his inner self? It’s wide open here—I can see for miles.”
“Maybe it’s asleep because he is?”
“Mm. Lets hope he doesn’t start to dream.”
Phoenix moved one pool out. Belos’ whole profile was in this one, framed by a glowing circle of light. He was extending a hand to what had to be a younger Petro, scrawny and covered in bruises and scrapes. Phoenix marked the bank with an x and moved onto the next one at the roughly the same distance from the center pool. An older Petro, his cloak stained with blood, and three bodies beneath him. Phoenix shuddered. Looked like those stories about him were true, down to the kill counts.
Cherry marked the memory this time. The two continued in a spiral pattern from the center, crossing off memory after memory. Petro with coven heads. Petro standing beside the throne. Petro leading a violent battle against a hoard of demons.
Cherry threw an arm out, stopping Phoenix dead in his tracks. “I think I found it.”
The image rippling across the water wasn’t of Phoenix. It was of a book, the book Sam had, and a page flipped open to Grimwalker #24. Phoenix did a quick mental count of the grimwalkers in the house.
“That’s me,” he agreed, “Should we…?”
“It doesn’t look corrupted. But maybe you’re not in this one? Maybe this is just how he found out about you.”
Phoenix touched his scar. “…Do you think Belos killed him for knowing?”
“One way to find out.” Cherry gingerly poked the water. “How deep do you think it is?”
Phoenix shrugged, and started to splash in. “We’ll only find out if we—”
The ground disappeared beneath him, and he plunged into the water, tumbling head over heels into a familiar street. Cherry landed next to him seconds later.
“Titan, Phoenix. I thought you were drowning!”
“It was… deeper than I expected.” Phoenix craned his neck, looking upwards. “How do we get out?”
“Maybe we watch through the memory?” Cherry suggested, “Where are we? This is past my time.”
Phoenix walked through the streets, his boots making no noise on the paved street of the memory. “Little town. Set up after the Empire. There’s an orphanage here, it was set up for kids whose parents died in the war against wild magic.”
“Oh.” Cherry followed him. “That’s… nice?”
“Hm. But why…”
Most of the faces passed by fuzzy and indistinct until Phoenix led them to a square lot where a gaggle of witchlets and demonlings were chasing after one witchlet with a ball.
Cherry gasped next to him. “That’s…”
“Me,” Phoenix supplied. He watched the witchlet run, dodging the grasping hands of his peers only for plants to sprout out of the ground, yanking him off the ground and upside down, “I think I’m… twelve? Thirteen?” He started to pace back and forth. “This doesn’t make sense. I remember this, I remember this game, I remember that stupid plant. Why would Petro remember?!”
Another witchlet ripped the ball out of younger Phoenix’s arms. “I win!” He waved his arms, and above him, the plants waved as well, shaking Phoenix back and forth. “Whoooo!”
Cherry winced. “Your friends… don’t seem very nice.”
Phoenix crossed his arms. “They weren’t my friends,” he grumbled. He sounded petulant, and he knew it, but he’d meant what he’d said to the Collector—he hadn’t been sorry to hear that the orphanage was gone, and he hadn’t been sorry to leave it behind.
Another witchlet around Phoenix’s age tugged on his arms, successfully disentangling him from the plant. “Ready for another round?”
Little Phoenix brushed himself off. “Why do I always have to be the wild witch?”
She bopped his nose. “Because you don’t have any magic, and the rest of us need to practice ours.”
“Wouldn’t it make more sense for someone with magic to be the wild witch? Since a real wild witch would use magic to get away?”
She shrugged. “Tough luck. Everyone voted, and you got voted the wild witch. For what it’s worth, I voted for Dillon.”
Dillon stuck his tongue out at her.
“Who’s that?” Cherry whispered.
“Victoria.” Phoenix rubbed his arms. “She was the closest any of the kids came to being nice to me, but…”
The next round of the game started, and Victoria drew a circle. A spur of rock shot out of the ground, slamming into the ball in Phoenix’s hands. It popped up, smacking Phoenix in the face, then shot over the fence of the lot.
“Ow!”
“…She still wasn’t great.”
“Victoria,” one of the other witchlets groaned.
“Sorry!” She clapped Phoenix on the shoulder. “Can you go get it?”
Little Phoenix held his nose. “We said no face shots!”
“Yeah… sorry about that, didn’t mean for it to pop you one. Give you a boost?”
Phoenix sighed. “Yeah, I’m on it,” he grumbled, running towards the fence.
“Get back quick!” Victoria drew a circle, and the ground rose underneath Phoenix, pushing him up high enough that he could scramble over the top of the fence with ease.
An older witch poked her head into the lot. “Time to go back. Everyone here? None of you left the lot, did you? Show of hands, let me count.”
Victoria slid into the middle of the gaggle of kids, raising both of her hands.
Cherry coughed. “Is she trying to get you left behind?!”
“Nah, we weren’t supposed to leave the lot, even if something flew out. I’d get in trouble if she noticed I was gone.”
“Ten… eleven… Okay. Everyone go back, single file. I’m watching you, Dillon.”
Cherry tugged on Phoenix’s sleeve, pointing up at the top of a building. The golden guard perched atop the roof, watching the kids leave. Then he slipped down into the area behind the lot fence. Cherry swore.
“He’s going after you.”
Phoenix bolted around the side of the fence. “That doesn’t make sense, I got the ball, then… then…”
What had happened after that? The fire? Phoenix frowned, struggling to push his memory back. It hadn’t seemed important. Not worth remembering. It was just one game he’d played when he was a kid, the only reason he really remembered it happening now was because he’d seen it.
Little Phoenix heaved the ball back over the fence. “Victoria! Give me a boost back up! Victoria!” He stopped, then kicked the fence. “They left, didn’t they?”
“Yeah, you’ve been ditched, kid.”
Phoenix whirled around. Petro, dressed head to toe in golden guard regalia, pushed off of a wall, slowly approaching Phoenix’s younger self, who gasped.
“You’re-!” he squeaked, “I—Hi! Wow! Hi!”
Phoenix reached for his younger self’s shoulder, wishing he could stop him, but his hand passed right through, and the other Phoenix ran up to the Golden Guard.
“Are you chasing a wild witch? Can I help? Sir? Hi, sorry, you probably don’t want me to help. Oh, they are never going to believe this.” Little Phoenix drooped. “Man. They’re never going to believe it.”
“You know, I actually am chasing someone. Someone who’s threatening to get rid of me.”
Little Phoenix snorted. “Like someone could do that. Sir.”
“Mmm, yeah. But I don’t like leaving that chance out there.”
Silver glinted in the dim glow of a streetlight, and Petro lashed out with a jagged, crooked knife.
Little Phoenix jumped back just in time, slowly backing away. “…Golden Guard? Sir?”
“You’re not the brightest, are you, kid? Here, let me spell it out. I’m going to kill you. And no one will ever find your body!” Petro stepped to the side, leaving a pathway out of the alleyway. “Go ahead and fly, little bird. If you can get away, then maybe you should replace me.”
Phoenix ran for it, shooting by Petro. As he passed the guard, Petro swept his legs out from under him, grabbing his arm as he fell. “Guess not.”
“Phoenix,” Cherry yipped, “Phoenix, too tight.”
Phoenix didn’t know when he’d grabbed Cherry’s arm, but his fingers were digging into the other grimwalker’s flesh. He slowly relaxed his grip, forcing his fingers to loosen.
“I don’t remember. Why don’t I remember?!” he demanded, “Why…?”
Little Phoenix yanked at Petro’s grip. “Let me go! Let me go, let me—” he lunged forward, sinking his teeth into Petro’s gloved hand. “Mrgh! Me! Gro!”
Petro slammed the front of his mask into Phoenix’s face, and Phoenix let go, falling back. “Hngh—”
Petro twisted his captive’s arm, and Phoenix flinched as his younger self cried out, very nearly covering the sound of cracking bone.
Petro flung little Phoenix to the side, stalking towards him. “You can’t replace me,” he snarled, “You could never replace me!”
Phoenix crawled away, choking on tears and clutching his wounded arm to his chest. “I won’t—I won’t—I promise—”
Petro hefted his knife. “Yeah. You won’t.”
“Stop!”
Victoria ran through Phoenix. “Stop!” she repeated, skidding in-between Petro and Phoenix, “He’s not really a wild witch, I promise! It was just a game! It was just a game, please don’t hurt him! He doesn’t even have magic, he’s not a wild witch!”
“No,” Phoenix murmured, “No, no, this never… She never came back for me before, why would she come back for me?!”
Petro heaved a long, exasperated sigh. “Oh, great. Now there’s a witness. Hey, are you an orphan, too? Is anyone going to notice if you go missing?”
Victoria backed away, fear flashing in her eyes. “Leave us alone!”
She drew a wobbly circle, and a spur of rock shot up, ramming right between Petro’s legs. He doubled over with a howl, and Victoria dashed past him, grabbing Phoenix’s good arm and hauling him up to his feet. “Let’s go, let’s go, let’s go!” She wrapped one arm around his shoulders, hustling him away.
Run, Phoenix wanted to scream at his younger self, but this was before his coven training. This was before he got used to working through pain, used to sustaining broken bones and tearing wounds. And little Phoenix was white with pain, moving at a speedy hobble at best and wincing with every step.
Petro straightened up, and even without being able to see his face, Phoenix knew he was grimacing. “Oh, no, you don’t,” he snarled. He lunged forward, grabbing Victoria’s arm and yanking her away from Phoenix. “You’ll pay for that, brat.” He whipped his arm around, slamming Victoria into the alley wall. She squeaked, gasping for air, and Petro raised his knife again. “No witnesses.”
“No!”
Small Phoenix jumped up, grabbing Petro’s arm with his good hand. It didn’t even wrap all the way around Petro’s arm, but still, he pulled back with all of the might his scrawny little body could muster. “Don’t—hurt—her—”
Petro suddenly gave way to Phoenix’s pull, switching his grip and stabbing backwards. The knife sank into Phoenix’s face just above his eyelid, and Petro pulled up, flicking the blade through Phoenix’s eyebrow. Phoenix screamed and fell backwards, clutching his face.
Phoenix hissed in, touching the scar on his own face. That feeling of rot was spreading through his stomach again, moving up to his lungs and making each breath a herculean effort. His younger self curled up in a ball on the floor, blood leaking between his fingers.
“Are you stupid?” Petro snarled, “You could have run and saved yourself, but you gave it up for what, for her?!”
Little Phoenix let out a guttural moan, tears dripping from his good eye.
I was so small.
I’m smaller than Hunter was, even.
“She’d leave if I let her,” Petro snarled, “She only helped you because she thought she could get away with it. She’d abandon you if I told her she could go free. You could have done the same.”
“Please,” Victoria whispered, “You’re supposed to be the good guy. You’re supposed to protect us!”
“Yeah, well.” Petro bent down, putting his palms on her face. “Tough lesson. There’s only one person whose safety I value over my own. And it’s certainly not you.”
He twisted his hands, and Phoenix clutched Cherry’s arm again as the crack of Victoria’s neck snapping echoed in the alleyway. Cherry clutched his arm just as tightly, supporting him.
“He was toying with you,” Cherry whispered, “This whole time—”
“He killed her,” Phoenix gasped, “He killed her—I thought she was alive this whole time, I thought…”
Small Phoenix screamed, his good eye fixed on Victoria’s body. “Hngh—hrngh—”
Petro snorted. “Look at you. You’re pathetic. You can’t even stomach a little gore. You couldn’t even start to replace me.” He twirled his knife. “Goodbye, little bird. Time to fly with your friend.”
A familiar form twisted up between Petro and Phoenix, and a cold, impartial mask stared down at Petro. Even knowing it was a memory, Phoenix felt sick seeing that mask, felt like its eyes could still burn holes in him. Cherry stiffened, his grip on Phoenix tightening.
“Hunter.”
Petro’s grip on the knife tightened, then released, dropping the dagger to the floor. “Emperor Belos. I didn’t think you’d—”
“If you’re going to use my notes to find someone, and you don’t want me realizing, I’d suggest copying them down rather than ripping them out of my journal.”
Behind Belos, Phoenix staggered to his feet, blood still dripping down his face. Phoenix could see that his younger self was biting his lip, trying not to make any sound, but a small gasp of pain escaped him when he took a step, and the emperor’s attention shifted to him. “And where do you think you’re going?”
Belos drew a spell circle, and Phoenix’s eyes rolled back in his head. Belos caught him, scooping him up in his arms.
“Well, you have moved the schedule up, haven’t you, Hunter? You always were taking initiative. No helping it now, I suppose.” Emperor Belos turned on his heel, still holding Phoenix. “Go burn that filthy orphanage down to the ground, and make sure no one gets out. Then come back to the keep. Obviously, we have a lot to discuss.”
“Sir.”
Phoenix felt himself being pulled upwards, like a current had caught him, and his head broke the surface of the pool. He hauled himself out of the water, turning to drag Cherry out behind him. Neither of them said anything, they just sat and stared at the pool of water, serenely shimmering with the image of the journal, and the pages Petro must have torn out.
“He burned it down,” Phoenix murmured, half-dazed, “I thought it was an accident. I thought most of them must have gotten out.”
“Belos didn’t like leaving loose ends,” Cherry croaked, “He wouldn’t want anyone who remembered you to be left breathing.” He put his head in his hands. “Titan.”
“Yeah,” Phoenix agreed bleakly. “I can’t believe Victoria did that for me. I can’t believe I forgot that she did that for me! And he…” Phoenix’s hand drifted back to his scar.
He really tried to kill me
He found the journal, he knew what he was, what Belos was, and still.
He tried to kill me.
“Still think Petro’s the one with the faulty memories?”
Phoenix flopped backwards to the ground with a groan. “I don’t know. There’s nothing wrong with this pool. Maybe there’s something wrong with me. Even seeing it, I don’t remember this happening. I can’t—how could I forget?!”
“One more pool? To find out?”
Phoenix hauled himself up, his stomach hollow. Could it get any worse? “Okay. One more.”
This time, Cherry was the first to jump into the memory, and Phoenix followed after. He glanced around the plains again for Petro’s inner self, but there was still nothing but wind and water. He ducked under the water and landed in Belos’ robing room, a small, but comfortable room off to the side of the throne room. Phoenix had only been inside once or twice, but he recognized the spare mask hanging from the walls. His younger self lay curled up in a ball on a chair, still asleep from the spell. His head had stopped bleeding, but no one had done anything to clean or bandage the wound.
Belos paced in front of Petro, both of them now maskless. “What exactly was your plan, Hunter, hm? You must have known I would have found out eventually. And if you’ve read my journal, you know I can make another.”
Petro sniffed. “Can’t do that without your bones, can you?”
Belos stopped pacing, and Phoenix winced, recognizing the calm, cold rage that always came just before an attack. “What. Did you. Do.”
Petro’s eyes glinted with satisfaction. “I destroyed them,” he spat, “I destroyed them, so now you have to make a choice. I can keep going. I don’t care that you were going to replace me, not if you say you won’t now. You can choose me. You can kill that useless brat bleeding all over your armchair, and I will keep going, I will keep being your guard. Or, you can choose him. You can choose him, and you can watch your empire fall apart. He’s spineless and soft. I can guarantee that he will fail you. He will fail you, and he will fail you, and he will fail you. He could never do what I could, he could never do the things I did for you. He doesn’t have the stomach for it. Are you willing to take that risk? I don’t plan on betraying you, like all of your other experiments. Even knowing it all. Do you think he’ll feel the same? I’m your safest option, your only option!”
Belos’ face shifted ever-so-slightly, and Petro’s brow darkened.
“What,” he snarled, “What are you hiding?” He must have picked up on something in Belos’ face that Phoenix couldn’t, because he hissed in, squeezing his eyes shut. “How many?” he growled, “How many do you have already made?”
“This one came in a batch of three. The other two are still dormant.”
“Two?” Phoenix mouthed to Cherry. That couldn’t be right. Hunter, the current Hunter, had been the last Grimwalker.
Cherry shook his head, frowning.
Petro spread his hands with a laugh bordering on hysteric. “Well, that’s just perfect. Isn’t it? Kill this one. Do it! Why not?! You’ve still got two backups for if I go rogue and try to kill you, right?!”
“And risk you killing your other brothers?”
Petro glared at the sleeping Phoenix. “That thing,” he spat, “is not my brother. And they’re not yours, either.”
“Oh?”
“They’re soldiers. And I’m a soldier. And you can’t ever—” Petro’s voice caught in a snarl. “—judge me for killing my brother, Phillip. After all, isn’t that why you need us, anyway? To replace the brother you killed? I read the journal, Phillip. None of us will ever be Caleb, no matter how you try to raise us, so you may as well just accept us as soldiers, and that means starting with the reality that he”— Petro jabbed a finger at Phoenix—“will never be able to live up to me, and your empire will fall apart without me to enforce your will.” Petro put his mask back on, crossing his arms. “So what’s it going to be, Uncle?”
Belos turned towards Phoenix. “You’ve gotten very bold, golden guard.”
“Titan knows we’ve been through enough for me to earn it. I think the things I’ve done for you and the hits I’ve taken for you entitles me to getting angry over you trying to replace me. You know you wouldn’t have this empire without me.”
“No,” Belos murmured, “I suppose I wouldn’t.”
“And you know you won’t be able to keep it without me.”
“Hm.” Belos pivoted, drawing a circle. It glowed red over his finger, and stone started to spread over Petro’s body, starting with his feet. “Well, we’ll have to see about that, won’t we?”
“You—” Petro growled.
“You’re too much of a liability. Like you said, you were there for everything—you know quite a bit about where I started from. And, of course, I really can’t have you trying to kill my remaining backups. You’ve set up the empire. Now I need someone who looks good to my subjects and isn’t, oh, murdering war orphans in the street? Perhaps it’s time I got a soldier with a little less spine, since yours is so rigid it won’t bend to me anymore.”
The stone covered Petro’s waist, starting to dull his armor. “Fine. You’ve made your choice. And what do you think you’re going to tell him about me, huh? About why I attacked him? About why you had me burn his whole pathetic orphanage to the ground? Do you think he’ll understand? Do you think he’ll love the fact that you’ve got replacements lined up for him?”
“Oh.” Belos shrugged. “I supposed I’d wipe his memory. There’s a young plant witch floating about in the coven who makes a delightful brew that erases select memories. He’s young, and young minds are so easy to shape. He’ll believe whatever I tell him happened. After all, he won’t have any memories to the contrary.”
“Terra,” Phoenix growled, “Of course. Why am I not surprised she was involved?”
The stone had spread up to Petro’s neck now, but still he kept talking. “Do one thing for me, huh? One thing for the soldier who gave you everything?”
Something like a smile flitted across Belos’ face. “Oh? A final request?”
“Don’t lie about the scar that’ll leave,” Petro spat. The stone crept up his mask, but he kept talking. “Tell him family gave it to him. Let him know that your family isn’t your friend, and they’ll cut you deeper than any enemy.”
Something yanked on Phoenix’s ponytail, tugging him up and out of the memory. Phoenix sputtered, spitting out memory water and grabbing the hand wrapped in his hair before it could yank again.
“Like what you see?” Petro hissed, “Does it make you feel better to know that he chose you? It makes me feel better to know that you betrayed him just like I said you would. I never would have hurt him. Never.”
Phoenix twisted Petro’s wrist, forcing him to let go of his hair. “You tried to kill me!”
Petro took another swing at him with his fist. “And I’ll finish the job. No one replaces me.”
Phoenix dodged his swing, and took his own, slamming the palm of his hand into Petro’s nose. “You knew what he’d done?! You knew that he’d killed us, you knew that he’d planned your replacement, that he planned to kill you, too, and you came after me?!”
Petro stumbled back with a grunt. “Oh, like you wouldn’t kill the guy who replaced you?”
���No!” Phoenix spread his hands out. “I wouldn’t. I didn’t! How could you even—I would never hurt Hunter, I wanted him away, away from the coven, away from Belos, away from all the things we went through!”
Petro took the opportunity to attack, slamming his shoulder into Phoenix’s gut and grabbing him in a headlock. “And you don’t think part of you wanted that because you were jealous of the brat?”
Phoenix stomped on Petro’s instep and threw an elbow into his gut. “No!”
“Well, aren’t you just a stellar person, little bird.”
“You—could have—been—too!” Phoenix broke free of Petro’s headlock, keeping his distance.
Cherry, where are you?!
“You knew about me. You knew what Belos would do to you, what he’d do to me! You didn’t have to stay! You could have run, you could have taken me with you! I would have gone, you were my hero! We could have gone away from all of it, we could have gone back for Hunter!”
Petro moved quickly to close the gap between them, driving his fist right under Phoenix’s ribcage. Phoenix doubled over, gasping for air. Spots danced in front of his eyes. Petro grabbed Phoenix’s arms, twisting them behind his back and forcing him down. “And where would we have gone?” he hissed, “Where, in the glorious empire I made, could two powerless witches—three, four, even, if we did go back for the others—hide from the most powerful man on the isles?”
Phoenix winced as Petro twisted his arms just a little too hard. “We—could have—tried—” he gasped, “I—would have—for Hunter—If I could have saved him from what happened to me, to us—”
“Then you’re still as stupid as you were as a kid,” Petro snarled, “You’re still soft.”
“You—could have—”
Petro twisted harder, and one of the pools rose up towards Phoenix’s face, the very landscape around them responding to Petro’s will. “You got to be soft because I did the hard part. You got to care because I didn’t. If our roles were reversed, you’d be just like me, so don’t pretend you have some—some moral high ground!”
“We can’t reverse your roles, but we can give you a second chance to live that better life.”
Phoenix twisted his head to see Cherry finally climbing out of the water. The memory must have finally ended on its own and let him out. Cherry held his hands up, approaching Petro slowly.
“You don’t have to do this. Let Phoenix go.”
Petro shoved Phoenix’s head closer to the water. “One step closer and I drown him!”
Cherry stopped, still holding his hands up. “Belos is dead, Petro. Killing Phoenix won’t make you his golden guard again.”
Petro went stock still, holding Phoenix inches from the water. “He’s dead?”
“He’s dead,” Cherry repeated, “You don’t have to make him proud.”
Petro pushed Phoenix again, so his cheek touched the water. Phoenix tugged against his grasp, but Petro just tightened his grip, shoving Phoenix’s head into the water, just enough that Phoenix couldn’t breathe, but not enough that he fell into the memory.
Petro yanked Phoenix back out of the water. “Try that again and I’ll make sure you don’t come back up,” he growled. He sighed. “Well, here’s the thing… who are you?”
“Cherry.”
“Right. Cherry. The funny thing is, killing him wouldn’t have gotten me back into Belos’ good graces anyway.” Petro punctuated his sentence by dunking Phoenix’s head again and dragging him back up. Phoenix gasped, spitting out water.
“No, he already betrayed Belos. He’s been replaced. It’s not like he’s the current person I’d have to kill to get my job back even if Belos was alive.” Petro grabbed Phoenix’s ponytail, twisting his head to look at Cherry. “See, Cherry, this is about revenge.”
Cherry took another tentative step forward, but stopped when Petro pushed Phoenix’s face closer to the water. “He was a kid. It wasn’t his fault, it wasn’t any of our faults!”
“I can think of plenty of things that were our fault. It’s not like Belos told me to try and kill him. Very proud to say that I can do things on my own.”
“You do things on your own? Prove it. Let him go. Stop doing what Belos would want. Start over with us.”
Petro snorted. “I’m a little too good at what I do to roll over and show my belly now. And I like who I am. Do you think I want to turn into this?” He gave Phoenix’s hair a vicious yank, and Phoenix yelped. “No. I’ll stick with what Belos made me—I’ve already done too much to be a saint now.”
“Petro—uh—can I call you that?”
“I’ve been called worse.”
“Okay. Petro. I know what it’s like to feel like an irredeemable monster, trust me, I know—”
“Awwwww, you think I’m an irredeemable monster? That makes me so sad! What clued you in, me attacking Phoenix? Or killing that little girl?”
“Look, whatever you’ve done—”
“Whatever I’ve done? You’ve only seen the tip of the iceberg, Cherry Bomb.” Petro shoved Phoenix’s head under again, yanking it back up. “You—” dunk. “—have—” splash. “—no idea—” Phoenix gasped for air at the wrong time and inhaled a lungful of water. He choked and sputtered, hacking water up. “—what I’m capable of.”
“You’d be surprised,” Cherry said softly, “I know it doesn’t seem like it. But I promise you, you can come back from the things you’ve done, you can start over and make up for your past. It begins right here. Let him go.”
“If you’re so big and bad, then make me.”
Cherry moved quickly, but not quickly enough. Petro shoved Phoenix’s head back into the water, but almost immediately, his hands were wrenched off of Phoenix, and Phoenix fell, splashing deeper into the memory.
The whole thing was… hazy, rather than a solid scene. Phoenix couldn’t see anything except a film of light, like he had his eyes closed. The water around him felt warm, like a blanket, and somewhere, someone sang a soft lullaby.
A hand grasped the back of his shirt, and he shot up through the water, pulled to the surface by Cherry. “I’ve got you—” Cherry helped him out of the pool. “Are you okay? You were down there for…”
Phoenix coughed, spitting out water. “I’ll live.”
What was that?
Cherry nodded. “Good.”
“You?”
“Fine,” he replied shortly. His one eye looked everywhere but at Phoenix. Petro’s inner self was nowhere to be seen, but one of the pools roiled like something had been thrown into the center of it, spilling water over the banks. “Let’s go.”
He shook the ball, and golden light circled around the two of them. Petro’s mindscape disappeared, replaced by Sam’s lab. Evelyn leaned on Sam for support, her face pale.
“Boys? Did Belos do something? Did you help Petro?”
Everything he’d seen in Petro’s memories swept through Phoenix’s mind like a flood. His legs wobbled, and he sat down on the floor with a whump. “He tried to kill me,” he croaked, “He really did. He found out about us, and instead of blaming Belos…”
“He blamed you,” Caleb murmured. He knelt down next to Phoenix, his hand hovering just over Phoenix’s shoulder. “Are you okay?”
Phoenix’s arms throbbed in tempo with his frantic heart. “He killed Victoria. He killed everyone—kids, adults—he locked them in and burned them to death.” He gripped Caleb’s arm, trying to make him understand. “He killed all of them, and he doesn’t even care. He doesn’t even care that Belos is dead, he just…”
Caleb didn’t say anything to that, just stared with horrified eyes.
Cherry stalked across the room in big strides and shook Petro. “Wake up,” he said sharply, “Wake up now.”
Petro yawned, looking up lazily at Cherry, then at Phoenix. His face split into a grin. “He won’t be around to protect you forever, little bird. Just wait.”
Cherry gave him another shake. “Don’t look at him. Look at me. How many grimwalkers were there after Phoenix?”
“Why? Missing one? Do a head count, maybe he’s hiding under the bed.”
“Cherry?” Caleb asked softly, “What’s wrong?”
Cherry let go of Petro, facing the others. “Belos said there were two. Two grimwalkers left for if Phoenix betrayed him.”
Evelyn hissed in. She pushed off of Sam and replaced Cherry in front of Petro, gripping the collar of his cloak with a strength and rage that did not match her prior weakness. “Hunter was the only one after Phoenix. We kept an eye on the keep, there wasn’t another. What happened to the other one? What did Phillip do?!”
Petro shrugged, but it seemed more smug than bewildered. “I don’t know.”
“But you know something. Spit it out?”
“Hm. Well, I’d assume that if they’re not here, then they’re still in the ground. But there is definitely one more grimwalker out there. Surprise! You don’t have a full set.”
Evelyn let him go, reeling backwards. “There’s another,” she murmured, “There’s another grimwalker we never knew about, and they’re all on their own.”
Phoenix tilted his head at Caleb. “Can’t we just go get them?”
He shook his head. “We don’t know where you were made. No one’s seen it except Phillip.” He glanced at Petro. “Unless…”
“Aw, you want my help? Why don’t you just rummage around in my brain again, see how that goes. I bet this time you won’t come out.”
Evelyn growled, a low, threatening rumble that sounded unnervingly like a direwolf. Even Petro looked uncomfortable, if only for a moment. “Tell us. Now.”
“Sure. One condition. I go free.”
“I’m not making a deal with you. And I’m not letting you out, you’ll kill Phoenix.”
“Pft. You’ll get another grimwalker to replace him, what’s the big deal?”
“No.”
“Fine,” Petro spat, “I hope you didn’t want that Grimwalker too badly. Because you’ll never find them without me.”
Sam placed a glyph on the stone vines holding Petro in place, and new green vines grew up, covering his mouth. “Watch us.”
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