#he meanz the world to me ok

[t-underneaththeradardancing]

granted it aint much of a foto  - waited up to see it - after 1 am and didnt want to venture out for a better shot cuz the back door noisy to shut 

and its waning - bit more than half full still - and 

now 

its morning  - i no wat day it iz  - oriented x3  - not suicidal or even risky bizness  - i hatez to say it but that wuz a crappy movie tho a young tom dancing - lol 

ok - i lissen 2 tinariwen  thinkin bout birdsong - r u w me so far - then i hear birdsong - i dont know if its from the outside real world - the wat u call it - the b here and now 

or 

is it on the vid - recorded years ago in the desert on the other side of the world - now those birds r reel also - yah ?  

bird song on utube wuz the kitties  (finally the kitty - i mean ffs its morning actually when writing for a change - and it is called the morning kitty pome for a reason - not some random title meaning nothing  - like king of the world afaik inna steely dan zombie future - oh man we stray cat offa subject - sorry not )1st interaction w tech - it fooled her for a kitten minnit  - she usually pay screens and speakers no mind  - uh t - u gonna mention watta good one 

birdsong

memories  gentle fade blur into half remembered dreams hope prayer everyone 

maybe more than fuck all  - lunch w the kidz - izzat an accomplishment - we gonna tawk bizness  - the $ side  1000% more outgo than cash flow  - current burn rate we broke at the end of the yr but therez still 15k of finance coming - hopefully that will keep us floating held up by kites imma wear my green shirt even tho it duz not have a collar  - speakin of shirts - imma get a couple new 2dcloud t’s soon  - and one of the fashion sides tee’s imma buy - lol - that will help the cash flow - for one of “ our” artists - not sure xactly wat liam and the other art team criteria iz except knowing how to b cool and behave and wanna create  - srsly i havent even met most  - i missed meeting a dj and event organizer yesterday  - he wuz late but not by musician time which is - around 5  meanz - dude 5 is 2 early i aint gonna make it but i try  - prolly b there a little after  but i got to make a stop 1st - will text when omw  - or reschedule  - that is liams reality  - vita setting up schedule  - accounts - web site - everything practical  - and we crafting music - arrangements get finish touches - and there so many projects - and right on cue a text - liam - up early for a teenage moonage musician - wants to meet early - did trax w dj rapper last night unfinished wants afternoon eve free  - so i get reddy 

so bout the birdsong 

fuck me its thursday i gotta post some birbs 

but 

later

love 

#poetry i guess

[krixxiefluxx666-blog]

THE DIRTY TRUTH

I Love TooL. The Man I Married.

I never wanted TooL

And he knew it

So

He raped me

High as fuking kite on psykedeliks

I know it happens to a lot of girls

It is fuking Bullshit

If a girl does not want you

There is a fuking reason

She kan probably sense you are a peice of fuking shit

What is a peice of fuking shit

TooL is a peice of FUKING Shit

He raped a BeautifuL girl who did not want him bekause he is a peice of fuking shit

Let's think about this

How does a peice of shit transform to a real man

Heart

Kirk look into your Heart and make your mistake BETTER

I don't want you

I never did

And you know it

There are Better Stronger ReaL FUKING Men for me

And Amanda 💜

How About you Realize the Truth Tool

You are a Extremeley Valuable monkey man to ManKind

And that I dont regret a day or moment with you

You are deep in my Heart

I really married you

Marriage is a BeautifuL Bond

We Have a BeautifuL Bond

Do Whatever the fuk you want

I am LoyaL to You

You are LoyaL to me

LoyaL meanz you will do anything to kare for who is in your Heart

We make each other Stronger

It is not Bad to Break

Let's Work Shit out

YES I am proklaiming our private world on facebook

Bekause you keep trying to kill me

And being around people makes you Realize you want to be Better

I want you to Realize the Truth Tool

You don't want to be a peice of fuking shit

You want to be the BeautifuL Man you Are

I Know You Are

You just got kaught in a emotional hurrikane of your own making

It is ok

We make mistakes. We are Human.

We get emotionally charged and wound up and dont think with our true dark Heart

It is ok

You dont deserve to be Hurt

Let's Work Shit Out

Talk to me

why are you angry

Anger is the Reaktion to being DisRespekted

How did i DisRespekt you

Bekause really if you look from a higher perspektive

It is pure love kirk

xxxx💜xxxx