#he makes me an emotional wreck

[magfairycircles]

I don’t think it really hits everyone that Winter would have died in Winter v Ironwood if Penny didn’t sacrifice herself. Of course Penny didn’t know what was happening on Winter’s side but her sacrifice was the ONLY thing that gave Winter a leg up on Ironwood.

Ironwood trained Winter. He knew exactly how to defeat her once they started fighting because he TAUGHT HER HOW TO FIGHT. They weren’t equally matched. It was an unfair fight!

#rwby #winter schnee #james ironwood #they make me emotional #like 2010s black leggings listening to peak FOB emo #he was gonna off her the same way he did Jacques #v8 wrecked me #rwby v8

[periodcostumefantasylover]

Favorite Character in a TV-Show 2023

The Darkling in Shadow & Bone Season 2

#the darkling #aleksander morozova #shadow and bone #ben barnes #grishaverse #perioddramaedit #period drama #the grishaverse #shadow and bone season 2 #he was an emotional wreck in season 2 #thank you ben barnes for playing him so well #the show got canceled but he was out anyway so it's okay #would have watched that crows spin off #season 2 dissapointed me a lot #because the book was better #but he was amazing #all the book quotes #when i have time i will make a series with the quotes in show and book

[shaunthesheesh]

The audacity of them to start the movie while Creep by Radiohead plays in the background and Rocket is singing along!

#guardians of the galaxy #guardians of the galaxy vol. 3 #like why would you do this to me #that is like my favorite song #im a wounded soul #i didn't need to see another wounded soul sing along to that song #i should have known this movie was gonna make me an emotional wreck because of it's starting #i was not mentally prepared for this #i was not emotionally prepared for this #i cried so much for that bloody raccoon #i love you rocket #i keep remembering all the scene in the previous movie and rockect's behavior to certain things and now it makes sense why would he do them #rocket raccoon

[shineemoon]

When time passes and anxiety swallows you No matter when, I’ll steadfastly protect your night I'm still by your side, always (© trans: 5hinee25tar)

#SHINee #onew #lee jinki #circle #this song is making me an emotional wreck just like lighthouse #if he sings it at the concert I'm not gonna survive 😭

[seventh-district]

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#it is 5 hrs past my bedtime and i am awake listening to Two Hearts by Dermot Kennedy on loop and crying over Rotating Shifts. again. #i couldn’t resist the urge to read the latest chapter any longer but i knew when i did i’d get like this #so Why did i wait for my period to roll around. i have made. a silly decision lmaooo #i’ve complained abt it before but i’m conflicted about how much more sensitive it makes me #my nightmares usually don’t make me cry but oh i was a Wreck this morning #so why i picked tonight to read the fic that always makes me cry is beyond me #i have never met a fic before that had me in such an intense emotional grip #and it’s fucking hilarious bc it’s not that intense of a story!! like yeah there’s been devastating parts but i’m out here having to- #-take a break every single chapter bc i’ll read one line that hits my inner child like a truck and i have to take a minute to recover #but the whiplash this fic gives me is so fucking funny and the range in the storytelling from comedy to tragedy is just.. *scream-cries* #it has my favorite characterization of Sun and Moon that i have ever seen #this chapter wasn’t even that sad i’m just Making myself sad about it #but on another level it also makes me sad in the sense that i don’t think i’ll ever be able to write something that good.. #all that i want out of my writing endeavors is to make one (1) person feel as strongly and as much as RS makes me feel #and i don’t know if i can do that. i don’t know if my writing has what it takes bc i can’t even describe exactly what it is #i don’t think it’s a science that can be replicated. things either connect with someone or they don’t #the way Sun goes from worryingly innocent ‘wdym we can’t invite strangers to live with us?’ ‘wdym we can’t adopt an adult that needs help?’ #to fucking. tearing an animatronic in half in a fit of protective rage and blocking access to all dating apps to prevent you from- #-finding anyone else bc he’s your Special Friend and he can’t have his Daydream falling for anyone else!! no no!! #it’s not a new concept but i eat it tf up when Sun is actually the one you should fear the most #like no i don’t think he’d hurt Reader but i dread to think of the things he would do For them #the back and forth between childlike innocence and terrifying intelligence possessiveness and physical capability is just mmmmm 100/10 #and don’t even get me started on Moon. or i Will start crying again #he’s ​like yeah dumbass of course i’m gonna save you every time some POS man tries to **** you. of course i will you fucking crater-head #but i will complain at you about it the Entire way home and then i will steal your fucking toilet paper and pack you a raw egg for lunch #because i hate you 🖤 but Sun loves you and we would both kill for you 🖤 also i drank all of your chocolate milk 🖤 also i hate you :) #anyways i am paraphrasing obviously and dear god i hope no one who actually reads RS sees this bc i do not want my 2am ramblings taken as- #-any kind of Official Thoughtful Analysis of the story ok pls pls pls let me be insane abt my favorite fic without having to be articulate #i just have so many fucking FEELINGS about them. i am unwell. #i’m not even tagging this i’m just hitting post and going to sleep goodnight

[high-voltage-rat]

I started playing stardew valley knowing pretty much nothing beyond "you got a farm" and "grandpa's bed is fucked up" and at first I thought it had vibes similar to what I'd seen from animal crossing. I'm just planting my little crops and fishing in the lake and checking in with the villagers every day. And then I stumbled on my first heart scene and it was a dude getting drunk and talking about being depressed. Anyway 10/10 would get emotional whiplash again.

#I'm on summer of year two now and it just keeps happening man. #I go from petting my chickens so they're happy every day to stumbling upon a war veteran getting triggered by his wife making popcorn #I go to chat with Penny in her lil trailer and instead her alcoholic mother barges in and yells at her #linus is just all around a sad character. he's begging me not to wreck his tent or ridicule him and I'm just like. :^( I just wanna be pals #Shane's story in general got me feeling emotions. blue chickens my beloved. #anyway yeah that's my thoughts on that lmao #ali plays stardew valley #late nights with ali #ali talks in the tags #stardew valley #the game really gets it. alcoholism and mental health issues and struggles with your shit family are staples of small rural town culture.

[todayisafridaynight]

i love rewatching mine cutscenes cause even if he tries to be about as emotional as a boulder there’s always at least one single frame of him where a thousand words couldn’t really encapsulate everything he’s feeling in that moment

#rgg #yakuza 3 #yoshitaka mine #snap chats #spam bots please dont touch this blog ty #utterly compelled to draw him again so heres my warning for mineposting later Potentially #BUT NO LISTEN HE'S SO FUNNY HE'S MY FAVORITE #i love that in characters when their feelings are so Blink And You Miss It- it makes it fun to spot #like i was rewatching the last cutscene of Y3 because it tickles my brain and also daigo makes me cry #but on that note like.. when daigo just asks mine if hes ok and doesnt really care too much about the situation at hand yk #like granted he probably just assumed the cia banged them up but he really doesnt even look for an explanation #he's just going off that assumption Presumably and so when he asks mine- totally none the wiser about what ACTUALLY happened- #and you just see the /slightest/ twitch in mine's eyes- like mine's expressive through his eyes i find #or maybe ive lost it but i feel like thats where you find his feelings best #my man's about to cry right there and then for almost killin the dude he loves and that kills me every single time #another instand i like with mine's Displays Of Emotion is that scene with him and kanda #where kanda just demands money and men from him and mine grimaces #like kanda can wreck all the shit in his apartment for all he cares but that line from kanda just plays into mine's mentality #of only really being perceived as useful if he can provide something material #it just makes it more evident that the matter's severe enough to him to shake the stoicism #i could vomit about mine all day i just think he's fun to look at under a microscope #i finished Y3 a long long while ago but it's still rotting my brain and at this point i should just replay it- but the blockin....

[sick-as-a-dog]

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#just the thought of him not loving me the same way and amount i love him makes me want to slice myself up #ill only stop cutting when i cant feel anything anymore not pain not love just emptiness #just want to be with master but dont want to make him stressed out because im too dependent and reliant on him #why cant i just feel my emotions the right way or a normal amount or at least less strong? why am i like this? #why cant i love like a human and why must that shit be so complicated? why am i so feralminded? #and why cant i feel my loves separately? should i even? or am i not understanding it right? why do i feel everything wrong? #why must i love him like a wild animal loves its lifelong mate? but also like how that animal loves the taste of prey and hungers for it? #like a dog loves its master and feels the unending loyalty and unconditional love overtake remaining wolflike instinct #like a best friend i also wish to do stereotypical romantic and domestic things with and so much more #i want to be bound to him in any way possible marriage and collars and microchips and blood pacts and marking and such #but im so scared he wont want that anymore i want to stop feeling i need to completely stop feeling and worrying but i cant #even when im emotionally numb i still feel that canine love for him even if just a glimmer #i wish i knew what he thinks love is and what hes comfortable with and how he felt and experienced love and if he still loves me like #he did before he came out as aro....im scared to bring up how calling himself aro and me his exception actually hurts and idk if i should #tbh him saying hes aro yet says he loves me feels like when a close friend keeps saying they dont have any friends while youre right there #like my existence makes his identity a lie or a betrayal to him i cant shake the gross feeling that hes forcing himself to stay for my sake #....hell am i even his exception anymore? what did he mean by same amount but not the same? what changed? did anything actually change? #wish i could figure out what love is and how to feel it right..esp dont understand romantic or queerplatonic or anything its all confusing #i want to take on the world with him and stop being an emotional wreck so we can fuck anyone together like we swore to #i just want to live the rest of my life by his side and i want to experience all we can together #picnics and movies and living together and sharing a nest and....idk i just want to be with him forever and hope he still feels the same #it would literally kill me if he ever left or fell out of love i think i would lose whats left of my mind and end up bleeding myself dry #i want us to be together forever and never ever stop being mates but i cant help but be terrified and confused and hurt

[splendontcore]

FINALLY IM IN SUMMER VACAY LETS GOOOO

#actually i was trying to save an assigment that was link to another one i didnt passed last semester so...yeah i just lose my time #also the teacher didnt even went to class like for two months and when he came he just started leaving projects #and the teammate i had to make the works was a totally AH who told everyone my problems..... #....yeah it was such a emotional train wreck for me to notice it just today reading my reticle

[apathyfairy]

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#tonight or tomorrow morning actually is the 4 year anniversary of my dog dying and like surprise surprise lol im still not over it like. #i honest to god dont think i ever will. i honestly dont know how people move on and get other pets and just. keep on living like i #understand it like for some people it's part of the healing process but i just could never do it. like i just cant even fathom #i dont know that's not the point. the point is im having such a hard time because everytime i do anything tonight i keep thinking #4 years ago i still had my dog or 4 years ago in 5 hours i didnt know id be going to the vet at 1am and going home without my dog at 5am #and i just keep reliving it no matter how hard i try to not. and on one hand i want it hurt like i want to remember it just to punish myself #i just i just cant move on like it's just. i went 24 years of my life without ever experiencing death and then 4 years ago today my dog dies #in the most tragic possible way ever and then 11 months later my other dog who i had for 17 years since i was 8 dies and yeah still #not over that one either because i never let myself process that or truly grieve her because i had to shut that up real tight #or i would have lost it for real. and i have the most fucked up miserable tragic dreams about her so many nights a week #because she was old and had been u know. like old dogs do they just decline and that was impossibly hard to watch but at least i kind of #knew it was coming u know but like with my other dog. there was just absolutely no warning it was so sudden and it just ripped me apart and #i honest to god will never be okay again and then 6 months after all that i find out my ex died and only because after 6 years i finally #Finally decide to have the guts to talk to him again and apologize and explain and try to be friends and then nope he's dead #then in between all those deaths a super close family friend died and my grandpa my dad's dad died and like it's just #i had never even experienced death before and then all of a sudden i was engulfed in it and i just dont know how to come back from it. #but tonight is just. painful. like i havent even said his name out loud since it happened. i cant talk about him at all just writing this i #want to cry like it just fucking hurts forever. and it should i guess. #and i feel so stupid because so many times i wonder if my cat even remembers them and i wonder if she misses them too and idk #that makes me feel stupid and emotional and im just a wreck but i should be.

[thornofthevale]

underrated gilear moment: in the very first episode when he sees right through fig’s disguise self as sandra lynn and takes her to school anyway and hits her with “alright, your former lover’s in there— what, you think i’m a fool? i raised you! and don’t call me gilear.”  and then gets tears in his eyes when fig says he’s just a stranger with no biological link to her.

i just. he’s her dad. it’s obvious from jump that he loves her and never stopped seeing himself as her dad.

#hell #sandra lynn called him on short notice and asked him to bring her to school when they were newly divorced and he lived across town #and he came immediately #and there's this big fight that's alluded to when he told her she wasn't a faeth and what i wouldn't give to see it #it would make me sob #but also give me a moment of gilear being /angry/ about the betrayal that was done to him #and accidentally taking it out on the wrong person #and then working to fix it but it's an uphill battle because fig is a teenager who's rightfully hurt #fig openly calling gilear her dad in sophomore year is just about my favorite thing tbh #i put freshman year on for background noise and now i'm an emotional fucking wreck #gilear feath #fig faeth #sandra lynn faeth

[soldier-poet-king]

Why yes I AM reading the goblin emperor and witness for the dead AGAIN in anticipation for the grief of stones even tho it's been less than a year since I last read them

#theyre my comfort books and i will read them as much as i want #even if im gonna be an emotional wreck after #i would kill for csevet and die for maia #and thara celehar is just. my blorbo. hes my poor little meow meow #he is the exact kind of character made for me #im sorry. middle aged depressed gay priest turned detective #who carries so much guilt and sadness. who deals with such a complicated relarionship with his god and his duty #and yet. he keeps going. not for himself.not bc he thinks he'll ever make a difference. #but bc it is the duty and the obligation and it is right #and he goes and goes no matter the price to himself #truly the most character ever

[thaliasthunder]

pals i read it ends with us by colleen hoover and i dont think i'll be recovering from this hole in my chest very soon

#GUYS? 😭 #tbh i was a little skeptical about reading it cuz #i saw it's probably the most famous book in booktok and it thought mmh it must be one of those cliche romance books #and also the cover is really ugly but #one night i just was searchin up what to read and say 'what if i just read it to see whats up? its not like i'll lose anything 🤷🏻‍♀️' #my emotional sanity. that's what i lost #i read somewhere that there was a boy named atlas that was very sweet and handsome #and before starting the book i had that thought that eventually i would fall in love w him #and fucking GODS i swear if it wasnt for that i would be even more WRECKED BECAUSE IF IT WASNT FOR THAT I WOULD'VE FALLEN IN LOVE W RYLE #AND EVERYTHING HE DID WOULD'VE HURT ME 1000 TIMES MORE #i did loved ryle at first #and having in mind he is really sweet when he's not mad i would've loved him still #but he wasnt sweet when he was mad #AT ALL #i fucking hated him every single time he hurt lily #and i felt even more hurt when he was sweet trying to make up after screwing everything up #and thats literally the whole point of the book #to have a taste of what a abusive relationship is #u dont understand how i SOBBED when lily told him 'i want a divorce.' #u dont understand how i SOBBED when lily started asking him ''what would u do if ur daughter told u 'my husband hit me?'' #all of that scene WRECKED ME #and also my sweet boy atlas 😭😭😭 #so yeah i misjudged this book #and im grateful i was hella wrong #it ends with us #colleen hoover #lily bloom #atlas corrigan #ryle kincaid

[spurgie-cousin]

guys we found a tiny baby cat by himself and i don't think i can keep him and i've only known him 3 hours but i can never be apart from him 😭😭

#he's a tiny baby and the thought of leaving him at a shelter already has me WRECKED #but we're struggling in this space with 3 animals as it is 😭 #there's a local shelter that's notoriously wonderful but still 🥺🥺i don't think anything makes me as emotional as baby animals #i think he's about 5 weeks any tips on how not to detach myself are welcome #i meant how to not how not to #my subconscious being like You're Keeping The Cat #my shit #not fundie related

[swordwife]

severian....

#if I post my feelings at nearly 6am no one will see it #but also I am tired and maybe not coherent #he . he. just makes me emotional okay 😔 the questline and its aftermath left me a wreck #and now thinking about him :( seeing him :( makes my stomach do the thing #which is funny bc I mainly associate that feeling with hideo lmao. I think he triggers it the most #but ANYWAY #gc boolies me into playing game for a major character. I said fuck that and developed feelings for a minor npc :laughcry: #sey can you not get attached to mad scientists for FIVE MINUTES #he is funny.... smart.... dedicated... attractive... waugh dslkv s d #its mentioned he spent most of the time with his past lover just passionately talking about his research and creations... #I would like to listen. #anyway thank you sir I have feelings for you sir. thank you for assistant-zoning me :( #but now that you've been able to move on from your grief and step out of your five year long episode you can 😏 find love again 😏 #sorry i'm all over the place in these tags rn. i'm tired ok