#he killed me im dead

[theonewhowails]

silly stuff i drew while reading Feel No Evil by @payasita , in which the Lamb does not know how to propose, Narinder does not know how to be alive, and neither of them knows what an obligate carnivore is

bonus? lmao

#my art #cotl #i am looking into your soul with my huge autistic eyes. read this fic right now. blease #hksfdjghdfghldkfg im sorry it just fucking kills me that for the first 4ish chapters narinder is just. so nasty #like all the followers are like There He Is. The Leader's Favorite Guy. and its this filthy half-dead cat that hasnt bathed in 10+ years #like he has hardly eaten the entire time he's been mortal and he looks like absolute dogshit #and their unbeatable normally serene and gracious leadergod is hovering around his stinky ass like omg nari hiiiiii #its fucking hilarious to me. and also heartwrenching bc this fic does also get into how hard it is to be alive when uve never learned how #gonna draw the twins desperately bringing him soap later i just had so many things i wanted to draw for this

[dizzybizz]

captain jasmine "jazz" drake broke into my brain and is now living there rent free help

#i uhm i uhhh i i i #queen too. i was introduced to queen and uh i uhuhm i yeahgh huhuhu #those two get me all giggly kicking my feet yknow #ep91 killed me three times im triple dead can s omeone help im so deep in my riptide fixation istg if i pick up any vocal stims bc of this #istg if i start going lalala. well idk what id do but smth.. #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #jrwi jazz #jasmine drake #chip jrwi #jay ferin #gillion tidestrider #i got to their big revamped designs yiippeeee #N JAYS MAGI C WING S IM SO HYPE #my art #oki now i need to learn how to draw queen uhm i was scared for their debut bc i knew i would be insane but yeah ok i nee d to go like i nee #to leave i cant hes literally perfect i cant deal with it im gonna cry i l ove her sm istg theyer evertyhtinnhg

[suntails]

a father's love

#SNIFFLIGN AND WEEPING. IM SO FUCKNH NORMAL ABT THE KNIGHT OF DAWN. SNIFFLES. I LOVE HIM #guys u dont get it anytime i think abt him i start tearing up its so TRAGIC. being essentially pushed into the role of a knight for his kin #and pushed to kill briar valley's princess when he clearly doesnt want to. for the sake of a POTENTIAL to save the man who took him in. for #the sake of keeping his love happy and saving her father. to have a kid who you care so deeply for that u both give him up to a better futu #putting him to sleep for who knows how long so he can live in peace. even if it means you wont be in the picture. even if ur dead. SNIFFLES #im CRYIGN im MUSHY ABT IT. FUCKJIGN SUE ME #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #knight of dawn #ch 7 spoilers #book 7 spoilers #UUAGAAGAHHHHHHHHH #suntails #AND SILVER!!!! so resentful of what his og dad did. so guilt ridden of being his descendant. bearing the pain of a crime he didnt even comm #of leaving malleus with no parents. of killing the PRINCEiSS of his KINGDOM that hes been sworn to protect. the feeling of treason in his < #him trying desperately to push this away while completely paralyzed over the weight of his realization and crumbling to it. AUGGHGHH #sorry im normal (lying) (lyign) (extra lying)

[yb-cringe]

i saw a post that was like “if anyone were to be a yandere on qsmp itd be qina” and at the time i was like.. ok sure. whatever. <- not rly getting why

and then i watched her stream last night and she was telling empanada that this donkey loved her and when it didnt accept empanada she let empanada kill it and said ‘you’ll do better then to deny her’ and yknow starting to think that post had legs

#qsmp #tinakitten #qina: if you deny me or my daughter youre DEAD #and now that im yhinkin abt it she tried to kill fit for bagi #and then only let it go bc bagi said he saved her

[spider-man-2o99]

hits the disinformation machine with a bat a big bat a big heavy lead-core thick wood bat kablam whack whack whack whack whack. miguel ohara does not have "spider instincts," he has never in even one piece of official material ever had nor experienced the phenomenon that fandom colloquially refers to as "spider instincts," okay, that concept is entirely and 100% a fandom-born headcanon that people created post-ATSV as an excuse to write the guy as a stupid Feral Brown Beast-Man caricature . lord have mercy. it takes. two seconds of research 2 not perpetuate racist malarkey. do better

#talking tag #spider-man 2099 #spiderman 2099 #miguel o'hara #atsv #across the spiderverse #hi. dead canary walking here #one more person calls him Feral. calls him animalistic. bestial. stg im killing the hostages. #THE furthest extent of any quote-unquote Instincts that is ever brought up in SM2099 is a small scene where he comments upon-- #--theoretically Already Having th necessary neural pathways and instincts in place to use nd control his powers as he adjusts 2 getting the #fucksake. calling a mexican man that you already dont see as human Feral is not a compliment get it thru ur heads. #pejoratives r not Flattering th shit used 2 dehumanize Actual People for centuries isnt a Quirky Funny Thing to call an indigenous characte #christ. if youve never read sm2099 then ur bad faith self-righteous sm2099 opinions are less than worthless to me. #You Are The Emperor Without His Clothes On waving your dong all over the town square. just shut up already. youll look smarter.

[skitskatdacat63]

Every time I read Fernando cursing in fic, I can only think about this clip and then my brain short-circuits

#i have many feelings i shall not disclose about this clip #but i thought abt it again bcs in some fic i was reading it had fernando saying 'joder' #AND THIS CLIP JUST SHOT DIRECTLY INTO THE FOREFRONT OF MY BRAIN #fernando season 1 truly fed us so well #like seriously that show is a fernando fans wet dream theres just...so much...interesting...stuff... #i kept having to replay this clip bcs aaaahhhhhhhh my god.......the cursing...the low tone...the rolling Rs #wdym this clip is about being ahead in a race? all i can hear is sexy cursing and that it is brilliant :) #and nando himself listening back to the clip and just nodding confidently...I AM DEAD HE KILLED ME #(im not really used to reading Spanish J(too used to English J and German J) so the H sound doesnt really pop into my head immediately) #(so i could never really like visualize Spanish speaking charas saying words like joder in a sexy way) #(and then they showed that part in the show and my brain leaked out of my head) #*not actually strollonso but strollonso in my heart because this clip is how I visualize dom Fernando hehehe #i dont remember the ep i think it was either 4 or 5 #i think itd be funny if it was 4 tho bcs i think that ep had the most insane clips and gave so much content #(that one had kitty fernando/carlando sr gay drama scene/nando getting railed(thematically)/etc) #fernando alonso #fernando(show) #fa14 #formula 1 #formula one #f1 #we do a little bit of f1 #fernando s1e5

[arthursfuckinghat]

"And anyway, my family weren't even English!"

#sean's laugh fucking kills me #hua ha her 👹 #ARTHUR ISN'T ENGLISH GOINF CRAZY WELSH ARTHUR REAL??? #👈 is projecting #but seriously he's welsh to me #I drank pirate rum instead of a health cure and charles was sitting next to me #he was like “drinking again arthur?” and giggled #Im so normal about them #mick squeaks #arthur morgan #sean macguire #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #liveblogging

[odeu-m]

b4 death B) - angel w a little hat below cut <3

tried to stick to their death dates a bit but. idk i only googled for like 5 mins. also i wanted those old news print colours 😌

#alastor #niffty #angel dust #hazbin hotel #fanart #i wanted to like. idk not necessarily match their designs but what i think they'd have looked like when alive #a lot of people give angel heterochromia which i dig but i like the idea he's got the same thing as david bowie - 2 different sized pupils #i wanted 2 make niffty deranged but also sweet bc i love her dearly but i do think she killed people #alastor i tried to like give him a cab calloway vibe like charming but then also his scary little smile #Had to give Al the little glasses chain for extra cuntitude #angel i think was strange to make bc. he's the least human out of these 3 to me. so he could've looked like anything. #you can pry him being a bleach blonde out of my cold dead hands tho this man has dark hair naturally #needed him to look Fruity. but only a little. the amount of times i'd give him makeup then had to force myself to remove it #i love talking abt visual headcanons im so shit at writing to so you'll have to put up w drawings just so i can ramble abt them in the note #human niffty #human alastor #human angel dust #.ctf

[larabar]

barry's fighting for their life rn

#amy'd kill him if she found out he cheated (is already dead) #anyways im drawing them again. the sillies <3 #asks are piling up but i Will do them #this au is everything to me #tmosth #actually dead au #sth #doodles #barry the quokka

[briseise]

yes i watched the new bdubs ep where he made himself a little gold circlet and veil before saying how royal he felt

i’m not doing well don’t text o(-(

#HES KILLING ME. HE WANTS ME DEAD SPECIFICALLY #AND BUILDING HIS SHOP NEXT TO RENS #DONT TALK TO ME IM EXPLODED #dans ma vie #hermitcraft

[jestroer]

SIKE! IM ILL ABOUT DESERT DUO AGAIN

------------------------ quote is by ivipl1 on tumblr

#i was a little bit sick about them last few days but i saw this textpost and im like ooooghghh............ #thats fucking them #so yeah #while drawing i had in mind like. imagine if Grian just doen't see Third Life Scar in any other Scar anymore #he is like a totally different person to him #a person who is dead and will never come back #and while scar is right there the one he killed will forever be dead #so yeah normal stuff #grian #goodtimeswithscar #desert duo #third life #trafficblr #god fucking dammit they make me so ill #they are the worst #court jester's art #two art today because i cannot hold this one im insane right now so you will see this right now

[onthemerits]

no one told me that the simone-karl plot from why women kill would rip my heart out and stomp it into little itty bitty pieces

#why women kill #im so late to this #but they mean so much to me #people talk about the beth ann plot being the best but like... #"please youre my best friend”... “its not enough” #turning into #“i want only you here”... “you're the love of my life” #but still in a plaTONIC WAY #where simone accepts the reality of their love and puts aside her pride and chooses to show up for karl #because hes her favorite person in the whole wide world even if they dont love each other romantically #and she cant imagine life without him #and then ends up... #and her devoting her life to... #bahhhhh im dead #literally deceased #~~like karl~~

[amaranthdahlia]

if you won't be mine ... then

#ik i havent made it obvious here on tumblr but i was absolutely obsessed with this chapter holy fuck #hori COOKED with this chapter my GOD #ive been asking for ofa/afo lore for a year and we finally got it !!!!! #and fuckkkk i ate it all up and ate the plate too #im more active on twitter so u couldnt tell but yeah i fucking love the ofa lore/subplot #and i absolutely LOVE yoichi and kudou #so this chapter sent me to heaven esp the last panels #also this made me wanna kill afo with hammers even more fucking creep #and it was so well written about it too #my god the way talked about yoichi made my skin crawl #and also his philosophy was frankly interesting #still think he should drop dead by the end tho #anyways excited for more ofa lore my GOD ive waired for this shit for a year #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #mha kudou #shigaraki yoichi #shigaraki afo #all for one #2nd ofa user #mha manga spoilers #mha manga #mha 407 #cw blood #dahlia.art

[metukika]

spirit teru

#claw accidentally kills him and he just haunts his apartment now #that or something very ordinary like getting hit by a bus and hes just extra bitter about it cuz hes supposed to go out in a special way! #in big denial about being dead.. let me quote an old reply from twt #specifically premob teru being in hard denial like yeah i always become an electric mist and scurry around my room #like a rabid dog whenever someone tries to enter my apartment i always do that im so alive rn #mp100 #teruki hanazawa #metukikart

[sunforgrace]

sorry about the blood in your mouth

I wish it was mine

“Little Beast” by Richard Siken, Crush | “Despair” Supernatural, Season 15 Episode 18

#sorry to earnest post. on this day #also some of the color correcting made ackles skin look sooo magenta pink. to get rid of those spray tan orange green everywhere hues #however i am going with it because well it kind of looks of Death. and is that not the major theme the vibe at play here <3 when he first #laid a hand on you 12 years to bleed out etc etc. i couldn’t get the boy to kill me but im dead anyway <3

[ambrosykim]

i find it an interesting detail that this is where the thumbnail comes from, specifically the frame where he says "demonized" (from the titular song)

now i've only watched npmd once so idk if there's any like. subtext as to if max was a typical bully in how if he bullied others due to his own background or insecurities or if he was just genuinely just a terrible person, but it seems interesting that starkid chose this specific frame to go on the thumbnail (i get it he does look frightening and cool at once and it conveys the vibe of the musical)

i mean it's obvious that he's a completely deranged person (i think especially after coming back from the dead) but yeah, what i thought was interesting, was that by starkid choosing this specific frame, they're also immediately demonizing him to anyone that stumbles upon the musical, even before starting it so!!!

#npmd #starkid #nerdy prudes must die #nett rambles #um. yeah idk if this makes any sense i just noticed it and was like. WHAT #can a smarter person who's got media analysis skills and has seen npmd more times come and tell me if im making shit up #and tbh. when i watch npmd the song i switch between wow i hate him and wow he was misunderstood </3 so. :/// #ALSO!! in the song this is the part where he goes on about how he doesn't care what they did to his body #but honestly i'm not sure how truthful he's being? #(which fair he's just come back from the dead he might not wanna have a heart to heart esp with the kid that helped kill him <3)