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tulipsempai · 3 months
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All CG members! What do you guys think of MT (king orange)?? :3
Most of them find him weird. Not understanding why sometimes he is chill and other time he's on the extreme.
But they find out that he is calmer when with Purple, so half of them try to avoid him when he is alone.
During and before Purple Menace, all of them (less of Yellow's end) were very wary of him. Not being certain if he was being sincere and if he has truly moved out from being King Orange.
But after that event, they try to be more friendly toward him. Some more than others.
Yellow is the most okay with him. Asking him questions about the staff or the command block and she is excited to show him her new discoveries everytime she sees him. She think MT would make an excellent ally.
Blue is next. They havent really forgave him completely for king arc, but he is fun to be around when these two have drank some potions. He is also somewhat a calm presence when they are feeling overwhelmed.
Orange has some kind of respect toward him. They knew they have made mistakes in the past, but they believe in his redemption and they are happy that MT could become their ally some days. But they arent as trilled whent MT feels like trolling them sometimes. But Orange always appreciate his thoughts when he is being serious.
Red isnt exactly sure what to think about MT, but he knows that if something had to happen making MT an antagonist, Red will always be ready to act. But in the meanwhile, he is friendly and tries to not doubt too much.
Green is the less comfortable with MT. He doesnt hate him or hold a grudge because of King arc, but he always feel like he has to make sure Purple is okay living with him. He isnt unsure what to think of him except that he has to keep an eye on him.
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blorbofortress2 · 7 months
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There are posts of people online of sometimes going, "I wish I was a better sibling, a better bigger brother, I always regret not being enough for my little sister, and I wake up in regret not being nicer or a better person for my little singling to look up to- I regret I did t do more"
i'd like to think the scouts siblings have that grief and remorse days during his leaving unto joining the gravel wars and Mann.co. All contact goes radio silent and null unless they hear it from their ma, who gets money from scout with simple letters.
I'd like to think since scout has 8 brothers (or siblings in general step or blood) they, or a very few, feel that remorse and reach out with letters or offers to come back to their town for family things and scout is either grudge holding or something of rather keeping to his work of being a hired killer to just send money to his ma
those that reach out tell their life, or ask for updates on his "mentioned new found family", (and even includes the spy on his memos) find that he isn't coming back, though not singular for their own self as a reason, but they write. scout doesnt write back. Instead he goes to each merc and finds his brothers in them, that his colleagues turn into war compadres for what seems an eternity.
Scout read them, the letters of mentioning "I know I couldve been a better older brother, but the fighting made you strong-" and he crumples it and basketball free throws it to the bin.
Scout agrees, they could've been better, and truth be told maybe things could've been worse to, and that not everything was going to be felt as their fault in due time, but he doesnt see himself turned out "wrong", infact he sees and feels the mercs are willing and can be his people and they were there. For him and for all losses and wins, unlike his brothers who threw him under the bus or left him to fend for his own unless he ran, and teased him for all things of a loss.
Scout never opens them when offered the mail, as they all have pages numbered inside, as if it would make a difference that their summaries are all "Things could be different because they should be different- me me you me blah ma says blah you weren't exactly easy either blan"
Scout agrees. Things of all sorts have happened- that could've made a difference in their sorries, but he looks out from his room closed window over the waste bin filled with its new paper nest. He doesn't intend on going backwards. And what for? It's the only answer he gives to the barage of family interviews, without a written response.
He opens his broken window clip and lifts the window ready to slack back from its weight, and uses a framed picture, as tradition to keep it open when he sits on the roof to listen to the radios ball game, as always the framed picture of him and his closest mercenary partners hold no falter against the weight of the broken latchless window falling on top of its edge, keeping the window open for space for ones hands to come back inside.
Scout agrees, only after he every time lands the paper into the bin. He agrees that even if they could be different, he is where he should be.
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roseworth · 7 months
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pls elaborate on ur dream outlaws team im entranced 🥺
blushes and twirls my hair 🥰 im so glad u asked
basically its jason rose lorena connor & kara. and its exactly as messy as it sounds
so first of all one reason i like these 5 is that there is representation across the spectrum of thoughts on killing. jason kills (relatively) often, rose kills very deliberately and not as much as jason, lorena (to me) is willing to kill but doesnt really do it, kara wont kill but may step aside and let someone else kill if she thinks they deserve it, and connor wont kill and doesnt like it if anyone else kills
also in my head this is NOT red hood and the outlaws. its just outlaws. because connor's in charge. i dont think any of them have any leadership skills (lmao) but connor is so much more able to rein them in than anyone else, and everyone likes him so hes a neutral party to be a "leader"
heres where im gonna get annoying and go over everyones individual dynamic with each other:
jason & rose: i literally talk about these two like once a day so im sure you can guess but theyre toxic besties. if one of them gets into a fight then the other joins. theyre haters together and theyre also both the worst ever
connor & jason: i dont think connor would ever hold a grudge so he doesnt hate jason for kidnapping his sister and blowing her up. HOWEVER. hes certainly not happy about it. jason respects connor as a hero so he doesnt deliberately try to get on his nerves, and connor is just a good person so he usually wont cause problems. but he doesnt like jason (for the mia thing and the fact that hes. yk. awful) so theyre not exactly chummy. but because of jason respecting connor he wouldnt kill in front of him
kara & connor: theyre close given that theyre the "Heroes" on the team. like,, theyre all good but kara and connor are the ones that are unequivocal Good Guys since they dont kill and they have the family name n all. i think they would bond over carrying on a legacy (connor as ga after ollie died, kara with krypton in general) and they'd get along rly well
lorena & kara: LESBIANS. listen to me. they both have the same experience of having their whole life destroyed and their family dead, then coming out of that experience and immediately choosing to be a hero and help their new world. lorenakara is my best rarepair in the sense that they've never interacted but i KNOW if they did they would be gfs. theyre parallels of each other. i think that both of them (especially kara) would be so excited to have someone with such a similar experience that knows how it feels. they should fall in love
jason & lorena: she likes him (mostly) but he wouldnt like her at first. he would be annoyed by her at first bc she tends to be upbeat and he would get tired of that. BUT eventually she grows on him bc shes not naive shes just being positive bc what else can you do!!! she had a normal childhood for the first 17 or so years of her life so i think he would find it hard to relate to her (but also everyone else on the team has that problem bc. none of them had normal childhoods) but they'd be friends after a while, esp after he saw her in one of her "im so pissed off im gonna beat someone up about it" moments
kara & jason: she doesnt like him. pretty much just because hes an asshole, no personal grudge besides him being him. kara's not really willing to let it go when someones rude to her and jason is rude to everyone. they'd get into fights a lot bc theyre both stubborn and will not let anything go, and they usually have opposing viewpoints so it does not go well
rose & kara: rose hates women! she has never gotten along with another female character and shes not starting now. rose & kara would have a lot of the same problems that jason & kara do, in that theyre both stubborn and rose will go out of her way to pick fights with her. a big problem that rose would have is that she doesnt trust people and she doesnt like not having control, so having a kryptonian around would make her uncomfortable given that if kara decided to kill all of them rose knows she couldnt do anything about it. so shes very wary of kara and a little threatened, so when she gets nervous she gets meaner (<- cop car by mitski). i dont think kara would have a big problem with rose other than that rose keeps being mean to her. eventually they would get along better though :)
connor & rose: im sorry in advance for acknowledging connor in robin 2021. but these two met on lazarus island and sorta became friends so they would still be getting along here! he understands her pretty well and obv still tries to stop her from killing but they work well together <3 i also think that connor would try so hard to get rose to like. take care of her mental health. and be emotionally open. it wont always work but he'll still try
lorena & connor: honestly. this is the only combo that i have 0 thoughts on hkjafhadjfhf i dont think that they have personalities that would specifically connect or clash with each other. they'd get along but theyre also kinda just people that happen to be on the same team fhakjfhadjfk theres not a lot that just the two of them can use to relate to each other
rose & lorena: rose still hates women!!! rose would like lorena more than she likes kara, but they would still bicker all the time. tho their fighting would be more ribbing each other instead of actually being antagonistic, then moving on to heckling other people. basically ideal lorena & rose dynamic is statler & waldorf
uh oh shes moving onto trios now (not every possibility though fhajdfhsadk just my favs hehe)
jason & rose & lorena: uh oh the moral compass is gone! someones gonna die! these three are all haters and are willing to kill so bad things will happen when its just the three of them
lorena & rose & kara: they would have the most catastrophic girls' night in existence and it would be so fucking funny i need it
connor & jason & rose: basically the angel & devil on rose's shoulders. i also think that this trio would give connor the worst experience of his life
connor & kara & jason: pretty much the opposite of the previous one. honestly funnier to me that jason would be having a terrible day because kara and connor are essentially taking turns stopping him from doing whatever he wants to do
so thats the gist of their dynamics <333 in my head the team is in calfornia (and also we're pretending california is only like a mile long bc star city is in NorCal and san diego is in SoCal but i need them to be right next to each other so connor and lorena are in the same area hfjakfakdafh) which also means that jason would get to be pissy about it since hes out of gotham and out of his element
i also have arcs i made for all of it. that i wont go into detail about bc ill get embarrassed about how much ive thought about it hfksjdfhasdjkf but the big picture is all of them struggling with loneliness then coming together and all hating each other a little but still working well as a team. then eventually jason goes back to gotham bc he hates being away from it, lorena dies, kara kills someone then goes into a guilt-fueled self-exile, then its just rose & connor going hm. what now. rose has a breakdown because everyone left and connor is trying to stop her from becoming the joker
actually i am gonna talk about lorena because i have thought so much about how i would put her back into canon. first of all i would say that sub diego has just been there the whole time but everyone forgot about it :( lorena is basically the sole protector of sub diego since arthur left a long time ago and there are no cops or other heroes there. also everyone in sub diego doesnt like her (mostly because shes the only one that can go to the surface so theres a lot of people bitter about that). she spends most of her time underwater but she comes up because there are various problems making their way to sub diego, then she joins the team to have other people around while still looking out for the best interest of her city. also i decided that the way she finds out she can breathe above water is too boring so what happens instead is that she swims to the surface as a suicide attempt the realizes that she wants to live right as she goes above water but its too late but then its not bc omg she can breathe air!!!
alright i think thats all i have. if u read all of this...... im sorry. i dont think any of it is actually coherent its just my stream of consciousness directly onto the page
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commander-gloryforge · 4 months
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ok actually. some real dio oc posting. here we go. here is something.
one of my very own commanders, corra, actually specifically dislikes braham for Those Reasons, you know, Those.
this is because: her ego is incredibly fragile. she hates nothing more than being criticized or called out. and she especially hates people that are close to her calling her out. it never matters if its deserved or not, she will never ever take it well. she will always see it as a personal attack, always.
she is bad at grieving. in a way where she places a lot of importance on her own struggles and often completely ignores the struggles of people around her that are going through the same trauma. she doesnt understand why people wont treat her so so well and good and softly and carefully all the time, when shes clearly sad. she understands that braham is going through a lot of pain, but doesnt understand why he wont Simply Push It Away for her sake.
after one fallout with anyone, she will forever hold a grudge, whether she likes it or not. she can try so hard, she will forever become endlessly nitpicky about everything, will forever look for little things she can resent and be upset by. she honestly wouldve been awful to him in lws4/ibs but shes retired from being the commander at that point and teh guy that replaces her is very kind and lovely and actually helps braham come to terms with the fact that hes basically lost a friend because . he did 1 thing wrong and she couldnt handle it for the next YEARS.
i forgor what exactly i was going for but anyways here is an awful little rat that cant handle a traumatized teen being a bit mean to her once. woman that was in the spotlight her whole damn life doesnt understand why things as well as people around her are falling apart and why her grief isnt the only thing that matters.
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foster-the-moths · 1 year
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Do you have any headcanons regarding Cesar's alternate?
SO SORRY FOR NOT ANSWERING THIS SOONER but YEAH I DO
i have like 20 different versions of this guy i spin around in my head and they all contradict each other lol. i am just going to list a couple here. also i use he/it for alt cesar
-option 1: this is my interpretation of what canon alt cesar is like. i think its literally just a primordial demon with a massive grudge against humanity that doesnt really care about mark heathcliff in the slightest, but hes a human, and killing a human is always 'fun'. it has existed for eons and will continue to do so, torturing as many humans as it can along the way. his grudge does not run as deep as alt gabriel's, but he still wants to wipe out all of humanity and feast on the remains.
-option 2: giddy and smiley and so so deliriously happy about killing people. everything is a game for him, and he is having a blast. it is like a cat playing with a mouse before killing it, it is drawing out things on purpose because it brings it intense glee to bring pain onto others. it is very much personal, it wants to inflict as much pain as possible. always giggling and kicking its feet in the air and going 'teehee^^' as it unleashes unfathomable horrors onto mankind. literally never stops smiling.
-option 3: completely solemn. eyes like a dead fish. feels absolutely nothing. has awareness of the world around it but is completely and utterly detached from it. is more like a machine following orders, but it has no desire or intent to break free. never smiles, cant even really grasp the concept of why a person would smile in the first place. he can perfectly mimic voices and hold a realistic conversation, but it has no control of its face and looks like a corpse. basically he passes the turing test but his face is the epitome of 'uncanny valley'.
option 4: an animal trapped in a nightmare running off of instinct, given a human voice, and set loose on the world. it was created to roam the earth and destroy everything in its path, and it knows nothing else. it does not know the difference between existing and not existing, real or fake, it simply is. it doesn't know what the words that it mimics mean, only that they cause fear and it needs more of it. it claws at the door and speaks in a stolen voice and paces the floor, ceiling, and walls. the only things that exist are it, the door, and whatever is beyond it (it doesn't know whats on the other side, it can't remember, all it knows is that it needs. it doesn't know what exactly it needs, it just knows it needs, and needs, and needs and it cannot leave until it gets what it needs.). no concept of time or object permanence, just hunger.
option 5: this is literally just a day job for it. alt gabriel sent him on this stupid mission, to this stupid house, to kill this stupid human, and its taking THREE DAYS. hes just bored at this point. it is kind of funny to it though. incredibly and annoyingly smug when its not pissed off or bored. basically a sitcom character.
option 6: it is an echo of the real cesar torres. it is him but it is not. he is asleep, but also awake, trapped under so many layers of existing and not that it is impossible to tell what it is anymore. it was once cesar torres, but it has ceased to be, but he is still there, but he never existed in the first place. like dreaming, but part of you is lucid and aware of what is happening but at the same time blissfully unaware. i actually wrote a very short drabble abt this is august.
option 7: it wants to be human. it wants to feel. it hates mark heathcliff because he is something it will never be, and it hates cesar torres even more. it hates them because it does not know how to do anything else. it is empty and it is trying so desperately to fill the void in its being that it will stop at nothing to satiate it. but it never can. it will simply remain hollow as it was before it killed mark heathcliff, and move on to the next victim as it tries in vain to feel something, to be something. it is a creature of rage and envy, and despite being the farthest thing from it, it is painfully human in its own twisted way.
option 8: literally just cesar's evil gay clone because its so funny to me. no wonder ppl are homophobic this bitch scary as fuck!!!/ref
theres more i just cant remember them rn lol
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yuukei-yikes · 1 year
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do u think shintaro was left with actual trust issues after being catfished by both takane (as ene) and kano (as ayano) for years? or do u think he's just clueless and they clown him for it?
HMMMM well thats actually one of the things that makes him such an interesting character. like despite everything shintaro isnt the kind to hold a grudge and he forgives very easily, he's so babygirl yknow. the other thing abt him is retaining eyes... like i dont think he'd make that big of a deal over these reveals in the end because he's seen it a million times before. yeah, in cases where he finds out before activating retaining like for example the novels, it's a huge shock and shintaro literally says a line that i adore and is very relevant to this
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acting like a fucking victim like he wasnt a total ass to ayano and takane which is exactly what gained him these treatments from kano & ene LMAOOOO
ermmm trust issues.... well like i said with retaining shintaro probably doesnt make a big deal out of it and kano&takane (especially kano) wouldnt tease bc it's not rly something to tease about. like takane was trying really hard to be another person and kano was trying really hard to play ayano's role, and kano especially feels rly guilty about it. it's not shintaro's fault for not noticing, they were hiding it yknow!!
and takane knows EVERYTHING about shintaro basically and ok dont get me started on their thing again or you know ill be talking forever but hehe yippeeee!! nah i dont think they'd tease abt him never noticing and i dont think he necessarily has trust issues. i definitely think he's totally wary of takane and kano specifically though but that's what makes their dynamics so interesting. even takane and kano themselves since kano acknowledges so many parallels between them and how he thinks she's sorta similar to him. and then both have a messed up dynamic with shintaro... definitely very fun to explore >:3
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beeflibeef · 11 months
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Headcanon that AU Fumus once belonged the the ‘special category’ (deities that aren’t exactly gods) and was Chaos’ son but he was sent to the ‘world below the stars’ which hurt his feelings for he felt he was abandoned.
He holds extreme grudge against them and hates seeing stars, thats why the sky is cloudy in his world. he also doesnt get outside his world because he doesn’t want to get disappointed any more. He was incredibly loyal and loyally lived under Chaos , hoping to become like them. Will never forgive them
Satanick feels a bit bitter toward them as well, but he forgave them and made his world pitch black to honor his heritage. Fumus despises that decision and Satanick’s forgiveness, partly bc he feels jealous of his ability to move on.
Fumus Hating black color and dark skies, hating stars because they bring back bad memories, is a parallel to Chlomaki’s hate toward rainbows. He created his world to look the opposite to what he used to know, to dissociate from his past, and ironically his world became what Chlomaki is trying to forget
Fumus was loyal and hated chaos, and cant forgive his creator for leaving him to live his own life. Chlomaki wanted to live her own life and hated discipline and cant forgive Fumus for wanting her to stay.
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opal-owl-flight · 2 years
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Bad bitch mode? Is he going evil again????
NO…NOT EXACTLY
Just. Just imagine the energy of Brittney Spears songs. Hes going to be so, so spiteful towards Meta for awhile KSJSKS. A bit of it shows up when hes with Dedede and Bandee, but its not as terrible a situation as with Meta.
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He is going to relentlessly roast/insult him for being wrong istg
But he doesnt go beyond that. Its tempting…but that would just prove Meta’s point right, wouldnt it? Its…honestly kind of just a front. Hes angry, hes betrayed, sure, but mostly? Hes really, really sad. Hes hurting. A lot of it just comes out in a very destructive way.
He legitimately cares too much about the Four to cause them any real harm. He doesnt want to hurt them anymore. He doesnt want to think of vengeance…hes thought of that for a long enough time before his turnaround. Hes tired of holding grudges.
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Which is why he mellows out at the end (probably thanks to Taranza’s help). Process his emotions in a healthier way…
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ofsun-and-stars · 10 months
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Marauders notes ive made
James enjoys muggle things and isnt stupid about muggle things, takes muggle studies, ancient runes, and care of magical creatures, james is scared of being left behind, james doesnt know who he is (minerva teaches him), and hes joy hes so full of love and joy and he is exactly who he is, he worries his happiness is a mask for all the pain and it is in some ways but that doesnt mean his happiness is fake, hes as clear as crystal
Lily is not delicate, she is fire, she is untameable and a dangerous witch, she refuses to be walked over, she is an activist, she does not give a shit about you or your life if you are wrong or have done her wrong, you will be on her bad side and she will let you know. Frankly, shes a bitch. Unless she loves you, then she is all you have ever loved in human form, she is loyal and giving and she will steal the moon if you ask, she doesnt understand hatred and is so positive -- lily is positively neutral about you unless you fuck up and then she is something to be terrified of. She is not the mom friend she is the psycho aunt. Her pronouns are she/her in the same way ships and cars are she/her, she is powerful and demands respect
Mary is cottagecore bi/lesbian (shes not sure where she stands on men) with her activist girlfriend, she is the soft pain in life, the aches and bruises while lily is pins and needles, she doesnt do the whole sugar coated niceties, but she is gentle and she is warm, she is also earth coded same as peter, (lily is moon coded, james is sun coded), and mary is a passionate quidditch fan, even if she’ll never play
Dorcas is sharp, dark, angles, she is snake, vicious, sure, fool proof, she is night sky while mary is warm dirt and she is harsh — not as a response but as a barrier, her walls keep her safe, she was someone voldemort killed himself and for good reason, the hat debated hufflepuff with her for her loyalty because it is what she is made of but her trust is as fragile as her walls are thick and she will not let herself be hurt again dorcas will hold grudges and she is a secret keeper, a librarian of information, she is spymaster and detective
Marlene is cigarette smoke and electric guitars, shes a quidditch player and too loud to be sorry even when shes wrong (she never admits she is) and she is kind of a bitch but her friends love her and will give her a scolding if they think she pushed too far (she does more than she likes to admit) and marlene is strong and brave, she is always at the front lines and she protects, marlene brings all the attention to her to get people to pay attention, not because she wants it, but because she doesnt want people to look at her friends, the people she loves, she doesnt want to be abandoned. Marlene is the air you breathe and the fire in your blood and she is as precious as an eclipse
People think Marlene is closest to Sirius in terms of personality and while they are similar, soulmates in the way they reflect each other while james and sirius are two halves of the same whole, but really Peter and her are the most similar, he is brutally funny, he’s got a no bullshit attitude and laughs too loud and is too pulled into his group to really think outside of them but he is kind and he is passionate and he is giving when hes reminded about the world outside of his friends, he is loyal but he is also so confined to his bubble that he isnt aware he could have anything outside of it, hes insecure and unsure but he is loved and gives love, hes got a bad mouth and sometimes hurts peoples feelings with something he thought was funny and while marlene wont apologize, peters guilt consumes him until he apologizes so much people get sick of it, but hes smart, hes steady and sure, hes got a poets heart
Remus is always aware of other people all the time, he is so hyper conscious of people, he is anxious and scared and fear drives him whereas when he finally feels powerful and sure he develops a god complex, hes back and forth, either crippling insecure or arrogantly confident, and hes mean too, hes snark and sass and sarcasm and people always laugh and hes not sure why, hes not trying to be funny but they think hes the greatest thing since sliced bread and remus doesn’t understand, doesnt want to understand in fear hes actually worth something and his dad is scared he might be worth something too because yes his dad loves him and yes he hates what remus is but remus wont let that guide him even if his mother is his only saving grace because hope lupin is the universe and remus is just the moon
Evan is funny — he goes out of his way to make others laugh and smile, he buries his own pain and sorrow into others joy, hes self depricating but not enough to make you worried, but enough that people know hes self aware. Evan is smart, calculating, hes aware of his choices in life and hes aware of their consequences, hes a chess strategist, he plans things before they happen and he will use it against the sheep that laugh at the wolf, he wears the soft wool and he laughs a bleating laugh but he will bite when he is hungry and he will howl for backup because wolves have packs and evan is smart, he is merciless, but he is not a sheep and he will not fit in even if it means others hate him
Pandora is similarly all seeing in that she is hyper aware of people and their psychology, she gets people, the twins are scary together because evan will see the long term and pandora the short term and together they see right through you, evan hiding behind his jokes but pandora doesnt hide it at all and brings it out of evan and together they are sharp, barbed wire that protects their friends, the eerie creatures that trust them with protection because evan is the violence of a fist fight and pandora is the revenge of poison and one is dangerous but one is deadly and pandora for all her smiles and happily ever after gone boom is still a snake and she will bite
Barty is someone who doesnt feel seen, hence why hes friends with, and dating one of, the rosier twins. Barty is loud and sure fire and chaotic because he has always felt constricted, a prisoner of his father, his mothers perfect little son, and he wants the approval but wants to be seen, and thats why hes regulus’ friend because they are one in the same the boys that are forgotten and yet also drowned with ideals and demands and maybe they will sink but they can sink together so barty lashes out and is the voice for him and regulus and loves fire cause it makes him feel warm in the way home never did and he just craves connection and barty wants it more than anything so he will carve it out of stone if he has to
And regulus, the child of stars, distant lonely, just like him and his relationship to everyone else until the revolve around him, not leaving, not close but steady and he draws them in more and more and then all of a sudden he is loved and loving in return and regulus is not sure how to cope so he pushes and they pull and so he pulls and they push and together they create tides and its as fluid as water because regulus is cool and collected and adaptable and he can be torrent pain and he has waves of emotionality and growth before reverting back into himself
And where regulus is water sirius is air, hes the hot humid air that chokes you hes the cool breeze that tickles your skin and makes you laugh and hes so cold you blister, sirius is rage and joy and he cant decide which he wants to feel at any given time, he is a dictionary and all the words in between covers because why define himself when all he was was shoved into a box that didnt fit and he just wants to belong but not to boxes he wants to belong to something better and hes not sure what that is
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sunshineram · 10 months
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Is there any way or possibility that luigi stays on good terms with Lm king? the same with mario
lm holds grudges way too hard to let luigi even attempt to salvage it, unfortunately. but, if they didnt get off on the wrong foot immediately, theyd get along very well! but after their first meeting going. well. as bad as it did, any chance at trying to fix it wont go well. king isnt a "fix broken relationships" person, really. he'd rather let them be. sms.. might. maybe. if the stars align just right. though im not sure if mario would? id think hed be hesitant cause of his brother disturbing luigi, and its well. lack of care on the matter? they're boos, its what they do. they haunt people.(not that people cant take issue with that!) sunshine can fully understand why he doesnt like his brother being messed with, theyd hate it too! but he also doesnt like either of the brothers, so he doesnt exactly care. especially since him and mario started off worse than the other two.(being attacked doesnt exactly leave a good first impression, even if it was being an absolute menace to everyone in the hotel)
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firstprince-ao3feed · 4 months
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i was so ahead of the curve (the curve became a sphere)
i was so ahead of the curve (the curve became a sphere) https://ift.tt/ZLzpQVO by lga8 The unknown number lit up his phone. Alex had gotten used to answering them since he had started looking for tutors. “Hello?” Alex spoke into the phone. “Yes, hi,” a male voice said on the other end. “I’m calling about the tutoring job?” The voice was British. Shit. Unless there was more than one British person at NYU, Alex knew exactly who this was, even if the guy didn’t remember him. Really, he was the last person on campus Alex wanted to work with. Maybe this wasn’t a gift from God after all. Maybe whatever higher power there might be was testing him. You wanted a tutor. Here you go. *** Or, Alex needs an English tutor to help him write an essay. In comes Henry. Words: 5904, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Alex Claremont-Diaz, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, June Claremont-Diaz, Nora Holleran, Ellen Claremont, Oscar Diaz (Red White & Royal Blue), Percy "Pez" Okonjo, Beatrice Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, David the Beagle (Red White & Royal Blue) Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, June Claremont-Diaz/Nora Holleran Additional Tags: Law Student Alex Claremont-Diaz, tutor henry fox, Alternate Universe - College/University, Bisexual Disaster Alex Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz Has ADHD, alex holds a grudge, henry doesnt know why, They work it out though, Rivals to Friends to Lovers via AO3 works tagged 'Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor' https://ift.tt/7ur9tFh December 03, 2023 at 12:35PM
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Also about Dom and Dawn being same person, we havent seen Dom when big fight with Klipse happened, but we saw Dawn) and Dawn has mask simmilar to Hargrave's face and they share same voice actor.
And maybe, just maybe, if Dom and Dawn are twins if they're separate entites. Also, other fully his clones couldnt look other like him cause they dont have Klipse's parents dna mixed to create other looking child, but they're clones of one already made person. So if Klipse's clones before Six had only Klipse's dna, Dom doesnt count, so they would look exacly like Klipse. Even Six doesnt fully look like Klipse, it's bald Jeredy (also, when Chase first met Six, he said he saw him somewhere and had good familliar feeling about him, he probably recognised Jeredy in him). So, otherwise, maybe Dawn covers his face cause he has Klipse's face? Nor Eklipse or Core Tech would be happy to see it, I mean, he would be enemy to both or had more chance at it. But I still find a lot of coincidence towards Dom and Dawn. And Drezz...Like I said with Senti, Senti even got Fu Hua's memories, cause he got Fu Hua's body. So, what if same with Drezz? I think Drezz could be Klipse's mutation who was born in Klipse's exact same body, so even inherited his copyied memories including ones about young Jeredy and Klipse, as Drezz said.
Also, Dawn hasnt become Kimi's full time guard. He just was hired to accompany her from Hand of Destiny.
And Dom, he follows the trope that says that he isnt as simple character as they want us to think he is. Such characters later revealed to not just being crazy but actually they follow some plan and have connection with main character.
Well, many of Monsuno’s voice actors share characters. Dom, Drezz and Six share a voice actor and we already think they’re related, so Dawn and Hargrave having the same voice actor might just be a way to link them even if Dom and Dawn aren’t the same person/ separate entities and are just twin clones. I don’t know, Dr.Klipse himself shares a voice actor with Chase and Jeredy Suno, and that’s just Six’s family members.
Yet, Dawn having a mask resembling Hargrave? Well, that would mean that Hargrave had helped Dawn escape Klipse and Dawn still sees Hargrave as the more caring parental figure compared to Klipse. It’s a sad hypothesis since Dawn would’ve seen that Hargrave stayed with Klipse and had let the man attack him, but since he’s still wearing the mask, he might not hold much of a grudge against Hargrave.
Yet, for the clones before Six (sans Dom) to only look like Klipse since they only have his DNA? That may be the case since they’re clones of Klipse, but if Four/Drezz was the only mutated clone of Klipse since he was deemed a failure despite the fact he’s got the memories of Klipse, then did Drezz alter his looks to make sure he doesn’t look like Klipse anymore? Because Drezz’s look doesn’t look much like Klipse since he’s got light brown hair and Klipse is bald. It makes sense that Drezz would have done it out of fear for Klipse, but then he came back to Klipse so altering his face didn’t end much in the end because he’s back to the place that traumatized him. An altered face could only do so much until Klipse needs to understand Drezz’s medical needs and checks his DNA.
And for Dawnmaster to not do the same? That’s weird since Dawnmaster is a master thief, he could easily get some cash to do facial surgery if his face was that of Klipse and he wanted Chase and Core Tech to trust him. I get if Dawnmaster might be adverse to the idea of surgery if Klipse did experiment on him, but if Dawnmaster had the face of the man he hated, what exactly would be stopping Dawnmaster from getting surgery?
Still, having Dawnmaster as another potential enemy for Chase and Core Tech would just be slightly redundant since if you count the amount of enemies they already have, Chase and Core Tech’s enemies would outnumber their allies and I just want Chase to have at least more allies because they need it. Yes, STORM became their ally in season 3, but only after they saved their lives and even then that alliance is a bit more friendly rival than true alliance. Having Dawnmaster as an ally, with the powerhouse he is, was awesome for them to have. Still, Dawn and Dom do have a ton of similarities and coincidences.
Also, I just want Dawnmaster and Kimi to bond since it seems like he’s lonely and Kimi was alone when we first met her. Can I just have a happy found family/friendship for side characters that don’t get enough screen time?
As for Dom, he was never a simple character because he drove some of the episodes to a different theme from the starting theme, and his emotions weren’t simple and more expressive compared to others. He got a ton of build up in season 2 since he basically became part of the main Eklipse team, and could’ve brought some revenge scenes on Core Tech for their involvement in Dragonburn’s death in season 3… Except the writers didn’t do that and Dom didn’t even get a bunch of good scenes in season 3 despite being connected to Six and being the reason Six calls people mice. That’s just a waste of a good character.
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oopsallmabari · 2 years
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as much as I love thinking about who my characters' friends are...what about their Enemies...
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Do u think u could draw illyria 👉🏼👈🏼
of course 😩 Anything for my pirate wife
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Historical Footnotes (+bonus sketches!):
She prbly wasn't the only Illyrian tribe representation running around- the Illyrians were a diverse group of numerous tribes, and it's even believed that the name Illyria was the name of whatever tribe the Greeks happened to run into and write down first. She prbly represents the Ardiaei, the dominant tribe of the united Illyrian kingdom.
Illyria is pretty notable compared to their neighbors in that women held a lot more freedoms than their counterparts, and in fact, even customarily led their armies into battle. For example, Alexander the Great’s half sister Cynane had an Illyrian mother who trained her in weapons, martial arts, and military endeavors from birth, and Cynane herself was rather popular among the troops.
Many traditional tattoos in the Balkans still retain symbols from the Illyrian religion, like the Cult of the Sun, so I gave her some of those tattoos!
I based her outfit primarily on one reconstruction of an Illyrian noblewoman’s dress so idk who entirely accurate this is lmao
Man “doesnt hold a grudge” is gonna become real ironic woof
Here's a preliminary drawing I did to get her features down!
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You may notice that she has two pupils in her right eye! I read somewhere that Pliny the Elder wrote that Teuta, the last queen of the Illyrians, had two pupils in her eyes, but I was unable to track down where exactly he said that; the jury's still out on 1) if Pliny the Elder actually said that and 2) if Teuta really did have two pupils in her eyes. I kept it cuz I thought it looked cool, and two pupils/iris holes, or "polycoria", does really happen, if extremely rarely.
...I gave her shark teeth cuz 1) ocean man and 2) I thought it looked very cool sdfjsfldskllkfs
I scrapped the lipstick cuz i think it made her look too mature (at least pre roman times), and plus, she’s always been more rough and tumble vibes for me? I also gave her freckles on her body because she’s always running in the sun getting tan!
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Hi! How are you doing? ^^ ☆
Just wanted to know if you could make a headcanon about how would it be like after an argument with Armin? Please
Tysm for reading me, I love your work ♡♡♡
You're so sweet and nice ♡ of course I'd love to do one and tbh we must be on the same wavelength because i was just thinking about that yesterday!!!
I really liked your idea so imma do both a scenario and a headcanon! Hope you don't mind?
After an argument with Armin
{ Armin x reader | tw: hurt/comfort, self-image issues | angst with happy ending | modern }
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Being with Armin had its many, many perks, one being that he's really empathetic and understanding, he doesn't assume things without evidence and knows misunderstandings happen.
When facing problems or disagreements, he thinks of a solution, not argue. He rather you work together against the problem than against each other.
Whenever you were in a bad mood he'd assume the best and think of what might have caused it instead of taking it personally, he knows you still love him, he knows you're just stressed. Maybe comfort could help? Maybe a lovely cuddly evening? Or maybe you need some space?
He's just really good at reading people's emotions and handling these situations, thanks to his efforts you both successfully managed to avoid any kind of arguments or fights most couples go through.
Which is why it was a shocking surprise to everyone when Eren got a call from Armin late at night, asking if he can stay over because you two just had, what he described as, the biggest fight.
Eren almost didn't believe him at first, he thought Armin was playing a prank on him. But then he heard the quivering in his voice and the hiccup that followed. Armin was crying, things were serious.
The last thing he said to you while putting his coat on was "I'm sorry, I'm weak, you and I know that."
Him saying that, in that tone, with those tearful eyes, made you want to get up and yell at him that no he isn't. He shouldn't just say that about himself like it's a fact and not just the results of years of self-doubt.
You wanted to hug him, to pull him closer till all those awful thoughts leave his head, till he sees at himself like how you see him, incredibly brave and determined.
But you didn't, you stayed there on the couch as he put his shoes on. His eyes pleading for you to say something, anything. To tell him to stay, to come sit near you. He even looked at you one last time before opening the door.
As you stared at him in silence, the realisation that you don't even remember what you were fighting about hit you, you can't, how could you? The minute the door closed behind him is when you realised how real the situation is.
How quiet the house is.
Has it always been this cold?
And just how much worried you are about him.
It hasn't been a full minute and you're missing him already.
It's 4am
It's hours since he left, how much exactly? You can't even remember.
Still haven't moved from the couch, you're not sure what you're feeling, you've been going through different emotions each hour.
Guilt, sadness, regret, anger, denial, pessimism, you name it.
It doesn't matter, none of that really matters to you right now. It's Armin who you've been worried about for a while that matter.
You know for a fact Eren and Mikasa aren't the most emotionally open people, you know Armin is already struggling with letting out his emotions without feeling needless guilt or shame.
You know he needs someone right now, he needs a shoulder to cry on and a reassuring voice. You've been both these things for him since even before you got together.
Just like he has been these things for you too. You need that someone just as much now. You didn't even know it's possible to feel this lonely.
Is he also thinking about you? Is he sleeping soundly on Eren’s couch? Or is that one stain from last week's party bothering him?
...is he just as miserable as you are right now? Probably not, you think. He's far stronger than he gives himself credit for, you know that better than everyone else.
Your thought process gets interrupted by a buzz from your phone, a text. Your eyes light up, you pull the blanket you dragged from the bed tighter around you, it's Armin.
[ hey ] it said, [is it okay if i call you?]
You reply back, he starts typing again, you stare at those three dots like your life depends on them.
[Okay, give me a minute please ]
You pull the phone closer to you, it's brightness contratsing against the dark living room. Some minutes pass...nothing, you feel your heartbeat rising. Phone still clutched in your hands.
It rings, it doesn't get past the second ring before you've pressed the accept button. You can hear the wind on the other side, alongside the distant sound of passing cars. Your heart only slows down after hearing the fimilar and oh so lovely sound of soft breathing
Suddenly the world doesnt seem so dim anymore.
"Sorry, it took more time than i thought, Eren keeps his keys in really weird places...I hope i didn't make you worry"
Oh If only he knew..
Dozens of possible replies run through your mind.
I missed you, did you miss me too?
Please come back, I hate feeling this lonely.
How does it feel to take my heart and run away?
Was your voice always this captivating or am i just high on sleep-deprevation?
I miss your kisses, i wish i could feel your lips against mine. Could you kiss me through the phone?
...in the end, you settle for "It's okay" you say, "It's alright."
"That's good...hey listen." You listen, "I'm not going to skirt around the subject, i called because" he takes a deep breath, "i want to apologise for how i acted, for what i said, both to you and myself."
Hearing him admit to his faults and own up to his mistakes, fills you with courage to do the same. You apologise, you mention how you've been thinking about him, you leave out the embarrassing parts.
You tell him you love him, and miss him.
You're met with silence. So you call out his name.
"Wait..you're not mad at me?" He says.
What? Mad? You?
"No." You say. "Why would you think that?"
You hear a chuckle that evolves into a laugh, it's contagious.
"Fuck...oh god I'm...im so stupid, i left because I thought you were mad and didn't bother you more by making you look at me." Even he seems to realise just how ridiculous that concept is.
It's 5am now, you're both laughing over the phone. The world is good again.
You ask if he's mad at you.
He instantly replies with a no.
"I could never be mad at you..." he says, "I love you so much it hurts. I love you like I've never loved anyone else before that it terrfies me, I'm scared one day I'll wake up and you won't be beside me anymore, you've made me love myself in ways i never though i would, you made me believe in myself because you believed in me."
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{ Headcanons }
After an argument, Armin tries giving both of you space to calm down.
It doesn't last long because he will approach you after and talk about his emotions and explains why he did the things he did. He will also apologise for the things he did wrong like yelling or saying something hurtful.
If you give him the okay, he will instantly hug you. Physical touch is a great comfort for him so don't expect him letting you go anytime soon.
He will hold your face gently, tell you how much he missed you despite it being only hours.
Doesn't even care about the argument anymore or attempt to bring it up, he just wants to make up asap.
You're both gonna have a heartfelt conversation and actually process your emotions together. As a result you two come out stronger and closer after each argument.
He doesn't hold grudges, so he won't ever act passive aggressive after an argument. if he's got a problem he will tell you.
Just 100% honestly and transparency with this golden boy.
Will want to spend more time together post argument, he will really love it if you watch something together or you let him read you something.
Give him love and affaction, he loves you deeply it's actually rare these days.
When you go to sleep on those nights, he will hold you tighter and stroke your back.
He doesn't hold grudges yet he still remembers each fight you had and instead of it being a sour memory, he thinks of it as a learning block. Just a step towards understanding each other more.
Pamper him more after an argument and he will feel so loved, hearts in his eyes as you brush his morning hair.
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FUNDY ANALYSIS BECAUSE C!FUNDY IS SO COMPLEX
FULL ANALYSIS (essay) FOR FUNDY because I see some people still confused on how sudden it is and why it’s not good for the plot. And also because he really does deserve way better. And I’ll be vetoing c!Ranboo’s statement about Fundy choosing only winning sides, because that’s not true and it’ll be explained with the rest of the analysis.
(Welp, doing this again for the third time but let’s elaborate further) (I’m starting to main essays about misferns and their characters oh god....) (I’m using mobile and autocorrect doesn’t help with the nation’s name.)
Let’s start by looking into the root of all things, Wilbur and Lmanburg. The things that caused Fundy’s spiral into insanity.
Wilbur was Fundy’s father, we all know that, and apparently, he WAS a good father but the place where he started taking after Phil’s favouritism and started neglecting his only child was the start of the independence war. He was a good father, supportive of c!Fundy being trans, taking care of c!Fundy when Sally was gone and watched him grew up (the last part written in Ghostbur’s diary as something happy he remembered, sadly enough it was the only point about Fundy).
Originally, Wilbur wanted Fundy to be the one to inherit his new nation Lmanburg, as a parallel of Fundy being Theodosia, it was worked into the canon story that he originally wanted Fundy to be the one to take over, believing he would “blow them all away”. “We’ll bleed and fight for you, we’ll make it right for you.” Wilbur used the lyrics as a speech to Fundy (who like I mentioned parallels Theodosia initially), Lmanburg citizens fought for their nation, Wilbur fought for Lmanburg, but before, when the idea was proposed, he fought for it for Fundy.
And it all went downhill after the war.
I’ll be thinking canonically and not meta, so I won’t be using excuses like, these two are extremely great friends so even if they are on opposite sides they’ll quickly recover.
Didn’t you find it weird why Fundy had the least amount of animosity towards Eret, even though he and Eret got into a few mini fights after the war? They maintained their friendship, it strengthened overtime, and he was the only member of Lmanburg apart from sweet and kind Niki to reach out to Eret and be friends again, pranking each other over and over.
The others remained animosity with Eret who was the traitor, who took away one of their lives, they refused his help when Tommy and Wilbur were running away. But Fundy didn’t hold a grudge that long against him, he didn’t care about his loyalty to Lmanburg, and there’s a reason. Bitterness, feelings of unfairness.
Wilbur chose Tommy as his Vice President, and I remember it being mentioned before that Fundy was older than Tommy and Tubbo. The two mentioned had roles in the new cabinet, but not Fundy, who was older. To Fundy, he definitely would feel it unfair, especially since he was promised the nation when the war started, when he was the blood son of the president. He got nothing. He was neglected during the entire war and after.
He wasn’t even in the song. Even Eret was in it, but he, being apart of the main citizens fighting for it, being the blood son of the founder and president, had no place in the song. He was constantly babied, brushed away, talked over during this period. He was, in simple terms, neglected.
He grew up too fast, he was also a veteran, but a veteran who unlike the others received zero recognition at all.
And vetoing c!Ranboo’s calling him a coward for always choosing the winning sides, he chose the side of Lmanberg in the first war because his father was there, because Eret was there. Fundy had always chose people instead of sides.
He was friendliest with Eret, someone not apart of Lmanburg and the traitor, but he was closest with him and also Niki. Does that not say much about his feelings towards Lmanberg, with the reasons of his lack of loyalty said, it does make sense. Eret was the only one that even now gave priority to Fundy and Fundy first.
Example, being by his side during his tough time as a spy. Also, recently, when Ghostbur wanted to come back, Eret was happy because Fundy would have a dad again. Fundy first, out of everything, it was always Fundy.
And Fundy loved that, being neglected for the duration of the entire war and every time afterwards, no longer seen as someone who was just there, no longer mocked and ignored, his voice was heard.
Lmanberg, it didn’t mean much to him except a nation Wilbur created. His friends did, his pets did, Eret’s friendship did. Nikis friendship did.
It must say much too when the pet war started, it was Fundy who wanted to take revenge FOR Niki, Lmanberg be damned, his friends’ happiness matter most. By friends, I mean people he trusts, not his fellow citizens. By friends, I mean, Niki, Eret and his pets.
No one came to help either of them, not any of the L’Manburg citizens, it was Eret who fixed Fungi’s grave, the traitor of Lmanberg.
And guess who gave him acknowledgement and praise and respect? Nope, not Tubbo who was the judge, not the witness Jack, it was Sapnap. Sapnap gave him respect, something he never received from the main Lmanberg citizens before.
Someone who was once his enemy gave him respect.
Neglect started the spiral, slow but steady into doom. Then respect from the enemy started his apathy for Lmanberg, soon leading to him not caring about it.
When he ran the election, his campaign goal was peace for Lmanberg, unity, friends with all. It was the embodiment of Ranboo’s “Choose people! Not sides!” Coconut2020’s ideals will play a big role in the recent events when Fundy finally snapped.
But truly, his main goal was to PROVE to Wilbur that he can! That he wasn’t a baby to be coddled, that he was as strong as the rest, that he deserved the same amount of respect. Even Phil mentioned that Fundy always hated Wilbur babying Fundy.
His strength should’ve been recognised during the post war events. The bee game was Fundy being really good at manipulating and messing with peoples minds. Then the pet war showed his persistence, his mental strength, his scary ability to adapt extremely quick, his ability to learn and his physical PVP strength when he beat Sapnap a lot.
But only the enemy side, Punz and Sapnap recognised this. Because the others didn’t care. (I’m speaking canonically, I’m fully aware they are all friends okay!)
(Also, wasn’t Dream the one who spun the pet war further? When he showed Sapnap Fundy’s pets, when he told Sapnap about what they said even though he said he wouldn’t. When he told Fundy and Niki about Sapnap’s favourite pet. But this isn’t about Dream, so let’s move on, I just wanted to bring this up as food for thought.)
Fundy chose to ran with Niki, Eret supported them. They were looked down because they wanted full-out peace.
When Schlatt took reign, Fundy knew exactly what he had to do after seeing the reactions of the rest of Lmanberg. He knew that Tubbo would be suspected as Tommy’s best friend, Schlatt taking him as his Secretary of State was the definition of “Keep your friends close but your enemies closer.” THere was no way Schlatt didn’t know. Niki was outspoken about her anger, Schlatt intentionally raised her taxes.
But Fundy, he didn’t react, instead, he hatched a plan to unravel the government from within. To get the secrets until he was sure it would be his win, and reveal himself to Wilbur as a spy.
And he was a damn good one at that!
Along the way, he felt different about Manberg because he actually received recognition and respect from Schlatt! Something he never received within Lmanberg and definitely not from Wilbur. He wasn’t babied anymore, he was recognised and he was trusted.
But animals mean a great deal to Fundy, and anyone who kills them for fun, no matter who they are, will immediately be on his bad side. Which is exactly what Schlatt did at the festival. Which is what turned Fundy against Schlatt in the end.
But how did Pogtopia and Wilbur react to Fundy’s spy reveal and his important diary? Wilbur told him he despised him. Even though Fundy gave him confidential information that he was trusted with. He was the only one trusted with it.
But no one cared about him. Even Quackity, who was firmly on Schlatts side but left because he wanted Schlatt’s position, left because he wanted POWER, was welcomed more warmly than Fundy, who never was on Schlatts side (enjoying being on his side is one thing, actually being loyal to him is another. Being conflicted about loyalties doesn’t mean bein loyal to Schlatt) and was the one who told them the secrets was welcomed like a fool.
He was actually so comfortable parading the Manberg shield even though he wasn’t the traitor. It was clear from the start of the arc, that he only fought FOR Wilbur. He was loyal TO Wilbur, not to Pogtopia. Which is why he didn’t care about rousing suspicion with playing around with the shield, because he was only fighting for Wilbur. Looking deep into it, everything he fought for in the two wars were because of Wilbur. For Lmanberg, Pogtopia? No. But for what Wilbur wanted? That’s Fundy, even if his character doesnt realise it.
Wilbur’s affection, Wilbur gratefulness, Wilbur’s acknowledgement, Wilbur.
Again, vetoing c!Ranboo, they didn’t know who would he the winning side at the time because Dream wasn’t on their side, but Fundy never fought for Pogtopia because it was the winning side, he didn’t even fight for a side! He fought for people, he chose people, he fought for Wilbur and chose Wilbur!
It was never about Pogtopia or Lmanberg for him, he really enjoyed living in Manberg, but he fought for Wilbur which was why he went to Pogtopia in the first place. If it wasn’t for him, he likely would’ve stayed or left both sides completely and stay neutral.
When Wilbur chose Tommy, he felt angered, betrayed, bitter. He was promised the nation, he was his son, but no, it was always Tommy. Tommy who started all the wars, who never respected him, who only cared about the discs, to which was revealed later that he cared more about the discs than his best friend Tubbo. It was always Tommy, and that made Fundy bitter.
Then in the end, it was Tubbo. And he felt bitter again, he was denied multiple times, he lost hope for recognition. Tubbo, the yes man, the one who was revealed as a spy early on.
And then it blew up. Fundy may not care much but it was his home, it was his nation, where he was born and it was gone. All because of his father, who was killed by his grandfather, his home further blew up by withers from his uncle. His home was gone to the hands of his family. To the man he fought for.
And Ghostbur? He ran away from everything, his existence was painful for Fundy who still missed Wilbur. Remember when he asked if he was ever proud of Fundy and Fundy was happy when Ghostbur said yes, until he remembered. Ghostbur remembers only happy things, and nothing more. He only remembers Fundy growing up. Ghostbur’s existence rubbed salt into Fundy’s deep and gaping wound that would never heal unless Wilbur realized his wrongs and apologised, unless Wilbur did everything to make up for it. But it would never heal, because Wilbur was gone.
He is still babied, looked down on, ignored, brushed off, mocked, and for what? Choosing people only led to his misery. He stayed with Lmanberg, but not for anyone, only for the land.
Which was why it was so easy for him to disconnect from Lmanberg, it was the same for him and Niki, both who fought for and because of Wilbur, and leave the land and create something else to do their projects. Why it was so easy for him to give up on the land, why it was so easy for her to burn the tree.
Ranboo was a breath of fresh air for Fundy and was the only one in Lmanberg he really was loyal to now. Eret forgot to adopt him, Phil left for Techno, Dream cheated on him, but Ranboo stayed.
The last bit of rope that kept him from falling was Ranboo.
When George’s house burnt down, he was pissed because it was always Tommy. It was always Tommy, he couldn’t believe that was his Vice President.
Fundy’s spiral escalated during Manberg era, it slowed down due to Ranboo’s presence, but the green festival (the festival where everything went wrong) when Dream and Techno declared war and threatened to blow up Lmanberg, it speedran his fall to the bottom. Don’t forget before that, he was tortured by Tommy til he drowned. Punz comforted him in the end, and funnily enough, Punz was always on the opposing side of Fundy.
Niki was lost too. Everyone else, though hated Tommy, fought for Lmanberg. There was only one thing left, his feet was nearly touching the gaping void of insanity, Ranboo was left.
Then Ranboo’s speech made the gears in his head start to turn, he didn’t sleep, he was sleep deprived for long and I believe his character still hasn’t canonically slept. The speech made him think of how everyone he cared about abandoned him and left him.
It also says a lot that something from Schlatt means more to him than anything from Wilbur. It means that Schlatt means more than Wilbur to Fundy because Schlatt gave him recognition, respect, trust, etc.
(Also the fact he was mad because his mother was kept somewhere by Wilbur)
Wilbur left. Schlatt left. Eret didn’t adopt him. Phil left. Niki didn’t trust him.
Ranboo was left. And he realised Ranboo was right. Because Ranboo was what Coconut2020 once aspired to be before their fall and being ignored.
Coconut2020, they were once Ranboo. Niki and Fundy both were once Ranboo.
They fought for people, they fought for Wilbur. They didn’t care about which side they stood on, as long as it’s Wilbur.
Fundy and Niki has already been disconnected from Lmanberg. Fundy was let down, mocked, ignored, brushed off and insulted. Niki already knew her Lmanberg was already dead early on.
It was easy for him to sabotage them, he wanted them to suffer and learn a lesson. Because he suffered from their actions, he wasn’t seen nor heard, he wanted them to learn, that it didn’t matter anymore. It was useless, futile, it was their fault.
When confronting Ranboo, he was already on the brink of falling and probably never coming back, he was on the brink of becoming exactly like Wilbur. It started at his arson act of the forest before the Manberg war, where he knew Wilbur would be proud of him burning down the forest. Then the tnt factory. And now sabotaging everything.
But Ranboo was losing it too. He did a low blow and called Fundy a coward for only choosing winning sides, when in truth, he always just chose Wilbur. And now, he’s back to choosing people and chose Ranboo.
But both were spiralling. And Ranboo’s words broke the rope, tipped him over the edge, his mind was gone. Ranboo, on the other hand, spiralled more because of Quackity as he realised what everything meant and that he had to apologise to Fundy but before he could fall, because he had no rope to pull him back as Fundy was gone, Phil showed up and he was okay again.
Fundy had been set up for disappointment his entire life, he had always chose people which was why he recovered from Eret’s betrayal so quick. The only reason he hated Techno was because he was an orphan, he DIDN’T hate him because he helped blew up Lmanberg. He hated Wilbur for leaving him mainly, blowing up his home was a side thing, but leaving him was main. I would also like thinking this as a 5 stages of grief thing, and him snapping is the second stage, anger.
Fundy’s character has been through so much and never got the validation or respect he wanted. His character is complex, and his spiral was subtle and steady, but inevitable.
He chose Wilbur who was his father. Wilbur left him.
He chose Schlatt briefly who respected him, Schlatt left him.
He chose Eret when he wanted to adopt him, Eret forgot him.
He chose Phil who comforted him, Phil left him.
He chose Ranboo who was his anchor and last hope, Ranboo unintentionally pushed him away.
He was already spiralling that day, and now, he’s gone.
He wants to resurrect Wilbur, but will that help his mental health, or will that further deteriorate it?
He’s gone, because no one chooses him after so long, no one respects him, no one sees him, no one hears him.
He’s gone, and he’s happy everything else is too.
He’s happy he at least got to make people cry.
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