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#he doesn’t deserve it bc he’s a shitty neet
akai-hito · 6 years
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I wish you would write a fic where Osomatsu is crying and gets comforted (by his brothers or Ayane) bc that's how i honestly feel right now :(
"Well! Time to cry."And he just fallen straight on the couch.He didn't really felt like crying though, but he felt it coming.He got fired. Again.He took the new with a smile like he didn't bothered him, mostly out of spite to his superior, this old hag with not future.Well he didn't have a future either, but at least he had... Shit she had a wedding ring. Too bad that he's going to have a prettier spouse in no time!...joking around doesn't help. It just made his heart heavier as a voice creep from the back of his mind, reminding him that he's just playing the idiot And if he keep doing it, he's going to die like an idiot There were nobody today, and Ayane would surely not come as she's stuck with her exams actually That was a good timing to cry alone. So he guess that's what he's going to do"Geez I can't believe that Nii-san got fired already!"Todomatsu was frowning as he held his phone in one hand and a ice cream in the other, his elder brothers all holding their own as they heard the new. The eldest got himself a phone to talk with his girlfriend Ayane and Totty used this opportunity to check on him too. And since they were close to home they expected their brother to complain that they hadn't bought him anything like he usually would The fact that Osomatsu was trying to get a job by himself was quite impressing by itself, the fact that he had a girlfriend before trying to get a job before even more. It was enough that one of them change to make all the other move in their own as well, but maybe the reason why they weren't that pressured to do it like the two last time it happened was because all what changed in Osomatsu is his statut.Yeah, congrate he isn't a shitty virgin neet anymore! Just a shitty neet now.Osomatsu was still childish and a messy but good older brother around them, and getting familiar with Ayane made them lose again this notion of time.But as they entered the house, they realised that maybe Osomatsu did change.After all, he was crying his eyes out in the couch pillow.They didn't know what to do. Not at all.That was a plain both terrifying and despairing thing to see, for how lost it made them and if they were a decade younger, they would cry too.As it, this old myth that twin, triplet and more felt each other pain.Something more painful was coming to Osomatsu's way when Karamatsu gathered the courage to ask him : What is happening?The crying violently stopped, as Osomatsu looked at them with a shocked expression.He couldn't handle their gaze.All he could do is whispering a weak "Sorry".His flow of tears could've stopped, if only they came earlier so it wouldn't have evolved so badly but it did.It did so the tears wouldn't stop. The apologies too.And what other were saying couldn't reach him.So he had a physical reminder that he weren't alone.He was brought into an embrace by their arms,Caring, worried, terrified and mindful,All little brother of his.He didn't felt like deserving of any right now, but even if he tried he wouldn't be able to keep them from hugging him."Ayane-san, this is an emergency, could you come? Todomatsu asked on the phone asking Osomatsu's girlfriend_ A-an emergency?! Of course I'm coming! Did something happen-_Could you do something homemade? It's for your boyfriend~ added Todomatsu_I don't know how to cook...I guess if it's important I can always cook with Matsuyo-san-_Ok then, see you later!"Todomatsu just hanged up and rushed to his big brother place, he knew he weren't super polite but he hardly could keep his cool at the phone any longer.Jyushimatsu got back from the place they got their ice cream. Osomatsu was eating it in silence with teary eyes."Hey nii-san, Ayane-san is coming too and she's going to prepare you something with Mom too."Osomatsu nodded his head. He couldn't bring himself to talk."Say, Nii-san..."That was Ichimatsu, trying to talk here."It was hard to hold yourself together for so long right? It's ok if you cry... I promise."Osomatsu couldn't even add something that Choromatsu took his place :"I'm sorry to push you around like this... I've scolded you when you have been fired but how many of us have been fired here? If you've been fired it's because you had a job before, and... You've already done a lot, I'm sorry to never consider it. You have nothing to apologise for."That was weird to be lifted of this usual burden. Did it ever happened before? He should be the one babying them, and if the reverse had to happen it would be weir as it is right now.But for now, he wanted to push back this negative voice and cuddle more."Thank you"Even if it was only for a day, that was nice to have the right to cry.___It's longer than I expected and I wrote it all on my phone so I don't expect it to be very good but I wanted to lift you up a bit Anon I cry and scream a lot for unecesarry reason recently, so I understand Take care 😙
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