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tobiasdrake · 1 year
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And then Steve's ending sucks and is bad.
Steve's ending infuriated a lot of Stucky shippers for obvious reasons. But. Like. Here's the thing: From a filmmaking standpoint, the Stuckies are right. Sending Steve back in time just doesn't work for multiple reasons, both in and out of universe.
This is going to be a longie.
#1 - Time Travel Doesn't Work That Way
The first problem is the in-universe one. This ending is so busted that the directors and writers actually have separate interpretations of what happened, and they're both wrong.
According to the directors, Steve created a parallel timeline where he's lived with his Peggy. He used the time machine to return to this timeline and go to that bench, but only once he was super old for, uh, some reason?
Problem is, according to this movie, you can't do that. You can't make a new timeline without removing an Infinity Gem from it, and also making new timelines is bad, remember? Further, the film gives no indication that Steve time traveled here. He doesn't appear on the Quantum platform. He's not wearing his time suit. He's just chilling on a bench, staring at the horizon.
The reason the film gives no indication for how Steve arrived here is because of the writers' interpretation: Steve arrived in the past of this, the main timeline. Steve himself was Peggy's mystery husband back in Winter Soldier. Old Steve has always been here, waiting for this moment.
That's actually worse than the directors' explanation. The movie has been very clear on the point that you can't directly change the past. Even after they prune the timelines, Loki didn't actually escape in 2012. That never happened. The events of the Time Heist never happened, from a historical perspective.
The internal logic of Steve's jaunt doesn't work out, no matter which way you slice it.
#2 - The Future is Scary and You Should Run Away
The second problem is what it does to Steve as a Man Out of Time. The white-hot core of this character direction is that he is an old man living in a world he doesn't recognize, and having to adapt to changing times. That's something we all have to deal with eventually.
So what is Endgame's final statement on Steve's efforts to fit into society? It's that he can't. Trying to live in this world he doesn't know is a futile gesture. In the end, Steve gives up, sinks his head in the sand, and rejects modernity. He embraces the shallow image of a woman he once loved was attracted to and lives out the rest of his days in a reactionary fantasy world.
I guess there is no value in changing and growing to adapt to the new world around you. What a shitty ending.
#3 - To the End of the Line
And finally... yeah. I'm sorry to tell you this, but the Stucky shippers were right. Not necessarily about Steve and Bucky's relationship being canonically romantic. But about Steve and Bucky's relationship being the driving emotional throughline of the entire Captain America trilogy.
In the end, this ending is the epitome of the problem with the way writers write platonic relationships versus romantic ones. Throughout the trilogy, Bucky is the most valuable and important person in Steve's life.
Steve defied orders and officially joined World War II, venturing deep into enemy territory alone, for Bucky. He was ready to die for this man. He laid down his shield and accepted the Winter Soldier's violence out of love for the man behind his eyes, and that sheer unrelenting loyalty brought him back from the monster he was programmed to be. Steve went to war with the Avengers out of love for Bucky.
And whether you take that love to be romantic or platonic, it doesn't change the fact that this is what drives the films. Not Peggy. Never Peggy. The films occasionally pay some attention to Peggy and Sharon, but they aren't actually interested in using these characters as characters.
(In fact, they're so disinterested in Sharon that she drops off the face of the universe in Infinity War and Endgame. Not even a namedrop. The moment the filmmakers decided to send Steve back to Peggy, Sharon ceased to have any value as a character and was consequently erased. They do not care about these women and their stories. The Carters are just the obligatory love interests.)
Instead, Peggy is merely the symbol of what could have been. She represents the life Steve lost, but is barely treated as a person in her own right. She's just a picture in his wallet that he can pine after. She doesn't move the story along, and his feelings for her rarely amount to more than Steve being sad for a little bit and then continuing along with what he was doing.
And this is how it always is. The best friend is the diehard series-defining relationship that moves mountains and saves the universe. And the girlfriend is just there, getting little focus or development. Steve and Bucky prove their importance to each other again and again, but no attention is paid to why Peggy is important. "She's a woman. He's a man. What more do you need?"
I'm not, personally, a Stucky shipper. But "I'm with you to the end of the line," still meant so much to me. This was the emotional core of the Captain America trilogy, right up there with "I can do this all day." Steve suddenly quitting on the future, quitting on Bucky, and running off to bury his face in Peggy's bosom felt like a betrayal of everything the films have ever told us about these characters. Peggy just wins. Because we need to marry him off somehow if we're going to tie up his journey!
It is neither a joke nor an exaggeration to say that the trajectory of Captain America throughout the MCU was ruined at the very last possible second by the straight agenda.
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stars-at-5pm · 10 months
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Watch out.
Pairing : Mafia!Stucky x mafia!reader
Summary : Reader finds a camera, thinking that Steve and Bucky were recording them without their consent and reader confronts them about it.
Warnings : Swearing, stalking, confrontation, mafia, toxic ex
Type : Angst
It was about noon, you were about to go get dressed for the day as you entered your wardrobe closet. You were humming a silly song that was stuck in your head when you suddenly noticed a red light pocking at you from behind your pile of swimwear.
" wtf ? "
" is that.. ? You gotta be shitting me. I can’t believe them !! A camera ?? Christ. " you took the little camera in your hands, looking at it, searching for details. " A Loki Factory one too ? They’re disgusting. "
" Filming me ? Like that ? Ew. What a bunch of pervs."
Loki was also in the mob, you used to date him a while ago, but he was very toxic and your break up didn’t go, great.
You walked down to your kitchen where you found your two boyfriends talking and working on their computers. Steve was standing up, snacking on a sandwich while Bucky was sitting down, wearing his anti-blue light glasses (what an old man lol).
"Guys we need to talk. Now. " you said, coldly. Steve and Bucky’s gaze meet yours immediately, they tensed up feeling their jaw clenching.
" Care to explain this ? "You showed the camera in your hand " I can’t believe you guys. What about trust ? Boundaries? This is disgusting!! I thought I could trust you !! “ your face was hot and your hands shook.
" Wow wow, what’s that doll ?? I don’t know about this what- "
" Oh don’t you play dumb now !! It’s too late. I don’t want to hear any of it. I thought you guys were more than this."
" Okay let’s take a deep breath. I don’t know about this and neither does Bucky apparently. Darling, you know that we would never record you like this right ? I mean if we did, we would have gotten your consent beforehand. "
" Where did you find it anyway? "
" In my wardrobe. At the perfect angle for filming every.little.details. Guys be honest, do you really know NOTHING about THIS ? Because I swear to god I’m about to go feral. "
" Doll. " He said standing up, he was walked to you slowly, careful to not make you flinch or react badly. " We would never, and I mean NEVER do this. We love you so much. Look at me, he cupped your cheeks with his hands, we didn’t do this. we respect you. I love you. "
You let out a shaky breath, feeling a single tear roll down your cheek. This was very comforting but also very worrying, who was filming you, how long as it been, what do they do with the recordings ??
" You know, I felt even more betrayed when I realized that this little camera right here, happened to be a Loki Factory camera. I mean come on ! Buying from the enemy is a little over the limit in my opinion, I know that he isn’t a direct enemy because he hasn’t done anything against you but he’s still my ex and- "
Before you could go on longer about your rumbles, you felt two strong pairs of arms hugging you tightly. Bucky was in front of you while Steve held you from behind.
What you couldn’t see though, was the absolute anger that was burning in their eyes. They stayed calm, not wanting to make you panic, but deep inside ? They were freaking out. They felt so angry to know that they’re girl was behind literally stalked by the enemy. Especially by Loki, they hated that fucker to their core.
" Darling, I don’t want to worry you but, if you found one, there’s probably more and if it’s from Loki.. he’s probably the one stalking you. " Steve said, feeling rage filling his body.
" I dont like this, at all. We need to get out of here as fast as possible. NOW. Steve get all the security on full watch out, doll let’s get you out of here. "
" It’s okay sweetheart, you’re okay. " Steve said, as he kissed tenderly your forehead.
" See you tonight love, be safe " you were filled with anxious thoughts. Why was this happening to you, and how were the boys so.. chill about it ?..
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longwuzhere · 9 months
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Some cool Easter eggs I caught watching My Adventures with Superman that I want to show to people so they can be in on it with comic book readers: For the first episode's Easter eggs it's here
For the second episode's Easter eggs it's here
For the third episode's Easter eggs it's here
For the fourth episode's Easter eggs it's here
For the sixth episode's Easter eggs it's here
For the seventh episode's Easter eggs it's here and here
For the eighth episode's Easter eggs post it's here
For the ninth episode's Easter eggs post it's here
For the tenth episode's Easter eggs post it's here SPOILERS if you haven't seen this week's episode obviously
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We start off the episode with this shot of Superman with the drawn on glasses. A good homage to what Lois did in the 1980 Superman II movie...
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where she not only drew the glasses but also a full suit and hat on a picture of Superman.
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Next we see Jimmy waking up and seeing someone debunking his conspiracy theories on Sub-Diego.
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Sub Diego was an actual place in the DC universe before the New 52 reboot. In Aquaman #15 and #16 (2003) , shown here (W: Will Pfeifer, P: Patrick Gleason, I: Christian Alamy, C: Nathan Eyring, L: Jared K. Fletcher for issue 15, Nick Napolitano for issue 16). The underwater city is actually San Diego, but is buried underwater thanks to a tidal wave and makes its first appearance in Aquaman #15 (2003). There was a lot of casualties from this.
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When we get to our title its "You Will Believe A Man Can Lie" a reference to the tagline for the 1978 Superman movie.
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As seen here on the poster, it says "You'll believe a man can fly".
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Next we see our villain, well one of the villains, for the episode, Heatwave.
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In the comics Heatwave makes his first appearance in Flash 140 (1963) (cover art by Carmine Infantino, Murphy Anderson, and Ira Schnapp). Heatwave aka Mick Rory is a Flash rogue usually acting as a rival to Captain Cold aka Leonard Snart. In MAwS, their Heatwave shares the same last name and powers, but MAwS Heatwave is gender flipped. You might have seen Heatwave in the CW DC comics shows where he is played by Dominic Purcell in The Flash and Legends of Tomorrow.
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Lois, later in the episode, name drops Heatwave's name. Gotta be honest when Heatwave showed up I was like is that Rampage? Cuz the MAwS design looks vaguely like Rampage.
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If she does show up in MAwS, I'll talk more about her in another post, but for now, Rampage aka Karen Lou "Kitty" Faulkner, makes her first appearance in Superman #7 (1987) (full page here: W&P: John Byrne, I: Karl Kesel, C: Tom Ziuko, L: John Costanza).
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Steve drags Jimmy to film his debunking Flamebird videos and references Starro who I talked about here.
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Lois, later runs around with the Daily Planet police scanner trying to catch Superman and the dispatcher reports that a robbery is in progress at McGuinness Luxe Garage.
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This is a nice reference to Ed McGuinness who was the artist for Superman, Action Comics, and Superman/Batman in the early 2000s. If you've seen Superman/Batman: Public Enemies, then you'll know the movie takes inspiration from his character designs in the first arc of the Superman/Batman comic series. The Superman/Batman #1 (2003) cover here is done by Ed McGuinness, Dexter Vines, and Dave Stewart. I like Ed McGuinness's pencils, very stylized.
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Heatwave name drops Livewire and the Gazzo mod family. Both of whom I've talked about here and here respectively
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Heatwave has been running away from Deathstroke here who has been taking our her crew. Notice that Slade Wilson doesn't have the half black half orange helmet yet that almost every Deathstroke depiction always has.
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He, Amanda Waller, and the General who I totally think is General Sam Lane, Lois's dad, are fans of DBZ cuz of the scouters they're wearing.
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Later in the scene we see the General again he's totally General Sam Lane. I'll talk more about him when we get a double confirmation through a name drop/reveal in a later post calling Amanda Waller, Mandy. What a fucking bold thing to say to Waller! Like damn! power move right there!
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Superman and Deathstroke are fighting under a highway and we see the traffic is heading to Bludhaven!
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Very good reference to my favorite character in all of pop culture, Dick Grayson aka Nightwing. Nightwing makes Bludhaven his city to protect. The city makes its first appearance in Nightwing #1 (1996) (the panel here - W: Chuck Dixon, P: Scott McDaniel, I: Karl Story, C: Roberta Tewes, L: John Costanza). Fun Bludhaven fact, its crime rate is WORST than Gotham! Also HIGHLY recommend reading the new Nightwing run cuz its fucking amazing! Won a few Eisner Awards (think the Oscars but for comic books) recently and I am not just saying that because I am a Dick Grayson fan.
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Near the end of the episode, we see Lois willing to jump off a building to prove that Clark is Superman. A lot of discourse was happening online over this, but I do want to say this is pretty on brand for her to do.
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In Superman II, Lois does something similar and Clark saves her. its just in MAwS, Clark flies to save her thus ruining the secret identity, while in Superman II, Clark does save her but he is still able to get away with it thanks to him playing it more subtly.
Don't know why people we're in such a fucking fit over something that Lois has done before.
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In the after credits scene, Jimmy, who planned a sasquatch finding adventure with Lois and Clark, but they were dealing with their shit and Jimmy was by himself, decides to do the finding on his own and meets a giant gorilla. In the first episode Jimmy mentions an intelligent gorilla in France and my guess is this is Monsieur Mallah. You can read more about him here. If you made it this far down, I appreciate you taking the time to check this post out and if you want to see my other MAwS Easter Eggs posts - Episode 1 is here
Episode 2 is here
Episode 3 is here
Episode 4 is here
Episode 6 is here
Episode 7 is here and here
Episode 8 is here
Episode 9 is here
Episode 10 is here
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retrodreamgirl · 2 years
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fix this | steve harrington x fem!reader
part one | part two | part three
summary: steve does a little soul searching OR a night of many doors [3.3k]
warnings: angst, established relationship, break up, stancy residue, fem!reader, steve's pov, cliff hanger/ambiguous ending, language, not proofed, lmk if i missed anything
that's all folks! anything else i write for this will either be something that comes to me randomly or that someone requests pre or post breakup bc i kinda want you guys to decide whether she/you take(s) him back or not and how he gains her trust
⤜♡→
Routine has a bitter enemy called the unknown. It's the darkness at a distance, inching and inching before it huddles you into a corner, forced to face the purposely avoided. It pokes and prods at the crevices of your brain, basking in the glow of attention unhindered by the attempts to shove it back into its box. It’s a subtlety, sneaking like a many legged creature awaiting the crush of a foot or a heavy hand. 
Heavy handed is the deliverance of the final blow it bestows before slinking off to the shadows once more, biding time for its next significance. 
The unknown is the bitter enemy of routine. A lurker at heart. It waits for the buildup, allowing itself to be the straw, the last word before the inevitable snap. It’s a concept that watches in fascination and lends its expertise at a moment's notice. 
Notice the end result isn’t always crystal, but dependent. It relies on the body of the thing. Housed on stilts with the decision to break or mend. You are the stilts, two legs heavy of burden and free of direction. The unknown is at your door, not knocking but slipping through the back and resting out of sight. 
The direction is yours and the direction is now, nestled atop shoulders careening with the doubt of what’s to come. 
It’s a confusion, really. One that seeps in without warning, digging claws through the thin material of skin draped over the cage containing an organ beating to its contentment. Such a horrible confusion. 
Love, that is. 
It’s these moments of clarity, body moving without the tandem of the perfect partner, that you wonder about the ache that crawls from your center and inches in vain to the veins wrapping pale arms with the thrum of blood run blue and red when it spills over, oxygen threatening to overwhelm with the need for more.
It’s this feeling and more eating at Steve Harrington. 
At present, his failure to cope with the gaping significance in the hollow of his chest has mutated into a poor work ethic. 
"Next time, if you’re not gonna help me with customers you could at least rewind all the tapes! Halfsies doesn’t apply when I’m stuck playing guess that film for forty minutes." Robin’s grip tightens around Steve’s shoulders, emphasis for words wrought with exasperation. He doesn’t mind much that she’s complaining, thankful that she doesn’t actually force him to pick up the slack these days. "I don't care how long we've been doing this, I lose my mind every fucking time."
"Yeah, pretty sure I'm still waiting for the feeling to come back to my fingers from that tape getting stuck." There’s a sudden deflation in his broad shoulders, already wondering what train of thought will do to distract his brain from the muddled ache nesting there currently. 
He would usually plan to stop off at the house with the white front door, a cozy rug left just beyond the threshold to indulge his feet when he slides his shoes to the corner. He would trail upstairs to find the trace of perfume leading right to your bedroom and push forward on his toes to gauge your mood for the evening. He could always tell by the low leakage of music filtering beneath the door, heightened only when his ear pressed into the wood.
He would knock twice, wait, then rap his knuckle a third time. A secret code and a letter of love reserved for the moments before he could shower you with affection up close.
Now he can hardly remember the last time he felt the cool harshness of the door and heard the melodic tune of “come in” only to find you most times splayed on the thickness of your lilac rug. You would reach for him and he would find you with immediacy.
“So, what’ll it be?” Robin pierces the connection of his brain to the warmth of the memory, forcing him back to the frigid emptiness of the parking lot.
“What?” 
“Takeout and a movie? Stopping at the diner? I’m so hungry I don’t even care what we have, your choice...but you’re also buying.” 
Steve’s step is a stutter just before the handle of the car door, concrete propelling him to catch himself on the exterior, glistening in the golden glow of street lamps. Robin’s lips part to comment on his clumsy disposition, but his eyes are steadied on the placement of his feet and his mind resides anywhere but the stick of his sneakers to the night soaked blacktop. 
She waits for him to proceed, but he seems unaware that there was a question meant to be answered, or is rather opposed to partaking in their usual verbal give and take. 
“What?” Steve senses the build in his chest, an impending thing that answers Robin’s confusion before the jumble of Steve’s first failed attempt. It’s rapid and daunting the way it beats against his skin. He wonders if his chilled hand slid past the barrier of his coat and through his polo would he feel the rough outline of the organ turned grotesque in its confusion. 
“Yeah! I just…well the thing is…” He takes his time sliding into the car, twirling his keys between his fingers.
“Oh yeah, I totally get that.” Robin attempts to lighten the mood, but the bright lights of a passing pickup zero in on their pupils focused forward to avoid the oddity occurring in the front seat. Steve’s lips have come to a repetitious open close, his mouth the net that can’t seem to catch the right words. “Listen, if you aren’t gonna spit it out could you at least start the car I’m–” 
Screeching. She was in fact screeching following the dramatic shift of the vehicle when rough hands pushed against the passenger window and the douse of darkness was too much for either of their eyes to adjust to after the previous bright dilation. Steve is quick to catch on, his hands shoving the key into the ignition, rolling Robin’s window down so a head with fiery hair spilling over the shoulder peers in. 
“Can I catch a ride?” Max pokes at the skin of Robin’s cheek. Steve’s sure her scowl managed to trick the muscles when Max’s hands lift to feign defense and she sends Steve a confused glance. “What’s with her?” 
“What are you doing here?” Steve ignores the question, waving Max into the backseat where she happily pokes her head between the front two. 
“I skated here. Was bored.” 
“I’m not an entertainment service, ya know.” 
“Big words from a guy wearing that vest.” She points to the deep green Family Video uniform dressing Steve down in the glaring uncertainty of his minimum wage future. “Anyway, I was actually hoping you would drop me off at Mike’s.”
“And you couldn’t just board the rest of the way there because…?” Robin drones, pawing at the dial on the radio, flipping through stations riddled with static unsure of which tune they’re actually meant to be playing. 
The whole situation is surprisingly irritable, a mean streak that could never be cured entirely, making itself ever present in Steve with the increasing progression of The Breakup. A title bestowed by everyone not involved, certainly one that sets Steve even further to a reason where he remains stood on the cliffside of eternal nothingness.
“Because it’s getting dark and I don’t know about you guys, but I’m not an idiot.” 
“Dude, I don’t wanna take you to Mike’s house.” A stupid thing, but a guilt that clutches at his collar, wondering if its the moment you sidle by, spotting his car in the clutches of your end all. Something he still doesn't entirely understand, if only because he’s convinced himself it’s better not to. A stupid thing, but he’s nothing if not purusuasive to a fault. 
“Because Nancy will be there? You know that avoiding her isn’t gonna make Y/n come back, right? I don’t even know if she’s actually left her house for anything other than school and even then none of us actually see her around.”
“Yeah, didn’t you have to crawl through her window the other night just to talk to her.” Robin adds, settling on Air Supply for a reason Steve thinks is altogether removed from her own tastes. “If you want her to take you back you’re gonna have to do some serious soul searching, Harrington. Do you want her back?”
“What the hell kinda question is that?” 
“It’s a fair one because it’s been weeks, Steve. You think she hasn’t noticed that you’ve seemingly moved on?” Max tilts her head, obscuring Robin and imploring Steve to focus on the candor of her ocean blue. 
“She thinks I’ve moved on?” He mumbles, adjusting himself in his seat, the sash of his seatbelt suddenly suffocating. “Well I haven’t.”
“Funny way of showing it—”
“Look, Mayfield, you don’t get it! You don’t understand how frustrating this whole thing is. I thought we were fine, perfect really. Somehow I’m always the last to know when things aren’t.” The words are sharp, an edge cutting against the buds of his tongue where his teeth dig into the fleshy muscle. “...and this time I don’t even really know why. I’m tired of apologizing when I don’t have anything to apologize for.”
“Just. Take me to Mike’s, please?”  
“Whatever, but you can get someone else to take you home.”
“Whatever.”  
The ride to the Wheeler’s is mostly silent. Mostly, because the deafening pause is too much for Robin who cuts in every so often with commentary about the passing scenery or a tangent that no one is really listening to. 
Steve pulls to the edge of the Wheeler’s drive, not daring to pass the line of the mailbox, and glances back when Max doesn’t move. She has the audacity to look at him riddled with guilt when she nods toward the house. 
“You should talk to her.” 
“What? Max I swear, if you don’t get out of this car right now I will—”
“You’ll what? Not much a man of action these days, Harrington.” She’s taunting, Robin looking between the two of them like she’s stuck deciding whether she should intervene. Max doesn’t make any move to get out of the car, rather she burrows herself further into her hoodie and watches Steve expectantly. She wins either way, a step toward retribution if he gets out of the car and a point proven if he doesn’t. 
It’s the reason he now finds himself stationed outside of the Wheeler’s front door, hoping that anyone but Nancy answers, a last ditch to turn around and pretend he tried his best. He can feel the burning in his chest, the desire to know what good could possibly come from this, if there is a hope for something with Nancy beyond the horrible darkness. 
It’s a sick feeling, one he can’t remember having prior to this moment. A realization burning through the adolescent wandering of a heart unmended.
“Steve.” Nancy falters immediately, sweater bunching up where she wraps her arms around her frame. She glances over his shoulder, noting the glaring headlights of his BMW. “What are you doing here?” 
“I uh…I’m not really positive. But I think we need to talk.” She nods, stepping aside to allow him into the house. He doesn’t proceed, hand swiping at the back of his neck, an accumulation of something always seeming to nag at the exposed piece of skin. “Maybe we could do it out here?” 
“Sure.” She closes the front door, shouldering the frame while Steve stares straight ahead, at the seasonal wreath hanging from it. 
“I don’t think I ever got over you and everything that happened.” He finally manages, the words feeling like tar the way they worked their way up slowly and coated his mouth until he spit them out. A harsh truth buried beneath the guise of friendship, something he never saw the same way as you. “I don’t really know why, well I probably do but I’m never really able to admit it.” 
“What do you want me to say, Steve? I apologized and I’ve moved on…I don’t know what to say.” It irks him, her dismissal of his admission. It’s not an expectation for her to reciprocate, but a hint of empathy would do in a situation altogether unfamiliar. It reminds him of being with her in the beginning and the way it slowly cooled off near the end. Never any intention of hateful brushoffs but it’s certainly how it felt at the time. 
“I want you to say that you know, because I think you do. Maybe you don’t do it on purpose but you do use it to your advantage.” It’s like a glimmer in the underbrush, an opening for him to take and he’s pushing past the thickness with as much grace as possible but he’s bound to get stuck eventually. “We never hung out when Jonathan was here. It’s a fact, and it’s fine but why is it that I’m always the first person you come to when it gets to be too much?”
“Because I know you’ll be there—”
“Because you know I’d do anything for you. Because I’m the idiot who’s still stuck in senior year, with a girl who left me behind when—” He catches himself, that streak pushing against the back of his teeth. He doesn’t mean it all to sound so bitter, but the festering anger at his own desperation is hard to ignore. “The thing is, Nance, I can’t be that person for you anymore. There is a girl who loves me, who loves me more than anyone, probably more than I deserve and she thinks I don’t feel the same because I’ve been too caught up in something that doesn’t exist anymore.”
“I’m sorry…” She mutters, Steve catching a glimpse of wetness against her cheek before she swipes it away as quickly as it appeared. “You’re right and it’s not fair to you…or Y/n. I guess…I guess I’m just mad that he’s gone and I wanted to go back to junior year when my biggest problem was what I should wear the next time I see you.”
“Nance—” 
“No, you’re right. Whatever we had, it’s not here anymore and it hasn’t been for a long time. You’re such a good friend to me Steve, but that’s it and I have to stop letting you believe it’s anything more than that.” She nods, stepping just a little closer, her hand resting against his cheek with a soft smile. “She loves you more than I ever could, and you deserve it, but she deserves it too. To be loved that way.” 
“Maybe I’m not the guy for her because all I can seem to do is hurt her.” 
“That’s not true. I think you just needed to see things for what they really are, to know everything else was just some stupid desire to chase the past. You should go to her, before it really is some other guy.” She half shoves him, his feet skittering against the concrete.
“Thanks, Nance.”
“Thanks Steve.” 
He jogs back to the car, not a word uttered to either of his passengers before he’s setting off in the direction of your house. The two girls exchange looks, half hopeful with a hint of confusion. 
“What happened?” Max taps at his shoulder, jerking when he makes an especially sharp turn. “Can you maybe drive like a normal person!?”
“Yeah, we’re still in the car, dingus! Both of us live the other way, just in case you were wondering.” 
“I wasn’t, but thanks for the tip.” He counters, coming to a stop in front of your house. He tugs his arms out of his work vest, sliding his hands through his hair giving the strands an unkempt look. Then he just sits.
“Are you gonna go in?” Steve is too far gone to know who said it, every possible scenario of the moment he sees you again swirling in his brain, all of the worst ones popping out like a jack-in-the-box. 
“I think he’s just gonna sit there.” 
“Both of you shut up! I’m going.” This time he does, a foreign feeling walking the length of your driveway. Again, he can’t remember the last time he’d done it, muscle memory saving him from the uneven plate of concrete along the path to your front door. 
He’d stored it in the back of his brain after your third date, he carried you to your room when you twisted your ankle, far too proud to admit how badly it hurt until he peeled your sock from your ankle to see it already angry and swelling. There’s a ghost tugging at the corner of his lips, dusting a smile in place of the lined skin when he lifts his fist to the door. 
“Steve! It’s been a while, I was wondering when I’d see you again.” It’s your mom, the skin around her eyes coming off more tired than usual, but her smile is as radiant as ever when she ushers him into the house. She mentions something about dinner sometime soon and he nods absently before she leaves him to brave the trek upstairs in solitude. 
It’s routine from there, the way he shuffles out of his shoes and wiggles his toes against the fluffy rug as he sets them aside. He’s slower than usual, afraid of what will or won’t happen when he ascends the stares.
He’s suddenly all too aware that he’s empty handed, not that he thinks you’d expect something but it still feels wrong to show up after so much time has passed. He’s aware it’s the longest you’ve been apart since you started seeing each other. He feels even worse.
When he steps onto the landing he can see light filtering beneath your door, but not much. He imagines you must be relying on light by wick again, can picture the array of candles systematically dancing along your dresser. He would periodically advise you against them, the time he found you asleep with them scaring him half to death, but the whole of it was a fondness he couldn’t do without. The warmth of the candles and the soft lighting creating the perfect space to exist as just the two of you. 
He’s outside of your door now, his thoughts distracting him from the gait to the end of the hall. He leans forward on his toes, ear pressing against the door. The vibration is hopeful and he’s sure he catches a lyric or two from some Stevie Nicks song he doesn’t know the name of. His nerves have the better of him, unable to decipher the mood the lyrics or the instrumental are giving off. 
He could turn back now and you would never know. 
He almost laughs at the thought, doesn’t because you’ll hear and the last thing he needs is for you to think he’s mocking you from the other side of your bedroom door. It’s funny because it wasn’t even a thought to come here, it was just something that he knew. Something he knows, the love for you pounding in his chest. Now he’s standing out here, unsure if you wanna see him or if you’ll ignore the gentle singing of his fists.
He knocks twice, waits, then rap his knuckle a third time.
He waits a beat, wondering if you hadn’t heard or if you had and he’s making a fool of himself. His fist is half raised, his right foot turned back toward the stairs, unsure whether to stay or go when he hears it. It’s faint, low beneath the rumbling of your cassette player, but it’s there.
“Come in.” 
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Empty Sounds of Hate
Chaper 1
Eddie Munson x f!reader
Genre: enemies to lovers, angst
Warnings: cursing, mentions of alcohol/ smoking
Note: So this is my first story after a while, a bit shit , but that's okay cuz the next chapters will be angstier promse. Slightly proofread. Feel free to point out any warnings or typos I might have missed. love you all <3
Word count: 1.708
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Just another day walking to school. You had just missed the buss of course ,but it gave you time to think so it wasn’t that bad. Music blasted in your ears and the cold morning breeze was hitting your face as a white, beat up van stopped  beside you. Not just any white beat up van, Munson’s van. “Morning poser, exercising to fit that sex bomb bad bitch persona are we?” the brown haired boy asked with a mocking tone “how bout you fuck off Munson? It’s 8 in the morning and I’m not in the mood for this” he laughed and licked his lips “oh you know how I love it when you get feisty y/n” you gave him the finger before he drove off and mouthed “prick”.
You and Munson had history , well , in your head at least. You used to go crazy over him when you first arrived to Hawkins. You tried on different styles to find what fits you best and hanging out with Harrington and his clique of assholes was the thing that made Eddie hate you. After Steve graduated you figured you should stick to your own personal style which for the most part matched Eddie’s ,but of course then he assumed that you’re just posing as something you’re not, like you had in the past.
School was hell. Not because something out of the blue happened, but because it was so boring. You were packing up your stuff next to Robin when she spoke “ So Steve said there’s a party at Claire’s tonight” she said with a smirk “ we could check it out, I mean spring break starts tomorrow “ you looked at her with a straight face “ a little fun can’t hurt I guess” you replied and she jumped up. Munson walked down the hall and Robin’s face instantly lit up , you mouthed a no to her but to no avail “ hey creep you should check Claire’s party tonight with us, good for business” she whispered the last part. “only if my favourite person tags along” he said with some theatrics here and there “now that I think about it I have a thing to do” you said smirking at him “ great so we’re all going” Robin said.
Evening came and you were all dressed up , wearing a short zip up leather skirt , leopard top , fishnet tights , hair all poofed up and messy , looking like a rock star’s wet dream. Your mom dropped you off at the family video to wait for your friends and then head to the party together. “…yeah I get it okay? I just think that the Lost Boys is the best vampire film till now” you argued with Steve “yea cause you have no taste y/n” That was when you heard a van pull up blasting Iron  Maiden “uh guys , why is HE here?” you asked half panicked. It’s not like you didn’t know that he was coming , just the fact that he would see you right now , in that lighting made you self conscious. Okay maybe you weren’t over the whole crush on Eddie Munson.
“ Does my hair look like a rat’s nest?” you asked Steve and he smiled mischievously “why do you care?” he replied as Munson walked in. When his eyes landed on you his entire brain shut off. “ Oh Munson don’t start” you said right of the bat before he could say anything. His palms were sweating and he couldn’t ,for the life of him, find the right thing to say. “No I was thinking… I’m really high right now…the lights in here probably freaked me out” he said finishing with an awkward laugh. You just stayed there just gawking at each other while Steve and Robin just stared in accomplishment. “ooookay we shall go” Robin finally said. They closed up and you all walked out the family video.
“ There’s this problem, Steve’s car is full of boxes and it only fits two, hope you have no problem riding there with Eddie?” Steve looked confused ,as always “No it’s no-“  Robin elbowed him “oh right, the boxes , yea, filled, sorry” he said. “ I hate you guys” you said and walked to Munson’s van . “ Ah princess, why is your carriage leaving without you?” he said while rolling a cig “ because this is my carriage tonight” you said showing him his van. He looked at you wide eyed and laughed while mouthing something along the lines of ‘these assholes’ “ okay , do you mind me smoking ? Actually don’t reply, I don’t really care. Hop in” this was going to be fun.
“ Seriously Munson, you enjoy smoking that?” you asked while you were rolling your own “ you’re not here to lecture me for smoking sweetheart you’re here t- oh ,ohhh look at that” he said when he heard the clicking noise of your lighter. He kept driving and you both laughed a little. The ride was quiet, you would both steal looks from each other. “hey Eddie, quick question” “I don’t think I’ll be replying ,but shoot” he said in monotone “ why do you hate me so much? I mean, have I done something to you?” ‘ yes you have been haunting my whole entire existence ever since you came and I can’t allow a person to come too close’ he thought but spat out “ I just don’t like you. No reason behind it other than the fact that you’re pretentious.”
You regretted ever asking. The car fell quiet again. He parked and you got out as quick as you could and slammed his door. He looked at you and cursed himself for being the asshole he is. You were hurt at his words ,but this wasn’t the time for this, tonight you were going to have fun. You walked in to find Robin.
Once you found her you took her hand and ran to the kitchen to get boose. “ so how was your ride” she asked smiling while you poured the drink in your cup. “ I still hate you” you replied smiling to hide the fact that his words popped in your mind again. “let’s go dance I don’t want to think about that asshole right now” you said after taking a big ship. She led you to the living room and you booth started dancing at the sound of ABBA. Yea you were into metal and rock , but no one can deny ABBA.
An hour passed and you were both drunk out of your minds. Steve was dancing with you after getting rejected by half the girls in the party. “ hey I’ll go get a refill, be right back” you probably shouldn’t drink more ,but tonight you wanted to feel numb. As you got to the counter where the drinks were , you were greeted by non other than Jack Miles. He was a douchebag sure , but he was also the school’s heartthrob right now. “ hey y/n , didn’t know these parties were your ‘scene’” he said with a soft smile. From the corner of your eye you noticed Eddie looking, you don’t know why but you were hoping he would get jealous.
“ it’s not my scene, I’m spicing it up” you replied smiling and looking for a filled bottle “looking for this?” he asked bottle in hand “ yea thanks” you said holding out your cup as he refilled it “ so y/n , we should hang out sometime” “ aren’t we hanging out now?” you asked with a smile leaning towards him “ sometime when we’re not both drunk out of our minds so I can do what I’ve been meaning to for so long” you batted your eyelashes at him “ and what would that be?” you asked trying to look as flirty as you could “well I really wanted to kiss you ,you know…” he said coming closer when all of the sudden you felt an arm around your shoulder. “ hey babe, missed you back there, oh hi Jack?” Eddie said “ yea yea Jack..ugh I gotta go I think the boys are ready to leave, see you around y/n” he said leaving.
You chugged your drink while Eddie laughed , threw his arm off your shoulder and ran out the house. He ran after you “ Did you see that guys face? Hahaaaa oh come on y/n that was funny as fuck” you turned to him “ what the fuck is wrong with you Munson?” he smiled down at you “oh did I fuck up your night love ?” you walked closer “fuck you Munson , I was having fun with that guy” you said angrier than ever.
 Steve and Robs walked out the house and saw you two arguing “hey what’s wrong” Steve asked carrying Robin “ Eddie the virgin Munson decided to spoil my fucking night because he can’t stand to see me having fun with someone” it was true , but not because he didn’t want you to have fun with someone ,but because he would kill to be that someone. “ you’re making it sound like I would ever give a damn about you. I fucked up your night and I couldn’t be happier” your eyes started welling up as you stepped even closer pulling his chin close to you “ don’t ever come near me again, I’m done with your bullshit, I’m done with you being a fucking piece of shit and I’m done with trying to put up with your shit. I fucking despise you Eddie Munson” you spat out with a trembling voice.
 He just looked at you , he didn’t move nor did he say anything. Just looked at the only girl he had eyes for walk away crying, because that’s what Eddie did. He fucked everything up and then did nothing about it. “ you are a jerk man” Steve said walking Robin to his car “ don’t go after her, not that you would. I’ll take her home. You should go home too” he told Eddie before he left.
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All the clock symbolism in Goncharov was so well done. If you read into the narrative and assume that Goncharov is pining after Andrey, all of the shots of Goncharov glancing down at his pocket watch makes so much more sense.
Andrey is doomed to die from the beginning of the film, we all know that. He chose this life. But it we pay attention, Andrey himself never actually looks at a clock. Sure, during the bridge scene, we can see a giant clock tower looming over him in the background, but that’s for us to see, not Andrey. It’s to remind us that he’s running out of time. Andrey already knows that. He’s aware that, if he doesn’t make the right choices regarding his deal with Ice Pick Joe, he’ll be a dead man.
But why does Goncharov keep looking at his watch? He’s not a part of the deal with Ice Pick Joe. His fate isn’t decided. But, like I said, Goncharov is obviously in love with Andrey, and he knows that Andrey’s time is running out. And you might be thinking, “Aren’t Goncharov and Andrey enemies?” Well, yes. But that’s because they’re supposed to be, it’s what’s expected of them. Andrey joined Slippery Steve in the train heist, and Goncharov was chosen to stop them. They were forced into the roles of enemies.
But when Andrey is almost knocked off the top of the train, Goncharov saves him, clinging onto his hands and refusing to let go. This is obviously showcasing Goncharov’s love for Andrey, and how he won’t let his feelings go. His feelings are why he keeps anxiously glancing at clocks, fearful of the approaching day of Andrey’s death. It’s eating him alive. Time is his worst enemy.
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The thing about Peggy is, she doesn’t even like Steve? 
She patronises him. She sexually assaults him. She stalks him. She shows him compassion only for as long as it looks like her efforts to attach him will be successful, but the instant it looks like her efforts have failed she violently attacks him and sneers at his dreams.
(How could she be so vicious and so dismissive so easily, if she actually liked him? Shouldn’t she be heartbroken? It’s not the wounded relationship that matters to her; it’s the wounded pride. Steve could’ve dropped down dead, at that moment, and she wouldn’t miss a wink of sleep.) 
She dines out off having slightly known Steve, despite never dating him, and yet is enraged when people point it out. 
(Why is the ass-covering patronage of every other powerful man in her life acceptable, except his?)
She refuses to acknowledge any of his loved ones (shouldn’t they be beloved by her, too?) because she is so desperate to establish herself as the only legitimate connection to him. And yet she colludes with his sworn enemies, across multiple universes, and even lies about it (omits to tell him) to his face, when his life is in danger because of it. 
(How could someone do this, if they actually liked him?) 
Peggy thinks she is ‘not like the other girls’ who throw themselves at Steve, just because while she is throwing herself at him she also talks to him like he is a child (because that’s how she talks to all men.) 
She thinks she is actually better than Steve, since he is a man, and she thinks all men are essentially terrible and that this is feminism. She must be better, even though she acts just like the worst of men, because a thing only counts as bad if a man is doing it (eg. sexual assault) and only counts as good if Peggy is doing it (eg. if actual-feminist Daniel Souza dares to speak up for women in the workplace, she will tell him to shut up. Likewise, her turning a gun on Steve is #Girlbossing but Red Skull and Alexander Pierce doing it is Evil.)  
This is why, despite Steve being an internationally famous decorated war hero, a film-star and a heartthrob and the world’s only supersoldier, while Peggy is an unfulfilled unimportant desk jockey... she still turns up to announce that she will one day allow Steve to dance with her, as if she is doing him a favour. 
It’s because she sees Steve as essentially the same as before serum -- that is, pathetic (in need of help to get female attention.) Still pathetic, in her eyes. 
But since to everyone else Steve has become a prize, she has to take Steve down a peg by reminding him of their little secret -- that despite how great he may seem, she is superior to him -- and she really believes it’s true! 
(This belief is baseless. What If accidentally confirmed that she can only match Steve’s accomplishments if she is given serum... so she is not his equal without serum, let alone his superior, despite being born with considerable advantages over him.) 
And this treatment of Steve as pathetic, before and after serum, we’re supposed to see as her ‘appreciating him’ for who he really is inside. 
But her treatment of Steve is only un-starry-eyed (or so she likes to think) and businesslike because Steve is a man, and she thinks all men are inferior to her. He isn’t special. 
(Just as, she is the only woman in the First Avenger, and their big connection is supposed to be over the allegedly-similar discrimination levelled against women as against disabled men... but this is experienced by all women, so saying she’s ‘The’ woman for Steve amounts to saying that she only qualifies for the job because she’s female, and for no other reason.) 
The fact is, while Steve pays lip service to the idea of wanting a woman, he never actually acts like he wants a woman. 
And does Peggy even want a man? 
She comes across as someone who has remained single because her view of herself is so inflated and her view of men is so dim that they can never match up. 
It’s like she’s got a reluctant mental shopping list of ‘insanely lofty traits a man would need to have to finally be worthy of Her Majesty,’ and she only awkwardly goes about trying to get Steve at all because she has realised that this famous neatly-pressed hunk Captain America has managed to tick all of the boxes, somehow. He’s a trophy she feels she ought to have, but isn’t really bothered about having.
(But then she gets repeatedly annoyed whenever that pesky little ‘Steve Rogers’ twerp keeps getting in the way of her fantasy, wanting to do the right thing instead of just doing what she tells him, and has to be violently attacked to keep him in line.) 
She doesn’t actually like Steve.
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I definitely agree, it really is wild that some people actually think that Nico was some meek innocent victim, or that John's reaction was unreasonable. I guess it's a testament to how effective the show's anti-John-Walker propaganda is, for it is hard to see how else so many people could become convinced of such a clear untruth. Indeed, it's similar to how in Civil War, another propaganda-heavy film, some people actually think Steve was the one who attacked Tony in Siberia, despite the fact that Tony was the sole aggressor. And heck, the efficacy of the anti-John-Walker propaganda is further demonstrated shortly after Nico's death; many people think for some reason that John started the fight for the shield, when it was clearly Bucky, and John literally said "You don't want to do this," when it became clear a fight was imminent. Propaganda is really no joke.
Perhaps the most frustrating thing about people acting like Nico was an innocent victim is the fact that he is particularly guilty. From the way many people talk about Nico, one would think he was a random civilian—indeed, the person cited above actually implies that he was a "defenseless noncombatant"—but he was literally a hostile enemy attacker. Now, @captainpikeachu nicely explained why all the Flagsmashers are blameworthy: "if a group of people lured you and your loved ones to a location just so they could kill you and instead got your loved ones killed, does it really matter who physically did the killing when they’re all there to help?" But Nico was much more involved in what happened than most of the other Flagsmashers were.
First of all, Nico played a very active role in the attempted murder of John. Minutes before the tables were turned, Nico had caught John and held him helpless specifically so that Karli could stab him to death. Nico knew full well what he was doing, and he did it deliberately. So it's not like Nico was just standing around chilling, he was actively trying to cause harm.
And this supposed innocent victim very nearly succeeded in taking John's life. It's a really good thing that John ended up deciding to take the serum—he had been agonizing over whether to do it—because this allowed him to confront the Flagsmashers on a somewhat more even playing field. Otherwise, Nico would have been able to murder John himself; he wouldn't have even needed Karli's help. It was only because John was able to so effectively fight back that Nico had to focus his attention on subduing John instead of being able to immediately go for the kill.
And indeed, the fact that the serum helped make it possible for John to hold out against the Flagsmashers for so long is the only reason that Lemar was able to rescue him, as Lemar saved John at literally the last possible second. It really looked for a moment there like John was a goner; that is why Karli got so mad when she was thwarted. If Lemar had been any slower, or John had been imperiled any sooner, Lemar wouldn't have reached John in time: and John's blood would then have been on Nico's hands, probably literally as well as figuratively. So the serum is a major reason why Nico's attempt to get John killed was unsuccessful, but even with that and the presence of Sam and Bucky, John barely survived the attempt on his life.
And second of all, Nico is also directly responsible for Lemar's death. Many people take Nico's cry of "It wasn't me!" at face value, and accept it as the truth, but it is quite thoroughly false. Nico might not have been the one to strike the killing blow against Lemar, but the fact remains that Lemar would not have been murdered without Nico's contributions. Indeed, Nico's attack on John is the reason why the murder attempt bore any fruit at all, because John had been doing a pretty good job of frustrating the Flagsmashers' assassination attempts before Nico assaulted him. But Nico's assault made John vulnerable, and was instrumental in creating the situation that got Lemar killed: for this was the reason that Lemar was forced to throw himself in harm's way, as well as the reason why John was unable to defend Lemar from Karli's subsequent wrath.
It would have been pretty clear that Nico was culpable in John's murder if Karli had successfully killed him, so it is unclear why people cannot see that Nico is culpable in Lemar's murder simply because the victim changed. While the person who ended up dead wasn't the one Nico had been aiming for, the death still happened as a direct result of his actions.
Thus, it's quite frustrating when people try to demonize John for what he did while absolving Nico, completely ignoring the fact that minutes before the incident Nico had been quite determinedly trying to kill John, and was only narrowly kept from succeeding. And those efforts directly led to Lemar getting killed, which is why Nico's claim of innocence would have been particularly galling. Nico simply received a taste of his own medicine.
So, unsurprisingly, that take which adopts the usual tired view that John is a villain while Nico is innocent is quite thoroughly untrue. For not only was Nico neither defenseless nor surrendering, but also, John did actually have jurisdiction in the situation.
First of all, Nico was far from defenseless. It's really quite maddening when people act like Nico was powerless just because he didn't have a weapon on him, for this is not even close to the case. Again, minutes before, Nico had been able to render John completely helpless—which he accomplished without the aid of any sort of weapon—and Lemar had just been killed, also without a weapon. A video nicely summarized why Nico was not defenseless:
"[W]hy do people act like this is Walker killing someone who’s unarmed?. . .We all saw what Steve and Bucky can do throughout the MCU. They can smash through walls, rip doors off their hinges, hold a helicopter in place, throw people around like ragdolls, and as we saw with Lemar’s death, can literally kill people with a single punch. How can you possibly claim that someone is unarmed when [they can do these things]? What’s to stop [Nico] from breaking out when he has the chance to do so, and continuing to help Karli? Which is exactly what he would do, because as we’ve already discussed, he is surrendering [not really but I'll get to that] because he has literally no other choice, not because he stopped because he felt guilty."
In fact, come to think of it, there is absolutely no reason why Nico could not have just grabbed onto John's shield and held it, instead of simply lying there and getting killed. As we saw, he's just as strong as John, so he would certainly have the strength to keep the shield off his chest: and there was nothing to prevent him from doing this, as he was completely uninjured (unlike John) and his arms and hands were not restricted at all. But of course, if Nico had put up such resistance to John, the show would have a much harder time demonizing John and acting like Nico was harmless. Therefore, they got around this by not showing Nico during the incident.
Not only was Nico not helpless, however, getting mad at John for killing an adversary that he had a momentary advantage over is quite hypocritical, for Sam did something similar earlier in the show. In the middle of the fight at the beginning, Sam blew up a helicopter that still had several unconscious bad guys in it. These people actually were defenseless, as they were out cold, and they no longer posed an immediate threat to Sam. So anyone who is angry at John should be angry at Sam too. But the people who bash John rarely bring this up: for because heroic music was playing, and because the bad guys were unconscious and so unable to scream or beg Sam to spare them, Sam killing enemies who were temporarily disabled is not seen as a bad thing. It's only a problem when John does it, apparently. Such blatant double standards really help demonstrate how influential framing can be.
Second of all, not only was Nico not helpless, but he was also not surrendering. For one thing, while Nico was running, he paused to hurl a concrete trash can at John: so it's not even like he was just fleeing, he was still attacking John as he ran. For another, when John managed to knock Nico over—which took several tries—Nico attempted to get back up not once but twice: once after John initially knocked him over, and then a second time which prompted John to put his foot on Nico's chest in order to keep him down. If Nico was actually interested in surrendering, he would have stayed down the first time, as repeatedly getting back up strongly indicates a desire to keep fighting.
And for yet another, Nico yelling "It wasn't me!" is not in any way indicative of surrender (nor is it even true). That was not an attempt to yield, it was an attempt to convince John that he was attacking the wrong person. (Even though he wasn't, for again, Nico was heavily involved in the attempt on John's life that ended up taking Lemar's, and was in fact the reason it was even possible; he is just as responsible for what happened as Karli.) The only thing that could possibly be considered an effort to surrender is Nico having his hands up: but since prior to that point he staunchly refused to stop fighting—throwing the trash can at John and not staying down—and the words he spoke as he made the gesture were trying to divert John's attention rather than actually surrendering, having his hands up was not enough to cancel out the all the other indications that he didn't want to surrender, especially since it wasn't even clear whether he was trying to surrender or just gesticulating. That is why people who want to surrender often put their hands behind their head, to avoid confusion. Considering how stubbornly Nico was fighting before, if he was yielding he needed to make that abundantly clear, and he didn't, not even close.
Third of all, John did actually have jurisdiction in the scenario; he was literally on a government-sanctioned mission to deal with the Flagsmashers. Handling the Flagsmashers was actually his responsibility, and the reason why he was fighting them in the first place. Indeed, it's not even like the government was mad at John for killing Nico, as that meant one less Flagsmasher for them to deal with; they were mad at him for giving them bad press. That is why they chose to give John an other than honorable discharge, for this meant that they would not have to go through the trial that would be required if they gave him a dishonorable discharge, and risk having unfavorable information come out. Thus, John got no chance to stand up for himself, and instead got quickly swept under the rug. Now, John tried to point out the injustice of the situation—"I only ever did what you asked of me, what you told me to be and trained me to do, and I did it. And I did it well," he said—but of course, the show wasn't done demonizing him, so it just ignored him and cut him off so that he would not get in the way of the attempt to discredit him. But in any case, saying that John didn't have jurisdiction in that scenario is completely untrue, because he absolutely did. Sam and Bucky were the ones who didn't have jurisdiction, and in fact they should have been wanted criminals for breaking Zemo out.
So yeah. The rebuttal to the ridiculous framing of Nico's demise that is shown above is quite accurate. John did not kill "a defenseless guy who was surrendering"; John killed a supersoldier who had just willingly and knowingly attempted to murder him (and succeeded but with the wrong person), and who showed no remorse for what he did, just panic that he didn't have the upper hand anymore. It really is insane how completely the propaganda has twisted many people's views of the situation.
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Maneater (Chapter 5)
pairing ➩ Ex!Bucky Barnes x Promiscuous!Reader (College AU)
series warnings ➩ drinking, asshole!Bucky, enemies to lovers, exes to lovers, love triangle, smut, slut shaming, cursing
chapter warnings ➩ cursing, slut shaming, smut, oral (m receiving), unprotected sex, dirty talk, teasing
synopsis ➩ Y/n tries to avoid Bucky
word count ➩ 850
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A week passes. A week of dates with Steve, successfully hiding hickeys, and avoiding Bucky. It wasn’t easy ignoring your own roommate, but it was definitely was worth it. That is, until he decides to be an asshole and crash your movie date. You just want to watch How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days in peace on this fine Friday night. But now you find yourself between two guys that saw you naked six days ago, thinking about how fast Andie could lose Ben if she just slept with his best friend. The expansive couch feels cramped when there are three people and a secret affair present all at one time.
As the two leads undress each other by the shower, you feel a hand glide across your thigh. What surprises you is that this hand does not belong to who you think. You glare at Bucky, daring him to continue, as Steve watches the film unfold.  Under your blanket, his hand comes to a halt right below where you want him. You huff, letting your frustration be known to the asshole who’s teasing you. But he just stays there, smirking because he has you exactly where he wants you. And finally, after what felt like another hour, the credits roll. You can be free to sleep in the comfort of Steve’s arms.
You are soon in bed, and asleep in minutes. Until suddenly you wake, noticing just how thirsty you are. So, you quietly make your way out of bed and into the kitchen. The room isn’t empty though, Bucky is watching tv in the living room, on the couch you were on a mere two hours ago. “Hey, why are you up?” You check your phone, it’s 3:37 a.m. 
“Why are you acting like you care?”
“Y’know what Bucky, I don’t. But maybe I just wanna know why you won’t take a hint. I’m with Steve, it’s going well. So stop putting your hand on my thigh.”
“Why didn’t you move my hand?” He asks smugly.
“Because I didn’t want to make a scene in front of Steve.”
“Oh c’mon honey, we both know that’s not why.”
“I get it Bucky, I’m just a whore who will take whatever anyone will give me.” He walks into the kitchen, arms crossed, just a foot away from you. “I’m a desperate slut who can’t fucking think without a d…” He surges forward, putting his lips on yours. The kiss is so passionate, you almost forget how much you hate his guts. His hands go to your ass, and yours wrap around his neck, deepening your embrace. His arms hook behind your legs, lifting you up onto the kitchen counter. 
“I can’t stop thinking about you.” He has now removed your sweats, leaving you in just a pair of panties. “I want you all the time.” You moan at the combination of his confession and him sucking your nipples. He takes a step back in order to strip himself down to his boxers. You hop off the the counter, get on your knees, and pull his shorts down. His cock is deliciously long and thick. You lick a stripe from the base to the tip. Once you’re satisfied with your teasing, you look up at him and take his tip into your mouth. He groans.
“Shut up Barnes, don’t want your best friend to hear, do you?” You are going to treat him exactly as he treated you. Since you are a decent person though, you now take half his length into your mouth, using your hand to jerk off what you can’t reach. His hands move to your hair, creating a makeshift ponytail. You set a brutal pace, sucking him off like your life depends on it. Moving both hands to his thighs, you brace yourself as you take as much of him in as you can. You gag on his cock when he pushes you down until your nose hits his pelvis. Tears fill your eyes and before you can yell at him, he’s back in your mouth, face-fucking you into oblivion. You can barely breathe. You try to talk but it all comes out gibberish. 
“Can’t hear you with my cock down your throat.” He chuckles as you use one hand to flip him off. “Tap my thigh twice if you need to stop.” You nod, making the most beautiful moan you’ve ever heard come from his vocal cords. His pace quickens, telling you that he’s close. One hand leaves his leg and starts to play with his balls, giving him the pleasure he needed. You feel his hips stutter, a tell-tale sign that he’s about to cum. One last push and he’s finishing in the back of your throat, emptying his balls straight into your stomach. He keeps pressure on your head until he rides out his orgasm. When he finally lets you off, you gasp for air and stand up. “Sorry, sweetheart, did I go too rough?” You answer with a searing kiss. In no time at all, you’re back on the island, with your panties off this time. He lines himself up, pushing in slowly.
“What the fuck?” Steve asks surprisingly calm.
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Charlie's Top Gun & Top Gun: Maverick Master List
Tags:
#Top Gun: Maverick, #Top Gun (1986), #Bradley 'Rooster' Bradshaw, #Jake 'Hangman' Seresin, #Pete 'Maverick' Mitchell, #Natasha 'Phoenix' Trace, #Javy 'Coyote' Machado, #Robert 'Bob' Floyd, #Mickey 'Fanboy' Garcia, #Reuben 'Payback' Fitch, #Nick 'Goose' Bradshaw, #Tom 'Iceman' Kazansky, #slooserole, #Ron 'Slider' Kerner, #Carole Bradshaw, #hangster, #icemav, #bobnix, #fanback, #MavDad, #Polish Tom 'Iceman' Kazansky, #Italian Pete 'Maverick' Mitchell, #Dagger Squad, #Trans Bradley 'Rooster' Bradshaw, #Ace Bradley 'Rooster' Bradshaw
Fics:
AO3:
ignition [hangster, firefighter!Bradley AU, 5+1, humour]
#ignition tag
(sometimes I feel) like a monkey pilot [trans Bradley, transition-related, icemav as dads, hangster, getting back together]
#(sometimes I feel) like a monkey pilot tag
slow down (you're doing fine) [Bradley-centric, icemav as dads, hangster, getting back together]
#slow down (you're doing fine) tag
This hellsite only:
mini fics:
Family of Seven (Bradley and Jake accidentally adopt five kids) #Family of Seven tag
Angsty Baby Bradley series (Bradley POV, WIP snippets, Slider POV, IceMav POV, Adult Bradley POV) [hangster, icemav raised Bradley, Uncle Slider]
fic ideas/drabbles/prompts :
Mav is declared KIA and Ice finds out he's in his will as Bradley's guardian
Mav stays with Charlie until he becomes Bradley's guardian, Ice starts helping with raising him before they even get together
Carole and Mav get married after Goose dies and Ice and Slider pine
Ice is in denial about his feelings for Mav and Slider takes things into his own hands [fwb Slimav, pre-Icemav] Part 1 (Slider POV), Part 2 (Mav POV)
Polish!Ice and Italian!Mav headcanons
Ice and Mav wear matching clothes - Jake and Bradley mimic it years later
Carole and Ice are Catholics and attend Polish Church together
4+1 'Ice checking on Bradley during the night' ficlet [icemav raising Bradley, hangster allusions]
Ice passes away in his sleep and what is left [Jake POV; ice and mav getting older, icemav as bradley's parents, icemav, hangster]
hangster starts here >>
Mav finds out Bradley who he hasn't talked to in over 10 years (and Jake) have a whole load of kids [mavdad angst, hangster, mpreg?? idea]
Bradley learns to pick locks (and people's hearts) [hangster, icemav raised Bradley]
Humour fic AU idea where Bradley's papers haven't been pulled and he does land in USNA but he's doing everything and anything not to be labeled as the nepo baby [icemav as bradley's parents, hangster]
Bradley can't cut onions [hangster, mavdad]
High school AU with Bradley and Jake in secret relationship because Mav disapproves
High school AU hangster being nominated for 'most likely to get married' despite not being a couple (Part 1, Part 2)
Bradley gets Jake small thoughtful gifts (and continues to buy them after they break up)
Jake and Bradley still find their most attractive features to be the ones they had from the beginning [soft hangster headcanon about physical attraction]
Ace!Rooster is avoiding Hangman's advances
Hangster A/B/O with O! Bradley and A! Jake [mpreg & angst, set during TGM and after]
Jake didn't go to USNA AU and met struggling Bradley at college
Hospital AU with nurse!Bradley and doctor!Jake [hangster enemies to lovers, ER coworkers, surgeons icemav] #hangster hospital AU
Actor!Bradley AU where he's filming an ala TOPGUN movie with Jake as his assigned by the Navy aviator, Mav is Jake's CO [hangster, enemies to lovers, mavdad drama]
Jake's dad adores Bradley - or Bradley keeps collecting dads [icemav raised Bradley, hangster]
Hangman and Rooster as a pilot-WSO pair AU
Before Bradley takes the hit on the mission, he says goodbye ala Steve Rogers
10 Things I Hate About You hangster AU idea
Happiest Season AU, Jake takes Bradley for Christmas home
Jake being jealous of Nat (pre-canon)
#Pacific Rim AU - dossier files, idea
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frostironfudge · 1 year
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Silhouettes In the Spotlight - Bucky Barnes - Ten
Summary: Bucky Barnes has worked immensely hard to have a filmography expanding across genres and garnering accolades from critics, peers and fans. Y/N Y/L/N, with her debut novel (fan-fiction turned New York Times Bestseller) has two other best sellers under her belt. Next is her highly anticipated fourth book lined up for release. SHEILD Productions has acquired the film rights to her debut novel and they want Bucky Barnes to play the lead (aka himself) by any means necessary. This story is about angst, lust, heartbreak, and love. After all fairytales only exist in books and movies right?
Warnings: fluff, making out angst, swearing, towards reader: non consensual touching (not sexual in nature but still non consensual is non consensual), physical abuse, degrading language, non consensual photography. heavy chapter if these themes bother you please do not read the chapter, alexander pierce is a shit head or worse, brock rumlow too, i have demarcated the areas where the non consensual touching begins and ends.
Pairing: Actor!Bucky Barnes x Plus Size!Fem!Reader
Word Count: 7.6k || Dividers: @firefly-graphics
Main Masterlist || Fic Masterlist || AO3
Chapter Nine|| Chapter Eleven
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HEADLINES:
Alexander Pierce Visits Dolores In Rehab Centre.
Natasha Romanoff Hopeful To Find The Next Doll, Maria Hill Joins Search For Auditions to Re-Open.
Author Y/N Spotted First Time Amid Break-up Rumours With Steve Rogers, Fans Attack Her Social Media.
Steve Rogers Jets Off To Europe. Top Ten Places To Visit To Get Over Break-Up Blues.
British GQ Announces Cover Star Bucky Barnes, Shoot To Take Place This Month.
Hydrangeas Publishing and SHEILD Productions Still In A War Over Buy-out, Authors Suffer As Work Is Pushed Back But Deadlines Aren’t Eased.
On-lookers Say Loki and Ace Spotted Getting Closer. Enemies To Lovers Or Just A Fling?
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Bucky wonders if he’s dreaming, he really does as his hands run over your head along your back as you burrow closer. Your breathing soothed, sleepily seeking more of his warmth as laughter rumbles at your adorable behaviour. 
“What’s so funny?” You question, muffled by his shirt. 
“Not funny, endearing.” He corrects, you raise your head, chin resting on his sternum looking up at him. 
“You’re thinking.” You muse, narrowing your eyes. 
“Observant.” He chuckles, crinkles by his eyes appearing. 
“Tell me?” You try to sit up, his hold tightens, “James,” you giggle, his left palm cups your cheek, the cooler thumb brushing over your cheekbone. 
“I’m thinking, is this what Rhys felt, when he saw his Doll in reality? When he finally felt her against his body? Did he ask himself over and over, is this a dream? Is this a dream?” He watches you absorbing his words, blue eyes searching your own. 
You press a soft kiss to his palm, his eyelids flutter closed, you place a kiss to his wrist. Bucky’s breath hitches. 
You kiss the inside of his forearm, the way you can manage with his right arm still caging you in, when you reach the crease of his elbow, you look up at him. His gaze trained upon you. 
“Doll reminded Rhys, that this is their reality, every-time either one of them questioned if they are still in a dream the other showed them, with each touch, with each syllable of love, with each kiss. That this is their reality.” You watch as his eyes turn glassy. 
“And how do we remind each other?” His voice a soft whisper, “In the chaos of this life I lead, of these flashes and spotlights that surround you and I?” 
“Those bright flashes, that spotlight that shines upon you, the shuttering chaos that waits for your brand new, when you just hold my hand and then my fingers intertwine, we’re just two silhouettes in the spotlight, together we’ll remind, that those bright lights that illuminate, only make me see you more clearly.” You tell him.
“We’re two silhouettes in the spotlight, they don’t see you like I do, they don’t know how easily I’ve given my heart to you.” Bucky admits, you turn misty eyed. He chuckles, wiping the stray tear. 
“Might be coming for your job, Feather.” He jokes you give him a watery grin. 
Then hide away into his chest again. Bucky wraps his arms around you, kissing the top of your head. 
Your thumb brushes over the material of his shirt. Contemplating sharing your other book idea since you feel no urge to write the one you’re currently supposed to publish. 
That draft lay abandoned since weeks. 
“Whats on your pretty mind?” Bucky coaxes you out of your reverie. 
“Well I had another idea for a book…” You begin, he frowns as your body tenses. 
“Feather, why are you nervous?” He questions. 
“I’m scared about the idea and how it will be received.” You admit. 
“Well tell me, I want to know.” He urges, “You know I love the stories you’ve shared. Biggest fan right here even though I was terribly late to the fandom.” He clicks his tongue and the lil scrunched up face he makes has you giggle. 
“Well it’s about, this twenty six year old and a forty year old…” you watch him. 
“Quite the age gap but nothing to bat an eye too much at you know?” Bucky shrugs, “Are they in love?”
“Well, he’s her father’s best friend… the dad and he met when—,”
Incessant ringing has you pause, Bucky looks towards the table where your phone is the number is unknown,
“Why does he not understand I don’t want to talk to him?” You grumble. 
“You think it’s Steve?” Bucky reaches for the device. 
“I know it’s him.” You huff, he answers the call still, putting it on speaker phone. 
“Y/N.” Steve’s voice greets you, “Please talk to me.” His words are slurred, “Did you send me to voicemail again? Fuck.” Clanging of bottles and a shatter occurs. 
Bucky worries and you look up at him, “Steve?” 
There is a hiss, “Why won’t you talk to me? Am I that bad?” 
“Steve are you alright? Where are you?” You question. 
“Why don’t I dislike you? Why are you in every goddamn thought of mine? Was the fucking same when Bucky and I had our fall out. Is he with you?” There is a sniffle. 
“Steve, please tell me where are you?” You plead, you don’t want him hurting himself. 
“Steve,” Bucky’s own throat is tight with emotion. 
“Bucky?” Steve whispers, “I’m a horrible friend aren't I? Parading around your details and having a thing for your girl.” Steve gives a humourless laugh. 
“Steve are you at home?” Bucky questions, “Just tell us we’ll come get you.”
“You’d bring her? I want to apologise for being a shit, a shit head.” Steve drawls voice thickening. 
“She call you that? First meeting grumbled it under her breath but I heard it.” Steve chuckles. 
“She called me a knob head once.” Bucky adds, you glare at him. 
“I don’t think this is the time to discuss—,” 
“I see her in my dreams you know? Picked up her book, the one with the guy who lets her get away and then returns years later as her bodyguard?” 
“Steve I think you’re muddling all the books.” You look at the phone in concern, Bucky prompts you to ask Steve again. 
“Steve? Where would we be if I came in your dreams right this minute?” You wonder if the tactic will work. Bucky hands you your jacket while grabbing his own. 
“We’d be in my penthouse, you’d like the view from here, city lights and limitless sky.” He chuckles, then sighs as if he just took another sip. 
“I know where it is.” Bucky takes your hand as the two of you head to the stairwell to not lose the connection of the call. 
“That sounds nice.” You say, “Steve you have to talk to me, I need to know that you’re okay.”
“Just palm hurts, sliced it on glass, s’nothing.” He dismisses your sound of concern. 
“Can I ask you something?” He wonders, sounding childlike, hopeful. 
You and Bucky settle into his other car. The one he uses to remain undetected. 
“You can, go on.” You prompt, Bucky intertwines your hands over the console. 
“Why didn’t you and your mom leave him? Why did the two of you suffer? I’m asking because it took a long time for me too. I stayed cause I thought I could protect Mum by taking the hits for her.” He sniffles, your heart breaks for him. 
“You know what she did? She would purposefully call me in, so she could be saved. She threw me under the bus. Your mum isn’t like that, she shielded you.” His voice cracks, Bucky squeezes your hand. 
“I-I don’t know Steve, I never had the resources before and when I got them I knew I needed more and mom needed me.” You admit, “I wish I could have left with her earlier.” 
Bucky’s jaw tightens it pains him to hear your say this, you spilled everything over the course of time from your mutual confession. 
“Do you miss him? I miss mine, the good parts when I was younger.” Steve admits, you hear liquid sloshing. 
“Steve, you gotta stop drinking man.” Bucky tells him, worry lacing his voice. 
“I can handle it, your the one who can’t handle lick, lick-kurrrr.” Steve laughs, Bucky shakes his head. 
“Yeah I’m a total lightweight.” He admits. 
“Yeah you are, punk.” Steve agrees. 
“You’re the punk.” Bucky reiterates. 
A moment of silence settles over them, you can hear the breathing on the end of the line. Bucky’s grip tightens on the wheel and your hand. 
“I miss you, Buck.” Steve admits. 
“I miss you, Stevie.” Bucky says, without hesitation. 
You watch him, he swallows. You squeeze his hand.  
Steve cuts the call just as the two of you enter the basement parking. Bucky guides you through the familiar path to the penthouse. 
Bucky reaches behind the succulent handing near the window next to the door, the key hidden under the fake plant. 
Bucky takes a deep inhale as you both enter the apartment. It’s dimly lit, the television casting a glow across the living room, the glass crunches underneath your shoe. Steve’s head snaps up. 
“Y/N?” He blinks several times, Bucky comes to stand behind you and Steve’s gaze shifts to him. 
“Bucky?” Steve places weight on his right palm, then winces. 
“Shit.” Steve looks at the cut as it drips across his forearm. 
“First Aid’s in the kitchen if he hasn’t moved it, get him to sit up on the couch?” Bucky requests and you both part. 
“Steve, you need to sit on the couch.” You move closer he only looks up at you. 
“Oh you’re here, m'eudail.” Steve reaches for your hand with his uninjured one.
“Steve I need you to sit up on the couch.” You tug on his hand. 
“M’eudail listen, I need to tell you I’m sorry.” He kneels then stands swaying you grab his arms to help steady him. Yet you sway with him. 
“Steve sit, I’ll listen please just sit.” You urge, you look away to see if Bucky’s on his way back. 
Steve grasps your chin, making you face him, “Steve,” 
His lips brushing against yours, “Please.” he pleads. Your hands raise to push at his chest. 
“Steve, I’m with James—,” his lips cut you off and then he’s flung back. Bucky’s fist connecting with his face. Steve doubles over, palm covering the injured area. He groans pressing himself into the couch. 
“James.” You grab his hand, Bucky turns to you, walking you to the edge of the room. 
His thumb runs over your lips, you look up at him. 
“Don’t defend him.” He warns you. 
“I’m not, are you okay?” You question.
“You better hope this doesn’t bruise.” Steve groans. 
“Get over it.” Bucky calls out, eyes not leaving yours, you look at his chest. 
“I’m sorry.” You look back up at him.
“You have nothing to apologise for, Feather.” He assures you. 
“That guy on the other hand, his list just increases.” Bucky sighs, pressing his forehead to yours, you close your eyes. 
Footsteps pad closer and then fade, you heard the sounds of Steve hurling. You wince. Bucky sighs. 
“Stay here.” He requests, and moves to one of the rooms shutting the door. 
You stand for a total of one minute before carrying the bottles into the kitchen, trying to find the broom to gather the glass before it hurts anyone else or Steve again. 
Bucky walks out as you’re sweeping the glass into the outer carton of a Whiskey bottle. 
“He’s okay, threw up given the consumption, the forearm gash isn’t too deep.” He explains, moving to the sliding closet and retrieves the dustpan. 
“You spent a lot of time here?” You as as he takes the broom from you. 
“Starting of our careers he and I, with our first big endorsement bought this place,”
“And then he sold his half to me after the accident but before things went downhill.” Steve walks in rubbing his bloodshot eyes, some how seeming soberer. 
He shuffles into the kitchen, Bucky and you finish putting the glass in the trash to find Steve sipping the coffee mug while staring at the bandage on his palm. 
“You both can leave.” He says, Bucky rolls his eyes, “Don’t roll your eyes at me.” 
“You still have all the stupid with you.” Bucky grumbles, you glance between them. 
“Bucky—,” Steve turns and his eyes shift to you. 
“I’m sorry about what I did. It was shitty and non consensual and me being drunk isn’t an excuse or a reason. I, I’m sorry.” He looks away and then back at you. 
“Steve, that was really crappy.” You swallow down the lump in your throat, “Just, don’t do this stupid thing about drinking yourself to oblivion.” 
He nods, taking a sip of the coffee. 
“How, how are you holding up?” He asks, Bucky looks at Steve, observing the bags under his eyes and the withered look. 
“I’m okay, given how things are I’m sure you heard.” You shrug. 
“I’m sorry about the thing with your mom’s facility, I just, I wanted to be able to, fuck, whatever my intensions were it was shitty of me.” He sets the glass in the sink, scowling at the empty bottles. 
“Don’t go down that path.” Bucky says knowingly. 
A haunted look crosses Steve’s features, “I already am upon it.” 
“No.” Bucky presses, he steps forward, Steve faces him.
“Just go Bucky. Take her with you, she’s better far away from me. You all are.” Steve procures another bottle.
“You’re going to keep drinking?” The words leave your lips.
“Sweetheart, just go home with your boyfriend.” Steve sneers.
You glare at Steve, he doesn’t look at your drinking straight from the bottle.
“Steve—,”
“I said leave, before I call the cops for trespassing.” He seethes cutting Bucky off.
Your phone and Bucky’s ring in tandem.
“Yelena?”
“Sam?”
“Did you use the back entrance?” Steve groans, the two of you answer the calls.
“Are you with Bucky At Steve’s?” Yelena’s voice is frantic.
“Yes?” You sound wary how did she know?
“Valentina has paps stationed outside, the security tipped her off about you.” 
“I haven’t even been here!” You almost yell, Bucky’s expression is hardened as well.
Steve’s stomach flops again, “Fucking Valentina.”
“Sam’s attempting to get rid of them.” Bucky informs, “He’s told us to lay low.” 
“Where here?” You ask.
“Where else sweetheart?” Steve scoffs.
“You know what you did was hurtful but this, bullshit facade of yours hurts more.” You sneer, Steve’s mouth twists into a grimace he stomps over to his room shutting the door.
Bucky sighs.
“I’ll call you back, there is something that needs taking care of,” Yelena cuts the line before you can say anything further.
When the two of you head to the living room, muffled shouting resounds from his bedroom. 
“Valentina I swear if you don’t remove those fucking paps I will terminate your contract.” Steve sounds extremely calm but his voice keeps growing in octaves.
“Oh please you know I have shit on you.” She warns, “I know the shit Alexander has on you.” 
“Are you threatening me? You know I’m your biggest client I drop you, you will go down as a nobody.” He warns.
“You’re too much of a chicken. Please what are you going to do?” Valentina scoffs. 
“You’re fired.” He states, cutting the call, dialling his legal team.
“To what do I owe the pleasure, Rogers?” Matt Murdock chuckles.
“Matt, i’ve fired Valentina, I need a new person to fill her place and I want everything iron clad, she has a slippery tongue.” He warns.
“Understood, I’ll have everything done by the end of the day. You take care alright?” Matt requests, Steve closes his eyes.
“I will.” He affirms, closing his eyes he opens the notification tab, already tweets, messages and emails pouring in about the leaked video that cuts Bucky out and only has you move through the building lobby.
Outside Bucky winces at the articles pouring in painting you as the one who cannot let go. The fan’s opinions dwindling. Then Sam shares a link. It takes him to Steve’s page. 
Bucky’s eyes widen, he taps your arm handing you the device. You raise your head from your hands.
“ @.Steve_Rogers: it has come to light that security footage from my building has leaked and been fabricated to today’s date. I apologise for the privacy invasion this has caused Y/N Y/L/N, she has endured enough on my account with fabricated tales and speculative articles into the nature of our relationship. We are co-workers nothing beyond that, she has written a brilliant book, that has achieved great accolades, and now I and my co-stars and the crew of the movie have the chance to bring her vision to life. I apologise to the fans as well, I know how all of this looks and I know most of my relationships are out in the open before I or my partner have the opportunity to decide, which is also why I have cut ties with Valentina de Fontaine. Please understand that this is a time you should be respecting Y/N Y/L/N not parading her private moments of offering to help me bring Beckham to life and twist them into a cruel jab at a relationship. Yes the pictures leaked, yes we shared a friendship. I did stupid things to fuck it up instead of being authentic. She tolerated me way beyond what she should have. Nothing more to it. Now, if any of you know a great PR rep or manager please let me know, preferably someone who doesn’t give a shit about keeping me in the headlines and gets me to do authentic work I believe in, thank you. 
All of the love, S.R. ❤️”
You re-read, he disregarded everything, admitted it was false, you look up at him as he steps into the living room.
“Well you did say to find the real me.” He shrugs, Bucky shakes his head chuckling.
“You still aren’t forgiven.” You tell him.
“I know, I’ll earn it.” Steve smiles confident, “Want food while the paps clear?”
“I could do for a pizza.” Bucky pipes up, he’s satisfied seeing the bruise on Steve’s face.
“You know? Why not.” you agree. 
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You stare at the email, three days later. Alexander finally booked the venue for the meeting. You log it into your calendar. Yelena places a bag of take out in front of you. She had been hiding something acting shifty. You had hoped to catch her off guard but one thing about Yelena, she is never letting her guard down.
“Eat, Y/N.” She gestures with her hand.
“yeah I, I had a question.” You begin, she looks up at you, nose scrunched.
“What is it?”
“Why are you being so fidgety?” You narrows your eyes as her jaw drops and she immediately launches into being defensive.
“I am not!” She scoffs, you press your lips into a thin line.
“I don’t buy it, what is on your mind.” You question opening the bag that contains Indian food, the aroma soothing your senses. 
“Then why are you so…,” You pause as she stares behind you. You turn, Steve waves from the doorway. 
His attention is drawn by another worker at BW. 
“Is this why you’ve been shifty?” You turn back.
“Yes.” She exhales. 
“You took him on thats okay, Yelena I know you’re going to treat him better than Valentina did, you don’t have to worry about my reaction. Him being here won’t have you divert your attention from my work.” You smile when she nods. 
“I didn’t know how to tell you, its just, there was so much going on at your end and well…” She just trails off, slumping back in her chair.
“I’m not handling him directly we’ve taken him on as a client.” She explains you nod while eating. 
“So Alexander has sent out the invites for the dinner.” You turn the laptop around for her to read. 
“The dates the same as Bucky flying out. Have you told him?” She looks at you with furrowed brows. 
You nod, “James is trying to alter the flight till after the dinner meeting thing is done, Sam’s on it as well. Right now it’s coinciding with him boarding the plane.” 
You recalled the tension that rolled off of Bucky’s body the minute you mentioned this meeting. He hadn’t told you much about his own interactions with Alexander but you knew there was a-lot more to it. You just hoped to where your mind wandered wasn’t true. It was easy to think of horrible things. 
You stared at the email again, it seemed daunting the only thing getting you by was that other authors would be there too. 
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Sam’s phone clatters on the glass he glares at it. Bucky groans throwing his own phone at the couch, it bounces and lands on the carpet with a thud. 
They don’t need to affirm what they already know. The tickets and dates aren’t changing. 
“I have a bad feeling.” Bucky says, the entire meeting thing has left a deep gnawing and clawing feeling in his chest. He doesn’t want Alexander to have something to hold over your head. 
Given how Alexander behaved when Bucky broke his PR relationship contract. He had a sinking feeling that you were going to be used against him. When it didn’t happen he stupidly allowed himself to feel relief and then the email came in, the meeting was on the same day but after he was being flown out. 
“What is the next step? Slip a recording bug in her bag?” Sam questions, “Hire a bodyguard?” 
Bucky covers his face with his palms, “Isn’t Steve an old Hydrangeas author? Also Loki they reached out to Loki.” 
Bucky bolts towards his phone dialling Loki’s number. 
“Hey mate.” Loki greets, “How are you?” 
“Loki, hey,” Bucky wonders if this would work. 
“What’s wrong? Did something happen with Y/N?” He sits up, “Are you okay?” 
“No, she’s okay, it’s, did you ever go through the deal with Hydrangeas? You know they reached out for you to come on as an author right?” His friend hums at the question. 
“They did but then the whole buy out thing happened so I never got on board, not that I would have, why?” Loki frowns, Bucky wasn’t seeming as himself. 
Bucky sighs, then begins to explain, Loki grows worried. 
“Wait did you say British GQ?” He confirms, “The just announced Steve as a special coverage too.” 
“What?” Bucky looks to Sam, “GQ Steve.” 
“On it.” 
“Look, I’m in New York send me the address and I’ll keep a watch okay? He doesn’t have shit on me that the world doesn’t already know.” Loki assures. 
“Thanks mate I’ll send the address to you. I’m sorry to drag you into this mess.” 
“Mate, Y/N is as much of a friend to me as I am to her, even without you two being together I would take care of her no questions asked.” Loki assures yet again. 
“Thank you.” Bucky’s voice is thick with emotion, he knows how hard it has been for you to form friendships as these, the way you cried to him with tears of joy when you realised how everyone was there for you came out in support of you. 
“You don’t know how much this means to her and me.” He adds. 
“Bucky, she means a lot to us as well. Now go, I’ll have everything sorted here.” Loki smiles as they bid each other good-bye. 
Bucky cuts the call Sam looks up at him, “Steve and you are on the same flight.” 
He presses his lips into a thin line. 
Something doesn’t feel right. 
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There is a private entrance to the airport that  high profile individuals utilise to avoid being spotted as well as priority boarding after persons with different abilities. 
Bucky turns to you as Hayden places the car into park moving out to unload his bags. Giving the two of you another few moments to cherish. 
“You have the pepper spray?” He questions again. 
“I do,” you show him and tuck it into your purse again. 
He cups your cheek, the feeling in his stomach knots further. 
“James.” You look into his eyes, “I will be alright.” 
“I know I just; I’m going to miss you.” He swallows down, eyes searching through yours, you give him a smile. 
He strokes your cheek, “I’ve been meaning to say this earlier I regret not saying it earlier but I was worried that it might be too soon, but then again maybe I’ve been feeling this way for far longer.” 
Your lips part, he gives you a soft smile. 
“I love you, Feather.” He declares, the four words wrap around your heart. 
“Oh, James,” You inch closer to him, your lips brushing over his, “I love you, James.” 
Your confession a whisper against his lips that brands itself onto his being. 
He pulls your face closer, his lips on yours everything else in the world fades away. 
His hands move to your hips pulling you across his lap, the grin blooming across his face between the kisses the two of you share. 
“I’m the happiest man in the world today, Feather.” He admits, you nuzzle into the crook of his neck, his palm running over your head. 
“I wish you didn’t have to go.” You murmur, pressing a kiss to his jaw.
“I wish I didn’t either.” He admits, he kisses your shoulder, your scent taking over him.
The two of you remain embraced till Sam taps on the tinted window, “We have to move, I’m sorry to cut this short. Steve’s here too.” 
You shift away, but not before Bucky gives you another searing kiss. Even as he opens the door to leave Bucky bends back inside, he grabs your hand bringing it close to his lips and placing a kiss to the tattoo he adores.
“Take care of yourself for me, I’ll be back in three days okay? I love you.” He cups your cheek again.
“I love you too. Come back soon, take care of yourself for me.” You place a kiss to his palm, he smiles. 
Hayden enters the car again, you watch as Bucky, Sam, Steve and his new manager make their way into the airport.
“Shall we head out Ma’am? The Hotel your event is at is about an hour away.” Hayden meets your misty eyed gaze through the rearview mirror.
“Hayden,”
“Ma’am, he’ll be back before you know it.” He assures, you nod, taking the tissue he offers.
“Thank you.” 
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Bucky sighs as you inform him of the sudden venue change, you made it in time, given as the hotel was closer to the previous venue. 
It’s fifteen minutes till he has to board the plane. 
The knots in his stomach only tighten he’s in half a mind to give up the cover page. Loki’s been updated about the venue change but the message isn’t read nor delivered and his phone is unavailable. He traces the path to the exit with his gaze. 
He should leave, his limbs push to have him rise from his chair.
“I thought you’d bring her along.” Steve muses while sitting down next to him.
“I wanted to but she has this meeting with every other Hydrangeas author and Alexander.” Bucky watches the blonde man’s brows furrow.
Bucky’s heart sinks at Steve’s next words,
“Bucky, that meeting was cancelled this afternoon.” Steve says while pulling up the email on his phone.
The words blur, “Steve she’s still invited, she’s on her way to meet him.”
“Boarding call for Delta Airlines JFK to LHR.” 
Steve’s features set into a harsh glare, Bucky begins moving to the exit, “I’m not getting on that plane.”
“No you are not.” Steve agrees following him.
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There isn’t any welcome sign or guidance line to where the meeting is as you enter the hotel lobby. You had told Hayden he could take the night off since getting back home from here was easier. 
You message Bucky that you’ve reached and tuck in your phone when the manager stands in front of you.
“Ms. Y/L/N, I presume?” He speaks in a gentle manner.
“Yes, um, am I late?” You question worriedly.
“On the contrary Mr. Pierce is delayed he has asked me to take you to the presidential suite.” He gestures towards the lift.
“I, won’t the others be there for the meeting?” You ask while following.
“You’re the first one here. The suite is equipped with a private conference room.” He explains and you step behind him of the elevator.
“Oh, okay.” You tap your foot to the elevator music.
The doors open directly into the presidential suite, you follow behind to the meeting room, the chairs are lined up around an oval white marble table. Bottles of water kept along with notepads and pens. 
The manager pulls out a chair for you, you thank him as you sit.
“Would you care for refreshments? Any drinks?” He questions, you shake your head.
“Water is fine, you reach for the bottle, taking a few large gulps, his walkie beeps, he excuses himself from the suite.
You wait for a few more minutes sighing as you head towards the window, taking a few more gulps of the water and reaching for a second bottle. The sudden thirst you’re attributing to nerves, you place the bottle down.
“Ah, I see you made it.” Alexander grins like a cheshire cat.
You turn, “Oh, hello Sir— Alexander.” he smiles as you greet him.
“Ah come along I wanted to hold a mixer out on the foyer, no idea why Stuart brought you in here.” Alexander beckons you towards him with the flex of his fingers. You push away from the window, the floor tilts, you stumble propping yourself up with the back of the chair.
“Are you alright sweetheart?” 
You look up at him, he’s smiling, you blink, his features morph into worry. Nodding you take the support of the wall blinking several times to clear your vision. When you reach the doorway you fall forward again, the floor shakes. 
You groan as you’re picked up, large arms wrap around your waist. You shuffle in the tight grasp.
“Brock put her on the sofa and get rid of the jacket.” Alexander orders, taking off his own suit jacket and cufflinks.
Brock places you on the large sectional, when his hands move to your jacket you grab his hands, “Please no.” You plead, alarms ringing in your head and the vibrations of the floor don’t stop.
“Her, phone’s going off, it’s Barnes.” Brock says, looking up at his uncle.
“Throw it to the side.” He huffs, a clatter resounds as the vibrating floor stops, you stare up at Brock, trying to push his hands away. Brock pins your hands above your head.
“James won’t let you—,”
“Shh, sweetheart, you and I are going to take some very interesting photos. James is on his way to be far, far away from you.” Alexander’s palm cups your cheek.
You pull your head away, he grabs your jaw harshly, you cry out. Distantly fabric rips and Alexander’s weight is above you as he nastily grins at you.
“Oh look at you, crying. Oh sweetheart, you should have thought of this before you tried to get in the way of my entire plan. My best actors and you? Have you seen the mirror?” He laughs wickedly, there is a bright flash, you cry out at the sting on your cheek that follows.
“Dip your head down.” Brock tells him, Alexander’s breath fans across your neck, you struggle against him.
“Fucking bitch, I’m not even touching you. Who would want to? Certainly not my actors, they are toying with you. Shiny little toy, they ran after Dolores the same way.” 
Your eyes close at his words, you can’t feel your limbs anymore, disorientation taking over. 
He grabs your hand, making your fingers move close to his mouth you catch a flash of your tattoo before Alexander takes them in his mouth, you will yourself to kick or pull your hand back, his teeth clamp around your index finger you cry out at the pain. 
“Fucking bitch. I will make sure no one hires you, or publishes you. I will even ruin your little Barnes’ career. At least him I used well, didn’t I Brock?” Alexander chuckles.
Brock’s laugh echoes around your mind.
“Don’t, don’t hurt James.” you cry as his fingers twist your wrist, the dizzying feeling as you’re turned around.
“Maybe I should tell you what I have on Steve then, you’re going to forget all of this, and I’ll remind you.” he chuckles darkly, you see the flash against the upholstery.
“Little toy of SHEILD, thats what we should call you, fat fucking toy, your followers, your fans, all increased because of my company. I bought Hydrangeas already, I leaked your chapters, you will be SHEILD to buy your book rights, I’ll earn a profit you get nothing. Just the way I milked your precious James’ arm loss.”
You can hear him but your tears seem louder as he tells you the vile things he did to the two of them, the drugs, the women, the compromising pictures with everything. 
You cry out as he pulls you up then pushes you down to the floor. You struggle to remain on your knees as he has you face him. 
“Was supposed to be Steve losing his arm, fucker was becoming a liability, then Barnes stepped in with his improvisation. Maybe I should hurt him again. Or should I hurt Steve?” Alexander’s ring bruises your cheek. “Answer me.”
“Please don’t hurt them! Please don’t hurt them! I’ll do anything.” You plead.
“You open your mouth and you see what I do to you.” Alexander warns, throwing you back, you curl up on your side, black spots cloud your vision.
“Anyways once your little boy toys know what occurred they won’t touch you. Who will believe that you didn’t sleep with me, you were the one that wanted to rise above. No one. Who will believe that I, Alexander Pierce drugged you? No one. Who will believe a little author who lied to everyone about her father not being an abusive man but displayed every bit of it in her book? No one will believe you. When I’ve produced movies and best selling sagas, your story is in my hand as well. You’re a liar, a fraud, no one will believe a silly pathetic girl that makes up stories for a living.” Alexander pats your wet cheek.
Brock takes a final picture the white flash bleeds into blackened darkness.
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The ding of the lift and silence of six minutes echoes around the rental car. Sam drives as swiftly as possible. Steve’s gaze is trained on his phone that was video recording Bucky’s device. Bucky was shaking, anger rolling off of him in waves. 
“Yelena?” Steve’s new manager, Angel’s, voice cuts through the silence, “We need Barber and Murdock. It’s Y/N, something happened, just get them at BW private meeting no paps nothing. Off books. You need to go get her, she’s shaken up. Medical team as well.”
Your sobs break free, Bucky’s heart bleeds, “Feather.” he says. 
“James?” your voice breaks off more.
“Feather I’m coming to get you okay? I, I need you to talk to me, are you hurt?” Bucky will kill them, he’s going to kill Alexander and Brock.
“Do-don’t I’m, I’m not, I’m not—,”
“Feather, please, please, don’t believe a word he says, I believe you.” He assures, you cry harder over the call, there is shuffling across the line.
“You didn’t go?” you whimper, bringing the watch closer to your face.
“I’ll explain when I get there okay?” he sounds broken, hearing everything that was done to him and Steve.
“Don’t come here. I’ll, I’ll meet you at home, please.”
“Baby—,”
“I don’t want to be here.” You plead, “please.” 
“I’ll call Hayden for you.” he says.
“I gave him the night off.” You inform, “I, I thought he would—, there should have been others…”
“Yelena is on it.” Angel assures, “She’ll reach in a few minutes.”
“Did you hear everything? It the call’s on the watch…” You wonder when did the call dial or get answered during the struggle. He sighs, he doesn’t know how to answer this question.
“Who-Who else heard?” You sniffle, your shirt was in tatters, the buttons half popped off.
“Feather…” Bucky winces, “Steve, Angel and Sam.”
“We’ll make him pay, Y/N.” Steve’s voice is gruff a little scratchy, the whole ordeal lasted thirty minutes, how did the call get answered they don’t understand but Steve began recording the device with his own phone. 
“We can’t, he’ll ruin your careers. He threatened to hurt, hurt you, he said more but I, I was drowning?” you try to make them understand.
“Nothing is more important than you.” Bucky says, his vibranium arm whirs as his fist is tightly clenched. 
“Alpine and Mum, the nurse…” You being to panic again, 
“I’ll have someone relieve the other nurse and say you’re caught up okay?” Steve assures you, “Angel, call the nursing facility please, an email from them has the contact information.
“I’m not going to stop, Feather. We’re going to make him pay.” Bucky assures, you whimper.
“You, you tried to warn me, I should have said no.” You begin to cry again.
“This is not your fault, you were misled. This was planned by them, you are not at fault.” Bucky assures you, he swallows thickly.
You take a deep inhale, the elevator dings, “Someone’s come back,” you hide away the watch behind your back, cowering against the sectional. Pulling your jacket to cover your form.
Yelena comes finds you on the floor she drops her bags as you arms wrap around her, you begin to cry, “I’ll have her back at BW.” Yelena spots the ongoing call on the watch.
“Have change of clothes for you, your hoodie.” She explains, “I thought maybe it was a spill…”
You shake your head, she helps you wear the hoodie. Your limbs wobble, “He had something in the water in the conference room.” 
Steve and Bucky share a glance, they were familiar with the laced drug. 
“Yelena, get the bottles.” Steve says over the speaker phone.
You follow her not wanting to be alone, she grabs the half empty bottle and the empty bottle and a third sealed one.
She takes your hand, leading you to the basement parking. You numbly follow her, getting into her car.
Bucky paces the entirety of the BW office, his head snapping up to the entrance every time he hears footsteps. Steve watches him while he replays the audio for Matt and Andy. 
Matt’s lips press into a thin line as the call progresses for a second time. Your cries for no and help have your voice hoarse. 
Andy scribbles the time stamps across a piece of paper. Noting down everything that was occurring via the audio. Every word where you pleaded for a no, or asked them to stop marked. His breathing trying to remain in control. The anger towards men like Alexander only growing.
The audio ends, Steve looks towards both of them.
“We need to tread with this very carefully. It is non consensual, she repeats over and over, he also admits to incriminating things he has done to you and Mr. Barnes.” Matt lists, “Andy you need to work rationally not with anger.”
“I know what I’m doing Matt.” Andy huffs, “We can build a case. However this needs to be off books and off records. The main thing is she’s shaken, if she says no, we cannot do anything.” 
“What do you mean? We have to do something!” Steve yells.
“Mr. Rogers, please understand, till the victim does not file the complaint, there is nothing we can do.” Matt sighs.
“Andy come on.” Steve looks at the man helplessly.
“I can’t do anything Steve, we can talk to her, assure her that this will be dealt with without harm to either you or Mr. Barnes but if she says no, that it a full sentence.” Andy looks at Steve who only gets more irritable.
“You need to cool off before she comes in.” Andy advises his brother, “She needs rational and calmness right now.”
Steve only grumbles under his breath.
His head snaps up as Bucky and you meet halfway, he lifts you up as you wrap around him, your sobs greet everyone. As you hold on for dear life to Bucky.
Bucky runs his hand over your head, leading you to Yelena’s office, the three seater couch allowing you to lay on Bucky as he holds you. Apologies fall from both of your lips, he kisses your tears away while shedding his own. 
“I managed to get a hold of Loki.” Sam walks into the conference room, “He ordered a drink in the hotel lobby. Woke up right now.” 
“He was drugged as well?” Steve looks towards Andy.
Andy’s lips press into a thin line he notes this down as well, “We need him to come in, I’ve got Dr Banner and Dr Cho in to find DNA evidence and take blood samples. Again only if Y/N agrees.”
Steve pushes the nearest chair and it topples over, he rests his palms against the wall trying to curb his anger.
“He’ll hurt the two of you.” You say for the umpteenth time sitting in the conference room to discuss how to go about this whole situation.
“Feather, we have him threatening you over us. He cannot do shit.” Bucky cups your cheeks, you weren’t leaving his side to afraid to be alone. The scent of his cologne calming you. 
“It will all come to light.” You say, “What about that?” 
“It anyways would if we did a misstep with Alexander.” Steve says from his place to your left. 
“Exactly, this way they know Alexander is the bad guy.” Bucky’s thumb brushes over your cheekbone. You look down at your hands, his teeth marks left a gash over your tattoo over the exact place Bucky left his parting kiss.
Bucky’s jaw tightens as he sees the flesh marred. 
“If you still do not want to, Matt and Andy will leave.” Bucky tells you and your gaze lifts to the two lawyers, Steve explained Andy and he are twins but Andy left the family and changed his last name. The information seemed like whiplash. He had kind eyes, as Steve did in some moments you had with him.
“Y/N, look the trauma you underwent tonight was horrible and I cannot provide words that may be able to comfort you,” Andy’s voice is sincere, “What I can offer is a chance to make sure Alexander and Brock never get the chance to hurt you or anyone else again.”
“We have a contact in the FBI as well, her team was investigating SHEILD for the longest time, money laundering amongst other things, we can build a case.” Matt assures, he tilts his head the glasses gleam against the light.
“He won’t be able to hurt James and Steve or anyone right?” You want to affirm.
“Yes.” Matt says, “even what he mentioned about Bucky’s accident that was scheduled for Steve.”
“We will make sure of it.” Andy adds, his gaze flickers to his brother who harbours worry towards you, Bucky’s expression holds the same worry. 
“What about Bucky’s accident?” You look amongst everyone, your brows furrowed, “I, I don’t remember…”
“It’s probably the drug altering your memory.” Matt deduces.
“Don’t strain yourself trying to recall, we can take your statement afterwards as well.” Andy says, he taps his pen on the paper.
“We all are going to believe and support you, no matter the choice you make.” Bucky grasps your hand gently, Steve lightly touches your forearm. 
“Look around the room,” he urges, and you do, “Bucky, Yelena, Angel, Loki, Matt, Andy, Sam and I, we are all here for you.” They all offer encouraging looks, you feel tears brim again.
“Okay, okay, I’ll file the case.” You look at the two lawyers, Matt smiles.
“Thank you.” He says.
“Hey, Darcy, I have some news.” Andy stands gazing out the window continuing his call.
“Y/N, this is Dr. Cho, she will be assessing you and documenting the injuries.” Matt announces the minute Dr. Cho steps in, “her perfume is recognisable.” he explains with a light chuckle.
“Y/N, I’m Helen Cho, I’ve step up the examining area in the other office, you can have someone accompany you.” She gives you a warm smile.
Your gaze moves towards Yelena, she nods, “Of course I will.” 
You swallow standing up, looking down at Bucky.
“I love you.” he tells you kissing the back of your hand.
“I love you.” you cup his cheek brushing your thumb over his jaw.
You look back at Steve, “M’eudail, it means, my darling.” he tells you, you nod.
“Steve.” Andy warns.
“Thank you for being here, you’re a good friend.” You say to him, Steve find a weight lifted from his shoulders.
Bucky’s eyes meet his, he nods affirming and agreeing to what you said.
You meet Loki’s gaze with an apology on your tongue.
“Hey I’d get knocked out as many times for you.” The green eyed man gives you a cheeky smile.
You give him a smile and walk out with Yelena following Dr. Cho.
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HEADLINES:
Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes Get Into Public Altercation At JFK, Escorted Out By Security.
Dolores Issues Apology Statement As She Gears Up To Return From Rehab.
Loki Laufeyson Naps While Waiting For Script Read.
GQ Releases Statement Redacting Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers From Next Month Issue, Director Brock Rumlow Chosen Instead.
Alexander Pierce Issues Statement Hydrangeas Now A Part Of SHEILD. New Name — HYDRA. 
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tobiasdrake · 1 year
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This opening fight does a good job of introducing the new Avengers lineup with some nice action.
All of the Avengers by this point are well-established. Their scenes let them look cool doing what they particularly do. Steve, Sam, and Nat all get their focal moments. Wanda gets some moments as well, but they kinda hold her back to keep her uberpowers from plot-breaking the fight.
(Honestly, it's kind of a shame that we never got a Wanda & Nat espionage film using Nat's spy skills and Wanda's mind-screwing. Too late now.)
By now, we're pretty much used to what we can expect from a fight like this, but Sam's new toy Redwing helps keep things fresh and new.
But the main focus of this fight is Brock Rumlow, now fully decked out as Crossbones. Winter Soldier ended with an ominous teaser that Rumlow would return, but Civil War has a lot of other things it needs to do, so I guess they made the decision to wrap him up early.
And. Well. Honestly, that works fine. In a different Captain America 3, Rumlow could probably have become a big deal. But he didn't have to be. End of the day, he's just the most recognizable Hydra agent hiding behind a S.H.I.E.L.D. badge that Steve worked with.
And this fight? This fight says enough about him. They don't have time to characterize him through story, so they characterize him through action. We see in Rumlow a true Hydra faithful who doesn't even hesitate to sacrifice the lives of others and himself for the cause.
We never learn what Hydra wanted from that bioweapon they were here to steal. It doesn't matter. The Avengers stopped them. But we do see the lengths Brock will go to in order to get it. He outright tells his men to run away with the bioweapon and not wait for him, because he intends to die here, get revenge on Steve, and buy them time.
We get an early hint at how screwed up his biology is now when he tanks Widow's taser. Then he shoves her into an armored personnel carrier containing his own guys and throws in a grenade to kill them all.
This man is stone cold. He exemplifies the philosophy of Hydra: Everyone is disposable. His men. Himself. Cut off one head and two more will take its place. Only one Hydra soldier, bioweapon in hand, needs to leave here alive.
But in addition to being ruthless, this fight also shows us that Rumlow is clever. He pays attention. He understands his limitations and he knows his enemy. At no point does he underestimate the Avengers.
In fact, he outsmarts them; The Avengers spend the start of the fight scrambling to catch up to Rumlow because they were staking out the wrong target. They thought he was hitting a police station, and Steve only realizes that he's been had seconds before Rumlow's battering-ram truck crashes into the true target.
Rumlow is intelligent, tactical, underhanded, and ruthless even to the point of self-sacrifice. (A rare concept given that self-sacrifice is usually the opposite of ruthlessness, but there it is.) As the last serious Hydra Baddie in the MCU, Brock and his fight are a perfect summation of everything Hydra represented.
They could have done more with him. They absolutely could have. But I can be satisfied with what we got all the same.
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vinmauro · 9 months
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Fic Title Game: your words are like gasoline
this is giving me enemies to lovers. two people in close proximity who have to spend their days together and they hate it. i was originally going to do edancy bc they speak to me always but i’m actually thinking that i might do stali. i rewatched the lost sister while thinking about this so i have all the kali thoughts and feels. and now i’m thinking about a canon divergence fic where kali came back for el to help defeat vecna and they do blah blah blah. and she decides to stay with el and her policeman and ends up getting a job. one of those ultimatum bullshit deals hopper makes. and where does she get a job now that robin’s left for college? at family video.
your words are like gasoline
you’ve got to be shitting me. that was her first thought as the orange dusted man handed her an ugly green vest with a pin placed over the breast. the material was scratchy and not in a good way. the pin read: how can i help? get her out of this podunk town for starts. if it wasn’t for jane, kali would have split months ago. it’s what she was good at, moving on, finding somewhere new to cause mayhem before moving on again. never be stationary. that was one of her rules. kali had a lot of rules for someone who didn’t care for society’s rules. she didn’t, of course, she believed that the people should self-govern and be themselves. which is why she has her own personal rules. 1. don’t get caught. 2. never stay in one place too long. 3. don’t get attached. they were all perfectly sound and logical rules. ones she didn’t make a habit of breaking. she did not get caught, ever, which is great considering she probably would have looked worse in orange. but even as she put on the vest, feeling her insides crawl as she did so, she broke rule number two. she’s been in hawkins for months. pretty much all summer and now it’s fall, with halloween just around the corner, and she was just hired to work at family video. kali couldn’t even remember the last film she’s watched, not a lot of time to go to the cinema as someone constantly on the run. her stomach felt weird. kali didn’t do nerves or anxiety. it was useless to fret over the inevitable and the uncomfortable. she lived in those spaces, purposely and spitefully. this feeling in her gut and chest felt abnormal. she hated it. she hated it more as it worsened when she was introduced to her coworker. the guy she’ll have to spend all of her shifts with as the manager, mr. processed cheese dust works at the arcade next door. her coworker seemed nice. clean cut, in a striped polo and jeans without a rip in sight, and the same ugly vest she had to wear over her torn to shreds outfit. his hair was about as high as hers but painfully plain. no dye, no shaved bits. he was a fucking cookie cutter model citizen. “you have got to be shitting me.” the worst part of it, the bit that twisted her stomach up more, was that steve harrington didn’t like her. it was evident to her from the first moment they met, the protective way he distrusted her and she only made matters worse by getting into his head. since then any run in they had together resulted in bickering and insults. usually about each other’s warring appearances or something equally as shallow and petty. sometimes they’d say something aimed to hurt at the other which left the tension between them thicker and uncomfortable. even though seeing him made her feel different, she tried to revel in just how uncomfortable she made steve harrington. maybe she just liked watching him squirm. that crinkle in between his eyebrows. the way his lower lip juts just slightly when he’s annoyed. maybe she just liked looking at him. wait. no. that can’t be it.
send me a made up fic title and i’ll tell you what i’d write
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first time (can't see the emoji), 💦, 🙈, 🚨, 🎥 for Carrillo? xoxo
Okay, the first time prompt, I am actually ridiculously proud of. And since that's the only one that I did a fic for, I'm saving it for the last entry. Loved writing it! So, now on to the headcanons:
💦 (cum headcanon): This just goes to show what a terrible smut writer I am. I tried to write a fic about this and just failed miserably at it. So here are just my thoughts. I don't think Carrillo is much into making a mess. If he has to or you ask him to, he'll come on you. However, I do think he has a wicked possessive side so I think he would definitely enjoy coming inside you and then feel a lot of satisfaction as seeing it run out.
🙈 (something they're shy about asking for): So I kind of, sort of hinted at this in Mariposa but wasn't explicit (haha) in the situation. I think he would be shy about asking for a blow job. With all the misogyny that ran rampant in the 80's with women in a male dominated workplace, I just feel like he wouldn't want to be viewed as one of "those guys" by a significant other. Canon wise, I think we see him in a very traditional situation as a husband. He's the protector of a scared and timid wife. I just don't see him being comfortable with asking her for something like oral sex.
🚨 (Sex that sent me to the ER): This fool. Horacio is the kind who will suggest shower sex and then slip and fall. Dislocated shoulder, sprained wrist, and a pulled back muscle. He doesn't want to bring too much attention to the three cracked ribs from you landing on top of him. Although this one I may circle back to write a fic about because @seltsamkind and I were talking about this prompt and imagining him showing up at the ER when Connie was working there? And then Connie coming home and being like "Steve, you will never guess who came limping into the ER today and you will never guess why!"
🎥 (Filming or making a sexy movie): Horacio strikes me as being pretty private and not wanting anything that could be seen as controversial being out there for his enemies to use as leverage. I just don't see this as being something he would be into.
Now for the First Time Fic:
Carrillo gets laser focused on things and when sex finally enters into his brain as something that is available to him, that’s all he can think about for awhile. Thankfully, he has a friend who introduces him to a General’s daughter who finds his arrogance and disregard for the rules exciting and dangerous. That’s how he woos her. Her life has been shaped and controlled by rules and regime. He’s a sledgehammer that smashes all her expectations and she falls in love with what he represents: freedom from regulations. 
Her father knows exactly what he is facing when Horacio Carrillo starts turning up at his home and spending time with his wide eyed, sheltered daughter. He tries very hard to make sure he’s within the eyeline of the brash cadet, acting as the unofficial chaperon for the two young lovers. But even the most dedicated guard dog needs sleep. After a two week training camp that is used to weed out the weak, he retires to bed early one night and Horacio takes full advantage of the opportunity. She lets him through the kitchen door and they sneak up the back stairway of the old house to her room. 
He tries to go slow, he really does. She has about the same amount of experience as he does, which is next to nothing, so they fumble through the removal of clothes, the shyness of the exposure, and the overwhelming feeling of being completely skin to skin. She’s incredibly tense no matter how much he runs his hands over her soft skin and curves. But everything, how she feels, how she smells, how she sounds, are making it very difficult to hold himself back. He’s literally shaking from the effort. 
But she’s a general’s daughter, raised in the military despite never donning a uniform. She braces herself, convinced it’s going to hurt and ready to endure this rite of passage into adulthood. He, just as foolishly, decides to be done with it so he can either move on from whatever hold this base instinct has had on him or continue to practice it until he’s mastered it just like any other skill he’s set out to learn. He pushes into her, caught between doing it quickly or going slowly, and it ends up being a steady invasion. She tenses around him, painfully so, and a stray tear slips from her left eye. He presses his forehead against her temple and whispers apologies in her ear. The tension slowly ebbs from her muscles and he’s able to move, not that he moves for a lengthy amount of time. He manages three or four rolls of his hips before spilling himself inside of her. 
He is terribly ashamed in the aftermath. Tears are coming more earnestly, her eyes impossibly round, and…a trembling smile on her lips. She thanks him, thanks him for being gentle, even though he knows he caused her pain. Thanks him for being kind, even though he found his completion and she did not. Thanks him for loving her, which he’s surprised to find, he does. 
Fifteen years later, a young DEA agent decides he wants an insider perspective on how things work in Colombia. But Horacio needs to know if he can trust this Javier Peña so he takes him on a stakeout and keeps passing him beers. He ends up telling Horacio about some woman named Lorraine who was left at the alter after she confessed to Javier that she was not, in fact, pregnant like she had thought. Horacio had chuckled. 
“I was in a similar situation,” he tells Javier. He’s not a fool. Trust goes both ways. 
“Got a girl in trouble?” 
“I did.” 
“What happened to her?” 
Horacio takes a long drink from the beer. “I married her.” 
“You guys still married?” 
He nods. “Fifteen years in August.” 
“What’s her name?” 
“Juliana.”
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magess · 2 years
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Black Adam
Maybe @dragneto has infected me with DC brain, but I honestly really enjoyed this movie? I mean, enjoy just about anything The Rock does. I have criticisms, sure, but @quadrille and I saw it and we both just had a good time at the theater laughing and being entertained.
And then afterwards talked about the movie's deep interest in anti-imperialism, so much so that they included some really cringey dialogue just to make sure that you understood that this is about third world countries and The West and who gets Be the Savior.
I've seen a lot of critics complain that Johnson leaves his charisma at the door. And I just... the complete opposite is true. Look, Dwayne Johnson is basically playing the Terminator.
Black Adam borrows many elements from Terminator 2!
I feel like it helps to think of it in these terms. He didn't forget how to act. And he doesn't lack charisma. He's playing a deadpan character for effect. More, I think you need to have a lot of charisma to make that interesting. He brings all his comedic timing into the role. Would T2 have worked as a film if Arnold had played the Terminator as an emotive human?
I was genuinely surprised to learn that Black Adam is tied in with Shazam! I know nothing of the comics, but apparently he's straight up Billy's nemesis in those.
The most interesting thing to me about the setup they've done is that they've basically made us sympathize with Black Adam. The Justice Society swoops in literally out of nowhere, tells a former slave that he has to go to prison or else, and then saves the lives of the mercenaries oppressing his country.
Fuck Those Guys is a perfectly reasonable response.
By the end of the film, he's admitted his dark secret and risen to the occasion of taking up the mantel of a hero, albeit one who will absolutely kill when he thinks it is required. Amanda Waller has declared him an enemy and basically put him on notice that Superman will kill him.
At no point did they ever treat him like he could possibly be an ally. DC is planning for a Superman v. Black Adam movie, and I find that I don't really want them to fight? I want them to need his particular brand of ruthlessness.
I wish there had been a Hawkman & Doctor Fate movie before this one. Pierce Brosnan kills it as Doctor Fate. I want to know more about Carter and get to see him when he's not in costume.
Honorable mention to the Steve Rogers Emaciation Technology that tried to make The Rock look like a normal sized human and not a mountain. Very uncanny valley there. He has never looked like that in his entire life. When he was 15 he did not have a frame like that. But what Shazam! achieved by putting Zach Levi in a muscle suit, Dwayne Johnson achieved through actual muscle. They sort of had to make pre-powers Adam look normal so that post-powers Adam gets the same glow-up effect.
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sup3rbloom · 2 years
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Any Fandom Goes Mixed Card 1 Masterpost
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