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oscars-wifeyyy · 4 years

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Chapter 3 (The Innocent)

The next day came around, Cesar, Monse, and Elizabeth were walking to school. The three were talking when Jamal and Ruby rode past them with their bikes.

“Get out the way,” Ruby called out as Jamal imitated a care engine.

Elizabeth chuckled, but gags when Cesar kissed Monse, “I love y’all, but don’t do that in front of me,”

“Eli, shut up,” Cesar rolled his eyes, “you and my brother probably do that when you’re alone,”

“What the hell are you talking about?” Elizabeth looked at him confused.

“Nothing,” Cesar shrugged as the three continued on their way to school.

Elizabeth was in class with Ruby and Olivia when the intercom came on with the announcements, “Attention, students. One last reminder to buy your tickets to tonight’s homecoming dance. A magical night of wonder, excitement, and romance can be yours for only $10.99,”

“So…” Ruby trailed off, “you going?”

“Yeah,” Olivia smiled, “Do you…”

“Do you…” Ruby started at the same time as Olivia, “you go first,”

“Do you need any underwear?” Elizabeth started laughing at the turn of events.

“What?” Ruby asked, horrified.

“ Your mom’s at Costco,” Olivia explained.

“Um…” Ruby turned to look straight, “I’m good,”

“Ok,” Olivia turned back to her phone, “also, they ran out of your gummy vitamins so your mom got you small easy to swallow pills. That cool?”

Ruby hummed in embarrassment while Elizabeth couldn’t breathe and began weezing at the turn of events. She had to contain herself when Ruby turned and glared at her so she looked down and took out her notebook with her lips sealed, but still let out a few laughs. The teacher arrived inside the class and began the lesson so Elizabeth listened and took notes as her eyes drifted towards the clock to see how long left until class is over.

Lunch came around and Elizabeth was the first one to get to the table with her food, she sat with her food in front of her and a book. A few pages turned and a couple bites into her food, the group finally came to the table so she put away her book and looked to the group, but an awkward pause passed.

“I’m wearing indigo tonight,” Ruby interrupted the silence, “I thought we should claim colors to avoid outfit clases. Indigo? Any objections?”

“Nah, Ruby. All you, man,” Elizabeth chuckled.

“Oh, and my pants have red pockets. I know, it sounds weird, but it works,” Ruby continued.

“What are the pockets for?” Olivia asked before she leaned towards Monse, “Roofies?”

The boys and Elizabeth looked at them weird, “so what time should we meet?” Cesar asked the group.

“Yeah, let’s get that in the books. More specific, the better,” Jamal said, “what are you guys thinking, like 8? 8:05? 8:10?”

“I’m gonna play it by ear,” Olivia replied, “I don’t think I’m feeling it,”

“What? Why?” Ruby asked.

“Not sure I’m in the mood to be objectified,” Olivia smiled sarcastically, “if I want to see boners, I’ll look online,”

“Didn’t you hear Principle Serge? Dance is a no-bone zone,” Jamal brought up the announcement.

“Are you kidding me? Dances are cesspools of bad behavior,” Cesar shook his head at Monse’s strategy, “I don’t wanna go,”

“Yeah, people get freaky, but what’s wrong with that?” Ruby shrugged, “I don’t get it,”

“Yeah, Monse. Why don’t you wanna go? Explain it to us. You were pretty excited this morning,” Cesar pried into Monse.

“That was before I remembered that dances are lame,” Monse glared at the boy, “and maybe we’re not in the mood,”

“Oh,” Ruby looked as if he realized something, “is it your menses?”

Elizabeth started laughing while Olivia looked at him weird, “her what?”

“Her lady pond runneth red,” Ruby said before Jamal hit him on his arm to stop.

“My what?” Monse glared at Ruby.

“What?” Ruby looked genuinely confused, “what am I saying wrong?”

“Everything!” The two girls exclaimed at the confused friend.

“You guys just don’t understand what it’s like to be a woman and treated like an object,” Monse looked at the guys, “we have hearts!”

“And minds,” Olivia added, “so take out any question that we’re going tonight. The answer is no. with a period, ‘cause that’s what it’s actually called,”

“Girls, let’s dine in a less hostile environment,” Monse stood up.

“You read my mind,” Olivia rolled her eyes.

“I gotta go anyway to finish some assignments,” Elizabeth chuckled as she grabbed her backpack, “I don’t know what happened, but I’ll see y’all later,”

The day went by as classes dragged on until the last bell rang and students flooded the halls to leave the place they personally called hell. Elizabeth was part of the last few people in the flood since she needed to go to her locker and pick up her homework, but when she walked out and saw the feared gang leader inside his beloved cherry red Impala. She wanted to turn back and exit through the back; however, he already saw her when he got out and leaned his back into the car, staring at her. The girl decided to try to ignore him and walk past without a glance. She was about to walk past until he gently held her right hand before she walked past.

“Mamita,” Oscar smirked at the girl, “you ain’t getting rid of me easy so get in the car,”

Elizabeth glared at the older man in front of her, “nah, I got some shit to focus on so I’ll catch up with Ruby and Jamal,”

Oscar’s smirked dropped as he quickly, but gently pushed her against his car, resting his hands on the top of the car, “they may be tu amigos pero I’m not afraid to beat their asses,”

Elizabeth felt everyone’s eyes on them so she rolled her eyes and complied, not wanting to be the center of everyone’s attention. Oscar smirked and kissed her forehead before moving to open the passenger door for her. The gang leader went to the driver’s side and turned to his passenger.

“Where do you wanna go?” Oscar took the blunt behind his ear.

“Home,” Elizabeth’s stomach decided to rumble at that moment.

Oscar chuckled, “Nah, we stoppin’ somewhere to eat. Whatchu feelin’?”

“Nuggets. Chicken nuggets. Let’s go to McDonald’s and you’re paying since you’re kinda kidnapping me,” Elizabeth glared at Oscar.

“Alright, mamita. Whatever you say,” Oscar smirked at the irritated girl as he turned into the parking lot of a McDonald’s.

The two got out once he parked and went inside to put in their order. While the two were waiting, she got a text from the girls group chat asking if she was going to the dance with them. She didn’t know that Oscar moved to stand right behind her, chest touching back, and saw the text.

“You goin’ to the dance?” Oscar asked.

“Don’t know,” Elizabeth shrugged, turning to face him, “might pick up an extra shift that night at the restaurant,”

“Nope. You’re not because you study too much and work too much,” Oscar shook his head and laid a hand on her waist, “you and I are hanging out tonight,”

“I need to, ‘Scar,” Elizabeth rolled her eyes as she pushed his hand off her waist, “deje de tratar de tocarme,”

“Por que, bebita? I can’t help myself. eres demasiado hermosa,” Oscar smirked as he wrapped an arm around her neck and walked to the register to order their food.

“Hello. Welcome to McDonald’s. What can I get you guys?”

“Let’s get the 20 piece chicken nuggets combo and a number one,” Oscar took out his wallet and brought out two twenties.

Oscar got his change as Elizabeth went to the soda fountain and chose her drink, Oscar coming up from behind and choosing his. They decided to take a sit next to the pick up counter and small talked their way until the food came out.

Elizabeth looked down at her food as she dipped her nugget in ranch, “Oscar, why are you trying so hard to get at me? I’m nothing special and there are a lot of other girls that want you and will make time for you. I’m not gonna lie, I barely have time to even hang out with my friends so I’m barely gonna have time for you,”

Oscar swallowed the food in his mouth, “Well, I want you because there is something about you. No me importa si apenas tienes tiempo, siempre y cuando me des algo de tu tiempo. Let me claim you as mine, bebe,”

The two ate their food, moving past the subject, and made their way home, but Oscar passed Elizabeth’s house and continued making his way farther from her house.

“Oscar, where are you going? We passed my house,” Elizabeth was getting confused.

“I just wanna show you something,” Oscar glance at her.

Oscar drove in silence as his right arm had moved to rest behind Elizabeth, his hand lightly touching her right shoulder. Elizabeth felt her heartbeat increase in her chest and it was foreign feeling to her because she never felt like that towards anybody. However, she pushed it aside and focused on the road when she realized that they ended up at the beach. The moment Oscar parked the car, Elizabeth got out and stood in front of the car with a huge smile on her face, turning to Oscar and giving him the sight of her smiling face with the son behind her. It was quite a beautiful sight to the scary leader.

“Why did you take me here?” Elizabeth asked, smile stuck on her face.

“This is the place I go to when I need to think and want to get away from Freeridge. The openness and sounds of the oceans help me think and relax,” Oscar stared at the never ending blue ocean as Elizabeth admired the man from the side.

Elizabeth was surprised by his answer, “so you took me to your secret place?”

Oscar nodded, “I want to show you that I am serious about you and that I want you to be mine. Why do you work so hard? Why do you hustle that much?”

Elizabeth took a pause to contemplate telling him, “my dad was a construction worker so he would be in dangerous areas. One day, he was on ground level doing his job when something happened and he got hit in the head. Ever since then he has been messed up and goes to hospital visits to check on his head. Hospital bills build up and the compensation that he got was used on his bills and appointment he needs to go to so I work to help my mom out with bills and I get some extra money for myself and the future,”

Oscar cleared his throat and moved in front of Elizabeth to hold both of her hands while interlocking their fingers, “I’m here if you need anything, mamita,”

“Gracias, ‘Scar,” Elizabeth had a soft smile on her face, “Let’s take things slow and maybe I’ll be yours,”

The two smiled at each other as they moved to look at the sunset, but it seemed like the two of them were enchanted with the other.

“Tell me about you,” Elizabeth stared at the man next to her, “why did you choose this life? Just tell me everything about you,”

“When I was young, my father was killed and my mother was a drug addict. That left me to take care of Cesar so I did all I could to take care of him. I mean, I had an opportunity to go to this fancy school in Pasadena and I had recommendation letters written from the principal and teachers, but I didn’t want Cesar alone so I gave it up and got jumped in because of ‘destiny’ of the Diaz familia,” Oscar scoffed, “it’s hard. I think about what could have been, but I don’t regret not going because Cesar is here,”

Elizabeth smiled at the love that was so evident in his eyes and tone when he talked about his little brother, “thanks for sharing, ‘scar. I didn’t know you were smart,”

“Pendeja,” Oscar chuckled with Elizabeth while wrapping his arm around her and kissing her head.

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sweet-xoxo-thatcares · 3 years

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I low-key wish there was a dating app that had a test ranking system similar to okc, but I wish it would include a personality test, test on love languages, and any psychological stuff that could detect someone's attachment style and trauma too.

Because me and Taty had a 97% or 95% rate and she was the nicest girl I ever dated or been involved with, the only thing was she close to asexual without even knowing because of her lupus, she was practically treated, belittled, and talked to like a child because she still was technically under her Grandmother's roof and care, like she said 2mths in that she would even move with her grandma if she moved, because Taty can't really get a job because of her lupus. It practically controls her whole life, her mood, her attachment to me and later unattached because her lupus started to get bad and her depression kicked in more. She was always either slow to know things or hardheaded to where she thought she knew everything she needed to know, as if she just didn't have to do it because she didn't wanna do it. Especially if it were something as important as making her doctors appointment, her mom did that. And homework so she could get her GED, she didn't really care about that either. Just her friends and family 1st, her dogs, her cats, her obnoxiously, controlling sack of shit personality of a pig that lived in the house in her grandfather's room, with which he had the hay box and dirty ol mattress he slept on in there. It was basically his litter box....and he didn't give a fuck if you were walking by or going into the kitchen, he would block the walkway and then snort at you all loud like how dare you disturb my slumber. They treated him like a king and let him get away with everything just because he was a pig, as if he didn't know any better....and I'm starting to think maybe thats how her family treated her all these years. That she could get away with anything just because she had lupus. They thought it was ok. Even i noticed that her friends tend to not only baby her, but keep her in a submissive state where they control everything they do together and Taty saw nothing wrong with it. Even when they were playing dnd, I noticed that her main leader friend, considered the mom of the group, practically had her bf control the board, so she or one of his liking could win. Like last minute switchups, last minute rules...oh you can't do that, you got swamped by the bats or something...and taty would just except her losses. "You died" and she would say "what, oh, darn"

YOU IDDIOOOTTT SHEE CLOWNEDDD YOU.

But I would ask her babe, how did you lose?

And she would say, "I guess I just didn't do..."

And then slightly chuckle.

And then her leader friend, the mom of the group would laugh about it with her bf, rubbing it in.

I think their dnd game was not made to be fair. That's the main reason why I didn't want to play. Because they were gonna just jump me in without telling me all the rules and how to play. When practically the game's been already rigged. The bf chooses the outcome. And me being the newbie, you're gonna teach me the way so that I can't win, can't overthrow, so you can clown me too like you did your own friend, my gf. Now ex.

Nah, I'm good. Yall have fun jokingly tryna make each other submit and joke about each other's vulnerabilities. Because I don't care how long you've known somebody, if I see some shady shit and then you just take it, go la-di-da who cares, and I'm watching this shit go down, I'm gonna say something. Cause 1, friends don't do that. They shouldn't bring up your mother being an abandoning person at the dinner table in front of everybody, and she shouldn't keep beating you up about not having a job yet and she knows you've been struggling because not many people hire you if you have an illness that cancels your plans every so often. And I don't like the fact that she kisses up about it after, if somebody was to call her out, and then she does it again.

Like your friends, aren't all that supportive and as positive as she says she's being, its actually rubbing the wrong way into unsolicited advice, when she really needs to check herself and wonder why she likes poking into other people shit, when she hasn't even cleaned up her own shit 🤔

Like I'm glad I never revealed anything as personal about me to her friends, because Lord knows I would have had to check her if she brought it up later to the table to discuss as if my personal background was made the TMZ news to discuss. Like bitch I didn't ask for your fucking opinion, why don't you talk to your bf, I mean husband, about the reason why you needed to get a gf less than a year after yall got married.

Sex ain't good enough for ya? Or are you only 40% into dick, 60% into females? Because her ass was even telling everybody about how big my boobs were the 1st night I met this chick and then she says I'm just joking, haha, don't listen to me.

With her lying ass 🤣 wtf is wrong with your friends Taty. I hope you have fun being her lil bitch, cause she gonna try to control you too. Probably not even thinking that, Taty doesn't even have sex with her gf like that or touch her....hmmmm maybe she'll like me and fuck me better?

Yup, dumbass. Taty's extremely low libido comes from her lupus, trauma, and fear around being a child and being emotionally intimate with men in her family who have hurt her. Didn't find that out till later, but it explains alot why it felt she was always tryna distract herself from her problems with just stuff to do, and hanging out with her friends. But we only had those few grownup discussions about what's been going on and why she's been feeling distant or emotionally numb around certain things. I practically had to squeeze it out of her, cause I don't like accepting answers like idk. No, fucking talk. Don't leave me guessing or having to figure out wtf is going on, having me all stressed out, emotional, petty, and confused because yo crazy ass don't wanna fucking talk to me.

And I hate being ignored. Send me my fucking hoodie back 😤 i sent you yours back, paid $10 in shipping, and even after I just told you about what happened to me with my mom. Right after you said oh,no sorry about what happened. Then next day asking for your hoodie back. You don't give a fuck about me and it shows. Even during the relationship, you put me last.

Fuck off and send me my shit. Everytime I ask you, you say oh, I forgot. Even when you asked me the 1st time to meet up with you, I went to the spot and you forgot. Said you slept in, like a lazy fuck. And you want me to jump up and do like you ask, go all the way to your mother's house and you can't even do the same for me. Fuck you.

And even when I tried to even be friends with you after, you wanted to be petty and bring up yo dumbass, Junie b Jones, looking tinker bell on crap, looking friend, whose marriage you practically begged me to help you buy a gift for and go see it....that you two are together, and you're her side chick??

Wtf is wrong with you, bro. Have a great fucking life 🖕 I'm buying me an even better MSU hoodie, because I'm alumni... and that hoodie yo dumbass probably got dog fur all fucking over it since yall never clean the house, vacuum, and clean the nasty, dirty dishes with real antibacterial soap, not shampoo. Fur all over the mf house, except grandma room because she got enough sense to actually clean her room and her ass with a towel. I couldn't believe this bitch had the nerve to know that I was coming over and didn't even take a bath for 2-3 days and I didn't find out until after I ate her out on her dog fur covered bed. I'm so glad we didn't have sex after that one and only time because yo nasty ass could had me licking dirty pussy and dog fur. And the shit was gamey and sweaty. I got so tired of saying "that's ok" knowing good and damn well I needed her to correct her actions cause I kept getting pissed.

I ain't shutting my mouth no more. And no i don't have to settle

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remedieschronicles-blog · 6 years

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Red Robe Chronicles( Part 1)

Red robe chronicles

"You know I like you"

"The fire and desire that I feel when the adrenaline it rushing through me all because you touched me. In ways that made my temple complete.

in the midst of this moment, you make me,

I feel at peace

your love is as sweet as the peaches

that use to grow on my grandfather's tree

A man with a plan that takes a stand, each chance he gets while the wisdom,

knowledge and security increases.

Yet I have to keep these feelings discrete

don't make me feel like I need to retreat.

I want to Be like you.

You know I like you.

All in one your exactly what I need"

-Jae P. 3:00pm

Chapter 1: Jazzy

"you's a dumb ass bitch! your one bum ass bitch! I shoulda been left your goofy ass " is all I heard coming in one ear and out the ear from rocky. Them words did low key slit a piece of my heart coming from somebody I'd take a bullet for but I wouldn't let no nigga see me fold.

He just sitting in the living room with his legs kicked back like he Pablo. I had got so fed up with the shit what's the sense of arguing about the shit the whole reason why I packed my shit in the first place. I knew better I knew I what I was worth. I just knew if I let the nigga just talk maybe then he would just shut up! I

I saw his phone ring and a few missed calls. he has the audacity to answer the phone "What's up baby" everything I had in my hand instantly dropped including my feelings and was replaced with a hand full of Dreads and punches followed right after.

This the last time this nigga had me fucked up is all I heard in my head all kind of wild thoughts like I really wanna fuck this nigga life up for fucking up mines! After a few face shots, the rocky yells "bitch Ima fuck you up! This that nigga Pete on the phone I was just playing”

wore out from fighting, but still had a hand full of dreads in my hand pushing his face to the floor rocky said aggressively “Damn bitch when you let me up I should really fuck you up.”

Honestly, I felt so stupid but now that I got in my savage character I didn't know if I should hop off him and take that risk to run to the door or sit there and get my ass beat since the damage was already done.

Everything happened so fast before I knew it my sew in got snatched so quick and slammed to the ground. My face meeting the bottom of his snake dress shoes.

Although this was the only fight I came out with no busted lips and black eyes this was the turning part of my life.

After I left Rocky spot My phone starts vibrating I see it's my cousin Zah as I'm driving off I'm bumping” Tynisha Keli mistaken” in my feelings than a mutha. smoking my blunt downing the bottle of absolute I just got from the liquor store. I can't believe I wasted 4 years with rocky.Zah calling my phone for the 4th time I might as well answer cause she know how I and rocky get down

"Jazzy bitchhhh why the Fuck you ain't answer bitch I'm thinking the nigga took care of you like the mafia, " Zah said loud as hell jokingly through my speakers.

“Bitch why the Fuck would you say that now if I really die I'm going to feel like y'all set me up cause Y'all already be too buddy- buddy and shit,” I said rolling my eyes.

“Hoe you play, anyways bitch I need help with this baby shower and you ass been mia, you know pregnant bitches hormones and I just cannot deal right now so pull up. Zah said sounding dramatic.

"Girl I got way too much going on myself I'm sorry cuzzie love you ask the lame bitch Sasha she be thirsty as hell to be at all the functions anyways, "I said rolling my eyes.

Zah took a deep breath and said "You and rocky need to just get it together Y'all is too cute together he like your soul mate, And it ain't nothing you can't get from that nigga he just got issues like every other hood nigga do. It's either him or the other no good niggas or the low key gay ass niggas. choose your pick cause none of these shit if you ask me so yea Ima call you later boo Ima finish this later I just pulled up at the salon and them hoes be nosey "

Zah walk in the salon and gets a text (TEXT MESSAGES)

Rocky: “you tell her yet?”

Zah: “nigga nah is you still going to give me the money for the baby”

Rocky: “HOE is it even mines!!!”

Zah: “why tf would you ask that when you know you the only one I been fucking for the past 2 years you got me so fucked up !”

Rocky: “Rs What you gonna’ do shorty I don't got no time to playing with y'all dumb goofy ass bitches”

Zah: “Ok come to the shop when we close. Please let's just talk.”

Rocky: “Ight what time you off”

Zah: “8:30″

Zah went into the bathroom and burst into tears. Talking to herself ” FUCK!!! Man, I should have never let this get this deep.”

Poem Title: “ No Trust”

I don't trust these bitches

Nor can I trust a nigga

They are scheming

yes i be peeping they will be playing

you then play the victim

then Get aggressive when you don't follow

through with certain decisions in certain situations

Is it the control that keeps it going

Is it the strong love is the mission

I saw love destroy souls so I just stay up out the business

I don't wanna be the witness to love gone wrong so later you play victim

Jae p. 6:27pm

I haven't seen rocky since the fight the other day but he just keeps calling me all of a sudden so I finally answer "What rocky" “ “Baby stop playing and come home you gone just let us go off that little ass fight I love you just come home, " he said while begging.

Man rocky it's always the same shit dude you go out of town come back I'm tired of fighting with you then I'm tired of these random ass bitches hitting me up like I'm a side bitch or something play with them bitches don't play with me.

“Baby, I know I been fucking up but I ain't been fucking with no hoes lately let me make it up to you I wanna take you to take spot they just built by the mall. “ he said pleading even more.

“You lucky I need to smoke and after that, I'm gone have the munchies so Ima go ahead and take your offer on this food but we will talk but I need to be at the shop later I gotta appointment with Zah.”

Rick said “Bet. That's all I wanna hear baby I'm about to come get you so get ready” He pulled up to my apartment 30 minutes later. I jump out the shower while he rings my bell obnoxiously. I wrap my red robe around me, to make sure he see’s what he been missing.

When I open the door he grabs my throat and kisses me. he knows sometimes the rough shit turns me on. Then he starts grabbing my ass, licking my titties sucking, my neck just being everything I need at the moment.

Then lifts me on the kitchen counter and stuck his thickness inside of me grabbing my ass I'm feeling every inch him touch my backbone as he spread my cheeks how can I say no to the way he controls my body

As TLC said " a good man is so hard to find and a hard man is so good to find"

Once again I fell for his trap I should have known better.

Poem Title: Innocent

It was the midst of the moment

that I loved you, and you loved me back

it was the midst of the moment

when it did matter. the past never lasted

it was the moment

When the present aligned and the future felt on track

it was the midst of the moment

where I fell back.

I remember innocent

I remember when life was pure

I remember before the pain endure

I Remember everything wasn't anything

I remember when nothing was really clear

I remember before you turned insecure

And I remember

anything wasn't everything

I remember when we were in love

I remember before love is the opposite of what it seems

Now that we're out of love what do we do

ole dear innocent, what you mean to me

go back out and get your confidence

and follow your dreams

Take me back a few years ago

when you said what you mean

-Jae p 4:32am

Zah sends a text to Jazzy(TEXT MESSAGES)

Zah: “Bitch I know you fucked up about rocky crazy ass but today Ima give you make over you know that always makes us feel better slide by after 9 I close today plus I got some tea bihhhh”

Jazzy:” iight’ “

Rocky still thraxing me from the back but I keep hearing his phone. and I hear his phone steady buzzing. while the sex getting so amazing, something tells me to lean over to see who blowing up his line like this.. he got somebody name bitch saved as “stupid hoe” and she keeps calling and texting. 5 missed calls and he gets another text.

(TEXT MESSAGES)

Stupid hoe: babe is you still picking me up from work

Stupid hoe: ?????

Stupid hoe: wtf dude

After we finished he goes to the bathroom and I sneak and get that “stupid hoe” number out his phone.

He comes out the bathroom. Bae I know I told you I was going to take you out today but I gotta make some runs here take this money and just shop or something find something nice for me then he hands me, 3 bands,

I just rolled my eyes everything was too good to be true. “ You always bail out with money. it never fails, does it “ I said annoyed.

But on the inside, I'm still plotting on finding out who this stupid bitch is.

When he leaves the room I text that number but I noticed the number popped up and was already saved on my phone.

Poem Title: TOXINS

why are into this,

its a curse less of a blessing

lust and lies, with never the less no confessions

all the secrets, and the box that they were kept in.

the cycle of us, the drift I should have been catching.

I shouldn't have been stressing

I should have never let you in

all the shit that you put me

never in love, more like in toxin

you told me I wasn't when I was popping

you hated on me then tried to keep me boxed in

drag me through the dirt

I'm so tired of the hurt

all these shattered glass pieces

(TEXT MESSAGES)

Rocky: I'm outside

Zah: okay I'm coming out

I know on the inside I'm wrong as hell for not telling my cousin the truth about me and rocky but I can't piece it together I'm the one that introduced them I feel like I should have had him from the jump anyways.

I always was in love with him I just didn't think he would take my jazzy seriously. Jazzy had a boyfriend when she and rocky first met. Me Pete her and rocky partied hard a lot of the weekends.Jazzy’s ex-boyfriend ended up taking a job offer in Atlanta and she didn't want to relocate with him. She went MIA for a while after that. next thing I know her and rocky had a spot together, I find out about them moving in together after our flings so he was definitely playing both sides.

One night I go to Rocky's main Pete’s party they have every Saturday at the club. They got me so wasted we turned up so hard. I wake up at a hotel the next morning and I see Rocky laying next to me. 11 weeks later I found out I had a baby. I'm not sure how I'm going to tell her.. I don't know how but I'm going to tell her the truth.

I walk outside and see Rocky in his Benz looking all scrumptious. I hopped in the car I instantly see rocky have an attitude. "Damn Zah why you gotta blow my phone up and shit damn what we gotta talk about you good and shit?"

Zah I'm sorry let me make it right

He whips out his inches and sticks it in. my mouth instantly start watering I just want to please him I just want to be everything to this man, Especially With these pregnancy hormones I didn't care where we were I just needed him.

I'm second guessing maybe we should have pulled off first

When I saw Jazzy pull up my heart dropped she's a little too early she hops out the car and sees rocky Benz and starts to walk toward the car...

Poem: Betrayal

Betrayal is worse than a enemy

I'd expect it from anybody

but some kin to me.

Especially the ones I love so deep

Betrayal stay away from me

Please

You will take my life

or make me take a life

out of spite and that ain't right

you took my heart and slit my pride

that fucked up betrayal never thought you would come around

and turn my world upside down.

turn my soul inside out

in less than seconds without a doubt.

Jae P. 3:06am

Jazzy screams " bitch really fucking really my nigga out of all these cheating niggas no good as niggas though. right hoe you ain't family you a hoe!" Zah said "bitch, first of all, I knew him way before you know him bitch be cool with all that extra shit"

" Zah be easy with that shit fam you been’ knew this was my nigga period but whole time he been your nigga fuck on some where that's low as fuck zah even for you g my blood though Really” i paused and flinched at her Zah fuck do you mean if you weren't’ pregnant I woulda took off period "

yea ok Bitch I'll light yo ass up stop playing with me then Zah pulls out a 9mm from her oversized handbag

Jazzy yells

bitch do what you wanna do peri.. few shot goes off

Poem Title: LEFT

You tried to leave me with nothing left,

you got me cold i should have been left,

you gave me something i never felt

gave me love and looked up i had no more left

i knew right instead i went left

momma always said

dont get it in your ass

keep it all in your head

before you went ahead made things go left

she told me right but i always went left

i put up a fight and had no air left

use to roll the dice and had nothing left

if you love me like you say

why i havnt seen it yet

Hello welcome to WBC newsroom my name is Andrew our story tonight a double homicide we are going to investigate a double homicide and a suicide the victims have not yet been identified the suspect was the initial suicide shooter in this case

Three victims died around 8 after a couple of calls to 911 for gunshots near the area

There was a note left on the suicide victims windshield saying I couldn't live with without them.

Case still being investigated

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