#having an absolutely terrible day

[sorceresslodge]

there really is something about back pain that makes you want to cry all the time

#cytherea.txt #having an absolutely terrible day #i NEED to feel better tomorrow please god please

[dvrcos]

The Fox couples taking shifts on Valentine’s Day to babysit/hangout with a sad Nicky who misses Erick

Dan and Matt take him to a nice breakfast/brunch restaurant with mimosas and plenty of pancakes

Renee and Allison watch a sappy romantic comedy movie with him to try and cheer him up while he nurses a bottle of vodka

Kevin and Aaron cook a nice dinner for him to cushion all the alcohol and set him up on a FaceTime dinner date with Erick before they leave for their own date

Neil and Andrew load him up with ice cream and makes sure there’s plenty water and painkillers on his nightstand when he eventually passes out

#just them making sure Nicky doesn’t have an absolutely terrible day #I kinda wanna make this a whole fic #i think it would be cute and funny #aftg #all for the game #aaron minyard #kevin day #andrew minyard #neil josten #nicky hemmick #kevaaron #andriel #renallison #dan and matt

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

frothing at the fucking mouth over the lil Howdy Approved teaser. what does it mean!!!! im gonna need to make sure im awake for the drop!! that will be tough!

#pingponging Off The Walls- #is it a new puppet? is it howdy? is it merch? #if its merch then i Definitely need to make sure im awake for the drop just in case its limited #i mean! its definitely something Physical!!! #a shoe behind the curtain!!! someone is back there! #i cant tell if theyre saddle shoes or not... if so then HI WALLY <3 #the caption also points to it being some sorta wally merch... the capitalization of Darling the 'howdys place' branding #absolutely unprompted #im gonna have to set an alarm or somethn... #ive been sleeping too much! i feel Terrible! #today i slept for 10 hours then was awake for a whopping 30 minutes before passing back out for another 3 #so! three days to fix my nonexistent schedule! FRIDAY!!!! #friday friday friday whatever it is IM EXCITED!!! #finally! something to look forward to!!

[iceinherheart-kissonherlips]

Jesus, he thinks, something is wrong with us, we are unwell, no one has ever felt any of this without destruction. Empires have fallen like this, he thinks, but it only makes him want her more, makes him look at his hands and think, My god, what a waste of time doing anything else but holding her. What a waste, and then he says aloud, JesusfuckingChrist what have you done to me? And she says, Kiss me.

He kisses her, thinks, Go on, ruin me. Wreck me, please. 

She kisses him back and she does. [x]

#doctor who #dwedit #rd edit #river song #eleventh doctor #riversongedit #as much as I like them being 'we are married and we love each other but we have our own lives' #I also would love to see them absolutely and mentally insane about each other #completely desperate with lust and love for each other #ready to destroy everything and everyone who dares to come between them #burning up worlds and destroying suns and stars for one more day with each other #with blood on their hands and lives on their conscience #a girl can dream #long post #otp: the towers sang and you cried #great quotes and terrible edits #also did I use the behind the scene version of the wedding kiss? yeah I did #mine

[raineandsky]

#27

“How’s your food?”

The hero wouldn’t know. Their food is currently going cold in front of them, untouched. The villain, on the other hand, has more or less inhaled theirs. 

“Oh, don’t be so dour,” they continue through a mouthful of their dinner. “Agency’s paying for this.”

That much is true. The superhero more or less forced their hand in this, first with promises of time off and a payrise, second with threats of getting fired when the hero didn’t immediately agree. So here they are, in a restaurant they didn’t like the menu of, staring at the food in front of them that’s long stopped steaming, sitting across from the person they want to punch most in the world.

The hero turns their gaze to the doors idly, disinterested. They hope they can go home soon.

“I can’t believe people actually believe you want to help us,” they retort flatly, and the villain frowns innocently.

“I do—that’s why I offered my help.” They say it like it’s obvious, and the hero tuts in annoyance. “That fucker—[Supervillain]—owes me. I’m just getting my own back.”

“He owes you so much you’re trying to set heroes on him,” the hero says disbelievingly, and the villain nods. They train their eyes on the door as well, expectant.

“You think too much, god. Have a drink, loosen up, for both of our sakes.”

The hero glances down at the wine glass on the table, just as untouched as the rest of their dinner. They didn’t like the menu—and honestly this pasta looks wrong somehow—but wine is wine. Hopefully they can have a little faith in something that got here already made.

They swill it in the glass thoughtfully for a moment, staring into the tiny current the movement causes before taking a test sip.

“How is it?” the villain asks hopefully. Their answer comes as the hero tips half the glass into their mouth in one go. To say they look ecstatic would be an understatement. “Oh, wow, must be good.”

It’s okay. It tastes a bit weird, but they imagine everything does here. They don’t care too much – they know they’re meant to be on business, but if they can forget most of the time they’re being forced to spend here it might make it a little better.

They set the glass back on the table with a sigh. The villain watches them eagerly as they lean back in the chair. “Any better?”

“I don’t get drunk off half a glass of wine,” the hero snaps, but they’d be lying to say they don’t feel a little dizzy. “I’m not that much of a lightweight.”

“Shame. Would’ve made for an interesting night if you were.”

The villain goes back to shovelling food into their mouth as the hero heaves a deep breath. They’re feeling worse by the second, the whole world starting to spin nauseatingly, and after a couple of minutes they feel like they’re going to be sick. They lurch to their feet rather suddenly, pulling the villain’s gaze to them in surprise.

“Bathroom,” is all they have time to say before they stagger away from the table and in the vague direction of the signs they saw earlier.

The door bounces off the wall as the hero shoves it open, the clatter it makes against the tile emphasising the headache assaulting them. They stumble to the sinks, shakily turning a tap on and slapping water over their face. It’s refreshing, and it’s only when they feel the cool water on them that they realise how unbearably hot they feel. They have to lean all their weight on the counter to keep themself standing, desperately blinking away the unconsciousness slinking up on them.

They’re barely aware of the door creaking open behind them. There’s movement in the mirror in front of them, though they can barely bring themself to look up beyond the rising sickness. “That wine must’ve been strong,” a familiar voice says from behind them, the sound dulled slightly as if it’s coming from underwater. “You look rough.”

Something—no, that’s someone—touches their shoulder lightly, pulling them away from the counter. They sink to the floor, their support gone, and the villain follows them down worriedly.

“You have a phone, right?” They rummage through the hero’s pockets uninvited. “I’ll call [Superhero]. You really need to go home.”

“Ugh,” is all the response the hero can give them. They can see, somewhat distantly, the villain frowning at their phone in their hand, presumably looking for a contact they can use. They turn away as the door swings open again, and they lean out of the hero’s vision as they get back to their feet.

“What the hell are you doing here?” they snap coldly, and the supervillain hums a laugh.

“Picking up the trash. I knew you’d try to do me in,” he says simply, and he shoves them back to come more into the room. “You’re not the most original criminal, are you?”

There’s a moment of silence, and the lack of anything to concentrate on makes the hero realise how close to passing out they are. “You did this?”

“Who else? You’re too weak to do anything that matters.”

They know it’s not aimed at them, but the last of the hero’s attention is trained on that one sentence as the arguing fades into fuzzy nothingness. You’re too weak to do anything that matters.

#writing #creative writing #writing community #writers on tumblr #writblr #heroes and villains #hero x villain #warning lads!!! assignments are looming i have taken on extra work all my deadlines are within 3 days of each other #burnout is. dangerously close #so!! in the terrible case that writing essays and doing post production just absolutely annihilates my creative spark #i am still here!! just a lil slow!! #ive already been writin slower than ive been postin so if i hit the end of the queue before i write anything else i LOVE yall #and i will be back on my bullshit as soon as i can on here

[witchyvixie]

I love stories about 'bad' people who still love and are loved. people who don't care if the people they love are bad. I love when the point isn't to say "you're not actually bad" but "even if you are, you still deserve love in your life"

#true neutrals are the best and i really want more of them in media #this is abt joel tlou (game specifically. i haven't watched the show) #we can argue all day about whether it was 'morally wrong' to kill the fireflies or whether their plan would have worked #but i love that he doesn't care if he's doing something terrible. all he cares about is her. and that gets to me #and that ellie absolutely knows he's lying to her but decides not to find out because she wants to be with him too #i feel like arguing whether joel was in the right is kinda missing the point #also don't get me wrong i love when the point is learning that you're not actually bad. those stories can also be wonderfully poignant. #my favorite character is one of those #but sometimes my messed up brain needs to hear 'you don't have to maintain 'good' to still be loved'

[sapphorror]

Okay but my favorite GIR moments are ALWAYS the ones that imply he's just aware enough of what's going on to know that the thing he's doing will fuck up Zim's day, and he still does it anyway, possibly specifically for that purpose.

#invader zim #gir #iz posting #natterings #most times its not even malicious #or not like SPECIFICALLY malicious beyond gir being a gremlin who enjoys chaos in general #i think a lot of the time he just wants to secure zims attention and making him mad is the easiest way to do it #(+ i mean zim kind of models this strategy all the time so can he really be surprised girs learned it—) #or sometimes the terrible thing will eventually end up leading into accomplishing something useful #and its easy to say this is just fools luck and totally inadvertent on girs part #but there are rare moments that suggest he mightve a little bit done the thing on purpose and im obsessed with that #that one comics issue where he impersonates dib torments zim for days on end and then wheedles zim into praising him for it #lives rent free in my mind #BUT ANYWAY I ALSO THINK THAT MAYBE SOMETIMES IT COULD BE A LITTLE MALICIOUS #given that gir in his natural state isnt really CAPABLE of resentment or anger or even dislike #and the one time he was able to feel those things he turned on zim in less than 24 hrs #in a way that was clearly very personally motivated (note to self write meta about gir goes crazy and stuff i have so much shit to say) #which suggests to me those emotions probably are there festering on some inaccessible level and yknow #imo a little healthy sadism is a GREAT outlet for that #zim absolutely deserves it

[bunearysdaily]

[ID: Digital Pokemon fanart of a buneary leaping off the ground to catch a flying frisbee with its ear. End ID.]

#buneary #pokemon #id #joined an ultimate frisbee team and it’s REALLY FUN! #I am absolutely terrible at it but it’s fun #bunearysdaily day 19!! #i think #yay ultimate frisbee! #may have flubbed the size of the frisbee

[ftm-megamind]

(crawling out of a burning building all bloodied carrie style) at least it's javid thursday tomorrow

#terrible. absolutely horrible day #vent kind of i guess #you ever have a meltdown in jim class. so embarrassing

[james-stark-the-writer]

little over 5 minutes into Husk (2011) and the dialogue could use a little work to smooth out some of the minute to minute stuff but i'm REALLY enjoying this.

#james talks #james watches stuff #i have had two absolutely terrible days and just need to get back to my rhythm so a late night horror movie it is. #as is tradition i know absolutely nothing other than the title and i checked its RT score and it was high so here i am watching it. #Husk (2011) #husk

[godblooded]

let me tell you i haven’t ever felt this uncomfortable on here and i. hate. it.

#ooc. o kaptain. #[just another absolutely fucking terrible day in a bulleted list of absolutely fucking horrible days. i have worked myself so exhaustively #my hands and my arms are absolutely covered in claw marks and bruises and I’m exhausted. I have to take my aunt for a surprise transfusion. #i have another appointment with her on Monday. I’m off this week but I can’t relax and I’m just. hoping I can relax. I don’t know. I don’t #even know. things get okay and then they get absolutely terrible again. I cannot stop crying and I just want my life to calm down for like. #a minute. just a minute. and I feel like I can’t vent for more reasons than I can even actually mention and that? that sucks. this fucking #sucks. it’s really just a want to cry for hours but I can’t kind of Saturday. here’s to hoping this transfusion is easy.] #negativity / #medical / #cancer mention /

[coffeeshib]

Your fics are such comfort fics for me. I was in a funk yesterday, so I picked up lat with me (like a reanaissance painting) to lose myself in and of course I felt better. The let me be easy to love duo and don't you know (that you don't even need to try?) are probably my favourites, but I love them all. You write my favourite kind of relationship buildup: friends in love who love & like each other so much that they just spoil each other with kindness until eventually things come together. And when things go sideways, the angst feels very natural and I relate to what the characters are feeling a lot. (And then sometimes, whoops, there's a sex scene and it's really hot... and I REALLY relate to Lena constantly thirsting over Kara's muscles.) Anyway, not much of a point here, you should just know how great your writing is.

ahhh this makes me happy to hear because i happen to LOVE writing buildups to confessions & smut. it brings me a lot of joy to explore & write about feelings in different moments & circumstances!!

#this is one of the reasons why i'm terrible at short fics - buildups are an absolute must for me 😩 my brain is wired weird #like if i head in with little to none then my writing/scenes won't feel natural/emotional so i always #tend to expand (immensely) so that in this or that supercorp au their relationship feels authentic to me yknow #thank you for dropping by anon!! this made me smile :] i'm days late but i hope your days have lightened/lighten #hope you're having a lovely day #asks

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

sometimes ya just gotta scribble your favorite character giving you words of encouragement. even if that favorite is a guy from your own brain

#shoutout to my Specialest Boy he always has my back #hes not a real person but he's got me!!! he always does! #he's been Getting Me Through It since eighth fucking grade! #whether its nice words or a mental slap and a Do It Scared #setting him as my home screen for extra Courage on this scary day #(have to apply for a job in person somewhere ive never been) #if i feel too nervous i can open my phone and look at his smiling face! #there is a gay ace gender-nonconforming man on my phone and he's 50% of my emotional support #IF HE DID ALL OF THOSE TERRIBLE THINGS SCARED THEN! THEN I CAN APPLY FOR A JOB! #said through gritted teeth and with panicked breathing #i really gotta work on that Do It For Him board... #absolutely unprompted #if i get this done he'd be proud of me and that's all i need #gazing at him lovingly. someday ill pay him back #i have years to puzzle out how i want to put him out into the world #since i highly doubt ill ever manage to get into tv business and make my own animated show #childish dreams! but they soothe me at night #man i just want him to be loved... OKAY IM GETTING EMOTIONAL time to cut myself off tags over

[coollyinterferes]

"Back by unpopular demand:"

"Us!"

#[*trips and falls to the ground like that one pepe frog meme but dramatically explodes into a million pieces instead* hi hi] #[i'll start by apologizing and thanking y'all for your patience bc wheew its been almost 2 months since my last post holy shittt] #[mental health along with intrusive thoughts and stuff have been absolute ass and still are right now] #[not gonna go into much detail bc i'm dealing with tons of bad stuff and negativity but yeah] #[at this point i aint even going to say 'im back!' bc everytime i do some even more terrible shit happens irl so naw] #[i also can't promise thread replies today bc i already know i'll likely not be able to finish any] #[but i will try to at least start working on some of them ;v;] #[other than that please feel free to send in stuff if you wish!] #[i haven't been around in so long that i feel completely rusty and out of the loop rn] #[but i think i'll start with the few asks i was unable to get to last time] #[if you guys who sent them see this: i'm sorry for the super looooong wait and thank you so much for your patience!!! <3] #[hope everyone's having a lovely day/night!!! <3] #;ic #(? #;ooc #(?? #[the world will never truly know *x files music plays*]

[bravevolunteer]

michael's physical fate mirroring his emotional trauma is so perfectly engineered to make me fucking insane and that choice was not intentional at AAAALLLL

#love writing a character with barely any/absolutely terrible source material with the rawest fucking concepts and symbolic threads ever. #it doesn't make me lose my mind at all #michael who has his insides hollowed out who is LITERALLY piloted around like a puppet only to be abandoned a shell of who he once was. #doomed to live on as something awful to stay hidden in shadows to despise looking in the mirror the sheer dissociation and dissonance that #comes with it. it is such a good symbolic mirror to how grief trauma and abuse has effected him how he can't look in the mirror without #seeing william. FEELING used after being beckoned to the warehouse under the promise of doing good and being of use and maybe even approved #of or loved only to have the last shred of a possible life taken from him. whatever william Intended in bringing michael to SL can you #imagine how emotionally devastating grappling with it was on TOP of literally fucking rotting. no wonder he finally decided on revenge. #this has been ping ponging around my brain all day and i could just let it keep spiraling sorry #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc

[grahamcarmen]

#graham calloway #gifs #many thoughts #first i was thinking how i hate the way s3 ends #the reveal deflated my enthusiasm SO much but i always begrudgingly accept it because #at the end of the day its thematically cohesive and helps move the story fine and thematic cohesion matters more to me #the crackle rod reveal however! is thank ! he's not dead + does not negate the choices and consequences of dark! carmen getting it #and reveals that he has changed in ways that impact people other than carmen and of his own volition since NO ONE KNEW HE DID IT #and this choice ends up saving his life and allowing him to have a true fresh start #plus add another to the headcanon that carmen won a little too easily on the train because gray knows how to throw a dude his size #and who is actively resisting him #Attempt is still an attempt and she should absolutely take it personally but for runtimes sake aside its laughable how short the fight is #no offense to miss carmens own fighting skills but almost every other agent she goes against can hold their own a bit longer #and i don't think gray is technically any worse than them #also gray and his absolute conviction in what type of person he is and slowly changing for the better anyways #little dude #digs a hole to rock bottom and then goes hahaha what if i became less terrible without anyone noticing #carmen sandiego 2019