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straykidsftnct · 3 years
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From Home | Chapter Two
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✎ from home (༄) | lee taeyong
༑ ࿐ྂ。chapter two: rockabye.
✧*̣̩⋆̩☽⋆  summary: Taeyong always thought that coming back to his hometown would be the reason to his happiness, little did he know that it would actually be something else the reason of it.
detective!taeyong x single mother!reader. florist!jaehyun, detective!johnny, cafe owner!yuta, brother!jaemin + another nct members.
word count: 2.4k
ϟ warnings: angst, mentions of past toxic relationships, physical abuse. some cursing, not proofread. using of cursive for flashbacks. if I miss something please let me know.
A/N: hello everyone, I just want to say that my content is purely fictional. It’s just for only entertainment purposes. The idols I write for are real people and the way I write about them doesn’t represent their real selves, so please don’t take it serious. If someway i disrespect any person please let me know, i would like to work better on myself.
thanks for giving this story a chance! enjoy the reading! lots of love <3
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(Y / N) walked quietly in the hall, she was tiptoeing making her best to not make any sound. She looked into her room trying to find him and she almost let a chuckle when she saw two little foots peeking out of the window's curtain. She got closer to it and she put both of her hands on her hips.
"Hmm, it looks like Sungie isn't here" she pout. "He must have gone somewhere, but where?"
She heard a soft laugh behind the curtains and she laughed. (Y / N) took both of the curtains sides and she moved them, revealing a little brown-haired boy.
"Aha! Found you! " (Y / N) exclaimed while she took him between her arms and starting to tickle him.
Sung let out a loud laugh, one that was close to the best sound she could ever heard. She spinned him in the air, then let him on the bed and continue the tickle attack.
“More mommy, more hide and seek” he asked with enthusiasm.
"No sweetie, not now" she said calmly. "It's dinner time" the little one raised his arms asking his hom to pick him up and so she did.
She walked towards the dinner table with him in her arms and she put him in his chair, then she went to the kitchen and once she was back, (Y / N) put a plate of Dak Galbi in front of her son. It was his favorite food. And as soon as she gave him the food, he started to eat it. She followed him and that’s how their dinner started.
Na (Y / N) is a young woman, twenty six years old, prommedium height, straight and dark hair, with beautiful eyes and the most shiny smile you could ever see. Her body is nice as well and do not let me start with her personality de ella. She's really a nice and lovely girl. You could always count on her every time you need it.
She became a mother at a young age, three years ago - almost four -. she meet a guy back in college, with whom she eventually started a relationship but after a certain time together ... she got pregnant. She and her son's father, Su Ho, lived together from the very beggining of the pregnancy and some time after Sung was born. During the nine months of pregnancy everything went good and even she was kinda scared at first, she handled it. She liked to see how her little baby was growing up inside her belly and how she felt like she was taking a new life to earth.
She was with the guy she wanted, with a baby arriving soon; almost like a fairytale.
But that fairytale didn’t last too long.
Once Sung was born, something changed in Su Ho and (Y/N)’s relationship. They were living in a small apartment, it wasn’t real big but it was enough for the three of them. (Y/N) was happy tho, neverthlees she never thought her boyfriend would change that much. The Su Ho she knew, the sweet and lovely boyfriend she had, wasn’t there anymore. In his place, was an possesive, jelaous and grumpy Su Ho. Making her live a kind of hell in earth. 
She couldn’t left the apartment without telling him where she was going. She couldn’t talk more than a half of hour with her friends and she had to do all for him. She knew the kind of life she was living wasn’t life but she was afraid of run away. What if he hurt her? Or worse, whar if he hurt her baby? She tried to hold on and all for her newborn, who was the only one to keep her alive.
She thought it could be just a phase, that maybe his bad attitud was because of the strees of being a father for the first and take care of a baby while he was trying to work and finish his last year of college, but even though she wanted to believe that, she knew that it was not true. Su Ho didn’t attend properly Sung after a few weeks he was born. She could count the time she saw him with their child, holding him in his arms, giving him love or helping her to take care of him.
(Y/N) didn’t want to question him, she didn’t want to bother him and even though she wanted to undersand him, she coulnd’t. Her mother, who knew the situation in her daughter’s home, tried to convince her to break up with Su Ho, but once again, the insecurities and the fear were stronger than her mind and it stopped her. She bear a lot of things, but definetely the one that filled her patience and her parents, was the one in that afternoon when she decided to let Su Ho behind.
Sung was having a cold but for being just months old, the cold was irritating him a lot, (Y/N) decided to take him to the pediatrician while Su Ho was working. So once Su Ho was back from work, he couldn’t find (Y/N) or Sung anywhere in the house and that upset him. He called her, but she didn’t answer and after a couple of minutes where he was thinking the worst scenarios, the apartment’s door opened revealing a (Y/N) and a little Sung sleeping in her arms. Su Ho got closer to them and she looked at him confused.
“Where the hell were you?” he asked angrily.
“I told you yesterday that Sung was sick, I took him to the pediatrician” she said.
“Don’t lie to me, where were you? Why didn’t you answer your phone?" he took her by the wrist once she let Sung in his crib and she spinned her around to see her in the face.
“I was in the subway, I couldn’t answer” she replied trying to get awat of his grasp.
“Oh yeah? For real? (Y/N) I’m not going to question this again... where.were.you?” 
“What do you want me to say? Huh? I was at the pediatrician, you son got sick, I couldn’t let him without medical attendance” she could felt the grasp on her wrist getting stronger. “That’s not what you want to hear? You want me to say that while I was with the pedritician I let Sung beside and I fucked the doctor? Well, sorry to you but that didn’t happen. You should let that shitty attitude behind and start to trust me".
Su Ho took a big breath and he let the grasp he had on (Y/N)’s wrist, then he raised his hand and she flinched.
“Did you just raise your hand? Were you going to hit me?” she asked heartbroken.
He put his hand down and then he pass it in his hair mumbling some non-sense.
“Don’t ever go out without telling and the next time you need to go to the pediatrician, tell me. We’re going together” he said clenching his jaw.
“Oh, so now I can’t even go to the pediatrician by my own? I don’t get you Su Ho, I don’t know what happened with you” she mumbled.
Su Ho let his fist hit the table getting even more upset.
“What is the thing that you don’t get? Hmm? You’re mine! No one should see you or even think about you! You’re mine and Sung is proof of it”  He spoke getting dangerously closer to her, while she tried to walk away.
“Su Ho...” she walked away.
“What don’t you understand? How do you want me to explain that you’re mine and that no one should getting even closer to you? You’re my woman, only mine and I would anything to show it to the world”.  He took her by the waist putting her closer to his body and then he started to kiss her.
That just disgusted her.
“Stop it, Su Ho”. She asked between kisses. “Stop”. She mumbled. That didn’t stop the man and continued with the inteed to do it and the fact that (Y/N) was putting a fight trying to get away from his grip only upset him more.
“Just stay still, damn” he pushed her making (Y/N)’s back hit the wall. She looked at him with wide open eyes and she moved him a little while she walked towards their room, she took a bag putting some of her belongings and putting Sung’s belonging as well. “What do you think you’re doing?” Su Ho asked getting closer to the door.
“I can’t stand this anymore, Su Ho!”.He exclaimed. “I've beared your jealousy, your shitty attitud and how rude you can be, but that you try to kiss me and touch me without my consent plus push me to the wall it’s something i will not bear”. She said without looking at him and making sure she was putting all of Sung¿s clothes in his diaper bag. “I’m gonna go, no, we’re gonna go” (Y/N) took the baby carrier and she put Sung in it.
Su Ho laughed and got closer to her.
“You’re not going anywhere, let alone with my son”.
“Your son? Your son, Su Ho?” she sarcastically asked. “Since Sung was born you haven’t been the father you should be!" she reaproched. “You’re never at home and when you are the only thing you do is whine about how Sung cry all day, reproaching me because I want to see my friends and you don’t even pay any attention to him.”
“Don’t speak to me like that” he threathened her. “It’s my son and I won’t let you take him away from me”.
“How old is Sung, Su Ho?" she asked and the man just blinked at the question, making her scoff. “I don’t know how I let my son to have a father like you” she mumbled, taking Su Ho to his limit. He aproached her again and she took the thing she had in her hands, throw them to the bed and then he let his palm hit (Y/N)’s cheek. She automatically led her hand to her now red cheek trying so har not to cry.
“Don’t you ever talk to me like that!” Su Ho yelled, waking Sung up and he started to cry, making his mother reacted and making her give a bad look to Sung’s dad. She walked to the baby carrier and took him in her arms. She rocked the baby in her arms for a little bit while Su Ho just watched them. Once Sung was calm, she put him back in the baby carrier and took their belongings.
The fights between them were something regular this past months but never in his life, Su Ho raised a hand to her, let alone hit her. This was going far and she wouldn’t stand this anymore.
“(Y/N)” he called her softly and she simply ignored him. “(Y/N), please, you don’t have to go. None of you. I’ll be a better boyfriend, a better dad”.
“No, Su Ho” she stopped him. “I can’t continue this, I lost the trust and admiration I once had for you. I don’t want this for Sung. I don’t want a family like this for Sung” she said walking towards the apartment’s door.
“You can’t leave me” he said again. “I won’t let you” Su Ho walked behing her. “I swear that if you cross that door I won’t never stop until I have you and Sung by my side again” (Y/N) swallowed hard and without looking behind, she opened the door to finally leave him. To finally leave that life. To finally be free. “(Y/N)!”.
That was the last time she heard about him and even tho he told her he wouldn’t stop until she and her son were back to him. She never saw him again, he never call and she was glad he didn’t. When she left the apartment that noon, she called her mom between cries and she explained the whole situation. Her parents helped her and their granchild. They were happy she left that life behind and that she was trying to keep going even tho she was scared Su Ho could appeared from anywhere. Lucky her, he never did.
Now she is happy. Just her and her son. She didn’t need anything else.
“Mommy, when it’s going to be my birthday?” Sung asked letting his chopsticks on the table.
“In two and a half weeks, baby” she answered.
Sung was born in a beautiful night on November and she couldn’t believe how big he was getting. She remembered those time when she would carried him around all day. She remembered when he started crawling and then when he walked for the first time. When his first theeth came out and when he called her ‘mama’ for the first time. It was when she realized that she didn’t need anything else in this world to be happy.
“Can I have a party” he shyly asked. “Min said he had a really awesome party”.
She took Sung’s plate when she noticed he finished his food.
“Of course you can have a party” she told him. “Of what do you want your party to be?”
Sung made a thoughtful grin while he shrugged.
“A Spiderman party!” he exclaimed with enthusiasm.
The little boy clapped and danced in his place. She smiled and nodded while she let a kiss in his forehead.
(Y/N) couldn’t imagine a life without her son. When she first know she was going to be a mom, a guilty feeling came to her. She was being careful, how did that happen? She was scared of telling Su Ho, she was scared of telling his mom or brother but was she feared the most was telling his dad. He always spoiled her! She was his baby! How she would tell him she was going to be a mother at 22 years old! She thought about a lot of options. Damn, she even thought about interrupting the pregnancy. But thought after thought, she told herslef she could do it. She was glad her parents support her from the very beggining, even tho the news weren’t exactly what they wanted they couldn’t let her daughter alone in this new chapter of her life and she was thankful for that.
“Mommy?” Sung called her and she looked at him. “Can we play hide and seek?”
“Just don’t hide behind the curtains” she teased him and he laughed, the he got out of his chair and started to run, looking for a new hiding place.
They really have fun together. It was kinda like a free therapy to (Y/N) after a long day at work. Just heard her son’s cute laugh could bighten her day without any effort.
She couldn’t imagine a life without him.
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N/A: hi!! how have you been’ I was going to upload this chapter last weekend but I didn’t have time but now here is! I guess this two first chapters are about the life and kinda background of the main characters so yeah! hope u like it.
My dms are always open!:)
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xplr-beauty · 4 years
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Ateez: August Dates ~ Week One
Every month I'll be posting 5 dates with the guys for a whole year (1 update a week)
Hongjoong:
Tubing the River
You guys take an hour long drive up to the river, listening to the radio quietly as you discuss your nerves & excitement
After arriving to the destination you rent 2 floats/tubes and tie them together so you guys can stay together and so he can make sure you dont get lost
As you stand in line waiting to get in the water, Joong stares at you from the side as if you're the only thing in the world worth looking at & loving meanwhile your excitement/nerves get the better of you as you stare at the rapids up ahead
If you were nervous, he would take your hand and squeeze it, giving you a reassuring look/smirk to help you relax
If he gets scared, you would sing the part in 'My Way' to him jokingly in a deeper/teasing voice "dont be afraid" and he would blush and laugh, covering his face but agreeing with you. Seeing your smile he couldn't be scared
Once you made it to the water and dipped your foot/toes in, realising how cold it is you gasped and quickly pulled it back out of the water
Hongjoong would squat/kneel down and cup the water in his hand gently splashing your legs to help you adjust to the coldness, once you gave the signal you were alright he would take your hand and help you sit in your tube before pushing them into the water and getting inside his own
At first you guys gently floated down the stream, enjoying nature. He would make Pirate jokes and references about 'owning these seas' as you roll your eyes and laugh, playing along. You would point at the clouds, trees, rocks as you passed them so you guys could admire these things together
His eyes would mostly be on you, he felt relaxed and happy. At one point he would whisper 'I love you' unable to hold back, and as you ask 'huh?' After not hearing him properly a dip/small waterfall would come up pulling y'all down before he could answer
The rest of the stream would be full of curves, small bumps and fast rapids. Don't worry though, he's there to hold your hand and make you smile if you get scared.
If you get hurt or fall off he'll be so fast to pull you to the side, clean you up and treat your wound as best he can with what he has and help you back in the raft (if you wanna continue) He'll also apologize and kiss your injury
As you continue to float down the river he occasionally splashes you, teases you and just makes a lot of subtle jokes
He also falls out a lot which you tease him for. When you guys get stuck on a rock or hill, he'll be the one to get out and unstuck y'all as he laughs and shakes his head
Once you make it to the end he'll jump out first and help you out of the tube, taking the floats from the water he'll insist on carrying them
As you walk back to the rental shop, hand in hand, he would thank you for a great date and ask to do this again some time
Back at the car he'll take your towel and dry your hair fluffing it up before wrapping it around your shoulders finally drying himself afterwards before taking you to get some food
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Seonghwa:
Farmers Market Brunch
Waking up early you and Seonghwa head to the Farmers Market (fresh foods store) to buy ingredients for your brunch
At the store he would pick up the basket/push the cart
Stopping at the fruits/vegetebales first he looks over sales prices and limited time foods first while you mostly joke around while also picking and bagging your iteams
Holding up two tomatoes you ask your boyfriend, "hey hwa, say I have two tomatoes but then I lose one. What do I have? A-Spare-I-GUESS" before pulling a bundle of asparagus out from behind your back and laughing at your own pun as he shakes his head while laughing very subtlety (his pained laugh)
When things are out of your reach or even a little heavy, Seonghwa will grab them for you and place them neatly in the cart
At the checkout he would pay for everything without hesitation and even carry all of the bags so you don't have to worry about it
Back at home ready to cook, Seonghwa prepared all the ingrediants while you washed up
You guys have matching aprons that you always wear when cooking together, he would tie yours for you while smiling, happy knowing you guys have a matching set of something it really helps him know you guys are a couple and little things like this make him really blushy and happy
Ready to cook he would chop everything that needed cut while you did the stirring and mixing. He would do whatever you asked him to as well
Once the food was on the stove he would offer to do the flipping/stirring just to make sure you wouldn't get burnt
Meanwhile you made the drinks preparing the juice/coffee and pouring them into your matching mugs/glasses
As you made the drinks Seonghwa couldn't help but to keep looking over at you and how gorgeous you look, he almost burned the food as he got distracted
Once it was all ready, you made the plates while he set up the balcony, laying blankets on the ground and setting up the side dishes picnic style, helping you carry the food out after you got them onto their plates/In their serving dishes
Seonhwa leaned against the wall and you leaned against him, your back and head on his chest as you looked at the sky/ocean/garden/whatever you like and as he watched you
Between your talking and random discussions, hwa would feed you berries/fruits and smile at how you look so peaceful while just eating
Even after finishing you food the two of you just lay outside together enjoying the nice weather and each others company
Eventually you get up and clean up the mess together, he offers to wash the dishes and do whatever chores you don't want
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Yunho:
Museum of Ice Cream
Looking for date ideas online you came across the 'Museum of Ice Cream' and immediately jumped up running to the kitchen to show Yunho and begging him to take you. He said 'sure' before you even finished asking as he was curious as well
Before you guys went he made sure to preorder tickets, get new film for his camera and coordinate outfits with you
On the day of the date he took you to the museum and was in awe and shock from the building and how cool everything was. He opened all the doors for you but also admired everything around you guys
You start off in the 'Ice Cream Vault' where y'all met the leader and answered the questions based on facts from the walls which he found fun being able to work with you to solve these answers
You guys then found out you can only go forward not backwards which made him decide you guys would take your time in each room even if that meant seeing some things twice
The first room you were lead to was the Army men and Whip cream room. He made sure to take pictures of you with everything, having you pose like the army men and pretend to hold the balloons. He also asked you to take some pictures of him, wanting to be able to remember this always. Before moving on you guys had some fun in the photobooth and he made sure to get two copies so you guys can keep the pictures in your wallets as a memory
The next room was the diner where you got to try ice cream. He 'mnm'd at the deliciousness his eyes widening as he turned to look at you curious if you'd have the same reaction
In the diner, he messed around with the phones, pretending to call his parents and had a fake phone call with them that left you cracking up. He also drug you over to the juke box to have a look see before you sadly moved on
'what do you scream for?' The room of magnetic letters was up nexted. Yunho had so much in this room like a little child. He ran around leaving you little messages around the walls signing them all with your special nickname. Some messages include ' You look dorky in those pictures' 'But still cute' 'I love ice cream' 'but not as much as I love you' he also left a bunch of random ones and lyrics from their songs for you and also couldn't wait to see what you wrote
Being forced by you to move on to the next room, Yunho pouted a bit but only shortly. After entering the room of cherries and cotton candy he pulled out his camera jaw dropped and handed it to you having you take photos of him pretending to bite a cherry and other silly poses but also some modest photos as well. Of course he took pictures of you as well, between holding your hand for the first time today and heading down the walkway together
Gummy land was next, obviously he had to take pictures of you with the gummy bears and he even made friends with one of the play creatures, playing hand games such as patty cake with the sculpture and giving him fake bunny ears in the photo
After successfully exasperating you and making you laugh, your boyfriend pulled you into the Animal cracker room where he had you pose in front of an animal cracker elephant riding a merry go round and other designs. You guys also got to ride on the rides/animal crackers which he loved so much giggling every 2 seconds and smiling at you like a child
The room of mirrors was your next stop. Yunho decided to dance in front of the mirrors and rainbows as you filmed him and acted as his hype (wo)man he cheered you on and attempted to get you to act dumb as well while some passerbyers laughed and cheered along and even joined in
Laughing together as you guys leave the magical room, Yunho holds you close by your shoulders and walks you into the mint room pointing out the obvious mint smell as you walk in. At this point he was a bit more relaxed and settled, being able to calmly tour this room taking pictures of you in front of the mint leaves and commenting on the structural design
The 'pool of sprinkles' was next, he took you to swim with the ice cream toppings even though you only had a limited time he made sure you had fun and he definetely dumped sprinkles over your head and into your clothes. Lets just say you left with sprinkled everywhere!
The last room on the tour was the swings. Banana swings, ice cream sandwhiches, ect. You guys had a bit of fun playing on the little swings and taking pictures here as well before heading hand in hand into the gift shop
Yunho bought you guys matching sprinkle crowns thinking it was funny and cute, he acted like the ice cream queen as he wore one of them and followed you around the gift shop judging your choices to make you laugh but really he bought you whatever you wanted before saying how much of a fun time he had, not wanting to leave
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Yeosang:
Mini-Golf
Wanting to take you out on a fun little date Yeosang thought taking you to play mini-golf at a little dinosaur themed course would be the best choice
You guys would get to get closer, do something different and be outside
Before you guys go inside he makes a little bet with you. If he wins you buy him lunch, if you win he buys you lunch
Inside the rental shop, he helped you pick out the best golf club and ball for your height and weight to help you hit it best and make it easier for you to play
He did make jokes, walking out with a gold club designed for a toddler saying it was perfect for you (making fun of your height jokingly) before apologising with a little laugh and grabbing the right club for you. He even chose a golf ball in your favorite color remembering what it was from when you told him last time. He remembers everything about you.
On the golf course, he would be really focused which you would admire and stare at his face due to his serious and intense eyes as they lock onto the ball
He seemed very poised and composed as he hit the ball with the the perfect amount of strength and at the right angle, you couldn't help but notice how professional he looked
On your turn he helped you as well, showing you how to angle your club for the perfect hit and whispering everything just loud enough for you to hear it (even if you already know how to play he would still reteach you)
Every time you pout after missing he would tease you for your face and comment on how bratty yet adorable you look as he stands a few feet away from you arms crossed, chin in his hand and smiling
As you continue along the course he asks you to write down your guys scores and he continues to get the ball in the hole in 1-2 hits - 3 at most. He also laughs quietly every time you miss loving how you look when you get frustrated. He keeps telling you that you'll 'get it next time'
On your turns he would try to distract you, talking about chicken and asking where you should take him to eat once he wins. He also would pretend to blow towards the ball and just as you began to swing he would call you beautiful, breathtaking, lovely, ECT. catching you off guard and making you miss (or sometimes get it a hole in one, it was a blessing and a curse)
Even though he walked ahead of you, walking on the edges of the golf courses like a balancing beam, he continued to look back making sure you were close behind so he didn't lose you
If he saw you looking down he would let you know its okay to quit if you aren't having fun, but he would still do his best to make sure you were having an enjoyable time
As you wait for the people in front of you to finish their turns, he takes pictures of you with the dino props on the sides of the course
At the end of the game he did beat you but only by a few points. He made sure to compliment your skill as you guys took the tools back to the shop, before heading across the street to the chicken restraunt
Even though he won, he still paid for lunch saying seeing you pout was payment/reward enough before asking you to do it again and trying to copy how you looked
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San:
Sunset Beach Walk
You and San had rented out a beach house for the summer but up until now your nights were full of fun outings or falling asleep early so you haven't been able to go on a sunset walk yet
However San knows how much you love walking on the beach so he cleared up tonight's schedule to make sure you guys would be able to get a nice view
It was still fairly early and as you and San waited for the sun to set, you sat on a beach blanket and played some music singing together and soaking up the sun
With your legs in his lap, San began massaging and rubbing along your calves and ankles up to the backs of your knees
Every now and then he would tickle you softly and make you laugh a bit as you pull your leg away from him out of reflexes, just for him to pull it back
Eventually he tackled you down onto the blanket with a weak yet loud lion roar as he tickled you making you squirm and laugh beneath him
You ended up tickling him back to get him off you and some how, you guys ended up laying on your sides, San behind you holding your waist and spooning you as you traced his finger tips gently and whispered to him
You spoke softly about how you never want summer to end and how this has been the best summer of your life all thanks to him, about how you're slightly worried about how things will be once you go back to life as normal
San reassured you saying he would never treat you differently, promising that even after you guys go back home and to work he'll still spend time with you daily and show you love the same as always and the same as he has done all summer long
Soon the sun began to set just as you finished your talk with your lover, giving you the perfect chance to ask San on a walk under the sun
He stood up slowly before helping you up and pulling you by your hand into the water. Before stepping in he helped you take off your shoes and even carried them for you as you walked hand in hand under the colorful sky.
Mostly staying quiet and just enjoying this peaceful moment together, you let your hands slide up his arm and hug it as you walk closer to him
Walking through the warm water, San kicks some of it up making splashing motions gently
He ended up splashing you with water, which you scolded him for jokingly before kicking some water up onto him
The whole thing ended in a little water fight. San leaning down to splash you with water making you gasp
Seeing your reaction he ran away from you and you chased after him laughing and warning him about what will happen once you get to him
Finally catching up to San he grabbed you from behind before you could do anything to him and he spun you around in a little circle a few times before putting you down and kissing you under the sunset
The sun shined and reflected on the water beautifully. After your kiss, you turned to see the sunset as you hugged your boyfriend and smiled peacefully
Standing together for a while watching the sunset, you got tired just as it began to get pretty dark
"Should we go?" San asked softly as you laid your head against his chest and blinked your heavy eyelids several times
Nodding, San picked you up bridal style and carried you back to the house kissing you softly every couple of feet as you fell asleep in his arms
He would lay you down and freshen you up a bit before covering you up and kissing your forehead goodnight, whispering how much he loves you before kissing each of your eyelids and turning off the light
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Mingi:
Water Balloon Fight
It wasn't really early in the morning, nor was it late. The time however? Didn't matter. All that mattered was that your boyfriend was hungry and lonely and he wanted you up, NOW.
He took one of the packs of water balloons you guys had bought a couple days ago, and he opened it up filling all 30 balloons up with water and dropping them into a small bucket
Going to your bedroom he ran in screaming, jumped up and down on the bed and began throwing water balloons at you while yelling 'its time to get up, wakey wakey eggs and Mingi wants bakey' between his laughs
You weren't a happy camper at the way you were woken but seeing Mingi smiling made you want to kill him a little bit less
You crawled out of bed silently not wanting to yell at him too harshly and instead you went to change and freshen up. From inside the bathroom you yelled to your boyfriend that if he wants breakfast he'll have the bedsheets in the washer and the mattress sitting outside to dry by time you came out
He rushed to get the chores done, tossing the blanket and sheets in the washer quickly (forgetting to add soap and press start however) and then he took the mattress and did his best to drag it outside onto the pavement to dry
Keeping your half of the deal, you cooked breakfast and ate with Mingi listening to begs of having a waterballoon fight today. He wouldn't shut up about it all throughout breakfast so in the end you agreed
Later that day, after all the balloons were full of water and seperated evenly between the two of you, you guys came up with different games to play using the balloons
First you both played 4 corners. Each corner that y'all made up had a different color (blue, orange, pink, purple) One of you would get spun around for ten seconds while the other ran between the corners before deciding where to hide. You both hid and guessed 5 times
Every time the guesser guesses the right corner, they get to throw a balloon at the hider. Everytime the one hiding chooses the corner that wasn't guessed they get to throw a balloon at the one guessing
Mingi was bad at both, he guessed and chose blue every other round making it easier for you to find him and win meaning he got hit with a lot of balloons
Next up was baseball using the waterballoons and a thick stick. This one, Mingi was better at. He managed to hit just about every balloon while you missed quite a few finding this harder than you thought it would be
After playing 2-3 more games, you and Mingi used the rest of the balloons to have an actual all out water balloon fight
He did NOT hold back
Mingi would hide in a tree and drop water balloon bombs on you, hit you from around the corner, he didn't throw them super lightly either
However, you didn't hold back either. Using a mini slingshot to launch the balloons at your man, throwing 4-5 at a time and hitting him every time
It was a pretty fair war
After all the balloons were gone, you guys took an old tarp and laid it across the yard. You took some soap next and squirted a bunch of it all down the tarp mixing it with water from the hose as Mingi blew up little floats, up next a slip and slide!
On Mingis turn he would do random tricks, act like a fish out of water, and dance before hoping onto the float and sliding down the tarp
Once he hugged you tight and flopped you both on the float, him on his back you on his chest sliding you both down the slippery slide together
By the end of the day you were both soaked and a mess, heading in to shower Mingi kept saying he was fine and insisting that the slip and slide counted as a bath since it was soap and water after all
Eventually y'all cleaned up and got in your pajamas, cooked dinner and ate
After dinner you scolded Mingi for not washing the sheets but in then end had a good idea anyways
You took an old old old sheet from your closet and took it outside, laying it on a dry patch of grass. You and Mingi then took the mattress and laid it down on the sheet, before making the bed with sheets, blankets, pillows like normal and sleeping outside together
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Wooyoung:
Chalk Art
Heading outside with a new pack of chalk you and Wooyoung create a bunch of 3D pictures
From drawing balloons amd pretending to hold onto them for a 3D photoshoot to drawing a hopscotch board to play on
While Woo drew on the sidewalk, he kept calling you over to look at his stick figures holding hands and climbing rainbows and stuff
He also drew symbols and movie references as well as random foods and iteams he likes
He would kind of rock back and forth like a child focusing on his art work as you lay on the ground and draw your own designs to surprise him with
Sharing art with each other and being a little unsure as to what one another drew, you both used your imagination to go into each others magic worlds
During hopscotch you and Wooyoung sang kid songs and competed for the fastest time
He cheered you on from the side but also kept saying you won't do as good as him no matter how hard you try
In the end his back handed cheers only proved to work in your favorite as you won against him
Woo obviously got defensive saying he let you win and that you should be thankful to him
A few hours before it got dark, you and Wooyoung cleaned up all the chalk before chasing fireflies and running around aimlessly
You spent your night joking with one another playing games
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Jongho:
Dinner Cruise
Wanting to take you somewhere nice and to do something that would impress you, Jongho made dinner reservations on a cruise ship for you guys
He told you to dress up nice, he himself cleaned up nicely and bought a new scent (perfume/cologne/spray) just for tonight's special occasion
Picking you up exactly when he said he would, Jongho knocked on your door and waited for you to answer it. He was speechless at first seeing you, but was able to in the end get out how stunning you truly are
He walked you to the car and opened your door for you, helping you slide inside before helping you buckle and shutting your door for you
He struggled to keep tonight's location a secret as he drove y'all to the dock
Arriving and seeing the cruise ship you were now the jaw dropped one making him smile and his heart skip a beat
Again he opened your door for you and helped you out this time, locking his arm with yours your boyfriend walked you through the ship and to the dining room
He pulled your chair out for you, waited for you to sit down and then pushed it back in for you
Sitting across from you, Jongho had no idea what to say or do
He asked about your day while looking over the menu and tapping his foot ever so nervously
When the waiter arrived he let you order first before copying what you got or going with your second choice if you were indecisive
Throughout the meal he continued to talk mostly about what you wanted to and occassionally about little random things and philosophical questions as well as debates
After supper he ordered you guys your favorite dessert to split, feeding you small bites when nobody was looking and letting you have most of it
After you both ate and rested your tummies, Jongho would again lock his arm around yours and walk you guys around the ship to get a better view of everything
That night he kissed you under the stars before taking you home and making sure to call/text when he got home so that you wouldn't worry
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minervahopebeyond · 4 years
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Blood Daffodils.
THIS IS FINALLY HAPPENING! I’m so happy to be posting this chapter👏🏻 Please let me know what you thought of it! In my head it all made sense but let’s see what you think! I’ll be replying to the comments so feel free to leave me all your gorgeous theories there!! ✨Ps. I’ve checked but I’m sorry if you find any errors in this one.
Chapter 16: Ally. (Part 1/2)
Harry looked at Draco one last time. The way that his hair rested on the pillow, all messy and shiny in the middle of the darkness of the room. His beautiful stormy eyes were closed. His chest rose with every breath he took in. The smell of the flowers floated around the room...
Fuck, he was going to hate him so much for this... Especially after last night.
If he focused enough, he could still feel Draco’s hands on his body... He could still taste his skin on his lips, he even could smell his scent on him: Daffodils, sweat, and his posh cologne.
Harry could replay in his head every single detail about last night, even how his tongue burned from the need to tell him that he loved him.
He loved Draco so much... that was why he had to leave... He didn’t want to, though. Every fiber in his body was telling him to stay were he was, to not move even an inch further from the blond. Harry was so needy that it made him want to barf sometimes.
Hermione whispered his name, snapping him out of his thoughts, the small bag already in her hand and Ron right behind her.
He sighed and turned to look at the boy again. He wanted to kiss him so bad, he just feared that he was going to wake him up if he did. Leaving was so much harder now... So fucking painful.
He silently prayed that this would not be the last time that they saw each other, that he would come home to him, before turning around to meet his friends. He tried to keep it together but from time to time his eyes started to burn, the tears threatening to come out.
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Apparating to a place that neither of them knew or ever saw was risky, at the least. The only information they had were the few details that Draco had told them, and a rough idea about where it was... The blond boy had pointed its location on his map, in a very secluded part of Wiltshire. That was it, that was the only thing they knew. That and that it had twenty bedrooms, two attics, the cellars and white peacocks.
Nonetheless, they managed to not splinch themselves and die in the process, so yeah, point for them.
“Now how the fuck do we get in?”
“Eloquent, Ronald.”
The magic surrounding the Manor was as dark as it could be. This place was warded, definetely, and in the worst kind of way. Considering that Draco was the one who helped ward their home while suggesting to add some traps to it, and that the blond boy learned everything he knew about dark magic in this very same place... They couldn’t be as daft as to try to break in.
“We wait, we are fairly far away from the entrance to not be seen and we can use the cloak just in case.”
His best friends just nodded and followed him to hide behind some bushes that were near their apparation point.
“The ferret is going to kill us, you know?” The redhead said with a defeated voice.
“Ron, don’t take this the wrong way, but I really don’t want to talk about Malfoy.”
He couldn’t, because thinking about him only took him to his grey stormy eyes looking at right at him before calling him beautiful, to them being so close that Harry wasn’t sure where did he ended and Draco began. It made him think about all the things he still wanted to live with him, and wouldn’t get to do, it made him want to cry right there and then. And he couldn’t, not now.
Harry would probably die today, but it was going to be worth it because Ron, Hermione and Draco could finish this. Draco wouldn’t even hesite to cast the killing curse if he had to, if it were Voldemort... Harry wasn’t so sure that he could do that, killing someone.
They waited for a while, the lights were starting to touch the sky, if it got any clearer they would need to snuggle under the cloak.
They stayed in silence for a while, Hermione kind of sent worried looks his way, and Harry made an effort to ignore them. He wanted to enter the Manor already, just so he could have his mind occupied in something other than imagining Draco waking up and realizing that they left him behind. Or his dad and Padfoot. Fuck.
Harry snaped out of his own thoughts when he heard the crack of apparation right beside them. He covered with the cloak as fast as he could and the three of them with their wands at the ready, they stared at the dark figure standing a few meters away from them.
The man didn’t seem to find anything, looking frantic to his surroundings.
“If you are there: speak. Now.”
It was Nott. Draco’s face appeared in his mind. He could talk to him, maybe they could go back, and fuck the bloody horcrux, he could give this to Malfoy. He could bring them back together again. He could save him. That was why he was doing this after all, wasn’t it?
Hermione grabbed his arm, digging her nails on it. He turned to look at her and she was mouthing ‘No, Harry’.
The brunette walked right by them, looking around, now more patiently. They couldn’t move, if they did, they would be heard.
Suddenly, the boy stood right in front of them. Harry knew they were screwed even before Nott pulled the cloak off of them.
“Stupefy.” Ron casted and the brunette fell to the floor.
“Quick thinking.”
“Thanks, Mione.”
“Enervate”
Harry casted the spell once they had placed Nott in a hidden part of the forest, warding the place and binding the boy, too.
The brunette opened his eyes, lazily, still lost after being stupified.
“Oh, great.” His voice came out hoarse.
“Start talking, Nott.” Harry said, spitting out his last name.
“Draco”
Harry put his wand between his eyes.
“Don’t say his name, you fucking coward.” He didn’t deserve it. He had him and he left him. For what? What was so important? <cite>Harry would never,</cite> one fucking word out of Draco’s mouth, one request, and he would do whatever he asked. That was why he didn’t tell Malfoy this whole thing about them leaving, he knew that if he asked him to stay he would... And now this ungrateful bastard was asking for him, saying his name.
It was Ron who pushed him back and made him lower his wand, glaring at him before answering to the boy.
“He is alive. That’s all you get. How did you know we were there?”
“Luna.” The brunette tried to clear his throat. “I have a two-way mirror on my pocket,you can check if you want, she said that you were close.”
It was Ron who searched for the mirror, suspiciously, his eyes narrowed. He took it and showed it to them. A small pocket mirror, very similar to the one that Hermione used to carry in her purse. His friend opened it and widened his eyes, surprised.
“He is telling the truth, Luna is there.” Nott hissed his response.
“Close it! If it’s open they can hear it over there.” The redhead seemed startled but obliged almost instantly. The brunette sighed in relief. “You have to wait for her to talk to you to use it... There could be people guarding her, she waits until she is alone to send a message.”
Harry frowned, trying to process the information.
“How did she know?” Hermione spoke clearly.
The corners of Nott’s mouth moved upwards, almost like he was smiling, before shrugging in response.
“I don’t know, it’s Lovegood that we are talking about here. Something about Potter’s aura upsetting the Wrackspurts.”
So they were friends now? Luna was somehow captive at the Manor and talked to Nott just because?
“I’m going to take a wild guess and say that you need to get inside.”
“We don’t have to tell you anything.” Harry replied harshly.
“Mate, shut the fuck up.” Then, Ron turned to the brunette again. “Can you get us in?”
Nott raised his eyebrow, looking defiantly at them. After a few moments he sighed and muttered a curse.
“Yes, but I have conditions.”
Harry was already raising his wand to cast a stinging jinx on him, but Hermione sent a glare his way.
“Calm down, stop acting like a child.” She said with a severe tone. “Tell us your conditions, Theodore.”
“First: I want more information about Draco. Second: you take Lovegood with you.”
“Why are you so interested in Luna, Nott?” He asked, wary.
“Why the hell do you care, Potter?”
Harry cared because, if Nott had suddenly moved on from Draco, it was going to be a problem. First of all, because if Malfoy died he would cast another Sectumsempra on the brunette, without even feeling sorry about it. And he also cared because it all seemed pretty weird and not in a good way. Like a trap.
“Stop, both of you. It’s like watching a muggle soap-opera.”
“Granger, not to be rude, but I’m not getting the analogy.” Nott replied and Ron chuckled.
“It means that you two look like medieval arseholes, fighting over your damsel in distress.”
“Don’t call the ferret that, he could kill you.”
“Draco isn’t here right now, if he were he would have put these two back in their places.”
The brunette snorted and smirked a little.
“Can’t argue with that. Draco has gift.”
Harry was seeing red. He wanted to smack that smug smile right off his stupid face. He didn’t deserve to be thinking of Malfoy in any way, but much less, in that way. Not if he didn’t plan to run away with them. Not if he was planning on abandoning the blond boy again.
And, now, Harry understood what he was talking about. How it felt to be near him in that way. How sweet and passionate Draco was... And that was just how he was with Harry. The awful pang of jealousy felt like it was digging a hole in his stomach. ‘Imagine how he was with him... All those nights that you watched the map and they were sharing Nott’s bed. Just like he shares yours. Did he whisper that he loved him as he came? Because that is something that he didn’t say to you...’
If Draco was so sweet and passionate with him, imagine how he was with Nott... And this piece of scum was making jokes about it, jokes about the one thing that Harry craved more than anything in his life. He wanted to strangle him.
“I think your friend is having a stroke over there, Weasley.”
“Keep talking, I dare you.” Harry snarled at him, and the hazel-eyed didn’t even blink.
“What? You want details? Okay, I have plenty. There was this time wher-“
But he was cut short by Harry throwing himself on him and knocking him to the ground. He didn’t even got to really hit him because Ron was pulling him back, grabbing him by the shoulders, and Mione helped Nott to sit again.
“Let go of me! I’m going to kill him!” He yelled as he struggled to free himself from Ron’s arms.
“Mate, bloody hell, he is fucking with you, making you mad on purpose.”
“Both of you, stop it. I’m not saying it again. Theodore, we need to get in, that’s all you need to know. Bellatrix is staying there, right?” The boy just nodded. “Help us then, once we are in, we tell you about Draco, okay? And of course we’ll take Luna.”
“Fine. Do you have polyjuice?” Hermione nodded enthusiastically. She had brewed a lot of if with Draco over the summer, following their ‘just in case’ list of potions. “Great, there is a meeting in a few hours,I’ll wait here with you and we’ll choose who are you going to polyjuice. They trust the wards too much, so they are not going to ask a lot of questions.”
“You really thought this through, didn’t you?” Ron asked him a little amused. “What about you? Wouldn’t it be suspicious if you stayed here for so many hours?”
“My father can not really tell if I’m there or not anymore, so no.”
“Why...?” The boy shrugged.
“ He is really old and Bellatrix thought that it would be fun to cast a little cruciatus on him... something had gone wrong and it was his punishment, we all face it eventually. But because of his age...it was worst.”
He seemed so unaffected, a little bored to tell the story, but Harry knew that there was more to it. Draco had told him that Nott was different with pain, that he handled it by not giving it much importance, until it crushed him, just like it had happen in Moaning Myrtle’s bathroom...
Fuck. Maybe this coward didn’t deserve it but Draco still loved him. And Harry loved Draco, so...
“Release him, Mione.” Harry spoke with a commanding tone.
“He could escape-“
“He is not going to.” Then he turned to look at Nott. “Are you?”
“No, Potter.”
“See?”
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Reddie adopting a victim of abuse
Warnings: child abuse, sexual violence, pedophilia (not graphic)
—So, after meeting again, defeating the evil clown and getting married, while living their best gay lives, they decide they want to be parents.
—Of course it takes a lot for the irresponsible asshole who is Richie to get to that conclusion, but a couple years with Eddie and the domestic life are enough to make him soft. He's obsessed with the concept of introducing a kid to his favorite music and comics.
—At some point, they decide they don't want just any kid. Since Eddie went through a lot of abuse when he was a child and most of their friends did too, they conclude they want to give a victim of familiar abuse a home.
—They don't find the right kid right away. They have to go through a long process and Eddie can barely take it. But, eventually, they find the perfect one.
—She's a seven-year-old girl called Janis (Richie is so fucking obsessed with the fact his daughter is named after Janis Joplin) and she had lived some heavy shit. Her biological father would abuse her in almost every way possible since she was a baby, and if it wasn't for a neighbor who called the police, she would have never gotten out of that house.
—She's doing ok. She's not afraid of men or anything (they would have never adopted her if that was the case), but she's very distant (she doesn't speak, even though she technically can) and doesn't like to be touched.
—She also has night terrors. Richie and Eddie got her a nice pink bedroom, with lots of toys and plushies and pretty dresses, but obviously that's not enough. Almost every night, she wakes up at 3 am screaming and crying, and they've got to run into the room to see what's wrong.
—Richie tries to do funny stuff to calm her down, because that's all he knows, but Eddie is pretty familiar with panic attacks. So he slowly walks towards the bed with his hands up and speaks in the softest voice ever.
"Shhh... Janis, it's ok. Look, look at my hands, I'm not touching you. Nothing is gonna happen to you. No one is gonna touch you if you don't want it. You're safe, go back to sleep."
—And Richie, who is a good guy but is also useless, tries to do the same thing that Eddie does, but usually fucks it up and she ends up crying harder like
"Hey, it's fine. Daddy and I..."
She gets upset and Richie feels awful, but Eddie quickly shushes and takes Richie's hand, to show her he's good and loves them both.
"Shhh, calm down. Richie is very sorry, ok? He didn't mean to say that. But he's not like him, ok? He cares about us. He won't hurt you."
Eddie kisses Richie's hand, because at this point Janis identifies Eddie as someone she can trust, so Richie can't be bad if Eddie is kissing him.
"Would you like Richie to leave?"
Richie feels terrible, but of course he will leave if that's what his daughter needs. The thing is... she doesn't want him to. She softly shakes her head and that's enough. She might not be all over them like other kids, but she definetely loves them.
—Richie and Eddie start sleeping on the hallway, next to Janis' door, so they can go right in if she wakes up.
—Of course Eddie has fucked up, too. It took him a while to identify all the petnames Janis didn't want to be called. Darling, honey, baby... that son of a bitch used to call her all. So Eddie just calls her Janis, because that's who she is and that asshole couldn't change that. Because Eddie really wants her to know he respects her.
—School hasn't been nice to Janis. She doesn't play with other kids and her teachers are worried. Even though she's terribly smart and is going to therapy, the fact the doesn't speak makes everything harder. But her therapist says she will eventually get better.
—Her favorite losers are Ben and Beverly. She really likes Bill and Mike, too, but Benverly are her favorites. Sometimes, during her night terrors, Ben's voice on the line reading poetry is enough to relax her back to sleep. And Beverly is a woman and is very caring and patience, so she feels naturally inclined to trust her.
—It's actually Beverly who helps her the most. Almost a year after they adopt her, Reddie feel like they can't take it anymore. They love her and enjoy every moment they spend with her, but it's also hard. It's hard to know your daughter might never call you dad.
—So Beverly decides to talk to her. And it's hard for her, too. Talking to Janis about what she went through also means facing what happened to herself. She thought she'd never have to face it again, but... she's got to do it. They're her friends, she's just a girl, everyone deserves this closure.
—Janis is sitting on the floor with her coloring book. She's drawing... the kind of stuff she usually draws. Stuff a child shouldn't even have to think about.
"Drawing?" Asks Bev, sitting next to her.
Janis nods.
"Can I draw with you?"
She nods again and Beverly grabs some pencils and paper. They remain silent for a while.
"It's a nice drawing you've got there" Bev smiles.
Janis keeps drawing.
"That girl looks sad..."
"She's afraid," Janis answers. Bev is amazed by the fact she finally talked, but plays it cool.
"Afraid? Of what?"
"The monster..."
"A monster? What kind of monster?"
No answer. Bev sighs.
"Janis, I know your dad did mean things to you," she begins, trying to control her own fear, "I'm really sorry. But... you're not alone. My dad, he... he used to do mean things to me, too."
This seems to catch her attention. The thing is... Bev can't continue. She starts crying, holding her flexed legs, resting her forehead against her knees.
That's when she feels it. A small hand on her shoulder. A soft kiss on her cheek, right where the tears are falling.
"Don't worry, Bev," Janis whispers, "He won't hurt you... Richie and Eddie wouldn't let him."
Beverly sits up and just... holds her. And Janis holds her back, gently caressing her hair.
"I know... I know they wouldn't."
—That night, when Richie and Eddie are about to turn off the lights in her bedroom, Janis talks to them for the first time.
"Dad?"
They both freeze. She's only talking to Eddie, but it's also clear she feels the same about Richie.
"Y-yes, Janis?" They both stutter.
"Don't worry about me tonight. Auntie Bev is scared, too."
Eddie and Richie go to the bed and sit next to Janis, amazed by what's happening.
"Please," she begs, "Her dad is mean, too. And you're strong and brave and the monsters are afraid of you."
Eddie is in fucking tears. After a whole life of being told he's weak and fragile, his own daughter thinks he's the strongest person alive. She looks at Richie.
"You can make her laugh. She... she's scared, she'll need to..."
"We'll take care of her," Richie interrupts, handing her her teddy bear.
"We won't let anything happen to any of you," Eddie adds.
And, shit, it's a miracle. Because when he reaches out to touch her face, she allows it. Maybe she's not ready for kisses, but it's a big step.
She sleeps the whole night through. And after that day, her night terrors slowly start to fade.
—Things aren't perfect. There's a great chance they'll never be. Janis still struggles with talking and making friends and physical contact. She still gets nightmares sometimes. Her paintings are still full of monsters and scared girls.
They didn't expect anything different. Janis is an abused child, she's traumatized, she'll always have scars. But as long as the bravest and strongest dads ever are there to protect her from the monsters, the three of them know they'll be fine.
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forgxtmxnot · 5 years
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@littlesilverplatinum has sent: -Bc I'm a slut for this theme: Write meta regarding religion/religous beliefs - all muses-
send me a topic to write a meta about my muse on       [Always accepting, specify muse] 
// Guess I’ll have to answer to this across all of my other blogs as well JHBSDJHBSD
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// Agatha was born in a traditional family for her time- meaning religion was a big thing during her childhood, however she never truly developped any resemblance of faith. She was the odd one out of her siblings (she used to have other 5), instead of dedicating her time to the church/her faith- she actually dedicated it on her studies
Interestingly- it may have been this lack of faith in her life, that allowed her to study ghost types in a critical- analytical manner.
I like to imagine that a reason, for ghost types not being as well- researched as the other ones could have something to do with their existance likely clashing with religious beliefs. Making them into some kind of taboo in most regions, so there is a certain resistance to seeking them out as research subjects.
TLDNTR: Agatha’s contact with religion is pretty limited to her childhood- her time living in her parents’ household, once she left it- she abandoned it completely. Even to this day, she has never opted out of this decision.
Read more bc of the length.
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// Much like Agatha, he too was raised by religious parents. That as expected- didn’t take Blaine’s carreer interest too well, in his case- there was a huge intereference from his parents in an attempt to hold him back from it.
From trying to talk him out of it, to dragging him into religious cults- to try and convert him. Despite all of their attempts, Blaine succeeded in getting into college- and away from their grasp. Needless to say how becoming a scientist- was pretty much the death of his bond with his parents. There were attempts to try and amend things later on, but- they all flew past Blaine- who was way too keen on his studies/researches/trainning.
“As a scientist, I am not trying to find- nor explain God. I’m here to deny his existance.”
It’s safe to say how after his experience with his parents, he has become spiteful- of just about anyone who holds a religious belief (regardless of what it could be). In his eyes, they look ignorants- making fools of themselves- sheep in a herd. He looks down upon them all. Interestingly, the only ones who seem to be the exception to this are Pryce and mr.Fuji.
ALSO when the case of the Mewtwo project, was brought into the public’s knowledge- the religious crowd in Kanto were amongst the first ones to condemn the experiment solely off their beliefs.
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Pryce alongside his wife and children hold religious beliefs, they have faith. They were introduced since very early on their lives- and did the same thing to their kids.
Contrary to what people expect- his faith NEVER got in the way of his studies when he was going through the process of applying to the professor position. If anything, he cherished the fact he could comprehend/study their God’s creations.
Pryce’s faith serves AS A MAJOR inspiration for his artistic work, a few of his ice sculptures carry a heavy religious subject/them to them or depict a scene from their myths/religion’s story.
Don’t assume that his passion for his faith, makes him into some kind of radical religious man- he is incredibly level-headed. And isn’t shy to show how his faith, has influenced him in certain aspects.
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Team magma was some kind of cult- Tabitha’s faith was entirely poured onto Maxie, he acted and behaved just like a fanatic. Seeing their Leader fail miserably, was his wake up call.
Tabitha before joining the organization, he had a pretty empty head- his parents didn’t even bother to introduce him to a religion.
He was very easily PERSUADED BY TEAM MAGMA’S PROMISES.
Even after this whole fiasco- Tabitha has never joined any cult/religion. He really doesn’t wish to return, to what he used to be.
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// Being part of a kalosian family, but born into Hoenn- a far away land from his parents’ homeland meant that there weren’t much- if any at all places where they could follow their faith.
Juan is the middle sibling- meaning that he and his younger sister, had literal no contact with religion. The same can’t be said for the older brother- who had some of it, very early on his life.
To an extent this was benefential for Juan- he never struggled with coming into terms with his own sexuality, and he could have a neutral look into art and performances when he was studying it.
Truly the only time in his life he had the most contact with it, was during his time in Kalos- when he was in college. Since then, his contact with it, has been kept to a minimun.
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 Palmer isn’t all that different from Pryce- as in he was introduced since very early on his life, he and his wife follow their religion- as much as they can. But he opted, to keep his son out of it- keeping his contact with it minimun.
He decided to leave it up for his son- if he is interested in it, then they will give him their teachings. But so far, it is pretty evident how Barry isn’t showing any interest to it anytime soon.
Currently he isn’t as religious as he used to be, which isn’t a good thing in his eyes- he really wished he had the time to dedicate some time to his faith.
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Religion for Riley, is an interesting case. In both households he was raised in- arceusism has ALWAYS been present- especially in his mother’s. Who would “use” it, as some kind of shield from what Riley was.
She really was affected, after his father left her before their child was even born. She saw Riley, as some form of God’s punishment for her sins. After he was taken away from her, she went on to try and become a nun at a church- in an attempt to redeem herself.
At his adoptive family- things were a whole lot tamer, they weren’t as driven by their faith as his mother was. For the most part he ignored religion, for the exception of the subject of rebirth- something that compliments his belief of being related to Sir. Aaron.
The belief of being the legendary knight’s rebirth, is definetely fed by all the stories within the arceusism. He uses them in some distorted way, to support his idea.
His interpretation is the only correct one, he won’t even give a care about others. Try to deny it, and you’re bound to find yourself trapped in a nonsensical argument- clearly nothing more than just RIley’s projections of what he deems to be right/the truth.
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Brendan has never followed any religion- but travelling the world, has given him the chance to get a taste of what is out there! He is most definetely intrigued by it, and finds them to be fascinating.
His mother wanted him to be introduced to it, when they still were living in Johto- however her plans didn’t come into fruition due to them moving into Hoenn sometime later. It frustrated her, but at the same time, never mopped about it.
If anything, now that her son is exploring the world- she can’t help but be thrilled by his fascination to the religions found throughout the regions.
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When Rowan set out to go through his evolutions research, he NEVER had any goal to go against the arceusism’s views of the world and creation. Because for the longest time, he used to be a believer/follower of it- however it was his interaction with people that drove him out of his faith.
But look and behold- he managed to put out something, that basically goes against the principle of the World’s creation. Because of it, he was shunned out of the cult- and to this day there is a huge resistance to accepting his thesis/work.
A newly wed couple, is gifted a pokemon egg- as a sign of their union by the church. This is how Rowan came to obtain a Togepi, who later evolved into his Togekiss- which was gifted to them by his parents.
Thankfully- not having his religious belief around, it meant less one thing he had to be concerned/stressed about when he came to have his affair with Richard.
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Hi :) thank you for the question. It took me some time, but I did it. Keep in mind that I still haven’t seen season 3.
Who is the most affectionate? They’re both very affectionate with each other, all the time.
Big spoon/Little spoon? Usually Nicole is the bigger spoon, but they switch sometimes.
Most common argument? One getting mad with the other for putting themselves in danger.
Favorite non-sexual activity? Hunting and shooting supernatural things.
Who is most likely to carry the other? Nicole would carry Waverly. Waverly would try to carry Nicole and fail to do it on her own.
What is their favorite feature of their partner’s? Waverly loves Nicole’s smile, her hair, and definetely her in uniform. Nicole also loves Waverly’s smile, her abs and the fact that she’s tiny and Nicole can wrap her arms around her easily.
What’s the first thing that changes when they realize they have feelings for the other? Waverly tries to avoid Nicole and fails miserably.
Nicknames? & if so, how did they originate? Every cheesy couple’s nicknames, like sweetie, cutie, pumpking, puppy....
Who worries the most? Nicole has more reason to worry, since Waverly is tiny and keeps getting herself in the most dangerous situations.
Who remembers what the other one always orders at a restaurant? Waverly, I mean, she used to work in a bar.
Who tops? Nicole.
Who initiates kisses? Both, all the time. Wynonna keeps telling them to get a room, they do, but it doesn’t do much to leave her alone, since they’re loud.
Who reaches for the other’s hand first? Nicole reaches for Waverly’s hand, like a protective gesture.
Who kisses the hardest? Nicole, usually Waverly drives her crazy until she loses control.
Who wakes up first? Waverly. She’s a ball of energy.
Who wants to stay in bed just a little longer? Waverly, she wakes up first, but also is the one to try and convince Nicole into staying in bed.
Who says I love you first? In my mind, they say at the same time hahaha
Who leaves little notes in the other’s one lunch? (Bonus: what does it usually say?) Waverly. Probably something like “have a nice day at work cutie pie”.
Who tells their family/friends about their relationship first? They don’t have to tell anyone, they get busted making out somewhere.
What do their family/friends think of their relationship? They are really happy for them, but also get “annoyed” because they are way too sweet.
Who is more likely to start dancing with the other? Waverly is more likely to dance for Nicole, while Nicole is more likely to ask Waverly for a dance at a party or something.
Who cooks more/who is better at cooking? Waverly insist she’s a great cooker and Nicole indulges her sometimes, but she’s actually really bad at it.
Who comes up with cheesy pick up lines? Both, they probably do competitions on who is the cheasiest.
Who whispers inappropriate things in the other’s ear during inappropriate times? Waverly. At work, while they’re with Wynonna, she loves making Nicole blush.
Who needs more assurance? I think they both need it and give it the same amount.
What would be their theme song? Starving by Hailee Steinfeld.
Who would sing to their child back to sleep? Waverly would sing and Nicole would probably lie beside their child so she could be serenaded as well.
What do they do when they’re away from each other? Constantly text and call each other, Wynonna hates when they do the “you hang up first” crap.
One headcanon about this OTP that breaks your heart. Waverly worries that something is going to happen with Nicole and she would be the responsible for dragging her into her family’s curse mess.
One headcanon about this OTP that mends it. Waverly also knows that their love for each other makes them stonger, and no matter what they face, Nicole would refuse to leave her side.
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If your dad told you he had an imaginary friend, would you be creeped out? Yeah, that would definetely be wierd. 
What was your first impression of your best friend? I met Frida when I was like two so I can’t really remember my first impression of them. However, the story of me getting to know Therese is funny. I actually used to be scared of her, like I thought she seemed too cool for me and that she would only make fun of me if I tried to befriend her. The years passed, and here we are, best friends. 
What about your first impression of your crush/partner? I’m single. 
Which is worse: mental or physical pain? Mental, for sure. It’s so much more complicated to heal. Like you can heal physical pain pretty easily, but with mental health you really need to be able to want it and that’s what makes it so hard. When you’re depressed and you don’t even wanna wake up in the morning, how are you then supposed to want to go to a therapist and actually try to sort out your problems? 
Do any of your friends have Down Syndrome? No. 
Can you touch your phone from where you are sitting? Yeah.
This time last year did you have a crush on the same person? No, I didn’t have a crush on anybody. 
What song gets stuck in your head the most these days? Okay so this is really wierd, I’ve got one song in particular that always gets stuck in my mind and it’s really random cause it’s this Swedish song about summer. I have this song stuck in my head year round. Like, I can stand outside waiting for the bus in -23 degrees weather and still start singing this song about summer. It’s so wierd. 
Is the song above played on the radio a lot? No, it’s a classic from like the 80s. 
Name a really gross bug right here. Leeches. Bleurgh.
How old are your neighbors? The ones opposite to us are a family in their 40s with like three kids I think. The oldest one is 19, the middle child is like 12 maybe and the youngest is probably like 5. I’m not sure. The family to our left are also in their 40s I think. The mother is actually my old sewing teacher lol. Anyways, they’ve got two kids. One of them has moved out though, she’s probably like 21, and the other one is 17. And then finally, the family behind our house are in their late 30s/early 40s, and they have three kids that are 10, 6 and 4 I think. 
I’m going to give you a jellybean that has a totally random flavor. It can be anything from strawberry to rotten shoelace. Do you dare eat it? That sounds like the Beanboozled challenge. I’ve actually played that twice, so I know what it’s like already. 
Which is a better band: Maroon 5 or The Police? I haven’t listened to The Police... I don’t think so anyway. Maroon 5 used to be okay, when they started in the early 00s, but they’ve turned into shit now so. 
Do you own any bright colored Converse? I have a green pair laying around that I need to donate. I also have a pair of leopard print ones lmao, I need to donate those too. 
McDonalds is so bad for you. But don’t you think it tastes so good? No, it’s not even that good. The only good thing about it is that it’s cheap. I didn’t even eat that before I went vegan.
When was the last time you saw a play? Some time earlier this year, I think. The theatre students at my school put on a play.
^ What play was it? Hmm I think it was one that they wrote themselves, actually. I can’t remember what they called it.
In general, do you think you are nicer to girls or guys? I’m nice to both if they’re nice to me too. It doesn’t depend on gender < Same.
Do you know anyone who plays ice hockey? Yeah.
What is the first website you have bookmarked on your current browser?
SVT Play.
How often do you use Yahoo Answers? 
Never.
Do you watch CSI? If so, which is better: Las Vegas, Miami, or NY? I don’t watch it.
What languages can you count to three in? Hmm... Swedish, English, French, Spanish, German, Norweigan, Danish... I think that’s it.
Would you rather visit China or Japan? 
Japan, probably. Osaka would be cool.
Have you ever seen a double rainbow all the way across the sky? Probably.
Do you have a Foopet? No.
Do you know how to do the Time Warp? Hell yeah. 
Did you watch a scary movie on Halloween? If so, what was it? No I did not.
What is your profile pic a picture of? Myself.
What language did you take in high school? What about middle school? I studied English since first grade, like every Swedish student and I’ve done that since, and then I started taking French in 6th grade and continued with that until my first year of upper secondary when I felt like it got too hard. Then I took Spanish for my second year of upper secondary. 
When was the last time you went skinny dipping? Never.
Do you drink Mountain Dew? No.
How many weddings have you been to? Zero. Although my cousin just got engaged so I’ll probably be expecting a wedding soon.
When you smile, are you confident? Not completely. I don’t think I ever will be, since I had issues with my teeth for such a long period of time. 
Have you ever not done something because you were afraid of getting in trouble? Yeah. 
Was the weather beautiful today? Not really. It was sunny at times but for the most part it was cloudy and cold. It also rained a little.
Do you have to have a fan on when you sleep? No. My room is in the basement so it’s already pretty cool down here. 
Would you rather have an orange, red or gray bedroom? Gray probably.
Would you ever dye part of your hair blue? I’d be okay with dyeing my entire hair blue again, I’ve already done that twice, but I don’t think I’d want just one part of my hair blue. Sounds a little Avril Lavigne-ish. 
Have you ever gone to a private school? No, I’ve gone to public school my entire life.
Is Finding Nemo a favorite movie of yours? Nah.
Does/Did your school have a uniform? 
No thank god.
Turn on the TV. What channel are you on? I can’t be bothered to go upstairs and see lol. 
Does your house have security cameras? No lol.
Does a popsicle sound good right now? No, it’s too cold.
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As Far As You Can : Exactly What I Feel
There are some points in my life when i absolutely feel nothing about everything. I often lose my interest on something that i used to do or i like. I can’t bring my self to care, to ‘wake up’, even if  i’ve been sleeping for hours, i’m still exhausted and more tired than before.
There’s some kind of feelings that makes me wanna throw up, feel the sickness in my stomach. My back sores, and i feel like there’s something in my lungs, and i can’t easily breathe. There’s something heavy on my chest,my shoulder, even my head. It hurts me not only emotionally but also physically.
Childhood memories comes suddenly like a flash of a camera and i can’t stop my hand from hitting my temple, my thighs and my own shoulders. I don’t even know what the wall has done to me, but i do really wanna punch it everytime it comes.  Well, i’m not sure it’s about the wall since i do really like the colour of the galaxy, so maybe i decide to paint it on my knuckles. Naturally.
There was a time when i can’t even look at something sharp because all i wanted to do was making lines on my skin with it. I couldn’t lived a day without vomitting my food or eating my food and regret it afterward. And i couldn’t stayed on my seat without wanting to jump off the motorcycle, hitting the road with my soul-less body and crashed by the truck. I can’t stop shaking, sweating, bitting my finger and even my bottom lip. I feel scared. I feel terrified.
As time goes by, i realized there’s something wrong with me. I don’t know what exactly missing but i can feel there’s a big hole in my chest. I’m trying to tell my self that there’s nothing to be worried because those all in my head only. I’m just faking everything . But my eyes refused to be opened. And my body refused to be awaken.
Instead of getting better, i do realize i’m getting worse than before. I stopped doing things that i like, i stopped drawing, painting, reading, barely touched my kitchen again, and i refused pull my self from that hole, i guess i’ve choosen to stand still in the middle of the hole.
Slowly, i became someone else. I covered up my self by being ‘the-someone-who-doesn’t-care-and–ain’t-got-no-problem’. Because by being someone else,that means i can’t be my own self so i can’t be sad anymore,anytime,anyplace. People will know me as me the one who never gets anxiety in the middle of something, never gets sad, and never gets nervous. That was exactly what i thought.
But it kills me. Inside and out. I thought by being like that, i slowly can help my self from getting a bit sad or whatever it’s called. But it’s a fucking boomerang for me. Everyone knows me as another person and when it comes, i can’t freely express my self, i have nowhere to talk, to cry, even for being silent, because that’s not the way i look a like in front of people.
That’s a life lesson that i could take,or maybe, i’ve proven another theories. Theory of being someone else isn’t an answer. Definetely not an answer.
So one day, i let my self fall.
That morning i was getting into an argument with my mom. I’m a firstborn child and i have one sister, i usually just keep quite when it comes to my mom because i love her and if there’s ‘another’ my dad in the house, it would be very hard for her. So i ususally just listening and keep my voice down. But i was very tired and it was a rough morning, i didn’t sleep well, and i had two tests that day. That’s a very bad side of me. When there’s a little even a tiny problem comes, i will probably bring it everywhere i go. I just can’t leave it or forget about it. It bothers me a lot and it’s unhealthy. It will effects my day no matter when and where. And that one tiny problem will leads the way into the gates of ‘feeling a bit sad’ lies down. Ladies and gentlemen, you guys may laugh.
I don’t know why but when i have one particular problem, i just start to freak out and everything comes at the same time. i just couldn’t stop to think. So that day became so rough, i don’t really remember what happened but i do remember that i just sat there with my friend, i held her hand tightly and i started to cry. Heavyly cry. I poured everything that i could and i asked her to tell me a story. So Franka, if you reading this little piece of shit diary of mine, i just wanna say :
Thank you for your Little Princess  folkstale and thank you for being here, for being you. And if i have a chance to write this experiences on my book oneday, i would probably write her name on my ‘Thank-You-Without-You-There’s-No-This-Book’ and i hope that is enough to tell her that i love her so much. You’ve held me when i’m down now i think it’s my turn to face your mood-swing recently,cheers! *taking a big sip of our frappucino with caramel sauce, oops it’s yours not mine, sowwy!*
I think, there will be 2 kind of readers on this. First, the one who can relate, and second, the readers.
For the one who can relate, i just wanna say, you’re not alone. What you feel, what you’ve gone through, it’s valid. Do not ever say you’re faking it just because you don’t know what exactly it is. That’s okay to feel that way. That’s okay not to be okay sometimes. That is really okay. And i’m here and i’m not going to teach you things, i just be here, with you, and i just want you to know that, i’m just like you. Even our problem aren’t the same, but i feel you. And mate, don’t forget to feel your self, to be honest only for your self, let your self to feel, let your soul to be free, free to express what exactly you feel.
And for the readers, thank you for reading this even there’s a lot of words that maybe make you confused and et cetera, i feel free to be complained or something lol. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
From a girl who just wanna learn how to tell the world what she exactly feels,on her tumblr.
Once again, only on her tumblr. xx.
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forgxtmxnot · 5 years
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@roleplayersoul has sent: You mentioned Rowan probably having homosexual feelings. What was his relationship like with his wife in those terms? Did he find her attractive, even if not in the sexual sense? Do you think he would prefer to have had a male partner all along, or, would ultimately, the result be the same? (Not sure if the ask relating to his work/wife went through a few days ago anyways, but this is relevant too--)
WHEN BOBO STRIKES MY INBOX
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// It is hard to explain, and there is no easy answer nor an way to fix/patch things up.
Rowan throughout his life actually had dated, and even slept with other women prior to his wife. For as non sensical as it may sound- Rowan never really questioned, his feelings/attraction- nor delved deep enough for him to realise that he wasn’t truly into it.
You could say his “wake up call” came a little too late in his life, it wasn’t a good one though. As it truly felt more like a blow to his confidence- in regards to “I know myself”. It was the doom of his wedding as well as his relationship with his daughter- due to how unclear the whole thing was. Obviously he didn’t come forth about it, and likely will not open to anyone about it.
It is humiliating and he isn’t proud about it at all, he sees his attraction to other men as an abnormality. Even if in the few times he indulged himself, it felt so natural to him.
His wife always looked so beautiful in his eyes, he really felt happy being by her side- and having a child together was the utmost proof of it for him. Their relationship was extremeley healthy as well, it was easy to tell how genuinelly happy they felt.
Was it his work? The fact that he always had his focus on anything else, but himself? It likely was a combination of these factors, honestly it is impossible to pinpoint everything.
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One thing is certain however- things would have been different if he had found out about it sooner in his life and come out with it, he would have definetely seeked out a male partner. He would have even married them- his wedding’s story would have been drastically different.
He wouldn’t have taken things the way he did- and in present time, Rowan would be in peace.
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Clexa ?
Hey, thanks for asking. And with my favorite ship
Who is the most affectionate? Lexa craves more affection, but Clarke gives it more.
Big spoon/Little spoon? Clarke is the big spoon.
Most common argument? Clarke keeps saying is dangerous to have that many candles burning in the room and Lexa gets really offended by it. 
Favorite non-sexual activity? Lexa teaching Clarke how to fight, trainning together in general.
Who is most likely to carry the other? I think Lexa would carry Clarke.
What is their favorite feature of their partner’s? Clarke loves Lexa’s eyes and jawline, also, gets very turned on when Lexa is in her Heda persona. Lexa loves Clarke’s lips (since she spends a lot of time staring at them), her eyes and her boobs, lets be honest. She also likes when Clarke takes charge.
What’s the first thing that changes when they realize they have feelings for the other? Lexa becomes a gay mess, blushing and getting flustered all the time and Clarke has no idea why the commander is suddenly acting so strange.
Nicknames? & if so, how did they originate? Clarke calls Lexa babe, and she gets annoyed at first because “I’m not an infant, Clarke”, but the pet name grows on her.
Who worries the most? Both worry, but Lexa has a hard time hiding it.
Who remembers what the other one always orders at a restaurant? Lexa, Clarke is usually distracted.
Who tops? Clarke.
Who initiates kisses? Clarke, Lexa still wants to make 100% sure Clarke is comfortable, so she lets her take the lead.
Who reaches for the other’s hand first? Lexa reaches for Clarke’s hand constantly for reassurence.
Who kisses the hardest? Lexa, after Clarke initiates the kiss, Lexa is all in.
Who wakes up first? Definetely Lexa, she’s a morning person, which annoys Clarke to no end.
Who wants to stay in bed just a little longer? Clarke, always.
Who says I love you first? In the show is Clarke, but in my head it would be Lexa.
Who leaves little notes in the other’s one lunch? (Bonus: what does it usually say?) Clarke, they are probably a mix of sweet and dirty.
Who tells their family/friends about their relationship first?Clarke, they would probably be arguing about something and she would be like: “by the way, I’m fucking the commander”.
What do their family/friends think of their relationship? Abby thinks her daughter is doing it just to annoy her at the beginning, but eventually she sees that they love each other and is happy for them. Raven thinks is hot af. Octavia rolls her eyes at them 24 hours a day and Bellamy is passing through the 5 stages of grief.
Who is more likely to start dancing with the other? Clarke would start to dance and drag Lexa with her.
Who cooks more/who is better at cooking? They’re both terrible cookers.
Who comes up with cheesy pick up lines? Clarke.
Who whispers inappropriate things in the other’s ear during inappropriate times? Definetely Clarke, mostly during war meetings and things like that.
Who needs more assurance? Lexa.
What would be their theme song? Holding on, letting go, by Ross Copperman.
Who would sing to their child back to sleep? Lexa, Clarke would just observe from the door with hearteyes.
What do they do when they’re away from each other? Lexa gets grumpy and pouts a lot (she’ll never admit it  though). Clarke gets frustrated and lashes out on everyone, Raven just laughs and tells her to get laid as soon as Lexa is back.
one headcanon about this OTP that breaks your heart. Clarke knows she’ll never love anyone the way she loved Lexa and she feels like she wasted time staying away from Lexa when she knew they were inevitable.
one headcanon about this OTP that mends it. Clarke also knows that one day, when she owes nothing more to her people, she will meet Lexa again.
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Have you gone through any drastic life-changing experiences? If so, what was the most drastic? I mean, sure. Maybe. But nothing super drastic, at least not that I can think of. But life is sort of drastic. It has loads of quick turns and you never expect what’s gonna happen. How do you feel about the current society? Don’t get me started... The right wing populist wave doesn’t ever seen to roll back with Jair Bolsonaro in office in Brazil now. These leaders just keep popping up. There is a conservative wave goin on that is just beyond measure. And on the other side of that, we’ve got an outrage culture and a boycott culture where if you’re on the left wing side of society, you can’t seem to do anything right and it seems like at the end of the day, it’s not about the actual politics and morals, but about backstabbing and calling people out. I don’t like it. There’s far too little respect and perspective in the world. And there’s so much more crap, obviously. But long story short, we’ve come far, but we’ve got a long way left to go.
What was your latest dream about? I think I had a very disturbing dream last night, but I can’t remember what happened exactly... Maybe that’s a good thing ha. Are you more introverted or extroverted? I’m introverted as fuck. How do you feel about football players going back into the field moments after having a concussion? Oh yeah, I’ve read about that brain disease or whatever that football players can get where it can take years until it sparks up and you basically become braindead. I can’t remember what it’s called, but I hope that it’s gotten pretty well-known by now and that the industry is more careful. I don’t know though, I know nothing about football. 
What would I find in under your bed right now? Dust bunnies. Other than that, I don’t keep anything under there. What traits from your father would you like to pass down to your children? I am sure as hell not having kids partly because there’s so many mental issues in the blood line, and we all know on here that I’m not very fond of my dad lol. But I guess that his creative mind and imagination is certainly striking.  Do your favorite colors correspond with your personality? How so? I don’t know... My favorite colors are black and yellow, which doesn’t really make sense? I mean yellow is supposed to be a happy and uplifting color while black is evil and sad. I am for sure sad a lot, but I’m not nearly as happy and uplifting lol. If you can afford to live anywhere in the world, where would you live? Why? London. I love that city so much.  What was the funnest memory you had with the person you last texted? I have so many. Me and Adam have been friends ever since we started high school and we’ve had a lot of funny moments. What physical traits do you find attractive? Strong jawline, broad shoulders, a good set of tattoos... That’s a few things. Do you consider yourself to be open-minded? I mean, I definetely used to be when I was a bit younger and more naive. I am definetely open-minded to a high degree when it comes to a lot of things, but you can’t place me on the conservative/liberal scale. Like, I am on the left side of politics, but there’s certain things that are just way too liberal for me to empathize with. For example, kinksters. I’m sorry, but I don’t understand why you want to beat someone in bed or pee on them or whatever. I get lighter forms of BDSM but when it gets more extreme, I just sort of think it has to do with a crooked sexuality that has developed in your life. Same thing’s with prostitution. I would never consider that a job. Like the whole “sex work is real work” stuff. Nope, it’s slavery. If you are desperate enough that you are willing to pay someone to have sex with you, buy a sex toy. I’m not having it. Like, I can understand the background behind why people have these views, but I’d never agree with them. That’s a rant. Anyways, I’m sure you get me.  In what time period would you choose to live if you could? As I said earlier, we’ve come a long way, but we’ve got a long way left to go. So I’d rather stay in this time.  What is your biggest fault? I’m very not into the thought of putting myself in a breakdown right now, so let’s not get into it. How do you feel about people who almost constantly use foul language? I don’t care. Like I don’t find it offensive or anything, but I tend to feel like it can make them sound unintelligent. At least if there’s swear words everywhere in their sentences. When you were a child, what did you want to be when you “grew up?” Has that dream changed since then? How? For a long time when I was like eight, I wanted to be a zookeeper cause I loved animals so much. Then I found out about how cruel zoos tend to be and that changed. Then there was a long period of me not having a fucking clue on what I wanted to be, which made chosing a high school very hard. But in the end, I am pretty sure I know what I want now. I was sort of stuck on the thought that what you’re gonna do has to be around a talent or practical skill, and not necessarily a passion. But then I am a very passionate person and especially women’s rights and domestic violence is something that I want to do everything in my power to abolish.  Do you have anything that contains real fur in your wardrobe? I would never. What talents do you have? I don’t really see myself as having any creative talents lol. I feel like I’m the only person in my family without one.  Who do you admire most? I don’t have just one single person that I admire the most. Just the people I love, I guess. In their own unique ways. Are you easily offended? I can be, but I’ve worked on it and it isn’t an issue anymore. I used to be very sensitive, and I still am in ways, so. Would you ever cheat on your significant other as a way to get revenge? No, jesus. If you could transform into any animal what would it be and why? Maybe a bald eagle. First I thought about just trying out flying for a bit, that’d be cool. But then I started thinking of the chance at being the ultimate symbol of America for a day and potentially flying to Washington DC and pick out Trump’s eyes and create chaos in American patriotism 🤔 Will I find any embarrassing home videos/baby photos of you at your house? Not in my place, but in my parents’ house. My dad made home videos from when Matilda was born in 91 all the way up until like 2014 when he stopped for some reason. There are so much awful shit in there lol. If your best friend told you that they are homosexual, how you react? Lol. I first experienced Ri coming out as pansexual and then also genderfluid and both times I just thought it was good that they’ve come to terms with that. And I obviously knew about Ellen being bi when we met cause we were sort of interested in each other. Getting shocked about people being gay is not a thing we do in the upcoming year of 2019, ok?  When was the last time you lied about something? I don’t remember. Probably something small. Are you more artistic or mathematical? Between the two artistic. I’m more humanities-based than anything. < Same. Do you listen to music that is over 30 years old? Not as of now, but sure, I do that. I like most kinds of music that was created after the 50s.  Do you consider yourself more of an optimist or a pessimist? I’m a pessimistic realist.  What are the first three things you do when you wake up? I check my phone and chec social media, put in my contacts and I put on something warmer cause I’m usually cold in the morning. Do you consider yourself a great multi-tasker? Not really? But I’m not suber bad at multi-tasking either. Do you have any allergies? If yes, what are you allergic to? Nope. What was the last compliment you got? Ellen told me she loves me last night. Do you blush easily? No. Are you scared of the future? A bit.  What is the meaning of life? Hahahahahaha.
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you ever played “call of duty”? did you like it? are you into those types of video games at all?  
No I have not, I’m not a gamer at all. 
do you like to cook for people, or do you order to be cooked for? has anyone ever told you that you were a good cook?
I like cooking for people, cause I am often told that I’m good at it, and I like being nice to people. I’m not as fond of cooking for myself though, cause then there’s no one to impress lol. However, it’s always nice to have someone cook for you. I’ve already started to appreciate that more now that I live on my own.
do you have any clocks in your house that chime when the hour changes? do those types of clocks annoy you?  
Nope, thank god. Those are super creepy. 
what is your usual hair style? do you tend to wear the same style every day, or do you switch it up a lot?  
I usually wear my hair down or in a ponytail or bun. These are basically my only hairstyles, mostly because whenever I try a new one it’s usually ruined within seconds… my hair is untamable < Same. Plus, I don’t really have motivation to try and do something fancy to my hair. 
have you had the same doctor pretty much your whole life, or have you went to a bunch of different ones over the years? have you ever been to the doctor thinking something was horribly wrong with you, but it turned out to be something minor?  
No, I haven’t had a house doctor or anything like that. And yes, I’m a huge hypocondriac. 
are there any stores you feel uncomfortable going into (ex: if you dress girly, do you feel uncomfortable going into hot topic)? are there any stores that you refuse, or just never go in to?  
Yeah, I don’t feel comfortable going to super fancy stores that sell expensive stuff. I also don’t like really small stores, where the cashier just sits and stares at you while you’re walking around in there. 
do you look in mirrors a lot, or do you try to avoid them? how many mirrors are in your house?  
I do, it’s just a habit, I think.
what do you think is the greatest invention of all time? why? are there any inventions you wish had never been made?  
There’s tons of amazing ones, of course. Electricity, for example. Or x-ray. 
are you proud of yourself? do you feel that you’ve accomplished (or will accomplish) the things you want in your life? what other person are you the most proud of and why?  
I guess, even though I don’t like to admit it. I don’t know why I have such a hard time accepting that I can do well with things. But of course I don’t feel completely satisfied with my accomplishments, no where near. However, I am proud of finally have moved out. 
Other than that, I’m proud of pretty much all my loved ones. 
did you ever have a terrible roommate? what did they do that bothered you so much?
I’ve never had a room mate.
if someone has a problem with something you’ve done, do you prefer they confront you directly? why or why not? when you’re the one who needs to tell someone about a problem, what’s your method of doing so?
Oh yeah, please just approach me. I don’t wanna play any games or anything like that, that’s annoying and immature. 
do you like the color gray?  
Sure.
is it possible to love someone if you don’t love yourself?
Yeah, I find that quote incredibly stupid. Who did even come up with that quote??
do you believe happiness can exist without sadness?
No, because you can fully appreciate happy moments in life only if you know how it feels to be sad < Yup.
what hospital in your area would you most recommend for good treatment?  
There’s only one hospital in my city and it’s a good one. I think it’s been named one of the best ones in Sweden, actually. 
who is the best person you’ve ever “met” online?
Oh I definetely know who :)
who is the most versatile actor ever?  
I don’t know, I’m not super into actors and stuff. I focus more on the movie.
do you ever nap and wake up and forget what day it is?  
It happens, sure. You always feel a little dislocated after a nap.
what was your maternal grandmother’s first name?
Barbro, she’s still alive.
what was the last video message you received on your phone?  
Frida sent me a Snapchat video of how it sounded while they were re-building in their area. 
would you kiss someone you didn’t have feelings for?
Yeah, it’s just a kiss.
what would your dream engagement ring look like?
I don’t think of that stuff, I don’t even know if I wanna get married.
is someone hurting you mentally at the moment?
No.
do you feel like no one understands you?  
No, not really. Although, I do sometimes.
have you ever attempted to drown yourself?
No.
would you rather deal with all your emotions at once, or none at all?  
None at all???? 
what’s the best sex scene in a movie you’ve ever seen?  
There’s this really interesting sex scene in Sense 8, I’ve never seen anything like it. It’s this very sci-fi ish orgie scene. I don’t know how to explain it, you’ll have to watch it. It’s so wierd. 
is pornography evil or are you neutral about it?
Lol it’s not evil, that’s for sure. I do see why it could be seen as problematic, cause there’s a lot of sexism and occasionally violence in the porn industry, but there are feminist porn and stuff too, so I don’t know. I don’t care about porn and I don’t care if people watch it either. You do you. 
do you prefer to be monogamous, or are you more a casual dater or swinger?
I don’t have much experience in that area, but I’d be open to some sort of polygamous arrangement, sure. I kinda think society is locked down on monogamy, people should be a little bit more daring!
does your pet wear a collar?
I don’t have any pets :( Not in my apartment at least. I only have my two plants lol.
what is your favorite song in “the sound of music”?  
I don’t have one.
what would you do if your mom/dad saw a hickey on you?
I would assume that they wouldn’t question it. They’re too prude.
you’ve just had an argument with the guy you like, and you walk away. do you want them to leave you alone?  
Why does it have to be a guy? Anyways, no? If I’m walking away from them, why would I want them to follow me? Sounds a little unproductive lol. And over dramatic. 
have you ever read any self-help books?  
Kinda? 
do you thank the bus driver?
Yes.
have you ever had your heart broken?  
Nope.
when was the last time you flirted?
Yesterday :)
are good-byes easy or hard for you?
Hard.
whatcha listening to?
I’ve got Super Natural by Turnover playing. Their new album is GORGEOUS.
what do you feel about our president?
Sweden is a monarchy. 
do you remember the song, blue (da ba dee) by eiffel 65?
Yeah ugh.
if you told someone how far have you have gone with the opposite sex, how would others view you?
I literally haven’t even kissed a guy so I’d assume they’d think I was the most innocent person ever lol.
do you have a secret that you’ve never told ANYONE?
Yeah.
would you care if your last ex fell in love with someone else?
I don’t have an ex.
what’s something you really want right now, be honest?  
Nothing, really.
were your parents married when they had you?
Yup.
are they married now?
Yeah.
would you marry someone 30 years older than you if they had millions?
Never.
how long were employed at your last job?
For three years.
if you found out you were pregnant who would you tell first?
I guess some of my friends, and then I’d rush to the hospital to get an abortion.
what did you do when you hung out with the last person you kissed?  
I think I saw her at a party in summer...?
do you prefer online classes or real classes?  
Online school is illegal in Sweden.
do you like documentaries? have you ever watched one and find it boring?
I love documentaries! Of course I’ve watched boring ones though.
if you had to choose, would you rather be an alcoholic or pothead?  
Pothead? Alcoholism sounds awful.
do you hate your ex?  
-
do you like kids?  
No haha.
are your eyes the same color as your mom’s or dad’s?
I literally don’t know.
do you think too much or too little?  
Too much.
does anyone know your facebook password?
No.
have you ever seen the last person you kissed without their shirt on?  
I don’t think so.
…what about their pants?
Actually, I think I have hahaha.
did you ever rip off a barbie doll head?
Haha not that I can remember.
how many people have you slept with (sexually not actually sleeping)?  
Zero.
do you have any sort of ongoing health problem?
I’ve got GAD with depressive tendencies, but I don’t have any physical problems.
are you a teenager and yet want a baby?  
I am a teenager and I don’t want kids. 
would you date a guy with a prince albert?  
I’m not opposed to it. 
do you think you are a hick?  
Hahahahah I have actually been told that I am but I don’t agree. If people think I am a hick, then they haven’t met any real hicks. 
have you ever told someone to their face that they were ugly?
No, I have not.
have you ever swallowed a watermelon seed?  
Probably.
what would be worse - going out in public with no bra or no panties?
No panties, sounds a bit uncomfortable. Why would it be bad to go out without a bra? Sounds pretty lovely lol.
would you ever let your child drop out of high school?  
Honestly, no. It’s just such a stupid thing to do. I get that everyone’s different but still... 
honestly, do you think that inner beauty is as important as outer beauty?
Of course.
do you pronounce “aunt” like “awnt” or “ant”?
Awnt.
have you ever seen wayne’s world?  
Nope.
what was your favorite video game as a child?
Video games weren’t a huge part of my childhood. 
list five things you’re currently thinking about:  
The song I’m listening to, the fact that I have the worst coffee breath right now lol, what to eat for dinner, that I have to watch Uppdrag Granskning tonight and that I also need to ask my religious studies teacher tomorrow about our course books. I think I was in Stockholm when he handed them out.
is the last person you kissed a virgin?
No.
have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?  
No.
what was the last video you added to your favorites on youtube?
I don’t ever do that.
do you have any morbid interests?
I am interested in morbid stuff over all, like murderers and paranormal shit, but I don’t know if that’s strange or not. I mean, a lot of people like that kinda stuff.
eat breakfast or skip it?
Eat it, even though it kinda sucks.
favorite disney channel show?
Wizards of Waverly place, I seriously need to rewatch that soon lol.
do you believe in jesus?  
No.
would you ever get a tattoo in a “naughty” place?  
No?
are your ears gauged?
They are.
is there a band you like that many others dislike? which?
I don’t think so? However, I listen to a lot of heavy music and there’s tons of people who hate that kinda stuff, but that’s just cause they’re idiots lol.
do you play pokemon go?  
Nope.
are you a bad influence?  
I don’t think so.
be honest. have you had any dirty thoughts today?
Probably.
honestly, have you ever danced naked?  
No.
is smoking pot a turn off?  
Nah, I don’t care.
have you ever scared yourself?  
Probably.
on facebook, do you have people listed as your siblings who aren’t really your siblings?  
No that’s childish.
is it ever okay for a woman to ask out a man?  
Yeah hahahaha.
how important is it for a significant other to be good with kids?
I don’t care, I’m not fond of kids myself.
when did your last relationship end?
I haven’t had any.
did your father go to college?
He went to university, yes.
do you plan on going to college?  
I’m hopefully going to go to uni, yes. In a few years.
ever seen a burning building in person?
I’ve seen smoke coming out of one, but I haven’t seen a builing properly on fire. 
do you like gore?
Nah, I kinda think that’s a lazy way of “scaring” people while watching horror movies. Psychological horror is much better.
do you own any choker/collar necklaces?  
Yeah, tons. 
did you have a “scene” phase?  
Kinda.
how often do you shave your legs, if at all? why do/don’t you?  
It depends, when I feel like it. I don’t really think having shaved legs is super important. 
are you dressing up for halloween this year?  
I don’t know yet.
were you ever obsessed with the jonas brothers?
No, I didn’t like them.
do you ever feel like life is going by too fast?  
Yeah ugh.
do you pay for your own things?  
For the most part, yes.
have you ever gotten in trouble on the internet?  
No.
honestly, have you ever had lice?
Yeah, as a kid. It was horrible.
do you think it’s possible to be in a long relationship without having sex?  
I couldn’t, but sure, if that’s your thing. One of my friends and her boyfriends wants to save themselves for marriage. 
where did you last bleed from and why?  
My finger, I cut it open yesterday.
has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
No.
what do you like most about making out?
I’m not super fond of it, to be honest.
have you ever had a guy put his hand in your shirt?
No.
what is the last thing you stapled? 


I can’t remember.
who was your first prom date?

  
I haven’t been to prom yet, and I don’t know if I wanna go.
have you ever been slapped in the face?

  
No.
have you ever touched a snake?


Yeah, at zoos.
are you lonely?
No.
do you like condoms?
Sure? Preventative care is important.
are you good at editing pictures? 


Haha no, I’m shit at photoshop.
are you any good at public speaking? 
  
No, I get so nervous.
would you have kids with the last person you kissed?
No.
have you ever thought of making love in a dressing room?
Probably some time, and by the way EW I hate the term “making love”.
do you know anyone who tries to steal everyone’s boyfriend?  
No.
do you appreciate raunchy humor?
Yeah, as long as it’s not offensive.
have you ever looked up porn on the internet?
Yeah.
did you ever try cutting yourself?
Yup...
do you like to tell people who you like?
No, I’m very secrative about that kinda stuff.
ever been institutionalized?  
No.
ever hold a newborn animal?
Yup, I’ve held newborn kittens in the past!
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The Letter A Are you available? 
Yup.
What is your age? 
17.
What annoys you? 
Right now, the fact that I’ve got Despacito stuck in my head. Could potentially be the most annoying song ever. I blame Therese for playing it in the car earlier. Actually, I’mma put on some music now, I can’t stand this.  The Letter B Do you live in a big house? 
No, it’s not huge or anything. It’s a normal suburban house. I’m not sure about how big it is.
When is your birthday? 
September 6th.
Who is your best friend? 
Therese and Frida. The Letter C What’s your favorite candy? 
All sour candy.
Who’s your crush? 
I don’t have a crush.
When was the last time you cried? 
I can’t remember, maybe a week ago or so. Wow, the medication is really helping. The Letter D Do you daydream? 
Yeah, a lot.
What’s your favorite kind of dog? 
I love English bulldogs and Greyhounds. They’re so cute.
What day of the week is it? 
Wednesday.  The Letter E How do you like your eggs?
I don’t eat eggs.
Have you ever been in the emergency room? 
I think so... When I was a kid. 
What’s the easiest thing ever to do? 
Lie down and go limp? idk. < Haha I really don’t get the point of this question.
The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane? 
Many times.
Do you use fly swatters? 
I personally don’t. I don’t really care about flies, I just let them be. 
Have you ever used a foghorn? 
No. The Letter G Do you chew gum? 
Not regularly, no. I used to always chew gum, but it gets kinda expensive.
Are you a giver or a taker?
I don’t know... 
Do you like gummy candies? 
As long as they’re not sickly sweet and as long as they don’t have gelatine in them.
The Letter H How are you? 
I’m pretty decent.
What color is your hair? 
Dark brown.
What’s your favorite holiday?
New year’s. The Letter I What’s your favorite ice cream? 
Mint chocolate chip.
Have you ever ice skated? 
Yeah. Had to do that for PE every year. 
Do you play an instrument? 
Drums.
The Letter J What’s your favorite jelly bean brand? 
I don’t really eat jelly beans. Not into them. 
Do you wear jewelry? 
I just wear my piercings, and then a choker once in a while.
Do you like juice? 
Yessss.  The Letter K Who do you want to kill? 
No one.
Do you want kids? 
I don’t know.
Where did you go for kindergarten? 
I went to a local one. There are tons of kindergartens in my little town cause the only people here are suburban white families that have tons of kids.  The Letter L Are you laid back? 
I used to kinda laid back, but that completely left me when I started to suffer from mental health issues. I’m pretty antsy nowadays. 
Do you lie? 
Yeah.
Who do you know whose name starts with L? 
My friend Lizette, a girl in my math class called Lina, my uncle Lars, my other uncle Leif...  The Letter M Whats your favorite movie? 
I have few... The Shawshank Redemption, The Shining, Pulp Fiction, Fight Club...
Do you still watch Disney movies? 
Not regularly, no.
Do you like mangos? 
Not really. The Letter N Do you have a nickname? 
No.
What is your real name? 
Josefin.
Whats your favorite number? 
5. The Letter O What’s your one wish? 
I wish I didn’t live here.
Are you an only child? 
Nope.
Do you like oranges? 
Yup, especially really sour ones. Yum.  The Letter P What one fear are you most paranoid about? 
People in general. I always fear that anyone around me could be a murderer or a rapist or just a madman. 
What are your pet peeves? 
Picky eaters...
What’s a personality trait you look for in people?
Compassionate ans respectful people. The Letter Q What’s your favorite quote? 
I don’t really have one. I have a few that I like, but there’s no all time favorites.
Are you quick to judge people? 
I try not to.
Do you learn new things quickly? 
Yeah unless math is involved. < Pretty much. The Letter R Do you think you’re always right? 
Nope. 
Are you one to cry? 
What?
When’s the last time you saw a rainbow? 
Today, actually. I’m definetely one of those people who gets overly excited when they see one.
The Letter S Do you prefer sun or rain? 
Sun.
Do you like snow? 
Nope.
What’s your favorite season? 
Late summer/early fall. The Letter T What time is it? 
10.08 PM.
What time did you wake up? 
I woke up at like 10 for some reason? That’s really unlike me, I naturally wake up like 7. 
When was the last time you slept in a tent?
I don’t think I’ve ever slept in a tent. I’ve avoided ever having to do that. The Letter U Are you wearing underwear? 
Yeah.
Underwear or boxers? 
That’s kind of the same thing? You mean panties or boxers? 
When did you last feel under the weather? 
Like three days ago, I was feeling anxious and just a bit meh. I didn’t sleep well either.  The Letter V What’s the worst veggie? 
Cabbage.
Where do you want to go on vacation? 
Oh man there’s so many places... 
Can you play the violin? 
Nope. My mom does.  The Letter W What’s your worst habit? 
Overthinking and comparing myself to others.
Where do you live? 
Northern Sweden.
What’s your worst fear?
Isolation. The Letter X Have you ever had an x-ray? 
A few times yeah. I’ve definetely x-rayed my teeth tons of times.
Have you seen the x-games? 
I don’t know what that is. Competitive porn? That’s what I’m picturing… < Hahahah. Isn’t that like some sort of sport? Like, biking in ramps, and like skateboards? That sorta thing? I think my cousin is involved in that kinda stuff.
Do you own a xylophone? 
I think we have a kid’s one. Or at least we did when I was a kid, I doubt that we’ve thrown it away or anything.
The Letter Y Do you like the color yellow? 
Yup, one of my fav colors.
What’s one thing you yearn for? 
Happiness.
What did you do yesterday? 
Overslept, so had to skip photography. Went to school, had a two hour social sciences class where I worked hard on my social sciences class. Had film class. I actually found out that I’ll get a B in that class, which is pretty fucking lovely. Anyways, after that I went home and spent the evening doing nothing in particular. Watched some Salem, listened to some podcasts.... The Letter Z Whats your zodiac sign? 
Virgo.
Do you believe in the zodiac? 
No. Favorite zoo animal? 
Cats and pigs.
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