#haunting me

[clown-eating-pig]

Everything reminds me of them 😔

#tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #jmart #teaholding #you hit me with an ‘in another life’ and BOOM those stupid gay men are right there #haunting me #cute couple things? #them again #a cow? #I might as well just explode right then and there this is so sick

[chunkysoup22]

these fucking things

#haunting me #i forgor how to draw #my art #batman #dc #damian wayne #dick grayson #nightwing #idk.. die

[gu1lty-as-sin]

and then this is anaconda!! she is a rainwing and uhh. yeah. kinkajou vibes?? idk man she's cute tho

#the claws are so- #ew #cannot deal #might redraw them #fun fact these are redraws #i cannot bear to look at the originals #they are #haunting me #juno.txt #junos 2021 dragon obsession #junos art #wof #wof art #wof oc #wof oc art #wings of fire #wings of fire art #wings of fire oc

[floofballsammy]

So this started out as a joke, but then I did an actual drawing a while ago. Here is Purugly's alternate version Puretty.

I had a huge post with Lore I made, but not only is it not even close to finished, it also delayed me posting the actual picture for months. I just want to get it out there. Maybe some day I'll release the lore post, but idk.

#Finally it's gone from my drafts #it has been sitting there for so long #haunting me #anyways here is Puretty #Puretty #pokemon art #pokemon #pokemon redesign #pokemon design #pokemon alternate design #purugly #glameow #my art #Sammy's pkmn art

[paranorahjones]

very close to finishing The Whispering Skull in my current Lockwood & Co. reread and i cannot believe i'm about to voluntarily put myself through The Hollow Boy again.

#it's just sitting in my backpack #haunting me #waiting for me #yes it's a fantastic book but when i tell you i was miserable the first time i read it #i was freaking MISERABLE #my girl lucy was going through it and baby so was i #honestly don't think i've ever felt so strongly for a book character in my life #lockwood and co #lockwood & co #lucy carlyle #the hollow boy

[void-soup]

the sound design in splatoon is rlly good. i can hear the salmonids and the jelletons while i try to sleep

#you think im joking but im being fr. the beeps of the homing arpeggio echo in my mind #haunting me #i think i've had nightmares about salmon run #splatoon

[unluckyautistic]

the caballeros are one of those couples that kiss at new year's the moment the clock hits 12am .

and after kissing ( more than once ) panchito picks both donald and josé up and starts twirling them around while they the three of them laugh as loudly as possible

#happy new year #donald duck #the three caballeros #three caballeros #panchito pistoles #the three gay caballeros #jose carioca #panchito romero miguel junipero francisco quintero gonzalez #josé carioca #ze carioca #the legend of the three caballeros #i love the three caballeros sm #they're always on my mind #haunting me #dt17 #those three created romance #fuck romeo and juliet i want what they have #is that how u write juliet #i can't remember #and I'm too lazy to try and check it #ANYWAY #HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVERYONE #dorks in love

[moviebunny]

everything I see reminds me of him….

#tadc #tadc jax #jax #haunting me

[kagender]

#keroroposting #I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THIS BIT IT MAKES ME GIGLE #from basically sgt frog by lovac i cant get this video out of my mind #haunting me

[florelia12]

Naturally, I was thinking about florelia and their backstories (what else am I supposed to do with my life?)

I was also reading dramione fanfics (again) and it got me thinking abt 6th year Draco being asked to assassinate Dumbledore…

Did I find a way to turn that into a Helia backstory? Yes. Yes i did.

So, I started thinking about first-year, fifteen year old baby Helia being sent to kill Saladin. Going undercover as a Specialist in Red Fountain.

And it’s got a bit of Necromancer!Helia in it. So CW for child abuse, DV and death.

I’ve had this headcanon that Saladin wasn’t always a cheerful/understanding old man. He used to be rather fierce and unforgiving, emotionally detached and tied to duty. I think it’s also canon that he left his ex-girlfriend because she went into the dark arts.

Something consistent in all my hcs about Helia is his parents straight up being on the dark side and working with Valtor (maybe inspired by that one scene with Valtor and Helia). So, Saladin’s son kind of turns on him and the light side and joins Valtor.

This would result in Saladin disowning his son in an effort to remind the rest of the Company of Light where his loyalties lie. Saladin has shown that his reputation matters highly to him so i think this would be fairly in character.

Even go as far as to killing his own son during a battle.

At this point does Saladin know he has a grandchildren? Nope.

So out of fear of Saladin and a new hatred for Valtor for letting her husband die, Helia’s mother takes her kids and goes into hiding. She turns to her family who are Necromancers, begging them to bring back her husband. She’s too weak to do it herself.

Her family was once on the dark side but turned neutral after realising that the Company of Light might actually stand a chance at defeating Valtor.

So they refuse at first but they know that after the battle is over, the light side will shun them out or even prosecute them so having power over Saladin’s grandkids might come in useful one day.

They bring Helia’s father back to life but he’s not the same since bringing back the dead will always have consequences. He’s more evil than before and swears to take revenge on his father. Kind of loses his mind a little from spending time on the other side. Since it took some time, his body also kind of stays in a half decayed state. for the creepy effects..

After watching Vox Machina I can’t help but think of Helia with a twin sister. However, in the case of twins in my hcs is that one of them (the healthier one in the womb) will end up absorbing magic from the other one. So only one twin can use magic while the other can’t, basically making them a human.

Helia is the one with the magic potential, twice as powerful since he absorbed his sister’s magic as well. Also he ends up inheriting the necromancy magic.

Helia is raised and trained by his father to kill Saladin while maintaining the cover that his father is dead.

They both grow up with his mother’s family but they don’t know about Helia’s father’s plans.

Helia of course doesn’t want to kill anyone, but since his father is crazy atp he uses his sister and mother to threaten Helia. Goes as far as to torture his mother to keep Helia in line. But, mostly ignores his sister because she’s useless to him.

He also leeches off of Helia’s powers to keep himself alive that makes Helia rather weak and sick at times, resulting in him having to visit Linphea to get help from the healers. Kind of makes sense for necromancers to work with Healers so they’ve got big connections, aka the royal palace where he meets Krystal. (Trying to tie it all in is tiring but fun)

Helia has a close relationship with his sister. She knows he does his best to protect her but she’s also treated badly for not having any powers. There isn’t any animosity between them but she does envy him. A lot. She won’t be able to fulfil the ‘task’ since she doesn’t have powers and can’t be a Specialist either which she finds extremely unfair.

She kind of has to become a caretaker for their mother who refuses to leave their father because she knows the man he once was but her health gets worse from the torture. Especially since their guardians, their mother’s family, doesn’t know what their father does to them.

So once he turns fifteen, he ends up in Red Fountain, just like any other Specialist. Saladin of course takes note of the resemblance and his magic signature but once he looks into Helia’s background he doesn’t find anything suspicious.

Maybe his records show that he was an orphan. Taken in as a ward. Still ironing out that part.

Helia is of course canonically one of the best students. Catching Codatorta’s and Saladin’s attention. This gets him closer to the professor and they end up sending him on more espionage missions that makes him a better spy. He then uses his advanced spying skills to plot out the best way to unalive saladin.

At some point, Helia starts to remind Saladin of his son before he turned dark. This kind of brings out the guilt he always felt for killing his son without giving him a chance to redeem himself.

The normally strict, fierce and commanding headmaster starts going soft on Helia.

This of course confuses Helia because isn’t this the man ruthless enough to kill his own son? How is he supposed to kill him now?

Codatorta on the other hand is extremely suspicious of Helia and he is the one who figures out who he truly is. But, when he tells Saladin, Saladin decides to not let Helia know that he knows.

When the time is right, Helia is supposed to carry out his plan. But when he does, Saladin is just there waiting for him. He offers to take Helia in, even pardon his mother and do his best to protect him they way he couldn’t protect his son.

Helia is torn and doesn’t know what to do. He wants to keep his family safe and he is terrified of what his father will do. He breaks down and tells all of this to Saladin.

Codatorta thinks it’s all an act but Saladin chooses to believe him. To end the cycle.

Helia realising he actually wants to stay at Red Fountain and that he can be something other than a murderer. That he can actually protect people, be a hero and all that.

Both Helia and Saladin take a leap of faith. Helia accepts.

Helia’s mother is first rescued and sent to Lightrock where she can safely serve her time since she too has started to deteriorate from the torture.

His father is arrested and sent to the Omega Dimension since they can’t actually kill him again.

His sister is missing at first but she finds Helia and is angry at him for betraying their family. She’s mad at him because they took their mother away and no matter how much Helia tries to reason with her, she refuses to listen. She says she would have gone through with the assassination but he couldn’t.

Then she abandons him and disappears.

The news breaks out that Helia’s Saladin’s grandson causing uproar and rumours that he purposely hid Helia’s identity to prevent nepotism accusations.

Having learned his lesson and in an effort to be a better grandfather, he publicly claims Helia as his grandson.

This backfires on Helia who was once respected by his fellow specialists but now they hate him for lying. It caused a lot of issues for Saladin as well.

Helia who is exhausted from everything that has happened and doesn’t know what to do with his newfound freedom, decides to leave and explore the world.

Saladin respects his decision but Codatorta wants him to stay because he’s grown fond of Helia.

Of course, Helia leaves for art school in the end, renounces his magic because he is so done with that shit and then the rest is history.

Phew…

Now ive always wanted to write a fanfic about Helia’s first time at Red Fountain but it always turns into this complicated mess of angst that I decided to just ramble.

If there was ever a sequel it would be about Helia’s sister coming back after years and she’s evil now (maybe even breaks their mother out of prison) but Helia tries to save her and all that. Or his father got out of omega dimension when Valtor broke out. So much familial angst.

Anyways that’s all for tonight. Thanks for tuning in.

#this whole things started out as a Hogwarts AU and it just kind of #unravelled #from there #its been floating in my head #haunting me #for three. months.

[champagnezee]

i’m still here in a tight chokehold…

#its the way he thrusted #need him to do that while i ride him #haunting me #aurelien tchouameni

[saint-vhs]

EtheReal Media™ - Ｈａｕｎｔｉｎｇ Ｍｅ

#EtheReal Media™ #Haunting Me #chillwave #signalwave #vaporwave #music

[shewantsitall]

Musical enjoyers do y'all ever have that moment when a random song from a show you haven't listened to in ages pops into your head and just absolutely won't go away for anything???????

#it's Hamilton and idek where it came from???? #deep in my brain #haunting me #its quiet uptown bitches #just my ramblings

[dottyistired]

i ordered a tumblr doormat when i was high last week and it came with a one piece ad ://

#i thought those were OVER #HAUNTING ME #it had some stickers too at least

[berrythefish]

like toon said

Anyways other sketches cause my computer keeps on crashing :)

#room of swords #room of swords gyrus #room of swords Don #room of swords tori #room of swords xinju #fan-art #digital art #sketches #idk I just remembered toon said that #and screenshot it #and ever since it's just been sitting in my gallery #haunting me