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simpjaes · 4 months
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aurrr i spent the whole day thinking u ignored my ask or hadn’t gotten to it yet, but turns out it didn’t show up in my feed…hate this app fr 🙄 but yes yes i love infidelity, love triangles, and just any type of angst with another love interest. my irls who read books and all say they hate books with “the other woman” plot because the guy should be so obsessed he doesn’t look at anyone else. they also hate cheating. i get it, irl if a man cheats on you, DUMP HIS ASS!! 🗣️ BUT if it’s in books, i eat up that angst. if i don’t feel the angst in my stomach i don’t want it. can’t wait for the fic!!!
anyways hard thoughts about jay before i study for the next 4 hours 💔:
(also forgive me ik we see him as a switch on this blog but i am an advocate of the dom jay agenda)
(these are also not super crazy. i’m sorry if you wanted something more feral)
- him constantly buying you lingerie for you to model for him. he sits back in his chair, manspread as you do a little twirl for him in the matching black lace set he got you. when he really likes a set he will have you wear it again and fuck you in it. and that’s where those polaroids in his wallet come from 🫢
- he sets up a cute picnic being the romantic guy he is but it’s not very cute when all of a sudden you’re riding him on the blanket, his hand covering your mouth so no one hears. he treats being caught as a literal joke.
- sugar daddy jay who’s the head of some big company and keeps you pushed up against the window of his office, fucking into you from behind everytime you visit. let’s just say you try to see him at the office at least 2-3 times a week.
-💗
oh oh oh, you may have misread me. When i write infidelity fics, you're not the one being cheated on usually. You're the one cheating tho, because if there's anything better than one possessive man, it's two possessive men.
I would never in my life condone cheating in real life, but in fantasy? I can have whatever i want and if i wanna date jake, then notice his hot taller friend sunghoon eyeing me, imma date him too, and then if i notice jay in the corner with a boner? bam, third boyfriend idc.
also, u misread me again possibly. i don't think u know how rare it is for me to write men as dominant, or to see them as switches considering i prefer to be the more dominant party lol, i 100% see jay as someone who can and will take control. me seeing him as a switch is just like, a base level feeling. i just don't like to be dominated by men that pretty tbh (but im lying, i do like it and that's why I'm writing more of that here)
the second thought sticks with me more than the others tho. public sex bc either you or him are too desperate to wait? mannnnn, even better if you're poking, pushing his buttons, trying to tease him and be a brat because you know he won't fuck you right there, on the blanket in the park.
and by the point he's actually pissed, you freeze when he's like "what, you think I won't?" all while pulling you into his lap, pulling it out, stuffing you full, and holding your mouth. "you really thought I wouldn't, didn't you?"
>:D
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alastairstom · 5 months
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3. Least favorite canon thing about this character? - Thomas !
5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them? -Malec !
8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise? - Emma! hahahahaha
12. What's a headcanon you have for this character? - Magnus (Post Malec) !
13. What's an emoji, an emoticon and/or any symbol that reminds you of this character or you think the character would use a lot? - Alastair !
14. Assign a fashion aesthetic to this character - Alec !
2. Favorite canon thing about this character? - Jace !
23. Favorite picture of this character? - Cordelia !
25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now? - Simon
26. FREEBIE QUESTION!! - If you could assign a ship to get the 'malec standalone novels treatment' (i.e. they get their own spin off series/books) who would it be and why?
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3. Least favorite canon thing about this character? - Thomas !
I genuinely cannot think of a single thing about Thomas that I don't like. And I've been trying to ever since I saw this question like half an hour ago. I guess I'm going to go with wishing that we got to see more of his canon interests on page? We know he writes songs in his head from bonus content, and we know that he's a poet from other content (and also from his internal monologue.) Wish we could have seen more of that and also of his language learning.
5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them? -Malec !
Golden Days by Panic! At the Disco, I think
8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise? - Emma! hahahahaha
I'm going to be real, I have most of the main TDA-related tags filtered and therefore have 0 idea what's going on in the fandom. I'd like to keep it that way, so you don't need to share, lol. I'm really good at curating my Tumblr.
12. What's a headcanon you have for this character? - Magnus (Post Malec) !
Jesus Christ but "post Malec" is sad. I honestly think all the warlocks will become immortal and it'll be fine, but I'll pretend I don't think that. After Alec dies, Magnus would go and live with Tessa again for a while, a sort of mirror to Tessa's living with Magnus after Will died.
13. What's an emoji, an emoticon and/or any symbol that reminds you of this character or you think the character would use a lot? - Alastair !
🤨 and also 🙄
14. Assign a fashion aesthetic to this character - Alec !
Grunge lmao I don't think Alec really has a fashion aesthetic
2. Favorite canon thing about this character? - Jace !
His love for animals, I think. Also his sense of humor is really funny.
23. Favorite picture of this character? - Cordelia !
I love Cordelia and I love art of her. Definitely one of these. I have the one with Cortana hanging on my bedroom wall as well as the Faecrate one (on the dust jacket), and I have a print of the Faecrate one in my office, too.
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25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now? - Simon
Simon is currently among my absolute favourite modern TSC characters. But I hated him at first because I don't like love triangles and viewed him as a sort of Gale Hawthorne figure (I was 18).
26. FREEBIE QUESTION!! - If you could assign a ship to get the 'malec standalone novels treatment' (i.e. they get their own spin off series/books) who would it be and why?
1000% Thomastair. I want to say that assuming we get a Better in Black story I'm perfectly content with the content amount we have, because I enjoy filling in the gaps with my fanfics. But I would adore a trilogy about them. The first book could be an immediate post-ChoT story of them dealing with their new relationship in the aftermath of the events of TLH; the second book could include some travel and them finding their footing, maybe 5 years from now; and the third book could fulfill all of my middle-aged Thomastair fantasies about them retiring and contending with that.
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mochapanda · 3 years
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god tgcf is fucking stupid
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Flashback (Pt. 5)
Leigh Shaw x Reader
Summary: How Leigh and reader turned from acquaintances to lovers after Matt died (plot based on the original drama).
Pairing: Leigh Shaw x Fem!Reader
Warnings: Angst
Word count: 2.5k
a/n: Well it seems that people love the fluff we had in the last chapter, but guess what! I’m actually a person fond of angst. So...good reading! This is actually a very short chapter and the short series is coming to an end in the next chapter. I hope I can get it done ASAP.
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Spin-off
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Part 5
1 years and 5 months ago
Things between Leigh and you might have changed after Christmas. Not much, just a bit.
You still hung out once a week at the donut shop after your workout session. But the place was no longer limited to the donut shop, nor was it restricted to the hour after the session.
You would go to some nice restaurants together. They could be café that Leigh had bookmarked a long time ago but did not have a chance to try before, or they could be recommendations from your colleagues.
You would also go to the theatre together. You figured out that Leigh had a thing for horror movies and yet you love watching superhero movies. And you really wanted to punch her in her face every time she laughed at your pale face after being dragged to watch a horror movie with her. You had to bury your face in Leigh’s neck throughout every movie. But she did not say anything when you did that. She let you.
You still talked about the books that you have read. But you started to share more about yourselves or your everyday life with each other. Sometimes she would just text you to tell you what she ate at lunch, or you would just send her a picture of the puppy you saw on the road.
But you were not dating, at least you kept reminding yourself not to use this term. You did not date Leigh, you just hung out with her.
//
1:09 read
Can I ask you something?
1:17 delivered
It depends.
1:19 read
Just say “yes”.
1:23 delivered
Yes 🙄
1:32 read
It took you 4 minutes to type a “yes”?
You rolled your eyes literally at her words.
1:46 delivered
I’m in the middle of a meeting!
With my boss.
You should be grateful I risked my job to type a “yes” for you.
1:51 read
🙄
What the hell is a primerizer?
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I'm not google.
1:59 read
Forget that.
I shouldn’t have asked a person who doesn’t know how to wear perfume what a primerizer is.
You thought your eyes hurt by rolling them constantly when a photo of Leigh with blue eyeshadow popped up on the screen.
2:04 read
I think my right eye looks okay but I can’t make the left one match.
And my mum said she won’t go out like this.
What do you think?
THINK TWICE before you answer.
You burst out laughing at the photo. Everyone in the meeting room turned their head and stared at you, including your boss.
You mumbled a “sorry” and bit on your lower lip to stop yourself from laughing again.
You really did risk losing your job to reply to Leigh.
2:18 delivered
You look...good.
2:29 read
I’m going to strangle you to death.
2:37 delivered
I’m sure Drew will do that to you first if you fail to give him the review for his gift.
He complains about you in the office constantly now.
2:41 read
I hate him and the gift so much.
2:56 delivered
Bring them to my place tonight.
We can try to figure that out together LOL
And I’ll try to fix your face even if it's the TOUGHEST job in the world.
3:04 read
Screw you.
The memorial will start in 10 minutes.
See you tonight.
And you just could not hold your smile for the rest of your meeting.
//
Leigh was surprised to see Danny instead of Matt’s mother, Bobby, in the school.
“I thought Bobby’s coming,” Leigh greeted Danny and walked towards him with hesitation. She had not talked much to him for a while and they just had that emoji conversation going so that they would know the other was still surviving, somehow.
“My aunt broke her elbow or ankle so my mum had to accompany her to the hospital. And she made me come here for her.” Danny shrugged, all of his facial and gestural expressions making it very clear that he had no interest in coming to the memorial at all.
“What’s wrong with you?” Leigh glared at Danny.
Couldn’t he just act like a mature grown-up so that they could make it through the memorial together? Just like what a family was supposed to do?
“What’s the point of being here? The students here are obnoxious. They act like they love Matt and enjoy his lessons after he died, but what they did was just being an ass in his class when he was here.” Danny raised his voice and a few students walking by started to look at them and whisper.
“What is your problem Danny? Matt loves...loved his students and his job here.”
That’s why Leigh hated hanging out with Danny. He always had a way to make things much more difficult than they should be.
“No! This place was a pain in the ass for Matt. He always talked about how crazy this school made him. If he could go somewhere else, he’d never stay here.”
“What? Like he told you he’d rather go to Norway instead of going to school?” Leigh scoffed and could feel herself boiling with anger. Staying with Bobby might be a bit awkward, but it was definitely better than staying with Danny.
“Wait...you know that joke about Norway too?”
The tension was gone all of a sudden, and Danny just widened his eyes and looked at her in shock.
“Well...every time when Matt didn’t want to do a thing he’d just say that he had to go to Norway. It’s like an everyday routine.” Leigh lit up when she thought about Matt’s annoying face every time he made that joke.
“He definitely used it on me before he did it on you.” Danny was smiling too, probably thinking of the same thing as Leigh. “Okay maybe you’re right. He may like this job but I’m not taking ‘the students were an ass in his class’ back.”
“He’s a good teacher.”
“Yes he’s.”
Leigh finally smiled at Danny and walked to the classroom together.
Well maybe hanging out with Danny was not as terrible as she had imagined.
//
Leigh was a bit surprised that she could still manage to pull herself together when the teacher and students around her were all talking about Matt.
She hated people for avoiding bringing Matt up when talking to her. Yet she used to find it unbearable when people brought him up in the middle of a conversation at the same time. It was just...uncomfortable for her to share memories about Matt with others, especially with people she was not familiar with.
But she did not feel it that way today.
She was touched to know how much Matt meant to these students in the room. The memorial was voluntary. And Matt must have meant something to them so that these teenagers were willing to spend an hour after school to be here, sharing their thoughts about Matt.
She was proud to know that Matt inspired his students, even though it was just as trivial as inspiring them to like Crime and Punishment.
She smiled and nodded genuinely when the students shared their moments with Matt. Tears swelled up in her eyes and blurred her vision, but they never fell.
There was a hole in her heart where Matt was. The hole was there, and always would be. But maybe she did eventually figure out a way to live with this hole for the rest of her life.
Maybe she was moving on indeed. In her own way.
//
Danny left the school once the memorial ended, grumbling something about getting his bike back from Bobby. Leigh waved him off and decided to stay a bit longer at the school. She never had the chance to know more about this place, the place where Matt worked.
It was probably the last time she would be staying in here, at least in a while. So she did not want to rush things.
Leigh walked closer to take a better look at the mural hanging at the back of the classroom. The students did a great job in turning Matt’s drawing into such an immense masterpiece.
Leigh soon figured out the mural was like a treasure map to what Matt wanted in his life. She grinned at the secret code that Matt embedded in the picture: the Eisner, the Gold Coast and...Pickle.
Pickle Greer.
Their imaginary child. The ridiculous name that they came up with for their nonexistent child.
Matt always said that he was not ready and did not know how to be a father. So they were just messing around with silly names. Leigh never thought he would remember it.
But he did remember it. And he did want it.
Leigh felt something broken in her heart. She tried to move on, to live in a world without Matt.
But all Matt wanted was to have their own child.
How dared she to be so selfish.
//
You looked at your Lock Screen worriedly for any messages from Leigh as your working hour was coming to an end.
The last message you received from her was already two hours ago, and the memorial was supposed to end at four as far as you could remember.
Something was up.
You drummed your fingers on the table restlessly when you tried to call Leigh again. “Pick it up please,” you mumbled.
It went straight to the voice mail.
You could not stand it any longer so you decided to go to your car.
//
Your heart sank when you saw Leigh’s car parking in the school’s car park.
You rushed to take a closer look inside. Leigh was not there, and neither was her purse nor her phone.
You hurried to the front door and tried to get into the school when an old lady stopped you. You guessed she was probably a janitor based on her uniform.
You tried to explain the situation to her but she refused to let you in, saying something about the school being closed and that you should come tomorrow instead.
You were running out of time and patience.
“No! Listen. I’m a friend of Matt’s wife. She came here today for his memorial and I think she’s still here. Look, just lemme go inside and I promise I’ll leave once I find her.”
“No Miss. The memorial ended an hour ag-”
“That’s exactly the problem! Her car is still out there in the car park!” You cut her off and the janitor was stunned to know that.
“Ummm…let me contact the office first and see what we can do.”
This was maddening.
“A woman went missing after attending her husband’s memorial at your school. Are you sure you can take up the responsibility if anything happens and YOU ARE the reason why we can’t reach out to her earlier?”
You seldom made a scene at public places but you were practically shouting at the poor janitor now. You understood she was trying to do her job, but you just could not help yourself.
“Is there anything that I can help?”
A woman walked towards you with furrowed brows. You signed, not being very happy to repeat everything all over again but you still did while the janitor was making her call.
Looked like you could not get into the school in any minute anyway.
“Leigh? I thought she left an hour ago after the memorial ended.”
“You know her?”
“Yes. I’m the one who put the memorial together. By the way, I’m Nina. Leigh said she gotta go soon after the memorial ended.”
“Y/N. We’re supposed to meet after she leaves the school but she’s not answering any calls or replying my text. And her car is still out there.” You gestured your head to the exit and Nina’s brows knitted. “I know the school is closed but I’m worried about Leigh.”
“I understand. Please give me a second.” Nina walked to the janitor and said something to her before coming back to you and gestured to you to follow her. “Do you mind if we exchange the number so that we can let each other know once we find her?”
You nodded and exchanged your phone number with her.
“Let’s split up. I’ll search from the top and you’ll search from the bottom.”
“Thank you for your help, Nina,” you thanked her sincerely before heading in the opposite direction.
“Don’t mention that.”
//
You kept calling Leigh’s number while looking into every single room you passed by, in hopes of locating her by the ringtone, or Leigh picking up the phone.
No such luck.
You turned off the light after searching the last restroom on the second floor when something caught your eye.
There was a phone laying on the floor of the last cubicle, the screen barely lighting up even in the dark.
“Leigh?”
No response.
You turned back on the light and walked closer to the last cubicle. You tried to suppress the shiver but you still found your hands cold and clammy when you pushed open the door.
You let out a sign of relief when you saw Leigh sitting against the toilet, holding her knees to herself with her head burying deep in the knees.
“Leigh…” you lowered yourself to knelt down next to her, your hand stroking her back lightly, “I’m here.”
Leigh raised her head from her knees to look at you. Your heart clenched when she turned her face to you-her eyes swollen from crying and her cheeks were covered with dry tear stains, with makeup all over her face.
You wish you were here earlier for her.
You pressed her head slightly against your shoulder. “I’m here,” you cooed softly at her ear.
You could feel her relax a bit in your arms, dropping her head against your shoulder for a moment. But all of a sudden, she pushed herself backwards abruptly from you.
“I’m sorry. We-I can’t do this.” Her voice was hoarse and cracked, her eyes welled up looking at you.
“That’s okay, we don’t have to do this now. I’ll help you to text Drew or I can try to come up with something about the primeri-”
“No! It’s not about that stupid primerizer! I just can’t do this anymore.” Leigh raised her voice agitatedly.
“What-”
Leigh grabbed her belongings and stormed to the door. You tried to follow and grab her wrists yet she shoved you off with force.
“At least let me drive you home and then I can leave.” Your voice weakened as you looked into Leigh’s face.
Her lower lips were quivering.
“Please...”
That was the moment you knew you had to let her go.
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airbnbfestivals · 5 years
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Nightmare stay gets worse and worse!!!
I booked a stay over at a place in Clermont, Florida for 2 weeks, and this stay has been the worst IN MY LIFE.
I tell this lady before my stay starts that i have autism and a noise sensory and am traveling more or less for business/college. She has a conversation about the bathroom with me upon check in and comments she would “never want to have someone with a thyroid condition” 🙄
So this woman has a cozy apartment in the back of her house for “guests”. Its got a “private entrance” thats where the bathroom is with a lock on the front door being the bathroom door and a lock into the unit. It says it comes with a fridge but by the time the other 2 guests check in, its half a shelf on the tiniest fridge EVER. Turns out shes got a dog, and a 3 year old baby; and super thin walls!
The first request was for what to do about the fridge because we were unsure. She offered me a whole mini fridge for 35$ when i already paid 500$ for the room. Didnt want that at all. She played music at a reasonable hour in the afternoon, but i was trying to nap before work; so i politely requested she keep it down. She was a chain smoker, and the whole house reeked of smoke. I asked that she please provide air freshner (as i have severe allergies). She denied that. The last was because of a business call (had to pay bills), i requested that she please have her child (who was screaming, laughing, giggling at 6-11:00 am) to please tone it down because nobody on my call could hear me! THATS when her fists came out. The woman made a big, long post about me online filled with false information (as this was being resolved by air bnb) telling them she was afraid i was gunna steal (didn’t take anything) and damage property (left it spotless!) ....🙄 she also said i have bipolar. AUTISM, again. Idk what to call that shit. This was while air bnb canceled my stay for no reason!
I apologized anyways for my behavior, she twisted the WHOLE apology...
she got my MOTHER for some reason removed from the group, and she threatened to get the listing of my mothers removed FOR THREATS WE NEVER MADE!
We did suggest we might go to law enforcement for slander but we had no idea what to do about this crazy lady!! She threatened to get our listing removed for no reason! She went to the group admins, got myself, and my mother removed from the group!
This woman has not hosted very many times. I don’t wish for other guests to have to go through this when she has what she considers a “bad guest” ....its a nightmare. Air bnb is not being helpful at this time. I don’t think she should be a host if she makes threats to others businesses and tries to put people on a blacklist thats not even allowed. Shes a new group member and already spreading her lies, and hate. What would yall do? I have done absolutely nothing yet shes spread so many lies! Harmed my family on so many capacities over a listing she canceled! Never met a crazy host like this before!
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