#hate my mind

[ilmostronellamiatesta]

"Come spieghi alla donna che ti ha dato la vita che non hai più voglia di vivere?"

#error #hate me #Suicide #sad #self harm #Tagli #autolesionista #Autolesionismo #Blood #hate my mind #i hate my body #i hate my brain #black and white #depression #depressed #i'm broke #im alone #alone

[tunjuu]

She was her own muse.

#art #artwork #kunst #quotes #qouteoftheday #lfl #follow #followers #like #like for no reason #likeforlove #hate my mind

[mefleep]

"Everything hurts. Im sick of myself, I'm sick of my thoughts, I'm sick of my life. I hate myself. I wish I could just dissappear.

Everything fucking hurts."

#thoughts #nighttime #feeling alone #i feel empty #feelin it #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #done with life #done with everything #im hurtin #hate myself #hate my mind #sick of everything

[someday--somehow]

I want to cancel my subscription for the social anxiety, the 21 year trial period was enough, it didn't make me want it. Can someone just take that from me.

#mentally fucked #mentalwellness #social anxious #social anxiety #anxiety disorder #fucked up #mentally ill #hate myself #hate my brain #hate my mind

[jemand-ohne-liebe]

I can't take it anymore. Every day the thought to kill myself but don't have the guts and the strength to do it. So I hope every day for so many years that I finally will have the guts and strength to do it.

#sad qutoes #quotes #suicudal #i hate it here #hate my mind

[maxim-tomato]

God, it’s straight up not worth it to live without love. I cannot live with myself knowing that I squandered the greatest opportunity of my life.

#heartbroken #heartbreak #hate my mind #hate my life

[achy-boo]

Well, you wanted to be my pet first, no?

It's an amazing deal since now I have a servant to do my bidding. Cute.

So, pet, what do you say, hm?

What should I do first with my new pet.

~Azul~

Anything you want, Azul. I’m not picky about choices at all. If..I had a choice

#Cupid kill me #yo..someone give me a coffin #hate myself #hate my mind #i’m going to hell #Satan is going to kill me

[nouverx]

"I want to eat you" is their love language and you can't change my mind

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin alastor #hazbin rosie #radiorose #alastor #my art #autodesk sketchbook #they are so freaky they must have so many fucked up conversations like that I just know it #it's their weird way of “flirting” yk what I mean #I headcanon that Alastor HATES burgers and fast food in general ik it's very specific #my artstyle is so inconsistent ahah I'm experimenting don't mind me

[ezrazzle]

After slowly chipping away at this for a while, I'm finally done drawing the cast of The Magnus Archives!

#the magnus archives #tma fanart #tma #the magnus archives fanart #this was a great art exercise for improvement. i learnt a lot #will eventually do protocol since i already have a few ideas in mind #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #peter lukas #elias bouchard #melanie king #georgie barker #basira hussain #daisy tonner #tim stoker #sasha james #jane prentiss #gerard keay #gerry keay #gertrude robinson #agnes montague #annabelle cane #michael distortion #helen distortion #nikola orsinov #oliver banks #simon fairchild #jude perry #mike crew #please keep in mind these are only my headcanons and while they may not align with your own that does not warrant any hate

[zosanbrainrot]

this is how I see them

#sanji turned out so good and was just a quick thing so I had to add zoro #but for some reason he was super hard to draw for me this time #anyway this is how I see them #post battle staying up late on the deck drinking themselves silly to the point they forget to pretend to hate each other and just talk #maybe eating some snacks sanji had made #'we really almost died again didnt we' #looking at each other a couple of seconds too long before averting eyes #letting the mind wonder #zosan #zoro #sanji #one piece #my art #roronoa zoro #vinsmoke sanji #ETERNAL PINING HELL #im drawing these while on google meet at work

[ilmostronellamiatesta]

Welcome to the playground, follow me

Tell me your nightmares and fantasies

Sink into the wasteland underneath

Stay for the night, I'll sell you a dream

#smooking #Cigarettes #Cigaret #Smoke #Smooke #Smoking #Nicotine #Sadgirl #Imsad #I'm sad #Music #ansiety #Fumar #photography #Colors #depression #depressed #Alone #error #hate my mind #hate me #Art #i'm broke #arcane

[redundantz]

Jumpscare of my life

#baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate spoilers #bg3 #tav #astarion #shadowheart #lae’zel #baldurs gate #my art #redundantz art #mind flayer #the emperor #no hate on the emperor hes cool i just thought it was hilarious #meybe next time

[extrashortshorts]

POV: your youtube recommendations after you clicked on one normal OP theory video

#and right after this one there will be the same thumbnail but with roles reversed #love/hate those things #sketch #one piece #rat haired shanks #and his meat neck #dracule mihawk #poor guy is suffering #:( #red haired shanks #omg the first thing that my tags choose was a RAT haired #nooooo #my tags are team “hawkeye” #they have their own mind #💀💀💀

[junotter]

My redesigns for aged up gaang

#avatar the last airbender #the legend of korra #atla #tlok #atla fanart #my art #avatar aang #atla aang #atla katara #toph beifong #atla zuko #atla sokka #zukka #implied because why else would they be posed like that #I HATE HATE HATE the aged up gaang designs why the fuck do the boys all have the same face?????? why are they all so skinny #they dont look like themselves or like the adults in the show its so ugh #i spent so long on the lining theres like 4 sketch layers before i finalized anything #if anyones interested in my heights none are in the 6ft idc #sokka: 5'8ish zuko: 5'6 toph: 5'0 katara: 5'3 aang: 5'10ish #they might not accurately translate to their heights in this piece but thats how they are in my mind #i dont think any of them are crazy tall idc idc idc idcidc

[egophiliac]

CROWLEY SSR THOUGHTS

there is zero basis for this, but I can't get this thought of my head

I don't know why I decided to draw it this way

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #(these will be relevant in a moment) #this isn't going to happen. but WHAT IF. #anyway i didn't get him (damnit birdman come home) so i had to look up his story #and let me tell you friends my findings were SHOCKING #crowley canonically likes vegetables which means that the crowley is revaan theory = BUSTED #crowley is sailor venus = CONFIRMED #(i know 'whip of love' is a saying but that's where my mind always goes) #DISCLAIMER: this is (mostly) a joke please continue to hold whatever theories and headcanons you want #but look. c'mon. look over here at this whiteboard i've covered in red yarn. #revaan being a picky eater has come up multiple times and there is an entire whole bit about how much he hated jerky and refused to eat it #and now they've made a point of talking about how crowley will eat almost anything and loOoOoves wild game meat especially #it's SO stupid but i can't help but read way too much into it #(this is tumblr if you don't want to see incredibly stupid overanalysis of anime guys then why are you HERE) #and i gotta hold on to something because otherwise whenever malleus and crowley are onscreen together i just keep going 'same hair color... #unless this is like. some kind of deep cover thing. #lilia doesn't recognize him because he saw him eat a green bean once and revaan would NEVER #crowley's secret is safe for another day #(serious hat on: i do think they're probably connected in some way) #(but there's something deeper going on that we're just not clued into yet that will hopefully explain things) #man forget revaan what if crowley whips off his mask and it turns out he was meleanor this whole time #wait hold on meleanor loves jerky. IT ALL FITS...

[bixels]

I think 90% of my gripes with how modern anime looks comes down to flat color design/palettes.

Non-cohesive, washed-out color palettes can destroy lineart quality. I see this all the time when comparing an anime's lineart/layout to its colored/post-processed final product and it's heartbreaking. Compare this pre-color vs. final frame from Dungeon Meshi's OP.

So much sharpness and detail and weight gets washed out and flattened by 'meh' color design. I LOVE the flow and thickness and shadows in the fabrics on the left. The white against pastel really brings it out. Check out all the detail in their hair, the highlights in Rin's, the different hues to denote hair color, the blue tint in the clothes' shadows, and how all of that just gets... lost. It works, but it's not particularly good and does a disservice to the line-artist.

I'm using Dungeon Meshi as an example not because it's bad, I'm just especially disappointed because this is Studio Trigger we're talking about. The character animation is fantastic, but the color design is usually much more exciting. We're not seeing Trigger at their full potential, so I'm focusing on them.

Here's a very quick and messy color correct. Not meant to be taken seriously, just to provide comparison to see why colors can feel "washed out." Top is edit, bottom is original.

You can really see how desaturated and "white fluorescent lighting" the original color palettes are.

[Remember: the easiest way to make your colors more lively is to choose a warm or cool tint. From there, you can play around with bringing out complementary colors for a cohesive palette (I warmed Marcille's skintone and hair but made sure to bring out her deep blue clothes). Avoid using too many blend mode layers; hand-picking colors will really help you build your innate color sense and find a color style. Try using saturated colors in unexpected places! If you're coloring a night scene, try using deep blues or greens or magentas. You see these deep colors used all the time in older anime because they couldn't rely on a lightness scale to make colors darker, they had to use darker paints with specific hues. Don't overthink it, simpler is better!]

#not art #dungeon meshi #rant #i'm someone who can get obsessive over colors in my own art #will stare at the screen adjusting hues/saturation for hours #luckily i've gotten faster at color picking #but yeah modern anime's color design is saddening to me. the general trend leans towards white/grey desaturated palettes #simply because they're easier to pick digitally #this is not the colorists fault mind you. the anime industry's problems are also labor problems. artists are severely underpaid #and overworked. colorists literally aren't paid enough to do their best #there isn't a “creative drought” in the anime industry. this trend is widespread across studios purely BECAUSE it's not up to individuals #until work conditions improve anime will unfortunately continue to miss its fullest potential visually #don't even GET ME STARTED ON THE USE OF POST-PROCESSING FILTERS AND LIGHTING IN ANIME THOUGH #SOMEONE HOLD ME BACK. I HATE LENS FLARES I HATE GRADIENT SHADING I HATE CHROMATIC ABBERATION AND BLUR