#hate my brain :(

[jannatrys]

If I’m being honest I don’t hate food.

I just hate eating.

#hate my brain #i hate everything #tw ana diary #ana bllog #pro a4a #s3lf hate #dieta ana #ana trigger

[peoplecallmedisappointment]

#self harrrm #tw selfhate #hate myself #hate my brain #s3lf hate #mentally unstable #depressing memes #mentally unstable meme #kms #i should kms #lol kms #i wanna kms #i want to kms #hate my body

[justflesh54]

i hate my breasts theyre so small and disgusting

i hate my breasts theyre so small and ugly im too old for them to grow anymore but they look shit they dont look like a womans boobs and it makes me feel disgusting

#actually bpd #slef harm #self mutalition #tw self destructive behavior #sh mention #styroblr #cvtaddict #hitting styro #self h@rm #i want to cvt #ed not ed sheeran #body dysmorphia #ugly #hate my body #hate myself #hate my life #hate my brain #fat belly #fatty #mental conditioning #actually mentally ill #mental health #mental illness #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #mentally unstable

[drifting-bones]

i hate feeling like such a fuck up. my own mother will look me in the eyes and tell me she feels like she fucked up, not because i’m mentally ill and traumatized, but because she thinks i’m weird and regrets not being able to force me to be normal. i wish she just treated me like a person for once in my life, i hate being her fucking puppet, she’s such a self absorbed piece of shit

#vent post #vent blog #shitty parents #hate my mom #mentally fucked #controlling parents #do not touch this post if you believe in na/rc abuse #bpd #bpd thoughts #hate myself #hate my life #hate my body #hate my brain #hate everything #destroya.txt

[thecringeler]

Do you ever see an idea so good you want to kill yourself?

#not art #lowkey vent??? #hate my brain #but here we go

[cherryg]

Intrusive thoughts and a flu

#screaming #i hate this #i hate it here #vent #ventcore #intrusive thinking #intrusive daydreaming #anxitey #tired of being tired #headache #i love hello kitty #mentally drained #dark #thoughts #vent edit #not having the best time #hate my brain #i hate being sick #sad thoughts #mentally exhausted #i want to sleep #intrusive thoughts #overthinking

[experimentfae]

Having writers block is the worst I keep imagining how the story should go but I end up still hating it 😭

#writers block #fanfic writer #idk what im doing #writerblr #hate my brain #insane in the membrane

[bardicious]

That feel when you wake up everyday wanting to do absolutely nothing! :D

#personal #hate my brain

[moonlit-trolls]

you ever go "huh we haven't talked in a while, Welp they probably don't like me no more"

Mern.

#FUCKKKK #all that's gotta happen is my hand to get inutilized so i just become a fucking dumbass #hate my brain #i KNOW it's not the case #byt fuckin hell

[jannatrys]

How is not wanting to eat affects all of my friendships? 

Like yeah, just because I don't want to eat something doesn't mean that you have to worry about me. 

#hate my brain #tw ana diary #ana bllog #hate myself #pro a4a #ana trigger #s3lf hate #i hate everything #anor3c1a

[whywasthissohardtomake]

apparently, people without executive disfunction feel good while they do a task because their brains know that at the end of the task they'll feel good for doing the task, so it gives 'em dopamine!!

I DIDN'T FUCKING KNOW THAT?? WHY DOESN'T MY BRAIN GIVE ME DOPAMINE FOR COMPLETING TASK???? I WANT THE TASK COMPLETION DOPAMINE!!!!

#yeah people without executive disfunction don't need to make up little different ways to make a task fun #in order to trick their brain into letting them complete the task. #they just do it because brain give dopamine. #upseti spaghetti #hate my brain #how dare it betray me like this #I want the task dopamine #>:((((

[thebendsbyradiohead]

made chili for the first time but it smells like bolognese and for some reason i don't want to eat it?

#hate my brain #lina laments.txt

[misa-bun]

Outlast.

It’s been like forever and a day since I’ve actively been on Tumblr…I’ve been lurking but still didn’t have the energy to post or reblog… I LOVE the horror genre, in every pretty much every aspect (despite my blog being heavily anime/manga) I literally could never play horror games at all. I’ve watched gameplays and streamers play for so many years. So a few months ago I decided to just jump in— and played Outlast and the DLC Whistleblower. And holy fuck, I’ve had Outlast brain rot since.

Then the Outlast Trials came out—- I’m EAGERLY waiting for the console release because my laptop is for work, and I’ve watched so much trials gameplay, read the lore, and now I’m loving certain characters which I DID NOT EXPECT! It’s a terrifying, sick, and fucked up game series, but omg I enjoy it.

I have no intention of playing Outlast 2 at this time, but I’ve watched the gameplay at least. Idk—it didn’t hold onto to me like the Outlast Trials and the first Outlast has 🤷‍♀️

(I do not condone the kind of behavior within this game in real life whatsoever—but this is a fictional game series with fictional characters—-so it’s perfectly ok to enjoy it)

Characters Rotting my Brain: (I thought crushing on Batman villains and Ghostface from DBD was bad 🫣)

Anyway— hello fellow Outlast fans! 👋

#outlast #horror #outlast trials #outlast trager #outlast eddie #leland coyle #eddie gluskin #rick trager #brain rot #hate my brain #the outlast trials

[writerswho]

It just occurred to me that River spent twenty-four wonderful years with Twelfth only to meet Tenth soon after and he has no idea who she is. Can you imagine spending twenty-four years with the person you love and being loved in return, only for them to forget who you are? The pain she felt? I would die.

#hate my brain #i was happier five minutes ago #doctor who #the doctor #river song #doctor x river

[luxielovesparkles]

me: try to engage into conversation

also me: don't know what to say after 2 messages

#lulu ramble #hate my brain #let me have more social skill