#happy late bday Explorers
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toji never celebrates his birthday and thus learned to treat it as any other regular day. well, until you came into the picture and did the unexpected.
☀︎｜tags. dom!toji fushiguro x female reader. smut mixed with fluff & sprinkle of angst. implied age gap (reader early 20’s, toji late 20’s /early 30’s) implied size difference, p in v -> unprotected, cowgirl position, toji actually being a soft dom kinda, praise mixed with tiny bit of degradation, slight corruption kink, dirty talk / teasing, biting, creampie, reader gets called ‘princess, little girl \\ pretty, innocent, small'. not beta read. happy bday hubby!
“i told ya — fuck jus’ like that — not to buy or do anythin’ for me on m’birthday.” toji’s head lolls back against the pillow while his rough palms explore every inch of your gorgeous body. the word ‘birthday’ rolls off his tongue in a bitter manner. the assassin never celebrates that dreadful day, as he calls it.
he’s never found it to be worth remembering. his family couldn’t care less about that day when he was a child, so why would he?
but, that changed when you came into his life. toji flinched when he heard a loud ‘pop!’ sound upon opening the front door to his apartment. he was used to those noises being one of danger and thus swiftly reached for the spare weapon in his pocket. . . only to notice you standing behind the door with a party popper and a homemade cake.
the older man froze in place for a good few seconds, though was quick to realise the situation and relax. after the initial shock died down, you excitedly dragged him off to the living room to show him the presents you bought.
toji's first reflex was to scold you for spending money on him. he had never gotten anything for his birthday—it was weird to finally receive something from someone who actually cares for him. it somehow made him feel guilty as well. was he worth spending money on?
toji’s impressed reactions when unwrapping the presents showed you exactly how foreign the moment was to him: he’s never opened any gifts before. that much was even more evident after witnessing his inexperience in peeling off the tape from the boxes.
eventually, after opening around seven gifts, toji got to unwrap his final present. the present which was you.
the way you innocently yet seductively whispered words of affection in his ears made his mind go blank. even if it were simple ‘i love you’s and ‘happy birthday’ wishes. the red dress you had on and how your figure looked in it made everything ten times more sexual to the assassin. anything after that was a complete blur. his body moved on its own and yours followed right after until you finally landed on top of him — riding him.
toji’s half-lidded eyes couldn’t get enough of the sight he's witnessing. maybe his birthday wasn't such a bad day after all; the loving memories you're currently creating would surely outbalance the negative ones.
you shake your head at toji’s earlier sentence and tighten your grip on his shoulders, nails lightly digging into his skin and leaving faint red marks. you almost can’t talk due to the overexertion—your hips continuously rising and falling back down for the sake of your lover, “i- mph, wanted to get you all those things. you deserve them, toji.”
the view of your small body trying its hardest to not give in to its need of an orgasm made the assassin dizzy. his large hands settle on your waist and his eyes watch your every move from behind his black bangs. toji silently hisses as he feels your tight cunt clenching around him, “. . . f-shit. easy there.”
your pretty face is his weakness. especially when your usual innocent look gets replaced by one filled with carnal desire. toji can easily get off to the idea of him having that effect on you—his words, body, looks and actions that corrupted your every being in intimate moments like these.
“such a sweet thing,” the dark-haired man coos, brushing the stray locks of hair away from your face with his index finger. his other hand rubs up and down your inner thigh, each time getting dangerously closer to your clit, though never getting a single touch in. the scarred corner of his lips twitch in an amused grin at your whines, “oh? want me to touch you there, princess? that what ya want?”
you nod without a second thought. you were trying your best to hold out for as long as your body allowed it — desperately wanting to reach your climax at the same time toji was going to — but the idea seems impossible the longer this continued.
your boyfriend grins smugly, raising his eyebrows before entirely removing his hands from your body. his arms rest behind his head as he reverts to simply enjoying the view of you riding him so well. toji can never not be mean to you. your little pouts only drive him to tease you more and more, “hm, well, ya see - i thought you were gonna spoil me today, not the other way around.”
“t-toji! tha's mean. . .” you huff, bottom lip trembling. your arms circle his neck and your upper body leans forward to rest against his chiseled chest. you stop your hip thrusts and instead grind against his pelvis, trying to stimulate your clit on your own.
toji clicks his tongue, but figured it was best to leave you be. he didn't want to be too rough on you today - you had been nothing but sweet to him the entire night. you had blessed him with his first, proper birthday experience as well.
“aww, my little girl ‘s pouting,” the older man snickers and his hands return to their place. he allows you to grind against him, the sensations being amazing for him as well. the tip of his cock almost reaches your cervix from the current angle and your bodily fluids smear all over his thighs and lower abdomen, “shh shh, ‘tis alright.”
your needy whines and moans are music to his ears. toji rubs your lower back and pats your ass every now and then, squeezing the soft flesh gently just to hear another whimper spill from your lips. there was no way you could hold back now. especially when your bodies were rubbing together and you could feel toji’s defined abs and hardened muscles underneath you.
“toji - nngh - can i? wan' — wanna cum.” your small hands tighten their grip around his broad shoulders. you earn a low, breathy chuckle from your lover. the increasing sensations in his lower stomach were an indication to how close he was to his orgasm as well. he wasn’t going to deny you any further.
toji sighs in content and presses a soft kiss to your temple, thumb rubbing your cheek gently. it was a rare occurence to see that vulnerable and affectionate look in his piercing green eyes. the little smile plastered on his face only added to the soft and intimate atmosphere.
. . . well, toji wouldn’t be toji if he wasn’t going to add catch you off guard in any way or form. your eyes widen and your body jolts forward as he suddenly starts putting work in—his hips ramming into yours from below, the skin-to-skin sounds resonating throughout the room once again. it was like the wind got knocked out of you for a good second, “fuck! w-wait, toji! tojitojitoji!”
the older man holds tightly onto you — cradling you in his arms as he lightly lifts your hips to have free reign over the pace and movements of your two bodies — thrusting up into you over and over. he lets out a series of small, silent groans as he feels his climax nearing;
“shit, yeah - ‘m gonna stuff this pussy of y’rs full, princess.” toji's callused fingers curl around your hip bones, using them as leverage to increase the intensity of his thrusts, “think you can take it all?”
you mewl and nod again and again. you’re on the brink of tears when the waves of pleasure reach their peak. your eyes roll back and your body convulses, legs shaking and squirming during those few seconds of pure bliss. your adorable babble in the form of toji’s name was all your lover needed to push him over the edge—
“fuck. ‘m gonna cum,” toji groans and firmly bites your shoulder to hold back any more noises when he finally decided to let go. a choked sob leaves your lips the instant you feel the hot spurts of cum seeping into your senstive cunt. the older man continues to thrust in and out sloppily, riding out his orgasm and fucking his cum deeper into you at the same time, “so good — i love you s’much.”
you smile exhaustedly at the love confession from your boyfriend. toji’s grip on you loosens up after he completely emptied his balls deep inside your cunt, his jaw finally unclenching. he plants a few wet kisses along the bite marks on your shoulder in attempt to soothe the pain.
you catch your breath as you rest on top of toji's body. he didn't put the slightest effort into pulling out of you — even as a tiny puddle of your mixed juices stains his skin.
“i love you too, toji,” you reply and earn another lazy kiss to your forehead. he rubs the back of your head and massages your plush thighs in a tender manner. nothing could make this moment even more perfect, you thought to yourself.
you smile as you pull your head back to look into toji’s eyes. he was already looking at you — admiring your gorgeous looks as you basked in the afterglow of your lovemaking. you capture his lips in a delicate kiss, “happy birthday.”
#sttoru writes.#jjk smut#jjk x reader#toji fushiguro x reader#toji x reader#toji smut#jjk x you#toji x you#female reader#i hate this ARGHHHH
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Hello! I have randomly come across your place and I LOVE IT! Could you do rise turtles x yokai reader where the reader is wandering through the forest but gets caught in a trap and (said turtle) finds them and helps them out of the trap? The rest is up to you! If this makes you uncomfortable in any way, you don't have to write this. I didn't get many presents for my birthday and my birthday was on January 25th. This would be a nice late Bday present. thanks! Bye!
Hi! Thank you for the request
That's a really cool idea, ofc I can to that! I hope you don't mind I did that more like headcanons
And sorry for the wait but I wanted to do a little surprise for you too ;)
Happy (late) Birthday!(≧∇≦)/
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Caught
Leo:
• that was supposed to be normal weekend, going with family on a little trip, camping and exploring the forest
• nothing crazy, right? well yes but no
• not when your dangling from the tree, caught in a net which you could also consider very ironic being a hare yokai, and who would even set up a trap in the no-hunting zone anyway? you didn't know but if you find out you'll be definitely getting your revenge (which may or may not contain putting that person in the trap themselves)
• and it wasn't like you were far away from the camp or anything, actually, you were just taking care of your siblings, lifting some of the burden of your parents shoulders while they were putting to sleep a few of the youngest of their children (why they wanted so many kinds you will never know)
• and being the oldest one here (two or your older siblings happened to be to busy to come with you) ment, that for the rest of your small family vacation, you were going to play babysitter cousing to have less time for yourself
• but what can you do when there is several big-eared brats hopping around and annoying the living shit out of you (don't get me wrong, they're your siblings, you love them, but sometimes they're just to much for one person to handle)
• so deciding to be smart, you proposed to play hide-and-seek - perfect game if you want to have a minute of peace, and, if you're feeling extra exhausted, you could offer a little prize for the one who will be the last one to find
• kids will get way to competitive and will stay hidden longer
• however, while pretending to search for them, you took a small stroll which happened to not be such a good idea because that caused you to fall into a trap
• and the kids didn't want to come out and help you (they probably thought your yelling was some kind of a test to lure them out)
You're wriggling in a cramped space of a net trying to bite down through the rope which, unfortunately, isn't very successful despite your sharp teeth. You tried everything you could, from yelling for help to swinging yourself trying to reach one of the bransches. Luck is not on your side today apparently.
Giving up you on your attempts on freeing yourself, you relaxed your body, deciding to take the opportunity to rest. If anyone would want something from you then they first need to help you get down.
Suddenly you heard a soft rustle, your ears twitched and pointed in the sounds direction.
"Hello? Somebody there?" you snapped hoping anyone to hear you. Maybe that wasn't the smartest idea bearing in mind that it could be someone or something dangerous, but you really wanted to get down. Such high places aren't for you.
Hearing another sound you scanned the area under you catching sight of dark silhouette sneaking between the trees.
"Hey, you! Can you help me?" the person started to look around trying to find the source of the voice. "Up here! I got caught in a trap."
The turtle, you noticed by the shell on his back, haistly looked up finally noticing you. You caught glimpse of the red marks under his blue bandana and, wait, is thAT A SWORD-
For the next ten seconds both of you were just staring at each other awkwardly, until the red-eared turtle erupted with loud laughter needing to squat down. His shoulders shook as one of his tree-fingered hands covered his face.
"Wha- HEY, WHAT ARE YOU LAUGHING AT?!"
He tried to ease his chuckle, which wasn't very successful, and after a moment of calming himself down he spoke up.
"Nothing, really! It's just funny seeing a bunny caught in a net, hanging from the tree." he explained, you could almost physically see the smug smile on his face.
"I'm a hare, dumbass, there's a difference." you rolled your eyes. "Could you help me or not?"
"Sure! Can't leave you hanging, can I?"
You groaned in annoyance, however, a small smile found it's way on your lips. No way you're going to laugh out loud though.
"Prepare yourself, Conejito*!"
"Prepare for wha-" you weren't able to finish your question when a sharp object flew over you head, cutting the ropes. Not having anything to hold on, you started limply falling towards the hard ground, your speed increasing with every second.
Frightened yell came out of you as you closed your eyes waiting for the pain. After several seconds, however, when your body still hadn't made a contact with the ground, you opened your eyes. You've been meet with beaming face of your turtle savior, him safely holding you in his arms. Wait, why did it suddenly got hot?
"Ohoho, look at that! When have only met and you're already falling for-" and the moment was ruined by red-eared turtle opening his mouth.
"If you're gonna make a joke about me falling for you, I swear I will strangle you." you threatened haistly cutting him off to which he only chuckled.
"You would laugh, I know I'm funny."
"No, I wouldn't."
"Yeah, sure."
"I'm serious!"
"So!" he exclaimed abruptly putting you on your feet. "I think I should introduce myself. I'm the greatest ninja in the world, Leonardo Hamato, but you can call me your knight in shining armor. Or Leo, if you prefer something shorter."
Leo extended his gloved hand, light smirk on his lips. You peered at his palm and then at his face, repeating the motion two more times, and finally putting your own hand in his giving it a small shake.
"Well, nice to meet you, the oh so great ninja. I very much appreciate you rescuing me." you said dramatically, rolling your eyes. "But I need to go. My parents are surely worried."
You walked past the turtle, heading to the campsite. You still needed to find your siblings too.
"Hey, wait! What's your name?" he quickly catches up to you and stood on your way. "I gave you mine, so you can at least tell me yours."
"My mom told me not to tell my name to strangers." the teen rolled his eyes at that. "But... I guess we can hang out later. Maybe here, tomorrow evening?"
A genuine smile appeared on his face, small giggle leaving his lips.
"Sure, Conejito."
*hare in Spanish (at least that's what translator said)
Donnie:
• after sitting all day in your secret lair (aka your room) your parents decided that you need to go out and breathe some fresh air
• you complained that's not the best time, that you're to tired, but after some threatening to throw out your weird trinkets you like to collect, you finally stepped out of the door
• fortunately, there was a nice and dark forest near your house with designed walking paths, you liked to go there when you were just a little racoon
• you need to admit, the stroll was nice
• until you fell into a hole
• so now you're laying on the bottom of what apparently was some sort of a trap, totally shocked, with a long gash in your arm
• yeah, not cool at all, man
You slowly started to sit up, gasping your bleeding arm with your hand. When you looked at the wound, you saw that it wasn't very deep which, unfortunately, didn't make it less painful.
Groane came out of you as you started to look for the way out. The ground around you was to smooth to climb on, there wasn't any branches or roots to hoist yourself up and you didn't have your phone with you (your parents took it, saying you need to rest without it).
So, in short, you were doomed till someone will find you. Or you bleed out.
Leaning on the wall you curled your striped tail around you and peered at the sky mostly covered by the green tree crowns. Your head started spinning, the strength was slowly leaving your body.
"Shit..." was the last thing you said before your consciousness slipped away into darkness.
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Warmth surrounded you making you lean into it further. You focused on the sound of soft clicking and footsteps- wait, footsteps? Slowly you tried to open your eyes but the bright light blind you causing you to close them again with a groan.
"Oh, you're already awake?" an unfamiliar voice spoke up beside you making you sit up suddenly. "Don't move to much, you're still hurt from the fall."
"Ugh, you sayin'?" you hissed at the instant pain that erupted through your whole body.
After a while your eyes adjusted to the brightness allowing you to inspect your surroundings. The room you were in remind you of insides of those science fiction space ships you always saw in films and, noticing the steering wheel, you started to believe you were in one. Looking around you finally spotted the owner of the unknown voice.
Tall, yokai (or mutant, you couldn't tell) turtle stood before a console panel typing something you couldn't understand. The rectangular spots on his body were partly covered by fingerless socks and gloves, knee and elbow pads as well as belt with matching pouches, all those in deep purple color. On top of his head covered by bandana he had silver pair of asymmetric goggles.
This guy must have really like purple.
"I found you pass out in the trap somewhere in the forest. I will not ask nor do I want to know how you fell into that, but I guess I need to inform you to be more careful." the turtle started while tinkering with colorful wires. "I patched you up but I recommend resting for a little longer."
Humming in acknowledgement you slowly stood up hissing when you propped yourself up with the injured arm.
"Well, thanks for the rescue." you responded walking up to one of the tables, many identified machines scattered across on it. "Sooo, what's your name?"
After brief silence he answered.
"Donatello." without even looking at you he added quickly. "Do not touch anything."
You stiffed, hand hovering over some glowing purple square. Small disappointed 'aw' came out of you.
"I understand your urge to touch everything new you see but you could blow us up. And I just polished the tank."
"We are in a tank?!" you hastily turned to face the turtle.
"Yes, we are in a Turtle Tank that I designed myself-"
"YOU DID IT YOURSELF?! WHAT'S SO COOL!" you gawked around with amazement.
Proud smile appeared on his face. His ego is probably bursting through the roof at your awestruck expression. The sheer astonishment and genuine wonder in your eyes told him that they weren't just some empty praises.
"Hey, what's that?" you pointed excitedly at probably one of his constructions.
"Oh, it's just one of my newest inventions."
"Oooooo, what does it do?"
"I don't think you want to listen to me rabling about things you probably don't fully understand." he hesitated.
"If I didn't, why would I ask?" you teased.
"...Well, the very idea of constructing this came from-"
Fun fact! Raccoons wet their food to gather more sensory information, and moistening the food helps raccoons further understand what they are eating. That's because by their sense of touch they get to know the world surrounding them.
Mikey:
• being the youngest sibling may be a blessing and a curse at the same time
• on the one hand, having two older brothers is scaring the bullies away and giving you two older friends who like including you in stuff, but on the other, sometimes they're in a mood to play pranks on you
• and you can't do anything about it because you're younger
• it didn't even started any suspicious, they asked you if you wanted to go with them on a trip to fly through the woods, spread your wings a little
• after spending all day in your Batcave (literally bat-cave), bored out of your mind, you decided it was a good idea
• you never would have guessed that it will end in you stuck in a cage in the middle of the forest
• you know you shouldn't have eaten alone all those cookies your grandma made but isn't it too much?
• what's worse, you didn't brought your glasses with you and, yeah, maybe you had a thing called echolocation but it was pretty difficult to locate the lock of the cage while being trapped in it
• you thought about calling your parents but turned out your phone was dead
• so now you're just sitting and waiting for your brothers to decide it's enough of your punishment
"Hey, I'm serious, guys! I said I'm sorry already!" you shouted in the indefinite direction.
The only answer you heard was silence.
With an irritated sigh you banged at the crate, hoping it will help you somehow. It wasn't really effective, though, and the only thing it caused was a loud annoying sound. The cage was small, almost claustrophobic, which made you nervous. Usually you didn't mind being in closed spaces but right now you weren't even able to move to much.
"Huh, what's that sound? HELLO?! SOMEONE THERE?!"
Your ears perked up at the sound of an unknown voice. You kicked the cage again.
"Woah, who locked you in a cage, dude?" the person stood beside the trap."Wait up, I'll take you out!"
Rang of metal echoed above you making you cover your big ears with a wince. After a while the cage was opened, allowing you to stand up and jump out of it. You started stretching out with content sigh, spreading your wings to the sides.
"Wow, sick wings, dude! Are you like a bat mutant or something?" mysterious person gasped in amazement checking you out while cyrcling you around.
Startled yelp left your lips.
"Hey! What are you doing?!" you shouted covering yourself with wings.
"Oh, sorry! I just didn't saw mutant like you before." he said while scratching the back of his neck (or at least that's what you thought by looking at the blurred figure).
"Well, I'm not a mutant, I'm yokai." you explained relaxing a little. "By the way, who are you?"
"My name's Michelangelo but you can call be Mikey! Or Angelo, that's what D calls me. Or whatever you want, really." Mikey extended his hand, you squinted your eyes at him.
"No, I meant, what are you?" tilting your head to the side, you walked up to him trying to make anything from the unclear green and orange shapes. "I, uh, have a really bad eyesight, if you couldn't tell."
Another gasp left him, this time because of the sudden realization.
"Oh, I get it! Now, when I think about it, Donnie said something about bats having bad eyesight but good hearing. Yeah, that would make sense with the bats in the library..." Mikey trailed off lost somewhere in his head. "Anyway, I'm a box turtle! Got a shell and all that. And I'm a ninja!"
"Ninja?" you muttered to yourself. "Well, thank you Mikey. I thought I would spend the rest of the night in there."
"What happened anyway? Did someone tried to hurt you?!"
"What- No, no, nothing like that!" you expressed hastily, shaking your head. "Just my older brothers doing a prank."
"Ah, I know what you mean. I have older brothers too."
You both laughed lightly, enjoying some kind of 'younger siblings' solidarity between you. You talked for some time, starting with the topic of older siblings to what are the best toppings for pizza, how to do cool tricks on a skateboard (he even offered to teach you) and much more. Time flew by and you just now realized how late it was.
"Thank you again, Mikey. For the rescue. But I probably should go home right now." you said, sound of your voice bouncing of the surrounding you objects.
"You want me to walk you home?" he asked with excitement in his voice, then added quickly. "So you will, you know, have someone to save you again! And we can talk some more..."
You looked away, smile creeping it's way on your face.
"Sure, I'd love that."
Raph:
• you knew damn well that playing wannabe hero was a bad idea
• but you are to stubborn and you did it anyway
• you were just walking around in the forest, minding your own business, when suddenly you spotted a group of really fishy individuals who definitely weren't there for a field trip
• you recognized that mostly because of many trash bags they had with them, probably to throw them away in the forest, and everyone knows to not trash environment like that (but they apparently didn't know that or willingly decided on being idiots)
• that weird pang of justice pushed you to take an action and report this unacceptable behavior to someone who wouldn't immediately get beat up by two buff rhinos (don't get me wrong, you were really strong for a tiger yokai, but those guys looked like they could pick up someone's car if it was on their parking lot)
• so the most logical course of action you could think of was taking a pictures of the whole situation
• however, you didn't saw the small branch right under your feet until it was to late and both yokai noticed you
• you never ran faster in your entire life (also, you were scared shitless but you'll never admit it out loud, that would be to much for your pride)
You had a good stamina, really. But after running on full speed for fifteen minutes straight your lungs started to feel like they were on fire. Breathing heavily you looked behind you to see if the two furious yokai were still chasing you, probably with intent to kill you (or that's just how they looked like). At least you knew where you were. You often like to take strolls in this forest, but usually it was more peaceful than that.
Not seeing or hearing the rhinos anymore you started to slow down, wiping the sweat that formed on your forehead. Closing your eyes, you stepped few more times forward enjoying the cold breeze smoothing your fur.
You shouldn't have done that.
The next thing your brain could register was hanging upside down on the rope tied around your ankles.
"What the-!?"
After your shock wore off, bending your body, you tried to reach the rope to untie it, but your attempts were unsuccessful.
"You've got to be kidding me, damnit." you muttered angrily under your breath. "And those guys will get away with it too..."
"You mean those yoki that were throwin' trash in the forest? You don't need to worry about them, I took care of it-"
Your head darted to the side, scared scream leaving your mouth. The owner of the unfamiliar voice jumped back in surprise with a yelp of his own.
"Woah, chill out there, tiger! I'm sorry for scaring ya." the turtle, as you noticed after calming down, defensively raised his arms trying to show you that he doesn't hold any ill intentions.
That didn't, however, covered the fact that his body and his shell was covered in sharp spikes, in some places the scales were covered in red color. The same color was a mask covering half of his face with two long swaying in wind tails. You also noticed, reminding you of an alligator, spiny tail reaching to the ground writhing around his leg.
And even with how scared you were, your pride would never let you admit that in fact he did scare you.
"What- I wasn't scared!" you denied quickly. "Just surprised!"
The reptile chuckled lightly scratching the back of his head.
"Sure you weren't." he tilted his head to the side before speaking again. "Ya need some help maybe?"
"Uh..." you embarrassedly looked to the side, nodding your head. "Yeah, I guess I could use some assistance..."
You didn't have time to react when the rope suddenly snapped. You prepared yourself to feel the pain but it never came and the only thing you felt was the cold of two arm wrapped around you. The turtle gently set you down on your feet and just then you perked up from your daze.
"There ya go! Ya okay, by the way? I saw you gettin' chased down by those rhino dudes." he asked concerned.
"I'm good, thanks." you muttered. "What about them, though?"
"Don't worry about them! I took care of it, I'm a ninja."
"Ninja?" you raised your eyebrow.
"Yup! I'm Raph. Come on, I'll walk ya home." Raph smiled at you, a sharp tooth protruding from the right side of his upper jaw.
Your cheeks heated up getting embarrassed another time this day. Turning on your heel you started walking ahead.
"I'm okay. But you can do whatever you want." you thrown over your shoulder.
The big snapping turtle happily strided to your side.
Fun fact! Rhinos are known for their keen sense of smell and hearing, but they have really bad eyesight.
Well, I hope you liked the illustrations I made! Just wanted to make more effort bc you said u had a bday and all,,
Anyway!
Have a nice day/night ˙˚ʚ(´◡`)ɞ˚˙
- ghost
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feel real | kth
BANNER BY @freyarchive <3 thank you sm my love!!
-> pairing taehyung x fem!reader
-> genre established relationship | smut
-> summary a late nigh stroll with your boyfriend takes an unexpected turn
-> word count 1.5k
-> warnings fingering, choking, doggy, unprotected sex (y'all know the usual drill), public sex 👀 and taehyung's duality :'))
-> author's note wheeew here it is. my bday fic for taehyung. happy bday to our lovely king!!! this is mostly dedicated to my hyung @gimmethatagustd and all my taehyung whores out there. i hope you enjoy the pwp <3333
“You know,” Taehyung clenches your hand, catching every ounce of your attention as you both walk along the river.
“I’ve been meaning to do something, ever since you stepped out wearing that dress.” His jaw clenched, his eyes trailing down your form and you feel your body grow hot over his subtle action.
“What exactly?” You’re curious.
Taehyung doesn’t respond, chuckling lowly before you both reach a secluded bridge, with an unforgettable view of the city at night.
“Wow.” You’re caught off guard, stopping the both of you as you lean against the railing, looking out and taking the beauty in.
“Yeah.” Taehyung stands behind you, his arms wrapping around your waist as his head leans on your shoulder. You feel warm and fuzzy all of a sudden. Small actions by Taehyung never failed to make you act out as if you had just started dating a week ago.
You both stay quiet, the water beneath you moving in a rhythm as the stars light down on the both of you.
A small kiss to the collarbone from Taehyung makes you gasp by the sudden action. It’s adorable, but the look on Taehyung’s eyes prove that there’s much more than just cuteness in his act.
He proves it to be right, moving further towards your neck, the tip of his tongue joining in on the long and languid kisses he’s giving you.
Somehow the mood changes, it always does whenever Taehyung breaks out of his soft side and astonishes you with his other side.
You’re thinking he’ll stop, he has to somehow when you’re standing on a bridge, someone being able to walk by at any moment. But then again, Taehyung has something else he wants to show you, or rather give you and it sends a common chill down your spine.
“Taehyung.” You breathe out, tilting your head further to give him more access. Although your tone doesn’t match with your action. You’re cautious, have always been when it comes to any forms of PDA in public spaces.
“Mmm.” His nose nuzzles your cheek, his mouth close to your ear.
“What— what are you doing?” You turn, his eyes already on you as a devilish smirk appears onto his face.
“What I’ve been meaning to do. Stand still.” You look both ways, noticing it’s completely stranded yet it still isn’t certain that a bridge is a good enough place for whatever Taehyung has up his sleeve. You trust him, so you don’t comment, letting his hands roam on every part of your body that they meet.
He’s starting slow, his slender and long fingers toying with the details of your dress. You look down, admiring the thin rings that decorate them.
You don’t think too much about the certain action. Not until he decides to pull your dress up, his fingers sliding in between your legs and grabbing firmly on your inner thigh.
“Can I?” He speaks calmly behind you. It’s low but enough for you to hear and without thinking further you nod.
He doesn’t hesitate, moving his hands towards your thong, feeling the fabric on the tip of his fingers. You keep looking down, watching the further his hand disappears from your sight and under your dress.
Taehyung knows every part of your body. Every inch of you that’s sensitive, soft and delicate. He has a tendency to fully enjoy you, as he lets his hand explore just as much as his eyes when you’re in front of him.
There’s something special about Taehyung’s hands. The way he carefully uses them when it comes to you and your body, as if you’re a delicate flower. His hands have imprinted themselves in your brain and whenever he acts out with them, your eyes admire every part.
Two of his fingers drag themselves down, the fabric wrinkling due to the action. You’re already wet. You have been ever since his lips touched your exposed collarbone and up towards your jaw. Taehyung moves your underwear aside, the breeze landing on your exposed heat. The sensation feels new, but it’s soon covered by a common feeling of Taehyung’s fingers playing with your entrance. You softly sigh, Taehyung moving up closer behind you. The leather fabric of his jacket crinkles along with his movements.
As he’s breathing down your neck, his fingers spread your folds and move up towards your clit. The rhythm starts slow, small circles to begin with paired by his middle finger. Your hands squeeze on the railing in front of you for support, your breathing turning quicker the more he does it.
He loves to hear you. Hear how much he’s able to please you, simply by his fingers. His fingers that you love so much. But due to the circumstances, you’re trying to stay quiet.
Taehyung makes sure no one will walk by, keeping himself on a look out. All he wants is for you to feel safe, especially in a risky place.
“You’re doing so good, baby.” He’s biting down your earlobe, almost as if it’s a reward for you to keep your voice down.
“Being so quiet for me.” Taehyung goes back to kissing every part of your skin that he’s able to reach. He doesn’t slow down the pace of him toying with your clit, even as your legs slightly shake, reasons being you’re much closer than you think.
“Tae— fuck.” You exclaim, grabbing his wrist firmly as it continues to move under the fabric.
Every sensation is building within you, your heart beating rapidly as your mind turns blank. You’re feeling all forms of emotions rushing along with your blood pumping as the familiar knot appears in the pit of your stomach.
The one thing you’ve always admired about your boyfriend is him being extremely attentive. Watching how your body reacts to certain actions, letting it control him and how his curious eyes pop open whenever you react differently.
So when Taehyung notices how your body tenses, your breathing quickening and your legs shaking, he grabs your chin with his free hand, kissing you messily as you moan into the kiss and finish all over his fingers.
Your head leans on Taehyung’s shoulder, relaxing yourself as the orgasm washes itself out. You’re pleased, the smile forming naturally on your face proving just that.
“That was— nice.” You chuckle as Taehyung playfully nudges you, irritated by your choice of words.
“I’m not done with you.”
He pushes himself up against you, acknowledging just how hard you’ve made him and the need for him despite the circumstances grows faster than lighting.
Taehyung removes his belt, taking an extra look around to make sure someone isn’t near or on their way to approach the both of you in an intimate act. With the coast clear, Taehyung doesn’t hesitate to complete his task, which is fucking you as you admire the view.
It’s a quickie. You both are settled on that but when the tip of Taehyung’s cock drags itself in between your folds, you’d wish that there would be more time.
“Keep your eyes on the view.” He demands and you turn, his hands pulling up your dress further, your ass exposed as well.
“Why?” Your voice chokes up as he slowly enters you, stretching you out in the process.
“Fuck— want you to enjoy it while I enjoy mine.” Your knees almost buckle, imagining how Taehyung must be looking down at your perked ass, his hands grabbing and touching it, licking his lips over how beautiful your body is.
“Shit.” He fills you up completely, his hand meeting your throat, clutching it as he starts to move. You lose the ability to say anything, too overwhelmed by the sensation from Taehyung’s cock hitting your g-spot.
“We gotta be quick, baby. How’s the view?” Taehyung grunts right below your ear.
“Good— so fucking good.” You aren’t talking about the view, Taehyung definitely knows that.
You’re both so focused on each other's bodies connecting in the middle, as it makes you both dizzy the longer time runs between you. Taehyung starts to pant, his hold on you tightening on your form, a signal of him already being close.
If it weren’t for the way you so easily wrap around him, being so warm and wet then he would’ve been able to hold it for a bit longer but you make everything impossible. Especially when you push your ass further into him, the sounds of your skins slapping against each other echoing on the bridge.
Fuck. It’s so risky yet thrilling for you. Your nerves are kicking at every corner, scared someone might see you in this position yet with the feeling of Taehyung’s cock inside of you, you truly don’t care.
Your subtle action is the last thing Taehyung needs before he comes undone, painting your walls.
Normally Taehyung would take care of you right after, but you both are in a hurry. Messily fixing yourselves before moving along, walking away from the bridge as if nothing happened. You notice how the rings have marked themselves on your neck, a memory to remember the unimaginable experience between you and him.
“Well that was definitely something.” You joke, your boyfriend joining you in as he tickles you from behind.
There’s no one like him, and there never will be.
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🤡🛒🎶⛔️🎨👀 for the writers meme!!
thanks for the ask!!! lets go through these ^^
🤡 “What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?”
In the tsukasa bday fic i did last year there’s a part where izumi tears up (because he’s a good senpai) and tsukasa sees it and “Sena-senpai is crying..? Why is he- no, I don’t really care.”
🛒 “What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.”
I think my fics usually have an unintentional bittersweet feel. I never jump into something with the goal of it, but those are the sorts of scenarios I like exploring more? This is definitely a side effect of writing Hinata!! Too often I write something and I find it’s fluffy and happy and I’ll show my friends and they “hey here’s a dictionary. look up ‘happy’. this is NOT that.”
🎶 “Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?”
I don’t, but I used to! A few years ago I was able to have streams on in the bg or listen to music and write completely fine. And then I could only listen to something if it was “background music” (video game osts, lofi, classical music- particularly waltzes???). And now, I can’t listen to anything
But shameless plug for r-906. I love all his music very much (listen to soide. listen to soide. listen to soide)
⛔️ “Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?”
I have a lot of ideas i never get around to writing, but as far as something ive actually started and then scrapped… i dont think i have anything? If i start something then i finish it, im really stubborn.
Something i really want to do is an AI The Somnium Files au. It’s not quite scrapped but it has a bit to go until i have a finalized plot for it
🎨 “How do you feel about fan art of your stories?”
I LOVE it!!! Im always so gagged whenever it happens, like what do you mean a) anyone read this and b) loved it enough to make something???? It’s just shocking and it makes me so happy when i see it
👀 “Tell me about an up and coming wip please!”
I am WORKING on hinakasa secret relationship fic i really am. It’s cooking. Actually it’s still like, not being cooked. But i am cutting up so many ingredients. Aka i am doing an actual thoughtful plan of the remaining chapters before i start writing. It’s going well! Im coming up with good ideas and making sure everything ties together for a satisfying conclusion.
As for whats to come with it ? to give a small spoiler? The chess scene in chapter 2 is foreshadowing.
Also read christmas live!!!!!! Very important!!!!!!! <3 (and toyland to an extent, but christmas live is the biggie for this one)
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genshin chars sns users!! (mond. edition)
notes: just a fun little thingy... will get to all the other stuff that's been requested soon I SQEAR. also happy late bday to me eek
ANOTHER THING THIS IS A MODERN AU. EVERYTHING I WRITE THAT IS SMUT HAPPENS OUTSIDE OF MY MAIN AU VERSE THING.
AETHER
@tameimpalacometoteyvat on ig
@aeth555 on tiktok
being the avid indie rock fan he is, aether posts a lot about his music on his instagram, often posting song covers on his acoustic and electric guitar.
on his tiktok, aether posts lip sync vids like any other person his age.
at some point, him and lumine were both offered access to the knights' official instagram but both refused since they were busy with their own activities.
LUMINE
@lumilaaai on ig
@lumilillies on ig
@ stargirl555 on tiktok
to pay the bills, lumine runs a flower stall and promotes it on her instagram account, @lumilillies. there, she makes custom amde bouquets at a decent price, and can make custom weekly bouquets for you. lumine posts cute selfies and ootds on her personal instagram, but doesn't post as much on her tiktok.
at some point, her and aether were both offered access to the knights' official instagram but both refused since they were busy with their own activities.
AMBER
@ baronbnny on ig
@ kof.officialmond on ig
@ baronbnny on tiktok
amber likes to post cutesy, pinterest pictures taken from jean's old digicam. amber constantly posts vlogs on tiktok and instagram filmed on said digicam to showcase her daily life as an outrider, a gliding instructor and as a pretty girl living in a pretty world!
since she's an outrider of the knights of favonius along with being endorsed as a gliding instructor by the knights themselves, she has access to their official instagram.
JEAN
@ kof.officialmond on ig
@JGunnhildr on twitter
jean doesn't really use social media... her only instagram is the knights' official instagram and her twitter is just used to keep up with her sister, barbara's activities as an idol, along with bashing anyone that slams her sister, her sister's image or her music... or the knights.
LISA
@mincilisa_ on ig
@ kof.officialmond on ig
@chamomilecamellias on tiktok
lisa likes to post pinterest worthy vacation pics, food reviews and pictures of nature on her instagram. on her tiktok... she doesn't really do anything but like videos and tag kaeya in some to annoy them :P
lisa also has access to the knights' official instagram.
KAEYA
@kaelberich on ig
@ kof.officialmond on ig
@yaekalerbich on tiktok
kaeya makes funny and silly videos on his tiktok, which actually got him quite a lot of followers. however he does post a few thirst traps and cute videos here and there. other than that, his other socials are pretty barren. he doesn't post on instagram but does spam his story with stan twitter memes.
as a member of the knights of favonius, kaeya does have access to their official instagram.
EULA
@eulwrnc on ig
@ kof.officialmond on ig
@Eula1025 on youtube
the ever so talented eula lawrence. her dancing has really put her on the map, as she posts kpop dance covers. furthermore, eula is an avid kpop stan and posts a bunch of her concert videos on her personal instagram, along with selfies on her and idols as she is sometimes selected as their bodyguard while they go on excursions in new mondstadt.
eula also has access to the official knights instagram.
MIKA
@schmidtmka on ig
@ kof.officialmond on ig
@mkiaschmidt on tiktok
mika doesn't really post on his instagram or tiktok... but he does post a lot on his story of the beautiful landscapes he sees while exploring teyvat's wonders. mika actually messed up his tiktok username in a state of panic, but since he gets so busy he hasn't had any time to change it.
since mika assists eula in her work, he too has access to the knights' instagram.
FISCHL
@theprinzessinofcl on ig
@lhcsifamy on ig
@lhcsifamy on tiktok
@lhcsifamy on twitter
@lhcsifamy on twitch
what an influencer! fischl being the amazing cosplayer she is amassed millions of followers across teyvat! she has two instagrams: one to promote her cosplay shows and occasional collabs with barbara, the other is her personal one. fischl uses her tiktok to showcase her outfits, her twitter to fight with random ppl online (her idol is charli xcx btw) and her twitch for her gaming.
BENNETT
@bennyboy0229 on ig
@bennettttto3o on tiktok
@mondstadtsbarbie on tiktok
@Bennett's Gaming Channel on youtube
much like most kids his age, bennett's very adventurous and loves playing video games. which is why he opened his own youtube channel where he plays his favourite games with klee and razor! bennett doesn't really post on or use instagram that often but is on tiktok sometimes. he also has a secret barbara fan page hehe...
BARBARA
@ barbarapegg_offcl on ig
@ mondstadt.barbie on ig
@ barbarapegg.official on tiktok
@barbbpegg_official on twitter
barbara has two instagrams: a personal account and another to promote her idol activities. on her person account, barbara doesn't post often. but normally she posts pictures of her, amber, fischl and lumine hanging out at lumine's flower shop. she also spams her story.. like, a lot. usually with memes and pictures of her dog, phila. (derived from philanemo mushroom)
barbara's tiktok and twitter account is also used to promote her idol activities.
RAZOR
@hi_.imrazor on ig
he doesn't post. like at all. he just has an account. he's the type of person that just likes stories without even looking at them. he also only follows the twins, fischl, bennett, the knights and barbara.
ALBEDO
@ kreideprinz on ig
@ kof.officialmond on ig
@Kreideprinz on twitch
albedo being the artist he is likes to promote and sell his paintings on instagram. he also streams his art processes on twitch.
albedo also has access to the knights' official instagram. he was actually the one who suggested that the knights have their own instagram.
VENTI
@ ventithebard_ on ig
@barsabtobatso on twitter
on instagram, venti likes to post his song covers he does on his ukulele. however on twitter it's a completely story... 😭
there, he just fights with people on stan twitter.
on venti's close friends story, he always jokes about how the word almond is in the knights' official username and usually references xiao...
MONA
@mnamgstz on ig
@mgstz0831 on tiktok
mona is a pinterest GIRLYYYYYY. she posts such aesthetic pictures about her life in the favonius district of uptown new mondstadt. with crystals and evil eye charms, bouquets from lumine's lillies (trademarked) and ootds, mona really is living that fairy grunge lifestyle.
on her tiktok, she posts lip sync vids and tarot readings, along with manifestation videos and sage burnings.
ROSARIA
@roezahreeuh on ig
@roezahreeuh on tiktok
though never posting on instagram, rosaria frequently posts lip syncs of her in gaudy, mcbling, y2k and gothy clothing to accentuate her overall vibe. she also tends to keep her replies to comments dry and minimal and likes to make her account look as aesthetically pleasing to her vibe as possible.
NOELLE
@rosy.elleee on ig
@ kof.officialmond on ig
on noelle's personal instagram, she posts baking and cooking videos. along with this, she does home cleaning, design and quick and easy life hack videos!
as expected, noelle has access to the knights' official instagram.
DIONA
@Diona Katzlein on youtube
@dionalove9276 on tiktok
diona doesn't do much on her tiktok. it's a private account and the only people that follow her are bennett, razor, amber, klee, qiqi, yaoyao, sayu and the twins.
whereas her youtube account, she posts random vlogs that normally end in her ipad getting taken by her dad while he's drunk... at least she has a good following (it's literally just the kids and the twins that watch her shit)
THOMA
@oma._0109 on ig
@taroumaru9276._. on ig
@komoreteashop on ig
@ totomato___ on tiktok
on thoma's personal instagram, he posts cute mini vlogs (which he also posts on his tiktok) and adorable ootds.
thoma also has an instagram for taroumaru where he posts pictures and videos of the dog playing and other... dog stuff, and also manages the instagram for the komore teahouse and shop.
DILUC
@thedawnwinery on ig
@ kof.officialmond on ig
since diluc doesn't necessarily have a need for social media, the only accounts he has are for the dawn winery, and the one for the knights of favonius.
SUCROSE
@ alchem_sucrose on ig
@ampulla1126 on tiktok
much like razor, sucrose doesn't post at all on instagram. all she has on her profile are her pronouns and her profile picture, which is a picture of cecilias
on tiktok, sucrose doesn't do much either. she just got an account for the sake of having account like all her other friends. but she does enjoy watching klee's adventures and diona's vlogs.
KLEE
@Clever Clover Klee on youtube
@clevercloverklee on tiktok
last but not least... klee! klee's posts on both tiktok and youtube showcase her fun adventures with bennett and razor in the wildlife and vast environment of different places in teyvat. all of klee's fun and eccentric videos are filmed, edited and funded by alice, her mom.
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Since I rarely post happy things, here is a happy post! It’s M’s bday weekend so I surprised him with a trip to SeaWorld, wine tasting, dinner at a restaurant he’s been dying to go back to, and then repticon with his friend 😊 it was a really fun weekend and im glad we got away for a couple days (especially after not really having a honeymoon)
Also I may want to get a jumping spider in the next few repticons. Met a couple breeders today and we talked about my fear and if it would be a good fit. Both said I’d be fine and that they’re a beginner level spider (not that I’d ever want anything larger haha).
Today was the first time I’ve gotten so close to a spider. I was looking at the stand of one and a girl was like “oh do you want to see too?” And just handed it to me in the cup (closed) haha. Before I could realize what was happening, it was in my hand. So after that, I felt very brave picking up all the cups and checking them out. One of the breeders opened the cup! I got scared and backed away, but ultimately got up a little closer. I looked at some tarantulas in their cups too 😫 too terrifying, not at that level yet.
I’m going to ask the female breeder in January if I can handle one of the adults that’s used to being touched. I feel much less afraid of spiders lately and honestly really want to explore the idea of owning one of these cute babes
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY GHOSTI!!!
I know I’m a wee bit late due to the time gap (it’s midnight here) but I hope you wake up and have a very merry celebration of another year spent exploring, growing, and creating. 💖
Thank you lovely! You’re not late for me - I’m just waking up on my bday :) and you’ve already given me the best present with your amazing tags. I wasn’t joking when I said I was gonna print them off and frame them on my wall. You always make my day with those (and Tesla too). Thank you for this!
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I’m slowly catching up w/ your posts and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM SO LATE to the party but i’m SCREAMING about your Gin proposing to Rangiku post??? 🥺😭❤️💕 THEY DESERVE THIS SO MUCH and i’m just!! SO HAPPY FOR THEM AAAAAAAAAA 😭
I think Gin proposing on Rangiku’s bday is such a good move bc now she could associate that day with another happy memory as opposed to the canon where y’know….. that happened. The canon hurts me sm bc Gin’s forever tied to her (her day also being the day they met) but bc That Happened, that day is now just a constant reminder of him being gone and I just?? can’t really imagine how hard it was for her ;_; SO THANK YOU SM for this verse & turning the canon around and just?? letting them have their day an actual day worth celebrating w/ full happiness ;w;
ALSO I see you’ve been writing new content for your zombie!Gin verse 👀 (ohhhh boy OH BOY do I crave angst. I'M HERE FOR IT.) I'll be slowly consuming your content for the next few days so i'm sorry in advance for the spam of likes you'll be getting from me :)))
out of character. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA YEAH GIN PROPOSED TO RANGIKU I HAVE OFFICIALLY WRITTEN HIM DOING IT, all my posts which happen in my Redemption Verse post-proposal / into the New Generation Verse where they have a daughter, @keikoh, are affected by this. Since I write threads / interactions in a non-linear fashion, this also means things like Ginran's bumpy just-starting-to-date phase is still available for exploring, etc. etc. so I hope to continue giving you more and more Ginran content -- and moving forward with them, too, to give them a future rather than just living in the past. I do agree that it's rather tragic that no matter how old Rangiku gets in canon now, she'll always remember Gin during her birthday and it won't be a happy thing. So, fuck that --
In the meantime, yes, in honor of Halloween Month(tm) I decided to jump back into my Zombie Verse shenanigans and I couldn't do it without the lovely @zombiigrl 's Gigi! I'm merely a puppet in the grand scheme of things, they're the talent in the spotlight here, especially noticeable since my character's one step away from drooling, no thoughts head empty.
Thank you for always popping by and giving me a smile, each notification I get from ya makes me all hyped up knowing you're reading and enjoying my content. It is a huge motivator for me!
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Photography and Music (Kodoku's Lilacs, The Life of a Flowstar, No. 11)
Damn, it's been 10 days since my bday, and 356 days left until I'm no longer a child. Well, at least physically, I feel like I'll still be a child inside, not like a man child tho, just playful and stuff. Sucks that I never really got the chance to do that outside of school tho, I'm too much of a shy person to even tell my parents about my friends. But it's okay, I still got them om Snapchat and even if I don't talk to them, I got two things that I use to help me:
Photography and Music
Two different things I found that I truly love. You don't have to speak to make music (if you make beats or other stuff) or photography, but if you do it right, they can both mix together well. Whether it be a Japanese photo with pink trees and an ambient track with harps in it is playing, or if there's a inverted color volcano that has something like lean coming out of it with women and rappers and drugs around it as a cover art playing some Trap-A-Holics, with the photo in the background can help the mood, and I've heard several tracks that have the perfect feel of the thumbnail.
I'll talk about the harder stuff. I listen to rappers like Playboi Carti, SpaceGhostPurrp, and XXXTENTACION that have some pretty hard songs and hard cover arts, and I'll drop one example per artis. Playboi Carti with For My Set, the blue wavey cover art firs with that vaportrap like beat and atmosphere and Carti's flow. Purrp with his project, Blackland Radio 2, the beats aren't exactly what you were here with popping off rappers then (2016), but the atmosphere surrounding them stay trap and dark, especially with the cover art having what looks to be a devil's shadow over a fire. And finally X, rest in peace, with his song Run Up On Me, that cover art, even if it's so simple with a dark red color, it fits imo because it has a blood color and red usually means rage, and that song is truly hard.
Now that we're getting to the softer side, I'd like to talk about a game that has helped me late 2021 to now with its OSTs, it's a game called Yume Nikki, more so its fangame, Yume 2kki. Yume Nikki is about you exploring a girl's dreams, walking around different places and collecting effects, no story. Now that may sound boring, but if you appreciate art, you'd like the game, although it can be dark at times. Usually, if you were to play those games, you have to download them with a specific player for them, but there's websites that host the game for free, and that can help with people who can't download them on certain devices like chromebooks.
What Yume 2kki helps me appreciate, is the art around it. The worlds, music, and the atmosphere in general. The worlds can be dark like that one city with that dark piano track playing (that's how I discovered the game cause of some video about fears), to a happier, more calmer side of atmospheres and music, and there's so much worlds to explore, like a thousand of them because creators around the world have worked on it, yet so underrated. I think my favorite track from Yume 2kki is the ceiling reversed, that track has helped me calm down in situations where I had panic like feelings, it's therapeutic in a way that just stands out from others. And don't forget, appreciate the original game, Yume Nikki too!
Well, I'm done for tonight! I feel a lil more happier compared to last night, I felt like there wasn't anything in me, not even motivation when I laid in bed. I'm gonna try to remember and start writing these in the beginning of the days, and listen to Yume 2kki again, it's been a minute. Anyways, hope yall have a good night, happy memorial day.
Sincerely, Kodoku.
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Day 1 of Mall of America
Bcuz I got a lot to talk about, I'll use Tumblr for this :)
It all started at 3 in the morning. We were merrily on our way until my dad saw the check engine light on 😬 We were 25 miles away from home. We were lucky we were still in-state. We also had a bright idea on the spot: our sister ubered back to our house to grab my small blue car while we waited for her return at a 7/11 gas station.
One hour later, we were able to move our things into that tiny car. Surprisingly, it all fit nicely 👌 Next thing I knew, i really knocked out.
I did open my eyes a bit to peek at passing by Wisconsin Dells :) In + out of sleep, the rest I can remember was a "Cheese... Food" sign, rain, silos, + arriving to the area. Finding our hotel entrance, ate breakfast at IHOP right next door. Then, the adventure began.
Of course, the sister + mom take the longest, so I tagged along with my dad to walk around + explore. We watched the rides pass by, seeing other attractions on display, + took pics with a Zebra + a red M&M.
Day 1 Session 1's items:
A vaporeon keychain from Anime Fix
A sticker of Ichigo Kurosaki from Bleach from Anime Fix
A card game called "Dos" from Legacy Toys
Chic-fil-a
3 (yaoi) Manga 😃 from Barnes N Noble
My dad + I were quite beat from 3 hours of being in the Mall of America. Our room was ready at 2:30 but we didn't settle in until 4:22. I knocked out yet again for another hour. Note: I didn't take meds bcuz I needed to tired myself out at this late hour (it's 12:24 am rn).
After we rested up, we explored more of the Mall of America. We went to a 4d ride called "Flyover America". It's pretty much the same ride we went to in Disney's California Adventure called "Soarin'" many, many years ago. Funny how much my mom sceamed in that calm ride 😆
Day 1 Session 2's items
2 new pairs of pants from L.L. Bean
A pink plaid long sleeve button-up shirt from L.L. Bean
2 new Linkin Park shirts X3 (Meteora20 + Breaking The Habit from Hot Topic)
A Boba drink :) from Uni Uni
I gotten some sneak peeks at stores I want to spend more time in tomorrow, such as the Crayola store + Ebisu, a Japanese grocery store X3
Ordered pizza, had a half a beer, went to the pool for a good 45 minutes, showered, finished up my beer, + poof! Now we're here... on my 29th bday! 🤩
Happy Birthday, Perla!
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Happy 30th Birthday to RID OF ME by the one, the only PJ Harvey
Wow.. I’m just having a flashback to hearing this record for the first time. I was in college and was going through this period where I was exploring all the OG bad bitches in Rock and Alternative in the early-late 90s.
My thing when I was working through listening to 90s babes etc was that I was looking for all the artists who sounded unique and did not sound derivative. I wanted to find women who spoke to my soul that really expressed themselves in a particular way. I kept thinking to myself that I’d know the sound when I heard it and then I heard Rid of Me — the title track and felt like I’d found what I was looking for.
It was after that that I fell down a pretty deep PJ Harvey rabbit hole. I’ve played this record 1000x since I’ve heard it and it has this distinct magic quality about it. Also, it’s incredibly poetic and strong and funny and critical and thoughtful. I love it. Rid of Me is my third fave PJ HARVEY record tho. Maybe 4th.. now that I’ve heard her entire catalogue, which is extensive and absolutely brilliant. Check out this incredible live video of her killing Rid of Me.
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We’re celebrating a few other cool album birthdays today too.. some with deep memories that I won’t get into but that I was like hey: I remember where I was or that release, that year etc.
Rae Sremmurd got really expansive with this record they got in their Outkast bag where they both tried to do their own thing with a record each and then come together for a record and I really enjoyed the experimentation.
Deftones gave us an experience with Diamond Eyes 13 years ago.
I remember the live show for this record, we made some new friends and it was an evening for the BOOKS! It was a memory that will last. Sextape is still one of my fave Deftones cuts also there are so many gems on this record. Like this entire second segment of the record was perfect, sequenced perfectly, incredible lyrics, an incredible cover. Perfection. Happy 13th birthday!
Broken Social Scene released Forgiveness Rock Record 13 years ago too.
All I’ll say about this record is: Sweetest Kill. Trust me, Sweetest Kill!!!!
Lastly, an old ass hip hop record my good friend put me on because he was obsessed with it. The Album by Mantronix.
38 years old!!! A stone cold release. Happy Bday to that record too.
That concludes our retrospective. Have a good day.
#Spotify#Youtube#mantronix#Deftones#chantel’s sound diary#music journal#music diary#music nerds#music dreams#pj harvey#rid of me#music nerd#apple music#album birthdays
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thursday 12 january 2023 // 4:14pm
happy new year g !
i’ve started off the year doing dry jan AND dry feb. the latter half of 2022 was pretty fun but was sooo fuelled with alcohol, and you know when your body is telling you it needs a massive break? that!
so im doing dry for a few reasons
let my body detox and feel better
get slimmer for the gig in march
get slimmer for other stuff
new job and cant afford to be hungover
time efficiency - i waste TOO much time being hungover and doing nothing
my last drink was on NYE and since then i’ve not touched alcohol. it’s only been 12 days but my body already feels so much better and my sleep feels deeper. im really excited to assess how im feeling physically and mentally as this goes on
i’m not gonna have a drink until after the DFC gig on 4th march. i wont even drink on my 25th bday!
i’m also trying to limit takeaways and drink LOTS more water. im also finishing off all my freezer food so i can cook foods fresh and batch freeze stuff.
i know this is the usual spiel when people start the new year, however im truly determined to do it this time. i’ve marked 2023 to be the year of progression. by the end of year i want to have tried to achieve the following:
new job
slimmer body
new place ! (london?)
its funny cus i’ve told so many people im doing dry jan and feb and they all laugh at me (as i am usually such a drinker) and they dont think i can do it. but i know i can do it and i will! it would actually be embarrassing at this point anyway if i break it because i’ve kept myself accountable by telling so many people i’m doing it
i genuinely feel really positive about 2023. my mental health has been really good so far, im learning to let go of a lot. i’ve been taking ashwagandha for a while and i dont know if it is placebo but i do feel like it really has helped balance me out.
going dry has helped limit some social interactions too, i feel like im going in to hiding a little bit but i feel like that’s what i need to do
i really hope this year turns out the way i want it to. im tired of being complacent, stagnant, i want to achieve what i want, i want to enjoy my life even more and make the most of it
2022 was both good and bad, it started off awful but just got better and better.
i’m learning to let go of the shame that comes with being gay, im so ready to just be myself. it does equally scare me a LOT as there are still family that don’t know and i fear their reactions to it, but what can i do about that really. unfortunately it is what it is, but i know that i have some family who DO support me, as well as friends of course who are like family to me.
it might sound really silly, but im gonna get some piercings this week to have a bit more of a faggotry look. i really want to continue exploring myself, my sexuality, and how that presents both with my attitude and look. i feel like a nose piercing (as silly as it sounds) is a good start, i dont see many indian guys who have their nose pierced (well that i know of anyway) but i just want to look and be more queer. i want to own my fucking queerness because it really is who i am
i cant wait to boss bitch this year. lets revert back to the goals for 2023 because i have more goals
BEGINNING OF A NEW CAREER
i’ve started a new role in the civil service, its my first week (started on monday 9th) and to be fair it seems alright so far. it seems more interesting than what i was doing before, but i know that a career in the CS isn’t what i want for now [at least with what im currently doing there]
as i’ve previously expressed, i’d much rather work in IT/Tech. i know it is something i am good at, and it requires training to do it. i was trying to train for it last year, unfortunately, it didn’t really work out in 2022. i just lacked the time to do it and the drive to do it. 2022 was still a big adjustment period for me in terms of just feeling more secure in myself, working out what i want to do in life, who i am etc etc, as well as looking after my mental health
again, lately im feeling much better with myself, im learning to not deep things too much and let go of stuff. im learning to not let my anxiety and restless mind get the better of me. i really just want to make the most of life, as it is limited and time is indeed sort (such a cliché, i know, but its true!)
there is definitely opportunity in the CS to progress and im really enjoying the experience im getting from it, but as i said before its not what i want to do! the ultimate goal in life is to become a software developer, so i can then work my way into music technologies and combine my skills with my degree. i could come back to the CS one day, but in the career i want to be in ! at least i have the clearance for it !
i want to start from the very beginning of tech which is IT.
i also want to be a freelance singer and musician if that works out at all. performing live would be the ABSOLUTE DREAM. im so so happy that dreamflower are doing stuff again, it brings me such life, as well as doing things like cruise ship work
but how can this be achieved? well this leads me nicely into point 2
2. MOVE TO LONDON (or anywhere besides birmingham)
Moving to London would be a dream music wise. The opportunities there really are endless and it’s the best place to be as an aspiring musician. It’s also so beautiful and rich with culture. Expensive? Absolutely. HOWEVER,
Massi has very kindly offered to house me there for work as they are in the middle of extensions which will be finished in a few months. I just feel like it would be silly for me not to take up this opportunity to then live and work there
I also feel like this is the perfect opportunity to take a break from work and upskill. I’m pretty sure massi would happily look after me for three months while i upskill and get into tech. I could use Lucas’s company as a way to do that, or pay for a course again. It would be a GRAFT but it would fly by and then I could finally get in to what I want to do
I can also then do my music things over there and audition for things like cruise ship work, which would be SO MUCH FUN!
and there i can get myself into the gay scene, connect with people like me (south asian queers) and find a new family down there and continue to find my identity. it would just be beautiful
I need to talk to massi about it, but im aiming for July/August time. I feel as though sheffield is now a closed chapter as I came to work out what i want to do with my life.
My contingency plan could be to move back home once the extension is done. While this is not desired, again, it could just be a case of grafting for a few months, upskilling, and then moving out again to a new city (London or Manchester or LEEDS! or NEWCASTLE!)
I need to save a fair amount of money and have a cash cushion. Roll on EO overtime! Try and do as much as I can while I have this job and work hard. It will all pay off.
3. RELEASE AN EP
i realise that this may be slightly unrealistic, but i can at least start one for SURE. whether being connected to sheffield, birmingham, or london, i know many musicians in all those cities who i could do this with. furthermore, mum got me a nice MIDI keyboard for xmas and a good sustain pedal so there isnt really an excuse. even if i just toyed around on logic and watched tutorials this would be sufficient! and it would just be so much fun
i need to make a list of what kind of songs to do and what inspires me. start a spotify playlist
JUST START IT THOUGH! be inspired from sounds and do cool things
4. (a) GET FIT by eating better
i am seeing the impacts that dry jan and feb is having on me, and i feel like i am already starting to slim down and its only been two weeks. i wonder how it will be at the end of feb! doing this alongside just trying to eat better and drinking more water is having a notable difference on my health i feel. i feel like my sleep is getting deeper and better
4. (b) GET FIT - half marathon
i didnt do it last year so i want to achieve it this year. i dont necessarily have to run an official one this year, but just to be able to get to the ability where i can do it is enough. i was really good at running and i know i will be able to achieve this again. just start small after work and see what happens, let your ability grow again
4. (c) GET FIT - confidence
again, i buy so many nice things which are just a touch too small for me. i would be able to fit into these nicely and be even more sexy than i already am! and in turn, feel good about myself, physically, MENTALLY, and sexually
my big problem is that i always have these ideas and thoughts swimming around in my head but im never good at making them happen. i need to be proactive. how can i achieve this without putting too much pressure on myself? perhaps i need to refer to this post again and again and again to remain inspired. i also need to just take it easy and not put pressure on myself otherwise i just shut down and crumble
i also just want to end this post by touching on gratefulness.
please, God, help me to be more grateful this year. yes i am tired from things like work and waking up early. but i want to be so thankful for where i am in life and the opportunities i have that surround me. i want to be thankful for the simplest of things, like running water, having heating (even in the cozzy livs) and having food and being able to feed myself. many dont get that luxury.
i am thankful to be surrounded by technology and many things, where i can continue to learn again and again and again.
i am thankful to have a good set of family and friends around me
i am thankful to even have a job and make an earning. i am thankful that within this job i can even flexi hours to an extent
i am thankful to be sat in a comfortable bed as i am writing this. i am thankful i have a place to rest my head at night
please please help me to keep thankfulness and gratitude at the heart of everything i do and who i am. i am lucky to have what i have even though i want things to be better. i want to be content while simultaneously having the drive to do better and do more
love,
G
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Hello! Just left a comment for you on ao3 (golden gypsy aka too Invested lol). Happy belated bday! I hope it was absolutely amazing! Your book is lovely so far by the way 🥰. While I'm here, I'll ask who or what (if any) was your inspiration for Andy, Yoko and Eric? And also, what made you decide on gnr/Axl for your book?
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It’s gone really well thank you! And also thank you for reading, it means so much and especially that you like it 🥰
Right I feel like I should go back to where it all began 😂 basically I watched the “November Rain” music video in late October last year and went YES! So I did quite a bit more research into GNR, always aware due to my parents liking the music, and basically really got tangled in the Axl web through a lot of Wikipedia and old news articles 😂 And what can I say, this is somewhat wish fulfilment and Axl’s hot as fuck lol, so it was really a perfect storm
I have other fandoms, especially Game of Thrones/A song of ice and fire, but this story stuck really hard. I’ve always had a habit of coming up with fanfic ideas after discovering something I like so I guess Axl/GNR was no exception!
For inspirations for Andy, Eric and Yoko it’s pretty complicated, they are inspired by a lot of plot points that haven’t come up yet, so very spoilery but I will definitely discuss when they happen. However a lot of Andy’s inspiration came from really delving into media criticism of celebrities such as Britney Spears in the 2000s, and the concept of female celebrity as a whole and Yoko came from my love of Japanese 80s female artists. Eric came a long because I wanted more platonic female/male relationships in stories 😂
Due to all characters being British (and me as well) there is also a lot of 80s British culture, especially surrounding music, media portrayal and society, that did some heavy lifting as well as real historical events/accounts that were really interesting to explore!
I feel like this is a bit unsatisfactory but quite a bit of inspo is literally spoiling the whole thing! So I hope this was something!
Hope you have a wonderful day and next week <333
(Will respond to ao3 tomorrow, it’s 3:00am and I need sleep)
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Children Party Tips By Ages 1 in order to 10
Planning a kids party is just about all about great suggestions. So use the checklist I've merged beneath! Be sure to look into all the particular ages as numerous of the tips will work for any kids get together!
1st Birthday
1) Popular Kids Party Themes - Elmo, Farm Animals, Abby Caddaby, One Is usually Fun, Lady Bug
2) Bubble Device instead of live life entertainment - small children love bubbles.
3) Keep the get together short. 1/2 hrs is the max intended for a kids party at this era.
4) If right now there is only children at the celebration then they can't enjoy party games nevertheless the adults could so have several party games for the adults. You'll include everyone laughing.
5) Needless to say you may take plenty of images of the birthday boy/girl and friends but don't forget about to take images of the adornments and cake. It's wise to take images of both just before the party begins. You want proof of all that difficult work!
2nd Birthday
1) Popular Children Party Themes : Yo Gabba, Cupcake Party, Little Einstein, Circus, Unicorn
2) Music - Kids love music with this age. Have fun popular toddler songs that they can recognize (Hot Dog, Hot Diggity Dog from typically the Mickey Mouse Team, the theme audio to Little Einstein, Sesame Street song) and watch the children dance!
3) Maintain the party short. 2 hours is the max.
4) Plan the party around your kid's temperament. If your current child is self conscious then invite a new few relatives and maintain it simple. In case your child is the party animal in addition to loves attention in that case invite friends and family.
5) Play simple games like Simon Says, Wedding ring Around the Rosie and duck goose.
3rd Birthday
1) Popular Kids Party Themes - Hot Wheels, CARs -- The Movie, Backyardigans, Get Diego, Dora the particular Explorer
2) Get your child included. Let him select the theme or help make invitations. At this age children like to be useful.
3) Get the particular timing right -- An early to mid afternoon get together is fine. Simply by late afternoon typically the tots are typically getting cranky.
4) Entertainer - At this age an individual can consider live entertainment. Some good alternatives are a puppet show, magician, balloon modeling or a new face painter.
5) Another great birthday get together idea is outfit up! Kids wish to dress up in this age. Provide an area with a few old clothes typically the tots can enjoy in. They can love this task.
4th Bday
1) Popular Kids Party Themes - Dinosaur Friends, Fire Mma fighter, Princess Party, Mickey mouse Mouse Club, Madagascar
2) Plan in Advance - Today's children have active schedules. Between the particular various classes and even play dates some kids are reserved months in improved. Therefore make sure https://www.click4r.com/posts/g/4442485/techniques-for-happy-eating-you-will-by-no-means-force-your-kids-to-be-able-to-eat-again offer the parents of the child's closest buddies the date in the party well inside advance.
3) Build projects - In this age kids can take direction and participate throughout craft projects. Below is one fun concept - Come with an Art show! Provide a place with craft items such as decals, glitter, crayons, guns, paint (washable), glue, construction paper, tube cleaners and whatever else they can employ to create a masterpiece. Hang their artwork and have an art knowing. Award an award to each kid for something special associated with their artwork such as best use of color, perfect drawing of any forest and so on.
4) Kids enjoy parades and what could be more pleasurable than participating throughout their own parade. Include the kids contact form their own parade by providing music instruments (drums, maracas, bells, etc. ) and streamers. Have got the kids march around the party area singing popular kids songs and also the birthday song!
5) Kids at this specific age (actually any kind of age) have loads of of energy. Be sure to have enough actions planned to maintain them busy.
fifth Birthday
1) Well-liked Kids Party Themes - Buzz Lightyear, Wizard of Ounces, Crafts Party, Pirate Party, Scooby Doo
2) As your kid is in school now you could plan a special event at school while well as the party at home.
3) For a college party bring cupcakes (note, some colleges will only let store bought food items). Distribute a smaller goodie bag regarding each child that contains candy and some sort of small toy.
4) For the home party hold the children help to make jewelry out associated with pasta. Have the kids paint pasta (any pasta with a gap in it may work). When it can dry they can easily thread yarn via the pasta in addition to wear it!
5) Be sure you get your own child's input when it comes to planning the party. At this age your kid will be thrilled to see their very own ideas incorporated into the party.
6th Birthday
1) Well-known Kids Party Designs - Gymnastics, Martial arts, Cheer Party, Nascar, Space Mission Party
2) At this kind of age you may want to take into account an all child or all woman kids party. Following your age of 5 girls usually need to do various activities from kids. It's not essential to have a gender specific bash but it can produce the planning a bit easier.
3) At this young age you can take into account possessing a destination kids party. Kids take pleasure in parties at enjoyment locales like in house playgrounds, gymnastics facility, karate studio or even Develop a Bear.
4) If you're having the kids party at home and the particular weather permits look at a party hire such as the bounce house or even ball pit. Youngsters at this young age can spend hours bouncing or playing in some sort of ball pit.
5) Party games are usually of course essential try a resource hunt, hot eliminato, musical chairs or even a relay contest. Check out these games as well:
7th Birthday
1) Popular Kids Party Themes - Slumber Party, Batman, Superman, Spiderman, Tea Party
2) A seventh birthday celebration seems in order to mark a motorola milestone in maturity with regard to kids; they can certainly no longer be looked from as babies. Therefore , if you're going to have a big celebration this can be the special birthday to do that. Prior to 7 that they are too young to truly enjoy it, but this season they will.
3) Think about possessing a girls sleep party. Provide pursuits for instance makeovers, doing their nails or Barbie playtime. Permit them to consume junk food and even watch a pre-teen movie.
4) Regarding the boys take into account having a superhero party. Have the particular guests be their particular favorite superhero and give activities based all-around Spiderman, Batman, Terme conseillé, etc.
5) Party rentals are constantly popular such like the bounce residence, ball pit, pony rental or the mini put program.
8th Birthday
1) Popular Kids Party Themes - Basketball, Barbie, Soccer, Football, Basketball, Skateboard
2) This is actually the only age group you could plan some sort of figure eight celebration! Make a figure 8 cake - Consider 2 round bread and cut the particular center out applying a glass (frozen cakes work best). Put the 2 cakes together to be able to form a figure eight. Have typically the party at a skating rink in which the kids can practice figure ten skating.
3) A new destination party is advisable at this age as well. Think about American Girl, Dave and Busters or perhaps Bowling.
4) Throw a crafts gathering. Provide all types of crafts for the kids to obtain can be while simple as building with clay or even Legos or artwork pictures to jewellery making and one building. Have many different activities so typically the kids can proceed around. Make sure to have got help with direction, it can get hectic.
5) Remember to be enthusiastic with every action and play lots of music. Your eagerness will get typically the kids anxious about virtually any activity and music always gets all of them going!
9th Special birthday
1) Popular Youngsters Party Themes - Star Wars, Romance Girls, Hawaiian Luau, Harry Potter, Transformer remanufacture
2) In case you have a new budding cowboy or even girl consider using a Horses Round Up Party. Provide the children with bandanas or perhaps cowboy hats whenever they arrive, serve western food this kind of as bbq chicken breast or burgers west style. Have some sort of pony ride with your house or perhaps if possible consider the kids to be able to a stable.
3) Here are many unique ideas for are living entertainment - prêt artist, karaoke, some sort of water slide, Hip Hop or country musician, costumed characters, kids comedian, impersonator (such as a Hannah Montana impersonator), short term tattooist (asks the particular parents first), ventriloquist, airbrush t-shirt performer, live animals.
4) Cupcake decorating is usually a fun action for kids. Provide already cooked cupcakes combined with fixin's such as frosting (a couple different flavors), sprinkles, candy and even writing gel. Let the kids to embellish the cupcakes and they get to take in their creations!
5) Girls love to play adult from this age and so have a herbal tea party to the women. Either locate a place that has tea time or take action at your house. Tell the women in the request to dress way up after which serve tea and finger sandwiches with all the crust lower off. Discuss typically the ritual behind consuming tea like placing your pinkie way up!
10th Birthday celebration
1) Popular Kids Party Themes - Hanah Montana, Twighligt, Wizards of Waverly Spot, American Idol, Jonas
2) This is an excellent age to indicate your child's birthday in an amusement park. Invite some sort of few friends. The kids are going to end up being old enough or tall enough to obtain on many of the rides. And even most of the particular kids probably have got experienced an enjoyment park by now and know what to anticipate.
3) Plan a new chocolate party. Exactly what kid doesn't enjoy chocolate? A chocolate bars party is easy to plan since everything is chocolate for example chocolate special birthday cake, chocolate, mementos, chocolate treats, chocolate fondue or even a chocolate water fountain.
4) A wonderful destination to get wedding favors for ladies at this age is Claires or any related accessory store. An individual can pick-up loads of inexpensive equipment such as fasteners, barrettes and jewellery.
5) Plan a girly party for your daughter. A new girly party would entail manicures and pedicures along with snacks and the fun girly motion picture such as the particular Princess Diaries. Experience a few games or Barbie playtime and even your daughter will certainly love it!
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Partner, partner
you are my dearest friend
#pmd#pokemon mystery dungeon#pmd eos#explorers of sky#eevee#shinx#happy late bday Explorers#this is the one thing i had the energy to draw#hero and partner are easily my fav characters in this entry#they are good and pure#Mocha eevee#Felix shinx#Teeter art#2021
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➳april’s fool ♡
in which fred weasley is in love with y/n l/n, the girl he happens to tease and insult profusely for her attention.
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april’s fool
“tomorrow is april fools,” dumbledore sighs.
“you know what that means...?” mcgonagall asks, her voice on edge.
“the twins,” snape replies quickly, not even bothered one bit as he sips his dark coffee.
“and their pranks,” dumbledore dramatically rolls over in his armchair.
“okay and?”
“they’re a hazard, severus!” mcgonagall replies.
“that doesn’t stop them.”
“what will stop them?” dumbledore ponders, eyes faint with interest.
“you still have those weird buzzy fireworks right?” snape asks.
“of course.”
“and minnie, you have the cake mix your grandmother gave you?”
“still in my cupboard next to the biscuits.”
“excellent.”
y/n l/n listens from the other side of the door, grinning. she’s been called to mcgonagall’s lavish office for some business she hopes isn’t trouble, but the conversation the three are deeply invested in piques her interest.
she likes fun. the type of continuous laughter and uncontrollable fits of giggles at noon. that’s why she enjoys the pranks the twins play. they’re bold, sharp and reckless and have the undoubtable trademark of fred and george on them.
one too a many times she’s been on the receiving end of them. one time the twins had charmed the library so that she and other studious students could not find any books that they wanted or needed for a whole week.
another time, her hair had been dyed bright pink. she wasn’t a fan of it, but tried her best to rock it. it worked. y/n had received many compliments on her bubblegum pink locks.
she laughed it off a lot. whenever something quite embarrassing happened, it was usually funny.
even the snide remarks the older twin always cast her way.
including the time he called her a blackhead. well, multiple times.
“oi, l/n, looking like a blackhead.”
george had rolled his eyes at his brother before adding kindly, “at least you have nice hair. your tie’s always shiny too.”
she had just laughed, “at least i’ve got the blackhead looks to pull pink hair off, weasley, you can’t even pull off ginger hair, and thanks, georgie. love ya.”
fred had looked taken aback, but y/n still scowls at the memory. she gets she isn’t pretty, but there is a line you don’t cross when trying to insult someone.
he always calls her the most awful nicknames too; body parts that align with her name and random pieces of rubbish she isn’t bothered to remember.
she shakes herself of her thoughts and draws herself up, knocking thrice on the door lightly.
“come in,” mcgonagall’s calm tone beckons.
“good afternoon professors!” she chirps, smiling at all three.
they smile back. even snape. they’re big fans of the girl, who’s studious but mischievous. albus dumbledore has always thought that y/n’s eyes always look like all she’s seen is a beautiful sunset.
“now you must wonder why i called you here,” mcgonagall starts.
“you see, how have you punished the weasley twins when they play all those pranks on you?” dumbledore eagerly asks.
y/n gives a light laugh, “i just prank them back. i won’t get detention for this, right?” she jokes.
they laugh, “of course you will,” snape jokes back and for a second y/n is surprised that severus snape, the ever so cold potions professor, is cracking jokes. especially to her.
“well then, i guess i can’t tell you how i prank them back then,” she drawls dramatically.
“no, no, do tell, we’re, what do you young people say?” mcgonagall pauses, “ahh yes! we’re all ears!”
y/n bursts out laughing, “okay, i usually do something that’s subtle enough but still very noticeable. they need to be anonymous too, or that’ll start prank wars and i’m only looking for short term pleasure really. one time, i dumped a whole bunch of polyjuice potion in both their little goblets. fred became george and george became fred. they were so confused.”
mcgonagall is impressed.
“can you bake?” dumbledore asks and y/n shakes her head for a long time.
“can’t bake for my sanity.”
“awesome. that is what i thought too,” dumbledore answers and y/n smiles.
a single knock sounds. it’s proper and formal.
“come in!” mcgonagall yells.
draco malfoy in all his glory steps into the room, eyes alight with concern, ever so indifferent.
y/n knows him from quidditch. they’ve become relatively good friends, though she thinks he is very busy with his home life. she also knows that there’s more to him than the facade he has.
“afternoon,” he nods and gives a charming smile.
“now, draco, i understand your mother had enrolled you in baking classes,” snape says.
draco nods.
“you must bake a cake,” mcgonagall hands him the cake mix.
she hands y/n the box of fireworks and winks.
“good day professors! make sure to be at breakfast tomorrow!” y/n shouts, dragging draco with her to the kitchens.
soon draco is laughing with y/n, at her atrocious puns and lightly placed jokes, finding himself very much happy. he’s not interested in her romantically, he simply enjoys her company. he’s even sharing some funny stories of his own too.
“...and i told him, to precisely fuck off.”
“so that’s how you deal with him!”
“oh no, he didn’t stop. he kept bugging me.”
“what did you do then?”
“i cast a muffliato charm on him.”
y/n bursts into laughter as they pass the gryffindor common room, quickly hiding the box of fireworks in her cloak as she spots two red heads quietly snickering by the fat lady.
they notice the unlikely pair scurrying down the stairs.
“hey, google eyes!” fred shouts.
y/n doesn’t know fred well enough to decide if that greeting is dedicated to herself, so she continues upon her way.
“weasley,” draco states.
“huh?” y/n fakes oblivion.
draco jerks his head in the way of the twins, where fred is smirking handsomely, leaning against the wall in a model-like fashion.
george is shaking his head in dismay.
“i said googly eyes!” fred shouts again.
y/n won’t lie, she thinks fred has undoubtedly good looks and his ginger hair is cute. he’s just a terrible person. to her, at least. she knows she’s biased, she’s often seen fred comforting ginny after a bad fight with a boyfriend, and from what she’s heard from alicia and angelina and katie, he’s funny too.
she whips out her glasses and stares deadpan at him, before rolling her eyes and running with draco down the stairs, laughing like madmen.
they finish baking late at night, and waving her wand smartly over the cake, y/n produces a charm that will make the fireworks activate as soon as the cake is cut open.
draco smiles as he pipes purple and orange roses, writing a ‘happy bday fred and george’ in chocolate letters.
they add lots of sprinkles, hoping to seem like avid admirers of the twins.
“does miss l/n and misters malfoy need any assistance?” a house elf asks.
draco just about opens his mouth to snap a ‘no’ when y/n gives him a silencing look.
“thank you rosemarie, but that is not needed, you are welcome to watch and talk with us though,” y/n politely answers, giving her a grin.
the house elf sniffles, “miss l/n is too nice! rosemarie will make some hot chocolate for her! pretty hair!”
y/n laughs, “thank you very much, rosemarie. i think mister malfoy would also like some hot chocolate, with a tiny bit of firewhiskey, if that’s alright with you,” she winks at draco who just scoffs in reply.
when they’re finished with the cake and the hot chocolate, y/n enters the gryffindor common room. angelina takes the cake and wraps it up in a box and nice wrapping paper. she sends it flying to the twins’ usual spot on the gryffindor table.
“thanks angie!” y/n smiles, getting up from the cozy spot near the fire in the common room.
“why are you going? we’re staying up till midnight for the twins’ birthday; wanna join?” angelina asks.
y/n shakes her head, “i’m not too close with them, it seems like a rather intimate ceremony,” she keeps her words fluffy and light. really, she would join any birthday celebration, but she didn’t think she could handle the constant insults and annoying comments fred always made about her. and this would have been completely acceptable if she had done something to any one of the weasleys, but she hadn’t. she even regards ginny weasley as a little sister and was invited to one of ginny’s infamous slumber parties. okay, she might have a little crush on him for his joke-ish nature, but it’s nothing she can’t get over. he’s out of her league, for sure, she thinks. and terribly rude. she doesn’t understand why she still harbours those feelings for him. maybe because that time adrian pucey was mocking her for her ‘blood purity’ he stood up for her. or that time she hurt herself at quidditch and fred stayed up with her bandaging her wound. he cared when it mattered, she guesses.
“i’m sure they would love you there.”
“fat chance,” she scoffs, “have a good night!”
she goes to her own dormitory up the stairs. she’s well known in gryffindor house, but for different reasons than the twins may be. although she’s close with angie and alicia, she’s not close with the twins. mainly because she’s always studying, playing quidditch, and doing prefect things.
being on a quidditch team with fred weasley is bearable. mainly because she’s the captain.
she’s stopped by a large hand on her shoulder. the owner of the hand swivels and suddenly a grinning fred is revealed.
“where’re you going?” fred weasley’s annoying voice pronounces.
“the sahara desert,” she snaps back dryly, “you’re in the way of my world exploration.”
“am i, really?”
“‘course,” she reigns her attitude in, “nice night, isn’t it?”
“for you? never.”
she scowls. fred watches in utter amusement as she takes a deep breath and charmingly smiles.
“dearest freddie, will you please allow me to get to my dorm so i can have some sleep?”
fred’s heart skips a little at the nickname but shakes his head.
“what’s the password?”
y/n sighs. “i don’t know. y/n is a blackhead. googly eyes. whatevers.”
fred lets out a loud laugh. y/n finds herself trying hard not to laugh with him.
she turns around, ready to find her hufflepuff friend that has a spare bed in their dormitory, knowing fred is really stubborn.
“that’s not the password.”
“well, good night.” she walks off, before intensely diving in a style harry potter himself would be proud of, onto the stairs and running up the dorms laughing.
fred stands at the bottom of the stairs, dumbfounded, his jaw hanging open.
“close your mouth, flies will be caught,” he heard the giggling voice of y/n.
“close yours and you’ll look better,” he insults back.
“oh shut up. we know i’m the prettier one. and that’s saying something.”
the next morning, fred and george wake up to presents, a rowdy common room, and a nice cake sitting waiting for them on the gryffindor table.
for the first time, y/n takes a seat opposite them, her eyes alight with the familiar mischief they always held. she steals glances at the professors, who were beaming down with interest, as if they shared an inside joke. draco malfoy has an odd smirk on his pale face.
all eyes are on them as they cut open the cake. with a bang, fireworks come flying out of the cake in all directions, sending crumbs and icing flying in the air and leaving soot on the twin’s faces. their ginger hair is covered neatly with white icing and the fireworks continue for a calamitous five minutes. everyone’s too busy laughing and trying to dodge the flying cake to see that y/n l/n and draco malfoy are laughing quietly in a corner together, both with spells like umbrellas.
fred’s eyes, however, are trained on y/n, who’s rolling over in laughter. he quickly casts a scourgify on himself and george, and strides casually over to her and malfoy, the usual lazy smirk on his face as he hears ‘draco ohmygosh that was the best. your cake decos are on point! d’ya think he’ll ever bully me again?’. that confirms his suspicions. she did play this prank on him. and it makes him feel fuzzy inside.
his face then contorts into a frown. she thinks he bullies her?
“i wouldn’t say he bullies you, y/n.”
he smiles. never mind.
“but it isss! i can assure you, there is absolutely nothing nice ‘bout being called a frame!”
fred snorts at the time y/n had been gushing adorably over a picture frame that was embellished with gold and bronze flowers to angelina. he had went over and in an attempt to catch her attention, said ‘you’re a frame’.
sure, he was good at flirting, but not to the girls he really really liked.
“that’s fucking funny,” malfoy laughs.
“oh shut it draco, your face is funny. but yeah, i should probably ask him to start fresh.”
he decides to interrupt their conversation.
“ask who to start fresh?” he butts in.
y/n doesn’t even look surprised, “in fact, you, fred, because i’m not really sure if i’ve done anything wrong to you or anything, and by my memory i don’t think i have and you keep being rude and stuff. if i have, i’m really sorry for it and i’m sorry that i hurt you and all. if we can y’know, start over, and maybe be friends?” she catches the unreadable look in fred’s eyes and hesitates, “or maybe not, that’s okay, we don’t need to!” she gives a small laugh, “er, sorry for ever bringing it up?”
the earnestness of her tone and the wistful look in her eyes makes fred fall a little harder. ever since he saw her nervously fiddling with her robes in first year, he’s been smitten.
there’s a silence. malfoy has slipped off, the sneaky bastard.
fred simply takes y/n’s hand, giving her a look as if to ask for permission.
she swallows and nods.
they’re in the courtyard, which is sunny and light. flowers are blooming everywhere.
“can i kiss you?” fred asks.
y/n’s eyebrows go up. “what?”
“can i kiss you?” fred repeats patiently.
“as in kiss? k-i-s-s?” y/n asks, eyes wide with suspicion and curiosity.
“yep,” he chuckles, “crazy, aren’t i?”
“yeah, you’re crazy.”
“really? can i kiss you?”
“i’ve never really kissed anyone.”
“i guessed that.”
her eyebrows furrowed in hurt, “what’s that supposed to mean?”
“i’ll tell you if you let me kiss you.”
“there better be a good reason because i was saving it for someone special.”
“i need a yes, love.”
she huffs, “yes.” she won’t tell him that she has a crush on him, because to be honest, she still isn’t sure if this is a prank or not.
she surprised when fred tilts her head up ever so gently, a smile on his face.
this kiss is short and sweet. he tastes like cinnamon.
when they’ve let go, fred notices the light pink dusted over her cheeks. he smirks.
“you have to tell me why you thought i’ve never kissed anyone,” she said, eyes flashing in deep thought.
“such a beautiful person as you does not deserve kisses from anyone.”
“...”
fred took this as a sign to go on. “the reason i’ve always teased you endlessly is because i want your attention. i didn’t think you’d give it to me any other way. if you haven’t noticed, i’m in love with you. i think you’re absolutely beautiful, both ways. i love it when you frown and get annoyed, even if you rarely do, i love it when you study so hard your face makes this really concentrated look. i love it especially when you laugh and smile and joke and play pranks. even if they’re on me.”
“...” she was studying his movements. inside her brain, a frenzy was going on. part of her brain- the ever so optimistic part, was screaming happily, and the logical part was using body language to analyse whether he was lying or not.
eyes? their honey brown colour was glistening with affection and truth, an expression so dainty on his face.
a quaint little smile was on his lips, a small one, a genuine one. it was different to all the other smiles she’d seen him smile.
he wasn’t acting, she decided. if he was, he should take up a job in broadway.
“y/n?”
her brows were furrowed. she’d never been confessed to as genuinely as this before.
if they started this type of relationship would he still be mean and insult her all the time?
“i-i need time. to figure this out.”
he doesn’t look disappointed, she thinks. instead he looks down at her with... adoration?
“of course, sweetness, anything, i’ll wait for you.”
she smiles, “thank you, freddie.”
☆
it’s been a few days since fred’s confessed to her. she’s still unsure if he was joking or not. why?
at this moment, she’s watching him giggle with angelina johnson. it seems like he’s forgotten everything and anything. he’s gotten closer to her. maybe he’s lost feelings for y/n? she can’t blame angie, she’s a wonderful girl. if he likes her, that’s fine too. suddenly her feelings for him become very clear. she like-likes him. and it’s a bit too late.
but maybe he doesn’t like angie in that way? maybe he’s still into her?
y/n knows molly weasley raises her children with patience. she should trust that fred’s waiting for her.
but then again, she’s never gonna be as special as angie johnson. she’s just a ever so polite and outgoing nerd. someone who’s foolish enough to prank. angie’s smart, confident and funny and terribly patient. and effortlessly beautiful. she’s got the true gryffindor touch. and angie’s been one of fred’s best friends since day one. she’s always gonna be number 1.
that’s ok. she’ll accept it. she likes angie anyway. it was probably a joke anyway.
she couldn’t be jealous, just a bit dismayed that it wasn’t genuine. whatever, she thinks. we can just go back to how we were before. or not.
and it’s relatively easy. they never really saw much of each other anyway. she’ll get over this tiny little liking.
it’ll just be like normal. none of this happened. none of it. she grimaces bitterly, damning fred for his stupid games. should’ve known this was another of his pranks. but his acting though, certainly very good.
she smiles to herself.
“knock it off, y/n, you’re here to learn, not to love.”
and that answer, is satisfactory.
she gets up from her spot on the gryffindor table rather abruptly, saying goodbye to her friends, and makes her way to the kitchens. she knows she won’t be alone, she’ll talk to hansel and gretel, the twins that cook with the house elves every dinner.
they’re cleaning up as she walks in, book in hand.
“hi hans, g!” she calls, as she rolls up the sleeves of her sweater to help them with the dishes.
“y/n!” gretel gives her a hug with soapy arms and y/n giggles.
“how are both of you?” y/n asks.
“good, good, potions though...” hansel trails off and they all laugh.
“potions is always like that,” y/n agrees, “it’s supposed to be really hard for newts, so you can’t really blame the subject.”
“i’m thinking of dropping divination,” gretel says.
“yeah, that’s wise, gretel buns,” hansel teases and gretel scowls.
“divination is an easy subject, gretel, you just need to make random stuff up. i saw this weird bear thing in polly’s tea leaves, it wasn’t in the textbook. i told trelawney it was a symbol that a stranger would come and whip polly off her feet, with a whip the colour of the rarest german emeralds, leaving her absolutely smitten. i got full marks,” y/n laughs.
they laugh too, and soon a light flowing conversation is shared over cups of hot chocolate.
this is repeated for quite a few days and y/n even invites polly, marla and lenox, her best friends, to join. it’s a delicate, nice kind of week, one that suits her current struggles.
when the weekends roll around, hansel and gretel suggest that they all sit at the hufflepuff table. they share jokes and quips over the food, y/n reading a book as she bites happily into apple pie.
“pfft,” her lips upturn ever so slightly at the quote that the character makes.
fred watches her from the gryffindor table, utterly confused. y/n’s been avoiding him. he sees the flashes of hurt that run through her eyes whenever she sees him, and the quick grin that’s far too fake that follows. she’s been reading a lot more and he never sees her anymore.
he wonders what he’s doing wrong. so as he sees her walking with her friends to hogsmeade, he calls for her.
“y/n!”
her friends giggle as they see him, but she gives him a fleeting glance and raises her eyebrows at them, shaking her head, before profusely apologising to each one of them.
she approaches him warily, with all practicality in mind. she leads with her heart, but her head protects her.
fool me once, shame on you.
fool me twice, shame on me.
“you’ve been avoiding me,” he states.
“what would you expect?” she snaps, “isn’t this all a good laugh for you anyway?”
“what’s that supposed to mean?”
“you know what i mean, this was all a joke, wasn’t it? fooling my poor little heart which you know has a crush on you. my head simply won’t allow it. admit it, and we can both move on with our lives,” her tone is sharp and cold, her eyes burning with fury and hurt, “i may seem gullible, and i am,” she gave a short laugh, “but when i notice, don’t even try to lie.”
“this wasn’t a joke, love.”
“don’t call me that, and you and i both know it is. your acting though, absolutely superb!”
“what makes you think this was a prank, y/n? you were the one who asked for time.”
“yes, and the time made me realise that i had feelings for you despite all the teasing AND the fact you couldn’t possibly be genuine!” y/n says exasperatedly, her fury dissolving quickly, “you looked so in place with angie and everyone that it’s so obviously some sort of fun thing you did to try to get back at me!”
“angie?”
“a-and everyone else.”
“angie?” fred’s eyes were amused.
“you know, angelina, as in johnson.”
“angie?”
y/n shrugs, “you did bring her to the yule ball last year.”
“angie??!!!” fred was full on smirking now, as if trying to receive a real response.
“i think you like her, okay?! are we done here? i’d very much like a good book from f&b,” y/n sighs.
“i’ll accompany you to flourish and botts. why would you think i like her? didn’t i just confess to you?”
“yeah but it seemed kinda...” y/n trails off, not wanting her insecurities to come off as compliment fishing, “kinda far-fetched.”
“meaning?” fred knows exactly what she means.
“you know!”
“oh but i don’t,” he smiles innocently.
“well, you’re you!”
“is that supposed to be an insult?” he asks, faking a look of hurt rather well as y/n looks alarmed.
“no, no, as in, you’re nice to look at, and you’ve always insulted me and been so nice and cool to everyone. are you for real?”
“nice to look at?” a cocky grin is on his face now, much more noticeable than the slight blush that was creeping up his face.
“is that the only thing you could pick up?”
“nice to look at? what’s up with me repeating myself today?”
y/n lets out an agitated sigh. he doesn’t know, he’s blunt and straightforward. she likes cushioning her words.
“y’know, handsome? good looking?”
“my middle names.” another smirk to conceal the blushing.
y/n smiles. “of course, everyone knows it.”
it makes fred uncomfortable. her light tone is a bit menacing too.
“only joking.”
“i’m sure everyone does know it, darling.”
y/n is too busy looking at the dog that passes by to hear him, rambling quietly to herself over the cute scottish terrier.
“sorry, what was that?”
“aren’t i cuter than the dog?”
“nup.”
“really?” fred casually slings an arm over y/n’s shoulders, having to stoop a little lower to reach her.
“i think so.”
“well i’ll tell you something love, i think you’re absolutely stunning.”
“some love potion you’re on.”
“uh huh, the love potion is called love, sweetness.”
“so you’re for real?”
“as real as you and me.”
“you’re cheesy. this isn’t a prank right?”
“not at all, i love you.”
“i-i don’t think i love you just yet, but i think it’s possible,” y/n bites her lip, anxiously awaiting his response.
she tilts her head to look at him.
he’s beaming. he looks more handsome than ever, a sweet smile etched on his face as he looks down at her in utter adoration.
“you have a crush on me!” he pulls her into a hug and giggles like a little girl, kissing the top of her head.
she’s engulfed by the smell of burning wood and cinnamon and immediately feels safe in his strong arms.
“how’d you say we go on a date? so i can show how sorry i am for all the times i called you googly eyes and played pranks on you.”
“i’ll check to see if the girls are okay with it,” y/n replies, turning her head to see her friends. they’re gone.
“they are. i asked them to shoo off before i approached you. is that a yes?”
y/n nods, “of course, freddie.”
“i love you.”
she laughs, “you really are april’s fool.”
“i’m your april’s fool.”
he buries his nose in the crook of her neck to stop her from seeing his blushing red face.
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