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ayyyez · 11 months

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Can you mayhap do more goshiki and Tsuki headcanons? Maybe first date, first time, first kiss etc

A/N: oh yes more of the side haikyuu boys! sure thing!

TAGS: first kiss, making out, first date, first time mentions and descriptions but not explicit, mentions of foreplay but not explicit, headcanons, Tsukki being a little shit but also a secret simp, Goshiki being a loveable dork who sometimes gets a big head lol, undercut for length

CHARACTERS: Tsukishima Kei, Goshiki Tsutomu

TSUKISHIMA KEI

First and foremost, to date this guy you gotta be able to call him out on his shit because he NEEDS that.

Doesn't matter about personality in regards to being either shy/reserved and preferring to do it in private or being confident/ outspoken and doing it right there when its needed (or any combination of them) AS LONG AS IT HAPPENS! CALL HIM OUT!

It makes Tsukki respect you, listen to you (depends on the situation on whether he follows through on the change lol) and also is what makes him attracted to you in the first place.

See the thing is he wants to be seen so you calling him out leads to banter and banter leads to a familiar rapport and eventually one of you cracking (yes cracking because its a game of how long either of you can last without spilling your feelings!) and confessing.

Definitely a confess -> date -> kiss kinda guy but in saying that these things can totally all happen in the span of a week with him.

Once the balls rolling he moves FAST

Likes chill, casual dates and your first date is no different.

Something like a cafe, a lowkey restaurant to eat or even just going over each others houses for a study date.

Prefers being out of the eyes of the public.

Will also leave the control of the date (in general), including the venue, up to you (with those previous preferences as his contribution).

When it comes to telling you this though he's kind of jerky about it (to a strangers eye anyway) as Tch-ishima makes an appearence.

'Tch, we're just hanging out like usual.' and then will add 'Shouldn't a date be just us two and away from everyone else.' While internally he's just gunning for the date to be at home lol.

It also gives him ample opportunity to go in for that first kiss. Tsukki you sly guy!

Will never admit in a million years.

Feel free to try teasing and asking him about it though!

'So did just bring me back here to try and pull this huh?' Right after a kiss.

He'll just give you one of those smirks and poke your forehead.

'I don't know did I?'

Tries to act indifferent but you see that smirk soften ever so slightly into to a the hint of a real smile.

Psh what a dork. Forever the internal simp.

While he moves fast in terms of the from first date to first kiss scene the first time comes with a bit more time.

He's ever so patient with that kind of thing and doesn't really see the whole point of rushing in unprepared that leads to everyone having an awkward ehem unpleasant time.

Okay so maybe thats a bit of a mild—not fear exactly—it's definitely a bit of a concern though. So he keeps those kisses wanting and makeouts steamy but cuts them off Jussssst~ when they're about to get good.

It's not on purpose he's just got to stay in control ya'know?

He's not letting those floodgates open until you bring it up. Maybe a part of him wants you to beg a little. It's not a must of course! He's just not opposed to it.

This is the part where you can comply or give him a little smack upside the head to reground himself. It gets a smirk either way.

Either way the first time with Tsukki comes when you ask for more and you both agree to finally (your words not his) move forward. Tsukki is the kind of guy who has the patience to wait a lifetime. No qualms.

Once you've got him going though. He's like oh damn. This is something else. Even better than those makeout sessions!

A first time with Tsukki is a more drawn out first time. It's exploratory and sensory with lots of touching and not lots of talking (unless it's from you, it's okay to be a nervous talker - he's just only going to talk when necessary or to respond).

There's definitely communication for needs from him he's just not the type to have a chat during (at least in the first time and early days).

He also has a concentration frown and sometimes he's biting his lip so hard your afraid it's going to break and bleed. It's cute honestly.

Lots of foreplay before the main act. Lots of exploratory touching. There's no jumping in even though it's the first time. He takes his time and his patience can be frustrating at this point if you wanna just GO.

He can get a little teasing here. It's where he probably talks the most. 'Oh raring to go huh? Well lets just take our time.' Little shit lol.

Once you're doing it though he's actually pretty sweet. Making sure you're okay. You're comfortable. Expects the same from you too. It's an act of trust after all.

May confess a sweet thing or two during. Depends on how he's vibing. Feels a bit awkward about it afterwards but won't take it back. Just will tell you to shut up if you tease him about it.

Perfect time to make him blush. Yes he will get you water and help clean each other up and spoon you after if you are into that. It's good manners afterall.

GOSHIKI TSUTOMOU

Goshiki is a little sweetie okay and deserves someone who appreciates and respects him.

However much like Tsukki it's kind of the same where you have to be real with him and tell him when he's getting a too big head sometimes.

Definitely a friendship to lovers vibe or even a you respected me to call me out as an acquaintance then I fell in love with you and chased after you vibe (Goshiki being the chaser lol)

Goshiki is definitely a 'fall in love at first sight' kind of vibe. Like he doesn't actually but he thinks he does. He just gets swept up very easily by people who make a strong impact on him and runs with it.

Him chasing you can go two ways depending on the type of person you are and how you want this sweetie to react.

You could be the type to catch on to his very obvious crush on you. He's not stealthy about it to the point it's likely his whole team knows lmao and whats worse is he THINKS he's so clever, calm and collected about it but he's...the opposite lol.

Using this information you could do you both a favour and just confess to him first. Goshiki will become the most flustered mess you've ever seen.

He'll be bright red, shocked silent until he barely recovers, saying 'Haha of course you wanna date me!' while also internally is like Omg you want to date me!?

But you know him. You've learnt to read the doubt behind his eyes whenever such words leave his lips.

'Yeah I want to date you, so whats your answer?' You reiterate.

This throws him of balance again and he's spluttering because oh yeah this isn't one of his daydreams he has about being the best ace and getting his crush. This actually is his crush asking him out.

'Yes please.' He manages to get out. Ever so polite just as his parents taught him. It takes everything in you to keep your smile composed and not laugh at him. Adorable.

The OTHER WAY this could go if you're not one to ask someone out or if you just want to see what he'll do, is wait. He'll sit on his crush until he just sort of explodes.

It'll take awhile of him running over to you at every opportunity he gets, you can always count on it like clockwork.

Then one day he's not there? Nor the next or the next. You kind of get worried. You see a friend of his wave them over and begin to ask when you FINALLY see Goshiki come over.

he's redder than usual, frown on his face like he'd been....sulking? huh.

Wraps his hand around your wrist. 'Can we go?'

'okay?'

Tugs! Tugs you away somewhere a bit more secluded. Away from prying eyes.

You stand there and scan his expression. Still stuck in a sulky frown. Almost pouting? huh cute.

'Do you-' He stops looking down. 'Will you-' He stops again groaning. 'I'm the ace right?'

'Huh?' Okay major confusion. 'Yeah?'

'So that makes me pretty cool right?'

You frowned, scanning him up and down. Was Goshiki asking if you thought he was cool? With a sulky expression? Something had to be going on.

'Naturally.' You cleared your throat watching him smile. 'Whats going on?'

'Well since I'm the coolest guy you know it's your lucky day since I've got a question for you!'

And with that Goshiki went bright red and stumbled into asking you out in his own awkward, self concious way.

Very sweet when the two of you start dating. Always trying to show off for you and share volleyball with you but also shows that he makes you one of his priorities.

Heckin loves food so loves food dates especially to lowkey restaurants, loves showing off in this regard by showing you nice places but likes to be spoiled too so show him cool places.

A sucker for hand holding. Thinks its peak affection along with cheek kissing.

Takes him awhile to move up with physical affection because he combusts and gets anxious about it and his feelings. He's self concious from various complexes he's developed over time.

You probably have to initiate the first kiss or have to make do with being VERY patient. He's so shy. If you do intiate it be prepared for him being flustered. It's cute.

Making out is a very big deal to transition to as well. You gotta talk him through it. He's all stiff, clattering teeth and noses and forehead bumping at first. Whoops. Its sweet though.

Once he gets though he REALLY gets it! Really gets into it too like this boy is a quick study after all and he just gets the kissing bug. It'll be you who will be like OKAY BABY WE GOTTA COME UP FOR AIR YOU'RE ALL RED AND ABOUT TO PASS OUT.

But he looks~ well if looks could kill~ he's a hot mess you could devour right then and there. All red, flustered, panting? Lips all slick? Love bites on the neck? Hair disheveled? Hello Goshiki where have you been hiding?

First time is much like the first kiss in terms off nerves. He's all stiff and jumpy.

Again, you'll have to talk him through it but it doesn't mean he won't attempt to take initiative. It's a team effort on both fronts. It won't be drawn out though, he's too worked up and nervous.

A lot of bumping into each other and awkward moments but there's also a lot of sweet moments and feeling good.

Lots of communication and awkward mess talking. Lots of kissing and touching. Grab his hair for good moans hehe.

Things are loud with Goshiki. He's vocal, he can't help it. Don't make fun of him though he's sensitive.

He needs aftercare in form of cuddles and pillowtalk. Very clingy after and he's also VERY warm so if you run cold then good news for you! You've now got your own personal heater.

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kairiscorner · 6 months

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btw where are the tsutomu goshiki babes

LOOK AT HIM

LOOK ‼️‼️‼️ AT ‼️‼️‼️ HIM ‼️‼️‼️

MY WIDDLE 🥥 HAIR BOY

he's probably the only first year i simp for tbh

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iluvghoullz · 1 year

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possessive bfs are great and all but these guys loveeee taking you to the club and practically beg you to go socialize and grind on some girls because there's nothing that gets him harder than two girls kissing; it's his weakness. ofc he's respectful about your comfort and would never make you do anything, but if you're into it he couldn't be happier. It's not necessarily being with two women that gets him excited, but just watching his fine ass gf kissing on another fine ass lady has him drooling in seconds. what a pervert 🤭

atsumu (duhh he inspired me), bokuto, tanaka, nishinoya, goshiki (hear me out okay), kuroo, matsukawa (??)

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leahrintarou · 7 months

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☠︎︎ DAY FOURTEEN: BONDAGE FT. GOSHIKI

☠︎︎ WARNINGS: sub! goshiki, y/n is dom, japanese bondage, bdsm, nipple play, vocal goshiki

☠︎︎ WORD COUNT: 740+

"tsutomu"

y/n closed the door to the two's shared apartment before calling the name of her lover. "yeah?" he turned around, immediately giving her his attention after realizing her somber tone. "so you're top now?" she questioned, noticing how he reacted clueless to her words.

"goshiki, who takes the lead in the bedroom when it comes to you and y/n's relationship? I'd guess it'd be you since y/n is literally one of the most quietest people I've met. I cant imagine her...you know?" tendou said.

goshiki shrugged not giving a direct answer. tendou smirked before looking over to y/n. "I figured".

"what do you mean?" y/n walked up closer towards him after his 'clueless' question before slowly blinking at his confused state. "I mean, who's always whining and begging for pleasure when they get aroused by the slightest thing?"

"y/n-"

she gently grabbed his wrist before reminding him of her recently asked question. "please l wouldn't be able to live it down if they knew the truth. how can I be forgiven?" goshiki swiftly grabbed y/n's own wrist before making her palm his lower abdomen. "I actually bought something a couple days ago. I wanna try it with you"

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"y-y/n" he whimpered, jolts of pleasure causing him to let out unsteady patterns of pants. his hands were tied behind himself as he leaned back against y/n's chest. she'd restrained him from being able to stretch his legs out, his knees bent and pressed against his heaving chest, in a shibari leg tie. he so desperately wanted to adjust y/n's pumping pace, the pleasure practically overwhelming. "y/n, fuck.."

his back arched away from her encasing hold, before focusing on steadying his breath when y/n gave him a small break by releasing his erection from her hold. her free hand wrapped around his shoulders, pulling his figure closer to herself, going back to her previous movement, this time she couldn't help but let out a small laugh at his state.

"is this what you meant by taking the lead? being a whimpering mess. aren't you a bit embarrassed tsutomu?"

"y/n, I'm gonna cum" he whined, words barely noticeable when his pant's were laced into them. "I know you are" pulling her hand away from him, his abdomen repeatedly tensed in a spasm, desperately trying to gain pleasure or friction. it was now that he realized just how tortures being restrained is. y/n had all control over him. he wanted to dislike the situation so badly, but could only accept his guilty pleasure when he felt like we was only getting more and more aroused.

y/n's hands, traveled to goshiki's chest, and faintly, her fingers trailed over his sensitive nipple a shiver coursing through his body. he flinched against y/n when she repeated the sudden contact, whining when her hand clasped back around his prolonged erection. "I-I'm sorry, n/n" he mumbled when her fingers made small taps against him instead of continuing her stroking pattern.

"careful, I don't want the ropes leave such bad marks on you" she quietly warned, placing a kiss against his shoulder. "though, you are getting all worked from the simplest of touches. its bound to leave some kind of markings"

she finally began to pleasure goshiki with stroking motions, pleads of y/n's name escaping past his lips, desperately wanting her to continue her movements so he'd finally be able to feel the burning sensation in his core. and to his luck, y/n did just that, causing his pleasure to arrive in the blink of an eye.

"y-y/n"

"relax, tsutomu" she whispered quietly, lips making direct contact with the shell of his ear. the restrainments keeping him from closing his legs around y/n's wrist. he moaned at the feeling of y/n releasing her tight grip around him, basically leaving him to finish with barely any contact.

the aftermath of his pleasure made contact with his abdomen as he looking down, slightly embarrassed at the sight of his quivering state. "you okay?" she asked. he nodded, steadying his pant's through a small kiss that y/n initiated for reassurance.

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"goshiki, what are those marks from?" tendou questioned as slight bruising from the previous nights aftermath resided on the surface of his skin. "no way..." tendou's eyes widened after he noticed when the ones of goshiki immediately darted to y/n, practically giving himself away.

"fuck off"

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viratsumiiii · 1 year

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𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐢, 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐠𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐤𝐢: So, how was your day?

𝐠𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐤𝐢: We almost got surprise adopted!

𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐢: what?

𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐮: We almost got kidnapped.

𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐢: Oh, okay.

𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐢: *𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐬* WAIT WHAT?!

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loveephia · 1 year

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*immediately bolted here as soon as i saw my favourite hq writer open these prompts again >:D*

"i cant get over how a few months ago i wanted to learn your name and now youre having breakfast with me in my sweater" + goshiki 🥹🥹🥹 (stay safe and stay hydrated phia love u <333)

#8'S LOVE STORY | goshiki tsutomu

prompt: "i can't get over how a few months ago, i wanted to learn your name, and now you're having breakfast with me in my sweater."

content: (🦷) tooth-rotting fluff, goshiki gushing over you and perhaps getting distracted during practice while thinking about you, you're his upperclassmen (second year), tendō is a wingman and brownie enthusiast, you like baking, quite long.

⚠ warning/s: none.

note: gosh this was so fun to write that it became a one-shot instead of a drabble. i've never gotten a goshiki request so this was a good challenge for me. i really hope that i got him and the rest of shiratorizawa's personalities right! TYSM AND ILY HIKARIII ENJOY READING GIRL!!! :D

"her name.. what's her name?!" goshiki tsutomu mentally groaned with furrowed brows, peeking out from his classroom door to look at you, his beautiful upperclassmen. you were a responsible girl who did everything at your own pace, hence the clipboard in your hands to check your schedule for the day. if the student council of shiratorizawa accepted second years, you definitely would've at least been the secretary.

goshiki heard your name once from a few of your friends, but he.. just can't remember!

so here he is, irritatedly sipping on his juice box while staring you down. although not on purpose, of course.

"what's up, goshiki! what are we lookin' at?" tendō appears out of nowhere, accidentally spooking the poor wing spiker. goshiki turns his head to look over his shoulder, "huh?! tendō, what are you doing here?! aren't the third year's classrooms all the way on the third floor?"

"what a smart little cookie you are!" tendō ruffled goshiki's hair. "well, y'know how shiratorizawa's annual bake sale is coming up? i'm trying to find y/n because i heard that she's handling the preparations this year. i wanna see if i can get some of her famous two-bite brownies in advance before they sell out again!" tendō hisses at the bitter memory.

tendō can still recall the stinging feeling of how he wasn't able to purchase last year's batch because a volleyball game overlapped on the same day as the sale, so by the time the team got back to shiratorizawa, all of the brownies were gone.

and, hold on..

"y/n!" goshiki rejoices as he was finally able to recollect your name, all thanks to tendō. "yes?" you ask, looking at goshiki with a confused look.

goshiki turns red. "n- nothing!" i forgot that she was in the same hallway!

something in tendō sparks, and he suddenly has the urge to help his underclassmen's love life. he can bring up the brownie topic with you later..

"hey, n/n! what do you think of our up-and-coming ace here? ain't he a real firecracker?" tendō suddenly compliments goshiki, even wrapping his long arm around the young boy's shoulder. goshiki widens his eyes, already wanting to hear more. "hm? oh, i haven't seen him play yet," and just like that, goshiki's ego has been cracked and bruised.

"but i'd love to be invited to the next game if that's okay with you, goshiki." you smile a pearly one at him, and goshiki's mood is turned right back around. "yes! please come, y/n! i won't disappoint you!" he exclaims.

you giggled it off and soon excuse yourself from the two.

"what a cute boy!" you thought with a faint blush on your cheeks.

goshiki looks at tendō, utterly speechless to the core, while the middle blocker only dusts his hands off as if he's just finished some heavy labor. "what can i say! i may not be the first to get married from our team, but i can be a good matchmaker!"

goshiki has never had more respect for tendō than he has right now.

time skip.

"oi! stop standing around like that, number eight! you look like a lost kid at the mall!" coach washijo scolded goshiki, who flinched. i was spacing out again! "s- sorry, coach!"

reon comes up to tendō and shirabu, "what's up with him?" he asks. shirabu sighs, "i don't know. but if he continues to do this, then he'll just drag the whole team down."

"oh, poor little shirabu! i can tell you what's going on in goshiki's head," tendō says, "our future ace has a crush on the sweet and classy y/n!"

"that doesn't matter. can't he just leave his personal feelings out of practice? prelims are around the corner, after all." shirabu stated factually. "it's not like you're capable enough to have crushes anyway, so the least you could do is cut goshiki some slack." semi poked fun at shirabu, as the older setter just so happened to overhear the conversation from a few feet away.

"what did you say?" a visible vein forms on shirabu's forehead.

tendō turns to reon while shirabu and semi bicker, "anyway, the kid is all worried about the upcoming game because y/n is coming to see him play for the first time." tendō whispers. "you think he'll be alright?"

reon looks at goshiki, who's physically trembling. there's even a gloomy aura around him practically screaming, "don't screw this up, don't screw this up, don't screw this up."

just in good timing, ushijima places his palm on goshiki's shoulder. "rest, goshiki. you need to be in good shape to practice." he states. "yeah, exactly! aren't you gonna be ushiwaka's successor? what'll y/n think when she sees you all shaken up on the court!" tendō exclaims.

ushiwaka's.. successor.. y/n..

goshiki's aura quickly shifts into one of fiery determination, ready to take on anything and everything. "you're right, tendō! i'll do my best!"

"it's really easy to get this kid going, huh.." the team thought simultaneously, sweat dropping in the process.

time skip.

it's the day of the prelims, and shiratorizawa was up against ohgiminami high. they're not a powerhouse that goshiki was familiar of, but then again, they're not be underestimated.

the starting line-ups are on court, and there goshiki was standing, being the only first year. that was something you noticed from the stands.

"he must be really talented to have been able to get that far.. i heard that coach washijo is tough on the volleyball club too." you thought.

the coin is flipped and shiratorizawa ends up serving first. ushijima hits the ball and there we go, a service ace. you're impressed to have seen the ball fly by that fast, but then again, it's ushijima. "if i tried receiving that, my arms would fall right off.."

goshiki sees your amused face from the stands, and he huffs. "wait until you see me score a point, y/n!"

a few rounds later, and the rotation is in goshiki's favor. he's up front. he can do a line shot, a move that he specializes in.

"make it a good one, goshiki!" tendō encourages the boy as shirabu sets the ball cleanly toward goshiki. even though he has two blockers against him, he was still able to make a beautiful line shot that granted shiratorizawa another point.

"what was that?!" you were shocked, to say the least. "tendō wasn't kidding when he said he'd be the up-and-coming ace.." you quietly mutter, referring to goshiki.

you watched the way that goshiki shortly celebrated on the court with each of his teammates giving him some heavy pats on the back. the moment was adorable.

goshiki looked up to see you smiling fondly at him. you send him a wave, and he shoots back a smile full of pride; a smile that says, "look at me, y/n! aren't i amazing?"

and only if you knew what it conveyed, you would've replied with a, "yes, goshiki. very."

time skip.

you yawn, clearly drowsy from the lack of sleep. on the table in front of you, was a nice breakfast whipped up by shiratorizawa's patient cooks; one omurice, a small bowl of grapes, and a cup of milk. but besides what was on the table, was what was across from you; goshiki tsutomu, your boyfriend.

it was a cold morning in japan, for spring had finally started. so here you are, all bundled up in goshiki's volleyball jersey.

he's seen smiling at you, and you tilt your head. "what's on your mind, tomu?"

"nothing, it's just.. i can't really get over how a few months ago, i wanted to learn your name, and now you're having breakfast with me in my jersey." goshiki says, "honestly, if it weren't for tendō, i probably wouldn't even be with you right now."

you perk a brow. goshiki panics, "d- don't tell him i said that though!"

"i wouldn't give tendō all the credit, really," you started, "i actually had already taken an interest in you when you were looking at me in the first year's hallway. it was only a matter of time until i'd have mustered enough courage to talk to you myself." you admitted.

is this what a heart attack feels like, because goshiki can feel his chest swelling in both love and pride.

this was a happy ending not only for the two of you, but for tendō too, since he was able to buy all of the two-bite brownies he needed.

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splitontendo · 8 months

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pairing: hanamakki takahiro x f!reader

synopsis: having no money and the worst job leads you to dark places, answering a strangers roommate ad. leading you to meet the roommate from hell, who happens to have the solution to your problems and isn’t too bad at giving head.

03 | ok cool guy 🙄

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fun facts!

makki’s account is face less, this isn’t his first ‘giveaway’ when he reached 15k he did a phone call, but it lasted 15 minutes and was awkward so he never tried it again.. until now obvs.

ushi found the ad poster in the laundromat off campus.

you entered ‘hiro’s’ 30k giveaway’ :3

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whatisreggieshortfor · 11 months

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Modern Day Love Notes

Goshiki x gn!reader

I love you.

You stared at the text for an obscene amount of time. The number wasn’t saved in your phone- who was it? Who were they trying to reach? Should you even respond? You shook your head. You couldn’t focus on that, choosing to hurry ahead to the gym so the players didn’t have to wait for you. The only that could reach you right now would be Ushijima, as the captain he was the only one you traded numbers with.

Could the text be from a player?

You shook your head again. There was no way. Sure, these boys were essentially your lifeline since you lacked a social life outside of the club, but they didn’t you look at you like that.

No matter how much you wished just the one would.

He had been the reason you joined, not that he knew that. He was so determined, dreaming to become the ace- you just wanted to be there to see it happen.

So you pushed the text out of your head, it must’ve been a mistake.

But the next day you got another.

And one more the day after.

Every day there was new one.

Never the same message, never an acknowledgement when you finally told them they may have the wrong person.

Instead the messages had become personalized- like they were trying to make sure you knew they were meant for you.

Daily reminders that someone saw you.

I love you.

You’re amazing.

If I had to embody you in a color, it would be yellow- because you make me feel like the sun is shining when you smile at me.

The care you put into being a manager is astounding.

No one could get the team to work as hard as you do.

But honestly, the daily reminders had you nervous. Ushijima was the first to say anything, though you were sure Tendou noticed it first.

“Something has you on edge.”

“As blunt as ever, huh?” You sighed, rubbing the side of your temple, “Yeah, I think I have a stalker.” The majority of the team hadn’t made it out of the club room yet, Ushijima and Tendou being the only ones around you.

“Stalker?” The red headed boy looked at you with those big curious eyes that made people distrustful of him, you never understood that. “Our amazing Y/N has a stalker?”

“Look for yourself,” you pulled the texts up, showing them, “I’m not sure how they got my number.”

Tendou made a considering face, but Ushijima started speaking, “Couldn’t that be-“

“An admirer, yes!” Tendou interrupted him so quickly, making the both of you frown, “They’re like modern day love notes.”

“But how did they get my number?”

Tendou shrugged, “Maybe someone close to you figured they could be trusted.”

You frowned deeper, watching the guess monster continue listing logical reasons.

Suspicious.

You watched the blocker as the days continued- he obviously wasn’t the mystery texter, but he knew who was.

He wasn’t going to tell you, he loved games too much, but there were only a few people that would’ve trusted Tendou Satori enough to let him in on this information.

And they were all on your team.

You waited until after practice on the walk back to the dorms, Tendou flitting around as usual- you knew he’d never lead you to the mystery man, but you didn’t need him to.

You just had to wait until they were all starting to relax. And then you sent the text.

I finally know who this is.

You had no idea, but right on cue someone’s phone buzzed.

And you felt like your heart seized in your chest as he pulled it out, nearly dropping the device as his hands fumbled from reading the message.

His cheeks almost as red as his accomplice’s hair, but you just smiled at him.

He was overzealous, he was confident, he was eager to learn- he had your attention from the first moment you saw him whether he was on the court or not.

And he liked you back, it seemed.

Tendou didn’t miss the exchange, ‘tripping’ as he moved to bother Shirabu, sending his blushing kohai stumbling into you.

“Hi, Goshiki.”

“H-hey.”

Smiling, you brushed your hand against his as he helped him regain his footing, “Thank you.”

“Y-yeah, you’re welcome.”

You chuckled, taking the risk to press a kiss to his cheek, “Next time just ask for my number.”

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Tsutomu Goshiki did his best, is it even worth anything?

It's loud. And it's irritating. The voices of comparison and neglect repeat over and over and it's plaguing in his thoughts. He wishes he could ignore them, just as he's been able to before. But no matter how much he lies to himself, the truth just comes so obvious. He was solely bearing and not ignoring. And he could only bear so much until he no longer can.

He's done this multiple times yet how many more are needed for him to be recognized? Hasn't he proved himself the day he was qualified for Shiratorizawa's starting lineup? He felt so much praise that day, and he thought they would last.

Just as tomorrow comes, he's done his best, yet there was just no room for someone like him in this prestigious team's spotlight. As he thought. _________________________________________________

Another harsh day of training, the coach's yell still rings in his ears, he's exhausted yet he still craves the improvement that everyone's been nagging him about.

Just when will he reach that point? How much longer does he have to practice and train just for his serves to be consistent? How many more hours does he need to give up for improvement? How much further does he need to exhaust himself? Neglect everything, chase his breath over and over, make more and more muscles sore, till his own body won't cooperate anymore.

Once again, his sight, all vague and dark, huffing and huffing for air, he's drenched in sweat, and he can't bring himself to move for a while. Then, the pressuring thoughts would come flooding his restless mind.

"Can't I just give up for a while?" he exhales. hands covering up his face. He was obviously tired, physically and mentally. But don't mind, this wasn't unusual for athletes. After all, this was all needed for improvement.

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The whistle blows, it was quiet then it was loud. That moment was shocking and unexpected.

Despite giving it his all in everyday training, he finds himself frozen in place. His eyes widened, he was breathless and he couldn't accept. The loud cheer that filled the gymnasium couldn't be heard. He couldn't even hear his teammates' encouragement and comfort. They've lost, he had lost.

this has been rotting in my drafts and my burnout brain could not finish it properly 😪 help

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