Messy thoughts on Fred (and Tubbo?)
This is really disjointed. This was just me typing everything that popped into my head down.
I have opinions on Fred (and everything around him atm)
Like everyone saying he is evil. Fred himself knows he did wrong things
He knows he isn't a saint he just has a single person hae loves and cares about [Tubbo]
Fred told Tubbo he did wrong things and yes he did not specify what (From what I recall) but he told Tubbo and he said he didn't care (Tubbo said he would be a villain if Fred is sooo…)
Is it very cruel to tell someone you wish they would get tortured again? Yes! Hell yeah it is.
Quackity has his reasons for hating the Feds no shit but he threatened Tubbo which is why Fred said that.
(Also I am biased towards Tubbo. I am Foolish/Jaiden in spirit aka I side with the characters I like more over my irl morals)
Like I do think he cares because he has to for the other workers but they are not friends, they are his underlings or bodyguards so you have to be nice there (Or you would hope. Even if manipulative)
Like I would be an idiot to not acknowledge him taking notes on Aypeirre’s torture or again his very cruel comment to Quackity
Fred acts different ways with different people. Like he is definitely more nice with Tubbo for example when he said he was a bad penpal for not responding much and “I genuinely felt like a stalker and that it wasn't morally correct what i was doing…” (Day 195) of which Tubbo responded in his letter back with “ I don't think you should worry about the morality of trying to find them as kidnapping itself is very immoral.”
Which is true but still.
Fred also said on the day of the movie date he has done bad stuff to Tubbo. (“You don’t understand, I’ve done bad stuff.” … or something similar as I am not watching the vods.)
So to me I am wondering where some people have been?
Fred is deny deny till he cant then bites back when out of options
He is seemingly questioning himself and the Feds but atm he is following them along still
Back to Tubbo for a sec I have to mention that he said something along the lines of It seems everyone but the morning crew likes him so it wouldn't be hard for him to be a villain.
I keep bring that up whoops but like Tubbo is really protective of Fred warning him to stay away from Aypierre and that he will gladly listen to anything that worries Fred
Tubbo and Fred really love and trust one another.
ALSO!
Fred wrote on October 8th “I must admit… I don't know what my morals are or trust for the Federation is..”
Man knows he is messed up <3
(Also Tubbo just told him it is ok to question your morals)
Fred not trusting the Feds doesn't mean he doesnt follow what they want like torture btw. I am not ignoring that dont worry
He still is doing his job. He acts like he doesn't like it but he is still doing it.
Also Fred at one point told Philza he loves snitching. Yes, kinda sassy but he did say that. (I think October 4th or 5th)
If it isn't obvious I Adore Fred even if he turns out evil. I find him to be a very interesting character.
Also I am not touching him leading Tubbo, Roier, & Slimecicle to the Maze. I have no idea what the deal is there.
Yeah this post is a mess but I don't normally post my own thoughts or do essays (this isn't even an essay). If I wanted to put more effort in I could but me typing my thoughts down and semi looking for direct quotes is all this post is getting haha.
I don't care if Fred gets better or worse as long as he is a fun and interesting character the whole time .
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𝐀 𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐂𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 (fem! reader x Kai Anderson)
(english is not my first language) <3
WARNINGS: stalker kai
PART 1
I woke up by the sound of my alarm, it was currently 7AM it was time to go to work. I work in a small coffe, shop just about 10 mins from my house.
I got up and checked my phone, nothing. No messages. Nothing. As i expected. I am not really a sociable person, i dont have that many friends, neither i have a partner. I got up from bed and went to the bathroom to do my usual skin care routine. I finished and went straight into the kitchen when my cat Milo started meowing, like he was asking me to give him his morning breakfast. I chuckled and went to the fridge and grab some wet cat food for him and pour it on his little plate. When i finished with Milo i started to make myself some breakfast as well, I have one hour until my work starts so I have to be quick. I made myself some toast, fried eggs and coffee and sat down while i was reading my favorite book. When i finish i went to brush my teeth and get ready, not forgetting to do my makeup.
I said goodbye to Milo with a little kiss on his head and i head and took some more coffee with me (im a big coffee lover) I took my keys, my bag and everything i needed for my 5 hour time job. I got out and start walking towards my car while i was too busy scrolling through my phone when i accidentaly bump into someone
“shit!-” i say after i notice i dropped my coffee on the floor
I looked up just to see a tall blue haired guy with coffee all over his jacket
“OMG IM- IM SO SO SORRY” I said still looking at his now jacket covered in coffee
“oh haha, its okay no worries, its just coffee after all, i can just wash this off” he said looking at his jacket and looking back at me
“are you sure?” I said worried and embarrased
“totally fine haha.. and sorry for you coffee” he said now looking at my cup on the floor
“oh the coffee is nothing” I said picking up the cup from the floor
“I would pay you off somehow but im already getting late to work uhh” I said slightly chuckling
“oh its totally fine, I was heading home right now anyways so dont worry”
I must say he is pretty good looking, even with his dirty long blue hair and his jacket now covered with coffee. I feel like ive seen him somewhere but i dont know where...
“Well then see ya around?” i said smiling and waving at him as i walk away
“see you around y/n” he said looking at me with a smirk on his face as he heads home
i suddenly stopped “how does he know my name?....” i thought to myself while seeing him walk away in the distance.
I head to work and start my shift. The only thing on my mind was that blue haired guy. Does he know me?. Do I know him?. I Certainly dont but, i feel like ive seen him somewhere but.. where?....
“miss.. miss?”
I didnt notice that i was completely zoomed out while a costumer was talking to me
“oh! um- so sorry, that would be 3$ please” i said smiling and a little embarrased
I finished my work around 12 and headed to the supermarket for some groceries. I got inside and starting to look my grocerie list when i bump into someone.. “AGAIN? why is this happening to me” i thought to myself
“oh its you again” a mans voice spoke
“I look up just to see.. “HIM AGAIN? please god kill me” i thought
It was the blue haired guy?! AGAIN? what is he doing here? is he stalking me or something??
“oh hi, omg i dont know whats wrong with me today im sorry” i laughed awkwardly.
“its completely fine, and hey, my jacket its not cover with coffee anymore” he said chuckling
“uff im glad, sorry for that again” i said in relieve
“getting some groceries huh?” he asked
“yeah umm... my cat... my cat has no food and i have to buy him some” i said slightly smiling
“ ohh, Milo? was it?” he asked looking at me dead in the eyes
“how does he know my cats name?... okey this is fucking weird” i thought to myself
“how... how do you know Milo?” i asked kinda creeped out
“oh, im your new neighbour, i moved next to you like what?, 3 weeks ago? and you know, i asked about you around town and they told me you have a cat named Milo thats all” he said crossing his arms
my new neighbour? how tf i didnt know about this? i know now why his face sounded familiar.
“oh- omg, i didnt know im sorry” i laughed
“its fine dont worry”
we stayed there looking at eachother with nothing to say.
“so are you going to ask for my number or are just gonna stand there?” he said smirking
“w-what?” i asked slightly blushing at the question. i did wanted his phone number tho, im glad he was the one who asked
“yeah sure hah” i said unlocking my phone
“here you have it” he gave me a piece of paper
“see you soon y/n” he winked at me and walked a way
i stood there in complete shock of what just happened. I decided to look at the the paper he just gave me just to find something he written “see you at my house at 9 today? call me xxx
“wait i didnt catch your name” i said when he turn his head around
“Kai Anderson”
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MAN i’ve been pretty on the fence about taehyung and jennie being real since the rumour originally started, mostly because it isn’t my business who he dates, and i just want him to be happy (also i’m a graphic designer/photo editor, and the original leaked photos had certain qualities that stood out as editing mistakes to me). i’ll be honest though, apart of me was relieved.. after he went to that possibly lgbt club in paris last summer, and all those photos he took with models came out, i noticed the speculation on his sexuality was at an all time high, and i was genuinely worried about him going to the military with those rumours surrounding him.. (to be clear, im lgbt myself, and would fully support him regardless of his sexuality, i just want him safe more than anything). but i feel like with every dating “update,” things become more and more WEIRD? we KNOW taehyung (and all the tannies) are extremely private regarding their personal lives, and they know HOW to be private. but it just seems like there is a steady influx of this dating content, and it somehow always coincides with blackpink’s activities (their comeback, the idol release, disbandment rumours..) and quite frankly, if jennie were posting the recent instagram photos as “confirmation,” i would think she and taehyung would’ve discussed it beforehand.. and i really don’t think taehyung would be okay with jennie posting those photos a day before jungkook’s first solo release, because i really doubt he would want his own dating life to be a distraction from his band mate’s accomplishment.. like we KNOW how important the rest of the tannies are to him.. this whole thing is just. really weird. i’d be more convinced they were dating if we hadn’t heard a peep since the first photo “leaks,” tbh. every time something new happens, i become less and less convinced this is a legitimate relationship.. and i’m not any kind of shipper haha, i am not actively looking for evidence to disprove this relationship. this whole thing is just… weird.
idk man. i’m not convinced either way, and it’s not my business who tae is dating (and i say this as someone who’s always liked blackpink and jennie, and wouldn’t have an issue with them actually dating). but the way this whole thing continues happening is just so, so strange, and i just worry about taehyung. i just hope he’s doing okay, regardless of what’s really going on. like. this is one HUNDRED percent me projecting also, and i’m aware of that, but in the celine photos that dropped right after the “hand holding pap walk,” he just… he looked like he was dealing with a lot. i just hope he’s okay.
venting here because i know you care about him and want him happy and safe too, so i thought you’d understand! thanks for letting me vent, haha.
wanna add to this that the articles abt yg, disbandment, and l//isa’s dating rumor disappeared and an article about tae and jennie just dropped straight to #1 trending… are we even surprised?
i agree with everything you said, all i want is him to be free from stalkers and from crazy narratives, i dont want his privacy invaded anymore and him being involved in companies tricks. all i care about is his safety his happiness and his artistry, thank you for sharing your thoughts anon! :)
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Ok I have an unfortunate story hahah but it’s kinda cute so I’m gonna share it
So the unfortunate part is that I have a “stalker” haha it’s funny because I think it’s more of a prank than anything serious but this guy has been saying some very creepy messed up things and this very attractive boy offered to try and get the stalker off of my back and attractive boy is just being so sweet and it’s making me blush
Like attractive boy made me block the stalker (duh haha) and so now the stalker is only talking to pretty boy but I feel bad making him deal with it and he grabbed my shoulders and made me look him in the eyes while he said “trust me (my name) I am so glad that he has to talk to me because it means that he can’t get near you.”
I also don’t know pretty boy all that well compared to some of my friends so it just means so much to me that he was willing to do this for me and that he’s being so sweet about everything. He’s seriously my Prince Charming hahah
so so so many thoughts—
first of all; pretending to be a stalker as a joke/prank is absolutely not funny. like, call me lame idc but thats actually so terrifying to think abt and should definitely be taken seriously, so if it is a joke this dude needs a reality check. and the fact that he's been saying weird things is terrible, im so sorry this is happening.
second; we stan this attractive boy for helping you out even though you dont know him much !! thats such a sweet thing for him to do, seeing as he isn't obligated to do so. and what he said to you 🥹 ugh, my heart. dont let him go, nommie. he sounds like a good one.
thirdly; i hope this stalker stuff gets sorted out so u dont have to be thinking/worrying abt it any longer. im sending you my best wishes and lots of love and hugs rn 💗🥰
- riri <3
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Tips For Success
It's been awhile since I have posted. I know there are some that actually found my blog because I see likes and reblogs. I don't have time to mess around with youtube editing. I been wanting to start a mental health youtube channel but I never got around to do it. I am super busy and I am not even married with NO kids haha.
I just want to say for those who are feeling alone, or they are with toxic people, whoever those toxic people are. Try your best to get all the help you need, and get the FUCK OUT of the situation and away from the toxic people in your life. I learned things the hard way and when I finally got away from all the toxic people in my life, I was already pushing my mid twenties . I am 31 yrs old and I still look super young and I sound young lol. This makes me a target everywhere I go. I developed a thick wall and I don't trust anybody really.
Remember, It is better to be Alone than to be with the wrong, jealous people who only want you close so they can destroy you. Pay attention to how people around you respond when you start to do well for yourself . When you start to do well , are the people around you happy, congratulating you and asking you to go out to eat or do anything because they see you winning? If they see you winning and they continue to make snide, sneaky jealous comments, they question you even further about your life and how you do things, and they don't seem happy for you... They give off weird bipolar vibes and they continue to pry into your business. Its time for you to block, delete, cut off contact, whatever you do, its time to burn bridges. The reason why I used the term "people around you" because there is alot in your social circle right. Friends, family, partner etc.
Let me tell you something. Writing my past and current situation would be like writing a script for a 3 hour movie. I am not going to bother but I have alot of experience dealing with fake, jealous, toxic, stalkerish people. I use to be scared of living alone and being alone. But meeting all this weird trash made me realize, ITS BETTER TO live alone, be alone, the right people will gravitate towards you over time. When you are alone and live alone. No one is jealous of you, no one is poking in your business, making sneaky jealous comments about you and what you are doing with your life. You work, you leave your job, you go find another job, you go back to school, whatever. You come home to peace and quiet and all of your things is there. If you dont have alot of things, trust me , over time you will buy things for your place. It takes time, dont worry about being broke or not having anything yet. The luxury is that no one is plotting against you when you live alone. I dont like living with room mates either because I like to have my own space and walk around naked, eat whenever I want. Like seriously, when you live alone, You run your life, you plan your meals, you learn how to be independent , you do whatever you want and you find yourself. Only then when you see what life is like without toxic people, you will find true happiness. Just be careful and watch your back when you live alone.
From what I have seen, jealous people who are failures are miserable and sneaky stalkers. They can't do anything by themselves and they are fake. It could be alot of reasons on how they are fake. They got a job because they knew someone and they never worked hard for what they want and they never worked hard to go look for a job by themselves. Maybe they dont have their own place they gotta Hoe around and be in fake relationships to move into someone else's house. Maybe they never worked hard a day in their life to get what they want, they always use other people to buy them shit or they was raised to be a loser and wait for family to provide them . They cant fend for themselves. They see you are something they are not so they will focus all their energy on you. I had this happen to me more than once I know what I am talking about.
They play like they are on your side at the beginning. They act super nice to you and understanding. Slowly over time, you will see that They can't mind they business . slowly over time, TRUST ME, you will sit there one day and ask yourself, "what is wrong with me, why is this person saying this and that about me, am I wrong or are they wrong. Am I crazy or its them thats crazy. why did I let them make all this comments about me and I didnt say anything back".
When you reach that stage where you are asking yourself this, you are dealing with a lowlife psychopath lmao. They are reversing their failures onto you. They are Projecting their personality onto you and they will try to disrespect you, then copy your personality and stalk every move you make. The outcome is that they want to start shit with you and fight you to slow you down on your success. Thats why its better to cut off contact and its not worth it.
There is actually a lot of discussion I found on Quora.com that was talking about jealous crazy people. Some girl responded to this person, she said why would you want to fight with someone who can't mind their own business. They have been waiting for the day to drag you down and by arguing and fighting them, you are giving them what they want.
Its almost like a ghost, a leech or a parasite all in one. They want you tied to them so they repeat the cycle of drama, jealous comments, drama and plotting, scheming, more drama. When you cut off all contact, you win the game and break the cycle. when you respond and choose to fight them , you are rebonding trash to yourself like a ghost following you around haunting you repeating the cycle. I had enough of this type of lowlife trash. They will fuck their own selves over anyways, dont bother and learn to be independent.
That's why I only hang with 2-3 people at a time to see who they are . I never involve myself in a large circle of friends and I dont give a fuck about how many friends and family I have left. I mind my business and focus on money, working, and real estate.
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sneak peek of Ladue aka band au aka Excuse For Me To Nerd Out About Classical Music
ive,, started writing it. im enjoying it so far.
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Streamer MC headcannons with the brothers 💞
"You were quite a known face on social media back in the human realm, playing games, doing unboxings, just vibin in general, fans around the globe looked forward to your streams a lot! However, considering the sudden (unannounced) invitation to the exchange program, you had to leave all of that behind out of the blue. It wasn't as bad at first, but you have to admit you do miss the feeling of being able to do goofy shit online. Luckily for you, with the advance technology of Devildom and some spicy magic, the internet had synced with the human realm, and thats when you decided to finally re-enter the streaming scene. How will the brothers react upon seeing your peculiar past time?"
Head empty, No thoughts aside from the brothers just bothering the MC while they stream so here you go haha
Warnings: None, just crackhead energy and a lotta mispellings
Gender: Neutral!
Hotel: Trivago
* [ ಠ╭╮ಠ ] Lucifer *
{How did he know about your career?}
I honestly don't see him as someone who goes on the internet a lot
(He screams boomer to me, change my mind)
He doesn't have the time either, he's too focused on work!
So him finding out is gonna take a while
But! He did find out the hard way when shrilled screaming was heard from your room when he was passing by with some paper stacks in his arms (courtesy of Diavolo)
This man felt his instincts kick in, he ran as fast as he could, papers forgotten, and he immediately slammed your door open. Splinters scattering around, your door definitely damaged, as his eyes held a glare and his demon form was out, wings spread in a threatening display.
He was ready to beat someone's ass as he had thought someone had hurt you in here.
But all hes met with is you, infront of your chair and PC, and a game over on the screen...
To say he was unamused was an understatement cause you just lost your internet priviliges for giving him a heart attack (He said it was because you were being rowdy and noisy but with what you saw you knew that wasn't the case)
Good luck tryna puppy-eye your way to his heart to let you continue streaming lol.
If by some miracle you managed to wriggle your rights back from his hands, he'd warn you not to be so loud next time.
You already learnt your lesson though~ (Hopefully)
{How does he feel about your streams?}
Not everyone's the same, so if you were the shy soft streamer who does more art streams or something akin to a podcast, you can bet that Lucifer will be putting you on while he works, he kinda knows your streaming schedule at this point and if you were running late, he'd force one of his brothers to take over your dish washing duties or any chores you were stuck with
If you were the loud obnoxious meme type, hed still try to watch out of curiosity, and as much as he appreciates that you were getting comfortable here in Devildom with how you laugh and joke around, he still can't approve of it. Its too loud, its much like his brothers energy and he has enough of that already, so he probably doesn't watch as much.
He has countlessly came to your room to shush you and at this point your fans had made a compilation of each time Lucifer had barged in to tell you off
Look he likes it when you scream, but not when hes in the middle of work okay--
At this point, chat has deemed Lucifer as dad and you as their mom/dad.
If he ever catches wind of this he'd definitely be teasing you in private for centuries to come.
Overall fine with it, as long as don't do something stupid on stream.
* ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ Mammon*
{How did he know about your career?}
I would say he found out by him crashing into your streams midway but that's too predictable, hence why you've Mammon-proofed your bedroom during streaming hours!
Thanks to our wizard daddy, you have managed to cast a simple lock spell on your door and as well as a sound proofing
You love your broke idiot, but you did wanna keep the tone of your stream today a bit more chill, you wanted to have a proper Q&A with your fans to hopefully clear any bad vibes around your 3 month disappearance.
When Mammon has learnt your door was locked he definitely was a bit pissy, he knocked on your door loudly even and was calling out for you to let him in, but to no avail.
Bro he's scared.
He usually was allowed to enter, and you usually answered if you did need to be left alone for a bit, so just leaving him hanging got his mind racing and he had to press up his ear on the wooden door to try and hear if you were okay
When this continues on he finally resorts to getting help, but the only one in the house ws Levi, so he kicks down HIS door.
Levi boutta summon Lotan for interrupting him honestly
But as Mammon exclaim you weren't answering and he worried for your wellbeing, Levi rolls his eyes and scoffs,
"Idiot Mammon, they're streaming don't bother them…"
Streaming? why didn't you tell him???
Rude much.
He did huff and now was forcing his way to use Levi's PC for a moment
Can Levi stop him?
Nah.
He was busy on his console, and if he stood up now hed be breaking his world record so he was at a terrible state so he just resorts to threats of him drowning the Avatar of Greed if he does anything stupid on his PC.
He immediately logs in to your streaming platform and he watches for a bit,
You were more dolled up now just to look decent on stream, and he felt this jealousy rise as you interact with your chat, especially to those saying I love you's and stuff, and you even said it back? the audacity! You were his werent you? Were you replacing him with these nobodies?
He huffs as he realized that those who paid got their message highlighted, and thus, he starts donating. (Mind you this was Levi's account...)
"Mcccccc Open the dooorrr"
"Ill behave i promiseeeee"
"Cmon pleaseeee?"
Chat is c o n f u s i o n
NGL, they thought Mammon was a creepy stalker and red flags were being waved everywhere
but as chat was pondering who the hell he was, you can only sigh and look at the camera with that unamused expression, but ugh! you just KNOW hes doing that kicked puppy expression of his, and maybe it really wont be so bad
So you snap your fingers and say, "Okay MonMon, its open, Im giving you 3 seconds"
Mammon wasnt deemed to be the fastest out of his brothers for nothing
As soon as you got to '2', you were already tackled by the white haired male and chat went wild.
Now that you've shown your life in Devildom, maybe its time to introduce chat to your boyfriend no?
{How does he feel about your streams?}
You get paid to sit infront of a camera, do I have to say anything else?
But really though, as much as he enjoys the thought of getting so much cash from something so simple, he prefers the joy of being able to proudly exclaim that he was your first man!
ohhhh he thrives on the salt of your overly attached stans
but for those who fully support you, he always feels so mushy and shy when they say the ship you guys so hard
The fanarts has him WEAK (he may or may not have saved a few)
You usually do streams alone, but now you've allowed the door to be left open to let Mammon join whenever
Chat pogs when he enters with so much confidence, only for it to crumble when you kiss his cheek on stream.
Overall finds it fun to spend time with you, but just dont play scary games cause Lucifer might hang him upside down on stream.
* ▘▂▝ Leviathan*
{How did he know about your career?}
He is honestly the most attached to his D.D.D and he catches wind of almost anything going down in the internet, so your 'revival' being hyped up was something he definitely saw and he was just s wo o o ned
His Henry 2.0? a famous streamer?
Were you truly a blessing gifted upon him or was he dreaming?
He definitely didn't bring it up at first as he didn't wanna make it a big deal, but you notice hes been more in his head lately, and you have tried asking him what it was but to no avail.
You have to corner this little snake if you want answers and he eventually admits that he knew of your persona online and was incredibly shy to ask you to stream with him
He's a streamer himself afterall but maybe he doesnt stream as much as you do nor does he have as large of a following, so his intrusive thoughts attacked him and made him think that maybe since he wasnt as famous he didnt deserve to be in the same stream as you
Please tell him to join you and gib him kiss U3U
He'll absolutely m e l t
But now, as you make the announcement to your viewers and Levi to his, the internet explodes as a special collab stream was hapening between the expert gamer and avatar of envy of Devildom along with the beloved exchange student and streamer of the human realm
Your usual viewers reach between 10-15k, but as you start stream, that number boosts higher and beyond
Before streaming though, Levi was incredibly nervous, he'd picked the games for you to play that he knew you would enjoy with him, but his mind kept racing about whatthe fans thought, he didnt wanna disappoint them
But you had to remind him that whatever they say will not matter in the end as this was merely for fun, this was YOUR stream and you guys were gonna do what you want and nobody can have a say on it. (Maybe except Lucifer)
You usually talk for him with your bubbly personality, and to calm his nerves, he hs your pinky wraped around his where the camera can't see it.
Regardless, his thoughts subsided as you two delve into your stream that lasted a solid 7 hours, you definitely promised your chat that you and Levi will be doing more streams together from now on.
Once the cameras cut and yall are left alone, Both of you collapse on bed, and despite you being asleep already, Levi was just far too giddy as everything dwells on him.
Having a player 2 by his side now had never felt so intoxicating and he as just so lucky to have you.
{How does he feel about your streams?}
He obviously adores it, although some streams he wouldnt join just so he can play games on his own
He's still an introvert afterall, he needs his alone time
But he prefers that alone time with you, his Henry.
So when youre about to go stream, he kinda becomes a bit pouty, but with a simple promise of kisses (and maybe even more if youd like) he would let you go, but his attention would disappear from his game altogether.
He might just end up watching you instead
May or may not, at some point, just chat you and ask if its too late to join you
You do allow him to join you and play from the comforts of his room as both of you can simply play via internet, you give him the comfort to not turn on his mic or webcam either and you have no idea how he appreciates that.
Will definitely fight someone online when they start claiming you as theirs (-cough- stans) Please make sure it doesnt escalate to him summoning Lotan
Although the comments would often get to him, and as much as he can fight them online, he still does find himself pondering if they were true, so you need to give him a lotta lovin and reminder that he is your player 1 and no one else can ever fill that place.
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Wow 3 brothers this time, what an improvement, anyways hope yall enjoy! I think its pretty clear who I simp for depending o nthe length of each lol, but do let me know if you guys want a part 2 for the rest of the brothers, or even the undateables!
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Thank you, baby | Pt 3
Description/Summery: Turns out the boy whos been stalking you for years has decided its about time he shows his face in the form of a picture, and decides its time to talk to you for real, in the form of a phone call.
Thank you, baby Masterlist | Chapter Four
Pairing: JJK x Reader
Genre: Yandere, Smut.
Word count: 9.5k
Warnings: *Takes deep breath* Sex, fingering, cheating (If you were to ask Jeongguk) depictions of an extremely unhappy family life for the reader. Using poor baby Jeongguk. Impreg!Kink (Kinda if ya squint) Dom/Sub themes but you’ll have to tell me whos who cos I have no fucking idea. Jeongguk having no idea hes delulu. LOTS of angst and sadness for the reader. A LOT of open ended questions. The reader goes on the worst and most confusing date of her life. Im sorry I DONT BELIEVE IN HAPPY FICS FFS.
And of course a huge shout out to @guktro for the beautiful banner! Im sorry if I come crying to you to make one again for me sometime haha
Why the fuck was this so complicated, so many different brands and types. Why couldn't you just walk in, pick one up and be done with it. Some companies will do Anything to make a bit of money.
You sighed picking up a few different options before going to the cash desk to pay for the 4 different types of pregnancy tests. You couldn't be too careful. You needed to know and you needed to know as soon as possible and as accurately as possible.
You didn't miss the look that the man on the cash desk gave you. You could feel the judgement all over his face. How did he have the right to judge you. He had no idea you let your stalker fuck you into your bed while you begged for more. For all he knew you were in a loving relationship and wanted to be pregnant. Fuck him and his judging looks.
Where you overthinking this? Maybe it was the guilt you'd become accustomed to wracking your brain. You must have been wearing your annoyance on your face as the man was doing anything but look as he handed you your bag with a rather disgruntled look on his face. You'd like to say you didn't snatch it out of his hand and walk away as if you'd been verbally assaulted but that would be a huge lie. You couldn't help it. The last week had been the most stressful week of your life to date and that's even if you were to ignore everything going on with he who must not be named.
Your family life was in shambles. Your family was arguing over god knows what this time so your parents thought it was a great time to question you on your life choices thus far.
Truth of the matter was, your parents were pushy. From birth they pushed religion. They pushed marriage. They pushed abstinence. They pushed your life into the perfect idea of a Christian lifestyle and it just. Wasn't. You. You loved you mum and dad but with their constant disapproval of your lifestyle you had to start pushing them away a little bit.
You wouldn't class yourself as overly strong or overly determined, you were a little shy and didn't always know the right things to say. Growing up you always stood in the corners of party's and made sure you went as unnoticed as possible but you always made choices to do with your life that you wanted. Not the ones other people push upon you and you were always proud of that. You just wish your parents felt the same way.
And my God you wish she'd stop asking when you were going to find a man and have a baby. This just wasn't the week.
It was a constant reminder of what you had done. Your anxiety was through the roof already worrying about it and that was all your mum was asking about lately. 'Baby this, baby that'.
"Excuse me"
You jump as you're pulled out of your thoughts as the woman behind you was trying to get past. You'd stopped dead in your tracks getting caught up in your thoughts.
You needed to go home and you needed to find out if you were pregnant as soon as possible.
The walk home felt like it had taken hours but it had only been 10 minutes. Your mind drifting back to why you were in this situation in the first place. It's all you've been able to think about the past week and that was issue number two.
God you didn't want to think about it but it made you so weak. His cock was so big and thick. So hard and when he fucked you,God he was a whimper mess. The fact you took his virginity was not only so ridiculously fucked but it was so hot as well. You're not sure why but everytime you think about it being the first time he'd fucked anybody your pussy clench and you could feel it tingle.
It was disgusting of you.
You needed to date and you needed to do it quickly. You needed to have sex with somebody so you weren't thinking about him in anyway.
You haven't dated anybody in so long. You had flings growing up, you did everything you could to calmly rebel against your parents and that meant having sex. That was always the one thing you knew would annoy them.
It was childish of course but you were a teenager and you did lots of stupid things back then.
It was when jeongguk arrived on scene that you stopped dating. You were always too scared to leave the house in case he saw you or did something.
How things have changed since.
As you opened the door to your house you saw nothing out of the ordinary.
Everytime you came home you found yourself looking around for anything that had been changed or moved. You occasionally found yourself searching for him to see if he'd locked himself in your house again waiting for you. Since he'd become so much bolder you wouldn't put anything past him anymore. At one point you'd become complicit with him. Knowing he'd do nothing more than write stupid letters. You never imagined you were this wrong and even worse you would never have believed you would let it happen or even beg for it.
You shook your head once again trying to rid yourself of the thoughts. You dumped all the tests onto your coffee table trying to gather courage to take one. You didn't think you'd be this nervous. You were so busy thinking about taking one that you didn't once stop to think about what happens afterwards. What if it was positive, what if you were pregnant.
*buzz buzz*
You turned to look at your phone on your sofa and quickly answered it. Secretly glad it was there to distract you and my God did it deliver as a distraction.
Turns out work needed somebody to cover today and luckily you had absolutely nothing extremely important to do right now. You were up and out of your house quicker than you ever have for a shift that any other day you would usually have said no to.
He watched you leave. A little bit disappointed that he wasn't going to get to see you more today. You'd only just got home, he felt sad that you were so busy. He wanted you to be able to relax but no, you were running around everywhere. His poor baby. Maybe he should go in and run you a bath, with bubbles and candles. Yes that would be so romantic. That would make up for everything he did wrong that night. He'd felt so bad ever since. All he'd ever wanted was to be good for you but that night he was bad. He wasn't romantic at all.
He was worried that you'd think he was only in it for sex. He was trying to think of ways to be more romantic and this was a perfect time. He knew you'd love it and at least see that he was trying.
As he walked into your house he was becoming extremely familiar with the layout. He knew where your bathroom was and went straight to it.
No bubble bath.
Oh baby, why don't you ever make time for self-care. It made him sad, you were a queen. You should be pampered. You should never have to lift a finger and should be constantly in comfort and you didn't even have bubble bath. He needs to be better for you. He needs to start getting things right so he can worship you the way you always should have been and that starts with going to buy you some bubble bath. You'd be so proud of him if you could see his thought process. His smile beamed when he thought about how happy you would be when you got home.
As he walked back towards the front door he couldn't help but notice the mess on the table. Maybe just a small clean before he goes. So you don't have to bother with it when you get home. As he walked towards the table he noticed straight away what was there.
"You're pregnant, baby"
Of course. He came inside you. How could he be so stupid not to think that this could happen. All this time he was busy fantasising about that night. About how deep he was and how you begged he didn't even think about what could happen. He was so happy it did. You were going to have his baby. You'd be his forever. You'd never be able to leave and you'd forever be together. He was a good boy that night after all. He'd made you a family. He came so deep inside you he'd given you his baby. Fuck his cock was getting so hard thinking about it but no. No, now he had things he really had to do. He didn't know when you'd be back so he had to be so quick. Fuck you were going to have his baby. He was basking in the glory of the thoughts of it as he walked out the door ready to prepare for your new life as a family.
Work was hard but my god was it needed. When things are busy it does its job of taking your mind off everything but then, inevitability hit you. You couldn't stay at work for ever and soon you were going to have to go home, face facts and take a pregnancy test. You'd never had to take one before. You'd never got yourself in this situation. Always so careful that youd never had unprotected sex before. Maybe that's why he felt so good. That's why you could feel every inch inside you.
Shut up stop.
Before you knew it you were walking home in the dark again dreading what was to come and finding out what was going to be in your future.
As you opened the door you froze on your spot.
"Omg. Omg no"
As soon as your brain caught up with your body you dashed in picking the gifts up from your table.
"For our little baby"
A teddy, a child's Teddy. Baby clothes sprawled out everywhere along with flowers in a vase in the middle of the table.
He was here today. Today of all days and he thinks you're pregnant. You hadn't taken the tests so why was he so sure.
You grabbed the teddy holding a heart in its hands and threw it towards the wall shouting.
The vase of flowers followed going straight into the bin and as you went back to do the same with the clothes your anger started to bubble up inside.
Fuck him, what does he have to say this time. He's always got something to say doesn't he.
Your anger and fear were starting up strong. Your week seemed to go from bad to worse and there seemed to be no end. The phone he’d given you also left on the table with a message on the screen, so he did have something to say.
"Fuck, baby.
Were going to be a family. You're having my baby. I can't wait till we're living together in our cosy house. We have our baby cuddling together on the sofa. We will get to put them to bed.
Read the books.
Tuck them in tight and then make more.
We could have so many.
Everytime I cum inside you we could have a new little baby and you loved it so much when I came inside you I know we'd be making so many.
I'm so excited. I'll do everything for you. I'll make sure you're happy.
Make this the easiest pregnancy anybody has ever had.
I bought some things for them. We might as well start now
Can't wait to dress them up and give them all my love. Give you all my love.
I've been practising edging for you baby.
Learning so that I dont cum so fast the next time we make love. Fuck it hurts so much sometimes but I'm getting so much better. Everybody warned me that if I didn't have sex I'd be no good when I finally met my love. Little did they know I'd already met you.
I'm glad I didn't listen. Glad I had you to take my virginity. I don't care if I came fast, It was a gift I was able to give you and nobody else.
Next time I want you to tell me what you like. How you like to be fucked. I'll do it. I'll do it all for you.
Fuck baby I can't wait till you've got a baby belly.
I love you, can't wait to see you
Jk"
You squeezed the phone so hard in your hand you swore it could brake. Fuck him. Fuck this. You know you should never have let him fuck you but this was getting ridiculous. You didn't even know if you were pregnant.
That's right
You didn't even know.
Where did he put the tests?
You walk around your living room. No luck.
Not in your bedroom or your kitchen.
As you walk into the bathroom it smells beautiful. Raspberry you were sure. The lights were off but you could see the bubbled up bath in the reflection of the fairy light jars that were lit around it. They weren't yours. A towel was left out. It also wasn't yours. Right next to the bath were the pregnancy tests. You grabbed them and ripped them open using them straight away. You had been waiting to do this so you refused to go to the bathroom while you were at work. You couldn't risk not needing to go when you were finally ready to find out and while the anger rushed through your body, you knew you were ready to find out. You needed to know.
Holy shit why does this take so long. The box was lying. There was no way this was only 3 minutes. While you were waiting in the bathroom you pulled the plug on the bath, turned the lights on and the fairy light jars off.
The more you looked at what he did the angrier you got.
You watched the pregnancy test as one line appeared in the results window and you'd never felt more relieved as you did.
Negative.
It was negative.
You started to laugh picking it up making sure you were seeing it correctly. Your smile was huge. Bigger than you smiled in weeks. A weight had been lifted off your shoulders.
You weren't having a baby. You weren't having his baby.
Your laughs got a little louder as you walked from your bathroom to your bedroom but as you laid on your bed your laughs died down and you started to fall asleep. Faster than you had all week.
The loud banging in your door woke you up quickly. You fell asleep in your clothes. You're disgusting. You chuckled a little bit at yourself at the fact. It's the first time you've woken up without a huge sense of dread.
"I'm coming"
You shout towards your door as you rub your eyes. Thank god your house was small.
You slowly slouched out of bed dragging your feet to the door as you opened it, and as you do you're immediately pushed out of the way as your mother barged in past you.
"Morning lovely" she looked behind herself as she walked in realising you weren't magic and actually had to open the door to let her in. Typical. She's all bright and happy this morning.
"What on earth do you look like"
Nevermind.
"Hunny, you'll never find a man if you walk around looking like that on a day to day basis"
"Hi mum lovely to see you"
You pushed the door shut as you walked back into the room to look at her.
"What're you doing here?"
You didn't want to sound rude but it wasn't like her to show up randomly uninvited. Even if most of the time she invites herself.
"Aren't i allowed to come see my daughter"
She holds her arms out waiting for you to give her a hug, you accept the gesture. You could really do with one to be honest. Sadly this hug was cut short.
"____, what on earth?"
You were pushed forward as she turned you around
"Are you?"
"Omg no, I'm not mum its"
She walked forward past you and picked up the baby clothes jeongguk had left there. You were so mad at yourself for not moving them but you had no idea your mother would be around in the morning. Fuck how do you explain this away.
"For our little baby" your mum read the little bit of card that came with the teddy.
Fuck fuck fuck.
"Its not mine it's for one of the girls at work."
"You're having a baby with a girl from your work. Hunny I didn't even know you were"
"Mum stop omg. Its not 'Ours'"
How do you explain this away?
"It's from her boyfriend"
Sketchy cover up but it should do
"And you have it because?"
"Because he's getting everything together. He's going to try and surprise her"
Y'know what, that lie was pretty good actually.
"Oh well that's good, you'll be free for a date with Jae tomorrow night then"
Wait what.
Why did your mother always insist on hooking you up with people.
"Mum i'm working tomorrow night"
That was absolutely a lie but it's a good go to when you wanna get out of something.
"No you aren't you messaged me 4 days ago telling me you were free. That's when I planned it"
Fuck
You spent the next half an hour having the usual 'I don't need to go on dates' conversation with her until you gave up. Infact, maybe. Just. Maybe. It could be a good thing. You've been saying you need to meet somebody. Get you away from your thoughts of Jeongguk. This could be the perfect way to do it. You wouldn't be caught dead saying it outloud but, maybe your mother's right.
You always debated in your mind telling your family about your situation, maybe they could help and fix everything but to put it nicely, your relationship with your family was very mood dependent. You loved your Mum and your Dad but they only really showed love back to you when you were doing exactly what they wanted you to do. You never took on their religious beliefs. You never wanted to get married and have babies, Ugh babies, thinking about them still makes you feel a little bit sick. They weren’t extreme christians like some of the people you met growing up but it was enough to get in the way of your relationship with them. Your sister followed in their path and became an extremely devout christian. Your sister… huh… it's been awhile since you've seen her or even spoken to her. She's far too busy with her life to check in on you.
You remember bringing it up to her, just once. That you thought somebody was following you around but she paid no mind, telling you that you were being ridiculous and that's what stopped you telling anybody else. You wanted to go to the police but what would they say or do, without evidence there was nothing. You had the notes and you kept them all just in case but things just kept going and you never made the move to taking action. Can you imagine trying to do it now? After everything you've done. You’d be just as much to blame as him.
“Honey, do you?”
“Do I eh-” Your Mum pulled you out of your thoughts. It's not exactly odd behavior for you, she always commented on how you go caught up in your dreams. If only she knew it was more along the lines of dread, “-Sorry, do I what?”
“Do I tell him to message you, i've already given him your number and told him where you live, he should be coming to pick you up tomorrow night”
“That kind of leaves me with no choice doesn’t it”
You pick yourself up off your feet and walk to the kitchen to make yourself and your mum a drink. It's not like she was going to leave any time soon. When she came round she liked to divulge in everything going on in everybody in your family's life. It was actually kinda nice when she was on one of her good days and having people in your house took you off edge a little bit. It felt, safer.
Jungkook really wishes he wasn’t watching in on your house at this very moment. He noticed you talking to a woman through the window. You don’t usually wake this early, what else had he missed. The baby clothes were still on the table and he couldn’t help but smile. You loved them as much as he did. He was quickly drawn away from his happiness when he hears the conversation you're having with the woman he recognizes as your Mum. For the first time in a very long time he had a distaste towards her. You’re going on a date? You’re cheating on him? You would never do that if it wasn’t for her. She was so controlling over you. He couldn’t help the tear that was falling down his face.
No, no way was he going to let you make this mistake. You’d feel so guilty if you knew how he felt about this. You were just saying this to make your Mum happy right. You weren’t actually going to go date somebody else. Jae. The name was on the forefront of his mind. Fuck Jae. There's not a chance he's going to get anywhere near you. He's not going to let him come in and destroy his relationship. His family.
You were having a baby. His heart warmed for the 1000th time thinking about it turning quickly into a scowl. No. No this wasn’t happening. He felt something he’d never felt before regarding you. He felt threatened. So many people had come on to you before but you’d never entertained it so he never had to worry. Even if he occasionally made sure they would leave you alone for good just for good measure to help you out. Now, now you were entertaining it and his heart hurt, even if you were only doing it for her. Her, how dare she do this. This needs to stop, he had to do something about it before his heart broke in half. He didn’t know if he should scream or cry, turns out he was doing both as he walked away from your window back to his home wondering how he would fix this situation as well as the witch that was your mother.
Your day went pretty quickly. It was so nice having somebody to talk to, taking your mind off everything that had happened, even if it was just for a day. It was also so nice just getting to talk to your Mum without having arguments over this and that and babies and husbands and making the right choices in life and wearing the right clothes. The last time you spoke to her wasn’t pleasant so you’re glad you could just sit back and forget about it. It makes you feel like maybe you could trust her with everything. Someday. Not just yet.
Before you knew it, it was 6 o’clock. It had been 9 hours and you were still in your pajamas cuddled up with a hot chocolate watching TV with your Mum. You were actually kinda sad when she told you that she had to get back to your Dad so when she left you gave her a huge hug and you felt the warmth coming from her. Maybe things could be good with you guys after all.
As you said goodbye you plonked yourself back on your sofa, and just sat in silence. Thinking of nothing. Your mind was blank and you welcomed it pleasantly. You hoped things could stay this simple just for a little while but when you opened your eyes reality hit you straight away. The baby clothes are still sitting on the table bringing you back to the state of sadness. You didn’t know if you should shout or cry, turns out you were doing both as you walked back to your bedroom wondering how you mood could so easily switch. Your emotions were all over the place and they had been your entire life. They’re what got you into this mess in the first place. Not being able to control your emotions.
You wiped the gentle tears that had fallen down your face and started to look in your wardrobe for if there was anything you could wear on your date. You didn’t know where you were going or who you were going with but it was just something to take your mind off all the shit and make you feel that happy feeling again, and it worked. The rest of the night you spent with yourself, playing around with your make-up, trying on different outfits until eventually it was time to go to sleep ready for the day ahead of you.
Your phone must have buzzed about half a million times waking you from your sleep, one was the alarm you forgot to turn off for work but the others confused you. As you look at the clock on your bedside table it reads 8am. Who the hell was messaging you at 8am. You groaned as you pulled your phone up from the floor where it was charging. A phone call. Usually you don’t answer unknown numbers but you were far too tired to even think about it as you answered the call whilst also rubbing your eyes trying to wake up.
“Hel-” You start coughing warming up your voice “-Hello”
“Oh Hi, is this ___”
“Is it” You lay on your back on your bed keeping the phone to your ear.
“Oh good, Hello its, Jae”
“Oh, oh sorry I completely forgot”
“Its okay I probably woke you, I just wanted to call to let you know I’ll be picking you up around 6 Oclock and i'll be taking you for food. Thought it would be best to let you know what would be going on for tonight”
You couldn’t help the smile that crept on your lips, he seemed sweet.
“Oh, thank you very much Jae, I look forward to it”
There wasn’t much more to the conversation, just your simple ‘It will be nice to meet you’ and that kind of thing before you hung up on each other.
As you pulled the phone down and smiled to yourself, you felt hope for the first time. This was going to be good. You knew it.
As you wake yourself up fully you pull yourself to the bathroom to go to the toilet and brush your teeth. It was only as you were brushing your teeth you notice the phone with the message symbol at the top of the notifications. You grab it with your free hand and start to read it.
“Baby, Other men aren’t good for you.
They’ll never look after you the way I can.
I know you don’t really wanna cheat on me, you were just trying to make your mum happy but think of us. Think of the baby. Our baby. God, I can’t wait.
I’ll come round tomorrow night so i can see you. I’ll be at yours for about 7 O'clock. We can talk about everything.
Plan names for the baby, take your mind off everything
I'll make sure your mother never forces anything on you ever again.
I'll run you another bath. I hope you liked it, I hope it made you feel relaxed.
I'll show you how no other man can do for you what I can.
I'm not very good in bed yet but i'm learning for you.
I hope that's not why you're seeking other men, I hope it's not because I was a bad boy. I'm a good boy. I promise I've been learning how to make you feel good.
I’ve watched so much porn, read so many books just looking for different things I know you might like.
I can show you, you can tell me. Just let me know what you want me to learn.
I'm yours to use a mold into the perfect partner, perfect play thing if that's what you want.
I'll come see you.
Surprise you.
I promise
JK
Of course he knew, why wouldn't he. He knows everything about your life. Why would this be any different? He wasn't going to ruin your mood. He was going to come tonight? Let him. You'd be out on your date anyways so why would it matter. He wasn't going to hang around for hours waiting for you to get back. He never did. From what you've noticed whenever he comes to you house its small intervals or purposefully when you're at work
No, he's not going to ruin yet another thing for you. Infact. Fuck him completely. You take the phone and run it under the tap that you're brushing your teeth under and spit the rest of your toothpaste from your mouth directly on the phone. You were done with him.
From a fast and interesting day yesterday to a slow and nerve wracking one today. You couldn't concentrate on much. You'd put so much pressure on yourself that tonight was going to go well. He seemed sweet on the phone but he knew your mother. That could only mean bad news to you. She didn't expand her circles far so that means he's a son of a friend or she randomly pulled somebody from the street in desperate need to get somebody to date you. Both seem equally likely. She's done it before, you don't doubt that she'd do it again. You could help but keep checking the clock. Not wanting to start getting ready too early but panicking that you might leave it too late. How do you do dates again?Ugh. As much as you always wanted to find somebody to share your life with, dating was always the worst part, you went back and forth from watching tv, playing games on your laptop flicking through youtube that at 4 Oclock you thought it might be a good time to get dressed and sorted.
Hair? Done, you decided to go with the complete opposite of how you would usually have it. Doing nothing made it look like you weren't making an effort in your head, not that he’d know how you would usually have it.
Clothes? Casual, jeans and a nice top. The classic. Dresses and skirts were never really your thing. Not for a first date anyways. You want to show him who you really are and wearing something overly fancy felt a little bit disingenuous. You kept switching between tops but finally settled on a slightly V-necked black top. Nothing fancy but enough to be just a tiny bit cheeky. You were hoping this date could go somewhere. Somewhere that would take your mind of JK.
It wasn’t long until there was a knock at your door and you couldn’t help the butterflies forming in your stomach. It wasn’t him that made you nervous. It was the entire idea of a blind date.
You took a deep breath as you opened the door and there he was.
He was adorable. Floppy blonde hair falling in front of his face, round glasses that cover all of his face and magnify his small eyes to you, he was dressed smart, jeans and a shirt. He had given you a fantastic first impression. God you hoped more than ever that this date was going to go well. In his hands were flowers, Red roses, one of your favourite flowers.
He reached them out towards you gently handing you the flowers.
“___, You look lovely”
Your smile filled your face as you took the flowers.
“Jae, lovely to meet you. Thank you”
You blushed so hard. You could feel your face heat up. You couldn’t believe it. You don’t blush. Ever. This was too good to be true for you.
He was such a lovely person. He drove, that was always a plus and when he opened your side of the car door first, you ticked off your list of imaginary perfection as you settled in. He made small talk. Nothing too serious. Not enough to really get to know him but enough to stop the drive being awkward. Where did your Mum find him? You can't believe you're enjoying the company of somebody your Mother suggested.
As you rocked up to where you were eating you were surprised. It wasn't some fancy restaurant but a small quaint cafe that sold food as well. It was cute but busy. You supposed that meant it was good.
He walked you in and you both sat at the very back of the cafe and started to order your food. Jae ordered for you, you usually wouldn’t like that but you know he was just trying to be polite so you let it slide. Besides he knew the food here much better than you did so it would be a good idea to take his recommendation.
The date was going well. He told you he was in fact the son of one of your parents friends from the church. When he mentioned being religious you’d be lying if you said you weren't slightly thrown off. You had nothing against religious people but you wanted your life to be separated from it but, I guess if the guys were nice enough it was never going to be a deal breaker for you. He talked about how his parents and your parents and a few of the other church goers children all became friends and were a close group growing up. You don’t know why but, that kinda made you sad. Like you were left out. It didn’t help the part of you that always felt like a loner growing up. You hadn’t become a part of your parents church life growing up because you wanted to distance yourself but when that's all your family really did, it did leave much more for you to do. You spent most of your days listening to music in your bedroom. You remember one time you decided to go to your parents get togethers. It was boring, you stood there in the corner not really talking to anybody. You left very early on telling your parents you weren't feeling well. You knew it was your choice to not be involved in any of this but, that didn't stop you from feeling left out.
“Oh, hey Jae”
You heard a voice that sent shivers down your spine and your eyes bugged out.
“Oh Jeongguk, Hey how are you doing?”
As you turned your head there he was, walking towards your table. Your mouth felt like it had been sewn shut. What the hell was he doing here. How did he even know you’d be here. Panic started to set into you as you turned back around to Jae about to speak. About to explain to him tha… Wait. Did they just say each other's names?
“___, This is Jeongguk”
He went to sit down next to Jae across from you. How long had you been silent? Surely Jae could see the complete confusion and concern written across your face, but it wasn't Jae who addressed it.
“___, Are you okay, it's good to see you”
“Oh, you know ___?”
“Yeah, of course we go way back, ever since we”
“We met-” You had to stop him talking. You didn’t know him well enough to know what he was going to say but you knew it wouldn’t be good”-we met through work”
Your voice must have been louder than you were anticipating since when you spoke, Jae seemed to jump a little bit.
Jeongguks face fell. He seemed so disappointed in what you had said proving to you that he was indeed going to say something else.
“No, we met through your mums church group remember ___”
What the fuck, how did Jeongguk know about your mums church group and why was he even here.
“Ahem, Jeongguk. I’m on a date, what are you doing here”
It felt strange addressing him this way. This is somebody you’d slept with and this was the first time you’d had a true conversation with him that wasn't over the phone or wasn’t you screaming at him, im pleasure or annoyance. He was wearing a soft looking pink jumper and black ripped jeans. He looked adorable.
“Oh, sorry ___, I invited him-” He looked back towards Jeongguk and smiled “Church rules that on dates you should always bring somebody along you know, to make sure nothing gets to inappropriate”
Your confusion was deepend. Jae and Jeongguk knew each other. Jeongguk knew about your parents church groups. He was supervising your date. Your confusion lasted about 46 seconds until it hit you. It hit you and my god did it make you feel sick to your stomach.
“You’re part of my parents church group”
His face didn’t feel familiar before now but now, now you can ever so slightly place it.Him sat in the pews of his parents church. It's not much but it's something.
“___, Are you okay you seem off”
Jae, the poor boy must be so confused. You’re usually a better actor than this but you were just figuring out things that you’d never known before. How long has he really been around for. Does he know your family? Did he set all of this up?
“Jae, we don’t need a chaperone. Were both adults here”
“Oh but isn’t that the problem, wouldn’t want this to turn into anything else would we. You’re a very pretty girl ___”
At that you could see Jeongguk clench his jaw and raise his voice ever so slightly.
“Pro-life or Pro-Choice Jae”
Jeongguk just looked at Jae and gave a twisted smile. You were about to stop this entire shambles of a date and scream at Jeongguk when Jae gave his answer.
“Life of course Jeongguk, what a weird question”
“Wait what” You shook your head looking at Jae extremely surprised by his answer. There's a lot of things you can overlook in a person but this opinion wasn’t one of them
“___, you’re not really pro-choice are you. That's not what God intended”
That was it. You weren’t dealing with this shit anymore. Why would you get your hopes up for anything in your life anymore. You screamed at Jae for his ignorance as he decided to leave. Leaving you stood there angry. Breathing heavy as tears rolled down your face.
“And you. Get the fuck out of my face”
A once smiling Jeongguk was now looking in despair. He couldn’t believe you had directed your anger towards him; he didn’t understand what did he do? He got you out of this mess. That's what you wanted
“I thought I told you I never wanted to see you again. This is your fault. This is all your fucking fault.”
“Baby, I was just trying to help you, trying to get you out of this date. Trying to stop you cheating on me you’d regret it so bad baby especially since were having a baby”
You were frozen in anger and bewilderment. How did he still think of you and him this way. What more did you have to do or say to make him understand that you and him have never been a thing, and why the fuck was he still going on about you having a baby. He knows everything in the world about you but not the fact that you weren’t pregnant.
“Jeongguk, I am not and will never be having. Your. fucking. Baby”
Every word was punctuated with anger laced in venom. Hand coming across his face as you slapped him. Tears rolling down his face. Hand pressed against where your hand had just been. You didn’t feel bad. You didn’t feel sorry. Even if there were lots of people watching the disaster unravel at your table. You didn't care.
You turned around and you ran. You ran away as fast as you could away from all of this.
Two hours had passed. First you just walked. Walked down the streets, tears falling down your face. You didn’t know what to do or where to go. Nowhere was safe for you. Especially not your home. Maybe you could go see your Mother. Maybe you could tell her and she would understand. No, not yet,besides did she know Jeongguk? He knew Jae, he knew your family's life. He was part of it somehow. You needed answers from somebody, maybe she could help and give you answers to guide you on what to do. You had some many questions in your head and so you just walked and walked and so you continued walking until the tears stopped falling and you were in front of your doorstep at your house. It was dark and foggy outside. You looked at your phone and saw your missed calls of your mum and dad. Maybe they heard about what had happened and wanted to make sure you were okay. You didn’t feel like talking. You’d call them tomorrow.
As you turned the door handle to your front door and walked into your house there he was. Stood there, flowers in his hands. Red roses and Yellow sunflowers. How did he know. He always managed to one up everybody else because he just knows everything. Just like the question he asked Jae. He knew exactly what to ask and what to say to really make your blood boil and that's what really made you hate him. He could use everything he knew against you where you've only just learnt his name
“Get out”
You hadn’t even got in the house yet and you were walking towards him screaming. You needed this night to be over you needed it all to stop.
“Baby please”
He looked so fragile. How dare he look that way after everything he's done. Pink jumper making him look so soft and small but that is not it. That wasn’t him at all.
“Jeongguk get the fuck outta”
Your words were cut off as he slammed you against the wall. It hurt, there was so much force. You were shocked. You didn’t expect him to do that and you didn’t expect him to be so strong. For the first time in a long time. You were scared of him.
“Baby is okay I forgive you. I forgive you baby I know you didn’t mean to slap me, it was my fault”
He pushed his forehead up against yours looking deep into your eyes. You didn’t know what to say. You had no more tears left to cry. You were so scared to say anything so you let him ramble on.
“Baby girl is all gonna be okay. I'm sorry as well okay. I should have trusted you. Should have known you wouldnt cheat me. I know you would have dealt with him but when he called you pretty. I lost it. Needed you to hear the one thing I knew you’d hate about him”
His knowledge on you was insane. Nobody knew you this well. Nobody paid so much attention to you.
“I got needy, Needed you to know nobody is better for you than me but its okay now. It's all okay”
He started stroking your hair as he was talking. You were lost. Stuck in his touch.
“Its okay about the baby. We can try again. Is that why you were in such a weird mood? God I wish i’d have known, you bad mood makes so much sense now baby but It's okay, its okay. We can try until you really do get pregnant”
His words snapped you out of it. No, no this wasn’t going to happen again. You pushed him off you ready to scream when you heard a knock and a shout at the door
*Thud Thud Thud* “___, Open this door. Open this door right now”
Your mom's voice ran through the house. What on earth was she doing? And before you knew it she opened the door, looking straight at you and Jeongguk staring at each other.
“___-” she looked side to side trying to figure out what was going on”-Jeongguk”
“You fucking know him”
You didn’t mean to swear at her. Usually you wouldn't. She’d understand later when you explained. Or at least you thought.
“Don't you dare talk to me like that!-” She pointed at you stalking towards you as she yelled “Not after everything you did tonight. I've had Jaes parents on the phone telling me what a rude a vial little girl you were”
“I'm not a little girl”
Little girl. You were in your mid twenties and yet when your parents were mad at you they would both refer to you as a little girl. It was your most hated phrase you’d ever heard come out of anybody's lips.
“How dare you ruin yet another chance of being a normal nice person”
You shouldnt be hurt by her words but you were. This wasn’t the first time you heard her say such a thing and it still stung as bad as the first time. Maybe it was because of the day you had with her yesterday. Why did you think for a second she'd be calling you because she cared. Because she was worried. All she was ever worried about was how you made her look to other people. Your lip started to quiver as a tear ran down your cheek, yet again filled with disappointment. Knowing you were such a disappointment
“Mum ple-”
“Shut up. You go around. You bring shame on us all. Me, your father, your sister. Why can’t you just settle down and have a child. Find a man and give up this pathetic excuse of a life. You’re never going to find somebody to love you if you don't start acting appropriately”
You wanted to shout back but another voice cut you off. A calm but menacing voice
“Don’t you ever speak to her like that. Ever again”
You mum stops looking at you for the first time since she started shouting and gives all her attention to Jeongguk who walks towards the door.
“For your information I love her no matter what and I always will. We’re trying for a baby, we were actually going to until you rudely interrupted walking in uninvited.” You saw your mum scoff at that. She may have wanted you to have a baby but she also didn’t like the idea of you having sex before marrage and as much as you hated everything Jeongguk was saying. You couldn’t help but get a rise out of her reaction as well.
Jeongguk kept talking to your mother about something that you weren’t understanding. You were too busy thinking about what she was saying. You felt beaten and destroyed. Your life wasnt working out, she was right. Maybe you should just find a man and have a baby and do what everybodys been telling you to do all these years.
You started crying eyes close until you felt a pair of lips on your own. Jeongguk. You pushed him away straight away in shock. You couldn’t do this. Couldn't deal with it all and yet in your haze. Behind your tears you find yourself pulling him back.
Your mum thought you should have a baby. Fine, you would and luckily there was a man in front of you more than willing to provide.
His mouth clashed against yours. He was soft and slow but you wanted him to be rough with you. You wanted him to kiss you until you couldn’t think anymore. It was messy, mainly on your end. You could tell he was trying not to get carried away. You needed to speed this up.
“Jeongguk” You pulled on the back of his hair making him look you in the eyes. They were glassy. Full of adoration. Just where you needed him.
“Fuck a baby into me”
His groan was loud as he grabbed you kissing you harder. It was messy. You could tell he hadn't done this before but it was turning you on so much. He was yours to defile and corrupt. He was yours to take away the pain of the night. If he was going to cause you so much pain then he’d also be the one to fix it.
“Can I take you to your bed baby, can we do this right?”
He words were shaky. That confidence he once had was gone. You took his hand and pulled him towards your bedroom and threw him on the bed straddling him grinding yourself on him. Your lips attacked his again and Jeongguks hands were all over your body exploring you.
“Wait please wait ___”
As he stopped you, you sat up and looked down at him. He looked so helpless it was adorable.
“We need to do it right this baby, I wanna make you feel so good. Make love to you while we make baby”
You wanted to lie to yourself and say his words meant nothing to you. Wanted to believe you were only doing this to get back at your mum but you’d be lying. He turned you on so much and no matter how much you know he shouldn’t you can’t stop it. You can’t control it.
“How do you want me baby?”
“Take your top off please, wanna play with your tits. Wanna play with you so bad.”
You do as he says straight away, throwing it across the room. He's slow and hesitant but your patience is wearing thin. His words shooting straight to your core making your underwear so wet is was uncomfortable. You grab both his hands and hurry them towards your breasts making him squeeze them.
Next thing you knew you were on your back and he was on top of you
“Stop”
His voice was demanding and firm and you immediately stopped watching him above you stare into your soul.
“I’m not rushing this baby please. Please don't make me rush this”
He’s kissing down your neck towards your nipple kissing around it dragging his tongue over it. You can’t help the gasp that leaves your lips as he attaches his mouth slightly grazing your nipple with his teeth.
“Don't want- *slurp*- Don't want you - *Ughh* - to be mad at me baby*
He talks while wetly slurping and moaning around your nipple. Its like he'd never seen tits before yours and it's only as he does to play with the other one you remember that he probably hasn’t
“Wanna be a good boy for you-*Ughh* wanna make you cum*
“If you wanna make me cum Jeongguk your gonna have to touch me”
His eyes look up towards you not removing your nipple from his mouth until his next words.
“Call me baby, call me your good boy”
“Baby touch me”
Why were his words having such an effect on you? You'd never heard a man moan the way he his as he quickly rushed his hands down your jeans into your underwear as he attempts to finger you, His finger was dry and rough so it hurt
“Baby, baby stop stop”
He looked scared when you asked him to stop
“Don't make me stop please ___ I dont wanna stop”
He tries to push his finger in deeper as you grab at his wrist and stop him
“You’re to eager baby calm down-” You sit up. Him moving to his knees, hands still firmly in your jeans stroking your pussy, making you slightly light headed as you unbutton your jeans and pull them down to your knees so you could open your legs.
You laughed when his eyes went down towards where his fingers were deep inside you groaning and moaning. God you missed his moans so much you kissed him. Wanted them all for yourself. His untrained kisses were so cute and soft and before he knew it you pulled his finger out of you and pushed it between your lips wrapping your tongue around his finger.
“Gotta get it wet first baby”
He couldn’t take his eyes off your tongue and it made you giggle.
You kept your hand on his as you guided it back down to your entrance, with your finger still against his you pushed it inside of you and your head luls back. His pretty tattooed fingers were so long your eyes rolled back and you let out a long moan.
“Rub me there omg Jeongguk your fingers are so long”
You pushed your finger up in turn making him push his up and you're in ecstasy very quickly.
“Oh god yes it feels so good”
You could see him shuffling on the bed, his legs either side of the arm that was holding you up and then you felt him. Felt him grind against you as his fingers were still working inside you along with your own.
The position was awkward but fuck was it hot. He couldn’t help but grind against you for friction.
“Fuck you needy baby so needy”
Your faces were level with each other as you looked towards him to watch him hump your lower arm and he looked in pain.
“Baby you can fuck me now if you want”
Suddenly you were thrown back again on the bed as Jeongguk pushed his fingers in deep making you scream.
“Yess, scream for me please. Am I being a good boy?”
“Jeongguk youre such a good boy fuck”
His speed was relentless, he might not be the best kisser or the best and starting out but when he got started he really knew what he was doing.
“I've watched so much porn for you baby, wanted to learn. Did you get my texts, are you proud of me?”
You weren't coherent anymore. His fingers were so deep you could feel it tingling in your toes. You grabbed the bedsheets and you screamed for him. You couldn't focus on saying anything.
“Baby, pleaseeeee”
His wined so loud as he rubbed your insides pushing another finger in and you were gone. Cumming all over his fingers your body was jumping all over the place as the pleasure exploded inside of you.
You had no rest, Jeongguk didn't get his answer and he was desperate for his answer.
He flipped you onto your stomach and pulled your top off and the rest of your pants down as he climbed on top of you pushing his cock into your entrance.
“Tell me you're proud of me baby. Tell me you're proud. Tell me your proud FUck. PLEASE”
His pace was relentless and you were trapped between his legs. Only thing you could do was lie there and take the pleasure he was giving you. You’d forgotten how thick his cock was. He filled you up so good you could barely breathe.
“So proud of you baby. You’re a good boy”
“Your good boy AHhha Yes yes fuck, Your good boy”
You’d never been fucked so hard and rough. His hands were firmly placed on your hips as he thrust in and out of you. You couldn't control what your body was doing anymore. Your legs in the air behind him as you raised your hips ever so slightly, inviting him even deeper inside of you.
“Fuck baby im sorry, its so. Different when. Its FUCK. you I wanna cum, wanna cum. Wanna fill you up and make a baby with you.”
There it was. Exactly what you were here for.
“Fuck yes baby boy give me your cum, give me all your cum. Get me pregnant, give me your baby Yesss Shiiit!”
You were so loud. You’d never been this loud before in your life during sex but you couldn’t help it. You needed him. Needed his cum.
“No mistress you first. You need to cum first. Need to feel it on my cock for the first time. Claim my cock fuckkkk its all yours to claim
Did he just call you that? He was so fucking kinky… He'd never called you anything like that before and now you were dripping so much it was making such a mess You could hear it every time he fucked in and out of you. You thought about him cumming inside of you and you remember the last time he did it. So warm fuck you wish youd have basked in it longer. Let yourself enjoy him filling you up. Fuck, why were you doing this again. Thought completely clouded by the idea of being filled with him to a point you could feel your orgasam rushing through you yet again. Your screams could match a porn star right now and Jeongguk wasn't faring much better either. His moans are so cute and high pitched above you. Fuck he was cute. So fuck sexy.
You turned your head to look at him as he fucked you. He was straddling you. Pink Jumper still on jeans pulled down ever so slightly letting his cock impale you. How can stombody look so cute while the fuck you so hard.
“Claim me baby-” His eyes moved from where you were joined towards your eyes looking up at him and his hips stuttered. You could tell he was trying to hard not to cum there and then “-Claim your good boys cock by cumming all over it”
You couldn’t deny that cute face as you threw your face into the bed as your orgasam rushed over your body making your pussy spasm all around Jeongguks cock. The pleasure was immeasurable as you screamed your cries of pleasure into the covers feeling Jeongguk follow behind you filling you up. You pushed your ass into him as he came determined to savour the feeling of him cumming inside you this time. It prolonged your orgasam to new levels as you felt him pulse just as much as you were. Fuck you were in bliss. You’ve never cum like that. Never been fucked till you couldn’t think and never have you been fucked so that you fall asleep as soon as your pussy stopped twitching
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Manager!Seijoh Part 2
a/n: lmao this is kinda weird for me but i think this was an interesting request so lets try it!
for more seijoh content, check this masterlist out!
lowkey kyotani kentaro typa beat but you gotta squint (??)
also warning! angst!
anon request: Hii! I just read the seijoh manager headcannon you wrote, it made me cry so much, i love those seijoh boys so much, and you are such an amazing writer! I dont know if requests are open or not but i was wondering what would happen if the boys ever find out what happened to reader cha? If requests aren’t open or if you just don’t want to write about it, I completely understand! Thank you for your wonderful writing again! Stay safe!
the stageplay was *chefs kiss* like MY MANS IWA WAS SERVING LOOKSSSS
soooooo
this might get really angsty idk so just a warning in advance
anyways
i mentioned in the earlier part that no one really knew what happened to you
so this one is when they DO find out what happened and what theyre gonna do about it
so first off, kyoken was basically the only one who saw you that day and saw how badly you looked
the thing is, at that current moment, he didnt really know the reason why and what happened
he had theories that you got jumped or you just got into an accident
but he was prettttttyyyy sure you got beat up
so you went home and rushed to yanno, take a shower and get your wound treated and cleaned so that it would heal bc you really cannot afford to let the boys see that
they would think of the worst at the smallest sight of blood on you and you really didnt want to deal w that chaos at the moment
you cant let them get suspended from school since they were going to interhigh soon and you cant let oikawa and the boys ruin their reputations just for you
a first year girl theyve just met
it was kinda hard to rinse all of the milk from your hair but you were able to at least get the smell out and clean up your mess
then you looked in the mirror and saw faint handprints around your throat from that girl miyo and you cringed as you touched it
‘jesus christ, seriously what does she eat? bricks?’
after your clothes were in the wash, you went to bed to get homework done and also looking up how to use the concealer to hide your bruises
you didnt really own any makeup but your mom has some so you could just use that
during dinner, you wore a turtleneck to prevent any suspicion from happening but you couldnt really hide the big gash on your face
‘y/n, what happened!’
‘i was dumb and accidentally fell up the stairs’
your parents shared a chuckle bc theyve actually seen you do this before so it was easy to believe the lie
‘darling, do we need to get you glasses? it seems your sight has worsened’
‘haha’
you went along with the joke but you weren’t eating and just pushed your food around
‘y/n? is the food not good?’
your mother asked but you shook your head with a convincing smile
‘its good! i just had some meat buns with the team earlier and i ate a lot so im still full’
you cursed at yourself for making it sound so rehearsed but you were relieved when your mother nodded
the next morning, you were satisfied with the reduced puffing of your face and you snuck into your parents bathroom where her makeup bag would be
as you held up the concealer, you started getting anxious because this was not the same shade as your skin and it would definitely raise suspicion if you had a different color on your neck than the rest of your body
you already planned to blame your wound as acne that you accidentally scratched but what were you going to do with the handprints?
the website you read said that it would take at least a day for them to fade
so you decided youd just wear a scarf and pretend you were cold
kunimi was confused as to why you had a scarf bundled around your neck and his eyes even widened at the sight of the bandaid on your face
‘y/n! what-!’
he shot up from his seat and your eyes widened before hissing at him to sit down
‘what happened to you?!’
he worriedly asked but you waved him off with a small smile
‘acne. this was the only available bandaid in my house so i had to work with this’
kunimi might be a lazy little shit but he was observant
and he noticed the way you said that sentence
it was like a robot
like a robot programmed to say what was written on its script
but before he could press on further, you already pointed out that the teacher was coming in and to hush so you could listen
the entire time, kunimi was awake alright, but he was too busy looking at you and a bright red thing that poked from the edge of your bandaid
kindaichi went to your classroom for lunch and you had to repeat your excuse for him but he pointed at another thing
‘why are you wearing a scarf? its like burning in here’
you didnt look at him as you just opened your bento
‘being in your period causes your temperature to fluctuate and cause unexplainable chill at even the hottest places’
okay what
they both shared a look and just shrugged, blaming it on your time of the month for the way you spoke with no emotion in your tone
this had to be the longest school day of your life
the whole time the scarf remained on and kunimi cant help but notice your flinches at the smallest of sounds
finally practice arrived and you really thought you could pull this off until oikawa barreled straight towards you and hugged you tightly
‘y/n-chan! you okay?! oikawa-senpai was so worried for you!’
you cringed but nodded
‘im okay, oikawa-san’
‘senpai, y/n-chan! call me senpai!’
‘im not going to feed into your kink, oikawa-san’
*cue everyone busting a lung*
‘y/n, what’s the-’
‘acne. only bandaid available in my house’
eventually, everything was fine
you were still cracking jokes w the others and you were still laughing w them so kunimi and kindaichi were at ease
but that shattered when oikawa was being oikawa and was being all touchy and bothering you about the scarf around your neck that he ended up pulling it off and he saw the marks
he was silent, just staring at them
ofc you were freaking out and you started breathing heavily
oh god he found out and he was going to hurt them
‘o-oikawa-senpai, listen, it’s not what it-’
‘y/n’
his voice made your eyes shut in fear and the others crowded around you and they all had scandalized looks on their faces
‘is this why you werent in practice yesterday?’
his voice was sharp, a complete opposite to his normally cheerful tone
you shivered and sighed
‘senpai, please dont-’
‘who is it?’
the other third years shared a look bc they were truly shook at oiks voice
‘w-why should i tell you?! its none-’
‘i am your captain and i deserve to know who is pulling you away from your managerial duties so he could just give you these damn hickeys!’
the gym turned silent
you stopped then furrowed your eyebrows
‘hickey? what-’
‘dont act like you dont know, y/n. so just be honest and tell me who’s your boyfriend’
lmao i shouldnt laugh bc this was supposed to be sad but im cackling at how dumb oikawa really is sometimes
‘i-i,,,,’
you stuttered but you knew this was the perfect opportunity
you could just blame it on this ridiculous misunderstanding
its a difficult hole to get out of but it would be easier than the other
so you pretended to be flustered and turned around to hide your face
‘it was a one-time thing, oikawa-san. i promise it wont happen again’
HELLO WHAT
the team was leaking the feeling of RAGE
how dare someone take their manager!
she was theirs!
and it doesnt help that every player might have a little thing for you
is this really turning into a harem
oikawa kept demanding answers but iwa hit him enough to quit and they finally went back to practicing but they were still distracted
every time they looked at you, they would grow flustered and red and end up missing a block or a serve
they just cant see their baby manager like that
you noticed it quickly and irritably got on them
‘stop staring at my neck and get back to practice!’
they flinched and saluted at you
lmao this little first year girl is able to control nearly a dozen <5′10 men who are all older than her
but you were glad that they finally stopped asking about it
this was going to go by smoothly and you were going to be okay
however,,,
several days later,,,
this is an angst fanfiction so i will bring thy angst
you were taking out your class garbage since it was your group’s turn in cleaning the classroom when you were grabbed by the arm on your way back
it was still outside and after school so it wouldve been an unlikely situation that someone would help you
it was that biatch miyo again and her 2 minions behind her
then you recognized one girl from the track team who was actually a year older than you but you saw her dropping off some files in the office
if you tried to run, she could easily grab you w her fast legs
great
you were stuck
you let out a tired sigh and crossed your arms on your chest
‘what is it you want from me, again?’
she smirked
‘you really dont know how to listen, do you? i told you to stay away from oikawa but youre still flaunting around with him!’
is she serious?
this girl was borderline stalker/yandere type of girl
you gave her an incredulous look and frowned
‘girl, do you hear yourself? you damn crazy and im leaving’
but she grabbed you back and shoved you against the wall
but this time, you kicked her on the chest to make her fall on her flat booty
surprise was written on their faces and you stretched your arms in front of you to symbolize distance
‘one more step and ill beat tf out of you. i just got my nails off so id watch it if i were you’
miyo huffed and stood up, brushing herself, glaring at one of the girls who tried to help her
then she remembered what you told her
‘hmm? if you hit me, you could be kicked off of the team since you hurt another student. so, go ahead, little kouhai’
she was right
even if it was self-defense, the school’s disciplinary section sucked and just suspended or kicked off people left and right even though they didnt do anything wrong
you were stumped
you were here on a scholarship, not on tuition
your mom would KILL you if she found out you got into a fight and got a record
but you didnt show that and kept your tough facade
‘dont challenge me. i could be a crazy bitch and i dont think youd like your little face being all messed up. so watch your mouth and leave me alone’
you turned to leave but she grabbed your hair and tugged it back
lmao flashbacks to the other part
she twisted your hair into a ponytail and had a firm grip while a girl kicked you behind your knees so you would fall to the ground
oh no you were done w this
you elbowed miyo on the stomach the hardest you could and she groaned which loosened her hold and you kicked her again to the ground
some other girl hit your side and you winced before slapping her straight across the face bc you didnt want to punch her and hurt your knuckles
but they were really testing you
the last girl still had your hair but you twisted around to face her and just did the last you could think of that would hurt
hit her right between her legs
you finally escaped their hold and miyo lunged after you
‘oh my god leave me alone!’
you yelled before holding up your arms to protect your face but she scratched your arms
obviously you were losing this bc it was just you but you were going to fight as much as you can
‘bad kouhais need to be punished! your senpais need to teach you a lesson!’
miyo screeched and you grabbed her arm before punching her straight at the boob
sorry rebecca
however, one girl was smart and did the same thing you did to her knees and made you fall to a kneeling position and eventually made you curl into a fetal position
gurl we actually fighting so hard considering we’ve never been in a fight
they continuously kicked you before miyo pulled up your head so you could sit up and kneel in front of her
ofc you tried to grab at her and punch at her
but these other girls were able to catch you and trap your arms in their hold and had their feet on your legs so you couldnt kick
great, another bathroom scene
your arms were bleeding from miyo’s scratches and your sides were hurting after their kicks
you lost and you were already bleeding in places you didnt think you would
this would be the last attempt and if he doesnt come, you’re done for
‘IIIIIIWWWWWAAAAAAAA-SAAAAAANNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!’
your scream echoed throughout the entire are
possibly could be heard in new york
and your voice became hoarse
ofc the girls were surprised and caught off guard but when there was silence and clear that no one was coming, they started laughing
‘oh, so cute! iwa-san? is that supposed to be iwaizumi-san? heh, you whoring around w him too? thats so cute-’
‘LET. GO. OF. HER. NOW.’
I GOT CHILLS
the girls holding you shrieked and dropped their hold on you before scrambling back causing you to drop to the ground
miyo’s eyes were wide and there was horror all over her face at the voice of that infamous boy
kyotani kentarou
‘WHAT THE FK ARE YOU DOING?!’
he yelled and miyo turned around to be met with his piercing eyes before screaming and running away with her minions in tow
‘YEA RUN AWAY! FKING COWARDS!’
ltr the cursing is so awkward for me to do but this is his character and im just so awkward so sorry!!
you coughed and winced at the pain on your side which caught his attention
again, he noticed you as the manager of their team and you’ve been hanging out w him, well, just him staring at you, at the alley while you feed the animals
you were actually nice and caring and definitely didnt deserve this
‘oi, y-you okay?’
you didnt look up, just closing your eyes in pain and biting your lips to not let out the crying
his eyes softened at you and he noticed you were trying to act tough and brave even though you just got beat up
normally, he wouldnt even help anyone but it seems you just did something to him
he sighed before gently picking you up, you not even bothering to stop him, and he held you tightlyin his arms as he carried you to the nurses office
he had a feeling you didnt want to be seen like this and hes been in the nurse enough to know she actually leaves the moment school ends
you let out a shaky breath as he set you down on the cot and you opened your eyes to reach your hold for him when he went away
‘n-no, don’t leave-’
but he grunted softly before holding your wrist
‘im just getting your damn medicine. chill out’
lowkey getting bakugou vibes
you nodded and went to close your eyes again
kyo returned w some pain relief medicine from his bag that he carries
babie actually gets into fights often and he needs it sometimes
and he had alcohol medicine kind istg and bandaids for your arms
it was silent as you drank the pills and he sat down next to you so he could treat the wounds
but he let his curiosity take over him
‘why the fk did you let them do this to you’
he grunted and you scoffed with a smile
‘let? more like overpower me and grip me as they just hit me’
‘cant you fight them back?’
you glared at him
‘bruh i literally kneed some girl in their cooch but they just some superhuman typa girls that cant be hurt’
he sighed
‘maybe you just werent strong enough’
okay listen here you lil shit
you didnt want to listen to him scold you anymore so you just went back to closing your eyes
but kyo is actually lowkey nosy so he kept asking questions
‘the first time we met. was it her too?’
you flinched in surprise
‘you remembered that?’
‘ofc i did. you looked like shit. not as bad as this but still like shit’
‘gee thanks, stranger-kun’
‘kyotani,,, kentarou’
you smiled
‘nice to meet you, kyotani kentarou. im l/n y/n’
‘i know’
he mumbled but you didnt catch it
‘thanks for hearing me and coming to help’
he hummed
he wasnt going to tell you that he actually heard the scream for his idol and thought hed be there so he ran to go see him but instead saw you
kyo just respects and looks up to iwa-chan so much it warms my heart uwu-
once you were all patched up, you were finally able to stand but you still staggered
he grabbed your arm softly and sat you back down
‘what the hell are you going to tell the team?’
you paused then sighed
‘i dont know. ill figure something out’
but he knew how observant the players would be and they would catch on
after all, he was there watching at the top bleachers as oikawa yelled at you for the ‘hickey’
‘if they didnt hit your face, you could get away with it. but you have wounds all over you and theyd find out. im guessing youre doing this bc you dont want to trouble them or burden them? bc they would do something about it?’
you just stared at this guy
‘how-’
‘just a guess’
he also wasnt going to tell you that he was actually part of the team but the constant fighting got him in suspension
and the fact that his parents were donors for the school, he only got a tap on the wrist
‘so what do i do, then?’
‘tell them-’
‘no i cant do that! another plan, kyo-kun!’
‘oi, im a second year, idiot. treat me with respect’
the irony bc he totally treats oikawa like trash
‘i just,,,, oikawa-san is seen as this prince/gentleman type and i know how protective he is towards me so the slightest problem could cause him to be ballistic. miyo is popular enough to circulate rumors about him and hes already in his third year and she is too so i just have to endure one year until theyre gone’
kyo was disgusted
all this for that stupid idiot captain?
‘youre dumber than i thought’
you weakly hit him at the arm
‘so mean, kyo-san’
‘i dont think its right youre suffering for someone who isnt even worth it’
you glared and linked your fingers together
‘im the manager. i knew this would happen the moment i signed up but i didnt care. as manager, i have to keep up the team’s image and their popularity for support so i cant let all that be ruined just bc a little first year girl couldnt fight for herself’
‘just tell them, kid. less problems’
then he stood up to leave
‘kid?! im only a year younger than you! what you mean!’
but you were panicking
someone knew about you being hurt and they could easily tell the team
and it only increased when he entered the gym and later introduced himself as a player
you were so surprised that you stopped breathing
‘kyo-san,,,’
you muttered and he glared at you
well, more like look at you but i have a theory that kyo actually has problems w his sight so it looks like he’s glaring at you constantly but hes just actually trying to see clearly
‘yo’
oikawa was surprised at this interaction
‘eh? you know kyoken-chan?’
you nodded, still looking at the blonde
‘i-uh’
‘its none of your business’
kyotani grunted and you sighed in relief
maybe your secret would be safe
you were still uneasy about him accidentally revealing it, especially since he practically worships iwaizumi-san, but he kept his mouth shut
your caring personality at first was overbearing on him but he appreciated your efforts like volunteering on helping him with his eyeliner or asking him if he needed help with his medical tape
ngl, he also thought you were there just bc it was a team full of guys and you thought you could have that weird girl fantasy of having a harem
but you cared for them like practically a mother and continuously made it clear to oikawa that you were NOT interested in going on a date with him
you werent annoying, you were nice, and you weren’t pushy so he actually showed you respect and took a liking to you
this created a soft of protectiveness around you
sometimes, he would see you around school and he would practically glare at the girls he knew hated you
and when he wasnt there to protect you, you would call him to the nurses office where he would mumble apologies of not being there while patching you up before he would go over and threaten them to touch you again and he would bite their fingers off
aww hes so cute
ofc he still kept your secret bc it wasnt his business to tell
until that one day
it was normal practice with you helping the boys toss the balls so they could spike it
iwaizumi spiked it really hard making you flinch and he apologized profusely after you almost fell off the chair you were standing on in surprise
‘im just angry that that damn shittykawa is the captain and is late to his own damn practice’
oikawa? late?
that was unheard of
you were about to get off the chair and look for him when the devil himself entered the gym with the devil’s mistress on his arm
miyo was holding on to his arm as he laughed at something she said and ruffled her hair
you dropped the ball and kyotani quickly moved to you so he could stand in front of you protectively
‘oi! shittykawa! youre late!’
oikawa just smiled and pointed at the girl
‘miyo-chan made us cookies, iwa-chan!’
at the mention of food, the boys ran forward but you and kyotani remained at the side at the infamous name
you got off the chair and hurriedly placed an arm in front of him
‘don’t, kyo-san’
‘the bitch-’
‘i know. but please, dont’
you begged and he huffed before aggresively wrapping an arm around your shoulder
aggressively cares for you
‘if she does something or even talks shit, i will-’
‘kyoken-chan! y/n-chan! come here!’
oikawa called but kyotani snarled at him
you smile wobbled when miyo’s eyes narrowed at you and she smirked
‘oh? your manager is so cute, oikawa-kun!’
the rest of the team was just blinking at this weird tension
kyo had his arm tightly around you and hatingly glaring at this girl, who was icily smirking at you, and you tightly holding kyo’s shirt with a worried glint in your eyes
‘you were late to your own damn practice, oikawa. stop wasting time eating this shit and go back to playing’
tbh it still shocks you at how rudely kyo talks to oikawa but you were too pre-occupied on making sure this kid wasnt going to lunge at this girl
‘a-ah, right. oikawa-san, we have to return to practice. if you excuse us, miyo-san-’
you were about to gently grab oikawa’s arm to bring him back when she grabbed your wrist and secretly gripped it
‘oh, dont be so uptight, y/n-chan! i worked so hard-’
but kyo immediately snatched her hand away from you and squeezed it as tight as he could, making her wince
oikawa noticed the pain in miyo’s face and he was angry that kyotani was hurting a girl
‘oi! kyotani!’
he shouted and pushed him away, making the team, even iwa, worriedly look at kyo and brace themselves for the beating
iwa jumped into action and held the second year back while you jumped in front of oikawa
‘kyo-san, calm-’
‘you! be quiet’
he shouted, finger pointing at you
‘and you!’
before pointing to oikawa
‘you are a shitty captain’
‘kyotani!’
iwa was just straight out confused and hes really questioning life decisions right now
mom is stressed and confused, i repeat, MOM IS STRESSED AND CONFUSED
oikawa’s eyes narrowed but he just calmly talked
‘we’ll talk about this later’
‘miyo-san, we really need to practice so if you could see yourself out’
iwa gently smiled to the girl, who was about to protest, but makki and mattsun has already pointed to the door
she huffed then turned to leave and once she was gone, iwa let go of kyotani
‘kyotani, what the hell was that’
oikawa lowly asked and you were about to put your arms out to separate them but yahaba and watari grabbed you so you wouldnt be caught in the middle
then kyo turned to you, fire in his eyes
‘either you tell him or i will’
can we just talk about how protective kyo is?
you trembled and you roughly left yahaba and watari’s grip so you could gently place your hands on his chest
‘please, kyo. just leave it, okay? remember, it’s my busi-’
‘if i see that bitch enter this gym again, i dont give a flying fuck if shes a girl. ill beat the living daylights out of her’
‘kyotani kentarou, what-!’
oikawa shouted but your glare shut him up
‘y/n-chan, what is going on’
‘n-nothing. kyo-san is just, yknow, being him. you know? okay. now lets get back to practice, everyone!’
coach irihata and the other guy sharing that look
to say the least, miyo was pissed
and when she was pissed at you, she always did what she normally does
she corners you wherever its deserted and beat you with the help of her minions who holds you down while she slaps, hits, or kicks you
girlie you needs to tell the boys youre literally getting hit and abused and im just-!!!!!!!!!
and thats exactly what she did
only this time, she wore hard-tipped shoes
‘see, y/n-chan? i saved up and got these shoes just for you!’
the minions were just sharing looks of fear and genuine sympathy for you
they were only there bc she blackmailed them with pictures doing questionable things and if they dont help, they would be released
as usual, you didnt cry, biting your lip as you winced from the pain of her kick at your side
‘youre so pathetic. how could you do this to a person? and all this for your oikawa-san? for a boy?’
you wheezed at her causing her eyes to flare
‘HAH?! SAY THAT AGAIN!’
‘i said-’
but you were cut off when she slapped the soul out of you
her ring cut you at the lip and you cringed at the taste of blood from your lip
‘what else? we gotta hurry this up, miyo, because practice started like 5 minutes ago and im going to get yel-’
‘SHUT UP!’
kyotani entered the gym after his talk with his teacher and immediately looked around for you
his honey brown eyes scanned the area and they widened as your figure wasn’t in sight
‘oi, yahaba, wheres the manager’
the boy shrugged from the side
‘i dont know. shes late though’
oh god
‘kindaichi! kunimi! youre in the same grade right? did you see where she went after class?’
kunimi paused to remember before answering
‘she stayed after to talk to obe-sensei for the homework, that’s all i know’
that meant she stayed behind and was probably somewhere
‘SHIT!’
he shouted before bolting out the door
ofc the boys were all worried of his outburst and started yelling after him
‘kyotani!’
‘kyoken-chan?!’
they followed him, who was running as fast as he can
the girls would probably do it outside to avoid having to clean up their mess and he almost wrenched the door open in a hurry to take a lap around the school building
it was certainly a sight to see: a boy with dyed blonde hair and two brown lines followed after an entire volleyball team who were screaming after him
‘YOU-!’
he heard that bitch voice and bolted towards the back, where the dumpster was, and found you at the same position like the first time he saw you
blood was dripping on the floor from your busted lip and a cut on your cheek while your eyes were wide at the sight of kyotani’s panting form
‘kyo-!’
‘kyotani!’
your eyes watered at the sight of the entire volleyball team behind him, also eviqualiently surprised yet fuming angry
the girls who held you dropped your arms and ran for the hills so they wouldnt get caught
kyo pushed miyo aside as he grabbed you from the floor and held you
oikawa gave miyo a look that cannot even be described in words
all it was: incredibly, super, ridiculously, heatedly, furiously, angry
now multiply that by the entire team
‘hm, my father, who is the chieftain of the police, mentioned about there being jail time for even minors who commit serious acts like assault or bullying’
mattsun seethed
‘really? i think he’d like the video as evidence against kenta miyo for assault and battery, including bullying, so how many years would that add up to? nearly a decade?’
the girl miyo squeaked as oikawa and iwaizumi roughly grabbed each wrist
‘how long’
miyo trembled at the increased pressure on her wrist
‘IM ASKING YOU A FUCKING QUESTION! HOW LONG!’
iwaizumi has never shouted at a girl before and hopefully, it would be the last
‘s-s-since l-last month’
you burrowed your head in kyotani’s shirt
‘please dont’
‘shut the fk up, y/n-chan, we’re not talking to you right now’
oikawa coldly reprimanded
‘everyone, take y/n away. iwaizumi and i can take care of this. but mattsun, makki, track down those 3 girls and find others who have even touched our manager’
‘got it, boss’
if it was in a different situation, you wouldve applauded oikawa at his ability to be a leader but you were currently in pain from the bruises and the cuts all over you
your fellow first-years were angrily punching things in the nurse’s office
rip nurse in the morning when she finds holes all over her walls
the irony is, the most agressive one, kyotani kentarou, was the calmest as he quietly cleaned your wounds and placed ointment on the bruises
‘i told you so’
he mumbled and you scoffed
‘howd you find me anyways?’
‘dumb bitch yaps really loud’
he answered
no one was yelling at you and no one was saying a word
eventually, oikawa and iwaizumi entered followed by the rest of the third years
‘why. why didnt you tell us, y/n?’
oikawa asked as he sat down on the chair beside the bed
you looked down and fiddled with your fingers
‘if i did, you wouldve hurt her. and she wouldve spread rumors about you and ruin the image and reputation of the grand king and the volleyball team. i didnt want to do that to you and thought i could just endure it one year since youre graduating anyways’
iwaizumi sucked in a harsh breath
‘you wouldn’t have known what we were going to do. you are no oracle and you dont know how we are going to handle this situation. so you were really stupid for keeping these things to yourself, y/n. you may be our manager and our caretaker but let us take care of you too’
you nodded but your tears fell
‘sorry. im really sorry. i didnt meant to trouble you’
‘stop apologizing, y/n’
‘sorry’
‘y/n!’
you bowed your head low and bit your lip in guilt
‘i shouldve told you but i didnt and now everyone is troubled-’
‘we’re a team, y/n. youre not a lone wolf anymore. you have a pack standing right beside you’
watari mumbled and he sat down to give you his favorite hug: the one arm hug
‘im super angry right now and it might seem like im snappy but i really want you to know, y/n, that i really love you and i am just hurt that you didnt trust us enough to tell us you were suffering when i trust you with my entire being. so next time youre hurting or in pain, dont you dare keep it to yourself. tell us, okay? tell your senpais and friends about it so we can share that burden’
oikawa babie you are so mature like what-
what started out as a hug from watari turned into a team hug around the tiny bed, even kyo joined, and you were so happy you found a good team that appreciated you and everything youve done and accepted you as one of their own
‘oikawa-san, what did you do to miyo?’
‘again, im mad y/n-chan, so please dont talk about her right now’
‘iwa-san?’
‘dont use those puppy eyes on me! dont you dare-- okay, we’re pressing charges’
silence
‘WHAT?!’
‘and iwa-chan slapped her!’
‘WHAT?!’
‘shut up shittykawa you did too!’
‘WHAT?!’
a/n: this hurted a bit and im sorry if this was lowkey awkward and all over the place but i didnt exactly know how to portray this situation since ive never experienced this, just bullying in general, before but for those who have, please tell someone so that you dont have to carry that burden by yourself. it doesnt have to be a your parents, but talk to a trusted adult so that this type of stuff doesnt happen to you bc you truly dont deserve that type of treatment and deserve to be happy and feel safe in an environment like school or anywhere in general
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TOXIC LOVE - ROBIN
Warning: Dark content. Stay away. Yan*ere, blackmail
If you arent comfortable, please go away now.
Request by Kangmoomoo2014
Word count : 700
Charecter : Robin
This was my first time someone requested Yandere and its also my first time writing something like this.
I don't encourage this. And I'll mostly won't write for Yandere again. I suck at it :)
"Wakey wakey~~"
You heard a voice really smooth, calling out to you. You woke up and then saw a raven haired woman, standing near the corner of your bed.
You jolted up sitting on the bed. 'Who the hell was this woman and why was she in your house now?'
"Who are you? And how did you get in?", you asked as you gulped.
She giggled and tugged her hair back.
"Relax honey. You don't have to worry. I know you but you dont know me. But... soon you'll"
"Please get out from my house. This is clearly trespassing", you said as you tried to reach the phone on your table. But then you saw that it had a black screen and it wasn't turning on.
"Haha, you can't turn it on. Oh poor baby", she said as she sat on the chair.
"What did you do to my phone. Please go", you said and tried to get up but then you felt that your left leg was tied up with chains, not letting you stand. The air felt cold. It was already scary enough to have an intruder. But this was getting more chilling.
"I just want you to listen to me dear. Thats why I had no option but to tie you up", she said as she looked at you.
"Who are you?", you asked trying so hard not to sound scared.
She smiled and said, "I'm a just a secret admirer of yours. I always watch you from afar. I tried to talk to you but you always hung out with those stupid friends of yours, who do nothing but to eat"
"What the hell? You are a stalker", You started to shiver. This crazy stalker was in your house and was talking about your friends as if she really knew them.
"I don't call myself that. I say its admiring from afar", she said and again got up.
"I... am not liking this. Please let me go", you said as you tugged on the chain.
"So dear, let me tell you this", she now had a even serious look on her face. "I know that you like that cop girl", you gulped at that.
No one... absolutely no one knew that you like her. How did this crazy woman knew about your crush on Tashigi?
"I know that she likes to use swords. Isn't that a great hobby!", her face turned sinister now and had a wicked smile on her face.
"Wouldn't it be even more amazing if... I break her hands and make sure she never uses those swords or any gun, ever again?", she said and leaned towards you. With her index finger, she lifted your chin up. Tears started well up. You knew how much Tashigi loved her swords and wanted to be a good cop. If that happens, it would not only affect her career but also her emotions.
"Well, if you don't want her to cry all her life, Ill give you a deal. Why not... be mine. Just say that you are mine and... Ill not do anything to her", she said and retreated her hand back.
"Ill give you two weeks to decide. I actually am giving you a great deal. So what do you say? My love. I'll come back and we shall be together... forever", she said and started to walk towards the door. Tears rolled down your cheek.
She then turned back and said,"I dont want to make you cry my love. But... Don't even think of escaping because.... ill find you anyway. Oh by the way, I'm Robin". With that she threw a key on your bed and closed the door behind her.
"What the hell... why did this happen to me?", you sobbed as you took the key and unlocked the chain.
"I'll find you anyway", Robin's words echoed in your ears as you cried even harder.
XOXOXOXO
Damn I am not fit for writing Yandere stuff. I'll not write another yandere again hopefully.
I hope you liked it. Yeah... i guess it sucked. But.. i tried. Thanks for reading.
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EXO Baekhyun: Cry for Love Part 1
Boldly writing this very unlikely scenario about baek. Part of me just feels like there might be a part of baek that might be in such a situation if he ever feels so deeply for someone that is not be able to handle the stress of dating an idol.
Using the song title of one of my favourite songs from his latest album for this~ there’s going to be 2 parts(hopefully not 3), and just a disclaimer the ending might not be fluff, so don’t get started if you’re not prepared !
Edit: Part 2 is up! (No part 3 tho, thankfull)
Part 2
Characters: Baek x You
Baekhyun finds himself falling for you, but feels he cannot be so selfish to put the burdens of dating an idol upon you. In an attempt to control his feelings, he tries to stay away from you
Standing across the narrow road opposite to Wendy Cafe, Baekhyun looked intently inside, with a sort of sourness at the back of his throat. This is at least 5th time this guy has been here, and it’s been the second time this week already. His inner self was literally scowling at that thought, but what could he do?
His phone that vibrated in his pocket called him out of his thoughts. It was a call from his manager, asking him to return to the SM building.
Taking one last look at you, at the guy, and at the cafe, he placed both his hands back in his pocket, head facing down and walked back to where his car was.
During the ride back, he thought long and hard, was this the right thing to do? Just 4 months ago, was the first step into the cafe the beginning to this unwanted path ?
He can’t help but replay once again all that started 4 months ago...
——
‘Bye! See you next week!’
Ending his gym session for the week, baekhyun headed for the carpark, eager to get there quickly. Today, he was to be home for a family dinner.
He had been up till late yesterday, practicing and preparing for EXO’s new album. With just 4hours of sleep, his ruined body clock woke him up in time for a gym session in the afternoon. Beating himself to be disciplined so that he can show his best image to Eris during the comeback, he got himself to the gym.
But now, the sweat from the gym session coupled with his sleep debt, was making him feel extra sleepy.
Needing some caffeine in his system, he stopped his car by the roadside to search up coffee houses nearby. Scrolling through, Starbucks -too crowded , dal.kom- he was not a fan , Daebak Coffee and Tea - seems very popular among reviews, Wendy Cafe - no reviews.
Feeling it’s best to avoid crowded cafes on a Friday afternoon, he decided to give Wendy Cafe a try. Following the voice of Google maps, he found himself along a narrow road, secluded and outcasted from the bustling roads just 2 minutes ago.
‘Am I at the right place? Why would someone open a cafe here?’ He loudly spoke in a typical monologue with himself
Just as he was about to give up, a small signboard peeked out from the brick wall stretching along the road.
‘Ah yes, found you! I hope I didn’t make the wrong choice’
After parking his car, he crossed the road to the cafe.
Wendy’s Cafe was clad in wood and white, wooden tables, white chairs, surrounded by grey walls. It was so small only about 6 people could be seated by the tables. To make up for it, a counter-side table was made available and soft music played in the background. Walking in, Baekhyun felt a comfortable sense of peace and relax.
‘Hello, 1 Ice Americano please’
‘Hello, that will be $5.. omo’ Just as you looked up at him, you were shocked to recognise him as Baekhyun from EXO. But you quickly recovered in time, taking the money from him and continued your chores.
Seeing that you have recognised him, he nodded politely. He appreciated your politeness and professionalism to not overreact. And proceed to wait patiently for his coffee.
‘Thank you, have a nice day’ you smiled brightly at him and handed the coffee over.
Just then, it started pouring heavily outside, stopping Baekhyun in his tracks.
‘Should I drive back now ? It’s a long journey back and it’s raining so heavily ...’ he thought
‘Do you want to wait out the rain instead? It’s not too safe to drive in such heavy rain. No one comes here on rainy days, I can put out the close sign for you if you like’
You asked rather sincerely
Looking out again at the rain, he weighed his choices. He was going to be drenched if he crossed the road but what if you were one of those fans that would expose where he was to everyone?
He was feeling a little suspicious inside, afterall why would you close the shop to business just for him?
‘You can take the table furthest away from the window if you’re worried’
He looked at you, judging a book by it’s cover. And decided it doesn’t appear like you would turn out to be one of those crazy fans and took the option of waiting out the rain.
His phone was running out of battery, so instead of sitting by the corner table all bored and lonely, Baekhyun sat on the bar counter table instead; facing you and the other male employee who were busy with fresh bakes.
You presented a bite size muffin on a white plate and gave it over to him.
‘It’s on the house, we’re not going to have any more customers anyway’
Being curious since the start, he asked ‘why would your boss open a cafe right here? It’s really not the best location to be attracting people right?’
Laughing slightly, you replied
‘My boss? That would be me, and does this cafe look like I want to attract people in? The tables are all for 2s, I’m just encouraging solitude here’
‘You own this place? Wow I would suppose you’re only in your early 20s right? Anyway this place does give a sense of quietness that we dont quite get outside. I like it’ He lively replied
‘Yeah, I just wanted people that come by to be able to stop and find quietness they don’t get anywhere else. Finding time for themselves to be away from noisy city life just a few minutes away’
Not really having anything to say to that deep thought of yours, he simply replied ‘Ahh... I see. Uh, thanks for muffin, it smells tasty’
You smiled politely and left him to himself as you cleaned up the open kitchen.
The rain that was beating the ground outside was almost like a lullaby to Baekhyun. The warmth of the shop and the music aided the rain and drowsy effects he was having, shortly without knowing, he drifted to sleep.
--
‘Baekhyun ssi, Baekhyun ssi’ you tapped him lightly till he woke up
‘It stopped raining, do you want to head off’
‘Oh my , can’t believe I slept, but that was certainly the quietness I need, haha. I’ll be leaving. Thank you for the coffee’
As he left, he thought to himself that he will surely be back.
—
A week later, he came back. On that day, he saw from outside that you were casually sitting down by on of the tables, chatting with a middle age office lady.
Opening the door, he caught your attention and you smiled slightly to acknowledge. As you were the only working employee today, you got up from the table to serve him.
‘Hi Baekhyun ssi, I see you’re back. Ice americano for you? Or would you like to try something else? Wendy’s special for a bright sunny day’
‘Sure I’ll go for the Wendy’s special’
Handing over the coffee to baekhyun, you asked
‘I heard EXO’s preparing for a comeback. How’s it going for you?’
‘Did you search up on EXO after you saw me last week? Hahaha. Anyway it’s fine, it’s just the discipline in diet, exercise and health that’s annoying’
‘I see. And nah, don’t make me sound like a stalker fan please. I just moderately keep up with kpop in general’
‘Anyway is the middle age lady there your friend? Or do you just chat with your customers all the time?’
‘Oh, she’s just a customer. Really depends though, some people come here seeming to have heavy thoughts, sometimes when I notice I’ll just casually chat with them. Some others are here really putting up a do not disturb sign. Those I wouldn’t bother’
Being cheeky, Baekhyun asked ‘what about me?’
You thought for a while before answering
‘Like a cat? Like those I would give some affection to before letting them run off so they don’t start scratching me. I mean not saying you would be aggressive, but rather, I’m sure a good balance of chat and quietness would be best for you’
Raising his brows and thinking through what you just said, he smiled after a while and went on sipping his Wendy’s special by the counter again. Occasionally, he would look up from his phone to chat with you.
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For that 1 month, it seems like he started developing a routine to drop by your cafe for short breaks. He enjoyed your company and somehow your cafe seemed like a place of comfort and refuge. With you, he could talk about anything, from the laughters to the deep insides. Over there, the burdens of being an idol is always momentarily lifted.
On the first week of the 2nd month you guys met. He dropped by again, only to find that the lights were off. A little surprised, he went up to the door which pasted a notice
‘the shop will be closed till further notice due to the owner’s personal reasons. Sorry for any inconvenience caused’
His regular high spirits whenever he came by was dampened as he read the notice. Turning back, he headed off.
The next two weeks, he drove by repeatedly, at least 2 times a week, but your shop was still closed.
It made him a little worried, did something happen to you? But seeing how you left this shop behind with just a notice also made him feel a little down, strangely. It made him think that was he nothing but just a customer to you? He had thought you guys were friends, friends with a special bond, one who he could tell everything to, and place so comfortable almost like his home sofa. But the sign that hung coolly by the cafe’s door left no sign of that friendship held.
Whenever he wasn’t working or was by himself, he pondered over what happened to you. Looking at his phone, he suddenly felt a disconnect. You both knew so many things bout each other but not each other’s numbers. There was nothing to call to reach you. Wherever you are, were you thinking about what you left behind?
He thought to himself
let’s not be too invested into this coincidental friendship
He made up his mind, tomorrow he was going to make a final intentional trip down. If you were still closed, he told himself he would never drop by intentionally again just to check if you were open.
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Driving by the next day, his heart was beating fast. And was as if the heavens heard his words, the lights of your cafe were on.
The sign outside still hung closed, but he walked briskly over and stood by the door. You saw him and beckoned him inside.
‘Hey! What’s up with you? Where did you go? ’ Within him he heaved a sigh of relief, finally seeing you again. But his heart wouldn’t stop racing as he waited for your answer. Looking at your face, he can’t help but notice you’ve lost some weight, making him a little worried.
‘Hey Baekhyun ssi, it’s nice seeing you again’
You smiled at him your normal smile and there was no hint of anything extra apart from the normal customer service you gave him. Your lukewarm reply bothered him a little, was he the only one who considered you both as friends? That thought came but left quickly
‘I went home to visit my parents, unfortunately I fell ill. Pneumonia.. Got me in bed for a really long time’
‘Oh no, no wonder you lost some weight? I hope you’re feeling much better already. But you’re not opened today?’
‘Yes I just came back to tidy up this place.’
Not really wanting to leave yet, he offered to clean the place for you, also worried you might not be feeling the most recovered yet.
‘Do you want to have dinner together tonight?’ Baekhyun asked on impulse.
You looked up, a little surprise, but didn’t reject it.
‘Probably not at restaurants or something though. Delivery , do you mind?’ He added
You were never someone who seemed bothered about such trivial things, as expected you agreed.
Over dinner Baekhyun was his chirpy self again, telling you about all he wanted to say the few weeks you guys didn’t met. You listened to him without much words, only saying words when it mattered, as usual.
As you guys were eating and chatting, there came a point where a comfortable silence settled between you both.
Till you broke it
‘Baekhyun ssi, can I share something with you?’
Though he wasn’t expecting this, he was ready to listen.
‘Go ahead’
‘When I went back, I found out my one and only best friend had died in a car accident. And no one told me because they were afraid I wouldn’t be able to handle it alone in Seoul. He.. was all I had.. when I was bullied because people thought I was weird... when I didn’t fit in... he.. he..’ you couldn’t continue as you burst into uncontrollable tears.
Handling such situations was definitely not something Baekhyun was most comfortable with. Catching him off guard, he internally panicked, Omo, what do I do. What should I say? Deciding the only appropriate thing to do was to pat your back or your head. He reached out and gently comfort you, feeling a little awkward.
After a good 3 minutes you finally calmed down. But still, Baekhyun didn’t exactly know what to say to a crying girl
‘Are you feeling better? Care for some BingBing now? Ice cream cannot solve your problems, but it’s sweet at least ’
You managed a laugh, and Baekhyun went to the kitchen fridge to pull out the ice cream that came with the dinner earlier.
On the drive home, Baekhyun decided that sometimes a friend is the ultimate remedy to sorrow. And as much as you have been there to hear him out, he wanted to pay it back to you too.
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But slowly, their comeback preparations were getting more and more hectic. He no longer had the liberty of time to plan what he wanted to do. But today, there was a short 2 hour interval of free time and they were free to do whatever they wanted.
Deciding between whether to crash at dance practice room or to head to your cafe, he decided to do the latter instead. Though he was feeling rather tired, it has been at least 3 weeks since he came by to say hi. He left after telling suho he’ll be back swiftly.
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Reaching your cafe, he was surprised to see you smiling and laughing so heartily as you were chatting by the counter with a fashionable young man. When you both spoke, you were always giving him polite smiles and laughters, somewhat out of manners? It somehow hurt his pride a little that while he still thought about you when he was away, did you just think of him as a normal customer who would just come and go? It made him feel like his spot in the cafe was easily replaceable.
As he entered, you did not even break away from the conversation you have with the young man. Only until he reached the counter did you look up.
‘Ah! It’s you! It’s been really long! What would you like today ?’
‘6 Iced americanos, thank you’
‘Alright you can take a seat at the corner table first’ handing him his change , you pointed him to the one at the furthest end of the shop.
He came by having the intention to have a short catch up with you, but apart from the exchange of greetings you had pointed him so far away from the counter and busily went off to prepare the amercianos as if he really was just another customer. He laughed a little bitterly and went to sit where you told him to.
When you were done, you brought the coffee to him and dropped to a whisper suddenly.
‘Baekhyun ssi, are you doing well? Sorry I had to cut our conversation short at the counter because of the oppa sitting there. Didn’t want to bring you trouble in case I accidentally say your name’
Smacking himself on the head internally for being so sensitive earlier on, inside of him also wondered what kind of magic does that ‘oppa’ have for you to be so comfortable? The friendship has almost been 3 months but there always seem to be a strange distance between the both of you. Baekhyun knew himself that his personally was not one people found hard to warm up to and neither did he take very long to warm up to others. He was confused, how sometimes your friendship felt so close yet sometimes so far.
‘How have you been? That guy’s your new customer friend?’
‘Not too bad, I started attending some baking classes and in my free time now I just read as usual. Nothing much as changed.
Yeh he’s been coming quite often because he’s back in this area to visit his parents and there’s nothing for him to do’
‘Ahhhh so what kind of customer is he?’ He arrowhead his eyes at him then back to you.
Laughing you replied ‘ just a really funny and nonsensical kind. Kind of just reminds me of my childhood friend I told you about.... oh right, there’s something I want to give you’
Rushing to the kitchen then quickly walking out, you handed him a box. You explained
‘Baekhyun ssi that day I was at a mall and i walked by this tea shop and I dont know why,I thought about you. It’s all without caffeine. I know you’re having your comeback now and you should be really busy. I purposely picked out some that would help you sleep, some that would revitalise you and just some others that could just help you relax.
I’ve kept it for so long but you didn’t come by again. I almost just kept it for myself already.. anyway I’m glad you’re here today so I could pass it to you’
Hearing this from you really made him touched on the inside, but on the outside he didn’t really know let those emotions show. Instead, he merely said
‘Thanks y/n ssi , for thinking about me. I’ll use them well.’ Looking at his watch , he added,
‘I got to go now, see you sometime soon!’
After saying the goodbyes, Baekhyun returned to his car. Setting his Americanos aside, he held the gift in his hand and looked through his driver’s window at you.
At that very moment he finally came to terms with his feelings.
He did not just want a friendship with you, he wanted you as a partner he could tell his everything to, someone that belonged to him and someone he belonged to.
This should make him feel happy and elated, warm and fuzzy. But there was discomfort lying in his heart.
Deep down he knew that desiring anything more than a friendship with you was putting chains on you.
You liked quietness and freedom. But in his world, parts of his life are made public and his freedom was not really freedom at all.
He cannot sink deeper into this, but could he stay away ? His heart clenched.
He tossed the gift aside and drove off.
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To be continued!!
Sorry for stopping at such an awkward place, but I couldn’t find a good place to stop this at, hahaha.
Anw, I’m sure you guys already know bout baek’s medical condition? My respect and love for baek just hit another level. I really think we are such lucky fangirls to be stanning someone like him. The effort he puts in for us is above and beyond what is required. Sigh. Baek I hope you know we really appreciate you💛
Tag(s): @wooya1224
Edit: Part 2
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non-navigational maps
y/n's new to the giant busy crowds of new york so she wanted to ask someone for help
pairing: peter x fem!reader
status: strangerz
Warning: shy reader (idk if this is a warning but just in case)
y/n's POV
new york sure is loud, like really really loud. but thankfully i found a park or something so i can relax a bit and really look at my map. i couldnt understand a thing. seriously how do people use a thousand subways just to get to one place?
after a few minutes i gave up and tried to ask someone for help which isn't very fun for me considering i barely talk to strangers...too shy for all of that but my familly will murder me if i wasnt home by 6 and most importantly im STARVING. hmm lets see, a mom and her toddler? nah shes probably busy as it is trying to stop her little boys tantrum, the old man in the bench infront of me? yeah why not- nope his ice cream just spilled on his shirt poor thing. i wanted to help him out but someone already did, a boy i think wait no he looks older maybe my age? i dont know, i can only see his back, his hair looked cute though soft, brown, light, did I mention soft?- ok y/n stop it.
"Damn it!" The old man cursed "should've gon for the vanilla" he shook his head, I laughed his comment, he 'should've' gotten vanilla coz his t-shirt was white and it wouldn't stain that much *laughing* ugh so wholesome
I heard another voice, a much younger voice. I looked up from my god damn map to meet the back of the boy who's helping the guy out, laughing at what he said. His laugh is cute too
"But chocolate tastes better sir, I think you made a great choice" he wiped the excess now I know chocolate ice cream off the old mans shirt
"I always make the right choices kid, the names Stan" the once grumbled old man, smiled just from an act of kindness by a boy my age, he held his hand for him to shake
"Peter, Peter Parker sir" he shook his hand and smiled he said something to Stan which made him laugh. I giggled from their interaction just happy from what I've witnessed. for some reason I find guys my age helping others attractive it really shows me how good of a person this guy is, it makes me feel like not all boys my age are bad, I don't know hopefully I'll see him soon
*A/N: YES IM PUTTING A STAN LEE CAMEO IN HERE, if you didn't ask...The old guy I'm talking abt is Stan lee ;)*
After looking at my map a billion more times to try and not talk to people I gave up again and kept looking around, since there wasn't anyone else in this side of the park I decided to walk, if I'm staying for a while might as well get some exercise am I right?
I walked for a few minutes until I found a group of benches again so I looked for someone unoccupied, not sketchy, and hopefully is in a good mood, till i found a beautiful woman probably in her 40s or something ( but she looked amazing though)
she seemed nice as well, she just had that vibe to her so i decided to ask her, yayy can you feel the sarcasm?? I'm TERRIFIED
she was sitting on the bench, lifting her glasses every once in a while to read the book she had in her hand. i slowly walked up to her, nervous. what should i tell her? that im new to the area and if i couldnt find a Mcdonalds soon ill turn into the next hulk? the nerves seemend to fade away once we we locked eyes, she had brown welcoming eyes, a smile ill probably never forget plastered on her face.
"hello sweetie, what can i do for you?" her voice was like honey sweet, and calming as well.
"oh uhm sorry to bother you but i- i am kinda lost and i-i cant find a burger place kind near the are-" i was a stuttering mess! But thankfully i got interrupted from humiliating myself...by the- who is this guy? Oh wait! That's the guy that helped the old man! Peter? Yeah Peter, Peter Parker
"sorry i took a while aunt may, theres this old guy named stan, he spilled his ice cream all over his shirt so i decided to help him and i bought him a new one! should we go..." the boy trailed off, he looked cute not gonna lie, he had the same features as the woman infront of me, brown eyes, soft brown hair, and a kind spirit definitely. "s-sorry was i interrupting something?" he rubbed the back of his neck embarrassed
"no its okay peter, this lovely lady right here is just lost would you be a doll and help her? im bad at maps as it is" she laughed pointing at me. the second he looked at me blood rushed to my cheeks, he really was cute. i gave him a small wave and a barely audible 'hi' but luckily he picked it up and replied with a 'hey'
"i-im"
"Peter, yeah I know. Kinda heard saw helping the guy out. That's really sweet of you...what you did" I blushed "a-a-anyways I'm y/n" I wiped my clammy hands on my jeans to take the sweat off quickly before he shook them.
"Uh nice to meet you too?" he fiddled with his hands his smile growing bigger with every second he looked at me "y-you needed help?" He asked blushing and also eyeing may like he's frustrated from her or something, I laughed at his face and opened the map in my hands
"Uhm, well i-I'm supposed to go to the 21st street 3rd Avenue or somethig by 6 coz my parents will kill me if I was late since were new here, but I think there's enough time to go find some burger place or something since I'm starving and there should be a Macdonalds around the corner right? Oh my god I'm so sorry I'm rambling...I do that a lot when I'm frustrated.....and hungry haha" I nervously laughed mentally kicking myself for being such an idiot to a boy I potentially liked
"Oh no no, I don't mind. So uh you live in queens?" He started off smiling a bit, I was scared for a second since i didn't tell him about that part how would he know that?
"Oh uhm, I'm from queens and the 21st street 3rd Avenue is in queens" he probably got nervous since he saw my slightly frightened face, but it softened once I knew that he wasn't a creepy stalker or some shit
"Y-yeah yeah queens, sorry" why the the fuck am I apologizing?
"No it's fine, you don't need to worry. You probably couldn't find the 21st because you held the map upside down?" he chuckled flipping the map and I just died in embarrassment like can the floor eat me or something?
"I'm such an idiot oh my god" I face palmed and laughed a little the world has something against me I am sure of it
"No you're not, you're new to the busy subways and noisy streets it's fine" he assured me and continued on chuckling, can this day get any worse? "well ironically there isn't a burger place near this area" well great "but t-theres this deli sandwich shop that I always g-go to, uhm I don't know if you'd like that but it's uh really good" he squeaked red swarming to his cheeks and the tip of his ears
"He can show you, if you want? Since you're new and everything he'll be happy to help" the woman buts in smirking, turns out she's been listening to our conversation than reading her book. She sent Peter a wink and packed her stuff
"But what about the library may, you said you wante-"
"It's ok Peter, just come home before 7 and be safe!" She patted his shoulder and gave me a smile. It all happened so fast but I smiled back. Guess I'm gonna go eat with a handsome stranger?
"Well uhm sorry about my aunt" he cleared his throat "wanna g-go grab a sandwich? It's like 10 minutes away and uh we have like" he checked his watch " 3 hours before it turns 6 so plenty of time..." he trailed off, I could either decline and not explore with a cute boy and get lost again? Or risk it and potentially get kidnapped....yeah the answer is pretty obvious
"..uhm yeah sure, let's go" I ushered him taking the map and stuffing it in my bag "well, after you"
I'm thinking of doing a part 2 idk 🤷🏻♀️
Have a wonderful morning/afternoon/evening/night!
-quacksonlover
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—ask collection!
a collection of mostly very old chats and sweet asks that i never got around to answering! thanks for the patience and love!!
beware, fairly long post... woops....
chat asks.
darling: Eu-jin is best boy. Change my mind.
vanya: i am physically incapable of fulfilling that request, how dare you do that to me... i’m biased since he’s my own oc, but i would die for my (very best) boy eu-jin... who can resist such a gentle yandere that loves you so whole-heartedly?
that reminds me! he’s actually based off of kuroyuki and gekkamaru from the otome nightshade, so if you want similar characters by any chance, do check them and the game out ♡
darling: I was watching the dub for Part 5 of JoJo's Bizarre adventure yesterday...Mista called himself Daddy and I like- sdfghjfgsdhnhnmj!! My heart can't take this--
vanya: WAIT HE DID???? i’m not even big on daddy kink and reading that made me go 😳 this is vital information to know... what episode was this??? for research purposes, of course. gotta perfect my yan! mista, after all~...
darling: for yandere songs, have you heard of the major to minor covers by chase holfelder :O? the way he delivers the lyrics in some songs (betty, all i want for christmas), added with the key changes to minor, is really fantastic, and gives a stalker-ish vibe imo! and he's a really good singer in general
vanya: i have!! a good chunk of them are actually on my personal yandere playlist, so i end up hearing them frequently when i’m writing!! i haven’t been keeping up with his uploads recently, so ‘betty’ is completely new to me and just, wow???????????? this man is an absolute god send for us “romantic” horror fans... ♡
this ask gave me such a lovely idea, though, darling: assigning yandere types/mbti based off each of chase’s minor key covers. i think i’ll do that just for you. ♡
darling @blossomiich: I reread some of your old character interaction asks and saw the one with Jotaro hugging his Darling after a panic attack and the elephant seal plush reminded me of the iconic C H O N K Y ringed seal plushie that was kinda trending and I can totally imagine Jotaro having one of those >w< that's so adorable!
vanya: i honestly don’t remember that interaction, but then again i don’t remember most things hmghng so i looked it up and
j...just imagine star plat hogging it and not letting joot cuddle with it 🥺 the duality of man...thank you for this cute image...
darling: Umm, sorry for asking this. I'm just curious because of your bio language in your header. Are you Chinese too, perhaps?
vanya: no worries!! i’m mixed guyanese (indian, chinese, & possibly black and/or portuguese), but my family only celebrates (or rather, acknowledges?) our indian descent, since the majority of our family is predominantly east indian.
my header is actually a quote from a danmei novel (and one of my all-time favorite fandoms), tiān guān cì fú (heaven’s official blessing)!
darling genki stan anon: Omg you're writing for free now, i didn't expect that one lol. It's a cute show innit? Not a nagi stan but I feel like nagisa has that kinda unsnapped personality that would make him peak delusional yandere material lolol like oikawa but less threatening and without his head being up his own ass 😂. Hope you're doing well!! -gsa
Gdjsjs im such a fool, i think my last ask said something about not thinking you'd write for free when i literally just pointed out kisumi on your sideblog LMAO my bad 😅 😂 also ill hold back on the gen chan requests because ive already asked so many in the past! Thank you though 🥺. Also feel free not to post this, it can just dip into my onesided chats with my lil flower 💐 so long as you receive them im fine 😌 -genki stan anon
vanya: nagisa isn’t my favorite (kisumi is), but gods if he wouldn’t make a great yandere. honestly, out of the iwatobi boys, nagi is probably the most unhinged. i wouldn’t peg him as delusional, at least not at first; i think he’s very lucid and knows exactly what he wants and how to manipulate people in order to get it!!! kisumi is fairly similar now that i think about it... i might... have a type...
please feel free to send in gen-chan requests whenever you want!!!! i’m kinda super asocial, so it’ll take me a while to answer, but i love getting asks from you since you’re so sweet and excitable!!! your little flower reads and cherishes them all!! 🥺
also darling genki stan anon: Sorry for spamming you with asks hdjkdks, u dont even need to reply im just kinda brain empty venting here whether you recieve them or not 😂 i just needed to confess that while yes i am #1 gen simp, and he is undoubtedly my fave oc of yours but that Ilya tentacle smut had me very much so highkey kinda 👀, had to re read the genki oral style drabble to bring my head back. He dont even need to worry about luca bc that man a thot. I think therin is a thot too but like lowkey, a classy thót -gsa
vanya: omg i’ve kept this one for forever mnmghngh i might’ve even answered at some other point, now that i think about it... but i just 🥺 gosh i hope i find my muse soon, because i really wanna write you a genki fic 🥺 hhhh
the ilya tentacle smut was so in character for that boy... i have no clue how to write monsters, much less tentacles, but i’d honestly do anything for him 🙏 kinky russian boy...
therin is definitely a classy thot, the kind that only bangs the finest concubines then turns around and slut shames you for banging the very same prostitutes gbfmngnfg rules don’t apply to him, in his kingdom...wish that were me tbh ✊😔
sweet asks.
darling one: i've read almost all of your dazai and chuuya fics and i love them so much!! your formatting is also super aesthetic just a question, i saw on your kofi that you also draw so i was wondering if you drew all the header arts?? bc they're all super pretty :) have a great day!
darling two: Just wanted to say love the writing and the way your format your posts is so aesthetically pleasing. One day I hope my posts looks half as good as yours because I legit can't get over how pretty and organized it looks.
vanya: omg thank you so much!!!! one of my bffs, yue, is to thank for the formatting and aesthetic choices, really! if you wanna see more of her aesthetic formats and posts, she actually runs a few blogs! you may know her as @milkscafe, formally @milkaaton! i adore her and her aes choices so much 🥺
as for the headers, i don’t draw 99.98% of them! i have drawn a couple, but they’re so few and far in between since i almost never finish my art wips haha... my older posts are lacking proper credits because i’m an absolute idiot, but i’m slowly working my way backwards to credit them all where possible! they’re all indeed super pretty!!!
have a great day yourself, my love!!
darling: THEY’RE NOT BAD CONTENT, I LOVE THEM ALL
vanya: this was in response to a now-deleted lil blurb but i kept it in my inbox because i wanted to say i love u very much and seeing this ask each time i open my inbox makes my heart skip a beat ♡
darling: Listen I love your writing, you inspired me to start it myself! I've always loved to write, and read of course but your style and concepts just stick with me. If you where to write something besides Yandere content/fandom content and started your own series? I would read the shit, out of it. I'm always nervous to interact with my favorite writers because you know, I'm afraid of the impression I'd leave but I just wanted to say this anyway! 💞💞💞🔫😳
vanya: wowowow fgfnmgnfmngfg that’s such a high compliment my brain just gmfnbgmnf go boom fogjfngnfg and thank you for the interaction, us writers truly appreciate it no matter how awkward or nervous you think you may be / come off!!!
darling one: As a writer, your post struck a nerve with me. I don’t send feedback to writers I like nearly as much as I should (and certainly not as much as I’d like in return as a writer). So, as such, I’m going to start doing that when I can, starting with you.
You are an incredible writer. You were one of the first yandere writing blogs I found and you’re still one I check in on regularly to see what you have been working on. You can portray a sense of suspense and intrigue in a natural way that many other writers - published ones included - struggle with. You delve into the darkness without it feeling forced, and you have an amazing grasp on the psyches of the characters you write for (which is a quality I adore in writing and strive toward myself).
I’m not great at ending these things so I guess.. you keep doing you? Because the you is great and I appreciate it.
darling two: hey. i'm here to tell you that from the bottom of my heart i love you and your writings. i really admire your writing skills. you inspire me. one of your posts once saved me from a nervous breakdown. thank you for everything you do. you're a wonderful person. good luck!
darling three: I wanted to tell you that thank you for writing such wonderful beautiful writings and that you take time to edit and write I hope you are taking care of yourself 💖❤
darling four: Thanks. I was having a hard time and deleted all my apps, but as soon as i opened my phone my first instinct was to look at your blog and i got my motivation back. Thanks (:
darling five: Hi ! I just wanted to say I really enjoy the stories you write and how they are detailed so well ! Stay safe and I hope you have a good day/night ! ლ(╹◡╹ლ)
vanya: ahhhh, these are very old asks mostly dating back to my “tumblr writing community is dying” post, and i’ve kept them this entire time because i’m just so starstruck. i have no clue how to reply to compliments, so i’m not sure what else to say besides that these asks made me very happy and got me through a few insecure moments!!! i’ve actually been feeling a little down about my writing recently, mostly because of lack of motivation / inspiration, so revisiting these really warmed my heart, so thank you truly ♡ i’m certainly keeping the originals in my inbox until the end of time!!
darling @monstrously-obsessed: psst, this local cryptic mom thing send all of their love for you 💕
vanya: your local herbo says she loves you very much momster 🥺 mwah
also, to the anon worried about my safety:
thank you so much for pointing that out!!! it hadn’t even crossed my mind when i made those ocs, so i appreciate your concern! i was contemplating revamping those two as is, so this is a great place to start! thank you again!!
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aright so recently my friend has finished part one of chapter one in yttd as well as the first few minutes of part two, so heres some of her commentary:
(yttd spoilers of course)
so much. loving joe
(when joe is sad)"nnOO IM SORRY MR JOE"
"i would give everyone in my class joe body pillows"
"joe is my ideal man"
"i couldnt live with that danganronpa blonde guy with glasses with a huge ego(byakuya), joe is someone who can i be smarter then but also share analytical conversations with"
"sara would be lost without joe"
*first trial*"wait are me and joe on the same bed??"
me: "haha.. what if we put our minecraft beds together...?"
"YEA"
*sees keiji* "oh no pedophile" (inside joke dbshsh)
*sees kai* "oh look it's your husbando!!"
*has already established keiji as her least favorite*
"does joe seriously not remember me :(??"
"joe you absolute buffoon we are in a dire situation >:("
whenever keiji is on screen shes literally just "ew keep ur hands away from me >:("
us: *gets sidetracked arguing about soda*
"mishima totally makes the minecraft villager sound"
"i hope your husbandos not bad :("
*mispronounces keijis name on purpose*
"we can talk to joe now finally :D!!"
"no one likes their teacher that much-"
*after handing mishima the lighter* "can i take furry kid with me?? im worried science man is gonna light him on fire-"
*kais stalker reveal* "im sorry but he lost some of my respect points-"
*about kanna* "awwww poor baby :("
*after russian roulette* "isnt anyone wondering where beanie man went??"
*doing mileys laugh* "you have ur headphones in right?? i dont want people hearing me being weird-"
*voting* "if i have to choose who would die, its beanie man" *chooses sou*
*sees mishima on the floor with all that blood* "yes, he is dead"
HSHHSHS in the later parts i. completely forgot to take notes hehrjhsh
either way by the end she warmed up to keiji but still finds him creepy, and her least favorite character is q taro(as expected sadly)
she is. very obsessed with joe and im scared for her when the main game begins hdududuud
ill keep yall updated
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hi! i'm the one who asked for headcanons! So, i'll describe the girl: she's 5 ft, dark pixie hair, really dark brown eyes, long eyelashes, plays guitar and is pretty shy haha. You can do either headcanons or an imagine (or both lol).
Keanu had first met the girl when she walked on set.
She was just a make up artist but for some reason, there was something about her that was enchanting.
"umm hey. Im keanu reeves"
Why was he nervous?
"hey. I know who you are. Not that im a stalker or obsessive it's just that youre a big star and im a huge fan and i've seen all your movies and oh god im sorry. I'm y/n"
Keanu thought her shyness was cute, her dark eyes held so much beauty and he wanted to just stare into them and into her soul
"would you like to get a coffee with me? Think of it as a way of me showing my appreciation of you liking my films"
He liked the way her dark pixie hair moved as she shook her head no
"i dont want to bother you. You must be busy"
Her wide doe like eyes drew him in deeper and he needed to know more about the petite girl in front of him
Stepping closer, the height difference was obvious. She was barely at his shoulder, she was so cute to him
"dont make me carry you to the cafe"
The awkward situation made her laugh
Y/n had no way to argue her way out, instead she just nodded.
"im going to call you pixie"
"hey no fair. I'll just call you BFG then"
"who?"
"big friendly giant"
He adored the new nick name.
The two spent hours talking about nothing and everything
Gripping onto her coffee, y/n didn't know how to act around the man
"im sorry, im just very shy"
Keanu laughed and leant forward as he cupped her face in his hand.
"my little pixie, youre just perfect."
Blushing the girl didnt know what to do, instead began to ask him simple questions
"do you have any hobbies keanu"
"i ride motorbikes and play a little guitar"
Y/n face lit up and keanu saw how her eyes widened
"me too. I love writing songs. I spend hours just playing away and its like all my worries just melt away"
The girl relaxed as the similarities became clear between the two
"maybe we can have a second date soon and you can let me watch you play guitar?"
Y/n froze and smiled up at the man
"this was a date?"
"pixie, you're the most beautiful girl i have ever seen, i sure as hell hope this was a date"
The two laughed and y/n hugged keanu around the waist. Keanu leaned down to hug her back.
"then the second date will be like a mini concert"
Keanu watched as the girls face shone with happiness. She truely was a little pixie, his small little pixie that he wanted to fold up and put in his pocket. To love and protect forever.
She was his pixie, and he was her BFG
Im sorry i've never done this before 😭😭 i tried my best and I've had a long day at work but i hope you enjoyed it 😘
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It really sucks when you find out someone you thought was a friend (or at least a good acquaintance) is actually a pretty trashy person.
Okay, let me build up the backstory. Almost seven years ago, I created a niche political page. I tended it alone for about a year before enlisting the help of a second admin. In comes this guy we'll call Richard. Richard and I got along decently. We shared a lot of thoughts and identities. I thought he helped me with the page considerably. He helped tend the page with me for about two years or so. We chatted a lot, and I really liked him. Then things start getting weird between us. Richard seems to start getting weird. There's stuff going on in his life, divorce and whatnot. I get a notice that the page we had was scheduled to be deleted within seven days. I loved my page; I certainly didn't schedule it for deletion. I ask Richard, who swears he didn't and blames his ex-husband, whom he insists must have hacked his account. I don't know who to believe, although I am certainly more suspicious of Richard than of his ex. I remove the deletion schedule, and bump Richard's page access down—basically, I took away his power and control over my page. Things are okay, kind of. The stuff Richard posts to the page is half decent and half questionable. Then he posts a swastika picture, a meme comparison of some current figure to a past Nazi figure with a swastika flag in the background. I wasn't aware of the post at the time; I was busy with school. I only heard of it when my stalker elsewhere online started circulating news of that post (my stalker watches every one of my online pages and presences) and calling me antisemitic—because of something I didn't post and wasn't even aware was posted! I immediately track down that post and remove it, and talk to Richard about it. He claims innocence and dodges the matter. I don't remember what else went on between us, but I certainly remember him being vague and dodgy about it, even after I told him what a shitty thing that was, and told him to at least consider the image that post projects. He didn't care.
(edit: looking back at my messages to him and finding a host of other problems that happened at once. I wanted to address them but he just ignored me. Transphobia, the swastika post, and he'd made some crude sexual posts, as well.)
Now, I don't remember the exact timeline of events, but this was coming to a head about two years ago, when I was coming out of my transphobia. Richard had made a few transphobic posts on the page over its lifetime, which I didn't protest then. But then I started to see its shittiness and started deleting it all. I tried to open a discussion about it with him, like, “hey, what's up with this stuff?” kind of thing. Richard ignored me. A little later, I removed him from the page completely, which he didn't protest or maybe even notice. Richard was no longer an admin, but I spent the next few months cleaning up his messes and remaking the tone of the page. I tried to track down his old crappy posts and delete them. I know there must be many more, but they're buried beyond reach. I made it clear on the page that we are no longer to be transphobic, and that we are to be welcoming instead of mocking. I ran solo for a long time, afraid to enlist another admin and another Richard.
A few years ago, before anything went sour, Richard decided we should have a group counterpart, which he created and added me as an admin. I was hardly active with it, though, more focused on the page part. I was last in the group three years ago—my last post. The group fell inactive and I stopped caring about it, especially when I started seeing what a richard Richard was.
Recently, this group came back to the fore when one of the other people Richard enlisted as an admin came back and started poking around. He took issue with what I had posted three years ago, and flew into all these weird accusations about it. He questioned my integrity and my identity, and said I shouldn't be an admin there. He especially didn't like when I told him I was transgender (he said something derogatory about me being a woman or something, so I countered). I private messaged Richard, and said, “What's going on with the group (i.e., this asshole)?” He replied that he'll handle it. I wish I took record of exactly what was said in the group by the other guy, but that wasn't on my mind. I'll finish this off with the transcript of our messages.
>me
>>him
>Okay, what's going on with the group?
>>I have no idea. [he] messaged me about your post im reading it now. But i dont particularly see anything controversial
>It's so old xD I don't get the sudden action and the “I don't think you should be an admin”
>>Think he just wants my attention...:P
Ill tend to him
I didnt know your not a woman
>I'm female, but I don't identify as a woman.
>>K well.. he says and I agree thats [accusation]
>No, it isn't.
>>And I was having such a pleasent day... haha
Drama queening over a dead group
>Did
Did you just ban me?
>>No y
>I think [the other guy] removed me.
I can't access or even FIND the group.
>>Dont worry about it. Were chatting ill take care of u in a min
And dont talk to him... shes just in a mood. This a mans job
>? [I have no idea which of those was intended for me]
>>Sigh... just let the men talk thats all you gotta do. RN
>Uh, okay then, I'll let the penises talk.
>>Lol
>> […]
>>Ok weve decided to reinvent the group and its gonna be male exclusive
>Why??
>>Because its a dead group anyway and if we reinvent it we can just say its been here for years. Also engage gay men in intellectual discussion and dialouge
Which isnt something woman are not typically interested in anyway
>Only cismen are interested in intellectual discussion? Wow, seriously dude?
>>Yeah actually. Its true. But ill let you know if theres something interesting going on in it :)
>No, it actually isn't, and I didn't have you pegged as a sexist turd. Don't bother. I'm not interested in whatever Grindr knockoff you're going to turn the group into.
I can't believe you're doing this. We used to be a team. You wouldn't even have had the platform without me and the page, and you're just going to turn around and betray me like this?
>>Its a dead group hun. Buisness comes first... also didnt need page platform for anything. Actually thats what killed it imo
Also no its not grinder. Its for intellectual dialouge and discussion.
We smoke cigars and drink brandy like men. And its a beaitiful thing
And that's that. Richard is gone. I feel betrayed, but I don't know what I'm entitled to feel when I wasn't that close with him for the last few years anyway. He was married to a man and for all intents and purposes, he bills himself as gay, but he recently had a very strong and public relationship with a woman and got close to her son. Apparently that relationship is no more, and he still calls himself gay. Meanwhile, his page is full of questionable things. I haven't been keeping track of him, but he had recently started cropping up on my feed again. One of his posts said something to the effect of “the country went to crap when we gave women and minorities the vote” and it's just like WOW ARE YOU KIDDING ME. How was I EVER friends with this dude??
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