why can’t things happen the way I picture it in my head? it’s eating me up inside, like how ants devour cake at a picnic.
are you thinking about me right now? I don’t know how much longer I can take having this brain anymore. It creates scenarios in my head that just aren’t real yet…
the butterflies that erupt in my stomach whenever I see you are endless and I don’t know if I like it.
these butterflies feel like they are flying into my ears and itching my brain, chaotic but exciting.
no one understands this brain, this brain has always been too much for the world. But when I speak to you, I don’t feel this is the case anymore. I feel like I can truly be me, I’ve never felt like I could ever be myself before…
being me has never been good enough to anyone else…
being me always makes everyone hate me, but with you it’s different.
~ LJ
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“saw my reflection and cried” so real layne, so real.
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Sunshine, sweet love my labor.
Don't mind, I don't care no more.
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and now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
of what was everything
all the pictures have all been washed in black
tattooed everything
all the love gone bad turned my world to black
tattooed all i see, all that i am
all I'll be
i know someday you'll have a beautiful life
i know you'll be a star in someone else's sky
but why, why, why can't it be
oh, can't it be mine?
ABSOLUTELY DEVASTATING LYRICS JESUS FUCKING CHRIST EDDIE VEDDER CALM DOWN IM BOUT TO RELIVE MY BREAK-UP
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