#gotta get my car back

[anewp0tat0]

looks like I can draw again!!

Sebastian called him "orphan" for the rest of the week.

#YEHAAAAAH MATEE GUESS IM GOING TO ANIMATION SCHOOL #IT WAS ALL WORTH IT. and now it's all over #actually this may mean I'Il be busier later... but for now- I'm back into the swing of things! kuro art; thoughts; tears; and what have you #it feels like a while since I've posted a big project so I hope I can make it up by finally getting back to the one's ive had in my WIPs! #thank god I got this thingy done. my brain is firing again so i gotta keep up #I know how to draw cars😅🙃 #sorry if the eccess of screen prints is annoying I was experimenting #modern!au #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #sebastian michaelis #ciel phantomhive #digital art #o!ciel #this would make a good ad but no not sponcered😌 #sebastian starts vibrating

[emily-mooon]

Jonathan in my Itakiss AU:

#this has sat in the drafts since august and now I think it’s time to share it with the world #keeping the tags from august cause the facts are still correct #one of the posters of Steve is supposed to be him surrounded by roses #sometimes there will be a panel in shouts where the love interest has some flowers around him #*shoujo (gotta love auto correct am I right?/sarcastic) #since this is a shitpost I tried to make it funny #that’s why you get some cursed looking Steve’s #god I love this au so much (says this while the other aus I have come up with figuratively stare at me #) #I finished drawing this with a horrible headache after a long two hour car ride to meet my younger cousins who live in a different province #it was after I got back home because we were there for the day only #you can tell that I got lazy at some point but it’s a shitpost so I do not care and also it was late at night and I was tired #stranger things #jonathan byers #stonathan #itakiss au #emily shitposts

[binch-i-might-be]

okay I picked up my glasses. in my Seeing Things era

#now i gotta take my ass back to my car #it took less than a minute to pick it up and i drove 15 minutes and walked 15 minutes and now i have to Return....... #i have to get some groceries also! #rayrambles

[obsob]

i never post my jus black n white of these so. here is the pencils for a lament for icarus redraw!! im excited to colour this. nothing gets me going like a warm colour palette 

#mine #if i was icarus i simply wouldnt fly too close to the sun #i lov doing these so fun #like brain 0 thoughts i just see and draw its so relaxing #im aware his leggies look weird but they just do. its just like that #hes got rlly skinny legs baby u gotta work those out too #ive never drawn muscle torso before i actually did okay i think hehe #i was. distracted whilst doing it #i had to crop it bc i didnt want to draw his weird lumpy feet but i drew the nymph at the bottom like rlly well #i did her back real good #GOD im so excited to colour this im losing it okay okay #i should have. lunch. i think my mother has eaten all the bread >:( #i need to get room snacks!!!! room sncacks #did i tell u i started taking probiotic vitamins like gut health ones my GOD #when i first saw the packaging i was like does this have 16 BILLION live cultures in it. no it does not #i want to eat 16 billion bacteria #i feel like that would equal ur daily calorie intake. equivalent of eating a small dog #we walked dog yesterday n we had a hire car so i had to have him on my lap hes so wiggly #anyway i will colour this soon n post it eheheheheh gna make icarus trans

[famewolf]

im punching and punching and punching my anxiety today

#[static] #man i need a new job but im gonna try my best to stick it out for the next year and a half so that im 'vested' - #- or whatever its called for my little tiny 401k money lmao #im starting to get anxiety about work on my days off more than usual #they just changed it from 5 years to 6 years fjgkdlghd #and im nearly at 5 years #also i think im gonna try and stick it out with the full time up until October and i'm going back to 4 days a week for my sanity #and also theyve been cracking down on ppl missing work and the winter time i have to call out a couple times a month for snow #they used to be understanding about it but it sounds like they arent anymore :) #in one breath they'll be like 'yeah it's no worries we work at a grocery store who cares! we're stacking cans this isn't life or death' #but the moment you gotta leave early due to snow so you can actually make it home in one piece they get butthurt lmao #mind you I have put my car in a ditch BECAUSE of work doing this to me and i ended up missing a week + covering repairs because of it #like ... would you rather i go home 2 hours early or miss 4-6 days of work and be in debt :) #and the answer is the 2nd one for them lmao i fucking hate them

[sysig]

A complete lack of catharsis (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Dexter Favin #*tries to make a pun with Car and Catharsis* Anyway #The Sad™ Flavour - here's what was missing #Inspired Directly by conversation like dialogue lifted straight not even a little diverging lol - it made a strong image in my head! #And those are my very favourites ♥ Gotta get 'em Out onto paper haha #ZEX came out to have a nice time and you are Ruining It Dex #Can't blame him for trying :( Anything to bring Max back to him! #I really love the imagery of Dex taking him out somewhere where it's just the two of them being very small together #Cooped up in the summer home by themselves - it's definitely something but it feels so heavy and claustrophobic #Like they're trapped - I mean ZEX literally is - and Dex isn't much better slowly deteriorating with his guilt and lack of rest #So taking a moment to go out together somewhere so huge and impressive - somewhere they can see the stars #Somewhere to feel small in the face of everything - and for ZEX to be closer to home for just a moment #Hhhh <3 #And for the moment to feel so singularly beautiful and impactful - and then to be intercut with their shared Nothingness #Would it hurt more for the evening to be beautiful and unbroken - to come so close to touching that impossibly huge Feeling #Or to be shattered in the midst and reaffirmed that neither is what the other is really looking for? I can't decide ♥ #I think what gets me the absolute most is that it doesn't matter - nothing they can say to each other will really reach who they want to #Dexter wants Max and ZEX wants DAX and they're both so /close/ but it's just not /right/ #I wonder if ZEX is even in his right mind enough to realize what he's asking of Dex is the same that could be asked of him #Dexter can't be DAX for him but he still calls him that :'( #Such an unfair situation #And no matter how much they cry it out and find any sliver of comfort in each other - they just have to keep on living this way #No catharsis - just continuance

[batz]

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#frank.txt #also shit is FUCKED rn . im so STRESSED #my landlord had a landlord moment so we're moving. also this place is getting unbearable #we live near freedom convoy folks and ive been called all sorts of slurs just trying to walk to 7/11 so . idk #maybe the next place will at least have homophobes that aren't as shouty and angry n shit bc GOD. GOD #that one guy that followed me halfway home just yelling slurs like yeah maybe moving out is a blessing in disguise #also this house haa no insulation which is awful in summer and winter #the next place we're going to is more expensive unfortunately but like. its insulated. doesnt have squirrels in the attic. or asbestos. #so uhm yayyy #its in a very secluded farmland area. tbh maybe thats what i need rn bc my physical and mental health arent super sturdy rn #physically feeling a bit bettr tho! just having bubble baths about it <3 #i only post now on my priv twit @dykefiend rn #once things are settled ill go back to posting art . #bc i RLLY want to draw my own stuff soon i just gotta work on commissions wnd then start PACKING #genuinely almost cried last night thinking abt how i'll probably be able to see stars at night again #its the outskirts of the city in a rural area. super rundown broken down house but gorgeous yard. all u can hear is wind ans birds #no sirens or yelling or cars!

[running-in-the-dark]

annnnd now it's 3 am and I'm drawing and I don't wanna stop. but I have to drive to my uni in like. 6 hours. to collect some stupid signatures so I can get my diploma or whatever. 🙄

#... it's a one hour drive which is A LOT for me/for around here. #but at least it's all rural roads. not a lot of traffic. and I basically just have to stay on the one road. so it's not *too* likely that #I'll get lost (I still might. last year I got lost TWICE driving back from the dentist that I had been going to for 25 years.) #but hey that's what phones and GPS are for :') #I still think it's fucking RIDICULOUS that I have to drive all that way just to get like. 4 signatures on a piece of paper. #it's literally just to confirm that I don't have anything that belongs to the university anymore (like keys or books) #whyyyy is that not a digital thing? why is that not just like. something clicking a button? or 4 someones. I don't care. #it's fucking stupid. #anyway I've never driven there myself (took the train for my classes there. but that'd be 3 and a half hours instead of 1 hour and nope I am #not doing that when I can just take the car #🙃) #anyway I'm not going to bed lol oops gotta draw dan('s suits) #personal

[iguessitsjustme]

Can someone, anyone, please, for the love of god, teach these BL boys to change a tire? It’s really not that difficult.

#bed friend #bed friend the series #bed friend bl #if I can do it so can they #but also I cannot imagine just leaving my car on the side of the road to go back and get it later #and it’s nowhere near as nice as kings car #but like my man you just gotta change the tire you don’t gotta leave the whole car there

[yuukimiyas]

໒꒰ྀི *' ᵕ '* ꒱ྀིა g’morning!! i’m up extra early all bright eyed & bushy tailed & ready to start my day!! we made it to friyay!! (੭ु´͈ ᐜ `͈)੭ु⁾⁾ i knew we could do it!! i hope your morning bev tastes just right & that your faves give you extra smooches!! <33 but let me give you one first!! MWAH!!

#im up so v early bc i gotta get that extra coin!! mainly to pay back my mom for paying for the wrk on my car ૮꒰ྀི ´∩∩` ꒱ྀིა BUT STILL!!!! #i hope its not super busy today sigh ໒꒰ྀི ∩´﹏`∩ ꒱ྀིა i have too much to wrk on to deal w silly customers!! ໒꒰ྀི ﬞᜊﬞﬞ ꒱ྀི১ (im jk i love my #but im bringin my coworker coffee (a friday tradition!!) & she opens so im gonna go in early hehee!! :3 #but also friday means…..PAYDAY!!!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و✧*｡ woo!!! setting a lil bit money aside for my tattoo fund!!! ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১ #you guy will see me hoppin around for sure!! ૮꒰ྀི˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶꒱ྀིა ily!! HAVE A GREAT FRIYAY!!! <333 #ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!

[seithr]

Randomly remembered the half-reason i call my oc-verse by the name it has while laying in bed. One-half of the reason i still knew, but I had forgotten what had truly, really cemented it jointly until now

(it was a song from my favourite band I haven't listened to in a while.)

(the song fit so well at the time, still does, that i needed to hold onto it for the main protagonists forever, by partially naming their story in reference.)

Does this explanation make any sense? Does anyone know why I'm tearing up remembering this. Aahh

#(I'm emotional because I've been feeling bad about it all lately. enjoying things I make I mean—art or ocs or frivilous things.) #(So remembering that song and when it came out. That I couldn't see them in person. But i held onto it my own way. As something I loved) #(Something I still do love a lot... Parts of me saying no—you don't hate it. No. I'll help you remember more. I'm a little misty about it.) #The song is just The Killers - Run For Cover. I couldn't see them in person all those years ago—family went without me. #All my new oc rework with Zin and Hunter and Caia were like a year old or so. #It's a little silly. But the character Zin's derived from was a lightning mage so I stuck to it—I like monhun's zinogre for what its worth #So there's recurring theme and imagery. Thunder's not lightning but the sound and the feeling after the flash the flame and strike. #There's that meaningful thought—the story is the aftermath of a big tragedy. It matches what I like in monsters and other chars. #And at that time—my favourite band I missed out on puts out a really good song I download everywhere and it goes like: #He motioned me to the sky/ I heard heaven and thunder cry/ Run for cover/ Run while you can baby don't look back/ You gotta run for cover #And it goes on of course. The rest of the song's still really good. There's more that fits but point is; More evocative imagery. #So there. Why my bundle of OCs—Zinadia Hunter and Caia's story—is called Thunder 20XX. minus the 20XX. That's tongue-in-cheek #About some day I'll manage to make something tangeable or broadly shareable with them. I guarentee this century! #Thunder... oh my darling Thunder. Eight years man. More than that if I really want to count pre-rework INTO the complete original work. but #I like that it's definably 8. I like that I remembered I've always loved them a lot. Always been my thing to lean on even by name... #I need to get to sleep. Ive gotten a little more emotional over one song than I'd rather regularly be. Give it a listen maybe? Goodnight #Armour clanking #I need an oc tag #What have you gathered to report to your progenitors?🎶Are your excuses any better than your senator's🎶He held a conference #and his wife was standing by his side🎶He did her dirty but no-one died🎶 #I saw Sonny Liston on the street last-night black-fisted and strong singing🎶Redemption song🎶 #He motioned me to the sky🎶I heard heaven and thunder cry🎶RUN FOR COVER #What are you waiting for—a kiss or an apology?🎶You think by now you'd have an A in toxicology🎶 #It's hard to pack the car when all you do is shame us🎶Even harder when the dirtbag's famous🎶 #I saw my mother on the street last night all pretty and strong singin🎶The road is long🎶 #I said 'Mama I know you tried!'🎶But she fell on her knees and cried🎶RUN FOR COVER #Just run for cover - you've got nothin left to lose...

[abysswatchers420]

living in the sticks fucking blows, theres nothing to do and nowhere to really hang out and meet folks that ISNT a church. and i do NOT wanna hang out with churchies. ive already been thru all that. i grew up in that, those arent my ppl. where are my fellow weirdos?

#'just drive to the city' yeah lemme drive an hour away to the city and find somwhere to park my car #cant drink or get high either bc you gotta drive your ass back home #just whining

[coquelicoq]

yeah sex is great but have you ever unflooded your street by removing leaves from the storm drains using the litter-grabber tool you bought from lowe's two weeks ago for that exact purpose?

#every year my street floods in the autumn when it rains heavily. usually multiple times. every year!!! #i hate it it's so stressful. and of course the cars keep driving down it even though it's unsafe. a lot don't even slow down #and they throw up these huge walls of water with their passage #the street becomes totally unusable for pedestrians wheelchair users bikers strollers etc. #it's just the worst. and every year i'm like oh i should get a thingy so i can do something about it #and i never do in time. but this year. THIS year. watch out world #i cleaned out the drains preventively a few times in the past couple weeks but today is the first day of somewhat heavy wind and rain #so i went out this evening and two of the four drains were completely clogged :( but i got out my tool & as soon as i cleared a little spac #a whirlpool formed and sucked all the water into it! with this amazing noise. it was fantastic #then i cleared away the rest of the leaves cuz that tiny spot would get covered up very quickly otherwise #i came back by an hour later and they're still looking great <3 i'm basking in the afterglow #it is funny how much easier a homeowner could do this than me. those people have yard debris cans #they have space for shovels. god. a shovel. my kingdom for a shovel #i'm just piling the leaves on the curb one handful at a time and then leaving them there (out of the way of everyone of course) #because i have nowhere else to put them and no way to transfer them farther distances #but it's mostly just apartments near this intersection so we gotta do it for ourselves #anyway i'm probably gonna have to do it again tomorrow because there are a lot of dead leaves out there right now #but man! i've never been able to do anything about this before except call the city and wait for them to send someone. this feels so good

[welcometogrouchland]

Okay girl I get that we have a throat infection. And that's why the throat hurts. But why the ears?????

#ramblings of a lunatic #suppose it's all attached to the same skull. but seriously #anyway woke up today horrifically sick. it's so over /j #i gotta go down town in like an hour for antibiotics and I'm. sooooo scared I'm gonna get car sick #I seriously not well #on the bright side...real reason to file for an extension on my essay 😎 <- we're so back

[blujayonthewing]

'why do I feel so weird about leaving the house to do anything ever, almost as if it's somehow not even possible as an option' <- guy who spent the majority of the last four years becoming mostly nocturnal in a pandemic and without her own car

#man. #'huh I used to go wander around the woods back in ohio 🤔' yeah you were conscious during the daylight hours and had a car that worked #yeah back in ohio you hadn't spent a full calendar year Never leaving the house at all! #did you think you got away with that without Lasting Effects?? idiot??? #anyway. I've got a car again and [gestures vaguely] the world's probably about as good as it's gonna get for the forseeable future #working on fixing my sleep schedule and then I gotta. work harder on Going Out. remind myself that it's allowed #... sure wish I thought there was anywhere I could work through what the last several years have Done To Me other than tumblr lmao ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #hey that was traumatic! actually! we were all agreeing about that at the time but. well. #anyway #about me

[analogboii]

just had a gm from another store text me "please god tell me you have bread we're getting bent over and fucked at all angles"

my brother in christ i am so sorry to tell you this but im not working but i do know that the manager tonight has a 500 dollar catering order and doesn't have bread to spare. rest in peace and godspeed frfr

#i've been in that position one too many times fr #when you calculate the night just right but plot twist suddenly everyone wants everything and you gotta call all the other stores around #for bread but then you also have to hope to GOD you have a driver or someone who has a car to go GET the bread bc you cannot leave the stor #my first night closing when i came back to kc they were projected for 500 dollars and so it was fine #WELL LONG STORY SHORT WE ENDED UP DOING 1500 FOR THE NIGHT #had to send out my only inshop for bread and he ended up going to the wrong store but it was okay bc they still gave us bread #thank you 49th and broadway #you the real ones #with love from renner lmfao