#got into a car with a guy

[squidsmeister]

dungeon meshi is my favorite road-trip comedy film

#dungeon meshi #my art #laios thorden #senshi #marcille #chilchuck #chilchack #izatsumi #laois #laius thorden #sorry guys I don’t know which spelling is correct here #chilchucks car is a beat up beige Honda civic #laois never got a license because even though he’s actually a good driver he just never cared enough to do it #plus he wants to travel in some wacky way. like on a five person tandem bicycle or some shit #marcille never got a license because just fucking look at her #plus she gets motion sick in cars. she just would #senshi walks everywhere and has no need for cars #izatsumi just learned what a car was two days ago and she’s pissed that chilchuck doesn’t have a lambo #chilchuck doesn’t have time for any of this. he has to get his daughter to soccer practice at 5

[ftm-radio]

[SCENE: driving back from my appointment]

dad: ...am I going to have to teach you how to shave?

me: uh yeah! at some point, lol

dad: hm. well I can show you the way I prefer, with mug soap and a brush, because the aerosol cans are just no. I showed your brother my way and he likes it a lot better too...

dad: [rambles for a bit]

dad: ...it's really just another chore, you look in the mirror and go 'ugh I have to shave soon' so it's just one of those things you do every once in a while

me, externally: haha yeah, I can't wait :]

me, internally: he's talking about this like it's no big deal, it's not weird at all,,, he doesn't mind the idea of teaching me despite the fact that he never expected to be doing this with me,,,, he's my dad and he supports me even if he doesn't completely get it,,,

#i legit got this close 👌🏻 to tearing up in the car #anyway i am really going to take that nap now so g'bye #ftm radio #<3 #transgender #trans #ftm #trans guy #nonbinary trans guy #trans masc #trans man #trans masculine #nonbinary man #nonbinary guy #ftm positivity #trans positivity #holy fuck this one's really goin round again huh #6k 😵‍💫 #7k?!?!?!?!? #8k #9k #good lord #10k #11k #12k #13k #16k

[inkskinned]

there's a video on instagram of a man kicking his partner's door in. the top comment is (with over 4 thousand likes): "how about you tell us what you did to make him that angry?"

barring emergency, nobody should be kicking anybody's door in. many of us lived in houses where it was always, somehow, an emergency. there is a strange, almost hysterical calm that comes over you in that moment - everything feels muted, and you almost feel, however incongruently, like you should be laughing. you are living inside of "the emergency." oh my god, you think. i am now a fucking statistic.

there is another comment with 2.8 thousand likes: "if this was a woman doing it to a man, nobody would give a shit."

do people give a shit now, though?

barring emergency, the door should remain standing. the emergency should be panicked, desperate - "i'm coming in there to protect you." many of us know what it feels like when the emergency is instead "i'm coming in there to get you."

1.5k likes: "and yet you post this for notes. glad to see being the victim has become your whole personality."

hysteria is a word connected to womb, from greek. what you're experiencing is so senseless and inhumane that you (a rational creature) try to find any ground within what is irrational and cannot be explained. one of the most frustrating things about staying in bad situations is that we also lie to ourselves. we also ask ourselves - wow. what did i do?

women can be, and often are, also abusers. abuse is not gendered. abuse is not just a "straight person" problem. abuse does not have a face or figure or sexuality. you cannot pick an abuser out of a crowd. an abuser could be actually anybody.

and then so many people rally behind the man kicking the door in. here is something nobody should be doing, right? you want to ask every person that liked that first comment: do you ask this because you side with him? do you ask this because it helps you feel safe from this ever happening?

in some ways, you're weirdly sympathetic to the top comment, because it is the same logic you see frequently. the idea is that the average, normal, sane person doesn't just break down a door. doesn't just shoot up a school. doesn't stalk and kill women. doesn't threaten sexual assault. doesn't run over protesters. doesn't shoot an unarmed black person. doesn't scream at underpaid walmart employees. doesn't just "lose it". something had to have happened, right? because the default (white. straight. cis.) - that is someone who is always, you know. "sane."

(right?)

on a podcast, you hear a sane, normal, rational person. "if you piss me off, i'm going to need to hit something. sorry but i'm not apologizing. that's just who i am that's how it is." his voice almost sounds like he's laughing.

you think of the door, and how you were almost laughing behind it, too. ironically, every real emergency in your life has almost felt peaceful in comparison. fire, car accident, flash flooding - these felt quiet, covenant to you. you'd stood in all of them, feeling them pass over and up to your chin, never actually overwhelming.

but when the door was coming down, you had felt - is there a word for that? there has to be, a word, right.

surely one of us has figured out the word for that, i mean. it's such a large fucking statistic.

#spilled ink #writeblr #warm up #this is so disorganized #i just saw that video and the comments made me want to vomit #it's actually like. in the way it's funny that you got into a car crash and got the flu within the same 24 hours #it's like. #it's funny #because certain people will blame everything on mental illness #even being transgender. #they will not #however #at any point - even vaguely suggest that a man should maybe get therapy. #like. a guy busting down a door isn't a danger-to-himself-and-others #(you just pushed him too far). #but a young adult looking for top surgery should be institutionalized for even wanting to change their body.

[biboomerangboi]

The thing about Zukka is that one of them is always going to be doing the most insane bat shit thing in the world while the other is just there to pass them the tools of destruction and go that’s nice honey.

#if one of them is acting normal the other guy is blowing something up #sokka I want to break in to a maximum security prison zuko I got you #zuko I going to send you on this rail car then jump Sokka cool I got you take my hand babe #zukka #sokka #zuko #avatar the last airbender #atla #zees 2am text posts

[cozylittleartblog]

here comes the boy ~ hello boy ✨

cleaned up a couple of the vash doodles i did while learning to draw him :)

#trigun #trigun 98 #vash the stampede #anime #doodles #art #dat me #my friend phoenix was visiting from portland almost the whole last week it was really fun !!! i did not open PS for a week FJHBGDBHJDFG #how do i draw again... what is a tablet.... i forgor ..... #i have seen TWO trigun fans in public this weekend. a guy at the bookstore with a vash pin on his lanyard + someone at the local arcade #who had a PUNISHER ITA BAG ??? COOL AF??? the arcade was also full of furries for some reason. which was cool but i've never seen it before #girl the arcade is hot enough as it is if you're wearing a fursuit in an arcade you are braver than any us marine #I WAS SO SAD I LEFT MY PURSE (ALSO AN ITA BAG) IN THE CAR FOR THE ARCADE BECAUSE I HAVE A VASH PIN IN IT ..... #please ask me about my ita bags... please ask me about my pins.... i am insane about my pins...... #my brother and i are going to indie pop con in 2 weeks if i dont find some cute trigun 98 stuff i will riot #i am relentlessly vashposting on main. i will draw other characters i swear but he is my favorite #any character where i go 'there is something so so so wrong with him' is my favorite EVERY TIME #im just happy to be drawing again honestly #i got about a month before anime central so i am just trying . to VIBE. for the first time in months

[larabar]

Silver writing in a journal

<3 <3 <3

#amy got him the journal btw #unrelated but i got a silver rc car yesterday. little guy #sth #asks #doodles #hi krafter :]

[navajja]

I watched Hasbin with my friend, we complained about some stuff and i ended up making some redesigns probably so far from reality that they could easily be my ocs. But HEY I have been having a lot of fun playing around with their designs, do u ever see a character and ur like "how come ur not a fat man?" That's how i feel about husker. Anyway, enjoy 💕🕷️

#i didn't hate hate it #i feel like there is a lot of un used potential to it that i would love to see it in the second season #like #i cant believe they didn't gave us that scene of angel and penny fighting guys on a street and the the actual fontage of angel carring penny #i got feelings about charlie i love her but she is definitely been neglected as a protagonist #But HEY #dont come at me for wanting more from it 😭😭😭 #myart #nvjjarttag #huskerdust #husker hazbin hotel #angel dust #angel dust hazbin hotel #hasbin hotel #hh art #hasbin hotel redesigns

[harbingersecho]

they had to pause their morning workout to drive wash to the ER at 7 am bc he somehow got hit by a car while getting mail. there's traffic. maine fiddles with the radio and carolina is imagining herself parkouring over the other cars

#rvb #red vs blue #maine #wash #carolina #agent washington #agent maine #agent carolina #mine #*24 #i just saw that image again and wanted to redraw it and this concept just manifested itself #i lost the og ref photo but its the one w/ the big beefy guy and the blonde woman + they both got tits. if u don't know it dw lol #also in a modern au carolina has like a subaru or a honda civic and it's teal. she's the only one of the blues who even has a car #tex had a motorbike. no one else in blue team even has a license except wash but he doesn't actually have a car he just needed a license #but the blues are like 'we never even fucking go anywhere why would we pay all the car insurance shit + parking' #if they rly need to they can just bum a ride from someone or wash can rent a car or whatever #carolina will only drive them (she doesn't trust wash not to crash) in an absolute emergency bc they made fun of her car saying #it's a PTA mom car and she's petty. if youre not gonna die she doesn't care

[bowenoke]

havent watched/read dungeon meshi yet but im starting to understand via tumblr post that it's not a story where normal people eventually do profane things out of desperation but is in fact a story where a handful of freaks who are desperate to do some truly unnatural things give in as soon as they're given the opportunity. jury is still out over whether marcille and falin kiss though

#based off the contextless post where chilchuk tim says something about not touching demihumans. #hey. yyou had to specifically say as a group you werent gonna eat people? this was an argument that got floated that early? #nothing but support for laios but . truly the sort of guy to want to bring up the cannibalism convo the second the car is running low on ga #like there's a convenience store 1 mile from here. dont eat me. we can go buy a granola bar. holy shit

[lynxgriffin]

While I love images of Suselle, I also love seeing images of Kris and Susie acting like dumbasses doing stupid shit together. What’s something that you can see the two of them doing that isn’t criminal, but still gets them in trouble?

Probably no concussions, so a success!

#ask lynx stuff #lynx art #I am haunted by that video of some bros putting a guy into a huge tire and rolling it down a hill almost into an oncoming car #also this will probably be the last request I do for awhile #got something else I want to work on #deltarune

[fandomfrolics]

1x10 || 3x01

#ted lasso #ted lasso edit #ted lasso s3 spoilers #finally gathered the courage to watch this episode a second time #it turns out there's more than just sad ted??? #(sad HOT ted) #anyway these guys are too obsessed with parallels they need to chill #not pictured: nate's reaction to Jamie's comments when he's showing the team #how things change!! #I feel like 3x01 Nate is an amalgam of all these different things from s1 #ted's first presser almost panic attack and Nate's first presser almost panic attack #Rebecca's eat this wear that and Rupert upgrading Nate's car #Jamie's this team got relegated without me and Nate's Richmond would be nowhere without me #(wait that's 2x12) #anyway!!! #I'm soooooo happy with how s3 Nate is being handled so far #jamie tartt #nathan shelley #my edit

[nuklear-sauce]

HHHHAAHAAAHAHAHAHAAHAAAA

BAHAHAHAHAAHAAA

GOOGLE WHAT ARE YOU ON.

#starkid #team starkid #the guy who didn't like musicals #IT GOT WORSE THE FURTHER IT WENT DOWN. #WHY IS EMMA THERE??????? #WHY IS HER PICTURE JANE AS THE CAR?????? #WHERE THE FUCK DID JIM CARREY COME FROM TOO???????????? #THEY LISTED HIM AS SAM SWEETLY TOO HELP ME

[hum--hallelujah]

actually we're going to talk about Folie more because it makes me frickin insane that the two songs that took lyrics from to you unfinished are Coffee's For Closers and w.a.m.s. and in both cases the words are twisted to make them so incredibly painful. because to you is basically to my reading a huge love letter to the band's through all their ups and downs, "all us believers still believe every time we sing "two more weeks'," "you put my head in such a flurry," "send my love, to everyone above" etc etc etc and then not only does CFC take "preaching electric to a microphone stand" and pair it with the words I will never believe in anything again, but w.a.m.s. pulls "worry worry you put my head in such a flurry/ freckle freckle what makes you so special" from the heart of a poem about a band that is also a family and then IMMEDIATELY AFTERWARD says I'm gonna leave you, I'm gonna teach you how we're all alone. everything about the spirit of to you unfinished is flipped on its head, recontextualized and handed back poisoned. Folie is almost a breakup album and What A Catch, Donnie sounds like a farewell going into a hiatus that no one knew if they'd come off of. the way to you unfinished fits in feels almost like the same sentiment behind I Don't Care, lyrics taken and twisted around and pointed back, extra sharp, extra venomous, without concern for the harm caused. Pete going down with the ship, maybe. my love and hate for you are infinite, etc etc etc. do you get what I'm saying here?? *shaking you* do you get it?!

#also ''what makes you so special'' compared with... everything about what a catch makes me INSANE #''i don't know much about classic cars but I've got a lot of friends stuck on classic coke'' 🤝 ''I've got a lot of friends who are stars #but some are just black holes'' #ETC ETC ETC #there's SO much love and hate and lines blurring fr fr #and it's all framed around just like... terrible toxic relationships??? insane insane insane #sorry guys happy folie a deux Friday Saturday I'm going bonkers #she speaks! #fob #fall out boy #folie a deux #m

[cuppajj]

most goatedest chinese takeout delivery ever

#cjj sayeth #meme.jpg #maccadam #transformers #i saw he had the insignia and when he stepped out of the car to give me the food i was like 'ayo bro nice' and then i #pulled out the decepticon insignia necklace i got from tfcon la #and he flipped his shit he was like 'YOO FUCK YEAH' #we proceeded to talk about tf for three minutes in the middle of the street #shoutout to that guy #hard to find a tf fan irl yknow what im saying #he told me his other car is named swindle bc it looks like the one from the movies. baller af

[blueskingdom]

charles ft. his never ending saga of winking at max

#f1 #charles leclerc #max verstappen #lestappen #formula 1 #100.9% #formula one #austria gp 2023 #will add more when i have more time #… maybe #update: i did! #think i’ll update every time it happens ;) #belgium gp 2023 #ik the last one isn’t a wink but guys. #charles was the first non rb to congratulate him #like xavi thought he was still in his car but nope #charles: gotta go find max and congratulate him no matter what #qatar gp 2023 #literally from belgium we never got another wink #like i was constantly looking out so i can update this #but no #what happened charles 🤨🤨

[moeblob]

I am really tired of a situation rn.

#fe three houses #felix hugo fraldarius #me using felix on my angy days because he is my angersona? you bet! #anyway if you want to try to get someones money or something bc you hurt your own car banging into mine #can you try to be a bit more timely with it buddy come on you hit me on feb29 ! #why am i getting your insurance company calling me today ! #also i would like to point out i didnt do it and neither of us were hurt and i filed a claim with my own insurance comp #and also filed a police report bc he didnt even suggest calling the cops to the scene #so like yeah hey man maybe you and your insurance company can move a lil faster or smth #literally everything that happened the day of is - according to my dad - an intimidation tactic #i look like im 15 and he probably thinks he can take advantage of a new driver but ya know! tough luck! #im just really tired and stressed over multiple things not negative so getting this on top of it was like #bro .................... anyway my phone didnt pick up for some reason so i called back and then nothing got resolved #cause the person who actually called me wasnt around to connect the line to from the guy who answered #idk man just its a lot despite my v minimal energy #got a job interview on monday tho ! and then also next week is an eye exam #and you might be thinking isnt that a good thing to get your eyes checked? you are correct but i am horrified #there are two body parts that give me absolute anxiety and eyes are one of them #and i know my eye sight is declining and im just v anxious #its fine im going to be fine i just have to be anxious about it