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ilovedilfsandleonkennedy · 4 months

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been a while since i posted anything on here so let me give u guys a lil recap of my life and this little boy i met.

so on august 30th 2023 i apologized for being so inactive because i got a boyfriend (let me tell u im still shocked i made it that far into my teenage years). boy oh boy let me tell you alllll about him.

i met him july 21st 2023 and he asked me to be his gf in the night of august 19th 2023.

we were both dancing and laughing and drinking with our friends and it was the best night of all summer breaks ive ever had. i still cherish these memories and i wish nothing more than to go back and relive it one more time.

ive been together with this boy for about 3 months now and these months have been very much the happiest months of my life. i love him so much, so so much, so much that it scares me sometimes because hes become such a big part of my routine that its impossible for me to imagine not having him with me at all times so either hes gonna be my husband and we´ll say the most beautiful, maybe goofy but still cute vows at the day of our wedding or hes gonna be the biggest, down to earth shattering heartbreak of my entire life.

and i know some of you might say "gosh, chill out.. its ONLY 3 months, wtf are u on, boys come and go bla bla" and yeah maybe ur right but honestly, never in my life have been treated THIS good in just 3 months that it shocks me sometimes because it just feels like weve known each other since wayyyy longer.

the first time i saw him, when i took him into my sight, it just clicked.

like a ching *hotel transylvanian reference*

hes my first love and i am his. he has beautiful hair, such beautiful, gorgeous curly hair and its so soft, every time i run my fingers through his hair it feels like i have arrived in heaven, like silk between my fingers. his eyes are the most beautiful, bright eyes i have ever seen in this whole, wideee universe and i can still see them even though hes 6 feet tall and im just 5`3 (but thats not the point ok im still very tall yall). he claims theyre brown but theyre greenish brownish actually and i know that because ive stared into this mans eyes for longer than i can count.

and i could go on and on but i think u get my point..

i love him and i never felt this way about anyone. hes the one that brought my spark back and hes the one and only reason for me to keep going, hes my first thought in the morning when i wake up and my last thought at night when i go to sleep to see him in my dreams, my dreamy, wonderful, wonderful boy.

anyways, before i yap wayyyyy to much for ur guys liking that was it and if youre struggling with love at the moment, dont lose hope, the only thing u need is patience.

love, d.

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rkistars · 4 months

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title: 1095 days…

genre: angst,fluff,comfort

synopsis:when you see your crush of three years , jungwon, talking to another girl while holding her hand,you start to cry in some random room, when suddenly a stranger starts to comfort you.

who is it tho?

note: this is my first work so please excuse the spelling and grammar mistakes! 😭 lower case is intended :)

playing: the perfect pair by beabadoobee.

ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ.. 💭

As i saw jungwon, my crush of 3 years smiling at another girl while holding her hand,my heart broke in a million pieces. i’ve liked him for 3 years hoping one day he’d like me back, the second i saw him on the first day of 8th grade, i was immediately obsessed with him. the way his eyes sparkled even in the dark, his dark black hair,his stupid cute laugh…

i couldn’t see him and that girl anymore, so i just ran to any empty area i could find.

i still couldn’t believe it. through all these years, i thought he eventually liked me too..

did he even notice me once? does he even know my name? did he even now my existence through those 1095 days?

i thought we were a perfect pair..

ᴊᴜɴɢᴡᴏɴꜱ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ.. 💭

while i was talking to another boring girl, wishing it was her, y/n. i’ve been a tiny (very) bit obsessed with her. since the day i saw her in that classroom on the first day of 8th grade, with her hair down,uniform with a pink jacket, with a cute pink hair-clip, i was automatically in love with her.

gosh i loved that look on her…

but while i was thinking about her,i saw a girl running while hearing a small sob.

wait. is that y/n??

shoot. i gotta check up on her.

as i leave without saying bye to the other girl,i ran after her until i see her slam the door on some empty room. i wait for a while contemplating wether to come up to her or not.

screw it, im gonna go in.

while i open the door, i see her crying on some random bench.

ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴛᴏ ʏ/ɴ’ꜱ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ.. 💭

as i felt multiple tears fall down my cheek, i heard a sudden voice.

“hey.. you okay?”

a shadowy figure in front of me said.

shoot this is so embarrassing..

“yeah! im fine..”

“your obviously lying..”

“no i swear im oka-“

before i finished my sentence,the random person pulled me into a hug..

i couldn’t pretend to be okay anymore, so i just broke down in-front of a random person

giving me a hug.

as i sob and sob i rant,

“does he even like me back?! i’ve liked him for a whole 3 years but he never noticed me! while i fall in love with him more and more, he just talks to other girls,and ignore me! its like the universe is punishing me by me being stuck with him while he just ignores me!”

as i just keep ranting and crying the stranger suddenly holds my chin and looks at me in the eyes. when i finally look at the stranger i see..

JUNGWON?????

no no no this cant be happening, AGHH i’d drown rather than this!!

“i didn’t know you felt that way, im sorry y/n..”

“and, though-out those 3 years, i have noticed you. the day i saw you i instantly fell in love and i i couldn’t get you out of my head. i tried to ignore my feelings but it just never left. i didn’t know how to approach you so i thought that if i made you jealous you’d notice me and finally talk to me…”

“i shouldn’t of done that. im sorry y/n”

as i looked at him in shock, i didn’t know what to do. he liked me back all this time?!

“wow.. im a bit shocked right now”

as we both let out a chuckle.

“to make up for it, what about i take you on a date?”

“hmm… i don’t know”

i let out a laugh at his worried face,and then i finally say

“yes”

as he looks at me with a relived expression,he smiles.

ugh that stupid cute smile.

maybe we might be a perfect pair.

#enhypen fluff #enhypen angst #enhypen #angst with a happy ending #fluff #enhypen comfort #jungwon #yang jungwon #angst #comfort

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vaguely-yandere · 1 year

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Gosh, I love the idea from the last ask/answer that Darling slowly becomes accustomed to a Yandere's love. Like maybe even unconsciously she comes to accept it. She comes to NEED it. Suddenly, it's taken away, and she finds herself wanting it again.

Even if it's sick and twisted and wrong and unhealthy, it's love. And maybe Darling doesn't have a lot of that in their life.

Like can you imagine being in Darling's situation? She was kidnapped and imprisoned. For months, perhaps over a year, she's had this person idolize her. They drool as they watch her sleep. They shake when she speaks to them. If Darling ever tried to touch them of her own free will, they might just cream their pants right then and there. They do nothing but speak of their love for her. They can barely contain themselves in her presence. And like any situation where you'd spend a lot of time with a person, Darling comes to realize this person is just that. Not a monster. But a really messed up, lonely person.

A person who likes to cook for her. A person who likes to buy her nice clothes. A person who likes to braid her hair, who likes bad rock bands, and spicy food. A human person who she grows to know...

But ofc, the Darling knows this is wrong. Even as she grows accustoming to sleeping in their arms. Even if she comes to expect the sound of them humming as they cook breakfast. Even if she smiles as she sees them descending the stairs into the basement. She knows it's wrong. Very, very, very wrong.

And one day, maybe she convinces the Yandere of that too. A sudden moment of clarity hits, and they agree to let Darling go. At first she can't believe it. She's overjoyed. She ends up on a street corner not far from where she was taken.

When news reports start that the missing girl has been found, the police are eager to find out where the Darling was. And Darling has every opportunity to out their attacker. They didn't hide their location as they drove back into town. She knows their face and their voice and their name. She could easily identify them and get them locked up forever.

But she doesn't. She lies. She doesn't remember anything. She's just happy to be back in town. And no matter how much the police question her, she won't budge. She won't.

And she goes back to her apartment, back to her job, back to her friends. But it's lonely. Something is missing. She should be SO happy, but she feels an emptiness inside her. She realizes she misses him, her abuser, her kidnapper, her yandere, and she has a total breakdown over what that means for her mental health. Why does she protect them? Why does she miss them?! It doesn't make any sense, and as she cries in her bed that night, she just wishes they were there to stroke her hair and soothe her like they used to.

Then one day, she sees them in town. Far off in a crowd of people. Friends? She didn't know they had friends. And they look so happy, surrounded by others, not with her... "I thought I was the only one who made you smile like that..." And across the crowd their eyes meet, and they're the ones who pull their attention way, back on their friends, away from her... as though she means nothing to them anymore.

And soon the roles are reversed. She's the one stalking them. Checking their social media feed every five seconds. She's the one watching them through windows. She snaps eventually when she sees her yandere kiss someone else.

That night, the yandere finds themselves tied up in their old basement. Their former Darling crying and begging them to love them again, parroting all their old talking points about how they need them and can't live without them.

And I honestly don't know which scenario is better. A yandere who really did have a moment of clarity, who tried to turn their life around, only to be dragged back into depravity by the consequences of their past sins, forced to relive every trauma they put their Darling through only now on the receiving end...

Or a yandere who's plan this was all along. A yandere who knew their sweet darling was exactly the type of person DESPERATE to be loved. A lonely person who cried in bed at night praying for her prince(ess) charming to show up and save her. Well, it took a little convincing, but that's exactly what they became. They got her addicted to their love, and when they took it away she realized just how badly she needed them. Now she'll be so much more obedient.

Sorry this was SO long and rambly. It's 3am, and I can't fall asleep. Lol. Wish me luck. I have work in the morning. RIP.

OOOOOOOOOOO I LOVE IT!!!!!!! ITS SO UNBEARABLY UNHEALTHY AND TOXIC, ITS PSYCHOTIC, ITS LIKE A THRILLER MOVIE COME TO LIFE!!!!! it rly reminds me of Fresh, even tho, well, that movie doesn't rly contain these kinda themes lol but i love it, its insane <333

#asks #yandere imagines #yandere scenarios #yandere #yandere x you #yandere x y/n #yandere smut

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jtl07 · 9 months

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jt (finally) watches warrior nun - s1 e7

So I had a lot of thoughts about this episode just on Beatrice herself so I’ll separate my thoughts on Mother Superion into my rewrite post (I know I’m behind, but I think I finally got my thoughts in order for e6). But gosh, so much with Beatrice in this episode - and KTY just delivering with her presence and her face. Both KTY and Alba show so much depth in this episode, really fantastic work. What I’ll try to focus on are two-ish things: Beatrice’s reaction to the reassignment (and coming back), and her hella cool fight.

Beatrice's reaction to the reassignment (and coming back)

Okay so for episode 5, I mentioned how initially, I didn’t think Beatrice sassing Duretti was a smart play - and though it's not said directly, I think we're meant to make the connection that that's why Beatrice was reassigned. And this is devastating for Beatrice - so much so that it unsteadies Bea through not only this scene (KTY’s delivery of “The OCS is my home too” is heartbreaking), but also in the scene in the church where Mary is trying to convince Vincent and Bea of the secret room.

I note this because in every episode prior to this, we’ve seen bits of Beatrice's anger. And it’s not that anger is her default - I think Beatrice’s default is calm; her being “guarded” and distant, however, I think is learned - but when we see any sort of emotion from her, it’s her “letting her emotions blind her to the mission.”

With the OCS, her missions has been to be valuable, to safeguard her family, her home. It’s why she does so much on her own (as I mentioned with the research and tranquilizer in ep2), why she went on what was close to a suicide mission retrieving the shield from Arq-tech in e4, why she instinctively comforts when her sisters are in pain (constant example is Camila, especially in this episode; we could even put Ava in this category as well).

But when she got angry with Duretti, I wonder if that wasn’t actually in line with that mission - because instead of putting the OCS as her priority (and swearing loyalty to Duretti as head of the OCS), she puts herself as priority. She refuses to fall in line, refuses to bow down.

And then she gets punished. Again.

This post I think summarizes things well. This is the second time she's gone through this, and after she’s literally put her life on the line too. It doesn't help that the one time she stands up for herself, this is what she gets.

In a word: This hurts for Bea. More than any injury, more than any of the losses they’ve had thus far.

On my first pass through this episode, I was confused as to why Beatrice was so unwilling to accept Mary’s plan because we’d already seen how Beatrice had misgivings. But when reframed as Bea reliving old trauma, it’s no wonder why she’s reacting this way. She’s not really in the present - it’s like PTSD, caught in that horrifying loop of trauma.

(Side note: When Beatrice said “I can’t” to Mary, did anyone else immediately think of the "If I left, would you come with me?" balcony scene in s2? They both feature offers made by people Bea cares for, while she’s in a compromised emotional state. Idk if that was deliberate, but it’s interesting nonetheless.)

All this to say, it makes Beatrice's return that much more stunning and meaningful (and gosh, I wish that had been acknowledged - even just a line by Mary or something; I’ll ponder more for the rewrite). To be able to set all that aside, to come back and help - that takes a lot of strength.

It also makes me think of the line she gave Ava in the cafeteria scene, the one Ava echoes in the s2 finale: “Things change when you realize not everything’s about you.” I’m guessing the strategist in her must have kicked in, seeing the chessboard and how she was being played, how they all were being played. Imo, the reason Beatrice came back was evidence of where her loyalties truly lay: with her sisters.

Beatrice's hella cool fight

Okay, now let’s get into that fight scene with Crimson! What’s interesting about this fight scene was that I found myself comparing this fight not with the earlier fight with Crimson but with the fight at Arq-Tech.

The first fight with Crimson is just … weird. Part of it is me just not being able to look at the outfits (why is Beatrice in a gi while Camila is in that hooded sleeveless thing and Crimson’s in a hooded long sleeve whatever? All of it is just sigh), part of it is the fact that we don’t really get to see the fight clearly because it was intercut with Mother Superion and Duretti’s conversation (which I wish had been done differently; again, I’ll ponder this in the rewrite).

But like, after Beatrice gets out of the chokehold, Crimson does what looks like a double leg, then Beatrice reverses - she could have stayed on top, maybe take mount and get in some ground and pound, but instead she just stood back up…??? Then she ends the fight voluntarily after getting hit with one cheap shot? I just … didn’t understand any of it.

The reason why I compare it with the Arq-Tech fight instead is because at Arq-Tech, Beatrice is fighting to survive. She’s in soldier mode, “kill or be killed.” She’s obviously on edge in the first fight with Crimson but she’s holding back it seems - after all, it’s “just” a sparring match. But the second fight with Crimson is for real - and Beatrice, fresh off of dealing with her trauma remember, is angry. But not only that, she’s prideful. And the wonderful thing is that it comes out in the fight choreography.

So let’s look at the fight (found a video here) - it’s quite short but each move is meaningful (at least to me). First is how Beatrice stops Crimson’s strike: that is really, really hard. It's like jumping into an arm wrestle halfway through. The arm strength that you have to have for that - especially as the shorter person! - is incredible. It’s a great hint that maybe Beatrice was holding back in that first fight with Crimson, given the amount of strength she’s exhibited before (i.e. the Arq-Tech fight in e4).

Second, after the sassy exchange, she does a smooth disarm which, similar to the arm lock I noted in the Arq-Tech fight that kind of move requires you to use your whole body if you’re the smaller person - again, clues to Beatrice’s expertise.

The call outs are fun though a little unrealistic (kinda like that moment in s2e8 where Bea yells at Ava to phase when she throws the knife), but what’s really interesting is the move Beatrice does when Crimson attacks with the right handed chokehold.

So what Beatrice does is three movements: 1) she catches Crimson’s right hand with both of her hands, 2) wraps her left shoulder around Crimson’s arm which pulls Crimson forward and down (notice how Crimson’s posture breaks momentarily), which essentially leads Crimson into 3) the blade of Beatrice’s left hand snapping back into Crimson’s throat.

(Side note: What is it with the throat? There’s so many throat shots in Warrior Nun's choreography. I mean, I get that it’s a powerful place but idk, knees are good too yknow)

The thing that’s interesting about this particular sequence is that I grew up learning a technique where instead of the 3rd movement Beatrice does, you instead continue twisting and pulling your opponent forward. From there, you have the option of breaking their shoulder or just driving them down completely to the ground (where you can then either break their arm or just hold them until help arrives). Fairly certain I've seen it in aikido as well, definitely practiced it in self-defense stuff.

But Beatrice does not do that - she instead does that knife hand to Crimson’s throat, followed by that lovely kick. Notably, Crimson does not stay down. Compare this with the Arq-Tech fight where early on, she downs the dude she shoulder locks with a similar headkick (0:42 in this clip) Why doesn’t Crimson stay down? Either she’s a) stronger than that security dude, or b) Beatrice is deliberately prolonging things.

My guess? Likely a mix of both. This is Beatrice letting her emotions get the best of her but also letting her emotions do the talking. But again, it ends badly for her - well, almost, since Ava’s there to save her this time.

Which is quite meaningful in context, now that I think about it. The last time Beatrice let herself get angry, she was kicked out of her home; this time she was nearly shot but saved by Ava. One more piece set into the Avarice foundation.

All right, I’ll stop there - if there’s anything else from this ep you’d like my thoughts on, let me know, otherwise, I’m so excited to finally get to e8!

#jt watches wn #sister beatrice #warrior nun

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stevesbipanic · 1 year

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I just read Steve's time loop and screw you. It's 8 am and I'm sobbing!

Oh it was so so good. I kept waiting for it to end so negatively. Waiting for it all to go bad. Didn't even see Vecna coming! Oh it was so perfect. Almost wish I had a time loop to relive it for the first time. I just needed you to know how great it is. And how much your writing is capable of affecting people. Maybe I should have just commented this but it felt more personal this way. Gosh I wish I could hug you right now. How did you think of all the scenarios? Did you cry writing this? Do you feel pleasure from my pain?

Oh this will be living in my head for a long time.

Omg thank you this has made my night 🥰 def feels like a big virtual hug.

I definitely did cry a little writing some scenes but as a predominantly angst writer I have a bit of a tolerance haha.

Honestly the whole fic came from randomly writing the Stobin loop where it's Robin saying she has a bad feeling about this and Steve's already seen her die so many times. After that it kinda just snowballed with more loops coming and eventually a timeline and plot grew. I wrote the whole thing in I think two days, was actually speed writing to get my thoughts onto paper for the end since I had a plane to catch that day.

I do get a little pleasure from seeing people scream and cry bout my fics, just cause I love to know ice really moved someone with my work. I've said the before but growing up a lot of my creative writing was criticised for being boring or unoriginal so I love the response it gets now.

Once again Ty for this comment I'm so glad you enjoyed it even if it hurt a bit along the way ❤️

#b asks #❤️❤️❤️#you can find the full fic on my ao3 #stevies time loop had no plan lol #stevies time loop

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jj-lives · 1 year

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My tiktok fyp, or the booktok side if it, keeps showing me videos of "What book do you wish you could go back and read for the first time again?"

And there are books I would like to do this with. But moreso, there are ships I want to relive finding for the first time.

Brittana would be one. But I don't know if I'd want to put myself through Glee as a whole again. It was amazing in its own right for the time it came out... but now? Writing and baiting and ruining characters simply for shock value or theatricality... :/ But the community we built around Brittana and Faberry, that was something special, and I don't think any Fandom could ever come close to the kind of familial feel that it brought to the queer community. It gave many safe places, online and more importantly in person with the cons we put on, for people to be themselves in a place and time they would otherwise not have been able to. And I'll forever be grateful that I was blessed to have been a part of it.

But Bumbleby... gosh. To be able to watch this from start to finish for the first time again, with fresh eyes. That's something I would love to do. This truly was a gold standard for lesbian relationships to be portrayed. The show itself is such a safe space for the LGBTQIA+ community. There were no toxic lesbian tropes to contend with. The show itself has no homophobic undercurrents at all. It's like a utopia for queers. The show and its characters treat queer relationships as a norm, as it should be. Blake and Yang's relationship wasn't rushed. It grew naturally over years in show (a decade in real time). There were ups and downs, angst and fluff. There was growth, acceptance, and forgiveness. Healing and then love.

Yeah, I'd love to watch RWBY over again with new eyes, just to see Bumbleby fall in love again for the first time.

#bumbleby #brittana #ships #rwby #glee #things that helped me grow #things i wish i could relive #brittana community was a family and i moss those days and the friends i lost along the way

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carlsainz · 2 years

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locker room sex with nick at umich makes my brain go brrrrrrrrr

(the amount of times the guys have walked in only to be traumatized is high)

this thought oh my gosh 🦋🦋

here comes a smut below the cut, minors do not interact!! (it's only the second time i'm writing this kind of stuff so please be kind to me)

after another big win, your boyfriend still had too much adrenaline to waste so he just sent you a text telling you to meet him in the locker room. the boys saw nick standing behind and that could mean only one thing – you were coming. since no one wanted to relive the last traumatic experience, they all made sure to check twice to see if they got everything they needed before rushing out of there.

when you saw the last person coming out of the locker room, you quickly opened the door to enter, your brows furrowed seeing nick's staal empty.

"babe?"

"right here," he said, his voice coming from the showers.

going there, you saw him all wet from the shower and only half covered by a towel, your eyes immediately flying to the droplets of water dripping down through his torso.

"c'mere," he said in a low voice.

"we have to be quick, nick."

"and silent, we don't want anyone to discover we're here, right?" you nodded, stopping in front of him. you could see the lust in his eyes and that made you clench your legs together.

"take off your pants, pretty girl."

you did as he says, taking off your panties as well, remaining only with his jersey on, while he got rid of his towel, tossing it in one of the hooks on the wall. he already had a hard on and you felt your mouth watering and your clit throbbing.

"not here, princess. only when we're in my room," he said, noticing your thoughts.

"alright," you approached him again, putting a hand on his chest while the other involved his cock, slowly stroking it.

he let out a breathy moan and held you by your throat, pulling you close so he could give you a lewd kiss until both of you were panting and your hearts racing, your arousals already clouding your minds.

"ok that's enough," he said, stopping your hand's movement on his cock. "i need you to stay very quiet, ok?"

"okay."

"good girl," he kissed you quickly, grabbing the back of your thighs and you jumped, involving your legs around him and you moaned at the contact. "so damn wet for me."

"nicky just fuck me already."

"as you wish, my princess," he grinned, adjusting his dick in your entrance and slowly sinking you down onto his length.

both of you let out shaky moans at the same time at the amazing feeling, you slowly throwing your head against the cold wall and tightening the grip on his shoulders. giving you some time to adjust to his size, he started kissing your neck, leaving some hickeys to mark you as his until you whispered "please move."

he then adjusted you against the wall and started pounding onto you, quickly setting his fast pace. the friction of your nipples against the jersey you were wearing and his skin with each of his thrusts were driving you crazy. the way he felt inside you plus the way he was moaning very low against your ear were making you see stars.

you were keeping your moans discreet even though the coil in your lower stomach was tightening but then he started rolling his hips against yours, hitting your g spot over and over again, and you couldn't hold any moans.

"f– fuck nick, so g– good," you moaned, scratching his back.

he grinned against your neck, "shh babe, no one can hear us," he gave you a sloppy kiss. "are you close?"

"mhm."

he started pounding onto you at an erratic pace, one of his hands finding its way to your clit, rubbing it while he felt your walls starting to clench around his cock, your breath hitching. "let go princess, cum for me," he purred into your ear.

nonetheless, he was the one to cum first, dissolving into pleasure, his climax almost knocking him down while he filled you with his cum. "holy shit."

he kept pounding his hips against yours slowly, his hand still on your clit until you came at the feeling of his hot load inside you, screaming out his name. your whole body was shaking as the world shattered around you, time freezing in that moment of pure bliss.

when both of you were back to earth, breathing steady once again, you opened your eyes just to see nicky already looking at you with a smile on his pretty face.

"feeling well?"

"more than well, love."

"let's get you clean to get out of here, shall we?" you only nodded, both of you letting out low moans as he got out of you, steadying you on the ground. you shivered at the feeling of his cum dripping down on your leg but it didn't take long for nick to come back with a wet washcloth and clean the mess between your legs.

"i love you, princess," he said, kissing you quick and passionately after cleaning you.

"love you too, blanky," you smiled.

he got dressed as you put back your panties and pants and both of you got out of the dressing room with intertwined fingers, walking fast and giggling in the hallways.

#gabs answers #thot thoughts #nick blankenburg #gabs writes

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rizlowwritessortof · 10 months

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Thank you, gorgeous readers!

Thank you to everyone who has liked, reblogged and commented on Reckless - it’s so wonderful to see when I don’t manage to post a lot! Very grateful to those of you who stick around! I will never not be posting about Dean, even tho fics for Jensen’s other roles may pop up. Dean Winchester owns my heart. ❤️ (Dividers by @firefly-graphics )

@dean-winchester-is-a-warrior

JFC, Riz!! This was perfection!! Hot as hell!! 🥵🔥 This was incredible, so passionate, yet incredibly sweet and intimate!! Amazing work as always, my friend! 🥰🥰

😂🤣Linda, you always find the best gifs!!

@leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid

It's been too long since I've had a chance to read and good Lord Riz this one is 🔥

Sundae, it was SO GOOD to see your name pop up!! Hope you’re doing well, my friend, I’ve missed seeing you on my dash!

@thatonewriter15

Oh, my gosh; oh, my gosh; oh, my gosh--a new piece from you!

This work only made things hotter on this stifling summer night, but I am not complaining one bit. ;]

THANK YOU for always being so encouraging!! ❤️

@jensensgotyoudean

My god woman! 🥵🤤☠️🔥

Love you, mah Liz!! I love when I can get that reaction from you! 😁😈

@deans-spinster-witch

Absolutely amazing - just like this fic! So hot - fantastic job’

Thank you SO MUCH!! 😊

@dorky-and-i-know-it

This was awesome Riz!! It filled a small part of my missing Dean feelings

💔 💔 💔 Girl, I KNOW - just wish we could have him back, relive everything like it was the first time...

@wi-deangirl77

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authenticcadence18 · 3 years

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HAPPY STAR WARS DAY!!!!! ⭐️ 💕

#I LOVE THEM SM #gosh I WISH I could relive seeing this for the first time #because like OK #before the episode even AIRED I remember talking to a friend and being like #‘....ok so if the episode isn’t canon phineas and Isabella could kiss right? or like confess or something? because it’s not canon!’#and like that was half jokingly (because it seemed way too out there) but like...half of me hoped it was true #and then the special aired and it kept having LITTLE HINTS of phinabella #like Lawrence saying ‘there aren’t any girls on this planet’ 100% being a foreshadow to phineas and Isabella #(...ok even if that line is mainly just a tired cliche I will STILL COUNT IT AS PHINABELLA FORESHADOWING)#and then the scene where phineas is like ‘a girl like her and a guy like me?’#(14 year old me was THRIVINGGGGG I TELL YA)#ok but then #the big final musical number came up #and usually at this point in the show big final musical numbers had an obligatory phinabella dance moment #so I waited for it #and gradually I started to panic because Isa was nowhere to be found #I worried they’d forgotten about her #but nO THEN SHE APPEARED #and tHEN SHE KISSED PHINEAS AND PHINEAS SMILED AND FAINTED AND I FREAKED OUT I FREAAAKED OUT #I was with my sibling and just like turned to him and was GAPING. so excited. freaking out.#AND THEN WE GOT OUR OBLIGATORY PHINABELLA DANCE MOMENT AS WELL 2014 WAS A GOOD YEAR FOR PHINABELLA #(and for pnf in general of course! lol)#but YES. I have such fond memories of watching this for the first time and thinking about it that night and writing thoughts down #good times🥺🥺#phineas and ferb #phinabella #phinbella #pnf Star Wars #Star Wars day #cadence rambles

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mango-bango-bby · 3 years

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Hi mango baby!! Can I please get some platonic yandere dabi headcanons with a child reader? Maybe reader is the youngest todoroki that he took with him when he ran away? I just think it would be cute to see dabi taking care of a little toddler lmaooooo

♡ Platonic Yandere Dabi Headcanons ♡

(A/N: Gosh I love writing platonic yanderes so much!! I hope you like these,, also I know that the time line is totally off, please ignore it 😭😭 Sometimes you just wanna relive your childhood but with your fav taking care of you, yknow??)

Content Warning ⚠️: Yandere, kidnapping, isolation, children, baby!reader but a bit later it’s child!reader

Summary: Platonic yandere Dabi headcanons! (Platonic!Yan!Dabi x Child!Sibling!GN!reader)

Masterlist ➸ ♡

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♡ Dabi genuinely couldn’t believe the new headlines when he saw it, he was absolutely furious. Endeavor, had had another child. Supposedly he had had you with a surrogate mother with an ice quirk. And according to his own quotes in the media, he simply ‘wanted another child’. But Dabi saw straight through that. He could tell that you were meant to be a back up Shoto, an extra, in case something went wrong with his golden child.

♡ Dabi didn’t want to do anything about it at first, he didn’t have anything to do with his old family after all. Unless it was to destroy Endeavor, he didn’t care. However he couldn’t get you out of his head, a small, innocent baby. Born into a family, doomed to have the same fate of loneliness and abuse ahead of them. Much like their siblings.

♡ It’s a very in-the-moment decision to kidnap you from his father. Dabi has already started his life of crime by now so he had no idea how he would take care of an infant. But he was determined to do that. He may be a villain but he’s not a heartless monster, he feels sympathy for you.

♡ Kidnaps you in the dead of night with no one even trying to stop him. No one even wakes up. You don’t even cry, rather you reach up to him. You happily gurgle at him, babbling in baby talk. At one point you try to pull on his staples, although he can’t blame you. You are a baby after all, so he assumes your baby brain likes the shininess of the staples.

♡ Dabi takes care of you surprisingly well for being a villain who lives in a dingy apartment! He steals you everything you need! From bottles and teething toys while you’re an infant. To toys and clothes when you’re a bit older! He teaches you how to walk, talk, and just be a person. All in his apartment!

♡ He doesn’t take you out, almost ever. Mostly because missing persons posters for you are still everywhere, ones that are from when you were a baby and some that are digital versions of you now. But he does take you out of holidays, specifically your birthday. You always look forward to going outside on your birthday.

♡ Dabi does your hair every morning while you eat your breakfast. It doesn’t matter if you have short or long hair, he’s fixing it for you. You usually sit in front of the old box TV in the living, breakfast in your lap, and Dabi behind you doing your hair. You’re not going anywhere yet he does such intricate hair designs. Although he always ruffles your hair, causing you to pout at him because he just did your hair.

♡ He dreads the day you’ll get your quirk. He never wants it to happen. He actually really wishes that your quirkless. However he knows that you probably won’t be, so instead he teaches you that if you do get a quirk never to use it. You believe him of course, he’s your older brother after all and you know he’d never do anything to hurt you.

♡ So many nicknames! Dabi calls you so many nicknames and vise versa! His favorites are kid, kiddo, squirt, short stack, shrimp, tiny, anything like that! Although he does have one sweet nickname for you, and it’s little flame. But he doesn’t call you it too often. You mostly call him by his name or the occasional bubba (that was your first word in fact!) and sometimes you call him grumpy as a nickname!

♡ Dabi will probably have to introduce you to the League at some point or another. You’re so young and he doesn’t want to leave you in his apartment by yourself all day. The most he’s left you alone is two hours or three. You didn’t even know he was gone, you were to focused on the cartoon he left on the TV for you.

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Thank you for reading, darling!!

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bakugohoex · 3 years

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congrats on 1k!! may i request angst #10 with levi ackerman? <3

“goodbye my love”

pairing: levi ackerman x gender neutral reader

cw: angst, blood, kissing, death, flashbacks in italics

word count: 1700+

a/n: i feel sad now and i have to write some nsfw next whoops hehe, but hope you guys like this and enjoy the angst i guess

playlist: please check out these songs from @marchsbakery dying in levi’s arms, here’s the spotify link as well, i had no idea she was making it but it coincided with me posting this so of course i had to add the playlist.

summary: in which in your final moments, you relive all your memories with levi until saying your last words to your love

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The sound of your screams and the tears that flooded from your eyes was the last thing Levi saw when a titan had collided right into you. It had been quick, carefully thought out even, the way the horse was flung to the side and you almost looked ethereal in the sky. But it wasn’t some scene in a play where you would look magnificent, your blood curdling scream was what made everybody turn to look at you.

Turn and see a superior flung to the side, with blood seeping through your clothes. Your stomach churning at the impact, ready to be eaten. Levi saw it all, quickly slashing the neck of a titan before running to the titan, it gripped your body as your legs kicked and your mouth screamed. Tears mixed with blood dampened your skin, this was it for you. This was what everything had come down to, the titans mouth opened wide, you could almost see the other humans in its stomach. You closed your eyes ready for the tear of your legs, but it never came.

Instead the crushing of your bones, the excruciating pain you went through as the titan may have been slashed by Levi, may have begun toppling to the ground. But in its last-ditch attempt to kill you, it squeezed your body, bones crushing and moving out of place, blood trickling down your mouth. If it couldn’t have you neither could Levi.

“Y/n, you…” Levi was about to ask about your condition, but the way you were sprayed onto the palm of the titan, blood coughing from your mouth, bruises forming and pain searing through you. He knew something was wrong, you both were so close to having killed the titans, there had only been a couple left. You could survive this, get the treatment you needed, but as he ran up to you, grabbing your body he could almost feel your pain.

“L…Levi.” You coughed out more blood, he hated seeing you like this, in his arms vulnerable, he was vulnerable. What could he do, other than hold his love.

He shifted your body from the titans palm, you both in a safe area away from the others. “You’re going to be fine.” There wasn’t a question about it, you’d survive, you’d be fit and ready to go on the next expedition, he didn’t care.

“I’m d…dying.” You could barely form words, but if this was your last moments you were glad it was with your love rather than inside a Titans gullet.

Levi watched as tears fell down your numb body, he took a deep breath, he knew it was hard for him to express emotions. Express himself to you, but he looked up in the sky, suppressing any forming tears that could come out, he wanted to be strong for you. “No, yo…you won’t.”

“Tell me our story.” You were going in and out of your own mind, you didn’t want to fight over your death, you wanted to hear your story. The story of Y/n and Levi and how they were supposed to rule the world, fight titans and finally gain the peace that they deserved.

He saw how you shut your eyes just wanting to hear any story, there was no time to help you. He had to give you your last wish, explain your story if it was the last thing he did. “Okay.” He held you in his arms, kissing your forehead with warmth. “We met a couple months after you joined the scouts, you were so confident, remember…

“Is this the famous Captain Levi, I’ve heard so much about.” Levi eyes you up and down at how easily you made yourself at home with him, he raised an eyebrow as he folded his arm.

You stared at the man a smirk as you tilted your head waiting for a reply, “if you’re going to act like you don’t know who I am, then I have no business with you.” He was ready to walk away but you grabbed his arm, making him stop in his tracks. “What brat?”

“So rude, you’re the one who asked for me to join your squad.” Levi was the one to be confused as he looked at you with a puzzled look, “you asked for the girl who got first in the scouts, that’s me.”

“You?” He looked at you with no emotion.

“Don’t need to be so mean, I’m really am quite good.” You spoke highly of yourself, Levi hated those who had no actual experience to back them up.

He tapped his food in thought before replying, “we’ll see, get ready, you’ll be right next to me.”

“Gosh not even an apology.” He glared as you shrugged leaving him to tut in disgust, he’d have to sort that attitude out for sure. You had thought that joining a squad so easily and especially Levi’s squad would be an honour. But after his words it felt more like a low blow at how he didn’t recognise your talent, he looked down at you and you already had a will to prove him wrong.

“…God, you really hated me back then didn’t you.” Levi looked down at your nimble self, blood spewing down your mouth. You nodded trying to put out a laugh but could barely even lift your eyelids back up.

“Te…Tell me more.” Your words were short and breathless, he saw tears continue to trickle down, he didn’t know how long you had left, he witnessed more titans collide to the ground. Even if he had brought you back to the scouts, they couldn’t do anything until all the titans were defeated. You’d be another corpse on the long list, he’d give you these minutes, these moments to die without having a line in your name.

“You pestered me afterwards, on the expedition you showed off all those tricks and killed so many titans, but I never told, but I admired it my love, admired the way you did everything for humanity you didn’t fear death, I fell in love with you because you weren’t selfish like the others…

Levi had asked for you to come by his office after coming back from town, it had been a couple months since the expedition, and you had grown fond of the boy. He may have given you snide remarks, but the small upwards twitch of his mouth proved that he didn’t hate you as much as he let on. You knocked on the wooden door as you heard a come in, easily slipping between the cracks.

You couldn’t lie and say you hadn’t become infatuated with the man either, the way he killed titans and swung through the air always felt like your own private show. Even now here, with his watchful eyes at your movement towards his desk, he gave no emotion, but his eyes spoke differently, inviting you in almost. “What can I do for you, Captain?”

“Sit down.” He was stern with his words which you easily followed as you crossed your legs staring at him. “You’ve been working with Mike a lot lately.”

It wasn’t something you had expected, and you almost laughed at his accusations, “what about it?”

“I prefer my squad to work together rather than separately.” His sentence was filled with mystery as if he wanted to say more.

You felt confident in what you believed him to be saying, it had been Hanje who planted the idea that Levi preferred you more than he did other humans. But preferred was a stretch of the word that you had thought of, could he possibly like you, the way you liked him. “Captain, this isn’t about working together is it, are you jealous?”

“No.” He was blunt about it but refused to meet your gaze, you stood up moving closer to his seat, you leaned against his desk, eyes on his form as he looked at the papers in front. Rather than the side where your watchful eyes were.

“You don’t need to lie to me Levi, but if you really don’t, I was just about to go spend some time with Mik…” Levi grabbed your wrists stopping your words, he finally looked up at you. He moved his chair to be in front of you, his body between your legs, before grabbing your jaw.

“You leave this room and I’ll make you regret it.” Your chest felt heavy as you leant down to meet his mouth, his mouth feeling warm against your own as you both moved in sync with one another.

“…I fell in for you from that moment Y/n.” He looked back down at you, your body feeling heavy on his thighs.

You looked up at him, finally being able to open your eyes as you looked at him wanting to speak and tell him how much you loved him. “I…I…” You began coughing again, worry radiating off of Levi, “you told me…on our first date that we’d be toge…together forever.”

“We will.” Levi lied to make himself feel better, to make himself believe that this was all a dream. He had lost too many people, his mother, his friends and comrades he couldn’t, he couldn’t lose his one love. The one person he had sworn to protect, to save from this disgusting world.

“For…forever wasn’t long enough...” You whispered feeling empty inside, tears soared out as you looked through the dampness right up at Levi. He looked down and for the first time you witnessed the tears, how he tried to hide them with an emotionless face. But they were there.

He brought his head down to meet your own, forehead resting against your own, “we’ll get our happiness next time…I promise my love.”

You felt his tears fall onto your own skin, feeling your body begin to shut down, your eyes feeling heavy as Levi bent down to your lips to give you one last kiss. To give himself one last kiss, you were always going to be it for him, nobody would ever replace you.

And as he finally parted from your damp lips he heard the last words, he had never wanted to hear, never wanted to imagine coming from your lips. Your arm falling to the grass, body heavy and eyes shut as you whispered the words that brought about the end, “goodbye my love.”

Tears pricked down Levi’s face; he hadn’t expected it from himself. He thought he could stay emotionless but as he held your corpse in his arms, bringing you closer to his body, he remembered every second he had spent with you, loving you and how he was never going to get that ever again.

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daydreamingatnight209 · 3 years

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Requests are open!

Feedback is always welcome ✨💕

“I’ll see you around?”

Freddy Carter x Reader

Requested - For @aliiiyyaaah

“okay so i actually got a new idea, maybe the reader is amita’s friend/or cousin and she was around set a lot because they really close and the reader loves to sing but is shy and idk maybe freddy is lowkey crushing on the reader and something super cute happens?”

Prompt - The melody of the music box soothed me”

Warnings - Small angst? Fluff 💞

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The melody of the music box soothed me.

I would play it over and over when I felt stress or anxiety gripping me.

Sometimes I would sing along with the tune and other times I would hum it.

I remember recreating the beats in my head when I met him.

The human version of sunshine.

We locked eyes for a single moment but my heart started to race.

He broke contact first and when he did I spun around to my best friend.

“Amita, who was that?”

“Who was who?”

I move my head slightly in the direction of the mystery man, doing my best to be subtle.

Amita chuckles and links my arm as we walk to her trailer.

“That was Freddy. He’s a shy one but he’s really sweet. You should talk to him!”

I shake my head.

“No no ‘Mita I can’t do that! Besides I’m only here for a couple of days.”

Amita just winks at me as she places on a film and gets comfortable.

“I will introduce you to the rest of the cast later, most of them are filming today.”

“Ahmmm” I mumble, sliding into the blanket on the back of the sofa and slowly feel my eyes slide close. Travelling always leaves me exhausted.

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I wasn’t sure when I fell asleep but I was awoken to a loud knocking on the trailer door.

I jump up and take in my surroundings. Amita wasn’t here but I see a note on the coffee table.

The knocking continues so I rise from my seat and open the door.

I come face to face with Freddy.

I silently cursed at me dishevelled appearance as he began to speak.

“Oh erm, I’m sorry. I thought you would be Amita? Is she in there?”

His voice was soft and gentle. Kinda like the sound that could soothe you to sleep.

I take a deep breath and pray that my words don’t fail me.

“No sorry, she left me a note saying she had to nip out. Do you want to come in and wait? I won’t mind”

He flashes me a small smile and comes closer.

“Sure, thank you”

He steps inside and takes a seat beside me.

“I’m Y/N ‘Mita’s best friend. She let me come and see production for a couple of days, I love the books and I study media so it helps with my degree”

It took Freddy awhile to warm up but soon we were chatting away, he would listen so intently and absorb everything around him. It was amazing to see.

Suddenly the door flung open and Amita rushes inside looking every wind swept.

“Oh! I see you guys have met!” She exclaims seeing Freddy and I together.

“I was just sorting out last minute arrangements for your stay, your in the same hotel as us” she explains to me. This prompted me to look at my watch which in turn caused me to gasp.

“It’s getting late and I still need to check in!”

Amita helps me with my luggage and I turn to leave the trailer.

“I’ll see you around?” I ask Freddy.

He responds by giving me a quick nod and a bright smile.

Amita giggles under her breath.

“He likes you”

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Days on set turned into weeks on set and soon I felt like part of the family. I got to meet the others and had many laughs, especially with Kit and Archie and Ben. The girls became my sisters, I loved spending my nights with Amita, Jessie and Danielle.

I didn’t see Freddy often but when I did I would always greet him with a wave and a smile.

I never really got much out of him, not since the day we actually met.

It was currently night and I was sat in Amita’s hotel room with her and and Jessie.

Amita was laughing with Jessie, telling her how we met and grew up together. I watched with a smile on my face reliving the memories in my head.

I lost myself in my thoughts and was startled when Jessie squeals and grabs me by the the shoulders.

“You didn’t tell me you could sing!”

A blush creeps over me and I lower my head.

“Erm, no no. I don’t, not really”

Jessie still spends the next hour trying to convince me to sing her something but to no avail.

I wish them both goodnight and head down the hallway to the elevator to my room.

A Ding! rings out and I step forward into the small metal box.

I small scream jumps from my throat as I see Freddy stood in front of me.

“Oh my god I’m so sorry! I should of watched where I was going” I gasp, trying to regain my breath.

“Oh no, it’s my fault, my apologies” Freddy replies before pressing the number 4 on the control panel.

Number 4, for the floor of my room.

Silence envelopes us but this time it nagged at my mind.

I couldn’t stop the words that fell from my mouth after that.

“Freddy do you not like me?”

I watched as his face fell, it was like seeing a wounded puppy and it tore at my heart.

“Why, why would you think that?” He asked, his voice cracking slightly.

“Have I done something wrong?”

I shook my head rapidly.

“Oh my gosh! No no, not at all”

I take a moment before continuing, or at least I tried to before a loud thump! caused me to lose my balance just as the lights went out.

“Freddy? Freddy what’s happening?” I panic.

“Hey hey it’s okay, it’s just the lift. Everything will be back up and running soon”

I do my best to listen to his words but I couldn’t focus.

I grab for the closest thing to me and I end up taking Freddy’s hand.

He brings me to his chest and strokes my head , whispering sweet nothings in my ear. When my panic finally subsided, I slide down the elevator wall and quietly sing that one melody to myself.

I didn’t realise that Freddy had sat next to me until the song reached its last note.

“You have a wonderful voice” Freddy mumbles and I smile at him.

“Thank you”

“And in answer to your question, I do like you. I like you so much I feel that when I’m around you I’m going to burst. You make me feel things I haven’t felt in a long time. I feel like I’m 15 again, always wondering what to say and stumbling over my words. You’re extraordinary and well ... well this ...”

Freddy leans into my face and slowly places his hand on my cheek, caressing my face just before our lips finally joined. It was a short kiss but one I that will be encased in my memory forever.

I lean in to go again but I stopped when brightness lit up behind my eyes.

The elevator was run and running. I jump up before it’s noticed that we were on the floor and help Freddy up along the way.

The doors open and I step out of them.

I turn to wink at Freddy with a smirk on my face.

“I suppose I’ll see you around?”

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han-shinsuke · 3 years

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🔞🔞 TOJI FUSHIGURO

To the man I love,

Can I really make you fall in love with me? The answer is no. I could never replaced her. She was your beginning and she would be the end. I did tried my luck in hope of reviving your heart. You said it died with her and you weren’t capable of loving anyone aside from her. That’s where you were wrong about yourself. You may not have realised it, but you just did and you continue pouring everything you can give; to me, to Megumi, and to those who deserves it. You are not what you think you are. I see no evil in you. I see light and hope in your existence. Forgive me, for I am not enough to make you feel what it was like to love again.

May you find the right one for you, Toji. May you find peace in the love you are looking for.

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“You dated someone before?” Must I relive the time where I was the most happy? That’s what people do when they long for someone or feeling they had once experienced.

There was a chapter in my life I can never forget. It was the time of stupidity, bravery, and letting go, “I only dated one man in my life.” He has this kind of beauty that any woman my age that time would find hard to resist. “I seduced him to screw me. He is a man and a man has needs.” It was a good fuck indeed. “I had taken him by force. We were married. He could not say no. I was a minor.”

Jesse was in awe. Her mind probably couldn’t process all the shits I have been telling her. “When was that?” Only few of my closest friends knows about these. “During my college days.” A hearty laugh follows.

Again, it was the time of stupidity and bravery and shits. “I told my Dad to drop all the charges against him. He deserves peace and time alone. Of course, with his son and deceased first wife.” It has been five years. I hope he is in perfect shape and stabilized condition. He must be. I am out of his life.

“What would you feel if you meet him again? You left him after a night of rough fuck and a letter.”

Meet him? Again? Who would want to meet the nightmare they wish to disappear? I am a nightmare disguised as a woman. I shall perish.

“I’d be glad.” But he wouldn’t. He will be reminded of the times he had spent with me. “You know what? No one in their right mind would dare cross path with me again.” I may not be able to hold back and cage him in my arms and be the old freak I used to be.

Wherever you are right now, Toji, please, do not show up. I’m tired of being selfish and manipulative and loser when it comes to loving you.

I can’t make you mine.

You were never made for me.

“I will see you tomorrow.” I have started a new life in Kelowna. Alone. I made friends with some locals and luckily, landed a good job in here that pays well. Dad offered me a position in the company but I refused.

My house is not that far from where I work so I always walk home at night; to enjoy the darkness, to feel the coldness of the night and to be at peace under the watch of stars from above.

The keys jingles in my hand as I open the door and closed it again. I head straight to the kitchen without turning the lights on. I grew familiar with every corners so there’s no need to. The light coming from the open refrigerator flooded the kitchen and when I turn to get a glass on the kitchen counter, there is a man sitting there, wearing a plain white shirt and a pajama.

I scream so loud that it destroys the silence of the night and the neighborhood I am living at.

“Fuck!” Toji jumps on me. Two large hands covering my mouth. “It’s me! It’s me!” He points the scar on his face.

If he show up, I will not hold back.

I pounce on him fast. Knocking him down against the counter and in just a heartbeat, my lips are connected to his, kissing him with so much hunger that only him could satiate. I pull onto his shirt and drag him closer when he returns the kiss boldly. Without hesitation, Toji scoops my weight and put it on him as he walks to the couch near the fireplace. My back landed on the soft cushioned seat and my determination to keep him close and lock up between my arms increased. I won’t hold back. I won’t. Toji removed his shirt and the massive built displayed in front makes my throat run dry. I run my fingers from his scar, down to his neck, to his hard chest and to the trenches on his lower abdomen. I had these once. I got to taste the heaven that this body offered.

“Just say ‘no’ and I will stop.” My fingers slips into his pajama, playing with its band. Toji feels no love towards me. What he feels whenever I am this near and close and intimate is just pure heat and thirst. So when he said, “don’t stop.” I switch position with him. I expected it. He’s hard and his eyes don’t lie. I hurriedly discharged of my clothes and top him.

“I will ride you now daddy~” He just nodded. I pull his pajama down to his thighs and just like before, I acted as the thirsty harlot that I am. I am just a harlot, right, Toji? After this, I will drive you away.

He has gotten bigger and longer. I am familiar with his thing. I could tell if there has changes on it. And there was. It does not fit. It feels bigger. Toji seems to notice my struggles in putting him in. He spat on his palm and rub the essence around his length.

“I apologize for the discomfort.” He says, guiding my hips down to his saliva-coated manhood. Our ’thing’ slips into each other smoothly and its presence inside me made me remember the night we had in Mt. Romelo. Toji locks his gaze with me. There’s lust in it and there’s an unknown inhabitant in it fighting against the heat. I cannot withstand it. With my eyes closed and shedding in tears, I capture his lips using mine. Kissing him again hungrily. The rough movements of my lips causes his mouth to part ways and voluntarily lay a path for my tongue.

“Shit baby~ your kiss alone can make me cum~” Toji cried in satisfaction when I bit his bottom lip and tugged on it until he let out a long moan.

“Squeeze my ass daddy~ squeeze me hard~” I guide his experienced hands below and did what I told him to do. Toji squeezed me there hard and even spanked it until it sting. “Great daddy~ do it again please~” My tongue rest flat on his lips and I lick him and kiss him torridly before it goes down his chin which I rewarded with soft kisses and bites before attending his weakness. His neck.

“Fuck...” another long wail from him after I bit him there and suck the skin that has my teeth marks. “Ride me baby~ daddy’s hard for you~” he didn’t have to tell me. I will anyway. I’m just preparing him. Toji likes it when I’m on top and moving.

I continue the hard kiss and lick on his neck while I started pumping my cunt against his leaking cxck. It was slow at first, grinding gently, letting our muscles to adjust to the absence of intimate contact for years. “You want me to go fast daddy?” I know you do, Toji. The way your chest moves up and down and the choke-like-breath you are releasing, confirms it. “You taste so fucking good daddy~ cum inside me daddy~ you’ll love it.” I run my tongue in circular motion from his neck down to his nipplesx and then give what his body was asking for. I fuck my cunt deep and fast against his erection and Toji tightens his grip on my waist as he helps me move easily.

“Shit. Shit.” I love how he put stress to each word. Toji looks beautiful and helpless underneath me. He just makes me wanna ride him more. I push him flat on his back. I even pin his muscular arms above his head and kiss him torridly while riding him. “More baby~ ride daddy’s dickx like that aah yes~”

“Cum daddy~ cum~ flood my hole with your seeds ooohh fuck~” Toji managed to turn the situation in just a click of his tongue against my jaw. He have my hands behind my waist as he cocks his hips upwards, hitting my core in full strength while his lips moves on my neck and anywhere it reaches.

“I’m gonna cum baby~ stretch your pussyxx for daddy yeah? Almost there baby~ Fuck~”

“Ooohhh daddyy~ give it to me fuck~”

A harlot. That’s just what I am. I drown my thoughts with his kiss and flood my mind with his warm loads gushing into me.

I need to drain him so I could leave without him noticing it.

“Another round daddy?” I pulled him out. “I want to ride your face, too.” I will not let him protest. I kneel and sit on his face.

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“I booked you a cab. Get your things, Toji.” My plan failed. He didn’t pass out. It was me who got knocked down pretty bad. He fucked me in every positions and he only stopped when I begged him.

Toji cornered me against the window seat and smiled maniacally, “your plan won’t work on me twice baby~” I growled at him when he cupped my breast and taste its bud. I’m just wearing a bathrobe so access is easy. “Let’s give Megumi a little brother, yeah?” He cups another and nibble it. My hands move on instinct. I grab on his hair and press his face harder on my exposed chest.

“Aahh gosh, Toji!’ His tongue is swirling and flicking against my nipplesx. I can’t suppress my moans! “Aahh! St—stop seducing me aahhh!” Now, his fingers finds its way on my folds and immediately proceeds scissoring my hole.

“Oh!” Toji suddenly stops. I pant in anticipation and desire. I want his mouth and fingers back! “I need to return something from you.” I kick my feet when he leaves to get the thing he mentioned from the suitcase.

“What?” I asked. Annoyed. Lips pouted.

Toji pulled me up and was laughing when he pushed me down on the bed. He held my hand and to my surprise, a ring—our wedding ring, was put back in my finger.

I wasn’t sure how or when did I start sobbing when Toji leaned down and claimed my lips then whispered,

“Stay with me and let me love you.”

#smut #toji fushiguro #anime #love #imagines #imagine #jjk #jujutsu sorcerer #jujutsu kaisen #jjk smut #jjk x reader #jjk toji

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Hello!! How are you?!

Could i get Fuyuhiko and Kaito with a male S/O whos always sleepy, like Chiaki Nanami!

Thank you very very much!! <3

Yes of course! This will be my first time doing a Male reader! I normally stick with gender neutral but I really hope this turns out ok!

Warnings: Cursing.

Characters: Kaito Momota, Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu

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Kaito and Fuyuhiko with a Male!S/o who is always sleepy

Kaito Momota

Kaito found you so adorable when you both first met!

“Hello! I am Kaito momota! Luminary of the Stars! And you are?”

He held out a hand only to be met by a slumped over figure.

Of course this wasn’t the only time he tried to get your name, it was just so frustrating to him that you were always asleep or in your own little world

he would be damned to fix that though, or else he wouldn’t be able to call himself Luminary of the Stars!

“Maki Roll, help me get his name!”

“No.”

“Maki roll please!”

“...”

Once he did finally manage to get your name he was so thrilled.

“Y/n? Hmm, that is such an awesome name! It has such a nice ring to it! So what do ya say Y/n? Would you like to become my sidekick?”

Hm maybe you would try to stay awake longer to see him

I bet you were the first one to confess

You walked over to him while he was talking

Motioning him to sit down you follow him and lay your head in his lap and softly mumble

“I like you, anyways... g’night.”

Kaito went dead silent scaring the group he was talking to.

His internal thoughts were

He is so cute oh my gosh please become my boyfriend oh my gosh i want to kiss you

When you woke up after the small power nap you saw his stupid goofy grin and he laughed while helping you sit up

He held you super close to his chest, then pulled you away to give you a kiss :)

“How does an upgrade sound? Instead of my side kick, will you be mine?”

Everyone was excited to hear you both got together

Now Kaito loves ranting about the stars but you love sleeping

When he decides to wake you up at ungodly hours so you can go stargazing together you have to agree to your himbo boyfriend

When you are outside you steal his jacket which surprisingly fits you almost perfectly

Kaito is flustered by how cute you look in his jacket and may or may not encourage you to wear his clothes more

As soon as you both lay down in the grass he instantly starts spilling his knowledge about the stars as you nod

If you fall alseep he will carry you to his dorm room and you both will cuddle together

But if it is a cloudy night Kaito will get sad

Thankfully he has an amazing boyfriend that has glowing stars

You will put them in a constellation and then ask him to come to you dorm

HE WILL LITERALLY GET DOWN ON ONE KNEE AND MARRY YOU IF YOU DO THAT FOR HIM

Istg this man is so swoon over you <3

Bunch of kisses all over your face

Fuyuhiko Kuzuryuu

Oh my gosh he would get so pissed at you for falling asleep when he was introducing himself

“What in the actual fuck?! Are you mocking me by sleeping! This won’t pass man, Peko!”

His shouting woke you up and you explained to him that you get tired easily and you meant no mockery

He eased up a bit and you both greeted each other

Besides peko, in the beginning of the year he could only stand you

Even if you did fall alseep he would still talk

Sometimes you would lay in his chest to make him feel stronger as he stroked your arm

He was the first to confess by getting you some of your favorite candies and asking you on a date

You agreed and gave him a kiss on the cheek

Having him as your boyfriend was the best

You both would cuddle together, for your situation it would be for sleep, for Fuyuhikos situation it would be to relive stress

Sometimes if he gets sad enough or just cranky enough peko will call you and ask you to come down to their house

Please give him some kisses and tell him he’s doing great

He will melt in your strong grip

If anyone ever judges you both, oh boy then they sure do have a death wish

Fuyuhiko loves it when you fall alseep at his place, sometimes he will give you a small massage and then kiss your cheek

“I love you Y/n, no mater how tired you are.”

Sometimes if you are ever clumsy while you feel drowsy he will carry you places

It’s honestly so cute

Cutest couple around the block

#fuyuhiko x reader #kaito momota #kaito momota x reader #kaito x reader #fuyuhiko kuzuryuu #fuyuhiko kuzuryu x reader #danganronpa

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itcameuponamidnightqueer · 2 years

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3, 19, 24!

3. favorite line/scene you wrote this year

okayyyyyy i guess now i can answer with my fave bits from my pete/sofie fic :)

Sofie kind of just stares at him—she's so used to seeing his chest but usually it has a layer of mesh on top. This is maybe the first time she's had to think about the fact that, though he's always been a tits out kind of guy, Pete's skin is just as pliable as hers. There's no better evidence of that than the scars from his surgery. Sofie can see them clearly maybe for the first time, and only because she's so physically close to him. They're barely there, two dotted lines rather than solid ones. Sofie wonders what Pete thinks when he sees them, if he finds them garish or ugly. More than anything, she finds them tender.

[...]

“Hold on, hey, hold on.” Sofie clamps her hands over his, presses him into the bed to stop him from getting up. She rests a hand on his cheek, gently turns his face to match hers. “You’re something special, Pete, and not just for any magical or Vox Phantasma reason. You, Pete the person, are special.” She lets her hand trail down his neck, slow enough to give him time to stop her. When he doesn’t, she keeps going, savoring the feeling of his lean muscles and soft skin.

She stops over a slightly jagged line of white, delicately tickling her fingers across its edges.

“You’re precious,” Sofie whispers, “to me, you’re precious.”

19. any new fics to start next year

oh gosh, many hopefully! primarily damie, though i do also wanna get back to danbeau. pushing daisies + parent trap damie aus are on my immediate list, though i may also bat around a frequency au idea. and i'm saying my danbeau mcu rewrite counts as a new fic since 1) my actual plan for it is a series and includes more than one new multi-chapter fic, and 2) it's been so fucking long since i've worked on it that it practically feels new, lol

24. favorite fic you read this year

bring home a haunting goes without saying but i'm gonna say it, bc the effort @youngbloodbuzz and roman have put into writing it is phenomenal and impressive. and then also, i tend to steer away from parenting/kidfics just bc it's not something i see as a goal for most of my ships, but then i read something like little green by @goldenslumbersfanfiction and i can't stop my heart from fluttering, it's so well-written. also: every day i wish i could relive reading lift my heart up for the first time, i love it

end of the year fanfic asks

#i still cannot contain myself to one thing when asked and i don't think i ever will!#anyway my ao3 output and reading history will confirm that 2021 was very much my year of #Processing My Own Gender Feelings Through Fic #and tbh i'm not mad at it #carments #anti anticheese

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