#google messed u

[housewifebuck]

fuck it friday🧍

Tagged by @honestlydarkprincess @disasterbuckdiaz @forthewolves @giddyupbuck @devirnis @911onabc @wikiangela @jeeyuns

Here is some of the touch starved Eddie fic that nobody asked for <3

Eddie doesn’t know what touch starved means until his therapist explains it to him. It’s rather self-explanatory, upon reflection, and he’s more than a little bit embarrassed for going thirty-two years unable to put a name to the feeling that has plagued him so relentlessly.  Frank tells him he needs to start initiating physical contact, to stop being afraid to ask for what he needs, and Eddie wants to ask, How? How do I learn how to ask for something I don’t think I’ve ever even had? But despite all that he’s come to accept the importance of his own forthcomingness in the context of therapy, it’s not something he can bring himself to say out loud. Instead he nods, accepts the homework for what it is, and leaves. Buck’s jeep is waiting outside the building, idling in a spot that he’s precariously parallel parked into. Eddie can feel the bass of the radio thrumming through his fingers when he grabs the passenger door handle, but the music switches off as soon as he swings it open.  “Hey,” Buck greets him, immediately abandoning whatever he had been doing on his phone. Eddie tries for a smile, but whatever his face does instead has Buck looking at him sympathetically.  Buck never asks him how his sessions with Frank go, despite driving him to and from them more often than not. He doesn’t ask if Eddie’s okay, trusting him the same way he does with everything else to speak up if he’s not. Eddie tries hard not to betray that trust, since the last time he had he’d wound up taking a baseball bat to his bedroom wall. 

Tagging @transbuck @diazass @bigfootsmom @diazblunt @eddiediaztho @eddiediaaz @shitouttabuck @grandpa-cat @bisexualbuckleys @loserdiaz @athenagranted @messyhairdiaz @cowboydiazes @cowboy-buck @lover-of-mine @alyxmastershipper @bucks118 @monsterrae1 @wildlife4life @theotherluciferr @stereopticons @swiftfootedachilles :-)

#sorry I know u guys wanted porn:/ #my activity is a mess today bc that google docs post is blowing up so I know I probably missed some people #wip tag #tag games #IAICIS

[lesbiankordian]

Sigma theory through a mathematical lens

Bc yk their name's Sigma

(not scary I promise. I hope)

In mathematics the Greek letter sigma (σ) is often used as a variable. Uppercase sigma (Σ) is used as an operator for summation.

Now let's get into bsd real quick (beast spoilers ahead). If what Fyodor said was true, then Sigma was written into the main universe. Thanks to beastzai, we also know that there's an infinite number of possible worlds.

So, combining maths and the information about the Book, we can treat the possible versions of Sigma as variables and call them σ. In a function, each variable has its value, so in that case it'd be Sigma's traits, things they did, what happened to them, etc, in the given universe. The function would look like that:

σ - Sigma variant

f(σ) - what happens to the relevant Sigma σ

I'll take Akutagawa as an example bc it's easier to explain:

Akutagawa from the main universe is in the PM, but Beast!Akutagawa is in the ADA.

x -the variable, Akutagawa's variant (for Sigma it's σ)

f(x) - he's in the PM / ADA

f(x₁)=PM, f(x₂)=ADA

Sigma is either a function just like above or the sum of all the sequence elements (that can also be called σ) in a sequence.

My interpretations:

Sigma - as a variable or a sequence element - can choose what value they want to have, that is what they'll do in the main bsd world (for example the action from σ₁, σ₂ or σ₄₀₀₀₀'s world). For someone who's being manipulated this is crucial, especially in the current chapters.

I don't mean that Sigma is doing all those things consciously, but rather that it's their nature or some sort of "power" given to them by the Book's words. That way they may contradict what was written in the Book regarding them.

That would even deepen the inconsistency and lack of stability they feel, since their identity is constantly changing.

I don't actually believe Sigma was put in the main bsd world from another universe / written in, I prefer the theory that they have amnesia / memory loss. But what I wrote would still makes sense in such case.

Now I know this probably isn't what Asagiri has planned for Sigma but even so it's cool. You can treat it as an alternative interpretation of their character 💪🏻

#i hope i didnt mess the maths terms up since I had to Google how are they called in English #and i hope logically everything makes sense too #it's been sitting in my drafts for months now #I even wanted to draw a graph #sigma bsd #bsd sigma #bsd theory #I have to thank my father for giving me inspiration for this #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd analysis #sigma bungou stray dogs #maths ppl and non maths ppl tell me if u get me

[irhabiya]

Umduğunu bulamazsan bulduğunu um..

tumblr anons think im turkish now too

#why have i been assigned turk what's happening #inbox #i used google translate and it messed up whatever wisdom u were trying to tell me anon :(

[6-2-aestheticsofhate]

googled it crab rules are the same as lobster rules. get that thing in a tank right now or so help me

#literally found an article about that video online and everyone was like nooo its still moving thats so messed up its still so fresh #i'd rather keep it as a pet than eat it :((( #meanwhile im hung up on is that safe? is that allowed? it shouldnt be packed while alive first off #and second idk abt crabs but lobsters definitely need to be recently dead to be safely cooked. #only to google that too and find out its the same #sorry this random u/ltrakill meme sent me down a research spiral because i saw unsafe seafood practices #UPDATE: did more googling and crab is safe to be cooked/eaten from 24 to 48 hours after death #meanwhile with lobster its 24 hours exactly #oh hey its gonna be fresher for longer LMAO #sorry that was dark

[bobthebobking]

this is the worst thing google has ever done to me for real

#knock knock its been exactly 2 weeks! are you over it yet? :) #it has sad piano music n everything likeeee im deleting my google account right tf now 😭😭😭😭😭 #personal #for context. to my dear irls if u have not heard or figured it out. #my baby ozzie passed and that's why ive been a mess #i should be allowed to sue google for like emotional compensation or something JSJDKD this is soooo cruel #animal death #my dogs #ozzie #murphy

[lucidicer]

i think about sioar and nayef so much theyre both so good

real footage of me talking abt sióyef for hours on end to myself

#u would not believe the mess of google docs i got going #my sióar character sheet has just turned into me gettkng carried away and writing way too much abt them #gahhhh #im glad u like them nonny <3 im squishing them so hard in my fist their eyes explode #olli.txt #asks

[kalloway]

our internet was disconnected for 5 days because of a mess-up on their end, BUT at least I accomplished... *something* during that time 8)

self-indulgent fun - I used to think this pairing would only work if Miriam underwent a villain arc, but you know what? I kinda like it as a ‘nice’ thing too. Better hope she likes android wrestling though because EcciDiO will NOT stop talking about it.

#myart #oc #original character #eccidio #miriam amell #sketch #doodle #the anatomy is super wonky but honestly???? don't care #the bad parts imo get overshadowed by like the handful of parts that imo turned out REALLY weirdly good #so like..... u win some u lose some right? #anyway I ended up doing more writing than drawing #slightly annoying when I now have to transfer that from OpenOffice into a Google Doc cuz I can't edit Docs without the internet #EXCEPT on the app but I didn't want to mess around with the wireless keyboard for my iPad #so... yeah #I HAVEN'T DRAWN IN A WHILE so this counts as a warm-up to get me back into it hehe #also I see all the love on that DIO's en-eff-tees post and im glad it's making the rounds hahaha #PLEASE VALIDATE MY POOR SENSE OF HUMOUR

[deadgrantaires]

MAD my crepe batter didnt turn out at good this time.... sad sad sad U_U hopefully itll calm down and fix itself resting in the fridge lol

#i was googling around trying to find out why my batters worse this time and all these recipes are like #u are supposed to let yr batter rest for 2 hours in the fridge before use ^_^ WHAT??? insane behavior. i would never #im having crepes now lol why wait and make a mess of the kitchen TWICE

[nonsamaro]

anon:

Hey! Lord this blog is a blast from the past. I used to know your system back in the alloaro server days which was such a long time ago. But anyways, I can empathize with your problem. When I first became host a year and a half ago I was lost because the old host had a lot of things and I didn't want part in any of it. And yk what there was no shame in just leaving that shit in the past. People grow, yk? No one blames you are leaving the label leaving whatever else in the past, if it's not what resonates with you leave it. Trust me trying to live up to old hosts things is... frustrating to say the least. I wish you luck and I'm sending you love

hi, sorry im answerin yer ask like this, but unfortunately smiley faces are still a trigger, but I didn't wanna just ignore the entire message bc of it and my font is blasted on my phone so editin screenshots just get wonky fast

hearin the "alloaro server" be mentioned is honestly funny though. cause I mean. it was supposed to be welcomin to not-ace aros, but it truthfully was just an alloaro server with non sam aros tacked on for "inclusion"... smth which old host has ranted upon many times. and I do have a lot of issues with the idea of empathy/empathizin, although thats probably my gut reaction as a local sociopath tryin to run away from emapths at every corner. anyways

it's not that I want to abandon the blog, or at least not the idea of a queer-focused blog, I just. hate old host with a vengeance, 100% would 1v1 to the death for sport with them if they weren't already gone. and this blog is them. and I know so ppl use the non sam aro label and it existed before they identified with it, but with the flag bein their creation and ultimately helpin the spike in non sam aro's general recognition of at least a thing that exists... it kind of feels like their thing u know? idk. the thing is I'd probably identify as a non sam aro proudly if it weren't for old host's existence, if it werent for the trauma endured by pretendin to be them for months while sufferin with the desire to be myself. but trauma is forbidden to be a reason for why u do or don't identify with a term, right ? (/s but also /insecure idk djdhdhdj)

but honestly. I don't know if this blog's possible deletion would actually effect anything, sadly. even on the queer wiki's theres not even so much as a small link to the original post or any mention of why the flag is the way it is. the flag completely has lost all of its history, and this blog feels like the only thing keepin the flag, one of old host's biggest creations, from bein shred and devoid of it's original meanin and purpose.

how many people know why the colour is blue? how many people know why the flag is "upside down"? do people even know that the flag is "upside down" at all (re: last reblog)? can they even point to the creator despite the fact they literally held (or still hold idk) the url that is just point blank the name of the identity? do they even know why the flag was created? do they know the original terms and conditions of use of the flag before the creator almost disowned the flag because of repeated violation? do they even know what is non sam arophobic if they aren't non sam aro themselves?

like yeah, it's 5 stripes any1 could have done truthfully. but it was never just a flag, it was supposed to be a tool to be able to speak on issues, and flags are one of the most easily recognizable things to become a "valid" identity. and yes, I hate old host, but these things still upset me, whether or not I am non sam aro.

sorry to go off, and I do appreciate the sentiment of your message.... am just in a confusin place atm

#ask #anon #info #idk tags on this blog. its a mess jskdhfjfjf #I am Thinkin #lmao #oh yeah one thing that left me wheezin was someone usin a combo w/ another id non sam aro flag to be the nsa flag #im short handin to nsa now u cannot stop me. but idk like #just small things like that. like if u google nsa flag all that comes up is the original flag. how did they make that mistake? #I head in hands moment.

[toxichem]

how the FUCK do i not have an answered ask yet im so stupid

there's your answer right there, i'm a moron

#✧･ﾟ ——— ❛ this ain’t google friend; i don’t have a clue. ❪ file :// 001. | ask. ❫ #BRUH #if you see this no u dont #im messing with code stuff and need an ask post to see changes #and im #ugh

[emarezi-backup]

i have a tshirt of the stills that i found at a market some years ago and tbhh i wish i could fit in it becasue its like an xs and it looks so cool

#i should go back to that market its so cool #txt #next saturday ig #i know about a market in my city that is on sunday but i have no idea where it is #like i heard abt it in a lilly mera yt video #but found nothing with google #messed up if u ask me #i need tshirts #i can fit into an s sorta but xs would crush my ribs and make my day awful

[frostywisp]

pray tell me good sir:

why must such cushioned a chair cut off the circulation, the flowing of such vibrant life-blood to my limbs?

if only such premium a seat, such a fine specimen of the exotic variety, such a chair of the esteemed establishment of the Scandinavian geography,

could provide me with the lessening of pressure on the bottom side of my left thigh

then- maybe then- only then- would i be able to find one true route to victory over this mundane muddle of showing of a polygon through this messy list of letters and directional lines.

Ah, woe is me! For i may ne'er feel the touch of yet another well-made chair.

Why must this be so? why must the hard provide comfort but the soft provide ache?

This cannot be right, this cannot truly be the way of the world

However my self tells me it truly is so, thus all this pathetic being will do is weep

#frost eloquence #lmao this was a jokey rant i made while trying to do maths vectors hw and watching osp #if u cldnt figure it out it was an IKEA chair #this chair is like a sizeable chunk of my problems with studying at home during the holidays #istg my left leg always p a i n #i wld think its circulation cut off cos idfk wth itd otherwise be #i hope sweden is in scandinavia #otherwise ive messed the poem up #oh thank god i googled it and it was