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jlf23tumble · 4 years

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Hey! Can you rec some roommates to lovers fics, if you haven't already done that? Extra points if it's really slow burn. I have a crush on my roommate and want to torture myself.

OH, MY GOD, MY LOVE, WE HAVE ALLLL BEEN THERE, JESUS. Okay, I’ve got you, bb!! Some of these are slow burn, some are short/angst/helpppppp, but all of them are in your current wheelhouse, godspeed, let the happy endings guide you to something similar!

your eyes on me (make me), by momentofclarity/ @gaycousinlarry, 3k, E. Harry has had a particularly shitty week. His flatmate Louis might be able to help him out. (benefits city, but BENEFITS, you feel??)

No One But You Got Me Feeling This Way, by runaway_train/ @runaway-train-works, 3k, E. His jittery fingers drum lightly on the edge of the keyboard as he stares at the tiny digital clock in the top right hand corner of the screen, willing the seconds to tick by faster. Or the one where Harry has a particular desire that only Louis can fulfill. (angst CITY, you’ll feel this one, that plot twist!!)

hey, you see me down on the floor series, by ballsdeepinjesus, 7k, E. Louis leans in to fit his mouth close to Harry’s ear as he whispers, “Put ‘em on.” Or harry and louis are freshman roommates. they do some things. (my goddd, do I love rec’ing this author, and this is hot hot hot, requited sexi time, lingerie, college dorms, the works)

oh baby, baby, the reason i breathe is you, by ballsdeepinjesus, 9k, E. Kiss his button nose, making it scrunch up in that cute way it does when Harry makes a dumb joke. Kiss his collar bones, maybe nip them a little and soothe them with his tongue. But really, he wants to finally kiss his pretty pink lips he’s dreamed about for too long. He wants it more than anything. Or harry and louis are besties. harry wants a kid. (MPREG, BB, godddd, do I love this one for so many reasons, but yeah, roomies, platonic baby making...until it isn’t)

Cancel your reservations, no more hesitations, by 14hflight/ @silverfoxlouis, 10k, E. Harry’s face is flushed and he looks fucked-out and “I’m sorry!” Louis squeaks out and quickly backtracks, face red, because he wasn’t supposed to see that and Harry’s an alpha but he - Louis isn’t going to judge him. Or Louis is an alpha and so is Harry, but Louis helps him through his rut anyway. (a/a roommates, one of the very best of the genre, READ IT)

the way that you’re thrilling me, by @hereforlou, 12k, E. He didn’t understand how his friends—lovely, soft-skinned, sweet-smelling omegas—could actually want to touch them, or be touched by them. Maybe he was just immature. That’s what his friends said, anyway. Or, the one where Harry and Louis don’t enjoy sex - until they do. (the gaybo fest gave SO MUCH, and this is GREAT ONE, o/o roommates, gettin’ down to it)

Go Nowhere Tonight, by objectlesson/ @alienfuckeronmain, 12k, E. Wants it so fucking badly, and it would be one thing if he could just silently quarantine that part of himself and pine secretly, but instead he’s faced with fictionalized accounts of his and Louis’s nonexistent love life and photoshopped pictures of them being coupley every time he’s on the internet. Or, the aftermath of a very tense dinner party. (JESUS, the bible of pining roommate fic, help)

Talk Dirty to Me, by BriaMaria/ @briannamarguerite, 13k, E. The one where Harry is absolutely terrible at dirty talk so he asks his best friend to teach him. And the one where Louis knows it's a catastrophically bad idea but agrees anyway. (uh, yeahhhhh, it is as it says)

A Little Love (is better than none), by objectlesson/ @alienfuckeronmain, 15k, E. It’s supposed to be no strings attached sex, but Harry’s in love with beauty and tragedy and Louis Tomlinson so there might actually a few strings they’re not talking about. (a four and one, and the very first fic Phoenix wrote in this fandom, GOD BLESS)

You’re My River Running High, by alienharry/ @fourdrunksluts, 15k, E. It’s not that Harry doesn’t believe their relationship would be amazing, because it would be. It’s just, for all that they blend together perfectly, Harry isn’t sure that they’d be sexually compatible. Or the one where Harry moves in with Louis and doesn't know how to take a hint. (stereotypes, amirite? love how this fic turns it all on its head)

Make a Dime Go One Hundred, by @screwstyles, 17k, E. Friends to Lovers AU: Harry volunteers to help Louis experiment with bondage. Things don’t go exactly to plan. (oh, mannnnnnn, i hope this works out for you in a similar way!)

Autumn at My Window, by TheCellarDoor, 20k, M. A canon-compliant AU, in which Harry and Louis are both in the band and have been sharing flats and hotel rooms for nearly five years, but never made the leap past 'friends who are too close for comfort’. Featuring a lot of pining, Louis' addiction to Harry's scent, and a whole lot of sexual tension that might just snap loose when they decide to spend some time together all on their own. (yeah, this one is so visceral, the scents!!)

Instant Pleasure, by @100percentsassy, 25k, E. This fic has everything! College Roommates! Mario Kart! Julie Andrews! Demonstrative Pronouns! Flamboyant Dom Louis! Premature Ejaculation! Niall! (I didn’t write that, that’s the author note, and u know what? SHE IS 100% RIGHT ON THE MONEY, Jesus, the kink support alone is enough to rec it to the moon and back)

Born to Make You Happy, by objectlesson/ @alienfuckeronmain, 25k, E. Harry makes a quiet vow to himself that he will be the very best girlfriend Louis has ever had, even if he never actually gets to be Louis’s girlfriend. (yeah, boiiiiii, get that domestic servitude kink out)

I Just Want You to Stay, by @sadaveniren, 34k, E. That seemed to jolt Louis out of his thoughts and he nodded immediately, opening his arms up for Harry to dive into. “Holy shit, yes. Congratulations. Come here,” he wrapped his arms around Harry and cuddled him close, pressing his nose into Harry’s neck. “Holy shit,” he whispered.Or Louis and Harry have been roommates for four years, comfortable in their routine and their relationship. But all of that is about to change. (this is a recently completed a/b/o advent fic, and I hope against hope for a sequel)

Find You Home, by @kingsofeverything, 35k, E. When Louis lies to his family and says he’ll bring his new boyfriend home for Christmas, his best friend and roommate Harry agrees to play the part. It’s that, or be left alone over the holidays. What will happen? No one knows! Perhaps Santa will swoop in with a Christmas miracle. (oh, I bet I know, lmao, lots of great fic tropes ahoy!!)

Long Before We Both Thought the Same Thing, by allyasavedtheday, 36k, M. Louis maybe, sort of realises he's in love with his best friend of almost twenty years and he maybe, sort of thinks that said best friend could love him back? A prequel to If You Asked Me If You Love Him (I'd Lie). (I’m such trash for part two, but yeah, part one! watch it unfold!!!)

we’re not friends, we could be anything, by nooelgallagher/yoursongonmyheart, 115k, E. Louis rolls his eyes. “Jokes require laughter, Curls.” Louis glances down at Harry’s thighs again, Christ. “Your pants must be so tight they’re restricting airflow to your brain.” Harry wipes a bead of sweat off his forehead. “Pretty sure yoga is supposed to increase airflow, blood flow, and all that,” he responds dryly, finally jumpstarting himself and walking away from Louis towards his own bedroom. Louis can’t help but stare at his broad back, still sheen with drying sweat, and his perky bum in the tight yoga pants. (those tags, the hat trick of the genre, tbh)

#fic rec #wishing you the very best my love!!!

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loki-subterfuge · 6 years

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CHAPTER 7 Shandi finally had that meeting with S.H.I.E.L.D she initially missed and they were quite impressed with her. Nat and Clint went along as priorly planned and took her out for lunch afterwards. “You did well.” Said Nat. “Phil really took to you.” Clint smirked. “Hence him appearing mesmerized the entire time.” “It's those magnetic baby blues.” Said Nat. “They suck you in like vacuums of sorts.” “Amongst other things.” Said Clint. Nat gave him a look and he shrugged his shoulders. “What? She is beautiful.” Nat nudged Shandi with her foot under the table. “I'm well aware and if I were single, Phil would have competition.” Shandi smiled. “Thanks guys, but he's not my type. You win Nat.” They smiled seductively at each other and Clints brows rose. “Is there something I should know about ladies?” “Do you really think I'd tell you if there was?” Said Nat. He glanced at Shandi who feigned innocence, batting her lashes at him. “You girls are evil, do you know that?” Nat gestured a kiss towards him. “Eat your sandwich would you?” She looked back at Shandi. “Whatever happened to that guy we met while clubbing? He seemed nice.” Clint interrupted. “Why are you so eager to set her up?” “I guess I'd like to see her happy like I am, baby cakes.” He waggled his brows while holding up the last half of his club sandwich. “Oooh. I thought that was a name we reserved only for the bedroom?” Nat sighed. “I hate to inform you, but you might wish to remove the huge glob of mustard that just fell to your crotch.” “Shit! These are two hundred and fifty dollar pants!” He grabbed a napkin and Nat took hold of his wrist. “On second thought, let me do that before you smear it everywhere?” As she started rubbing, Clint winked at Shandi, then looked back at Nat. “Oh yeah, right there darlin.’ No wait, a little to the left?” She brought her hand up and smeared some of the mustard across his cheek. “How about there, is that good?” “Well that's nice.” He commented. “Mustard on my cheek, my crotch and now I've a semi boner.” Nat glanced around. “Keep your voice down ‘bone’head, this is a family friendly restaurant.” He leaned close to her and whispered. “So no blow job under the table then?” Shandi laughed and Nat clipped him up the side the head. “You wish, now finish your sandwich.” She looked back at Shandi. “So, anything?” “No. I agreed to go for coffee, but never heard anything back.” Unbeknownst to Shandi, Loki had also blocked him the night he deleted all his contact information, and after not hearing from him, she'd let it slide. “Oh well, his loss.” Said Nat. “I agree.” Said Clint. “If you ladies are done, can we get the bill now?” Nat grabbed his crotch and he released a subtle grunt. “What was that for?” “We're going out in public. Just checking.” When returning to the Tower, the three ran into Thor in the underground parking. “Venturing out without Loki?” Asked Clint. “No. Our evening last night wasn't so pleasant. As a result, he isn't in the greatest of moods. I'm off to see Jane, she's in town for a few days.” He bid them goodbye and as they boarded the elevator, Clint made a comment. “When is he?” Shandi then explained the conversation she'd overheard between Thor and Steve and Clint went quiet. “He never likes it when kids are involved.” Said Nat. “An eight year old boy was killed by the Chitauri and Loki heard about it through the news after returning here. He also learned the family was poor and asked Tony about a way to help raise money for them. When the mother learned where the money came from, she was furious and showed up in the lobby, demanding to speak with Loki.” The elevator door opened as Shandi asked what happened and Nat began speaking quieter. “Expecting the worst, Loki insisted on hearing her and Tony escorted him down. After she tore up the cheque in front him, he stood there listening to her scream and rant until she left. Then he didn't come out of his apartment for almost a week.” Shandi sighed as she stopped in front of her door. “Thanks for lunch guys.” “Sure beautiful. Later.” After changing, she went to the library to return Cities of Vesuvius and Loki was there reading. He ignored her as she approached the shelf, but she opted to be kind. “How's your day going?” She politely asked. “Does it matter?” He coolly replied. She turned to him and his eyes practically shot a hole through her. “Why wouldn't it?” He said nothing, returning to his book. Shandi continued speaking politely. “I hope it turns out better than it seems to have started Loki.” He shot her another glance as she headed for the door and after smiling softly, she left. ‘What's your game?’ He thought, rubbing his forefinger along his lips. ‘No retaliation for my insult at the elevator Darling? Hmm.’ Shandi returned to her apartment, turned on her Android box and started searching for a movie to watch. She chose As Good As It Gets and got comfortable. Loki watched for a bit, amused by Jack Nicholson’s character. ‘How well I relate to your misanthropy Melvin.’ He soon became bored however and when Shandi got up for some ice cream, an idea struck him. ‘Let's try something more interesting.’ She hit the remote again and instead of returning to the movie the stream was visibly paused on, it switched to a porn of a threesome with two men and a woman. “Whaaat? That is not what I was watching.” Loki chuckled inwardly at her bewildered expression as she kept pressing the buttons, yet none of them would work. ‘Troubles Darling?’ He thought. Even the off button wouldn't and believing it a glitch, she turned off the box and reset it from scratch. After finding the same stream, she chose the resume from start option and it lead her directly to a different porno with another threesome the same. “Oh for shit sakes, I did not choose this! Why aren't you working right?” The remote continued seizing and when she rose to turn the box off again, something the three were doing caught her eye. “Oh my goddd. How does she lift her leg that high?” She kept watching and her expression turned perplexed. “Wait. How is that even possible?” Loki struggled not to laugh. ‘You'd be surprised what's possible with three darling. Especially when clones of a God are involved.’ ~~~~~ Shandi heard a quiet knock at her door just before eleven and when opening it, found a note attached. ‘Meet me in the library at 2 am.’ She smiled to herself. “Hmm. Should I or shouldn't I?” The temptation was too great, but the elevator wasn't working, so she headed for the stairs. ‘How odd.’ She thought. ‘I wonder if Tony knows?’ Just as she reached the center landing, the door on the next floor opened and Loki started heading down. “Where are you going?” She whispered. “I thought we were…” He embraced her, engaging in a lengthy, heated kiss, then cradled her head and began ravishing her neck. “...meeting in the library.” His free hand squeezed her ass as he huskily whispered. “I lied.” He kissed her again and while doing so, lead her back towards the wall. She gasped and her eyes shot open at the feel of another body behind her and was quickly pinned between the two. “Loki!” She whispered, as the clone held her wrists inches apart above her head. “The library idea was risky enough, but this is crazy!” He smiled mischievously as a green mist engulfed them. “Why?” Shandis mouth hung open as rope quickly wrapped around each one, then another piece linked them together. It was just long enough to hook around the clones neck and leave her arms hanging comfortably. After doing so, Loki stood back and smirked. “Well that was less fun than I thought it would be. You didn't even put up a fight.” “Yeah right.” She commented. “Sandwiched between you two? Like I even stood a chance.” He snickered at her. “You're catching on quite well and again. Why is this crazy?” He stepped closer, tugging at her bottom lip with his teeth. “Hmm?” She glanced nervously at the doors above and below them. “Come on Loki? It echoes in here and…” He slid his tongue beyond her lips, kissing her again while running his hands up her hips and slipping them beneath her snugly fit tshirt. Her skin tingled as he lifted it above her bra and she moaned softly when he grazed his thumbs over her nipples above the fabric. “I love making you squirm when I play with these.” Her bra dissolved and her eyes widened. “Can't we just go to the library? He can come too, I...” Loki took her nipples between his fingers. “Shhhh.” He toyed with them while kissing her yet again, breaking to lick, and suck along her neck before re engaging her lips. He did this while alternating between tugging softly and twisting harder, to twisting softly and tugging harder, never releasing them once from his touch. Eventually, she tried squeezing her thighs together, but he separated them and continued as a needy whine escaped her throat. “Oh my.” He teased. “I'll bet your panties are saturated by now, hmm?” He kissed and sucked up the side of her neck biting at the shell of her ear. “If they were dragged to your knees and he slid his fingers amidst your lips, would he find your sweet cunt the same?” “No..no don't!” She pleaded. “All the more reason for me to do it then.” He deviously stated. Her bottoms slid down and as Loki kept playing, the clones fingers delved between her folds. “Ooooh, listen to the sounds of your wetness Pet, his fingers are drowning.” She panted as the clone rubbed feverishly at her clit, then stopped and his fingers left her. Frustrated, she thrashed her body then stopped, watching as the clone slid them into Lokis mouth. While staring into her eyes, he moaned as they were languidly dragged back out and when the clone reached down and began teasing her clit again, he leaned to her ear. “I crave your flavor Pet, salivating when thinking of it like a beast does, coveting its prey.” “I’m too..too loud.” She whimpered. “Please stop?” The two continued, purposely and feverishly intensifying their ministrations. Shandi couldn't stop herself and when tilting her head back, moaning louder, Loki licked up the center of her neck. “Mmmm..soon you'll be dripping onto my tongue as it drives you to complete madness won't you, hm?” She moaned his name and he nipped softly along her jaw. “Yeahhh..come on Pet. Cum for us nice.” ~~~~~ The sound of someone crying out in pleasure loudly startled Shandi from her sweaty slumber and after pulling a hand from her panties, she fell off the couch, searching for the remote beneath her with the other. “What the?” Turning down the volume, she eyed her glistening fingers. “I never nap in the afternoon and how many times am I going to do this?” Loki followed with a smirk as she headed for the bathroom. “Only ‘I’ could roll onto the volume ‘plus’ button. Not the minus or the mute, of course not.” Grumbling, she pulled her bottoms down. “Soaked beyond two layers again?” She stepped into the shower. “And why no wet dreams about that nice guy from the club instead of a...a raven haired God with an inferiority complex?” Lokis smirk, widened to a smile. ‘So it does go beyond my raspberry cake. I knew all along, but it's nice having it confirmed.’ “If I don't get laid soon, I’ll be humping door knobs.” She commented. Loki almost gave himself away with a cackle. ‘Well we can't have that now darling, can we? There must be an easier way to lure you into my lair of pleasure.’ After dinner that evening, Phil contacted Tony with some disturbing information and recommended Shandi for a mission possibility. When learning of its inspiration, his hand trembled with anger and he squeezed the drink in it so hard, Pepper took the glass, fearing he might break it. “You have got to be fucking kidding me, that bastard! How many? FUCK!” Tony snapped. “This is not acceptable and something…” His face fell. “Again, you have got to fucking kidding me! Okay, we need to act on this, like yesterday? There's only one other I can recommend to get them both in and out safely and detect anything hidden without being detected himself.” There was a pause in the conversation. “Yes, Loki.” Second pause. “No Phil, I'm not fucking crazy. I know he tried to kill you, but..he actually didn't.” Peppers brows rose and Tony rolled his eyes. “He's been with us for almost a year now and despite disliking the prick, he's done everything we've asked without any deceit. You know he's the only one that could disguise himself well enough too. We can't have these weapons on the streets.” Third pause. “I realize your concern, but can you think of anyone more suited? Considering who and what we're dealing with, we need to do this right.” Final pause. “If he fucks this up, I agree. I will gladly help you kick his ass all the way to the Bifrost. Create the identities and get back to me.” He hung up and looked at Pepper. “It appears prior to his death, our old friend Obadiah was busy.” After explaining everything, Pepper was appalled. “You should have killed him sooner.” Tony nodded. “I agree.” “Shit honey, this could take weeks to accomplish.” “Yep and who knows how many will be dispersed by then and mark my words Pepper. If Cactus abuses this trust, he'll be rotting in an Asgardian cell faster than he can blink." He shot her disgruntled look. "And who said you could thieve my drink?”

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ludeere · 6 years

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The beginning of the end. Part 11

“A new kid on the block.”

DEAN x Reader x Crush - A (it used to be angst, but now I’m not sure)

Word Count: 1176

You heard that someone was knocking your door, but you couldn’t find any strength in your body to even move. The sound of knocking seemed like beating of hummer. You had never felt like this before and you knew how exactly it is called - fucking hangover. After the knocking had stooped you phone rang it was Hyo. You started searching your phone with one hand, finally you felt vibration under your palm.

“Hey what’s up”

“Why aren’t you opening the door, I’ve been sticking here like fifteen minutes”

“You’d rather be kidding me, I can’t control my body after last night’s party. Wait a minute.” you hanged up and stood up from bed with great efforts. The last thing you could remember was Hyo who placed his head on your knees after thtat everything was like some kind of dream. You put on your long shirt and opened the door, Hyo was standing there, he looked like he was run down with a lorry.

“Well, hi there. “ you yawned and let him in.

“I bring something for you. It’s a medicine, it’ll help with your hangover. I’ve already drunk one. Do you remember anything?” you took a little bottle from the package he brought and drunk it at once.

“I have the same question for you. The last thing I remember was you sleeping on my lap. You passed out earlier than me in couple of seconds. So I can’t help, sorry.” You felt a lil bit better after drinking a cold glass of water. Hyo looked carefully at you trying to read what’s on your mind.

“Can you put some more clothes on, your naked body is distracting me.” you laughed.

“Don’t tell me you had never seen a naked woman.”you put on a rob.

“Stop pretending like you know nothing about my feelings to you.” you turned on coffee machine and turned your head to Hyo trying to find proper words.

“Can we skip it right now? It’s not the time and place to talk about that.”

“Why not? I think I gave you enough time to think it over. I want to take care of you. Always stay by your side, just give me a chance.” you knew this gonna happen sooner or later but you tried your best to buy time. You turned to pour coffee. “Goddd, what should I say him. I can hardly cope with my feelings towards Hyuk, and now I have to decide that”. He hugged you from behind and put his head on your shoulder. You freezed with a cup of coffee in your hand. You felt so strange like a wave of warmth overwhelmed you, and the feeling of tension grew in your body.

“What are you doing, Hyo?” you could hardly say a word, but he didn’t seem to let you go. He pressed his lips to your ear and whispered: “ I’m trying to read your mind and body, and I more than sure, that you also feel something to me” he streched out his hand to take a cup with coffee and returned to his place. You caught your breath and sit on opposite site.

“Oh, Goddd, stop looking at me like I’m sitting here naked. I don’t want to push youI’ll give more time. But be prepared, girl.” he winked and sipped the coffee. There was no doubt you felt something from the moment he met you at the airport, but you never took it seriously till this morning. The silence was killing you so you started talking about the release of an album.

“What’s about release??? Do I have to prepare something or I should just sit here???” you both laughed.

“You have to be prepared to be in the centre of attention. Everyone will get to know about you tomorrow, so you gonna be a new kid on the block(god swear I wanted to write “a new bitch on the block” till I remembered the correct word)))).

“So, I’m gonna wake up famous tomorrow and you are telling me this only now??? And by the way where is my money, bitch??? “ you started talking like Jesse Pinkman* and Hyo almost spilt his coffee.

“Just wait if our albums gonna buy someone you’ll have your money.”

The day passed quite quickly, after Hyo left, you just watched netflix the whole day than your friend called you and you told her that tomorrow Crush is dropping an album, so she need to be prepared, you hide that fact that you took part in making it deciding to make a surprise. And honestly, it was a huge surprise especially to Jiho and Hyuk, after seeing your name in co-writers they were completely shocked. The first call you recieved was from Jiho who just swore like a trooper and you just burst with laugh after his five minutes of swearing.

“We need to celebrate your debut like a writer. Get your ass here.”

“Noo, not again, I had enough two days ago. That amount of alcohol is quite enough for the rest of the year for me.”

“I’ll by you coke, ok???”

“Deal. But only after press conference. Because Hyo will kill me if I don’t come.”

“I’m waiting for both of you at the studio with Hyuk.”

In a few hours Hyo was waiting for you in the car. You tried to calm yourself down telling that its just a conference, but it was your first appearence in public ever, and you were afraid to screw up everything. When you arrived to the hotel where the conference would took place you punked out and refused to go out, but Crush just convinced you that he would do all the talking for you.

The entrance and the lobby was full of reporters, you started covering your face cause of momemtum, but quickly remembered that there is no need in doing this. And now, this hella of conference started. As you thought all the spotlights were on you and it was hard to cope with your embarrassment but Hyo helped you all the time . Everything went amazing till the moment one of journalists stood up and opened his mouth.

“There were rumors about you two dating, is this really true, and can it be connected with your new album? You started dating before or while making the album?” to say that you were shocked is to say trully nothing. Your mouth couldn’t even move what to say about making sounds. You looked terrified on Hyo, while he just smiled and looked like he was waiting for this question for the whole time.

“It’s not a rumor, we are dating. We started dating while working. So I can say without hesitation that this album is made with love.” for a while you thought you were just dreaming, but after Hyo put his hand on your shoulder and kissed your head you realised what had just happened here. You put a slight smile on your face trying hard to keep yourself from killing Hyo right away.

Part 10 -> Part 12

*Jesse Pinkman is a character from “Breaking Bad” his catchphrase was “bitch”, “Where is my mone bitch?” his manner of saying this word is so hilarious.

a/n I don’t know exactly what this lead to, but I’ll try my best to figure it out. God, I have to finish this stuff, the story is taking me too deep, I have to plan ending.

Waiting for your ideas, cause I don’t have a slight clue what to dooooo. Pleaseeeee send helppppp!!!

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brothalynchhung · 4 years

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2019 overview.

this year.. was fucking two years in one. also a little late again but whatever. this is going to be long as FUCK.

started 2019 in dubai

spent the first couple of days in Dubai on the beach

YOOO AS AM WRITING THAT IT FEELS SO FUCKING LONG AGO HOLLYY SHITT

went to London and just fucked around dt and chinatown lost that damn snake ring fml

I got drunk eating dumplings watching Jeffrey star in that bed LMFAOOOYOO LMFAOOOOOEGJEORIGHSREUG

got back to Ottawa and it was straight GRIND from the get go

back to my last semester of uni

back to club m (omg.. I miss:( kinda lol)

started that govt job

back to social media marketing for Dubai

3 jobs + school basically

did that dumbass STUPID FUCKING govt job all the way in quebec that I woke up for and travelled for everyday

would go straight to gym, work again, or school fml

wasn't entirely bad I kinda needed it cuz I applied to a million jobs during that time and did school work LMAO also printed a lot of important shit and got paid so whatever

CAME TO TORONTO IN MARCH W TRAND OMG I FORGOT THAT WAS 2019

SAW VINCE STAPLES!!

AND The fortune teller who like prophisized all this shit goddddd

iconic if I must say

little did I know...

I miss movati fml lol

working at club Monaco omg ugh they gave me life honestly

fun times w trang cc precious Courtney mich JACK Amanda Raman donia even tho she annoying lol and whoever else I worked w jana jil Daria honestly I just miss Courtney LMFAO uhh jenn was cool too

I'm never going to forget that place I swear to god I have so much loyalty and pride for my memories for that place im never going to take my experience there for

chilling with avid Vinny and like Alex a bit LMAO he would randomly ask to chill it was weird

that Chinese dinner and chat time thing in his car WHAT WAS THATTT

chilling like a scrub a cu with hector and that crew goddLMAO

avin vin rideau gang

visiting avid at nordstorm the Rui girl and Herman lol he was sofunny

MY BODY IS FOR ME NOT THESE BITCHES LMFAOO

last class with strangle omg he was iconic honestly

trang pargol fidede zainab mannnn honestly shoutout old Ottawa friends

xinyii!! and jelly!! my last times with them

I miss Xinyi so much :( im so happy I got to see her before leaving she was so nice I wish her so much success

remember working those last shifts at cm like.. yo I feel like things are going to change and my days are numbered.. I feel it.

did interview after interview, applying EVERYDAY to escape

the amount of focusing I did on applying around feb and April like I was just focused on working and getting out of there

did two interviews in like 2 hours always on the go always moving always working

and then like clockwork.. at the govt job.. went to the bathroom knew? to bring my phone with me.. and then right when I left I got a call from mk went into that empty conference room and got the offer. cried. accepted. life changing

I honestly just left that place... went to cm and just.. resigned... put my two weeks in...

and it happened literally in my last week of the govt job..

like fate

immediately went home told cc precious fam

fam weren't happy

BUT I FINALLY ESCAPED!!!! LOOKING BACK ON THIS BLOG AND EVERYTHING I FINALLY F I N A L L Y GOT OUT OF THERE THE BITCH ASS CURSED SHIT CITY NEVER GOING BACKEGIUEHGEIRUGH

shout out precious for helping me honestly he helped so much

found my place through hmida who held it down

that whole condo scenario LOL godddd my landlord a HOE

met zgy gvy at precious while I crashed a night

THE MILLIONS OF RIDESHARESSS GOODDDDDD

remember the one I took last minute from Yorkdale LMAO that one wasn't bad honestly I slept good

moving my things packaging them up. like yo.. lol

bringing the boxes from shoppers godddd LOL

finally landed in Toronto with my place

waiting outside for 5 hours for my damn keys crazy with my suitcase lol...

THEN FINALLY GOT TO MY FIRST PLACE!! MY FIRST RENTAL CONDO ALL ON MY OWN NO ROOMATES JUST ME

unpacking my things

like just finally having my own place mannn that was my dream for such a long ass time

getting around dt a bit getting used to tdot...

crazy exciting

then... 3 days in..

...

met that bitch that fucked me up

met everything I ever wanted in a person? physically and interest wise and yet?

nothing?

SO CONFUSED I MET SOMEONE WITH EVERYTHING I THOUGHT I WANTED

first hookup? lost v?

new city new job new life new home lost v new everything

in 3 days.

my life crazy..

spent the whole time like until October till low-key NOW just thinking about it bitterly

my feelings up and down I was drowning in obsession and confusion

I know I fucked it up but it was fucked up since the beginning

shook everything about what I thought I wanted in gl or a person

standards are definitely raised and all men trash and hoes Idgaf

I feel nothing towards nobody

my whole mind switched to money and power.

gl I love you but you're not here and we got a lot growing to do so imma see ya ass in a couple of years

anyways started working at mk!!! craziest 3 month probation thing I had

HOWWW DID I DOOOO ITTTTTTT

met so much people... holy shit.. zgy,gvy,hailey,gab,aisha,priya,rach,lisa,alex,DANIA, goddddd

clubbing.. mon., thurs... weekenddd... wake up... 8:30 work

how did I do it.... fuck lol

met a lot of hoes.. fucked with Sunday once more before he died bye bitch ass hoe.. Leo, sleeve, uhhh that's it I think actually

CABANNNAAAA

OMG I SAW SEAN PAUL LIVE ICONICC YOO THIS FUCKING YEAR LMFAOOOOO

omg YEAH I SAW NCT IN MY FIRST WEEK OF TO WITH PARGOL LMFAOOO YOOOOO

damn this year was crazy I keep forgetting shit

all the weird ass ppl I met at cabana omg the humber guy YOO THE ASIAN GUY WITH MY KEYS LMFAOOO ZGY FUCKLMFGIESH

omg tsf lmao and like yeah all the clubbing ppl in to fuck

half and half like didnnt know if I liked it or not but it was crazy

still think about that Frans night the damn milkshake and food omggg

just spent summer exploring to trinity Bellwoods ossington like summer stories clubbing stories

managing my double life lol

SPIDERMAN OBSESSION LMAOOOO TO DISTRACT MY MIND FROM THAT BITCH ASS HOE LMFAOOFREJGIEURHSTESUIH THEN I FOUND OUT HE HAS A WHOLE WIFE AND BABY YOOO LMFAOOO

good distraction made work fun when I needed it during my last months of probation LMAO

omg going home during lunch and then back to work ICONIC

leaving the girls at my place and coming back for lunch LMAOOO god really iconic honestly showering and going back to work sleeping hoeing all that LMFAO

omg the time I left Leo at my place YOO LMAO

still have that expensive ass sweater LMFAO WAT A SIMP

those drunk texts he sent Me in august and I punked him off LMFAOO 😩😂

men trash

darren Chris rob goddd all those damn ppl I met the one guy who saved me during that blacTHE BLACKOUT CABANNA NIGHT GOD THAT WAS A MESS LMAO TITTIES OUT EVERYTHING but yeah he was low key useless I forget his name highboy but whatever

YOOO THAT GIRLS TITTIES I SLEPT ON NGEIRGHEUHUE ICONIC

I got catfishes twice 😩 the change bitch and the John bitch airehguerihserh FUCKKK LMFAO

AND THEN THE CHANG BITCH WAS TRYNA SAY OH U JSUT LOOK TO ARAB THATS WHY WE HAVNET TALKED AGAINL IKE BITCHHHHH FIRST OF ALL UR A WHOLE CATFISHFHERGUERBKSHETERU AHERUIGESRUYR LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

and then I catfish Sunday to punk him off for revenge and call him a thot and thought he was talking about me for catfish when it was just about another bitch he was hoeing with cuz he a hoe.. Jesus my life wild

SO MUCH SHIT THIS SUMMER UHERGHSREG

gained weight fml I don't even wanna mention it iDONT WANNA TALK

even if it is muscle I dDONT WANNT TALK ABOUT IT

the cabana pool jump... godd... walking home drunkregiuhersguhe fucK

summer was crazy

nada and mama coming wow that was annoying I rlly can't do family even though I love them

getting high swimming the catfish racing munchies arguing with Alex LMAO

eating out with Dania gab Lisa the normal ppl I met lool

a lot of stress of money and where I want to go I was in a hella rush idk why I think everything happening so fast made me not want to slow down at all but im finally slowing down

priya end of the year rebel tiff stuff

basically drowning in depress and regret around the end of summer cuz everything calmed down and I had the time to think and reflect about everything and yeah.. got super depressed

that bitch cc and her bullshit yo just fucking go bye

notice how there's like no memories with her like yeah there was but they were just annoying cuz she was annoying highkey

thanks for bringing my shit from Ottawa tho dumbass LOL eat a dick

THE HOT TUBBBB SUMMERSSS AND SUMMER NIGHTS

omg all my emo ass walks at night to the port and water and trillium park in the morning aiohreughresehre writing with my journal god that was actually nice tho

super peaceful so happy to live near the water highkey

always in between losing myself who am I what do I do now who am I like did I lost myself did I ever have myself

major existential crisis

how did I survive work god

musicmusiscmusicccc

moviesmovesmoves

readreadread

actually I had a lot of night walking home from the club sad

omg remember the ovo guy fucking loser liar

as usualllll

RECORDRESCORSDCRECORDDSSS SO MANY TDOT IS PERFECTT

ugh what else fuck too much shit happened OH YEAH

my birthday with the girls and the bbq!! the cake!! omg so nice :((( so funny lol

that weirdo ass man that I still see in the gym sometimes god help me lol

passing my probation!!!! and then like finally fitting in and feeling apart of mk and the “family” lol

CLARK KENT AND SCOTTISH MANS MAKING MY LIFE EVRYDAYYYYYugh love them

got a moomin from Scottish mans 🥺 love him

anyways got depressed drowning in obsession.. nothing surprising there 🙄

got high and drunk like bottom of the barrel...

right before pargol came LMAO

oh yeah I went to Ottawa because yo I was going out of my mind about losing myself.. needed to go BACK to the place I hated to find myself

went back and it was like??? everything was the same.. still saw vin and avid and Herman at Rideau still had bbt with them

still fucking around hector and that whole crew had Ivan his girl moe.. ribal..Kyle YO lol that weird ass club experience AS USUAL Ottawa clubs trash god

apple picking same year in a row wit z <3 and hamza and fams lol

saw the kids and got to be stupid again loool

anyways came back to my actual life

like it just felt weird knowing that the place I had all my memories and experiences in like.. felt nothing

even the forest felt weird like I didn't need to be there anymore?

as much as tried to drown myself in obsession and my past and bad habits.. I couldn't?

im being forced to move forward and learned Sunday was the last experience it was just eye opening

after the emotional shit I sat down again and had a whole purging

I never felt that bad and horrible and drowned in obsession since raglan..

like.. deleted the hidden pictures... the feeling.. like I've done this before...

that was the final straw..

you think its over just because I am dead but its not over..the games just begun.

never again.

anyways I met Aisha!!! love her vibe with her heavy

introduceed me to the sugar shit YOOOO LMFAOOO

THEN WE STARTING PIMPIN AND MAKING EXTRA MONEY

NO MORE MONEY STRUGGLE

GOT FUCKED OVER HEART TURNED COLD NOW WE FOCUSING ON MONEY CAREER POWER PLAYING THESE HOES FOR THEY MONEY AND RECLAIMING MYSELF

weird ass fucking people but get the money and go

stack up crazy and saving up this past few months

and just chilling w friends and therapy sessions

scheming and planning for the future

therapy sessions

got close with Lisa

oh yeah BOLO!! UGH BEST GYM

ALSO OMG I FORGOT I SAW BROCKHAMPTON AGAIN!!! AND SOMEHOW GOT TO THE BARRIER AND LITERALLY HAD SO MUCH INTERACTION WITH KEVIN LIKE SINGING TOGETHER AND THEN HE CAME DOWN SAID I GOTCHU AND TOOK TWO PICS WITH ME FUCKGIERGEIUTHSEUH THAT WAS INSANEEE MY LIFE WILDDDD

iconic holiday party and New Years with again like random weird ppl and my girls exemplifying how wild and fresh the whole experience of this year was

at least I be waking up warm and clean in MY PLACEby myself with no bullshit

just like.. got a new place new job new city basically live the life I always wanted? reading movies? new friends no problems? wtf how my life change so quick

new interesting experiences

getting drunk high dancing at my place out in these streets just meeting bare people all these new people and experiences holy shit...

and like yeah im not where I want to be but this progress and process is FUN now

everything a strategy and a move and love staying busy

wish I had more free time tho I never feel rested my life fucking crazy LOOL

that weirdo bitch who thought he was dating me UGHHH BOTTOM OF THE BARRELL JUST FOR A CAR AND FOOD BITCHARE U CRAZY

power trip crazy im so sorry jfc

anyways block and move on

met Chris and we still talking for like 3 months in a row god... lol gunna see him Saturday idk was the HALE going on

im like surrounded by hoes???? and I don't want it GOD I JUST BEEN FOCUSING ON ME AND MONEYFUCK EVERYONE ELSE

idek what else maybe im missing shit but this whole year wild best year of MY LIFE though

idk what the fuck gunna happen in 2020 cuz my split lives and the chaos and playing hoes and always thinking about opportunity and abundance and money got my mind and moves all wrapped in strategy but we only ONNLY ONLYYY GOING UP from here no excuses lets fucking go I always say this but 2019 was fucking wild and you know what.. lets fucking go 2020 LETS FUCKING GO as long as I don't gain weight LMFAO lets fucking GO. money and power on my mind exclusively. gl imma see you in 2 years. focusing on bigger things but at least im OUT HERE and ESCAPED and we onLY ATTRACTING AND MANIFESTING ABUNDANCE

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KCON LA 2017 fanaccount!!

part 1: Seventeen-teen-teen (I got to hi-touch them!!!) and a bit of VIXX~

Oh my goddd it's past 2 am as I'm writing this and I'm really worn out + still going to the convention tomorrow (Astroooo) but I wanna write this up before I go to sleep and forget 😂😂😂

First a bit about day 1, my early morning flight got delayed so I was like 😱 bad omens but the convention check-in line was amazingly smooth this year, I was prepared to wait hours in the hot sun from what I'd read online about previous years???? That didn't happen so 👍🏽

I was praying to get a Seventeen or GOT7 hi-touch with my ticket (to be clear, I only wanted GOT7 to trade for Seventeen 😉) but I got SF9 instead. Which is fine, I would've been happy to do SF9's hi-touch if I hadn't gotten Seventeen. I spent most of Friday in the trading area desperately looking for a Seventeen hi-touch, and was almost resigned to my fate/actually bought an Astro hi-touch because I thought I wouldn't get Seventeen. But one popped up at the last minute!!! I was expecting to be asked to pay $400+ and I love Seventeen but I'm not willing to spend that much money just for a hi-touch, but the seller was really kind so it worked out!!!

I don't think I really did much else Friday, just walked around looking at merch and wondering whether to buy or not 😂 I filmed myself saying random stuff about the convention to my sister! She's at school so she couldn't come with me 😓

Saturday morning I woke up and had a few minutes of panic because HOLY CRAP I'M SEEING SVT TODAY. I GET TO TOUCH SVT TODAY. It was totally unreal and I wasn't even at the event or even the convention yet, I was literally in my bed 😂 I couldn't believe it was really happening!

I felt really bad because I sold the two Seventeen audiences I got on Friday as contingency, and I know my fellow Carats really wanted that hi-touch 😭 I'm sorry Carats!!! Next time!!!

I went to the Carat fan meeting event for a bit, it was pretty cute! I've never seen so many Carats in my life before 😂 so many of them came with their parents too~

Around noon or so I was just sitting outside the expo hall and I noticed people were starting to line up, so I went over and asked what was going on. Supposedly ~some idols~ were gonna come through, maybe VIXX! So I stuck around - I wasn't planning to go to VIXX's fan engagement because it was right before Seventeen's, and I needed to line up for a good view for Seventeen 😂

I want to say it was anticlimactic, but it kinda wasn't? Sure, I was waiting there for a while, and I'm short so it was hard to see what was going on. And when they actually came through, they walked so fast I didn't have time to react! I wanted to shout Hakyeon's name but it all happened so fast that I couldn't get the words out 😂

But I did see them in real life! I was literally like, 5 feet away from them?? Hyuk was first and I actually wasn't sure if it was him for a second, either I've been out of VIXX for too long or he looks different in real life? Probably at least a bit the latter, haha. Not in a bad way tho! His face just looks softer in real life. Also, he's really tall! But at the same time, not as tall as I expected? Like, it felt like I was expecting all of them to be almost larger than life. It was really amazing seeing them in real life and just having that world-changing reality check that yeah, these are real, living, breathing humans who just happen to be celebrities. They looked so....normal, in a way? Like I see them and I realize that in some other universe where they're not idols, they're just regular people I might've known. Idk if this is making any sense, haha. Of course I've been aware of the fact that I shouldn't put idols on a pedestal - VIXX themselves have definitely taught me some lessons about how to deal with it when idols that I love do problematic things - but it's one thing to accept intellectually that idols aren't perfect, and another to actually have them in front of you without any of the usual digital barriers, just casually walking by like any other stranger you pass by on the street every day. So yeah, overall it was pretty amazing to see them, really refreshing in a way, even if it was only for a few minutes, if that.

Mm anyway, Hongbin looked as pretty as ever and Wonshik was really charismatic (although I wish he had smiled). I remember while I was doing my research for KCON tips and tricks, someone said Jaehwan looks like a doll in real life? Whoever that was, you're totally right. Can confirm. I was a bit surprised honestly, I never thought of him as a top visual in VIXX but he's astoundingly pretty. Taekwoon.....lmao I'm so sorry, I literally don't recall seeing Taekwoon 😂 I must've been distracted 😕

Overall I was pretty pleased with my luck XD I totally forgot that they were coming to the expo hall at all and I'm glad I was there just in time. Most importantly, I was really glad I'd seen VIXX first, because I felt a lot more prepared for Seventeen after that 😂

Also Kevin Woo (U-KISS' Kevin) walked past me on his way to a panel, so that was kinda cool.

It was still more than two hours until Seventeen's engagement, but I saw one of my twitter mutuals said they were already lining up for it??? So I hurried over and got in line. The fan engagements are all standing, no seats for some reason, so I really wanted a good view 😂 I talked to people in line, and made a new friend! That was actually one of my biggest fears about KCON - I'm really shy about talking to people, and I also kind of feel out of place among KCON fans. That's still kinda true, but at least I made one friend 😄

I was so nervous while I was in line, and I don't think I stopped being nervous until Seventeen had come in and were on stage, tbh. Seeing them in front of me was so calming ❤️ It was so nice being surrounded by so many Carats tho! On the screen in the hall they were playing MVs of the artists in the lineup and everyone was cheering and singing along for Don't Wanna Cry.

I recorded the whole fan engagement session including Seventeen walking in and I can upload that later, so I'll just toss out the things that stuck in my memory:

-I was WHOLLY unprepared for Jun to walk out first?????? He looks like a goddamn elf in real life, he's so beautiful. I'll still grumble about his hair being blond and grumble a bit louder about how he should eat more and fill out those cheeks again, but he's so beautiful. Similar to Hyuk, not as tall as I expected (also, I think he just has lousy posture).

-Dino????? Is so tol???? But also so smol?????? Also I'm sorry, this is going to sound REALLY weird, but his head is kinda big proportional to his body? 😂😂😂😂😂 he's still a cutie tho.

-Coups was so excited and happy, he was smiling and waving with both hands and I swooned. His black hair is gorgeous and I feel so blessed.

-Jeonghan had glasses!! I swooned again.

-Seungkwan is ADORABLE. I think up until he came out I'd just been cheering, not yelling members' names, but when he came out I just suddenly found myself screaming his name lmao. I love him ❤️

-I'm not a makeup expert by any means so I could be wrong, but they all seemed to have pretty heavy makeup on? Not a bad thing at all!!! Just a comment. It made all of them look really gorgeous. Especially Woozi, his skin looked so pristine and soft.

-I kept waiting for Hoshi but he never came 😔 I hope he's resting well and that he isn't too sick!!!

It's getting a bit late haha so I'll skip the actual session for now and talk about the hi-touch, since I don't have a video for that! They made us put our phones away, although one of the girls with me just left her phone recording in her pocket 😮 tips for next time!!

So my plan was to alternate saying 수고했어요 (you've worked hard) and 건강하세요 (be healthy) because I knew I wouldn't have time to say both to each member, and they were all close together so I hope they each heard both phrases 😅 and I was planning to speak English to Joshua and say "take care of your health", and Mandarin - 您辛苦了 (you've worked hard) and 祝您身体健康 (be healthy) - to Jun and Minghao. I really wanted to say something meaningful in the short time I had! I didn't want to say something as trite as "saranghaeyo" or anything.

Actually my rehearsed lines went pretty well, I should really give myself more credit for that. I couldn't really tell if they were more happy to hear my message than normal - of course they're always happy to meet their fans, but I couldn't tell if they were more happy than that to hear their native languages, ya know? I hope they appreciated it though 😓 ironically I actually stumbled on the English - I don't remember why, maybe I looked at Jisoo's face or something haha, but I suddenly got really shy and instead said "thank you for coming" while not looking him in the eye. He thanked me though, and I could hear the smile in his voice 😌

I'm really mad at myself about the eye contact thing though! I keep feeling bad about not looking some members in the eye; I hope they know it's out of shyness and not because I love them any less! Honestly I have this problem in real life too, my eyes will just wander during conversations 😒 I need to fix this (and not just for if I ever meet Seventeen again 😂)

Individual impressions:

-Woozi, oh, Woozi, my poor Jihoonie. He seemed super exhausted. I don't want to cause any trouble but I think Carats understand - he seemed really happy to see his fans, but at the same time very tired. His smile seemed like one of those polite smiles, but like I said, I totally understand. His lil dimples were really cute too! Also, he has a really manly vibe? LOL idk he’s so smol but also surprisingly manly????

-Seokmin, my sunshine, I think I might've talked over him by accident?????? Lmaooo I have no idea, it happened really quickly. As I was moving from Jihoon to Seokmin I think Seokmin was saying something to me, probably just hello, but I couldn't hear and by the time I realized, I was already opening my mouth to talk. I can't really remember much about his face or expression or anything but I remember getting the vibe that he was a really sweet person. It was probably his smile 😍

-Joshua: see above. I'm sorry babe! I love you, I'm just shy!

-Seungkwan, my baby boo, I'm so sorry, I barely remember hi-touching him 😭😭😭 if I ever see you again Seungkwan, I'll give you lots of love!

-Jeonghan, my angel, I think I was also too shy to look at him? I don't remember his face 😂😂😂 I love you Jeonghan! 😭

-Vernon, oh my god, Hansol, my child. He said hello to me as I moved up to him with his like, classic crooked grin and I about died on the spot. His voice is so lovely, oh my god, and the way he was smiling with his eyebrow quirked I just can't! I didn't realize until way way later that he'd talked to me in Korean (or rather, the importance of that fact). I wonder if he thought I was Korean because he heard me speaking Korean to Jeonghan? I'm under no illusions here about my Korean ability lol so I'm not sure. Either way he seemed really excited to be hearing Korean spoken to him and my heart melted when I realized that. I had purposely decided that I was going to speak Korean to Hansol for this very reason - because I remember reading about how he's lived in Korea for so long and how he said before he identifies more with his Korean side. I figured he'd appreciate a message in Korean and I feel really proud that I was right.

-Mingyu, my darling, I think I was still freaking out from talking to Hansol lmao. I love Mingyu more than....a lot of things but he didn't make much of an impression on me? Like, he was exactly how I expected him to be, no more, no less - very tall, very beautiful, very excited. It's not a bad thing 😂😂😂 thank you for saving my heart, darling!

-Coups, my love, I feel bad that I couldn't show him more love with the time I had. I had another attack of shyness around him and didn't look him in the eye 😭 I tried to touch his hand a little longer to make up for it...also I'm SO regretful that I didn't look at his face more attentively because I know he was smiling, but I didn't even take the time to appreciate his dimples 😭😭😭

-Wonwoo, my precious, I'm sorry I also don't remember much of him. Whose idea was it to have hip hop unit line up together?????????? I, a lowly hip hop unit stan, am DECEASED. I was already so overwhelmed from the others that I didn't have the capacity to appreciate Wonwoo 😭😭😭

-Minghao, oh god, Minghao, my everything. I'm not gonna lie, he stole my heart today. Recently I had been feeling increasingly fond towards him for no particular reason, so I kinda saw it coming, but after the hi-touch I was just like, wow. My life has been changed. Right before the hi-touch started, as we were lining up, I was yelling Minghao's name trying to get him to notice me. No luck 😔 but I spoke Mandarin to him during the hi-touch, and he gave me this radiant smile and thanked me in Mandarin. Holy shit, his voice. I'm still getting shivers thinking about it now. I swear to god my heart wanted to fly out of my chest. In hindsight though, I think he seemed a bit tired, similar to Woozi? I'm not sure if it's just his smile lines but yeah, he seemed kind of tired. He was really gracious about the whole thing though.

-Chan, what a smol, especially sandwiched between the two giants that are China line. LOL I mean he’s actually pretty tall too, he just gives off the vibe that makes me want to coddle him 😅 I hope he got to meet a lot of people who bias him! He deserves the world ❤��

-Jun, wow. I feel a little bad for reiterating that he's beautiful? The boy's talented too, make no mistake! Appreciate Wen Junhui 2kalways! But anyway he seemed a bit tired and withdrawn during the hi-touch, I felt a little twinge in my heart. I had a split second where I freaked out mentally over the Mandarin so I just ended up saying "you've worked hard" to him even though I'd already said it to Minghao. Actually I don't think I ended up saying anything about staying healthy to any of the members of performance unit who were present.....I feel like there's some kind of cosmic irony here. Anyway I hope Jun appreciated the Mandarin even though he didn't say anything! 😅

I really wanted Hoshi to come so I could tell him to get well soon, but of course I don't blame him. I hope he's back on his feet soon!

I was curious about Seventeen’s actual heights lmao but they were all kind of bending down/crouching to accommodate the fans! So sweet of them 😍 (but I still will never know how tall they really are.......hahaha)

God it's 4:40 already 😂😂😂 anyway! I'm gonna sleep now! I'll talk more about the concert later, but it was So Good oh my god. I've now adopted SF9 as my babies and reaffirmed my belief that Seventeen are gods 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽 Vernon and Seungkwan are the sweetest little things and Mingyu and Minghao are precious together.

TL;DR: I went in to the hi-touch a Coups bias and I left a Minghao bias 😂😍😂😍😂

#kcon #kcon17la #kcon fanaccount #seventeen #seventeen hi touch #vixx #mine

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