#god this episode i was BAWLING

[skyshroom]

‘When you think about me, why do you always bring up the ball?’ Fabian is not beating the gay allegations this episode unfortunately

#fabian aramais seacaster #fabian seacaster #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #dimension 20 #my god Fabian #ducking a kiss from your crush to immediately blabber on and on about your boy best friend and then FACETIME HIM mid convo??? #I had to pause the episode and take a breath #queerplatonic Fabriz real #also like I don’t know if it’s an active RP decision by Lou or just a commitment to the bit but Fabian has been all ‘tHe BaWl 🥹❤️’ all seas #every time riz does anything and now it’s happening when he’s not even there #im just thinking about how vocally fond he’s been over this season and it’s at a time where riz literally cannot focus on him at all becaus #Fabian is basically crushing it without his help and like imagine how stoked riz would’ve been the past two seasons if this was the energy #he was getting from Fabian :( he just doesn’t have time #anyways im normal #fhjy spoilers #dimension 20 spoilers #fantasy high junior year spoilers #riz gukgak

[pineappical]

nothing lasts forever

#good omens #good omens 2 spoilers #go2 spoilers #good omens fanart #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable husbands #HEY WHAT IF I CRY REALLY LOUDLY!!!!!!!!!!!! <- JUST FINISHED S2 #pn.art #I BAWLED MY EYES OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! #oh my god i have so much to say about it but im literally just so. so fucked up right now oh my god im never recovering from this #apologies if this is too much colors for the eyes i saw that intro and was immediately wailing <3 #I WANT TO DRAW SO MUCH MORE FOR THIS SEASON BUT I NEED TO LIE DOWN AND DISINTEGRATE AFTER THAT FINAL EPISODE............ #IM FUCKED UP!!!!!!

[soupforsoup]

THEY MENTIONED ADRIC AND SARAH JANE??? if you need me I'll be in a goddamn ball crying in the corner

#doctor who spoilers #doctor who #they did this to me as I'm debating starting a niche whoniverse side blog #because my main interests in dw are adric sja class and the eighth doctor like actually fuck you and thanks #clenching my fists and bawling my eyes out so loudly #for reference I don't think I've ever cried at doctor who until this episode dear god ncuti and david you fucked me UP #10/10 I will never recover will recommend #adric #adric of alzarius #sarah jane smith

[boinin]

guys

i--

i think I finally understand why ReoNagi are such a thing. like why they're THE blue lock ship

it only took seeing Reo get dumped for the third time in canon

#episode nagi #episode nagi spoilers #jfc that one panel of reo bawling (and the translation) #i liked them well enough before but now I SEE #anyway poor reo #can someone isekai themselves into bllk and start translating nagi for him?? #the art is god tier and unashamedly makes you think romance #this is up there with the given manga #which for the record is both angsty and openly gay #episode nagi is somehow angstier and gayer #REO YOUR BOYFRIEND ISN'T DEAD HE JUST WANTS TO BE A BETTER FOOTBALL PLAYER #NAGI USE YOUR WORDS MORE SO YOU DON'T HURT THE ONLY PERSON YOU CARE ABOUT #blue lock #bllk #bllk manga #text post #reonagi #nagi seishiro #mikage reo #mine

[thedohnut]

“Paying attention to things, it's how we show love.”

After not making any new Lego models for nearly 6 months, last week’s episode of The Last of Us hit me so hard that I was compelled to build a little diorama of Bill and Frank.

#lego #the last of us #last of us hbo #bill and frank #tlos #linda ronstadt #long long time #strawberries #lego moc #god this episode destroyed me #I cannot remember the last time an episode of TV hit me that hard #I was literally bawling for a solid 15 minutes there

[lovemymusicalot]

October 3rds entry: an extremely violent assualt against mina and Redfield, horrific descriptions of sorrow and wailing and pain, a harrowing attack on John, Johnathan, quincy and van helsing. Absolutely gut wrenching audio

Dracula at the end of the entry: I think it time for a little musical number about killing Johnathan and watching the life drain from his eyes. 😀

#re: dracula #oct 3rd #dracula #i mean valid but god the whiplash was rough #hes such a good singer though #i was bawling at the attacks this episode

[ghostblogging]

speaking of shoujo

hrt would have fixed her

#these were so hard to find I had to go hunting #natsume's book of friends #I'd talk abt how this episode legit made me weep & bawl in the ending but. that happens every single natsume episode tbh #everyone's a stoic until 'In the distance I heard music; a sound more beautiful than I'd ever heard before'' #everyone's like I never cry until the old lady confesses to having seen the dew god once #we're all jaded until we realize why Reiko put the young spirit's name up in the tree

[makedonsgriva]

i’m a sobbing weepy mess after today’s kny episode holy shit this didn’t make me cry in manga the animation is so top tier unghhh

#thinking about how hard i'm gonna cry when infinty castle arc gets animated like im just not gonna survive that at all #cuz that arc did make me bawl while i read the manga #anyways loved todays episode my sweet baby muichiro deserves the biggest hug god his backstory is heartbreaking :( #kimetsu no yaiba #muichiro tokito

[peopleinlovestink]

I hate tumblr because you'll keep seeing gifsets of a show and it'll look like the funniest thing ever and then when you actually watch the show it's fucking heartwrenching. Wtf I didn't sign up for tears!!!!

#Watching episode 4 of oh no here comes trouble and the scene at the University when they're all crying and thanking that guy who died #Like my god #He felt so alone but look at all the people who cared about him #And he did become a teacher in the end #Folks I'm bawling wth #I THOUGHT THIS HOW WQS A FUCKING COMEDY!!!!!! #oh no here comes trouble

[starswallowingsea]

Insane how I've been listening to Skyjacks since I started college and four years later its still going strong and I'm still in love with it.

#shay speaks #i caught up around episode...29 or so i think? #ive been mostly weekly ever since with a few exceptions #like when i fell off podcast listening as much in 2020 #id be 2-3 weeks behind before id catch up bc i spent 6 hours sewing #skyjacks #god i remember when i got to episode 26 i was on my way home from visiting joanns #and i had to go and finish the episode and bawl my eyes out on my bed

[octoagentmiles]

What are your thoughts surrounding the Golden Mole episode if you’ve watched it? Personally, I really enjoy it, but I was kind of taken aback by the way Kwazii was acting at the start? His writing at points in A&B in general makes me feel a way, the difference has been a big adjustment. You always tie things together with your character analyzations very well, so I’m curious to know your take on this one! It might even make me feel less thrown off by it :)

you sent this a long time ago I'm so sorry- If your opinions on Kwazii's writing have changed, I'd love hearing any takes you have now- but in the meantime take post 🤲 (note that I talk a lot about Tracker since he is kinda the focus of the episode- ok now let's begin:)

(take an ear-twitchy Kwazii for your patience hfjskd 🤲✨)

I've noticed Kwazii's been written differently too, and I've got theories about it ofc (see closing thoughts), but in regards to the Golden Mole episode I actually think his behavior was pretty in character. I think Kwazii has a fear of rejection (because of how often he is rejected due to being a pirate), and he seems to be very aware of how people view him, and will either over-compensate by toning down his energy (or at least trying to, like in the Puffins.) or try to make himself seem cooler and more capable than he is if he notices someone likes him, like he did with Pinto that one time.

He also did this in The Combtooth Blenny; where he spent the entire time trying to make Peso think he had everything in control, even though he didn't. That's pretty similar to what's happening in The Golden Mole.

The Combtooth Blenny and The Golden Mole are pretty similar episodes overall: Kwazii and Peso stuck on a desert island with no communication vs. Kwazii and Tracker stuck in a desert with no communication, Kwazii desperate to seem like a capable leader type, Peso (implied to be) as a new Octonaut vs. Tracker as a new Octo-Agent, etc.. (cough cough wanna point out UK Peso and Tracker's shared voice actor just because cough cough-)

Analysis time now:

Right away we can tell Tracker thinks Kwazii is cool, just from the way he looks at him (either in awe or nervousness), and is eager to please him. We see this trait of his when we first meet him in Operation Deep Freeze when he excitedly calls them "The Octonaut guys!!! :D" and then shouts "Cool!!" when Barnacles promises to keep him posted. Tracker is a follower by nature, not a leader. He'd much prefer to let ANYONE else tell him what to do, rather than follow his own instincts or take charge. So Kwazii? Octonaut guy?? Perfect person to listen to—definitely not gonna question his judgement at all. Wouldn't dream of it.

...Even when it backfires on them both.

Tracker is very strong, smart, and capable on his own, and he seems to know that—but he's still very insecure in his own intuition; and tends to put others before himself, kind of like how Barnacles does. He says at one point in S2 (paraphrasing here-) that in the Polar Scouts; "they are taught to help anyone who needs it, no matter what." and I think he and Barnacles both indirectly learned their self-worth issues from this (like: “When you see a creature in trouble, it is YOUR duty to help them. Your own safety comes second.” ). He's a great Polar Scout, and he's desperate to be seen as a good Octo-Agent by the Octonauts.

(Octonauts™ at it again with the parallels <3) Tracker has literally never left the Arctic before; another reason why he wants to trust Kwazii so badly. He’s out of his element, but Kwazii’s been around the world, he should know about deserts, right? One way I wish Kwazii had been written differently in this episode, would be him being a bit more worried about Tracker. He knows they're in this situation because he messed up—and Barnacles likely trusted Kwazii to take care of him. So if he had maybe panicked with Tracker when they lost their backpack, instead of just standing there, or if he asked him how he was doing once or twice, that would’ve been better. (In the CombBlenny, he gets visibly frustrated a few times, before putting on a brave face for Peso. In this episode he kinda just dissociates when Tracker freaks out, and it’s a little awkward.)

I do really like this scene at the end where Kwazii reassures Tracker, and gives him his book back. It feels like Kwazii is trying to apologize to him in his own way.

Also I think Tracker would've passed the test no matter what. He was the only agent who got any sort of test. He probably asked Barnacles for one, and it got made up on the spot. He would've passed even if he completely failed, because it was just a confidence booster exercise; like how 99% of Peso's S1 training was just confidence boosting disguised as serious training. Barnacles couldn’t actually train Peso on how to be an Octonaut or a medic, because he was already both of those from the start; he just needed to be taught how to trust himself.

Closing off with more Kwazii thoughts: I think he's being written differently on purpose. There has been a timeskip, and everyone seems a bit more mature now (it's most obvious in Peso and the Vegimals, and Dashi in some aspects). It could just be that he toned down a bit as he got older; but I've noticed that he's written the most weird whenever he's partnered with Calico Jack. He acts more immature and just... off? and in my head it's because he really hasn't seen CJ since he was a kitten, so he isn't sure how to act around him (plus he REALLY wants to impress his granddad). We also know that CJ's been teaching Kwazii stuff, so that could be another factor in his personality/vibe shift. The times I've found where Kwazii acts the most like himself- are the times he's alone with the other Octonauts, and I think that's interesting.

#I'M SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG 😭 my brain did NOT wanna cooperate with me so it's just been chilling in my drafts #operation uncooperation in my brain #hhhhhhhh #octonauts #octonauts above and beyond #kwazii #octonauts tracker #i want tracker to have a cone snail episode moment. he deserves it so much #he's paralleling with peso so hard. insecure but stronger than he thinks ✅ good growth when alone ✅ looking up to kwazii and barnacles ✅ #paul panting (uk) ✅ lol #kwazii has rsd and he just wants tracker to think he's cool. ty for coming to my tedtalk #he also wants his granddad to think he's cool #thinking about on one hand kwazii is hanging out with cj and trying to impress him. and on the other hand hanging out with tracker and- #-trying to impress him #but in different ways. trying to be a cool pirate for cj and a cool octonaut for tracker... #when is he allowed to just be kwazii? #i think an anb episode where kwazii is completely by himself (not even with a creature) would be interesting #also my GOD i need tracker and peso to have a Moment together. #and peso tells tracker to ''just trust himself''. #DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD I WOULD SOB??? BAWL MY EYES OUT?????? I'D NEVER STOP #CRYING AT THIS VERY MOMENT JUST THINKING ABOUT IT #/POS

[addictsitter]

it did not occur to me until just now but like.

do you guys ever think about the fact that shirley in the dw special being disabled actually, like. saved her life and helped donna and the doctor.

like. the fucking stairs joke earlier on. just. got the best payoff? punchline? however you want to frame it.

#y'all i am out here in fucking tears over doctor who like it's 2009 again #i'm sorry #anyway i love shirley i hope she shows up again #(i also love that they cast an actually disabled actress for her) #(and the fact that she has mobility in her legs but still needs her wheelchair.) #i just. god. u know what. #i'm gonna go cry now. #can i go back to when the only thing i paid attention to after the episode was over was how cute the meep was #and not bawling over fucking doctor who #doctor who spoilers #doctor who #fu c k

[newlyy]

im closer to my family than i am to any friends just by virtue of shared history and living together. when im doing really badly, i only go to my family, when i need help i go to my family first, my anxiety is lowest around my family, etc etc. family is significant for me, which makes me afraid of getting older and losing it. idk who i’d be without my core four-person family and our home base. im about to cry just thinking about it, i NEED them, I am them, they are me

#one time i straight up bawled listening to cest la mort by the civil wars and thinking about my family #the line 'you can sink to the bottom of the sea but don't go without me' #ive had issues with my dad for my whole life #our personalities just dont mesh together #but he got cancer and i told my friend who knows that i have a rocky relationship with him and she was like 'and how do you feel about that? #girl bad. hes my dad. theres no other way to feel. #theres no like well when i was thirteen i hated him so rip #i feel bad. #oh my god! did any of you ever watch the dr. blake mysteries? #there was one episode where a woman murdered her step father after finding out that he had murdered her father #and i think the cop interrogating her said something like 'that he killed your father doesn't make it ok to kill him' and she was like #'yeah well i miss my dad' in the saddest most childlike voice #girl i know exactly what you mean

[inkykeiji]

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#oh my god guys #i’m going to bed now but #my boyfriend and i watched the third episode of the last of us tonight #(no spoilers dw) #and he BAWLED #like i am talking chest hitching shuddery sobs crying #and i held him and kissed his head throughout it all but i was so touched because we were thinking of each other you know??? #it was so emotional and so heart wrenching because it was so relatable #and you can’t help but think of your significant other or someone very close to you that you love/care about so much #okay actually one spoiler #[are u ready because here it comes] #i told him i’d do the same as bill if he told me he was going to kill himself yk i said ‘i’d be like alright well i’m coming with you #because i won’t live without you’ and that inspired a whole new bout of tears #anyway it was so sweet and so touching and i just had to come here and gush about it #because i love him so much and i am so lucky to even have him in my life let alone get to call him mine #i’m so mushy rn!!!!!!!! <3333333 #clari chatters #the last of us spoilers #tlou spoilers

[puppygirldanhowell]

watching the grom episode again. i am not going to cry i am not going to cry i am not going to cry i

#ohhh my god this episode did so fucking much for me yall dont even know #i remember the first time i ever saw it. it wasnt even the first time it aired #i was at my dads house and he had people over and my mom still lived there and they and their friends were just being. #ridiculously homophobic. and i sat in my room and i watched those two dance and i bawled #fuck man #toh #ash is mentally ill

[caitrose]

Catch me openly weeping rewatching Death Parade… hang on I gotta go hug my mom

(Spoilers and a tw in tags sorry)

#death parade #death parade spoilers #(in tags) #ok so the thing that really fucking got me was the guy who committed suicide thinking about his mom and regretting hurting her #suicide tw #(forgot that one) #I had an attempt in 2016 and my mom came to see me in the hospital and she was just so scared and distraught it makes me teary to think abt #’why did I do it? god mom I’m so sorry…’ BAHHAHASHSHFFFGDFF😭😫😨😭🥺 god fuck brb sobbing #also then at the end of the episode he takes both the depressed guy and the single mom who went through shit and says #’you did the best you could. both of you. you did the best you could’ and they just fucking SOB into his chest utterly broken down #that’s what broke me I was already crying now I’m bawling