#god just them <3 and her specifically <3

[skrunksthatwunk]

aurghhh ok still rewatching '97 and the way guts and casca only have the room to breathe and really come to understand and care for each other in griffith's absence because he has such a strong hold over them both.... and the way their mutual dedication to him is what causes them to bicker for years (casca thinks he's not serving him well enough, guts thinks she doesn't get that he cares/how much he cares, casca's jealousy over griffith's feelings for guts, how he won his heart without even trying or being aware of it or doing anything with it) and is also a big part of what brings them together (earlier when guts deviates from the plan to save griffith and she commends him, in the cave casca opening up about griffith and her's past, showing that vulnerability, while it's mostly confrontational, leads to guts kinda getting her better, and his efforts to save and protect her (falling off the cliff with her, taking on the 100 men so she can escape, encouraging her to return to griffith so she can help him because it's what she feels she's meant to do (her dream, the direction in life guts shares and yet is questioning because of griffith's speech at the fountain, whether or not it's enough to serve him if it means he'll never be a true friend in griffith's eyes because he's not an equal), supporting the idea of her being with griffith/being his most important person like he won't because he doesn't view it as a competition like she has been since day one) leading to her realizing that he's kind of not that bad a guy and they have a lot more in common that she thought. and how the bonfire of dreams conversation is guts opening up to her in kind, the answer to her talking about how griffith saved her, how she feels. how neither of them ever call it love but it's something they know they both have for griffith. how it's something they're beginning to have for each other, different in ways they couldn't put a word to. because they're equals this time. the way griffith kind of becomes less and less important as they find other reasons to live and fight, as they become less singularly obsessed with him. how griffith is unable to stand it, guts' personhood, that agency and peer-to-peer equality he claimed to want (and perhaps truly did) that disappeared guts from his life, his plans, his side. how it barely even matters to griffith how casca changes because he never wanted her like she wanted him. god i can't fucking stand their shakespearean nonsense drama (<- hopelessly in love with their interpersonal dynamics)

#god they're the only healthy part of this unholy mind-palace love triangle/throuple aren't they #they could have been the worst qpr/throuple in your social circle. like just insufferable when they're not getting along #if griffith hadn't [oh god oh fuck oh jesus christ] all over everything even remotely good in his life anyway #poor casca's in love with a gay man and then falls for his not-quite-boyfriend and when not-quite-boyfriend reciprocates said gay man fucki #g. Does The Eclipse Stuff. at least partially to get back at you two. oh my godd #i'm sorry i'm so not normal about them. it's starting to leak out into the blog bc i'm finally having a Berserk Moment since starting tumbl #but whewwwww. gotta get this outta my system #hope this wall of text makes sense oops <3 #berserk #berserk 1997 #how do i even tag their thang. their disastrous just horrible agonizing 3 guy dynamic. hm. #gutsca #griffguts #don't even know if anyone tags for griffith and casca. fair because 1) he raped her. yikes 2) he just straight up isn't into her #and i don't know if there's a tag for the three of them but trial and error led to nothing #but i wanna talk about their dynamic. their. (gestures wildly) whatever. it's not about thinking griffith should kiss anyone it's about lik #the agony. the pining and the torment and whatever miura so beautifully crafted for me specifically. sheesh #hope it's clear that i Don't Want Them To Be An Uwu Little Polycule Bc Casca Should Not Be In A Cutesy Throuple With Her Rapist #it's more that i think they kind of are or almost are part of this (gestures wildly again). Thing. with each other and i wanna talk about i #same with griffguts like oh man they should NOT be in a relationship. but i have this deep intense Need to study them and frankly they're #kind of crazy about each other for a while. like they care about each other so so much it's crucial to all three of their characters. #so it's kind of unavoidable. and i wanna talk about it. and have this read by people who also want to talk about it. yeah? yeah. #(and yeah i think griffith raping casca was about her and guts. like 'fuck you for making him okay with leaving me' type of vibe. even #though it wasn't her fault he's just. god. but it sure as hell isn't Mostly about casca because griffith's making eye contact like the Whol #time with guts. he makes him watch. it's just. shooooooooooo aughhhhghhghh fucking. jesus christ. that or it's the fear that his two most #important pawns are going to leave him Together and he just. can't deal with that. especially after the torture internment thing. #he's so weak and he was so close to his dream and now it's falling apart and they're leaving him and he can't even move. it's about making #damn sure they can't escape him or forget him ever again. #or maybe it's even a 'you can't have her she's mine' to guts but it's still largely like. spiteful/about possessing her as a soldier/human #because i don't think you could convince me it's about having her as a lover or about controlling/hurting/possessing her body.)

[problemothic]

me (the evil npd alter) when i start fronting and my face changes to become sadistic and evil:

#actually npd #npd #ableism #system memes #npd symptom holder #npd memes #plural memes #npd bigotry tw #npd stigma #pls tell me if there are other tags ppl use to filter out npd bigotry even if made fun of bc i dont know them but im trying my best out her #hazbin hotel fictive #undescribed #also god i was just trying to find info about specific alters having npd when a lot of the system doesnt #and found these assholes talking about us like theyre telling ghost stories and im like #man im just a normal guy living my life can u not be weird about it lol #but also #ooh am i that scawwy honey #fear me more :3 #red smoke and mirrors

[saturnvs]

i think western au villaneve live just outside of a town on their own farm and they're a mystery to the townspeople, eve and villanelle are talked about like they're folklore even though they're very real and ride into town like once a month to buy stuff. no one truly knows what the two of them got up to before they settled down on their farm, the stories range from them just being vagabonds who chose to settle down, to robbers, to killers.

when they ride into town everyone backs away out of fear but they're equally curious about them. they're always pleasant with the shopkeepers and smile at the children who want to pet their big horses, but the townspeople claim they see blood on their skin and their clothes. no one knows if they're just mysterious but harmless lesbians or if they're mysterious and harmful lesbians :)

#oh my god the typo in the last sentence took me like 2 hours to notice fuck #if i had the brain power i would go on about this #but do you get the vision??? #people paint up all sorts of stories about them but they don't mind #they keep to themselves and they're happy that way <3 #i've been thinking about what they got up to before they moved to their farm #i could go with canon and say that villanelle was a killer and eve was a sheriff chasing her because that would be fun!! #and then they turned into murder wives instead and probably lived the vagabond lifestyle with their horses for a while #before deciding to settle down #their farm is their alaska basically #idk!! it's fun to think about them :) #i feel like i need to name this au... it's really taking on a life of its own #also it's not set in a specific time period it's just about the vibes

[bumblingbabooshka]

One of the best Voyager scenes to indicate Tuvok & Neelix's dynamic and how I think Tuvok is just as if not more 'annoying'(positive) than Neelix is when Neelix pours Tuvok a fresh squeezed glass of a fruit juice blend and Tuvok's like (paraphrased) "I don't want to drink this." and Neelix is like "Can you please try it?" and Tuvok's like "I don't want to, you're really bad at this sort of thing. It's going to taste bad." and Neelix says that Ensign XYZ said she LOVED it, she even had a second glass! And Tuvok says Ensign XYZ could drink poison without a second thought and Neelix is like "Tuvok could you please just TRY it? Just try a little SIP of it PLEASE??" and Tuvok sighs and rolls his eyes and sniffs it before taking a sip and it turns out he loves it. Turns out it tasted good actually. And then after all that Neelix tries to talk to him over eggs (which he's again cooking fresh for him) and Tuvok tells him he doesn't wanna hear "the life history of his breakfast." Absolutely insufferable this man I would have burned his eggs on PURPOSE!!!!

#I love Neelix so much and I think he and Tuvok are very funny together - irritating4irritating #People say 'Neelix is so pushy with Tuvok!' and you know what? I think Tuvok can handle it. I think maybe he does need to be pushed - #down a flight of stairs. (he's my favorite character and he's so annoying...TUVOK!!!!!) #Tuvok: -kicking and screaming- I don't want to drink the juice!!! It's poison!!! You're trying to poison me!!!!!!!!! #Neelix: Can you please drink the juice. The fresh squeezed juice I made for you Mr. Vulcan??? Can you please??? #Tuvok: Fine but if I die it's your fault. If I die from the poison you're FORCING me to drink it's on y- Oh this is delicious actually. #and don't tell me 'Neelix didn't make it SPECIFICALLY for Tuvok' bc I know he didn't but he says #'I'll start squeezing that second glass!' after Tuvok finishes his sip so he IS freshly squeezing it #Neelix: -makes Tuvok fresh squeezed juice- #Tuvok: Are you trying to poison me??? #Neelix: -talks to Tuvok while making his eggs- #Tuvok: Can you be quiet??? #<- TUVOK!!!!!!!! I'M GONNA KILL YOU EHHEHEHEH <3 #Tuvok is the most annoying guy ever bc he doesn't care about what people think and is a snob with a lowkey superiority complex #vs Neelix is perceived as annoying (post his relationship with Kes) bc he cares a lot about being useful and helping the crew and sometimes #is too pushy because of that but listen...I think Neelix is sweet and genuinely trying his best - after the Kes plotline with him ends I #really don't find him objectionable. Just chatty & a bit overbearing maybe Meanwhile Tuvok !!! #Meanwhile Tuvok!!!!!!!!! HHEHEHHE #st voyager #star trek voyager #I think they should have done more with Neelix thinking the crew of Voyager were spoiled - specifically how Tuvok acts Like That sometimes #little lord Tuvok. oH SORRY...for DEIGNING to speak while preparing your eggs your HIGHNESS!! #I think people do a disservice to Tuvok by not talking more about how he's kind of a hardass and a snob v_v also a disservice to Janeway #indirectly bc her bestie is kind of a hardass and a snob and what does that say about her?? #I also wish Neelix kept up a bit of that 'these people are crazy and also so soft oh my god shut up about the food being bad - we're trying #to SURVIVE!!! Eat the Leola Root!!' from the earlier seasons...I like when he shows he has a bit of bite #It's just funny and interesting that Janeway isn't friends with Tuvok bc he's 'not like other Vulcans' - she's friends with the most #Vulcany Vulcan ever and I love that for them. #CRIMINAL that we don't ever get any in-depth insight into their friendship #Tuvok

[luvring]

scrolling past every babygirl joke people make with a frown on my face

#💬nia.rambles #we as a society can do better than this #i think a lot of people can. struggle with What else to say #'babygirl coded charas“ specifically . talk about how easy it is to fluster them. how ur gonna annoy the shit out of them #call him a sopping wet kitten. say god hes such a dumbass im going to kiss him on the lips and serenade him #say missionary because his eyes pretty and his face handsome. say youre going to tuck his hair behind his ear #His x y z looks and cringe fail personality have captivated me. his big eyes and loser boy personality. #this is also for when ur trying to talk about female charas w/o saying girlboss/mother btw #just go god shes so fucking cool. no ones doing it like her #someone might want her but you want her in a deeper intellectual way. no crimes to forgive because she didnt commit any. #she could fix me could make me worse she could say whatever and i would heed her call like a devout follower to their god #go i need them so bad im dizzy. i could change their life #like u have the brain capacity and meme/reaction album to think of jokes outside of. 3 terms. i believe in u #& how did babygirl charas go from ironic Big (serious) muscular men to Feminine Featured(?) Easily Flustered 'Pathetic' Men. #like im sure both cases existed before but. what its turned into now....its majority the latter... Hrmm.... #< part of why i switched to saying my handsome beautiful prince etc etc. uve made me feel odd and upset.. #babygirl character just say pathetic guy . loser dude. shy and silly . errrrghhhh...

[arcaneyouth]

i keep accidentally making my characters fatter than i mean for them to be. this is not a bad thing in the slightest. and many of them are still skinny. its just really funny that its happened multiple times now. slowly turning my default body type to draw into My body type and im taking my ocs with me

#specifically referring to eden i made edens new ref and made her chubbier and straight up did not realize #until i was looking at her toyhouse profile and suddenlt realized shes skinny. #i remade kazooies ref and actually had to fight myself to make him skinnier because i was just automatically making him fatter #not by a lot. but unlike eden kazooie IS skinnier than that in my head and i just ????? #with eden some switch flipped in my brain and was just like yeah shes always been fat and now looking back at her skinnier refs #feels weird. but kazooie???? not the same #my brains really feeling like whoops sorry. fatification beam #oh my god no wonder drawing raid is a nightmare their body type is supposed to be beanpole #even skinnier than id typically go for #theyre a stick #drawing thems always so hard im sobbing im forgetting how to make my characters skinny thats SO FUNNY #i could go farther. not as fat as they could be. tbh #but they do look more like me. which is cool. i used to never draw my ocs That fat #it may not be a lot of fat but it is like me <3

[planet4546b]

the thing is that in kingdom hearts adults treating kids as pawns is pretty much the default on both sides (like. ansem the wise/yen sid/eraqus are just as bad about this. and what the actual hell was diz doing.) to the degree that the way axel treats roxas and xion is like. maybe the only outlier. he’s a good big brother is the thing about it

#pers #kh #remember like 3 days ago when i was like oh god i need to stop thinking about axel he’s making me upset. didn’t work #he still fucks up because he’s still entrenched in the system that is doing that to them #like the fact he brings xion back TWICE including the last time which is what essentially kills her just fucking sucks #but the extent he goes to specifically to protect them and just to see them as people is straight up not common in the rest of the story #drives me BONKERS. HES A GOOD BIG BROTHER IS THE THING #hmmmm i need a personal tag for my kh posts #dot com

[the-trans-dragon]

Hehehe >:3 got a kissie and some headpats from a pretty girl >:3 muahahahahahaha >:3

#sorenhoots #sometimes i remember that i am living the life that i ached for during lonely years #like i just get to wake up and live my gay little life??? kinda fucking awesome even if many other parts of life are very stressful #im so glad i met my wife who loves me for who i am 🥰🥰🥰🥰 and 😈😈😈 heheh then i met my other partner???? like. i thought my wife made me #the happiest i would ever be and then WOOSH i met ANOTHER person who makes me incredibly happy? i did not know the happiness could DOUBLE. #i figured it was like 0%-100% and my wife made me like 100% of my capacity for happiness and then its like 200% now and im realizing that my #capacity to experience joy and peace isnt static and frankly probably increases steadily over a lifetime as i grow and change and learn to #appreciate things more. anyways im in a content happy lil gay mood this morning :3 #my partner got to visit us recently to help us get emotionally ready for some stressful stuff but now the most stressful parts are done and #now that the stress is fading i am finding so much happiness has been in my chest waiting to burst! it was sooo good to see my partner hehe #and the situation is even cuter because my wifes partner also came to visit and my wifes partner is my partners wife also so like. adorable #symmetry. my partner and my wifes partner have another partner and if you draw out a little diagram of us you will see it is shaped like a #house :3 a square with a triangle on top :3 hehe metamours everywhere :3 super super super wonderful metamours. its literally almost like a #fairy tale to have a polycule??? like?? im so excited to live somewhere that isnt like 9 hours from them. oh my god they also have a cat and #shes the cutest. me and my wife have a cute cat also and we are like 👀👀👀 tenatively anticipating that they will get along 👀👀👀 ive #specifically worked with my cat to help her know how to behave around other cats. my neighbor is retired and does TNR on the local strays #and they get attached to her and hang out in her backyard or her house lol like one snuck in and this was before they had any cats and they #didnt know he snuck in until he hopped onto her bf's chest at night to snuggle up. and hes a big cat and if you felt him drop onto your #chest in the pitch black of night you might absolutely mistake him for a racooon or possom or some other beast. anyways he sneaks into all #the houses down the street apparently and is just kinda like “the retired people down the street”'s cat lol. and daisy would hiss and yowl #out the window at him but i always tried to show her that he is friendly (and give her treats to attempt to tell her 'he isnt a threat. have #a snack. see? if he was a threat then we would not be having snacks.' and eventually he ran into us while i was letting her outside on her #harness and!!! i was absolutely ready to defend either of them from the t #other but they just cautiously sniffed each other and then laid down. it was fascinating to observe. daisy also responds really well yo #to meeting new people :3 though she proved me wrong by hiding from some maitenence ppl recently. but then she met my metamour and was pretty #much instantly like 'oh ok ur family? sounds gok #sounds good.' so thats cute and i hope if we end up in the same house with the other cat in the polci #polycule. well i hope they get along!!! #idk what we would do if they didnt. there are lots of other housing arrangements (like renting a duplex or next-door apartments or #something) but i want them to get along anyways :3 no matter what sort of living arragement works out best. i think theyd be good for each

[musical-chick-13]

Always funny to me when people say, "Why was the Doctor ever interested in River in any way when she's Not A Good Person," as if a) their oldest and closest friend in the universe isn't The Master, someone very much not known for being a particularly good person, and b) there wasn't literally a line that went, "And unlike me, [River] really doesn't mind shooting people. I shouldn't like that; kind of do a bit."

#sorry you've never experienced the joy of watching an older lady give zero fucks while also being terrifyingly capable of killing you <3 #I AM very much a Twelve Girl™ but honestly eleven is probably the most relatable doctor for this alone #(though there is the moment in the christmas special where river is threatening him with death via organ extraction in alphabetical #order and he just goes 'which alphabet' with THE biggest smile on his face which wow what a mood lmao) #anyway tldr they're in love and I love them and for the purposes of blacklisting: #mel screams about The Weird Little Space Show again #there was also 'I love a bad girl me' like that literally was also a thing he canonically said #(obviously this is an outgrowth of staying chained to the previous era & The Ship™ from it as well as continual over-romanticization of 10) #(but I don't think I have the energy to specifically break that down today) #(and that's not really the point of this post anyway) #like. GOD. again: the things people will do to erase how important any woman who isn't a certain threshold of conventionally palatable #is to the narrative/other characters #like...he did. he did keep referring to her as. his wife. he specifically said 'yeah I'm dead to the world but I'm going to keep visiting #her in prison!' DON'T TEST ME ON DR/RIVER LORE I MADE THEM MY WHOLE PERSONALITY FOR LIKE 5 YEARS DURING ONE OF #THE MOST FORMATIVE AND TURBULENT PERIODS OF MY LIFE. IKNOWMORETHANYOU.JPEG

[welcometogrouchland]

Good evening girl I am thinking about how the owl house lured me in with fun, surface level elements and aesthetics before ambushing me with themes grief and familial conflict that make me want to cry so hard I throw up. Why did they do that

#ramblings of a lunatic #dana terrace saying that the theme of grief will continue in the next episodes of season 3 both excites and terrifies me #cause there are SO many characters who's grief parallels each other- namely the nocedas and wittebanes #belos lost a brother. luz lost a father. camilla and evelyn lost a husband and had to take care of a child in the midst of it. #hunter just lost his best friend. darius lost his mentor. #when i tell you all of these characters actions (minus hunter but rtbs) are driven by the grief they carry with them #like #AND I'M JUST SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL ABOUT THAT?????????? #stories that deal with grief always manage to worm their way into my heart and/or brain for a long time #it's just. it's such a personal topic i think? grief has some generally agreed upon truths- that's how we identify it #but it happens to everyone in different ways under different circumstances and it makes everyone act differently #it effects their lives differently #so when a story goes out of it's way to portray the different ways characters grieve it just. mm. hits different #and i namedropped familial conflict as well but my feelings on that can be summarized by that one pos #that points out how when you take into account the family tree Caleb left behind and the found families built over the show #belos has essentially been terrorizing his family for 400 years in various different ways #lol #also the parents in this show. camilla specifically. i am a camilla stan first human being second #SHE DIDN'T REALIZE THAT IN ORDER TO BE KIND TO HER DAUGHTER SHE HAD TO FIRST BE KIND TO HERSELF #AND EMBRACE THE THINGS SHE'S ASHAMED OF. GOD!!!!!! FUCK OFF!!!!?????? #this show. this show makes me want to eat glass #anyway no one talk to me I'm in my feels about the show for children

[bumblingbabooshka]

Tuvok’s intake of breath/slight straightening of posture when Janeway says she spoke to his family before she left....................................................I can’t speak

#yes this is important enough to merit its own post <- favortism #Janeway & Tuvok are so <3 #you know that fanfiction trope where Kirk is like 'Spock please - we're in private. No need with this Captain stuff' ? #they are the COMPLETE opposite HEHEHE #Janeway (to her friend of twenty years): Hello Mr. Tuvok. / Tuvok: Hello Captain v_v <- just got done telling an ensign that HE knows the #captain would not appreciate being referred to as 'ma'am' #Janeway & Tuvok: what if 'you're right as usual' could be our always?? <- something's wrong with them #AAAAAAAAA 'they're worried about you' (Vulcans do not worry) 'they...miss you.' (...as I do them.) #Then Janeway immediately rising with her wide eyes and promising to get him back to them like she's making a blood oath AAAAA #H E ALREADY MISSED THEM. HE ALREADY MISSED THEM AND THE Y ALREADY MISSED HIM. #Tuvok is the 'I lived bitch' meme twiceover but specifically to T'Pel #Tuvok's goes undercover with the Maquis - The Maquis ship is lost - Voyager is lost - Voyager is found but thousands of light years away - #AND YET HE MAKES IT BACK TO HER IN THE END #NO GRAVE CAN HOLD MY BODY DOWN!!!! I'LL CRAWL HOME TO HER!!!!!! #Anyway Janeway and Tuvok would make a blood oath to each other about anything they are so dramatic and duty bound #O H MYGFUCKING GOD IS THAT NEELIX~!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?! #HI NEELIX~!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3 HIII!!! #Janeway (to some guy she found in a dumpster): My Name Is Captain Kathryn Janeway Of The Federation Starship V- #Also I love Neelix trying to act like 'oh there's just ONE thing really you could get me to make me cooperate...' #when the one thing is LITERALLY water...GIRL....!!!! HE 'S DYING!!! #me seeing the scene where Tuvok meets Neelix: WOOW just like leolaroot's moth to the flame music video!! #Tuvok's speech pattern my beloved <3 #'I aSsure you that everything in thisrom HAS a specific fuuunctiooon.' #B'Elanna: (so scared she's literally shaking) Sorry I'm just freaking out bc I'm Klingon #BABY. GIRL. NO. YOU ARE /NOT/. #how she pronounces her name changes...here she says BAY-lanna instead of BUH-lanna #livetweeting

[kingmaximusboltagon]

WAIT WAIT WAIT. MARY ON A CROSS - GHOST. WITH MEDUSABOLT.

"But through all the sorrow, we've been riding high. And the truth of the matter is I never let you go, let you go."

"Your beauty never ever scared me."

#like the entire song but THOSE lyrics specifically #my main goal in life is to listen to music and point at whatever characters im currenting fixating on and say it fits them #*currently. GOD i wish i could edit tags #ive been listening to this song on loop for like 3 hours 2night. VERY medusabolt mood that song!!!! #just ignore the actual meaning of the song it doesnt matter. only medusa and bb being in love :) #hvent been this excited over a canonical romance since fitzsimmons.... abc marvel shows my beloved #i just really like the your beauty never ever scared me line #and BRO. that is 100% medusa she loves her big baby #once again that panel lives rent free in my head #sorry for the 3am posting i HAVE to get this out of my head but its not a Content enough post to warrant the queue #i got THREE google docs open rn. will i ever finish or post any of these things?? god i hope so #JASBJKGNASKJLGN #medusalith amaquelin #blackagar boltagon #inhumans #medusabolt

[noxtivagus]

i LOVE stormblood (listening to some of the ost rn <3 i love all the expansions so very much. they all mean a lot to me <3)

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #i understand /why/ but it makes me really sad when i see ppl that don't appreciate stb :< it has its faults! yes. & a lot is preference but #it's still objectively good !!!! <3 on my behalf i love stb a lot though. help wait i realize how diverse my taste is from all the way from #traditional to. idk sci-fi and fantasy n music that also matches the vibe.... that said oh my god wait i love ffxiv's ost so much . #in stb i really love a father's pride :^) IT SOUNDS SO HOMEY.... & the ala mihgo ones r my favs too! salt & suffering. liberty or death #oh my god wait soken you genius i can;t do this. i love revolutions so much. i remember crying w the.. YEAH.... i love flowers :< #random but fun fact i used to go by the online alias of 'lily' way wayyy back. & then i've always been enthusiastic when it comes to #researching about things i'm interested about so. flower meanings !! i love that sm. idk why but that said i've always loved white flowers #the most. roses have always been my fave. & on the topic of roses i remember a lore i had for my wol with stormblood omg #apollo n i finally bought the game so we were out of free trial yeah? unlocks market board so i remember buying a lot of glams #i remember buying quite a lot of flowers but i. almost always just use the white rose (or the black one! or the hyacinths) #anyways i. i didn't have the rose on my wol for like the end of stormblood 😭 i was sad about that for a while bcs. lore. #i'm really specific about lore stuff !?! idk !?! but i had some ideas that oh! what if some blood got on it or wtvr. it's in my notes #i think hien had a part to do w it bcs i liked him a lot back then . why do i like leaders sm. alphi / aymeric / haurchefant / emet / herme #all of them have some sort of authority ???? & oh man i remember i've always loved the image of a white rose being tainted by red. #I DIDN'T MEAN TO RAMBLE SO MUCH BUT I LOVE FFXIV SO MUCH 🫶🏼 #dude my discord profile looks so cool rn w my wol & my about me :] that line's from the description of the death summon gbf #nier. i like her honestly n oh god i love her song. vira too. another sky :< help i realize my faves are /often/ blue or red. purple too. #help wait stormblood orchestral music &. god i will never shut up about everything ffxiv it really has so much #azim steppe was sooo chill to go through. i love love it so much. temulun's lines too! ishikawa ily #& then with the patches :^) i started in ul'dah so. Emotional. yes. and then i love tsukuyomi. tsukuyomi.... #i won't say anymore spoilers but sigh that tore me apart </3 i have sm more to write but oh my god TAGS but i love ffxiv so much damn #random & not in stormblood but i remember how hyped i was for ravana? the ost. THE OST. unbending steel's lyrics.... oh my god #I LOVE THE OST SO MUCH I WILL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT IT AAAAAA i forgot abt that 3:13 part o hmy god HOLY FUCK #i feel alive again. overwhelmed with love. god i love this so fucking much thank you ffxiv i wna cry i love ffxiv so much 😭😭 #thinking abt fordola :< & thinking of the wol's trauma gives me chills. & remembering as well of my own lore for my wol throughout this #the ost? the dialogue? the story? the characters? the pain oh my god i love how they express & do the storytelling so much #god this is what i mean when i say ffxiv naturally and immediately gives me inspiration. & motivation. i really really want to write #I'M EMOTIONAL. HFKJDAKFLSJLKDF the music n. oh my god everything just everything. ffxiv. ff. all of it

[yamikawas]

thinking abt my gf doing cute things like being obsessed with me and stalking me and kidnapping me and killing anyone who gets too close to me etc The usual<3

#wish she would just invite me over to her house and i find a room with a whole shrine for me with photos of me and stolen items and all #and she notices me looking and panics thinking that im gonna be freaked out but im just like UR SO OBSESSED WITH ME OMG IM SO HAPPYYY<3<3<3 #maybe she would want to keep me locked up in her room until shes absolutely sure that im happy with it<3<3<3ehehe<3<3<3 #hell even when she Is sure shes like ''well if u love my obsession with u so much then theres just no reason to let u go now is there<3'' #so she just holds me captive and obsesses over me for the rest of eternity and starts adding my missing posters to her shrine<3<3<3 #but also yknow if shes stalking me constantly and knows everything abt me she would know abt my yanblog and know im just as deranged as her #.............but she can still kidnap me just bc she wants to and knows i want her to<3<3<3 #god i hope she knows i how badly i want her to<3<3<3 #id absolutely stab someone to death if it meant she would never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER LET ME GO #and if she does ever let me go im stabbing people to death until im back at her side where i belong #and if she ever wants to go out like on a date with me or something she should keep me handcuffed to her and it should be late at night so #no one sees us and if anyone Does see us we kill them and we break in to cafes and stuff for an insane lil cafe date<3 #god i am just.thinking So Much #shes just Everything to me i want to stay with her forever and ever and ever and itd make me so happy if she wanted me to stay with her #forever too to the point that she wants to hold me captive bc she just loves me so much #like just the idea of her wanting to be with me at all times So Badly to the point that she wants to straight up kidnap me and never let me #out of her sight again<3<3<3aaaaaaaaaaaa id never want to escape from herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr<3<3<3 #idk how to even explain it i just.Need to be Loved and Wanted and Needed an Insane Amout #by Her in Specific<3 #i just love her and want her and need her an insane amount and i need her to love me in just the same way<3 #yoomie darling if ur reading this i love you i love you i love you i love you i LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I L O V E Y O U #please love me<3 #tobi.txt #<-really normal sorry ipromise

[readymades2002]

being an aa4 fan is genuinely very challenging

#love that game soooo so so much but you basically only have the one game to work with #and also i do feel like it got hit HARD with that Fandom Personalityificaiton beam which is very sad #of course its also easier for me because i am a diehard trilogy fan i am always thinking about the aa trilogy she is everything to me #i can always fall back to her <3 so. it doesnt sting as much. but playing aa4 and going GOD this is SO fucking good #and having nothing to really follow up on with it is so </3 sigh </3 #i feel like you get some of that in the investigations games but i do have mixed feelings about them #i need to replay those probably. every time i think of the 2nd game specifically im like oh yeah thats one of the best games #but when i try to remember why i just remember the entire last case and i get so angry i have to lie down #i do think that the solution to that games overarching story was bad enough it made the whole game worse to me actually #it is the best game for some of the same reasons its the worst. its. wiggling hands around vaguely. video game