#god im sobbing irl

[ivymarquis]

How am I supposed to go out into the world and attempt to date, knowing that John Price is a figment of our imaginations and not real. What is even the point

#why cant he be real #i am sobbing I am crying I am screaming #im throwing up #john price #plus like #imma be so real with yall #my local dating pool is just yuppy assholes who think making money is a personality trait #crypto bros #republicans and libertarians #which are diet republicans #like I am a bleeding heart liberal and I have lgbtq family members #i will not be bringing a transphobe home for Christmas it’s not happening #which you’d think thst wouldn’t narrow my dating pool THAT much #but locally????? #babes I am in the fucking trenches #and Im not quite ready to broach dating women irl BUT THEY ARE SO PRETTY #Im just gonna to munches in My Nearest Big City and pray to god I strike gold

[thelesbiandeli]

Oh, watch musical theatre, they said. You definitely won’t have a sexuality crisis while doing so, they said.

#THERE ARE MORE #BUT THEY DIDNT FIT #I CANT HELP IT MEN ARE SO PRETTYYYYYY #AUGHHHHHH THEMMMMMM #I would like to make a list of men that I find attractive at some point #I fear that 90% of them may be Joey Richter #can’t help it that man’s attractive #I WATCHED THE APOCALYPTOUR 'ITS NOT OVER YET' *ONCE* AND I SEE BRIAN IN THE BACKGROUND WITH HIS GLASSES AND OH MY GOD ITS *OVER* FOR ME #HES SO PRETTYYYYYYYY #brian rosenthal #joey richter #nick lang #curt mega #jon matteson #gary goldstein #duke keane #DUKE IS ONE OF THE ONLY CURT CHARACTERS THAT I FIND ATTRACTIVE #IDK WHY #sobbing #one of my irl friends follows me KAY IM SO SORRY IF YOU SEE THIS #deli.chats

[skitskatdacat63]

I literally can't stop thinking about this sequence of pictures, actually completely brainrotting me

#ever since i watched aus 2009 i cant stop scrolling back up in my gallery to stare at these #like pics that genuinely make me roll around on my bed and squeal #GAHHHHHH LIKE THE WAY SEB IS GRINNING UP AT AND HESITANTLY PLACING HIS HAND ON HIS CHEST #AND THEN JENSON NOTICES AND MY GOD THE WAY HES LOOKING AT HIM I CANT I CANT #THE WAY THEYRE SMILING AT ESCH OTHER IM GONNA LOSE IT #AND LOOK HOW HARD JENSE IS GRIPPING HIM GODDDDDDDD #like i really cant express in words how these make me feel its actually just *tv static noises* #i feel like im grinning so hard looking at these that im gonna explode #(also @grace if you see these: ive been reading solar flare lately and GOD YOURE SO RIGHT WHEN YOU REFERENCED IT) #(theres this part where mark says to jb that hes been looking up podium/press pics of them online) #(and that they look like theyre in love HE IS LITERALLY ME FRRRRRR LIKE IM GOING INSANE OVER IT) #(these pics brainrotted me before i started reading it but reading it has only made it 100x worse/better) #anyways i really really like 2009 sebson they're so endearing to me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #ig its just smth about how theyre so affectionate with each other despite being each others rivals #like constantly patting/nudging/hugging each other IM GONNA CRYYYYY IM GONNA EXPLODEEEE #i put these pics in the comp i made if seb but like bcs of the magnitude to which they affect me i needed to make a posr for them #just imagine me wailing and losing my mind irl and in these tags sob sob sob #if i stay committed w watching races ill just keep on going to the end of the v8 era so dw my wailing can only get worse :D #every time i scroll up out of the tags to look at the pics again i feel my heart skipping a bit HDJFKGKGKGL #anyways unhinged wdym unhinged :) #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #jenson button #jb22 #sv5 #sebson #2009 australian gp

[saetoshis]

CLOSING OUT THE YEAR!

[‹ A MUTUAL APPRECIATION POST ›]

[‹ ABOUT ›] i started this new blog in around september, and we already have over 1k followers and sooo many lovely mutuals from not only this account but my past one! and i adore you all SO MUCH, this is just me spewing my love and thoughts into one giant post 🤗 // if i forgot you PLEASE let me know and i'll add you :') i have soo many mutuals i need to keep track sobs!

[‹ EXTRAS ›] if you can, listen to the song! i just think it rlly ties into how i feel from a musical standpoint sob! im a music nerd excuse me ahksla

@kavehtion

MY SWEET VLYNN ! i not only adore your writing but also your formatting, it's so pleasing to the eye :') i find your energy soothing and bright - your confidence radiates to me and i always absolutely adore seeing you on dash! we don't interact too much but i hope we can more in the future :)

@heartnagi

LOLA LOLA LOLA BABY ! you've been here since diaphanoso snifle i adore you sooo much ! everything you post i go "that's so real" in my head, i adore your creativity and you have such a strong sense of morals which i admire :') i'm soo glad to have gotten close to u ! let's keep thirsting over aether and each other more next year ehehe

@zorotits

LINAAA even tho we are new moots i literally love ur energy on dash.. it's kinda bright and chaotic and SOO funny ! your theme actually makes me wanna take a bite out of ur acc if that makes sense jaksdla BUT i legit adore your energy (esp in tags omfg they make me die) and hope we can interact n thirst sooo much more next year :)

@touyyes

BAKI OMGFGKJF baki i stg. you make me LOSE MY MIND every time you post.. it's either making me choke from laughing so hard or actually dying from the MM M MM OH SO YUMMY thirsts ! you had me at toji n i was like i have to follow RN. BUT STOP i adore ur energy it's like bright chaos it makes me feel SOOO FULL OF GOOD ENERGY :) let's thirst over toji in jjk s2 next year :P

@dilu3

MY SWEET LALAA ! your fics literally bring me to my KNEESSS i adore the way you write especially bachira, n you're always putting me on to new chars and animes like hellsing :') i love your creativity and how you're always thinking of creative blog names n themes i adore them all !! gimme even more chars to thirst over in 2023 :)

@510hz

ARES i dont think u understand how much i adore seeing u on dash like. even the controversial posts i'm like "stop thats so real" like everything u say i agree with. the energy is like.. chaotic chill I LOVE IT it feeds my soul :') i cant wait for more moshares interactions n maybe irl eheheheh :)

@hystix

cadie dont get me started. HALAHAKAKA i literally love u like i am in love w you :') you're my bright lil light on dash n i swear when i see u in notifs im like "I CAUGHT U !" you're such a like.. precious soul to me i just wanna hug u snifle !! you remind me of warm hugs yesyes that is ur energy to me!! my sweet cadie snifle I MUST SEE U MORE ON GENSHIN N DASH NEXT YEAR :)

@tinie

ARLO ! SOGLO ! BUNLO ! omgongog you might not know but i swear u have an influence on me ! your energy is so like .. calm but attractive if that makes sense snifle ! the 'nodnodnod' n use of 'soggy' has captured me i swear ! now im always saying soggy ! but i rlly love seeing u on dash n ur like.. my biggest scara association if that makes sense ! i wanna see evennn more scarlomouche all 2023 :')

@nymphoheretic

MY BABY MY WIFE my BEAAAUTIFUL WIFE ! nymph / kk / kirei my absolute babe. my beloved since diaphanoso .. my biggest kyo n gyo n tengen thirst partner ehehe ! your energy is like omgog warm and chaotic I ADORE U ! every time i rewatch kny n see kyo im like 'yeah that's my wife's man' ehehekekej I HOPE TO THIRST OVER KNY EVENNN MORE WITH U ! one day ill finish bleach n catch up to all ur faves :)

@blueparadis

PARADIS ! omgomg i swear we haven't interacted much sobs BUT I WANNA MORE ! you give me suuuch calm sweet energy on dash :') I ALWAYS ADOREEE your formatting your brain is just like WHOAA so special so creative ! i can't wait to see more pretty colors on dash from u ehehe AND HOPEFULLY EVEN MORE INTERACTIONS IN 2023 !

@kunizk

ZENNN ZENZEN ! omg we rlly have not interacted much but stop. i adore ur navi SO MUCH I WANNA EAT IT ? like does that make sense? prob not BUTASLASAL STOP STOPP. i love ur interactions w toji's rp blog i love seeing just like. no shits given layin everything out ahaklaa BUT ! i hope to see more feral shit on dash from u AND MORE INTERACTIONS TOGETHER NEXT YEAR :)

@nymphoheratic

KATTAKSDHKAL KAT MY BABY ! my lil genshin buddy snifle ! i not only adore ur writing but i just ADORE U ! you're my lil kit kat sob :') i hope tumblr fkn unflags u someday HAKAKA it is ridiculous how much i miss u here ! but im glad i have u on genshin n hopefully we can share more lil leaks n show off tcg n showcases to each other next year ehehkeeke !

@babiefwuit

my love my light my literal best friend :') I SRSLY DONT KNOW WHAT ID DO WITHOUT YOU TO TALK TO :(:(((:(:(( nana bun HAKDAL grammy bun i miss u SOOO BAD ! WE NEED TO CATCH UP RN. like HOP ON DISC RN ! i am kissing u my sweet, soulful-energied baby! i could cry ! ahdkalsda BUT LETS MEET UP AGAIN N THIRST OVER GYOMEI AGAIN IN 2023 !

@itoshi-s

OMFGHKLASDKLAAAA ZARI STOP. bro it's been like 2 days of being mutuals but STOP I LOVE SEEING U ON DASH I LOSE MY MIND ! your energy omfg. it's irreplaceable i stg ! the feral thirsts, the thoughts u put in my tinie head ! ill go insane one day I SWEAR ADKASL im gonna bite u 24/7 in 2023 :')

@boyfrwenz

JEM MY SWEET THING ! you are my biggest daichi association ever ! every time i see anything haikyuu/daichi related im like STOP I WONDER IF JEM HAS SEEN THIS OMG ! you have like calm chaotic but also bright energy snifle ! i hope to see more daichi fics n interactions in 2023 :))

@ohsatori

omg HALEYYEHKALDSA stop stop ! i adore how you write not only tendou but all characters snifle ! your theme caught my eye so hard n im sooo glad i clicked follow sob ! you are such a sweet, bright soul on dash to me !! you also put me on SOO much good haikyuu art i adore it :') i cannot WAIT for more tendou fics n art n interactions next year :P

@haruchiyos

azrael my beloved my pretty thing ! u get me like u just GET ME yk? i feel like we're aligned or smth ! every time i interact with you im just thinking "mm m mm azrael gets it!" I MISS SEEING U ON DASH I NEED MORE AZRAEL THOUGHTS ! im yelling at yukimiya to give u sum kisses for the new year :P

@tinymaru

REINEAKJSDKLA reine my baby. I SWEAR U DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH RESPECT N ADMIRATION I HAVE FOR UR TALENT ! you're such a sweet soul too i can't help but smile when i see "MOSHI" randomly in my disc notifs asdklalad !! you have such a gifted, creative, beautiful mind to me ! i cannot wait for more art n selfship drawings n silly lil dms in 2023 :)

@sailewhoremoon

SOSAAAA every time i see u on dash legit love sosa plays in my head ! your energy omfg it cannot be replicated. it's SOOOO GOOD and the way u reblog asks n check up on ur moots is SOO SWEET ILL CRY ! youre the sweetest brightest lil light on this app :') I NEED MORE FERAL UNCENSORED SOSA THOUGHTS ASAP ! i hope to see evennn more next year eheeheke

@dearbraus

FAWN FAWN FAWN BABY ! i adore ur acc sm omfgklf i also LOVE that u post abt lesbian culture n ur lil thoughts on genshin women esp lisa ! you're such a strong presence n it's sooo like... energetically warm to me !! i just adore seeing ur reblogs n thoughts spewed out on dash ! i hope we can interact EVEN MORE IN 2023 ! kisskiss to u :)

@thetempleofnyx

omg jen ASKALLAAAA my baby my baby omg ! my sweet thing i treasure you SO MUCH ! your feral unhinged uncensored thoughts on dash r sooo sooo contagious i stg ! every time i see u horny post im like oh. OH OHHH oh. OHH yeah oh right oh! HAKHSA but i srsly love ur sweet n caring energy you are one of the just most.. precious people ive met here ! i hope for more thirsts n interactions n LOVE with you next year !

@eremikan

MARI. i see like everything u put out on dash n i think to myself "thats so real" like ur brain is sooo intriguing to me.. IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT ! you have like neutral chaotic energy and im always like "i wanna peek in ur brain even more" ! but i will legit NEVER forget that satosugu fic you wrote where getou was gone and it was reader + satoru and getou like came to them in a dream sorta situation?? OMG THAT FIC CHANGED MY LIFE it was my first time reading an angsty fic ahdkala but i LOVED IT ! but anyways that was long omgomg i cant wait to see more peeks of ur brain this next year :P

@festive

VIVA VIVAAAA your energy on dash actually makes me smileomgomg i think to myself "viva n cyno" all the time like u are sooo associated with him in my brain ! i love love LOVE your writing style sm, n the cyno content is TOP tier to me ! youre so funny your energy is just so bright to me ! but i hope to see even moreee viva n cyno next year n hopefully even more interactions ! :)

@sugies

MY BABY JUJU ! omgomg every time i see jjk or getou art im like "WAIT HAS JUJU SEEN THIS?" you're like the sweetest lil bean to me ! i adoreeee adore you n MISS U ! WE NEED TO GET BACK INTO JJK ANALYSIS AGAIN ! i miss talking abt the chapters w you ! i am giving u a warm squishy hug rn cuz i miss u soooo much ! i hope for more jjk/getou brainrot n thirsts in 2023 :)

@rczc

ZEHR MY LOVE MY LIGHT MY BABY ! i miss you SOOO MUCH STOP ! you are the fkn funniest person on this app i am SOO SERIOUS ! your energy is so warm and chaotic and the feral unhinged tags FEED MY SOUL ! you make me choke from laughing so hard i will cry ! i miss u zehr bear ! i am hugging u virtually :)

@milkyybuns

OMGOGM DAE ! my tengen brainrot buddie ehehehe every time i see itto or tengen art/fics im like stop it rn where is dae ! im falling back into my tengen phase again so expect a lot in ur inbox ehehhe ... you have such sweet energy on dash like seeing u in my inbox makes me SMILE SO HARD ! i adore u baby n i hope for amazing things AND SOME MORE TENNIE BRAINROT NEXT YEAR !

@sugr

KELS KELS ! u feed me soooo well with the jjk art reblogs n haikyuu / jjk fics ! i will die adkasladh you have calm n bright energy to me ! i associate u sooo hard with yuuji (prob from the prev. username hehe) ! but you remind me of the feeling of hot coffee on a cold day if that makes sense.. like soothing n cozy :') I CANT WAIT FOR MORE FICS N INTERACTIONS THIS NEXT YEAR ! kisskiss for u kels !

@munsonsins

ABBYYADHJADKAD stop i miss u so much ! even tho i dont know shit about marvel or that stuff?? i will always read anything u write cuz i ADOREEE IT SM ! whenever i see u pop into my inbox w a lil meme i smile soo hard eeek ! i hope school is treating u well n ur doing AMAZING ! n if not i hope that next year brings u the amazing vibes that you deserve :) i love u abby ehekeke

@ghxstic

NYMPH NYMPH my kny food distributor ehehekee i stg my fav muzan fic is that muzan + koku fic u wrote from WAAAY back when ! i miss u sosososo much ! i hope life is treating u well ! i miss interacting so bad ahakalaa !! im giving u 365 kisses so every day of next year is a good one :)

@pcwer

bruh omg xel i literally think u are the funniest person i have ever met in my entire life HAKAKAKAAA like. i genuinely lose my shit every time u post ESP ABT KISHIBE ILL DIE RN THINKING ABT IT ! but you have such warm n happy energy it makes my soul feel soooo full ! i cant wait for more WEIRD kishibe thoughts n yummy thirsts next year :P

@r-oronoa

OMGOMG APOLLO my baby pollo ! i am sooo glad to have u as a mutual stop omgog ! you have like omg. the most precious energy ive ever felt thru a screen HASKDAAA you're so warm and inviting and bright it makes me feel right at home !! your fics are so amazing and the way u push out content is so admirable ! i adore u and i hope for even moreee interactions in 2023 :')

@suyacho

SNOW OMFAKSDJKALAAA you and xel are like.. the most ridiculously hysterical duo ive ever experienced in my life ! interacting w you guys on diaphanoso was INSANE i loved the kny brainrot sm ! you're the sweetest little precious soul ive ever met ! ill cry thinking abt it omgoggn i love playing genshin w you and teaching u all kinds of things ! i cant wait to play n interact even more !!!

@saneminx

CHERRY MY BELOVED MI BEBECITA ! MI CORAZON ! i love your energy so much like your sense of justice and bright, loud + confident personality makes me feel SOO GOOD i admire u a lot ! you always feed me with sooo many kny thirsts i ADORE U ! i am hugging u soooososo tight and i hope 2023 is AMAZING FOR U !

@the-witch-of-one-piece

VAL OMGLAKSDAAAA VAL VAL ! i see u writing bleach i promise one day ill watch it all n catch up with you :') your energy is so positive and loving, i can feel it through the screen i swear ! you make me feel right at home, and i love that we've stayed mutuals through my blog switch and after around a year ! im sending all my good energy to you for this next year :'))

@getoswhore

BRUH AHKLAAAA BELLA GTFO i love you. everything u put out on dash makes me fucking DIE LAUGHING STOP ! youre like one of my most precious mutuals from diaphanoso omgogm you've influenced me to be more confident n loud on dash hhehehee I ADORE U ! i cannot wait for more belloshi interactions n thirsts in 2023 :)

@donvampiro

DONDONDON I WILL CRY RN ! you are soo close to my heart my beloved ! if i could speak french id put a cute little french term of endearment but alas i am. not there yet :') snifle you make me feel SOOO safe and warm. i adore your heart and your preciousness it makes me emotionalahdkaaaa but i cannot wait for more don + moshi time this next year :')

@sleepy3

SLEEPY SLEEPS MY BABY ! you make me smile so hard when i see u in my inbox, you're always putting me onto new chars and it has me GASPINGAJSKAA i love your energy it's soft, like a warm hug and sleepy cuddles !! i cannot wait for more interactions n PLSPLSSS gimme some more chars to thirst over with you next yearhehehe

@tsunderedoctor

PURPLE my baby my love ! my mutual since diaphanoso ! i adore your sensitivity and brightness, youre such a precious person to me and i just genuinely admire your soul ! i loveee the law art reblogs you put out, they feed me sooo well :') and your emergency requests i adore so much! you are such a beautiful person to me ! ill cry omgogm ! but i hope the new year brings you nothing but good things ! you deserve it all :))

@4izawas

NEPPY NEP ! my bf since diaphanoso :') i adore your bright n confident energy SO MUCH ! your big biggg heart makes me soo so easily comfy and happy with you !! you have so much confidence and i swear it's contagious :) i cant wait for more genshin + moshtune interactions this next year ! i am sending u all my thirsty n positive energy !!

@garoujo

BROOOAKAKAKAA stop stop. dont get me started ill tear up ! emmie oomfghfgf i literally am in love with u ! youre my best friend stop stop ! you make me feel so safe and comfortable like i rlly dont feel that way with a lot of ppl ! you have such a bright heart and just warm energy ITS SO CONTAGIOUS. ur so contagious im sniffling ! we must have more emmoshi interactions ! i am giving u all my motivation n energy for 2023 :')

@vilsoo

JES OMGOMG ! i swear youve been sticking around w me for SOOO LONG like almost 2 years?? i think?? but SOB your energy is so bright to me i adore talking to u sm :') there's always tea to spill n its sooo investinghahakak but i cannot wait for more memories n interactions w you ! you are my go-to for fnaf fics ALWAYS ill always put people onto you when they ask for jjk / fnaf recs ehehheeh

2022 SAETOSHIS. thank you all for the memories, craziness, love n hugs! i adore u all! // all credits for music go to animenz on youtube, song performed: kimiiro signal - saekano: how to raise a boring girlfriend OP

#idk how to tag this since its not writing sob but ! #i srsly adore u all so much #u have no idea #as im medically sick n bedridden you guys are like my saving grace !! #i dont ever see friends irl so u guys mean so much to me :’) #i am just soggy n emotional ! #i have soo much love #oh god im tearing up EWWHJAKAKAKAKA #EXCISE ME FOR A MOMENT #but i rlly love u all 😋😋😋 #kisses kisses n happy new year !!!

[atlasnessie]

bsd chap 109 spoilers under the cut

DAZAI NATION AND SKK NATION IT’S OVER WE CANT EVER BE HAPPY IT’S OVER IT’S OVER WAHHHH

chap 109 translations >>

https://mangadex.org/title/3fba42cf-2ad6-4c30-a7ab-46cb8149208a/bungou-stray-dogs

#bsd chap 109 #bungo stray dogs #bsd dazai #skk #bsd soukoku #soukoku #bsd chuuya #bsd chapter 109 #bungo stray dogs chapter 109 #talking with atlas ! #oh my god i hate asagiri im sobbing irl

[toastsnaffler]

ARURGRGRHHHHH

#CLAWING AT THE WALLSSSS i havent been this invested in a pairing in so long but this time its PERSONAL. #they make me insane ur honour #im both breq (autism coded + not used to being loved SOBS) and also seivarden (pathetic lost puppy boyfriend gets too emotionally attached) #god bless five + mercy of kalr for bashing these 2 idiots heads together #ancillary justice #.diaries #everything abt this chapter rules. seivarden turning up in only underwear + gloves just to cuddle in medical #breq being like oh well guess im dying in space! and genuinely so surprised when LITERALLY EVERYONE cares enough to rescue her #JUST GRRRRR. I wish I knew other ppl irl into this series so I could grab them by the shoulders and autism stare #also breqs 'ships dont love other ships' :( monologue and seivarden bashing breq/ships heads together bc theyre so stupid #and breq being like I dont need meds 😡😡 I'll be fine with crutches 😤😤😤😤 and immediately collapsing I love bullheaded idiots

[2smolbeans]

Yall ever make art/fanart of fics or headcanons that you make?? Idk cause that's what I'm doing rn ^^

Anatomy is kinda shit though- like I feel like one of their arms is too long. Then again this is a doodle so I could always fix it later lolol

#boy failure and girlboss <3 #drawing based on a personal headcanon I made on how these two are total DORKS #drew them in a scrunkly style lolol #god im so in love with them #but at the same time im sobbing of how doomed they are #April sunset #Paige Nieman #April x Paige #backstory for anyone wondering: They both met each other on a online forum when they were both in middleschool #They became long distance online friends ever since #Paige was in Canada and April was in Korea #but at senior prom- They decided to meet irl #Since April had family back at canada- he decided to go to Paige's prom since his school didnt have any school dances #plus he had no idea what a prom was! so i mean meeting an friend irl- seeing his family- and attending a prom #killing 2 birds in one stone! #anddd ever since then they were close! #until the big bad happened and then all of what their friendship was kind of just...Died :) #for better or for worse idk #:3

[jellyaibo]

ohmy god loasercake i miss you so much

#i havent been as much on the grind bc of irl stuff + been watching my bestie play 8:11 (its a good game i hate it) #fuck . just oh my fuck im gna cry so much thinking abt them ohhh my god FUUUUUUUCK #IM TRYING NOT TO CRY AGAIN ALREADY IMSO . EMOTIONAL OVER THEEEEEEEEEEEEEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM #AHUUUUUU........ahEEEMM......SOB........SOB......

[dragqueenpentheus]

ough

#just finiahed reading haunting of hill house and have been crying so hard for a half hour i still thibk i might throw up #FOR SOME REASON AFTER SEEING HOW MUCH THEY CHANGED FOR THE SHOW I WAS STILL GUT PUNCHED WITH THE CHOICE THEY DID DECIDE TO KEEP. AND #ITS #YEAH #5stars easy one of the best books ive read ever let alone this year jesus #nel is going to stay in hill house and my heart in ways that are so new and devistating meeting her a second time #i gotta buy a beautiful copy of this book #and then also a cheap one to draw and write and highlight all over #FULL sobs. i have put the book down and cant bring myself to hit the return button for the library because #she. she just wanted to be seen and wanted andD I. CANT CONTRIBUTE TO THE PEOPLE WHO TOLD HER TO LEAVE. NOT YET. #watch me get matching stone lion tattoos for her #jessssus this was a hell of a thing #the show was hard this one was somehow harder #both stunning. obv. #god im gunna have to rewatch and rip myself apart w the easter eggs wont i #later. not yet. #if i think about them being her literal family members too hard my eyeballs will burst out of my head #irl #personal #god the choice to make luke her twin and theo her older sister is going to chew my up inside forever #mike i have several thousand questions would u like to sit down and discuss

[kurapikas-fucking-pissed]

hwbgbweeeeghuuu

#SOBBING SOBBING SOBBING I LOVE THESE TWO #I LOVE THEM I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR THEM TO BE HAPPY AND TOGETHER...... #something about sisters in stories just kills me it hurts my heart so much #live x blog #sisters in stories be it one sister or a pair of sisters #they just. hbwghw. idk idk #i mean i do know but. idk #like #it's not that the bond between sisters or the love of a sister is in any way inherently different materially from any other sibling bond #but ig bc my irl sister is like... my best friend And my sister. it just hits a specific way #and for most of my life we were Sisters before i stopped being a girl bc gender is weird like that sometimes #so it just is relatable to me ig???? so when things are sad or tragic im just :((((((( because. god have i been there

[thecubes]

If Andy Karl starts buying redbubble merch its all my fault and I'm sorry

#sike im not sorry at all #but that IS me in his ig story looking dorky as hell bc HE asked ME for a selfie haha whattt #starts sobbing im still not over it what even happened. hello??? #also ngl i DID hashtag cry during the piano scene -> night will come. god damn it is so much more devastating irl #phil canonically spent years of the looped day. consecutively. determined to revive the man And Learn Piano #and the only way we can know he spent years reviving the man is from the piano teaching telling him it takes years to get the form right + #AND THEN TELLING HIM HIS FORM IS PERFECT. STOP. STOOOOOPPP #ok i wont cry about it again but god. damn.

[landofgay]

4~ish hours til my date. gonna throw up but in a cute way

#god imagine if he was like 'actually im tired after work can we do this another day?' #like in chat id be like 'yeah that's totally okay just let me know what day youre free! 🥰' but irl i think i would just start sobbing #not his fault or burden that im relying on this date to feel better rn and i would never put that on him thats awful. HOWEVER #i am using this date to feel better. and if it got rescheduled that would be fine cause i had been considering it anyways #and the only reason i didnt was cause i reallt just wanted to see him sooner than later 🥺

[pepprs]

i like uh. literally cannot believe what is happening is still happening btw.pain and suffering (update omg i hit tag limit CRINGE but i think i was done anyway lol)

#purrs #ive felt sort of beholden to keeping it quiet on here bc i felt bad since it was still kinda a secret irl. but i think the word is #traveling fast irl so im giving myself permission to talk about it with my dearest belovedest mutuals some of whom are irl friends i have #ghosted for the last week and a half despite initially trying to set something up bc i have been so miserable over it that i can’t function #and for that i apologize and i swear to god i will get it together eventually. but ok. the thing that happened is that. lol i am crying #typing it bc how do i even say it. my supervisor who is also my mentor who is also dare i say my friend who is also my close colleague who i #is also the reason i even got to the place im in to begin with in so many ways… got a new job. and didn’t tell us she did and dropped it on #us last week. literally a week after i started my new job and i was so so so looking forward to getting to work closely with her in this new #way at last and um. that is not happening anymore. and it could be so much worse like thank GOD she didn’t *** or whatever which is #something i worry about literally constantly. but this hurts. it’s devastating and i feel betrayed even though im so happy for her and she d #deserves it so much. and im so fucking sad and do fucking scared bc there’s literally 3 of us now and we have to NOT PANIC and act like we #are processing this totally fine or else we will face Consequences which are the same reasons she’s leaving probably. lol. idk. it’s very #cringe to post about it and not vague and i know it’s like weird to be close to work and to your colleagues and whatever but it has never #been just work and it’s like. how can this person come into my life and utterly transform it and we go on this journey together and we JUST #reached this beautiful glorious pinnacle but then you leave?? and who knows how long she was planning to do this. lol. and despite how s #much i care abt her im the least close to her personally out of everyone on the team so i am suffering and withering and exploding and #sobbing and howling and barking and i want to talk to her so bad and tell her how much she means to me and that it is physically painful to #think about doing this without her bc she was supposed to like. help me and stuff bc she went thru baiscally the same path im on lol and we #have a lot in common in terms of identity / life situation and i was like ummmmm hi can you teach me how to be a fuller version of myself. #and this ks like such a wake up call that no *i* need to teach me that and no one can. but i don’t want that to mean losing her and im so #scared that she won’t be in my life anymore and i am going to miss her so much. im going to miss every little thing and it’s killing me and #i can’t stop crying about it and it feels like a fucked up nightmare and everything is different now and im temporarily secon in command who #which is like wtf no that’s YOU. come back. how could you leave. but she needed to i guess and i just didn’t know how bad. but it hurts ummm #lol. and if she knew how hard ive been losing my shit i think she would be angry and sad and like surprised bc i think she thinks im #normaler than i am now but it’s like god. there was so much to look forward to and i was already feeling weird about the future and now it’s #like the little parts of it i at least knew i could count on are totally gone because she’s leaving us for fucking ****** of all places LMAO #delete later #i know it’s like weird to vent abt irl stuff / ppl so candidly i know what it suggests about me but this is like my best possible coping #mechanism rn i guess or at least it feels the best bc ppl like the posts and you don’t even have to say anything it just lets me know that #like. im not insane for it iwguess. even though iwreally feel like it. idk. i just am going to miss her so much. i wish i could stop crying

[daiseukiis]

— YOUR ACCOUNT IS GORGEOUS OH MY GOD I LOVE THE THEME AND CONCEPT

hey hana! thanks so much i know it looks good 🤭 but omg have you seen yours???? it’s so pretty too omfg i be missing megumi just by looking at yours 🥺

#im so ded rn im like…. eating tiramisu cake after coming home at 11:30 pm from a closing shift #god why does overnight shift have audacity to make fun of my height and my food #sobbing crying but they’re nice #OMG I GOT A FREE CAKE POP FROM STARBUCKS EARLIER #I TRIED TO TEMIND THE GUY TO PUNCH IN THE CAKE POP BUT HE DIDNT #HE ONLY HAD ME PAY FOR MY DRINK #I THINK ITS BC I STARTED LAGGING AND BUFFERING IRL LMAO #༊*·˚ a wish upon a goddess #༊*·˚ koca has heard your wish

[noxtivagus]

ARGHHHH WHY DO WE HAVE TO SING FOR ATTENDANCE

#🌙.rambles #my mic is too wack for this rn #I WISH I WAS ONSITE AT LEAST SO I CLD #IDK. #I DON'T LIKE MY VOICE MIC BUT I SOUND OKAY ENOUGH AT LEAST IRL I THINK #im gna die #that's done #hdfkalsdjfksld I WISH THAT WAS ONSITE AT LEAST.. THE ONE DAY I GO ONLINE THIS WEEK SOB #'last song listened to' was what we had to sing for attendance #the last few songs i listened to r video game osts.. #yk thinking abt it n honestly i like my voice #but. uh. hmmm i'm a bit insecure #my laugh;;;; n when. i speak filipino #it's not rlly bad esp compared to back in middle school oh god but #it Sticks w you when you get laughed at.. #ik no one ever rlly meant to like make me feel bad about it #but hfdjafskldfjsdakfj :<< #wait omg #i'm in class rn yes IM PAYING ATTENTION DW but #sharing some of the answers we had for the 'last tweet' thing n 😭😭 #yk maybe i'll share my answer for that here sometime bcs i like it a lot but. it's v personal. #ambiguous too. sm ways to interpret it T_T #BUT. #hehe for this rn tho!! i placed some ffxiv quotes n some of my favs (from drk specifically here) #'in your darkest hour in the blackest night think of me and i will be with you. always. for where else could i go? #who else could i love but you?' #TECHNICALLY THE CONTEXT IS SELF-LOVE BUT. >< help my teacher went ayieeee #ffxiv n drk is v romantic in general honestly! it's written in such a lovely way n i love it so much! #i literally did not sleep last night oh no usually i'd be sleepy by now but i'm seriously wide awake. i didnt even drink coffee or wtvr .

[thesoundofmadness]

Someone take away my headphones and tell me to go the fuck to bed before I start fucking sobbing lol

#the docs #im listening to shinedown and. god fucking dammit man im so fucking lonely #im scared im gonna be alone forever #im scared im never gonna have someone to rely on like people rely on me #i cant rely on my sister the same way she does i cant rely on my parents i cant rely on anybody #i dont have anyone irl to go to #and i dont wanna fucking go home #i wanna stay here #this is the first time in a Long time i feel genuinely cared for #she fucking Asked me to draw something for her #while im literally a room away from my dad about to fucking Sob and he isnt. noticing #im just. gonna go draw to get my mind off of shit