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lepidopterium · 2 years
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sorry I'm a triple virgo and have to be as perfect as clear cold waters unmoved and everlasting. like it's my fault
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emotionaldamages · 5 months
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multi-tasker- charles leclerc
charles leclerc x mclaren admin!actress!reader
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y/n l/n my love and my child got pole 1-2 (oscar disappeared with his gf🤭)
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landonorris that sleeping photo was not necessary
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y/n l/n I go to ur house one time, and I get accused.. over a charger
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username FINALLY SOME OSC AND LAN CONTENT
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y/n l/n these photo are amazing wonder who took them🤧
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landonorris WHY WOULD U
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lilymhe charles she still mine
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mclaren The mini driver, Adelina Leclerc L/N has arrived! Big congratulations to y/n and charles! (she'll be back guys, shes spending her time with her little one!)
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y/nleclerc baby adelina is well loved❤
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landonorris shes growing up too fast💔
pierregasly I need more time with her
danielriccardo I'll teach her to walk
ivancornejoo shes grown up so fast, bring her to on set next time
oscarpiastri bring her for a drive!
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so-many-sainz · 1 year
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i saw u wanna continue the storyline 😏😏 pierre being petty and subtweeting and then lando defending his girl as he should!! i LOVED ur latest update so much it hurts
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Unbothered — lando norris
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lando norris x yn
this is the continuation of STAY MAD (alternative of WE BROKE UP BTW and WE BACK)
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A MONTH LATER...
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yninstagram to mr and mrs norris ❤️🥂🥂
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maxfrewtrell photocreds missy 🤨
ynsbff OH STUNNING
landonorris bunny 🤤🤤❤️
revolve omg hi queen
l4ndoslove monkey x bunny 😩😩 my turn when 😩😩
TWO WEEKS LATER... race week.
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landonorris Yes babyyyyyy! P3 🧡🍾 Tough race but we pulled through, lets keep pushing!
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yninstagram that's hot 😎🧡
landonorris on my way for our double celebration
carlossainz55 🍾🍾❤️
landolandi4 amazing race babyyyy!!!
ynsbrother LFGOOOOOO 🤙🏻🤙🏻🤙🏻
skysports will we get decent answers now that you're celebrating?
landonorris stop asking stupid questions if you don't want stupid answers
↪ teamclaren43 the amount of personal questions you got today is embarrassing
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landonorris my beautiful girlfriend graduated this week. YN, I'm so excited to share with you this new chapter, stressing study nights in random hotel rooms are over bunny, you did it! You make me so proud, love you lots.
Sincerely,
Your monkey.
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olivernorris1 get drunk sis @yninstagram
danielricciardo how much for a therapy session, dr @yninstagram? congratulations loveeeee
isahernaez 😍😍😍😍
f1daddies the high school sweethearts vibes these two have is overwhelming 🤧🥺💖
mcloony she's got the looks, the brains and a fine asf man.......
letsgol4ndo she's so lucky
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yninstagram yessssss graduation time!!!
I'm done with sleeplessness nights, all I got left is to thanks my incredible friends who were there for me every single time I needed a helpful hand, my family that supported me unconditionally and my amazing monkey who laughed with me during the crazy days and believed in me even when I didn't. Love you all.
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yninstagram I'M FREE WORST FUCKING EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE LET'S GET DRUNK
ynsbff yikes
paulgasly congratulations yn! we love you
charles_leclerc so proud of you my friendddd, lmk when I can schedule an appointment ❤️
ynsbrother fucking finally!!!!! 🤪❤️
team10gasly no way
yukierrex he's back
↪️ team10gasly after what happened last weekend.....
↪️lovescarlando that's what happen when you live in the past friendssss
↪️yukierrex bitch it was a couple of months ago stfu
END OF THE SEASON
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yninstagram desert dump 🤓🐪 ft. a very nice mclaren car
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landowners hello God it's me
carlossainz55 very nice earrings 🤓
yninstagram yes! Isa is so good in graduation presents 😋😋😋
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lando.jpg end of the season by me 📸
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yninstagram love you baby 💖
mclaren 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩
maxfrewtrell excuse me?????
landonorris ok some of those were taken by max
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molitva-ne-pomozhet · 8 months
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my cute guys are together again🤧🤧
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yeah, I just ended read "a glitch in time" and, wow, this was so good, I'm really impressed and just love it. It's just the best continue for the show that I can imagine at all. Characters had the great development, especially Danny and Vlad. I'm glad to see than after "the good ending" Danny understood that he never did what he want, he just did. And I'm happy he understood himself. Its just the perfect development for him in my opinion. And Vlad, god, he was so cool and funny in this comic, i love him, and he got that he needs a therapy hehe. And the historic designes were cool, yknow, maybe I'll draw some in one day, when I ended with my big art with my ocs.
and I'm really surprised that authors essentially erased the ending of series. It's just funny to me idk why but I like it
oh, and the past-title scene was cool and I'm excited to see more content about parental Vlad and Dan in new body. And I really like his fan name Van
Well, yeah, thanks if you read this scattered thoughts writing with my broken eng (sorry abt that)
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hummingbird-games · 3 months
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chatty gemmy cathy tonight (who's STILL procrastinating + fighting the anxiety allegations) 🙂
I leave my additional rambling under the cut for your scrolling needs
LOL okay. So. Aside from meager updates and treats on ko-fi, I'm just way too anxious to make a proper new year post??? I've gotten caught in this loop where I want to spill my guts but I don't want to be perceived. So. knowing that most people scroll by posts anyway allows me the illusion that I'm sharing international secrets WITHOUT me acknowledging that I am sharing international secrets. yeah?
HSD:JY #2
as for what I can share here, I've been working--until right now--very quietly in the background and I get a thrill of excitement every time I touch the outline document?? I am also currently job hunting in the hopes of entraining a new place of employment that allows me to pay bills, fund this funky enterprise, and alleviate the physical and mental stress in my bubble of life. yup. but honestly being a game dev is still somehow cheaper than therapy so that tells you EVERYTHING you need to know kjzsfjsjf)
CRUSHED
Confession. I was supposed to fucking REST during the holidays. I was supposed to finish my little reading challenge and spend time with my family, and even if the holidays weren't holi-daying, just focus on my family who I do love dearly and could stand to show it more. yeah um so like I got to talking with some friends??? I mentioned this before lol. but I got to talking. and I got inspired. and then the next thing I knew, I was taking time away from what should have been spent on HSD (if I was gonna be stubborn and careless with said rest) annnnnd started working on Secret Project. or what my sibling calls Secret Project 2025--because I told them that this project wasn't supposed to be worked on until 2025.
Would you like take a guess as to what this secret project that will no longer be secret once I hit the "post" button is?
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any guesses?? give up?
Crushed #2. Previously under the working title "Folded" which I wasn't married to, and then renamed to "Loved" as I got deeper and deeper into the draft.
As it stands, Loved is gonna need some more "love" LOL!! Crushed was a very fast process from inception to production, mostly because writing Corey was as natural as breathing once I let go and Let God ☠️ Loved is Jacob's POV and um....listen, I love the guy, and I love him for Corey but fucking damn, his ass needed three outlines, all of my attention and wanning energy, a cry session, touching grass, and then the acknowledgment that the first draft was not going to be the final draft.
I really love how Jacob's POV came to be, I loved getting to know him outside of Corey and as his own character. and I loved being surprised by things in the draft. But it's so heavy. It's. Soooo. Heavy. Once again I found myself writing about grief (because 1) i'm so original and 2) because another story needed to be told authentically). But. I don't want it to be this heavy game when it's released out in the world. So when I have fresh eyes I will return to it and figure out if there's parts of Jacob's story that I missed due to tunnel vision that balances things out. and ofc there will be the fun things of getting beta/sensitivity readers because of Jacob being biracial--I've done research but certain things need more than my eyeballs on it--.
I'm gonna be super honest with y'all...it would be bat-shit crazy and an absolute dream of mine to get this game out to y'all by the end of the year. like december 2024. the only thing that's holding me back is HSD (because again that should have my full attention...Crushed is my baby but more players care about HSD and ahahah that's valid). The only thing--part 2--that's holding my back is funds. I VERY briefly considered a kickstarter but I'm still not built for crowdfunding and I've already had enough bad ideas 3 days into the new year, and I should spread it out more 🤧
but yeah. the reason this was supposed to be a 2025 project?? because I selfishly want to get to keegan and oke's story, and I KNEW that to get there, Jacob's came first. So in my infinite wisdom I decided to start now to be "prepared" to finish Jacob's POV later. and then I sat and wrote out the full draft.
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anyhoo. there is so. much. STUFF. I wanna say about Loved, and I'm super proud of myself for keeping it kinda vague here, but I promise that if I suddenly get an inheritance from a dead family member, I will put it to good use in getting Loved done AND share all the swirling thoughts in my head about the game. oh and also be able to pay the sensitivity readers for their time and expertise, damn gemini ☠️
THE KNIGHT DANCE
not much to say here except if HSD is the main concern, TKD is the second main concern because I had to shelve this baby twice and HBG is overdue on a sapphic story (yes HSD has lovely sapphic content but as a player you can choose not to interact with it soooooo....)
this one will definitely force me to take initiative and reach out to people for all the roles and I still have Great Fear and Low Brain Cells so once I sit down, review the script, and figure out what roles need fulfilling, we can start cooking with oil!
IMPOSTER SYNDROME
keeping this very short and very vague, but...one of the things I pride myself on and strive to improve and keep up my skills with AND have been complimented on has been encouraged to be in the spotlight in a very low stakes way, but my brain as decided "no pressure" really means "yes pressure" and suddenly I believe myself to be the Worst Candidate. but I'm believed in and I don't want to let people down so it's just...distractions x 10 until I finally exhaust myself and get to work ☠️
i'll get over it just gotta be dramatically anxious first
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GOOD TALK!!!! lol and with that, I think I shall leave tumblr and find a soothing activity to participate in 🤣🙃
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PARAMORE RELEASED THEIR A24 TRIBUTE COVER TODAY. AND I GOT INSPIRED BY THE LYRICS AND THE VISUALIZER.
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IMAGE CREDITS BC VERY OBVIOUSLY THIS IS AN EXPERIMENTAL PIC COLLAGE PIECE PRIMARILY BELOW DESC (I DID NOT TAKE THE COOL PICS OBV.)
OK GIANT CREDIT BLOCK GO (Freepik and pexels my beloved saved my entire college year lmao):
1 OCEAN WAVES
2 OCEAN WAVES AGAIN
3 YES A THIRD OCEAN WAVE
4 VERY COOL DROPLETS
5 FLAME. OO FIRE PRETTYYY /POS
6 BG I CHEATED YOU INTO BELIEVING IS RAIN
The drawing though is made by my acoustic arse /lh
THE LYRICS ARE TAKEN FROM THE VID I LINKED. HAYLEY'S VOICE MY BELOVED AND FOREVER DEAREST ENTIRE BAND /POSPOSPOS. I wanna sing like Hayley so badly, she is such an idol to me, when it comes to vocals and I wish to sing as expressive as her some day 🤧✨💖
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WHAT MORE CAN I SAY, OTHER THAN I'VE BEEN EXPERIMENTING WITH SHORT DRAWINGS, THAT TAKE UNDER A DAY TO COMPLETE TO FIGURE OUT SOME THINGS I WANNA DO AS AN ARTIST AND POSSIBLY COMMISSIONS. + These drawings genuinely kinda de-stress so it's been free therapy too, oops. I wanna do more of these vector-style drawings, that are just me taking lyrics and creating these fun collages, of things that inspire me or I like. It's a chill practice and lets my creativity actually do the work for once, instead of my usual need to outdo myself in every drawing and improve lmao. Improvement is cool and all, but dear god did I not realise how hard my need for perfection last year stress and strangle me tf out. I seriously need to re-evaluate the way I approach art as this massive, intimidating medium, when most artists literally draw for fun, and for me it's been like...A Sisyphean task.
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If you enjoyed seeing this, I might make a sequel with C'est Comme Ca and w/ Marco in it instead and a red BG,, if I want to, I might turn these into a series, just like those aesthetic icon drawings I made of my 2 boys, started Lotta, and IMMEDIATELY lost that sketch due to my USB's death back in 2022 and lost all motivation for art due to that massive loss /neg
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Not sure what else to add here other than my thoughts that I already did!! Other than ofc, the usual, MASSIVE thank you to my friend Hollowed-Hartlocke for introducing me to Paramore back in 2019 <3
Think I'm done rambling now tho!! OH WAIT. I can add, that I had to actually pull out Adobe Illustrator just to add stretched text for aesthetic purposes. Then I got so impatient with the effects panel not showing me the usual layer-effects and me being too lazy to look up, whether InDesign was the one, that had the usual layer effects I use in an Adobe program or not. Btw still mooching off my college acc that shoulda been dead long ago but just isn't??? LMAO I'M STILL GONNA USE IT IF I CAN ALRIGHT.
OH YEAH BTW. This drawing took 3 hours. NO I'M NOT KIDDING. PEOPLE WOULD PROBABLY BE SHOCKED THAT SUCH A LAZY LOOKING PIECE TOOK SO LONG. BUT I GENUINELY AM RATHER SHOOK THAT I TOOK SUCH LITTLE TIME TO CREATE THIS. TBF I threw MOST proportion checks and canvas flips I do out the window, so there's a BIG chance I will hate this, if I flip the canvas xD ANYWAY I RAMBLED LONG ENOUGH I THINK NOW. JUST ENJOY EXPERIMENTAL ART
^Before-bed edit; Yeah his torso's a TAD too much leaning to the left, it's off-center to the rotation of his pelvis to be in fact, but maybe? I'll roll with this mistake. It kinda gives the piece its abstract nature..I kinda like the mistake?? This is the first time in my life I ever tolerated a mistake I did and now declare it on purpose and will probably build one into the next piece as well. Hell, maybe it'll yield an interesting result. Anyway, it's 12PM as I write this, and I have to get up at 4AM for my train soOooo, yeah, gotta sleep ASAP for school.
I have NO clue again what to 100% accurately tag this, so forgive me if the tags are wrong LMAO, I just will believe what I believe it has overlaps w/ within art-genre.
This piece kiiinda gives pop art??? So I'm gonna tag it as such as well, but but might be incorrect. If a pop-art enjoyer wants to correct me, PLEASE DO. I'm going off the definitions of pop-art I learned in high-school. So I could most def be wrong about me adding this tag in particular. How tf do people confidently tag their posts when I doubt almost every tag I add man. Tagging is the worst part of uploading art to me due to how hard it is to label art really, not meant to be in a genre. xD
Def adding Paramore tags tho bc I NEED to know more Paramore fans out there bc we feel like such a tiny community, when they're literally one of the most influential rock bands of the 2000s and 2010s imho AUGH
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Lmao I came looking for filth and all I got was Riccardo feels 😭 I swear to god there isn’t another character (not even Nicky and that’s saying something) in VC that gets that much of a reaction from me. I see his name and I instantly feel tears swelling up in my eyes. Such a brave, beautiful boy 💔💔💔 Deserves to have the comfiest, most privileged spot in Armand’s bed pile whenever he feels like it. Also holy shit @ Marius never actually calling Armand by his name in B&G. The audacity of this ho and yet I love him with my whole heart and need him to go to therapy, my god. And you’re totally on the money when you say that the more he loves you, the more he makes you suffer. In fact, does Marius even love you if he doesn’t make you suffer? xoxo DA, going through it rn 😮‍💨🤟
LMAO and here I was hoping and praying you'd drop by with something smutty for me before I die, excellent. But while we're at it and we're in pain, just see what @apoptoses texted me:
thinking about what he [marius] said about 'riccardo owes me a great debt for taking him in' and what happened to riccardo in the end.. he was a good boy fated to a bad end, either at the hands of whoever his father was selling him to or at santino's
I can't breathe!!! 😭
And also I was thinking about how vampires process time and applying the whole concept of time blindness to them. Like, if you're two thousand years old, the 1980s (Akasha) must feel like last week. Venice is what, five hundred years ago? Maybe feels like five decades ago. It's still such a raw wound! No wonder he's so anxious and doesn't let Daniel out of his sight in PL, considering what happened in his own home.
It's all so desperately sad. 🫠
(For context for the class here at clown college: I must note that I said 'the more Marius loves you, the more he makes you suffer' in reference to a filthy post about him giving Armand and Lestat a shared beating LOL 🤧)
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Sometimes I forget that you're back and I get so confused when I see you tagged me in stuff 💀
Anyways it's nice to hear that you summer wasn't total shit and mine also wasn't so bad I even went to therapy and then my therapist said "you need more therapy" as if I didn't already had two therapists, the audacity, smh. And I'll go to two concerts in October as a birthday present from my friend and my sister, this is everything I have to say, how are you, lovely?💜
okay ngl to you sometimes i forget i’m back too and that i have like 4 fics to finish 😭🤧
and i’m happy to hear that! and oh my god mood, my psychiatrist said the same thing when she took me off my meds🥲 AND OH MY GOD THAT IS SO FUCKING COOL RGEUFVBAWEF I LOVE THAT FOR YOU BABY 😩💕
and i’m okay! getting ready to move to uni, currently obsessed with making plushies and the scp foundation, and tryna get back into writing and posting everyday but tbh that kinda sucked the soul out of me last time (by no one’s fault but mine) annnnnnd that’s about it!
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So many thoughts over this ep:
1) i can’t with kinn and porsche being so soft and dreamy around each other 😭 they are OBSESSED WITH ONE ANOTHER, THEY ARE THe KIND OF DISGUSTING COUPLE THAT ONLY SLEEPS CUDDLING I HATE THEM 😭😭😭
2) the one scene when Porsche is blowdrying Kinn’s hair. 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3) love how everything around them is crashing and burning but they are busy with helicopters tours of bangkok and en air blowjobs. GOOD FOR THEM. G O O D F O R T H E M.
4) LMAO @ porsche’s new dream team of bodyguards. My baby doesn’t trust anyone to protect his baby except for himself, and he’s also a jealous little shit 🤷🏻‍♀️
5) Thankhun is a gem 😭🫶🏼❤️ he was so happy for kinn and when he was boasting about being the one who raised his little brothers to porschay 🥺 also, he already loves porschay!!!! But honestly, who wouldn’t (bitch ass kim i see right through you but still your behavior is unacceptable) (when porsche asks porschay if he can look after him AND kinn both 😭)
6) happy they choose to not follow the book with the r*pe storyline between vegas and pete, bc what we saw was already a lot and yet in this context is still kinda… forgivable? Not exactly the word i’d use but 🤷🏻‍♀️ still, i too was disturbed by the “feeding” scene :/ even more so than the one with the belt.
7) Vegas having major daddy issues is SUCH a cliché 😪 also, i obviously don’t want to minimize what the lack of love and affection does to a child, but how are you going to complain about your misery and how nobody can understand what you’re going through to your prisoner 😭😭😭 fuck i hate rich people
8) not vegas that going incognito worries only about bringing his prisoner and hid HEDGEHOG ALONG 😭😭😭 i can’t take this bitch seriously for the life of me 🤧 that poor hedgehog must have ptsd from all the shit his owner put it through
9) how is vegas an evil mastermind and yet it’s like his two minute therapy session with pete blows his fucking mind??? Not only he’s a bitch, but he’s also a basic one rip
10) in all seriousness, i kinda hate that these are the premises for a relationship, mostly bc i can wrap my head around vegas loving pete (latching to the first person who ever showed him pure kindness) but not the other way around (if we exclude stockholm syndrome). Still, i’m curious to see how they are going to play this whole thing out.
Bonus: how much longer until we discover why kim started his whole espionage mission and how shady korn is involved with porsche’s parents death?
anon, you are meeeeeee
like, these are my feelings about everything pretty much?
gonna try and address all your points
kinn and porsche being loved up, and confident in their feelings about each other. just enjoying being together.
all the soft intimaciiiiiiiies, as i spoke about yesterday. the domesticity.
i'm obsessed with their love fr
i am genuinely thriving off their happiness and don't care that some people are so bitter over their screen time in a show that is titled after them lol. hope they get all the air head they deserve ♡
tankhun and porschay was something i didn't know i needed until i got it. the way khun immediately saw him and immediately entered eldest sibling mode.
and yeah, when he said he raised them, i got a bit emotional ngl. after their mum died he most certainly was a parental figure to them, because korn for sure wasn't around to do the job.
mmhmm, i knew the should would most likely not have all the sa, but there was this level of anxiety beforehand, and it was nice to like, have it be confirmed. though few moments where vegas is touching pete in a purposefully sexual manner, and kissing his neck had me tense af.
the suggestion was enough to get through how horrifying it all was y'know?
god yeah the feeding scene. i really really didn't like that. the beating scenes are horrible, but, wounds heal. and pete can handle the pain.
the force feeding though...it's the absolute degradation and kinda grossness of it that tipped it for me. it felt so???? raw. definitely had to pause it for a minute.
the daddy issue thing? yeah, it was to be expected. i mean, if you don't have daddy issues, are you even a theerapanyakul? but vegas' total lack of awareness of the situation (him complaining to pete about it, who he isbluterally holding captive) just annoys me. but hey, i guess that's just vegas's whole thing. he's not meant to be liked. he's meant to look pathetic and weak and small in these scenes.
we're meant to see the real vegas.
still, as intriguing, intense and in depth as his character is.....he annoys me sorry. my feelings about vegas are complex atm.
i just wanna see him get throat punched.
vegas should not be a pet owner. that is all.
lmao he is a basic bitch, you're so right anon.
it's the look for confusion though that gets me, when pete starts explaining why his dad does what he does. the man is so emotionally stunted, the thought of someone even possibly understanding how he feels totally baffles him.
god this man is messed up fr 🤦🏾‍♀️
and this is why we should raise kids in the mafia lol
i'm getting off topic here hold on
yes ok! your last point
see this is my thing too
vegas falling for pete, makes total sense, for the reasons you've stated.
but pete? pete's more emotionally rounded, more clever, just, overall a stronger person, that, i can't see this situation developing into romantic feelings?
i don't even think it's a stockholm syndrome situation. i feel like pete's using the situation (vegas softening up) to bide his time, and eventually escape. i can't see him willingly staying there, even if he does develope some sort of pity for vegas.
so then how do we get from that, to them being in a consensual relationship, in a way that's still true to his character??
it's all??? ugh, i just don't know how to feel about it at all.
but yeah, i guess we'll just have to wait and see how they do it? i'll probably end up being on board in a few eps but as of right now i'm back & forth.
bonus point! i think it'll be pretty soon tbh. we've got 3 eps left, and the ending of this ep was a big revelation - well not so much for us, we been knew korn is behind it all - but for kim it is.
it's all gonna come to a head real soon.
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kithtaehyung · 2 years
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it’s been like a day since i read dalo and honestly i need to get this off my chest: ITS SO HURTFUL THAT YOU THINK I CAN SURVIVE A CLIFFHANGER LIKE THIS LIKE HOW CAN YOU POSSIBLY EXPECT US TO WAIT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER?!?! YOU CLEARLY HAVE SOME HIGH EXPECTATIONS OF US BECAUSE IM ALL CRUMBLEY INSIDE NOW AND IDK WHAT TO DO!! THANK GOD I HAVE THERAPY TODAY BECAUSE I AM A WEAKKKKK SOLDIER
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LMAOOO??? First of all I barely hung on while writing this and it took me days so I just need time to rest and recover💀 but y’all can do it !! We’re gonna wait for it together🤧🍊
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Guess Hoyo hates us.... I haven't logged on to TOT for like 2 weeks after I failed to get Bakerlon Lukey... And last I checked I have 12 s-chips... Idk what to do anymore...
And omg I would pay for a Rosa backstory! Enough about the men, let the queen take charge 🤭🤭🫶🏻🫶🏻 Plus I have a gacha addiction so- I guess that's another thing motivating me to play...
Mahito... That name makes me want to commit mass murder... Istg I love his VA like he's legit one of my favourite VAs but Mahito as a character is just utter crap (No offence to Mahito Girlies) He's so... idk... he needs therapy... And I need it too cause he killed off Nanami pookie bear
HAHAHHA Genshit really is shit.... The gacha odds are shit... The artifacts are shit... The only thing that isn't shit is the 2D men.... Wrio and Neuv look so good I can't believe I'm seriously considering downloading that 13GB game onto my phone again just cause of 2 fictional men...
Also I guess we have that kind of bad luck... I'm blessed with Qiqi and you with Keqing.... And Hoyo wonders why people complain... Fates are hard to get, and characters are even harder to get...
Overall, screw Genshin 🙄 I'm not even gonna mince my words anymore I've had enough!!! 😭😭💀💀
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don’t worry disco anon i still didn’t manage to get him!!😭😭 my s chips are less than 1000 now and well…😭
gacha addiction is soo true!!😭 the other day i went to a jjk-themed cafe with season 2 gashapon and i impulsively pulled it—and i only got riko!😭 it was quite pricey too but i can’t help pulling arghh
right!! i almost can’t believe who his VA is😩 he nails mahito so well—the way he screamed back at yuji gave me the chills🤧 and mahito is actually such a well-written villain too that we felt this much rage for him🥹 but he’s also utterly irredeemable oh god
artifacts omg i couldn’t count how many times i have farmed in that accursed vv domain and up until this day i haven’t gotten a decent elemental mastery cup🥲🥲 HAHAHAHAH SO TRUE I AGREE W U🥹🥹🥹 the only thing that isn’t shit is the men! i lit used a different phone to play genshin bcs it almost took 20GB of space😭 “screw genshin” omg you’re so me back then too!🤣🤣 until i come back🥲
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fakeoutbf · 1 year
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helloooos ✨
big agree about tightrope being on a wedding playlist because it's just so. tender. especially the way he sings "something told me it was you" in four different ways and tones in the chorus makes me wanna sob 🤧 and i don't even want think about the parallels between "we are who we are when we're alone" and "cause we are who we are when no one's watching" from i won't mind 😭😭
i completely get you because i'm just very weird when it comes to people. i always tend to end up in slightly bigger groups of people and it's like a dream sequence when i'm with them and it's all so happy and fun but at the same time there'll be days when i just feel so overwhelmed by all the social interaction that i just want it to be a bit quiet for some time. and god, i love winters so much, but i hate that it comes with this unrealistic yearning to just have someone you love by your side, just to hold you for a little while 😔
the thing about van gogh, and bear in mind this is my minimalistic knowledge, is how much he represents most artists and how much you need to feel to create art, specifically pain. i know i'm making a bold statement here, but i feel like every piece of art is tinged with slight emotion of pain and melancholia and that's sort of what makes it so comforting and i think he was able to capture those two feelings and juxtapose it into nature really well 🤍
god yeah i love how there's always so much to know when it comes to different countries and their cultures and it always frustrates me to no end how i'll never be able to learn it all in a lifetime. especially languages!
friendship to me would be a soft cream shade, because it's neutral and you can always build up on it by colouring it in with whatever colour another person makes you feel. love to me is blue and the vastness it represents and how when you love someone, you can learn to love them everyday and how you're always falling in love no matter how long you've known this person because people change and grow too 💙
if your life so far were to be made into a movie, what songs would you like to be part of the soundtrack for it? also, what actor would you like to play you in the movie?
sending you hugs and warmth 🫶
- s 💌
hi 🫶🏻
i was doomed from the first time i listened to tightrope bc no other song feels as tender and soft and full of love. it’s just so warm it makes me want to cover myself up in a blanket and be safe. and zayn’s vocals are always angelic but singing ballads?? it’s just another level completely. i’d completely forgotten about i won’t mind oh my god you’re so right 😭😭
for me, it always takes me the longest time to open up to someone. it’s easier if i have an excuse to see them everyday and just gradually get to know them. i don’t trust easily and i don’t dive in head first, so i always struggle to meet people who actually have the patience to get to know me. i have friends now that i love and trust but i don’t see them so often that we’re incredibly close. and i’m starting to have work friends which is nice but they don’t really know me yet. sometimes i just wish it was easier to know someone and be able to trust them but i also haven’t gone to therapy so i know it won’t happen that easy. either way, idk if it’s bc it’s winter or just overall my week’s been very hectic, but i wish i could just talk to someone and cuddle with them and just have them take care of me for a bit. it sucks being stuck in your head 90% of the time.
i agree with your thoughts on van gogh and i actually had a teacher tell me that he thought van gogh was incredibly depressing, which i agree and i think is one of the reasons i’m drawn to him as such. to take all this burden and sorrow and pain and sadness and everything else he had going on in his head and interpret it to create such masterpieces. i also think a lot of his nature paintings, especially the ones that have fields and meadows etc, have this feeling of loneliness and solitude. some food for thought i guess. i’d love to see them in person to actually capture their true essence firsthand.
if i could i would love to understand at least five more languages than i do currently. i don’t have the words for it right now but something something grasping the true meaning of art and culture through its original language 😪
oh i love that each friendship to you might change shades! that’s a lovely thought. i never think about all the ways my relationships are different with each person i know, but it makes sense that no two friendships would be exactly the same. and honestly, i’d never thought of love blue like an ocean. it’s a beautiful comparison. i dream of feeling love like that someday 💙
oh that’s a hard one! i feel like it’d be a very boring movie, but alas. there ofc has to be some 1d in there, probably some the 1975 and hozier and most definitely some florence and the machine, most likely dog days are over. i’ll have to think on specific songs a bit more. as far as actors go, off the top of my head maybe saoirse ronan? not bc i look anything like that but i just adore the way she acts. and while i’m at it, why not maybe andrew garfield as well? i’d love that for me. what about you? which songs/artists would make the cut and who would you like to play you?
i hope you had a lovely weekend and i hope next week is nice and calm and easy 💖💞💓💗💕💝
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caroldantops · 2 years
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inspired by the ask game i just did, here’s a little compilation of my favorite and the funniest comments ive received on my fics this year, from both tumblr and ao3 
is this bragging? no, im simply posting reviews as if i am making a trailer for my blog.
i could be your favorite girl 
“this was so freaking good. and i think it’s become one of my favourite wanda fics ever. the way it was written was just so incredible, especially with how you built up the sexual tension. i also enjoyed how the tension was attempted to be alleviated by darcy’s quips too. truly amazing”
“Fuck, I’m in love with Milf!Wanda...”
“Holy shit, that was smoking! I really love your writing style, second person perspective isn't easy and you frickin kill it.”
“God I am so deep into the mommy kink it’s not even funny”
please don’t go (i’ll eat you whole)
“To be fair, anyone who's reading this fic needs therapy, so we're all in this together at the very least.”
“I love how this progressed and how you didn’t make it seem like anything wrong was happening until Monica said something. Honestly that’s how I felt despite knowing how this was going to end darkly, there weren’t any serious line crossing red flags that came up until she said something. And it was a shocker when things changed so abruptly. I loved this.”
“also,, is it bad that i really want agatha as my therapist now? 😰 she seems everything i’ve ever wanted in a therapist (and I don’t mean her different..... methods....., i promise)”
“okay... WOW. i loved this. i have a therapist, she’s lovely, but if agatha was offering therapy lessons... phew, i may have to switch!"
“maybe i should take my friends advice and see a therapist....”  
“haha funny i commented this cause my mom put me in therapy. i hope my therapist is hot?😭”
“As excellent as it is fucked up. Five stars.”
hot milfs in your area
“how did i know it was you caroldantops.”
“YES THE GENDER NEUTRAL PRONOUNS IM DROOLING. but also the good girl? only hot milfs can misgender me and ONLY when they’re railing the absolute SHIT out of me.”
“…”
“hey silver what’s it like to own my entire ass asking for a friend”
“don’t mind me just suddenly gaining handywoman abilities to service these women to the best of my ability 🤧”
“pornhub bout to be bankrupt after this”
girls on film
“Who needs pornhub when this is happening. Well done.”
“Cheese and fuckin' rice”
“bitches bros and non-binary hoes we have a new winner for the hottest content on this website”
lemonade stand
“This title is definitely GOLDEN”
“I don't have a piss kink, but this was still hot.”
“I am literally going to punch you in the face for giving me a piss kink. Fuck you.” 
“someones getting scalped. Not gonna say who, but we all know it’s the person who gave me a piss kink.”
“Im really dramatic- i dont mean any of it!“
infect me with your lovin’, fill me with your poison
“This is not nasty - this is a GEM! Sweet and sexy, you made an extreme tag somewhat romantic - I mean, what even! So good!!! And I can hear her voice as I read and just... shivers! I never imagined I'd read a kidnapped reader breeding fic and actually wish that would happen to me! I mean, Agatha is so kind and caring, and reader is living the life!“
“ummmm ummmmm ummmmmm ummmmm”
“maybe i WILL let aliens experiment on me....”
“touching some grass won't help me anymore”
“HELLO?!?!?!? I WOULD SELL AN ORGAN FOR THIS!!!! ALL MY ORGANS, I DON’T NEED THEM.”
“I think you might have an Agatha-in-office-chairs kink?“
this isnt even close to covering all the comments in tags and in my inbox that ive gotten that i love as well ❤ all of your comments make me laugh or make my heart grow 3 sizes and going thru all these again made me so happy. thank u all for supporting me thru the year i hope i can write more fics that send u all to therapy in 2022 💕💕
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Adachi and/or Maruki for the ask thing:0?
Okay Maruki first because my favoritism is almost certainly going to show with the depth of my Adachi answers
MARUKI!!!
How I feel about this character
Ohhhhh Takuto Maruki.... honestly, he hits just a little too close too home 🤧 It's really funny, actually, I realized almost immediately that his narrative like. Lined up SO evenly with my high school self-based vent oc LMAO. I won't get into the parallels/details, but it's hilariously uncanny. Like, obviously not an exact replica, but it's pretty close.
I like him a lot. I think he's an incredibly interesting character, and I'm always a sucker for compelling psychological profiles. He's not a bad PERSON, but his ways of coping and interacting with the world around him is so unhealthy and unintentionally damaging and I eat that up. My favorite characters are the ones who need to go to therapy BADLY. Process your trauma, Takuto, I am literally begging you.
Also he's a HILARIOUS character. Little juice man!!!!!! It's like watching a car crash, you can't look away. What are you DOING Takuto. 100% have vented to my friends about his plethora of bad choices.
All the people I ship romantically with this character
Tohru Adachi is the primary one, I won't lie, I just think the two of them would be SO interesting together. It would take an essay to explain, BUT. They just complement each other nicely. I think they could offer some nice balance for one another, and they have an obscure little bit of history in common- both being adult persona users who went down a dubious path at least partly due to the influence of a god. Like, how many people are you gonna meet who would actually get that?
My non-romantic OTP for this character
I think Yu Narukami and Takuto Maruki should be friends. They would be. Maruki deserves a friend like Yu.
My unpopular opinion about this character
HMMMM. Once again the popular vs unpopular opinions train stumps me. What are my unpopular opinions...
See the problem is, yet again, I do not engage with the masses enough to know what the typical take on Maruki is.
OH WAIT I KNOW. My take on Maruki is that he is not a certified therapist and him becoming a counsellor was a result of his powers as opposed to him getting formally certified. Listen. Maybe he did. But I cannot watch his "counseling sessions" without screaming. This man does not know what hes doing. You are a cognitive science researcher not a therapist what are you DOING!!!!! (I love him I swear I do but he makes me insane)
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.
I want documented evidence of him getting a therapist
And now for the Tohru Adachi posting
How I feel about this character
I watched the Persona 4 anime in high school and then years later, as a young adult, as I remembered the series and characters yet again I finally caved and bought the game specifically so I could hang out with Tohru Adachi, if that tells you anything. My little man. My evil little boy. Stinky rotten man I love him so much. I once unironically said, out loud to myself, "I wish Tohru Adachi was my dad" while crying about my dad issues. I have a little keychain with him on it and I had it hanging from my rearview mirror for a while. I brought him with me when I visited California. He is currently pinned above my bed like a little guardian angel. This is a callout post for myself.
I have infected my friends with Tohru Adachi propaganda I can and will give you a detailed psychological analysis of this man. I basicslly have one written already, actually, it's almost 2,000 words long, a walkthrough analysis of his actions and frame of mind throughout the game,
I'm mentally ill!!!!!! And it's his fault. I love him.
All the people I ship romantically with this character
- Ryotaro Dojima
- Takuto Maruki
- Izanami
- Munehisa Iwai
- Therapy
My non-romantic OTP for this character
Aggressively shakes his entire dynamic and relationship with Yu Narukami mmmmm oh my god
My unpopular opinion about this character
I refuse to believe Atlus when they say his motive was being an incel and that's a hill I can and will die on Atlus just has a weird fucking obsession with adding misogyny at every SINGLE opportunity even if it doesnt add anything to the narrative (OR EVEN WORSE: DETRACTS FROM IT!!!!)
I mean, more likely they did in fact intend him to just be an entitled brat and the incelness was just a demonstration of that but they were SO audience blind and ignorant to reality that they didn't realize they had created a character that didn't scream "boo hoo I'm just MAD that the world wasnt handed to me on a silver platter", they created a character that resonated with a generation that was told that they just had to study hard and work hard and things would be okay, only to be thrown into a world that failed to deliver on the promises they had been given, not an ENTITLED character, but rather, a sympathetic man who got fucked over by not being properly prepared for the real world and being deprived of enjoyment of his youth BECAUSE of these false promises, so when the fans DIDN'T respond to Adachi with pure hatred and instead actually LIKED AND SYMPATHIZED with him they realized, oops!!! We misread our audience!!! And then they moved forward with more Adachi content and development, but just GLAAAAZE over the misogyny that is at this point ENTIRELY shoehorned in and Adachi is gay thanks for coming to my tedtalk
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.
more.
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DJSHSKAHD YN IS SO COMICALLY DRAMATIC I FEEL BAD FOR HER BUT I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING 😭 also heeseung is a lil SHIT oh my god what the fuck. i'm still a simp tho 🤧
BAHAHHFHDSH PLEASEEEE SHE'S THE WORSTTT 😭 GIRLIE NEEDS SOME SERIOUS THERAPY AKSDFKW WHERE'S DR PHIL WHEN U NEED HIM 😩
PLSSS HE'S LEGIT A SATAN INCARNATE KSDFKSD BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READINGGGG im also forever simping idgaf he could legit run me over with a car and id still propose 📢
ANYWAYYY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LEAVING A MESSAGEEEE PLSSS it's always a blast hearing from u guys 😭❤️ have the best day/night ever!!! <3333
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