#god I hate this

[forkzu]

would an etho hater wear this!! - joel, or whatever he said

im sorry

i kept seeing joel smallishbeans ethoslab binder and i couldnt sleep without drawing it

#ethoslab #joel smallishbeans #smallishbeans #etho #forkzu tries to draw #? #ethoslab binder #never though i would tag that #mcyt #smallishbeans fanart #god i hate this #im going offline forever #/j but not really #/j obviously

[movielosophy]

Journey To Love | Don't worry! I'll be back soon.

#God I hate this #he's too pretty #a journey to love #cdrama #fang yilun #fang yi lun #character: yu shi san #aesthetics #winter aesthetics #red #red aesthetics #tw blood

[roachemoji]

shout out to everyone who has trouble identifying their emotions. who struggle putting their thoughts into words. who have a hard time communicating what's wrong because their thoughts are more like abstract concepts than anything tangible. who take hours or even days to approach issues because you werent even aware you were upset to begin with, or even understood what was wrong.

#bo posting #alexithymia #im stuck in a loop of feeling terrible about something but knowing i cant possibly explain what it is #its just big and bad and directed at a thing #vut i dont know how to word it #bevause i dont know exactly what the feeling is #god i hate this

[xserv]

#homestuck #artwork #drawing #homestuck vriska #vriska serket #hs vriska #god i hate this #btw

[jaspscribs]

silly things, I hate him.

#dhmis #don't hug me i'm scared #don't hug me 2 #yellow guy #duck dhmis #duck guy #warren the eagle #warren the worm #god i hate this #i hate him #bring back the death penalty for warren. #yellow guy fr just been walking around with bootleg Jordans and we allowed it #duck guy got a point

[lastoneout]

Day 3 of not sleeping: Didn't have any nightmares, thank god(I had a very long and involved One Piece dream??), but I tossed and turned and woke up a bunch and def didn't get anywhere near enough sleep. I'm awake now but I feel like completely shit, no migraines yet at least but I have a feeling that's going to change soon. Idk how tf I used to live like this.

#this is why I suspect my insomnia isnt just a c-ptsd thing #bcs even the nights where I dont have nightmares or anxiety I just Don't Sleep #doesn't matter how tired I feel #god I hate this #personal #negative #vent #ask to tag

[caelestis-composition]

tw: pet death

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not a fun update, but i wanted to share that unfortunately one of my rats, qiqi, passed away a few days ago. she had just gotten surgery to remove a tumor, and died due to complications in recovery.

to say i am heartbroken would be a gross understatement, but i’ve been coping as well as someone who essentially just lost a child can cope. the fact that i could not give her a peaceful, painless death hurts me most. i’ll be getting her ashes back within the next few weeks, and i plan on getting her pawprints tattooed when i go in for the next big tattoo i have planned.

i am trying to find the humor in this situation. she both lived and died for the drama… she cost me $1,000 in vet bills (and probably a solid 20 years of my life) over three days and the bastard still had the audacity to die… the day before my trip to chicago, too. i expected nothing less from her.

so, yeah, it’s been a stressful and painful week. this is the fifth rodent of mine i’ve watched die (she also made me lose my streak of rodents living over three years) and it never gets easier. no matter how short or long they’ve been alive, it hurts like a bitch.

rest in peace, you little jerk. i miss you so much already.

#just me and klee (my other rat) against the world now #the vet got to know me real good real fast #they were very nice throughout the whole situation though #so five stars for them #god i hate this #brynn yells #tw pet death #tw pet loss #tw death #tw animal death

[kitkatwinchester]

I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS!

Scott has been through soooo f*cking much at this point. SO much. And he's been gravely worried, and he's been horribly upset, and he's been flat-out terrified--most often when it comes to his friends and family being in danger.

But most of the time, he's really good at fighting off and masking that fear in favor of helping his friends and family through their fear, and he's been great at turning his fear into anger and determination against his enemies and struggles.

I don't think I have EVER, in all four years of this show, heard Scott be as utterly terrified as he was when Kate started to put that Berserker mask on him.

That SCREAM.

The SHAKING.

The STRUGGLING against the bonds.

Holy f*ck, Tyler Posey, because you genuinely made me tear up.

All the sh*t that Scott has been through, and THIS is what made him scream like that.

And I don't know if it's because she's gonna turn him into the killer that he's never wanted to be, or because she's going to sick him on his own pack and hope that they kill him, or because he's helpless and hopeless and has no idea how to get out of it, or if it's a combination of all three.

But my heart just SHATTERED, because he is TERRIFIED...and he's all alone.

And I DESPISE that.

And the thing is, I KNOW the pack is coming to save him, and I love that everyone was on the same page around the same time (Derek and Braeden going back to the house and finding Scira gone and the place trashed, Noah and Stiles suspicious that Scira hadn't shown up yet, and Lydia trying to get through to Deaton and succeeding so that they could get Scira's location) and was able to put the pieces together fast enough to get there ASAP.

But they're not gonna get there ASAP enough, and when they do get there, Kate's right--they're gonna have no idea that they're fighting their own Alpha, and I get the feeling that whatever she does to him will make Scott not care that he's fighting his own pack.

And that thought is F*CKING TERRIFYING.

So excuse me while I scream right along with Scott and almost sob my eyes right out of my head.

On a more positive note, I absolutely loved that conversation between Liam and Brett, and I love that Brett and Liam are kind of on the same team (in life, that is) now, because of what Scott did. I also love that Brett helped Liam on the field, and that he gave him that little pep talk about how amazing Scott is, and how amazing Liam can be too. And while my heart is breaking that Liam feels like Scott abandoned him, I have a feeling that, when he learns what really happened, he'll understand, and god forbid, maybe he'll actually TALK TO HIM for crying out loud.

Also, it looks very promising for Parrish getting Argent out of there, and that pep talk was amazing, and Parrish is seriously such a great guy and just so smart and I love him SO FREAKING MUCH. And his EYES GLOWED, and now he's using his power, and Argent is using his adrenaline, and that is PROMISING, and maybe they'll both be OKAY, and GOD I FREAKING HOPE SO BECAUSE IF WE LOSE ANYONE THIS SEASON I'M GONNA SCREAM!

ANYWAYS.

I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS, and I really hope SOMEBODY in the pack is smart enough to pick up on Kate's trickery and SAVE Scott instead of killing him, because THAT IS THE LAST THING WE NEED GOSH DARNAT!!

Using another couple of not-gifs of Liam and Brett's and Parrish and Argent's conversations because they were the only positive things that happened in the last ten minutes and I need something to keep me from crying. :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

(Okay but again, THE WRITING IN THIS SEASON I SWEAR TO GOD! <3 <3 <3 <3)

P.S. No, I didn't forget about Peter and Malia--I just chose to ignore it.

Update: I started the next episode and OH THANK GOD!! THE TATTOO!! THE TATTOO IS GONNA BE THE THING THAT SAVES US!! Scott is still under Kate's control, but at least the PACK will know that it's really Scott, because TATTOO!! I HAVE NEVER BEEN AS HAPPY ABOUT THAT TATTOO AS I AM RIGHT NOW!!! ANYWAYS.

#scott mccall #tyler posey #stiles stilinski #noah stilinski #derek hale #braeden #lydia martin #alan deaton #jordan parrish #chris argent #liam dunbar #brett talbot #ahhhh those pep talks #it makes me feel just a LITTLE better about life #except for ya know #EVERYTHING ELSE THAT'S HAPPENING #GOD I HATE THIS #I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT #in case I hadn't said it enough already lol #PLEASE SAVE THEM! #PLEASE DON'T LET HIM KILL ANYONE! #scott will NEVER be able to live with himself if that happens #stiles already has enough of a guilty conscience #we don't need scott to have one too #god this show #my heart #ANYWAYS #teen wolf season 4 #teen wolf reactions #4x11

[iguessricciardo]

@.crashmotogp_ an emotional Marc Marquez dedicates his 3rd place in the sprint to his Repsol Honda team 🥉

#HE IS SO SAD IM KILLING MYSELF #GOD I HATE THIS #marc marquez #motogp

[lover-of-skellies]

Me this morning: happy, chill, sleepy, in my warm bed, all is right with the world

Me now, after talking to people about legal stuff that, if I fuck up even the tiniest bit in any way that's perceived as malicious, I'll suffer big huge consequences for: no longer chill and vibrating with anxiety, time to die

#not skeleton stuff #rambles #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #god i hate this #i need someone who's more qualified to do this for me instead #i don't understand shit #I've never done this before #so as you can imagine it would be EXTREMELY easy to fuck it up #and to top it off; i fucking hate phone calls #they make me nervous as all hell #is it ok if i disappeared into the shadow realm now #anything to escape this hell that I'm currently experiencing

[lyn-ne]

I’m just gonna drop this here

#god I hate this #project sekai #akito shinonome #an shiraishi #akikoha #(implied)

[crunchyraccoon]

I'm officially a Shintō Amenogozen hate account now

I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword I hate this fucking sword

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd season 5 #god i hate this #this should be illegal #Someone break this sword already

[seidenkaiser]

Fanned Feather Gown pt1

This ist obviously still a work in progress but I already fell in love with it. But and this Is A Big but:

I will never use pre manufactured eyelet borders again. Atleast not until I have found a sturdy brand.

After trying on the Dress 2 Times to Check it's planned day to day use, the top eyelets already came apart due to the faux leather being of absolute poor quality. Only barely able to hold onto the eyelets by itself but Putting pressure on it via lacing? Forget about It. So I probably have to Take apart the front lacing and create my own eyelet borders as I did before. (I thought I could Safe some time in the sewing process but in the end it only added more.)

Nevertheless, I really really like this Pattern and I will probably create more variations of it. But learning from my mistake and Not relying on premade lacing, and resorting to make my own. Or I just go for Buttons/zippers/hooks etc. I will make plenty of versions to test Out what works best for me.

#artist #costume design #dress #fashion #fashion design #original design #sewing #tailoring #fabric #gown #work in progress #art #fantasy clothing #fantasy #fantasy fashion #god i hate this #i mean eyelets by “this”

[lacependragon]

That fatphobia in RWBY isn't something I bring up a lot but holy shit does it bother me. It's literally so pervasive that the actual worldbuilding itself seems to support it.

Thinness is good. Muscles are good on men and men only. Tallness is good. But fatness is evil.

The closest thing we got to a fat character before Port was Junior: bad guy. Port is a good guy but a joke character. And he made a pervy comment when we first met him. This. Speaks a lot to how he's viewed.

Then there's Lil Miss and--

Fuck that's not even getting into the fact that the literal three characters most associated with purity, love, heroism, and goodness are Ruby, Oscar, and Weiss (silver eyes, leader; Oz host & selfless; white/snow/ice symbolism, etc.) the three smallest members of the entire show.

And then Hazel, the biggest guy, is a literal rage man. He's not fat but fuck he's the hugest character! (Not to mention he's not white but RWBY's racism has been well-documented by others than me).

Like. Goodness = small and thin. Badness or comedy = fat.

That's it. That's the basic worldbuilding around the body types of RWBY, and if you don't believe me, look at every single "big" character on the cast and find me one that doesn't turn into a joke or a villain.

#lace speaks #fatphobia tw #3 #4 #5 #rwde #as a fat person #and a person with a LOT of weight issues #god i hate this

[fluffynexu]

new rule!

if i reblog any ai art...

PLS TELL ME!

so that i may delete it.

thank you.

#god i hate this #and yea #i try to keep an eye out #but sometimes #they really are that tricky

[alphawolfstabs]

Protip: if you’re ever really fucking sad about something you cannot control and you know it’s gonna fuck up your head; Just start consuming as much media as you can with your current fixation, works great to help the brain forget shit

#shitpost #I’m really fucking sad right now lMFAO #I’m okay #just fucked up a bit #god I hate this #I wanna vent but I refuse to do that on here bc I’m mysterious #I’m soooo mysterious #and awkward 🧍 #anyWAYS. #moving right on #I’m focused on animal room