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my moms really pissing me tf off with this shit ceremonies shes forcing me to go to for my graduation. like it’s not even for me its for her to feel better and not feel bad about me “missing out” even tho I have expressed numerous times I do not want to go at all. On one hand I have her pestering me about tickets and what i’m going to do about clothes and parking and then on the other i’ve got my gma CONSTANTLY asking “now which one is at x building? which one do you not need a ticket to? where do we park” despite me sending BOTH OF THEM the email w the info!!!! and my gma probably isnt gonna get to go anyways bc my gpa’s back is hurting to the point he cant get outta chair on his own!!!!!! 
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hi cas
im not sure if youll remember me, but i sent an ask a few months ago when i (à genderqueer lesbian) found out my only friend was passively homophobic (he'd never actively do anything, but he also said he could never support it either)
soooo, update? i did a lot of thinking, and i did end up breaking up our friendship. it sucked massively, honestly, and even moreso now because i dont actually have any friends at all irl now. he genuinely was my only one. i work full time just now so its not like i have loads of social time anyway, but its weird not having anyone to message with my weird work stories or to hear about his uni stories
i move away from home in september though, to start university myself. ill be in a big city which is the complete opposite to how ive grown up (i live literally half an hour from the nearest grocery store) so ill get to make new friends there hopefully, and im even visiting the city for their pride celebrations this summer (aaaaaaa!!!!) but id always planned on doing all that with my friend's support along the way. im not very good at putting myself out there in foreign situations and university is going to be a lot of new and unfamiliar situations that im afraid ill just end up dropping out (which was the reason i took a gap year in the first place; to escape it for a year and to try to work on my confidence, which i have to an extent)
i dont really know if im asking anything here aha. it was supposed to just be a lil update that id let him go buuuuuuuuuuuut i guess its never as simple as that, is it?
anyway, have a lovely day cas ♡
Hi!
Yes, I remember you! Honestly, I'm so proud of you for letting that friend go.
I think university is coming at such a good time for you! I know it sounds so scary right now, but try to stick it out and try new things! Really, I have such a strong feeling this is going to be amazing for you <3 It's okay to be scared and nervous and even feel homesick, but soon you'll find that your university feels just as much like home (or more) then your home does.
Please keep me updated!
(Also I'm naming you university anon in case you do update me! Enjoy your free tag!)
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jouliejihan · 10 months
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𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝑶𝑵 𝑨𝑰𝑹! - hueningkai × fem reader
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𝑺𝒀𝑵𝑶𝑷𝑺𝑰𝑺: When Y/N and her eccentric friends decide to host the 'Love On Air' podcast, they think they can heal the heartaches of all HYBE Uni students.  But when love begins to bubble up behind the scenes, Y/N finds herself at the center of a messed up love triangle. While she tries to save broken hearts, a shy student, Hueningkai, does everything to win her heart. With clumsy dating advice, accidental encounters and a chaotic podcast, will love triumph or end up in a hilarious mess?
"Tune in with us guys, cause Love is On Air!"
TAGLIST (open, send ask or comment to be added) @full-sunnies @unh0ly-dr3am3r @enhacolor @mackjestic @beabeanice @beoms-sugar
previous • masterlist • next
comercial break: Sector 17
WARNING: mentions of bully1ng, intimidation and duress, read at your own risk
previously in this shitty mess...
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Still walking and looking around the halls, Danielle paid attention to everything happening on campus. As a Journalism student, she has the innate talent of always finding news, no matter where she is, but unlike Beomgyu, she rejects sensationalism and seeks facts directly from the source, which is why among the most influential university students, she is one of the most underestimated. Today she planned to go on with her usual routine: have lunch, collect reports, write a review and publish it in HYBE Uni Gazette: the online newsletter for students, but when she saw Yunjin sitting in the HYBE Uni canteen and enjoying her lunch in the company of Minghao, Jeonghan and Seungcheol, she sat on a bench far from them and wrote down everything they did on her cell phone. The four friends were in high spirits, exchanging friendly conversations about their courses and future plans.
"So, Yunjin, how are the Fashion Design classes going? Learning to create the next trends?"
"Of course, Jeonghan! I'm loving every moment of the course. I think it's amazing how we can use creativity to transform ideas into unique pieces of clothing. And using them to bring people together is even more rewarding! And you, Seungcheol, how are you doing? coming out in Political Science?"
"I'm doing well. It's not as exciting as keeping up with the latest fashion trends, but I enjoy learning about current political relationships and how they influence the way we relate to each other in society."
Jeonghan pretended to be bored with his hyung's subject sketching a mocking yawn and asked, "Sorry hyung, were you saying something?"
"Nevermind, it was nothing."
"Don't listen to him, hyung. I'm happy that you're doing great! As a born leader, I'm sure youll be able to achieve many good things."
"Thanks, Minghao."
Although the mood among the group was friendly at that moment, one person was missing from that table, so it didn't take long for them to notice who was missing.
"So, is your boyfriend usually late for appointments?"
"No, Minghao, that’s odd. Jisoo was always so one-off." Seungcheol respondeu
"I hope he didn't get lost. It would be a shame if he had suddenly forgotten how to walk in the halls in 3 months of studying here."  Jeonghan mocked
But luckily, Jisoo managed to make it to the agreed table before the break time ended.
"Hi guys! Hi princess." he said giving Yunjin a quick peck on the lips, sitting down on the bench next
"Finally! A little more time away and your lunch would get cold!"
"Where the hell were you?!"
"Sorry hyungs, I got distracted on the way here."
"Got distracted with what?" 
"I was on my way to meet you guys, but I got distracted by a freshman girl playing on the court and… oh!" Jisoo glanced at Y/N who was passing by them and waved "There she is! Hi!"
Y/N absentmindedly responded with a shy wave, but when she remembered who greeted her and who was next to him, she sprinted to avoid them seeing her face that blushed at just hearing his voice.
"What the fuck is wrong with this girl?” asked Jeonghan 
“Who’s the fuck is that girl?” Seungcheol followed
“Why the fuck do you all care about this girl?” Yunjin rolled her eyes
“Calm down, guys, one question at a time! First things first, that’s Y/N.”
“Who?”
“Who Beomgyu couldn't stop talking these past few days.”
“Oh…” the chinese man and his 95z’s friends talked in unison
“That's so much talk, Y/N?” mocked Jeonghan: “The way he talked about her so much I thought she was a goddess, but no, she's not as interesting as I thought.”
“I couldn’t say less.” Yunjin nodded
“But I think you guys are all wrong!”
“Really, Shua-hyung?” Minghao teased by arching his eyebrow “What do you know about her?”
“Well, her name is Y/N, she’s Love On Air’s host and…”
“Is this all you know?”
“Yeah, Seungcheol-hyung.” the american sighed
“Go easy with my baby, oppa.” the american-korean protested “He just heard some silly gossip and was curious to find out the truth, isn't he?"
“Yeah…” he stuttered. “That's right.”
“See? You all are making a fuss over a little irrelevant thing when I have something so interesting to tell you.”
“Then say it!”
“Well Jeonghan-oppa. My brand Fearless will soon be showing the Spring-Summer collection and this week a branch of the Huh boutique will open in Sector 17!”
“Hun, this is great news!”
"We're proud of you!"
“Thanks guys!  I've dreamed of these days since I enrolled.  With your help I'm sure they will come true."
"You're gonna invite us to the fashion show, aren't you?"
"Of course I will, Jeonghan! All my boyfriend's and Fearless' male visual friends are my friends too."
Disgusted by the poor staging of the "HYBE Uni diva", the aspiring journalist left her desk and continued to look elsewhere for stories. Until, next to the Linguistics course room, she found Junhui and Hansol talking together, so she heard their dialogue from afar, behind a pillar and wrote down the details.
"Tell me, why did you call me?"
"It's complicated… dilemma, Jun-hyung. A friend of mine from New York texted me that he's thinking about coming out."
"That's good news! What's wrong with that?"
"It turns out that he and his boyfriend are both anxious and fearful.  My friend's father-in-law is extremely religious.  He fears they'll throw him out of the house after he introduces him to their parents."
"Man, that's punk!" Junhui exclaimed, scratching the back of his head. "I can even help you, but think with me, you have a freshman in Linguistics who literally created a podcast to address love issues, right?"
"That Y/N, hyung? How can I know if her podcast is credible if her image was tarnished by Beomgyu?"
"What does it cost to give her a chance? This Y/N could be better than that gossip made her out to be."
Jackpot! That was the story Danielle needed! However, she was too personal to post it in the gazette, but she knew that the Canadian was in need of a helping hand on her podcast, so the Australian promptly got out of her pillar and walked towards the duo, but to gain their trust, she decided to resort to something she abhors in her future profession: lies.
"Hello." she bowed to greet her colleagues
"Who are you?" questioned Jun
"I'm Danielle, from the Journalism class."
"Nice to meet you. Need something from us?
"Not yet. I heard about your case, Hansol-oppa and I can help you with that."
"How… How long have you been listening?
"I've heard enough, but if you want, I won't tell anyone but Y/N herself."
"Do you work on her podcast?”
"No, Junhui-oppa, but I know her. I can push the matter a little further, but if you want to help your friend, you must talk to her one way or another, Hansol."
"I’ll… I’ll try. Thanks Danielle"
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In the busy hallway, Y/N walked excitedly with her books in hand, looking forward to the class that was about to start. Suddenly, she came across Yunjin, who was accompanied by her boyfriend. Her eyes lit up at the sight of them together, for although she doesn't know how or why, she is developing feelings for the Californian.
Yunjin caught the fledgling's gaze and decided to tease her a bit. She let out a giggle as she approached her colleague.
"Well, if it isn’t the campus’ new popstar herself! Kim Y/N, right? Isn’t Jisoo the prettiest? she asked with a malicious smile
Jisoo, who also noticed the Canadian's presence, smiled and waved sympathetically and headed to his class.
"I don’t know, I think he’s cute."
"I know. We're both perfect together, so I assume you don't stand a chance with him, do you?"
Yunjin walked slowly towards Y/N and kept her mischievous smile on, until the girl's back collided with a cold wall in the corridor. The Canadian blushed slightly and swallowed hard. She knew the Korean-American woman was joking, but she couldn't help but feel uncomfortable with the comment.
"How can I know if we barely know each other?"
"Fine. But if I were you, I would stay away from MY boyfriend! He's the sweetest, richest, most influential man in Sector 17, and you?” she snorted “You're nothing more than a deluded freshman with a failed podcast. So if you're as smart as everyone says you are, darling, stay as far away from him as possible, because a freak like you will only bring misfortune to his life."
Yunjin's words cut like knives through Y/N's chest, hitting her squarely. She felt tears forming in her eyes, but she didn't want Yunjin to see her weakness. She quickly turned and ran to a more secluded corner of the hall.
She found a quiet spot and slumped against the wall. Tears finally escaped her eyes, and she sobbed softly, feeling an ache deep in her heart. She asked herself if Yunjin was right, if it was really impossible for her to have any chance with Jisoo.
"Why does it hurt so much? I should just forget about it like Yunjin said... But why is it so hard?" she muttered to herself
She let the tears flow freely, allowing herself to feel the sadness that consumed her. She needed this moment to release her emotions before moving on with her daily routine.
As tears rolled down her cheeks, she promised herself that she would not allow Yunjin's words to completely affect her. She stood up with determination, wiping her tears and taking a deep breath.
"I'll get through this. I deserve someone who truly loves me. I'm going to focus on myself and growing up. I can figure out how I feel about him whenever I want, but right now I have my whole future ahead of me."
With that new resolve, she wiped away the remaining tears and headed towards her class. She knew that there would still be difficult times ahead, but she was ready to face them with courage and self-confidence.
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Yunjin was emotional as she walked towards the "Universe Factory", the creative nickname Jihoon uses to refer to his studio in Sector 17. She held a tablet with the demo of her song in her hands, ready to be heard. Anxiety mingled with anticipation as she knew that Jihoon was a talented producer and could put the perfect spin on the song she had in mind for Fearless' Spring-Summer campaign.
Upon reaching the studio, she knocked softly on the door and walked in with a beaming smile. Jihoon was concentrating, working on his computer with headphones in his ears. He looked up and smiled when he saw her.
"Yunjin-ah! What a pleasant surprise! What brings you here?"
"They are so excited to demo the song I wrote for the Spring-Summer collection. I believe that with your skills and talents we can turn it into something amazing!"
"I am flattered by the praise." he snorted "I'm curious to hear what you have in mind so far."
Yunjin sat next to Jihoon and handed over the tablet with the demo ready to play. He put on the headphones and pressed play. Music filled the studio, and she watched his expressions closely as she listened.
"No way, this song is a banger! Loved the energetic beat you brought to it."
"Thanks oppa. Your feedback means a lot to me, but I was thinking of a slight tempo change in the bridge or adding a more punchy chord. A few tweaks to the chorus wouldn't be not bad."
"I can handle this. But you know I'm a very busy producer, right? What do I get out of doing your work?"
Yujin smiled and walked over, mumbling comically.
"Well, in addition to having the privilege of working with Sector 17's most famous stylist and fashion influencer, you and your friends will get VIP passes to the show's afterparty and a generous sum for your production. What do you say? "
He chuckled, clearly impressed by the offer.
"You know how to convince me, girl. It's a deal!
She smiled victoriously and faked a grateful hug, rolling her eyes and smirking maliciously behind him.
"Thank you so much, oppa! I'm looking forward to seeing what you do with the song."
"You won't regret it. I'll do my best to make it perfect."
The two began working together, discussing ideas and making adjustments to the music.
The studio was full of creativity and harmony as they worked together. Yunjin knew that she had made the right decision in asking Jihoon for help, and she couldn't wait to see the end result.
Together, they were ready to take the Fearless Spring-Summer campaign to a new level with the perfect music to complement the sheer magnitude of the clothes.
A/N: if we had a comercial break, you all know what's coming next, right?
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darumadolls · 2 months
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wait, i think i kinda wanna like reorganize my tags cuz i barely remember what were the small differences betwen em. and also, i should probably update you with my life cuz it's been a lot of years, anyway:
okay, i think i did it correctly so the post show only a couple of text instead of everything
- 2020 i entered university, i study public administration and am currently in my last year. it feels unreal
- cuz of uni i dont have time for anything omg i barely read, draw, play and all the other fun stuff i used to do. it's been so sad, but i really like my career so i enjoy all the studying but i still miss endless free time and my socials
- during the last year or so, ive been having weird pain in both my arms. ive been anywhere and everywhere, but still no clear diagnosis, currently am being tested for dysautonomia
- speaking of disabilities, i am working for the disability department of my university, ive been there for the last two years. at first i did very minor stuff, and now they assign me really complex task like making documents for the university director like omg. anyway, i love it there it makes me so happy
- on another note, ive been playing genshin impact, started in 2021 i think but as i said, i barely have time so im just halfway through sumeru im so slow. if u play in the american server my uid is 627938359
- am also playing pokemon go, u may add me there too 907722762596 i love postcards
i guess thatll be it, other stuff like my new interests i guess youll find out from my new reblogs and all that
i start uni in less than two weeks, so ill die again, but ill always be more active on instagram so you may follow me there im @/palo_aran i post mostly in spanish cuz its my first tongue but i do post a lot of other stuff in english too
i have a twitter too but im super dead in there but i wanna revive it, im @/AranCTM (i do wanna change the username, but if i do all probably make a post)
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0ystercatcher · 2 years
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In your exp, what are 5 things a person should polish to be a good graphic designer?
amm look i am at best an average graphic designer so this is by no means a great guide its just gonna be very basic. in general tho idk
1. look at art and design and whatever visual stuff you like. you need references and your own brain library to develop your taste and come up with new stuff you like. consider: most of the things you can imagine have already been done (this isnt a bad thing) and there is almost always going to be Something that does what you want in a way that inspires u to make something really good too. hoard that shit.
2. its evil but learn to draw. i dont mean learn to illustrate or become an artist but you should be at the v least a proficient draftsman and understand how to accurately represent Things via Lines and Shapes and the best way to learn is to just learn to draw. the amnt of designers i know who Do Not Know how to draw is apalling tbh
3. ignore trends as much as possible and develop your own style. you might not be able to Use your own personal style for everything but it will make a difference even if the work you do has to be more comercial or following really boring brand guidelines (most work will be like this dont get too stressed about it its not as limiting as it might sound). if there is smth you like abt a trend look into it as i said in 1 almost everything has already been done before and there is always a chance youll find some niche artist from 1823 who developed the thing you love beautifully and youll learn smth and perhaps even integrate it into your work.
4. its so boring but practice using whatever software or medium you tend to enjoy and experiment lots. its not all about Your Programs but knowing how they work and the dif things you can do w dif tools is extremely useful. this might be obvious idk but i went to uni and they basically skimmed over teaching us software or that many mediums which i think was evil. like design is basically a technical career and youre not gonna teach us technique ? ok. but yeah practice lots and try new things (techniques, programs, mediums, styles, effects, etc.) then integrate the things you learn to your work, i guarantee you youll be able to even if you have a prefered medium or smth.
5. never forget its just a job. if anybody ever tries to convince you design will change the world or whatever do not listen. design is just another job and designers are just regular workers. be nice to other designers they are your friends and fellows even if they might also be competition in some cases (this should not be your primary or default relation to other designers tho). remember celebrity designers should not exist and also they are REALLY dumb and 99% of the time they are saying extremely stupid shit do not listen to them or to their fanboys. same goes for design "academia" and "critical design". its bullshit.
i know you said 5 but a quick one: freelance work is a fucking scam. avoid making it your main job for long periods of time if possible. your freelance projects should be your sideprojects, not your job. the amnt of people who are able to live off purely freelancing is not big like its possible but it isnt for everybody. id fully recommend the stability and relative safety of a full time job instead, especially as you get older. good luck
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arnold-layne · 3 years
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finished my coursework finally, I only have a conclusion, bibliography and formatting left to do, and it's uhhhhhh 3:48 here :)
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blxetsi · 3 years
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HIIIII!! can i get a pieck finger dating headcanons if that’s alright with you of course? your stuff makes me soft, stay safe!
yuh ‼️ tysm for your request
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pieck finger dating headcanons (modern au)
pieck finger x gn!reader
warnings: literal fluff, no angst or anything i love pieck
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- bc pieck is assumed to be like 23-26 this wont be a uni au or anything
- idk i rlly think you guys wouldve met in a mundane way
- like you bump into her on the sidewalk and try to the really awkward "oh im so sorry i didnt see you there- no really it was my fault- are you sure youre okay ?- okay great- no im not hurt- yeah- okay have a good day and again im so sorry !!" thing with her
- and then maybe you guys see each other again at a coffee place, youre there with your friends and shes there with hers, and you dont wanna talk to her obv bc that would be awkward
- then ur friend makes u go and order another coffee for them, and while youre waiting for your order pieck comes and stands beside you
- and shes very observant yknow ?? if she sees a face its very hard for her to forget it
- so she immediately recognizes you and blurts out "its you !"
- and you have to be like "oh yeah ! it is me ! its you too"
- she finds it quite cute and giggles about it
- a very laidback person but also a very blunt person
- she doesnt find any harm in asking "can i get your instagram @" look she doesnt wanna be a creep and ask for ur number right at the start
- and it gives her a chance to find out what kind of person you are
- it would absolutely suck for her if such a cute face was posting fishing pictures and alt right propaganda yknow ??
- so you two do and then both of your orders come so you two give awkward goodbyes before going back to your groups
- her instagram is very pretty, nice themes
- she posted a couple of hours ago, with her and her friends in a park, taking a couple of posed photos while some looking like they were natural
- shes adorable and you cant help but feel your cheeks go warm as you basically stalk her page
- she dms you and says "are you too busy looking at my feed that you havent followed me yet ?" and you see this mf staring at you across the room like 👁️👁️
- okay nosy lets calm down now 🙄🤚
- you try to defend urself but ur typing so quick you keep making errors in your writing, she ends up saying something else
"you know, i was doing the exact same thing. youre beautiful you know"
- thank you pieck 🥰
- over the next couple of weeks thats how you two communicate. she'll send you instagram memes and edits of her favourite shows, movies, games etc. and you find yourself having a lot in common w her
- you check her story so frequently it becomes one of the first accounts on the top of your homepage
- and FINALLY, when she feels she can see you as a friend and not just some pretty stranger she met on the street she asks you out
- it was a simple thing, just to the movies, and she even let you pick which one !! (imagine its pre covid idfk)
- you two go and its an awkward hug before you both head inside
- you pay for your tickets and she gets an extra large popcorn and a drink
- you assume shes just v hungry but before you can order yourself something shes like "what are you doing i got this for us !!"
- rlly cute bitch omfg
- during the movies, after she eats literally most of the fucking popcorn, she pulls your hand out of your lap and holds it with her buttery one 🥰🤚
- this bitch had crumbs and didnt even think to wipe them off
- you still held her hand tho anyways
- after that night you parted ways in front of the theater after making sure you two would be getting home safe
- and that became routine for a couple of weeks, not going to the movies obviously bc thats expensive but watching movies together !! youd go over to her apartment or she would come over to yours
- one thing about pieck is that shes very touchy
- one way or another she will end up cuddled with you on the couch
- it doesnt matter if its you being forcefully pulled on top of her body or her draping herself over you like shes a blanket, you two WILL be cuddling and you WILL enjoy it
- but finally, as if the gods gave you mercy, she finally kissed you
- it felt so nice, her lips were soft and sticky from her lip gloss and she tasted like the swedish berries you had gotten for her to munch on
- and the rest of the movie you two just sat there, kissing each other and giggling like teens
- she ended up staying the night, and complimented your bedsheets
- your relationship moved pretty fast after that
- she had already told all of her friends about you, they werent very surprised
- when you got officially introduced her friends zeke and porco tried to do that whole "if you hurt her.." speech before she slapped them and had marcel pull you away to safety
- other than that the night was very fun, you got to talking about your career, why you moved to the city, and other mundane topics
- pieck is actually a graphic designer, and everytime she comes to sleep over she just HAS to bring her laptop with her
- its basically just her laying in between your legs while she types away, youll pet her hair and lay soft kisses on her neck, and occasionally ask what shes doing
- she likes to tell you, has no problem in answering the questions you have, even if you think theyre stupid ones, shes very soft with you
- also a bit of a trickster
- for your first april fools together she slept over, you didnt have anything planned for her bc youre a good person and wont hurt the ones you love
- she stuffed your breakfast muffin with mustard 😁👍
- you gave her the cold shoulder for the rest of the day until she apologized by getting you a new muffin
- now she always dropped the l bomb to you, but she never needed you to say it
- thats why, when you were helping her cook dinner at her place you softly said "see ? and thats why i love you" she kind of,,, stopped what she was doing
- you realized why she wasnt washing the knife she used to cut your vegetables and tried to backtrack, but it was too late, she was already tackling you into a hug and taking you down onto the floor
- she just gave you kisses while repeating "i love you i love you i love you" over and over again
- bc of her you burnt ur fucking chicken smh
- you spent that night eating junk food and watching movies
- piecks a very observant person, so she always knows when youre sad too
- when you give that little huff when you come home to your (new !) shared apartment she knows something is up
- she'll slowly trail behind you as you walk to your bedroom, stripping to your underwear and changing into your pajamas
- you crawl into bed just wanting a nap to forget about the day, and she'll crawl in with you and hold you
- you never like to cry but youre so frustrated and upset at your coworkers, at that rude customer, at those deadlines, that you just breakdown
- and she lets you, she lets you almost suffocate yourself in her chest with how much your pushing your head into it, she strokes your hair while you choke on your own cries and hands you tissues when you need to blow your nose
- "what do you need my love ?" "i just need you" "okay baby"
- communication is a big thing in the relationship, and because shes been so open and honest from the beginning, talking about how you feel has never been easier
- in fact, you like talking about how you feel about your relationship, or how you didnt like what pieck said to your friends the other day, this and that, you feel comfortable and safe with pieck no matter what, which makes talking about even the most hardest things seem so simple and natural
- all in all, even when she wakes you up with spontaneous ice cream dates or asks that you put raisins in the popcorn during movie night, even with the fights and the crying and the exhaustion the next day, life would be much duller without her, and you only have to thank your clumsy self
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uhh i feel like this is very short but yeah ❤️ requests are open so go crazy mfs ‼️
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ggukkiedae · 3 years
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Omg can we get a drabble or bulletpoint reaction of vmin dancing with yoonmi during her 18th that they celebrated & them reminiscing & kinda tearing up on how their aegi’s all grown up but yoonmi prolly be like “i’m always gonna be your aegi bc youll always be my oppa”
sure hun! i’m assuming you’ve read the start of the surprise on here, so enjoy for 95s fluff! 🥰 sorry it took so long though aksjdhf uni is driving me crazy 😭
reminder: italic conversations are spoken in english
TAGLIST: @sunflower-0180 @seaoffangirling @yourwonderbelle @1-800-enhypenbibi @kamiiyou @strwberrydinosaur @uraveragefangirlsposts @caratinylyfe @nctdream-minji @woopetals (message or send an ask if you wanna be added to the taglist/s 🥰)
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“Alright, hyung. My turn.”
Yoonmi turned her head and saw Taehyung approaching her. She looked up at Yoongi who sighed and placed her hand in Taehyung’s before pressing a kids on the too of her head. “Happy birthday, Princess.”
Before she could say anything, she found herself being pulled back to the center of the stage. A laugh escaped her as she went along with Taehyung’s dancing.
“You’re growing up,” Taehyung noted.
She smiled at him. “Yes, I am. I guess this means no more Disney marathons with sugar-induced comas?”
“Like you’d ever give that up,” he laughed. “Or us, either. That’s when you eat most.”
“That’s a lie!”
The two friends laughed before falling into step with each other once more. She let her head come forward to rest on his shoulder, slowing down from the excited and flamboyant spins and twirls they started with to steady sways.
“You know,” he began, “you don’t have to give up being a kid yet. There are still groups debuting with maknaes your age.”
She snorted. “You mean like Daehwi in AB6IX? Or the maknae in Baejin oppa’s new group?”
“Exactly!”
“Oppa,” she lifted her eyes to meet his, “I think I reached the peak of my maturity when I was nine. If you’re worried I’m going to turn into a washed out adult, then you have nothing to worry about.”
He sighed in relief. “Good. Thank you, aegi, I needed to hear that before someone else steals you.”
“No one’s going to steal me.” Just as she said that, a certain Park Jimin had pulled her to himself, greeting her with a smile. “I stand corrected.”
“My turn!” The elder of the 95s was practically bouncing in his shoes. “Sorry, Taehyung, but you took way too long already.”
Taehyung just laughed and walked back to the rest of the boys who were trying her cake. Once she turned back to Jimin, she found him already looking at her. It was as if he was trying to see into her mind with how focused he seemed to be.
“Oppa,” she poked his cheek, “what’s going on in that head of yours?”
“Nothing,” he shook his head. “I guess I just realized why dads would cry in those videos of 18th birthday parties that we searched up for ideas. I just got hit with the fact that you’re growing up. You’re going to be an adult by out standards in like two weeks!”
Right. The Korean age means she adds another number to her age as soon as new year hits. She’d be 20 in Korea within the next few weeks.
“I don’t think it’s that big of a deal.”
“I knew you since you were twelve, of course it’s a big deal.” Jimin had looked down and stared at their feet while they danced. “You used to stand on my toes while we danced like this. Now, you’re in a dress and heels, perfectly dancing without my help.”
“Many things to point out here,” she laughed. “You chose my outfit, I don’t do dresses. You’re leading, which means you are technically helping me. Also, I’m heavy now!”
He scoffed at her. “Please, you’re as light as a feather. My little aegi needs some cake in her. Or am I not allowed to call you aegi now?”
The sudden solemn expression on his face tugged at her chest. Sure, Jimin would always joke around about how she was his Busan Baby since Jungkook took the title of Jimin’s Busan Boy. It never really occurred to her how seriously he took her nickname, especially since the only other person who called her aegi was the one and only Kim Taehyung who babies her arguably the most out of the boys.
“Oppa,” she gave him a reassuring smile, “don’t looks so sad. I know I’m going to be an adult soon, but I’m still your Busan Baby. And it’s not like you have to stop calling me aegi anytime soon. You are my oppa, and, since I’m your maknae, that still makes me your baby, doesn’t it? So don’t be all upset.”
Jimin just pulled her into a tight hug. “Fine. Only because my aegi says so. How about we get some cake in you?”
The smile she heard in his voice made her smile even wider. “Sure.”
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moonlightjeno · 4 years
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college!jeno
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a/n : it has been a long ass time. but hey i’m back if anyone cared lol. enjoy this bullet point scenario about this precious boy. also peep his blue hair, we young was his bitch. 
genre : fluff 
pairing : jeno x reader
request : open !!
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oml okay im rlly excited for this but if its ok i might just do jeno as a high school au bc bb boy is 18
warning this is all over the place and v long have fun
k so jeno just moved to this new high school called zuhos uni, but i mean boy is takin the highschool courses that are specialized in science bc hes a geek
a v cute one but ya know
so hes bew and hes transfered like one quarter through the year,,
bc jeno is a v shy shy boy he doesnt have many friends the first week until he joins the music club every friday after school
there he makes friends woo, shy bb opens up to haechan, jaemin and renjun even if renjun isn’t really part od the music club and more of the art club
oof details
k so this bb is rlly rlly bloody smart and hes rlly good at biology and physics but he struggles at chemistry
hes like wtf,, this doesnt make any sense one lement another makes a new one withh a different number ?? heLP
its comPLICATED
thats is until he finally asked for help
he has seen you around school, always next to your locker, head in the books, but he hd seen you around music club
you tended to stay by yourself, strumming your guitar and always writing this in your notebook
but he also knew that you were rlly good at chemistry
he didnt ask you for help perse
more like jeno asked his best friend jaemin who was one a close friend of one of your friends and who he also had a crush on to ask you if you fould help jeno
protect this bb he’s shy
you where like “huh? me? jeno wants my help? pretty boy?”
your friend was like “omg yes noe go talk to him and tell him youll help. k? k.”
so you go “talk” *cough* hyuck sets you tf up *cough* and you guys meet at the library??
at least you thought so?? but he didnt get the memo so he showed up like 30 mins lates so it wasnt that bad but like bruh??
so u were a lil annoyed bc boy asked for your help and showed up late, and jeno was a nervous mess when he finally arrived and kept apologizing seeing you with a frown
he kept saying how sorry he was and that he would make to you,, poor bb
and seeing him be a shy and nervous mess made you forget so obviously it was easy to forgive and you guys tried to start your study session
hmmm “tried” is the key word
bc everytime you guys would start their would be noises and other ppl talking so yall gave up and jeno was like “oh we could go over to my place bc my parents r out and it should be quite?? i- ii could h-hhelp youu wwith ph-ysics??,, if you want??”
akdhaj precious shy bundle nervouse mess
ofcourse you said yesss bc physics is like wtf is this ?? no one understands and i neED HELP
and you liked jeno like had a major crush on him and yku needed to help the poor boy out with chem chem
k. so yall walk home and you get to know each other and jeno starts to fall harder for you bc your so cute, the way you keep tucking your hair behind your ear
and biting your lip when your nervouse and just silent
he found it rlly cute aight
so yall finally arrived to his home, and hes a bit messy but thank GOD HIS MOM MADE HIM clean up the day before
wooo
so yall go through w your study session that lasts like an hour and a half and jenos like dam you make everything make sense
poor boy didn’t actually say that but he thought it and how you looked really pretty
but thats another time
and he explains physics to u and your like oh gotchu gravity makes sm more bloody sense
so after studying you guys go get ice cream bc he had to “make it up to you”
when he offered to lay you where a blushing red mess bc you rlly like him and ut feels like a date but he could never like u back
hes so smart and talented
but jeno just kept thinking your looked adorable with your blush and whenever you spoke to him about chemistry and biology your eyes would light up
yoy noticed though that jeno would smile *that eye smile that cures cancer* whenver he spoke and talketed about music and his friends
and it got late real quick so yall had to say hoodbye but you were rlly sad
bc he got you and you got him ??
perfect chemistry ,, mi dudes
k so like right before you left hes like “umm umm so you— want to like,, meet again??” silence “like as a date ?? — i mean if u dont want to its all— good”
and you were just like dumbfounded??
like what?? he lee jeno the most adorable smartest talented perfect boy in school just aksed you out??
you kinda justs tood there and then slowy noded
and he gave you that eye smile,, precious boy was so happy omg omg omg
so yall meet again and again and again for study sessions and a couple of dates
jamein and your friend had been a couple for a couple of weeks and hyuck just wanted jeno to shut up about you
bc bb boy was falling in love
so in one of your study sessions it was late and you guys had order dominos and were just hangin on the couch when he kept lookin over and just kissed you
boy was scared but you kissed him back bc akgshags
best day
when you broke the kiss you bith had the biggest goofiest smiles on your face ,, like how did i end up with this beautiful person right in front of me
he gave you a lil kiss in the forhead that melted your heart and you bith smiles like idiots
the end ,, jk i just have no idea how to end this
ajdha and yall just cuddled it was great
a bish is really bloody soft for jeno
i hope y’all enjoyed this mess lol. peace. 
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Hello! This is your Tolkien Secret Santa! I am working on your gift and was wondering if there was anything specific you are interested in reading about Gimli, Eowyn, or the Hobbits. I have a few ideas I have been playing with, but I would love to hear from you what would make this gift special! -Your Santa
hiiii my dear secret santaaaa i hope u are doing well! hmmm ive been thinking abt this all day but honestly i havent really come up w anything as ive been working on uni stuff (no thoughts brain empty). maybe ill just ramble a little about the characters and youll get some more ideas? although i'm sure the ones you have are already very good! actually in the past few years gimli has become one of my favourite characters. in the movies he's mostly a comedic sidekick but in the books there's so much more to him! like the parts after moria when he takes frodo to see the lake and recites poetry...the very deep (&sad) history of the dwarves that he carries with him and knows deeply about. and his relationship with legolas ofc but also hes soooo fond of the hobbits its so cute. AND! aragorn would have chosen him only to go with frodo (+himself) when he thought abt splitting up at the end of fotr like talk about an iconic character. but i love movie gimli too dont get me wrong like thats my silly dad. like i said hes mostly comedic but do many of those scenes also showcase his deep loyalty and what needs to get done is getting done attitude. like in rotk when he says certainty of death? small chance of success? what are we waiting for? its funny but also showcases his loyalty and trust in his friends aaa hes willing to die for them. or the scene at the council of elrond when he tries to destroy the ring once again it's funny but also hes like. well if its gotta be destroyed why r we all just sitting here lol lets GET TO IT *smash* aw man yeah i rambled for a bit huh. and eowyn!!!! whats not to love about eowyn!!! i think shes so cool - we love women with swords!!!! - and i love love love that she gets to heal at the end together with faramir. she's brave and outspoken but also very vulnerable and closed off emotionally (in the beginning). also miranda otto is soooooo pretty i want that white dress she wears SO BAD. and yeah hobbits i just love hobbits so much theyre neat little guys. they have SUCH a resilience in them it's astounding. pippin is my husband of now at least 10+ years (ever since i saw the movies!) and i would defend frodo with my goddamn life!!! sam is samwise the brave, setting the bar so high for all of us, and i love how merry can be so silly with pippin and so smart with frodo in the next he really does contain multitudes. im also obsessed with hobbit women that have like 2 descriptors if theyre lucky like yes you go girls i am in love. and bilbo....bilbo really is that old bitch! i prefer ian holm's bilbo i think his acting is so full of gravitas like the air of. hmmm sadness? melancholy? that he has and still hes so full of life and enjoys it and is silly....and hes so fond of frodo it tears at my heartstrings! okay now i rambled quite a bit i'm tired now. hopefully you got something out of this? if not ask again and ill try my best to answer. wishing u a lovely day/night wherever u are! 💜
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paleconda · 5 years
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blog- 8th february.
so i told myself that i would start a daily (or weekly) journal of some sort for the new year and that i would start on the 1st of january... better late than never, i suppose. i don’t know that any of you will be interested to see how things are going for me and what my life is like, but, in the grande scheme of things... who cares.
i’ll start with a bit of a background of myself. i’m currently 20 years oid, turning 21 in may. i attend university in somewhere in florida (i won’t say where, and you’ll see why soon). i am currently finishing my second year and i study graphic design. my family is puerto rican and i was raised in a protestant christian home. however, i recently found out that i have jewish heritage, and so i’ve been embracing that more. i am also bisexual, so home life has not been easy for me personally since around the age of 12. my parents sort of know, sort of don’t. it’s an extremely sore and complicated subject that we just avoid discussing. so, needless to say, they’re homophobic. my time in high school was... well, frankly, idk how to put it. my grades were rubbish (especially in the first two years) and i didn’t have much of a social life. part of this was because i lacked social skills, but this was also because my parents were overbearing and overprotective (to the point where i had no phone from december 2013 to may 2015, and then again from november 2015 to april 2016). i even ended up feeling forced to attend a university that i never even wanted to apply to (it’s a conservative christian university, so why would anyone that’s lgbtq want to attend?). i will say, however, that despite the fact that i commuted to uni for my first year (it was 45 miles away and i travelled there twice a week, you do the maths) and only worked simply to fill my petrol tank, along with not getting involved in any clubs, and the fact that i was scared in general to be someone that was lgbtq in that university, i enjoyed my time there. i almost don’t have any regrets going there, although i won’t go there again. i attended that uni for the 2016-2017 academic term. in the spring of 2017, i decided that rather than just transferring to a local state-run uni, i wanted to go study abroad. specifically, i wanted to study in the UK. so, began researching how universities work and how to apply via UCAS, etc. so after waiting several months and getting a few rejections, i finally receive an unconditional off of a place at the uni of chester. so i try and save up as much money as i can, but there are several things that happen. first, i hated my job at chick fila and i wasn’t getting too many hours (which was okay with me, bc i hated being there anyway). but then i crashed and totalled my vehicle, and the insurance wouldn’t pay for the damage. so i lost my car, and then hurricane irma happened, which wiped away all the funds to get airfare and a visa. and to be honest, my family’s financial situation was always extremely tight. and those were just factors that directly contributed to me not being able to go to the UK. i was also absolutely devastated when my best friend died from complications from heart surgery. and so i ended up having to take a gap term. and i was so completely upset that i couldn’t go to the UK, because i had researched so much about the culture, accent, night scene, music, every aspect about it. so much so, that when i transferred to another university here in florida in january of 2018, i figured that since i couldn’t go to the UK, i’d bring the UK to me. so for over a year now, i have told everyone i’ve met at uni that i’m from the UK. i have an elaborate and well thought out story about why i grew up in the UK, kept my british accent, etc. an absolute madness, i know. but it brings me comfort in a way. i truly in my heart believe that i should have been born in the UK and i don’t think i should be judged for that. my internet friends in the UK have said i’m doing a well job of pulling it off and that my accent sounds perfect. i even have a professor who is actually from the UK and he believes me and hasn’t a clue that i’m “faking” it. i put the quotes around faking bc after speaking in it for over a year, it’s almost my natural accent at this point. there is so much more about my life that i want to explain and rant and vent about, but i think this a good stopping point. i hope this is all of interest to you.
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Day 70
Seventy.
Life is going on. With ups and downs. Good days and bad days. Well life is mostly grey for me. 
As every day passes, i just realize more and more how much i love him. I really dont want to bluff about it but I just couldnt stop from typing it out because the realization blows my mind away. And one big reason is because I would never do what i did, or can do for him, and no one will ever mean anything even remotely close to how much he meant to me and will always mean to me. 
This might all just sound like a cheesy note any person in love would say but Oh God! trust me, this is what comes to my head after quite a good number of not-so-nice crap i have in my big fat head. So yeah! thats how i just know. This is not ever going away. And if I ever got a chance to re-live, i wouldn’t have wanted to fall in love with anyone else, orrrrrrrrrrr id just wish I was alone. That’s pretty cool tooo!! lol 
Speaking of which. Yeah. I pretty much do enjoy my own company. I just dont like communicating much with people. for a lot of reasons actually. Well, to begin with. I believe im a really complicated person. LIke, everyone has their own story and theres something twisty about everyone and bla bla but then I really do thing Im just not that easy to understand, and to top all that, I dont even like opening up to people so thats more of a reason to not get me. I am kind of aware of the fact that i seem to have a lot of ego and seem to be filled with pride and arrogance. But thats not true, thats just how some people see me, and i cant blame them because i think that is something i mask myself with. However, many people do find me really sweet and all but whatever side anyone sees, its always clear, im not really interested in getting too close with anyone and that i appreciate my own space. Sometimes, i do wonder if i really do enjoy being on my own or i actually want some good friends. But then the thing is, i have really really good friends back from high school. the only thing is, theyre not in the same country, theyre far away. but then again, even when we were all on ksa, we still mostly communicated on social media and stuff so it shouldnt matter much i guess. what im trying to say is. despite all the misunderstanding people might have with me, or people actually finding me sweet or whatever. or me not liking them much or wanting them to be my friends or whatever. the thing is, its not that i dont have anyone at all. because i do have people who know me. they dont know every little detail about me though, and thats because i dont talk much to them either. but they know me as a person. like i dont need to kiss their ass to get their attention, i can be myself with them.. i can be mean, and rude, or not keep in touch or act like im full of ego, like im so full of my shit and theyd still accept me. because they know that thats just how i am. im not sugarcoated. 
But.. it still doesnt matter
What im saying is. I prefer sitting alone on my own. doing literally nothing. no phone. no laptop. no means of communication with the outside world OVER actually chatting with anyone. or even someone who knows me so well and is close to me. 
Ok man, i talk a lot! So yeah that’s the thing! but when we were together, i wouldve done anything to not miss a chance to talk to him lol - thats just an easy way to put it out there, that he was different. 
And also putting it out there how my life is right now. I prefer my own company. I dooooo badly wish i had a ‘partner’ though - an ‘eating partner’!!!!!! haha! I really wish i could go to restaurants with someone to try food randomly. But then. idk. i mean its not that easy to find someone who has the same love for food and aso someone whos willing to spend money to try food or someone whod be able to hang out with me. especially i dont even have any good friends in ksa right now Ugh
Another really important reason i dont like talking to people much is the commitment. I hate commitment!!!!!!! And when i say commitment i dont even mean something serious like being in some relationship. i mean.. even the smallest commitment. like when you even knock someone and the person expects you to reply fast. Like okay give me a break! We dint exchange vows or something, yth do i need to reply fast. or whyd you even expect me to reply fast like idk. do people just pause their lives and just talk to other people? bleh Im not even ready for that so yeah! 
buttttttttt then again - with him. it was SO different. but like i said. it was only him!!!!
Something cool was the fact that i had a dream of him the other day. we never met each other f2f after our last conversation, so him in my dream was the first time we met f2f which wasnt actual anyways!!! But!!! I was so full of attitude. Like I could totally see my facial expressions and go like. “Oh God Youuu” to myself! Im usually full of attitude in front of other guys, if i ever am, which is kinda rare. just saying! 
So i read his post about him going to bd and stuff, and i wont even lie about how i totally never like that. but then this time its different obviously. In many ways though. One way to look at it is how i just remembered about the time when he was in bd last year! ~~~ And the award for the roughest of all times goes to!!!! 
Now comes the part were I actually give the reason why I dont blog much! Well tbh i want to blog all the time. But then!!!! Who am i kidding???? Its obviously cause I want him to read my post and blabla so yeah I dont! I mean. I really want to, but i dont. The same way. Forget blogging man. I mean. In this generation, with all these advancements and i say, no barrier at all. If we could decide like two mature adults to stop talking for nothing but good intentions then i sure as hell can keep myself from blogging about every little thing, and keep my shit together, and only blog when my mind and my heart says that i got it in my hands and im not going to screw up! 
and so that would mean that anything i post about, is just a very little, incomplete detail of the entire story and i almost always will sugarcoat it a million times and put it up here! 
but like i said - every thing just ends with me realizing how in love i am with him and as long as that is how it ends, i like it. 
So “losing weight” is like the --aim of my life-- right now. Just that its so boring oh maa gawd - and so i end up watching suits. which is soooooo niiiceeeeee omgg. And i actually love the couple there. Mike & Rachel! - oh and also its kinda funny to me idk why but whenever i see any couple onscreen that i like, my inner me kinda teases me going like “sarah, you loser!!!!!” and then i look down from the screen for a second or two like an actual loser would doo and then yeah i just “laugh it away” - like silently! ~ No hard feelings!
umm.so yeah i was saying. The main thing is losing weight and i want to lose one kg a week WHICH I AM NOT BY THE WAY. so i kind of get sad from time to time and all, and then idk get ok with it, and then sad again and alll that. and then battling myself against food is there. Today though i kind of figured out that if i watch suits while on the treadmill ill kinda stay distracted, and it wont be boring anymore and ill be able to go somewhere i guess. 
so theres around 9 weeks left for uni to open and i wish vacation never ended but yeah lets just face reality. And about my brother, 6 weeks left.   So that means I wna lose around 9 kgs before uni reopens but its smart to kind of plan a bit more than you actually want so that if you dont totally achieve your goal youll still land somewhere good. if you know what i mean. 
Now there is a lot i want to say. SO muchh. But I cant be fooling myself. It would obviously be for him only. So Ill just hold everything back in!!!!!! 
But one thing I want the world to know
Everyone has their own problems and their own imperfection and perfections and whatever. But ever since I had my eyes on him, i knew he was different. infact that is exactly why i liked him in the first place. I dont wna go in depth with this but ill just say it in the simplest way I can. 
When I was with him, yes, I did pray for a fairytale story. But not an actual one. because those dont exist. I had my own modified version of a fairytale ending. And in their, everything was not perfect. Everyone was not perfect. there was pain, there were people who didnt know what they were worth. All I ever wanted is to be the person to be ale to mend hearts, to help someone find their way out from the sufferings, to be a part of someone happiness. And even though we are not together right now. I wish the same. I just wanted it to be through me before. Now it doesnt necessarily need to be, cause it definitely will be coming from Allah both ways inshaAllah. 
I pray he gets to see what I see in him. And what people see in him. And most importantly, what he sees in himself but fails to value at times. 
P.S. My family is excluded from consideration in this post. when i talk about people, i mean everyone else except my family.  --ALSOOOOO-- I just randomly sat down at 5am and decided to blog today and so i sat with my laptops and this is all what flowed outta me! 
A totally random post! 
BUT i do wna mention how the tumblr app on my phone s.u.c.k.s. Cant give notifications properly *&^&%&^$%&%*^(0
Bye c: 
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