#gna go n get snacks :3

[shuahaes]

HELP hi amelia😈 I saw your post yesterday asking for hcs so... here I am

You remember shuas notifications are filled to the brim but, what if the only reason why he will and does check it only for you🤭🤭🤭

ur so fr for that cien 😍

joshua x gn!reader; established relationship; idol au! warnings: jealousy? (playful - from the members) and just lots of fluff <;3 ! NOT PROOFREAD !

he would def check them only when you text him, because he loves you that much

he knows that you sometimes get lonely, or you just want to talk to him, so he'll drop everything for you just to text you back, and just listen to you ramble <3

or if you texted him abt feeling sad he'd text back in a HEARTBEAT and if you need him with you irl, he's gna be there ASAP 🥺

but with him being so caring when YOU text him... the members are little jealous, cus shua hyung only responds to yn 😔

heres a short scenario of them getting jealous of yn's special partner priveleges:

the boys were at practice for their new comeback, and they were currently on their break after going through thorough choreography for the past 2 hours.

some of the members were just goofing off and chatting while shua, seungcheol, minghao, and chan were sitting in a corner.

they were talking and scrolling through their phones, until joshua got a text from you:

you: shushu 🥺 wyd rn? i just wanted to check up on you love 💗 it's getting late, should i bring you and the boys some snacks to the practice room?

joshua immediately opens your message, and immediately starts texting you back

my shua 💕♾: aww baby you don't have to we're just taking a break in the practice room <3 thank you for wanting to take care of us precious 💗

the other members catch the way josh immediately checked and replied, so chan says:

"ay, hyung! who are you texting that you replied so fast???? is it yn?"

and cheol adds on (while pouting),

"yeah, shua you never check our texts! whenever i text the gc you never check ANYTHING 😭"

🦌: "oh idk probably because shes my GIRLFRIEND?"

🐸: "wow so ynnie gets to have you check all of their messages while we dont 😔💔"

everyone bursted out laughing when joshua said, "it's cus they're special 🥰"

A/N: so this was sm fun to write 🤭 TY TO @cienlvrs FOR SENDING ME THIS REQ <333

(updated on 11.24.23 - joshua's line was changed)

#seventeen #svt #seventeen fluff #seventeen headcanons #seventeen x reader #svt fluff #joshua hong #joshua hong fluff #joshua x reader #svt joshua #hong jisoo #svt x reader #i love joshua hong !! #thats my husband !!

[rykno-j]

my j/jk s2 ep5 thoughts.. welcome onboard the pain train.

under the cut (spoilers)

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AGEHSHSHHHS WELL THAT WAS..

1. the way they made g/eto's eyes so tired.

2. the way g/eto went from hair tied up proper and whatnot to wearing baggy clothes and his hair everywhere, literally went from 1 bang to 2 bangs. it really brought out how down he was feeling. and i love yet hate that so much.

3. N/ANAMI'S FKING VOICE ACTOR KILLED THAT SCENE WHERE HE THREW THE CHAIR. HE SOUNDED SO DAMN BROKEN AND UPSET IT STUNG SO HARD argshh. YOU CAN LIKE HEAR THE SADNESS IN HIS VOICE AND HOW DISTRAUGHT HE WAS. his va..

4. g/ojo when he realised g/eto killed his family and everyone at the village. the way he scrunched his fist until he bled.

5. the street scene where they last talked. oh my god. when g/ojo went into a fighting pose but couldn't bare to kill g/eto. his va DID SO WELL. I COULD TOTALLY TELL HE WAS IN A DILEMMA JUST FROM THE WAY HE EXHALED.

when his teacher told him about g/eto loosing it. g/ojo's reactions was so.. so.. argshhh..

6. the way g/eto always puts s/atoru first. when h/aibara asked what snacks he wanted. "s/atoru might want some too, get something sweet"

7. g/ojo at the end saying he wants m/egumi to get strong. "you need to get strong quickly, strong enough so you won't be left behind by me" OR SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT, I FORGOT THE EXACT WORDS. BUT OH MY GOD he feels so bad for leaving s/uguru behind doesn't he.

8. the way g/eto so coldly became the leader (dictator) of the organisation. he really did a 360° didn't he :c

9. im jumping around so much BUT THE START WHERE G/ETO HAD A MONOLOGUE. the "s/atoru is getting stronger..", "im spending more time alone now.." part. oh. my. god. HE SOUNDED SO DAMN SAD AND LOST.

10. it never hit me before even though ive noticed it while reading the manga. but y/uki kinda played a big part (my opnion) in making g/eto turn to the dark side. like without her putting the idea of killing all non-sorcerers into his mind (ofc i know she did it unintentionally) he wouldn't have gone down that path so quickly. at least thats what i feel.

11. of course the village mission with the 2 locked up girls played a biiiiig part with that. but like the fact g/eto said smth like "i have to choose" (between leaving or staying, rmb when y/uki pointed to the escape door then at j/jk high) means that she kinda pushed him to make a decision faster than he might have naturally.

(do i make sense?? im quite bad at putting thoughts into words..)

11. then finally the part he woke up and m/egumi asked him why hes laughing. g/ojo answering with a playful "nothing"

12. also. the groans g/ojo made as he woke up. HELLO I SWEAR IM NOT INSANE FOR NOTICING (and maybe playing it over a few times). argshhsh

these fucking eyes. also if you zoom into the base of his eye, there's DEFINITELY a mark under it. TEARS? DID HE CRY IN HIS DREAM? baby..

i have no idea if im allowed to post photos of the episode, like if ill get striked or something.. i hope not..

ANYWAY THATS ALL MY THOUGHTS FOR NOW i might come back and edit it if smth else strikes my mind..

what a great episode as usual.. gna go back to lessons and daydream about g/eto's eyebags and n/anami's broken voice

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#j/jk #mythoughts #on the s2ep5 #there are spoilers in here #i js wanted to type it all out #now just a few weeks of waiting......... #till the s/hibuya arc.. #where more pain lies. #notsnz

[cgsunny]

hi miss sunnyy , is me burgie !!! i hope you're doin great ! :D my last playdate went super well, and my playmate's in my friend group now !!! we're gna go on the scavenger hunt on friday (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧

i havent rlly had a good day 2day, i had 2 do some ged studying cuz i have 2 get one and i dont really want to but i dont have a choice ... i got a headache n everything cuz i was really stressed out , but i got snacks and i managed 2 do a couple practice tests so i did pretty okay ! but i have to keep studying which means i gotta do it all over again tomorrow n im not happy , studying makes me tired and statick-y (T__T) i want friday 2 get here fasterrrr ...

sorry 4 complainin so much :-( hope 2 write back soon when im not feelin icky wueuwueuweuw - 🍔⭐

hi there burgie!

i'm glad to hear it went super well! that sounds like fun, i hope you have a wonderful time on friday!

oh noo headaches suck :( make sure to stay hydrated and take breaks between studying!! no worries at all, i'm always here <3 let me know how friday goes!!

- mama sunny ☀️

#sunnyanswers

[nyopilled]

ENTRY #5&6: 07-08/07/2023

today's song: https://open.spotify.com/track/1LNGuCg01CHg9ErApmz92R?si=cnwQHC-YQwyfN-p2bheVTA&context=spotify%3Aartist%3A0PHf0oiic0xAnCrRuLTtHl

i didn't even feel like doing todays entry bc i feel like shit but rn im gna do it anyways to distract myself

yesterday, i did the same as the other days. i watched ice age 2 where they met ellie. watched more evolution videos. decided to try to get into paleoanthropology. decided to go to the museum and convinced my mom to buy tickets for me and my bro for the next day.

also researched abt university degrees w paleoanthropology majors... theres only two unis that offer that focus near me n both r kinda hard to get into... still... ill do my best to get into the harder one cuz i need the access to their library its not even funny . nonfiction books r so expensive . knowledge is expensive.

today, i went to the museum, walked around the bookstore, and ate hotdogs.

can i just say idek how manny managed to bag ellie. like this guy was always fumbling. what pisses me off is that this fictional woolly mammoth has enough charisma to manage to get two girlfriends in his lifetime while im still struggling.

anyways . i wanna type more but im too tired (my feet hurt!!!!!!!) so ur getting the short form of todays events.

went to see the t rex exhibit. if i was a tyrannosaurus i would be a guanlong me thinks... my brother wld be a xiongguanlong . looked at the other exhibits . had to leave the bird exhibit cuz it was making me hungry . looked at the dawn of life exhibit. left the dawn of life exhibit bc i was hungry. ate hot dog with fries. the fries has no salt . went back to previous exhibit. lamented the lack of hominid exhibits. went to see the colonizer exhibit. went to see inuit music/art exhibit. was very fascinated by it . went to ancient civilization exhibits . went to the ancient egypt exhibit. immediately left the ancient egypt exhibit after discovering that there were actual mummies n skeletal bodies on display . went to museum store . nearly bought book abt fossils and evolution before putting it down . nearly bought a toy penguin ring . went out of the museum . anti-covid protesters were outside n blocking the streets . my unserious brother took a selfie w them in the background holding up a peace sign w a straight face . walked to book store. bought book abt evolution history . walked to mall . waited for my mom n dad to pick us up. ate another hot dog . the fries had salt . mom n dad picked us up . home. Klee

also nui!diluc was w me today n he learned a lot me thinks :3 first time hes gone outside ! he nearly got eaten .

going to go eat snack now.

thats all.

additional notes: Kasuga "Osaka" Ayumu

#ni's archive :p #ill add more tags tmrw... too lazy.. #anyways time to watch pbs eons again :3 #and azumanga daioh :P

[imsmallokay]

Im coming down rn n like i wanna roll myself another spliff but im scared of running out even tho i bought a 3.5 yesterday n should be good until Thursday n I've got vodka so like could do a few shots beforehand. It's almost 1am and im trying to fix my sleep n im usually asleep by now but i think i accidentally fucked my tolerance by using my mates bong yesterday whooops

#resistance #kittysrambles #highkitty #gna go n get snacks :3 #i spoke 2 daddy on the phone earlier i miss him so much :(((( #also i don't need a lot of anything to get me shmacked bc i was really prem n bc of that i am very very small #also as a result of me being prem n having a bleed on my brain n the coma i have a weird drug where i can come down n sober up #from anything completely within an hour #this includes anaesthetic #i need 3-4 surgeries #i am also on the legal safest highest dosage of every medication im on rn n i keep becoming more resistant to them and my schizophrenia #keeps getting worse #kittyoversharesintags

[eneiyri]

member(s): nct dream type: nct dream as dads [ daughters ], fluffy, lots of crack, very very wholesome, their daughters have names that are alike with theirs authors note: lmk if you want me to do 127 or wayv versions, it’d be very fun to do so (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞

MARK & MAYA

- he’s that one dad discovers something new in parenthood like everyday (ﾉ≧∀≦)ﾉ・━━━★ - he’s probably going to get maya his habit where he smacks people on the arm while he laughs ヾ(^○^)ﾉ - maya plays hard to get when it comes to mark a lot, but when he’s out, she doesn’t shut up about him to you, talking about how cool he is (´∀`) - maya kinda is a stubborn girl but she’s a dork just like mark (ᗒᗨᗕ) - mark would put on tv shows for maya to watch but probably end up watching them himself (`･Д･)ノ=☆ - mark is kiddish himself so he gets along pretty well with his child - when you leave for their work they’ve both got that same pouty expression and you’re like nuuu they’re so cute - dad!mark will always be there for their child even at last minute ( ˘ ³˘)

RENJUN & RIA

- okay he’s like the dad that plays hard to get (　´_つ｀) - but oMAGAWD he loves ria with all his heart (*＞ｖ＜)ゞ*゜+ - renjun’s first priority with ria is to make her watch moomin walk - sings her to sleep like all the time and you’re watching from the door like OMAFGDFKSKFL ヾ(*′○`)ﾟ.+:｡ﾟ☆ - honestly you, him, and Ria are the three musketeers, the coolest trio - ria would be really clingy with renjun and renjun pretends not to notice but his heart is like SHES SO PRECIOUS - ria = mini renjun but girl version - meaning, she’s evil too (｀ε´) - she randomly starts singing, “shoulder gangster renju—.” he immediately drops he jaw and looks at his baby like “you hang out too much with your uncle haechan” - dad!renjun is so very whipped for his child even if he hides it

JENO & JEONA

- the dad that checks on their child like ALL the time, making sure they’re alright and happy (⌒▽⌒） - HES the clingy one (★≧▽^))★☆ - but that’s cool because his baby jeona is clingy TOO!1!1!1 (ᗒᗨᗕ) - jeno would try to prepare snacks for jeona but she’s like “daddy, what is that?” (°-°) - when he finds out someone made his baby cry, it’s oVER FOR THE CULPRIT - JENO DAD IS GNA RIOT ⋋_⋌ - jeona loves her dad so much - in fact, she idolizes how cool and nice he is (☆´3｀) ☆彡 - jeona has the same habit as her dad to make funny noises when she’s confused like “eH?” “oH?” “hEH?” - when you’re with them, you notice how they’re sometimes in perfect unison which makes you go (´∀`) - dad!jeno is the dad that will protect his child at all costs

HAECHAN & HAERI

- PLEASE he’s got a hate love relationship with his child (* >ω<) - it’s not actually hate, it’s playful, like pretending they’re grumpy at each other (o'ｕ≦o) - sPOILS HER but with laughter - when she’s down, he knows his key point to help her be happy again is to sing to her ☆*ヾ(-∀・*)*+☆ - they pretend to hate each other - but they miss each other like SO much when they’re apart - like haechan, haeri dramatic af - they always deny they’re nothing alike but they’re SO alike (≧∇≦*) - they both have the same taste in things and agree against you most of the time (｀ε´) - like jeno and jeona, THEYRE also pretty clingy, always bugging each other (✿◠‿◠) - dad!haechan wants his child to see all the fun in life, learning along with it

JAEMIN & JANGMI

- whipped culture AF (n’∀’)ηﾟ*｡:*! - he’s so whipped for jangmi like ALL the time (⌒▽⌒） - she just breathes and he goes (´∀`) - jaemin would literally cook her favourite meals everytime she asked him ＼(^o^)／ - when they’re apart jangmi asks you like all the time if she can call him - jangmi has one thing from her dad, and that’s ACTING cute (ﾉ≧ڡ≦) - she doesn’t do it for nothing though, she does it so she’s forgiven just like winwin in that one vid (≖ᴗ≖✿) - one thing other thing about jangmi is that when she talks, she has a pout - jaemin ALWAYS cuddles with jangmi and it’s the cutest thing ever - CUDDLE BUDDIES 4EVER(っ*´∀｀*)っ - you and jangmi are entitled as the owners of his heart ʕ　·ᴥ·ʔ - dad!jaemin would make sure to give his child the whole world

CHENLE & CHAERIM

- laughing center (＾▽＾) - there’s not a day you don’t hear chenle and chaerim laughing so hard at the smallest things（＾3＾）~♪ - chenle has said something about spoiling his nephew before so he’d spoil his child too (ᗒᗨᗕ) - BUT LIKE the cutest thing is that chaerim is more content with having her dad there rather than him buying her things ヾ(‘∀｀=ヽ)※．；，゜☆ - chaerim loves to talk about her dad, not only to you, but also to her classmates at school - just like chenle, she’s also very talented ≧(´▽｀)≦ - she knows how to make her uncle jisung feel OLD ?! Σ(･口･) - chenle and her are very close, always comfortable with each other - chenle always makes sure she has her needs cuz she’s his baby (* >ω<) - dad!chenle spoils her... but with love!!

JISUNG & JIEUN

- him as a dad is a whole adventure - jisung panics SO much （∂△∂；） - like when jieun was first an infant, he thought he lost her - but she was on the back of him, in those little baby carriers - PLS HES ALWAYS SO CONFUSED - jisung literally tries the baby food because he thinks it’s poisonous after sniffing it (人･㉨･) - jieuns got the habit jisung has where he scrunches his nose ≧ω≦ - jisung always makes sure to give her a happy vibe, happy when she’s happy ☆*ヾ(-∀・*)*+☆ - jisung also loves it when jieun giggles about his gummy heart smile, always pointing it out (ﾉ≧ڡ≦) - jisung always is active on his phone when he’s away to talk to you and jieun (´∀｀)♡ - dad!jisung always does his best

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[jungwnn]

Hiiiii😚 i wanna request for a ship with txt, enhypen and bts, thank you soo much for taking the time to do this!☺ I hope you have a good day, stay healthy and take care for yourself🤗

INFP-T | enneagram type 4 | sun: Sagittarius, moon: Cancer | Hate studying anything except English | Competitive when it comes to things I love and am passionate about | Like creative writing and interior designing(basically architecture) | Novels over movies | Even if i watch movies its either action or angst-drama, and always like the evil characters more than the good ones because I'm able to sort of understand why they do what they do, I believe everything has a reason, and every action is a result of something | I also believe in soulmates, love at first sight and all sorts of tropes like these | Obsessed with Greek and Roman mythology and ancient Egypt and just in general medieval eras | Love taking polaroid pictures and traveling | Aesthetic all the way, love being in the nature | I love fairylights and abstract paintings and night walks and stargazing | Love sad things | I'm sensitive to smell and don't like artificial scents | I like going to libraries and museums and cathedrals and old medieval buildings, beaches also and other nature aesthetic places | Always observing little details about everything that other people fail to notice | Easily scared or startled | Have huge trust issues and very sensitive | Have very few friends and am loyal before anything | I'm moved by little things and don't really like much of fancy dates, I like it simple and my favorite would be walk along the beach at night | Am very open-minded and wise but no one's really aware of that | Like disturbing people and then giving puppy eyes | Shy at first but when you get close with me I'm very loud, talkative, playful and annoyingly funny and weird | Just realized it yesterday that i tend to 'huh' a Lot | Clingy with people I am very close to(might even jump and koala hug them tbh) | Everyone's comfort pillar | Very expressive with words and actions | CLUMSY(I hit or bump into something at least once a day) | Love eating (taking advantage of my never getting fat genes lol) but am sort of quite picky | 5'2 - 157cm and I like tall people but I have no problem connecting with people on the shorter side of the height spectrum | Baby voice and baby face | side bangs and dark brown short almost straight hair which reaches just 4cms above the shoulders | Big chocolate brown eyes | Have slightly honey tanned skin | I'm a crybaby too, like if someone I love or care a lot about is getting scolded for whatever reason or they are sad or something then I tend to cry immediately. And while watching or reading sad things too | I do random sounds or actions too and I noticed recently I go 'huh' and 'uh' all the time | sometimes I don't even understand myself like a few days back I was wearing a black sock on my left foot and a white one on my right and then i forgot that i wore mismatched socks so when I noticed it after a while I got fascinated for literally no reason then within seconds i forgot about it again and then when it came to my notice again i got fascinated again and this went on the whole day lmao | My fashion style leans towards boho chic/bohemian and casual | And prefer bare face over makeup and converse over other footwear and dusk(sunset) over dawn(sunrise) but in the album I like dawn ver more🤭 | I love spicy and sour food and have a high tolerance of spice | And my love languages are acts of service>physical touch>quality time>words of affirmation.

YOU SOUND SO INTERESTING AND COOL LETS BE FRIENDS 🙄✋

in txt i ship you with!! Beomgyu !!

pls I can already already see yall fighting over movie chararters😭 I just get the vibe y’all met in a really weird way like he was reaching over to grab a random ass toy and you were too and bam!!! Talking, numbers exchanged. He instantly fell in love with you dude. Like gyu isn’t one to simp but your the exception here. Like dude had a big smile when you responded to his text message. Will he ever tell you that he would bounce up like a puppy whenever he got even a notification hoping it was you?? No. Never. That never happened I swear. There was a time where kai texted and was like “hey soobin said practice in an hour” and gyu straight out texted back “idiot shush I’m waiting” and Kai was just like ??? “...ur weird” basically gyu is literally in love with you from the beginning like it’s insane. That doesn’t stop him from teasing you though. Dude you better stay on high alert this dude is constantly pranking you. They are all harmless but if he ever did hurt you or do something wrong. He will instantly hug you and literally apologize all day and shower you in love. Just finding comfort in each other!! Like he is always there to listen to you talk about anything and just comfort you, He also trust you enough to share his issues! He loves to call you idiot all the time but he says it in the sweetest way or just to tease. He also loves to carry you, it makes him feel super tall ( esp when moas be calling him tiny 😭) also sleepy gyu!! Clingy!!! Let’s say y’all went on a date just a quick ice cream and a walk around the park right, He would look at you and be like “your so pretty~” then you look up and be like “huh? What did you say?” And he would just pull you closer to his side and be like “nothing idiot~” in the same cheeky sweet tone. Then later on that day y’all would just to hang out on the couch cuddled up. He was obviously tired since he was yawning every five seconds. He pulled you against his chest and just started mumbling about how happy he was to have you!! But that’s for your ears only!!

Your overall relationship would consist of:

☼lots and lots screaming like dude is loud but he is expressing his love so it’s okay!

☼movie marathons!!

☼pls don’t use puppy eyes on him he’ll cry at how cute you are

☼let him kiss your forehead and your head he wants to be tall

☼he makes u meals but sometimes they burnt 😣

☼brags abt you all the time like I’m pretty sure taehyun knows your favorite food and your birthday by how much gyu talks

☼he loves listening to you talk abt your interest and fascinations !!

so for Enhypen I ship you with !! Mr.Jake sim!

I just know this boy loves you for your witts bro, like.. how can you be so smart, interesting and pretty at the same time?? Like you completely captured this boys heart!! He loves hearing you talk about Roman and Greek mythology and ancient Egypt!! He thinks it’s honestly so amazing to listen to you speak about your interest🥺 He has this thing, where like whenever you do something cute or he just looks at your face he just walks over and squishes your cheeks. He loves loves loves showing physical affection! He WANTS you to know that you are the light of his life and you make him so so happy!! He talks abt Layla to you all the time and even called you her mom like WOAH. Speaking of mom, Jake gives me the vibe he talks to his parents about you!! Like mans is so serious abt you he just adores you!! Dude is so worried about you when you bump into things, like let’s say you accidentally hit a wall. He will be by your side in a second telling you to be more careful them kissing your forehead. He calls you princess 🧍(HAVE U SEEN THAT ONE FAN CALL BYE) he also treats you like a princess as he should. I have a feeling when he can’t see you in person he calls you and y’all will fall asleep on call. like he would be all sleepy and be like “i miss you :(“ and just talk about your guys day and it would be so sweet!! I’m sure you get the idea !! He’s in L word with you hardcore!!

Your overall relationship would consist of!!

☼he always buys snacks for you because he wants his baby to eat well

☼he is a romantic he loves taking walks on the beach with u!! (And Layla)

☼always compliments your eyes !!

☼always gets you flowers or lil things that remind him of you !

☼he has you as his wallpaper!

☼if y’all go see scary movies together he will most definitely try to act tough and protect you but he fails and hides his face in your neck

☼CHEEK KISSES!!!

for bts I ship you with !! Kim taehyung himself !!

okay okay!! I feel like taehyung loves your mind, he loves hearing your side of things and just loves everything about the way you think! He truly thinks your a piece of art !! like homeboy just loves spending time with you and just talking. He is a hopeless romantic like he loves taking you out to dates that mean a lot to both of you! He takes you to art museums and beaches and takes so many pictures of you!! he has a whole folder dedicated to you!! He also loves hanging out with you and your guys friends!! He just wants everyone to know he’s with you forever and ever!! He is the kinda dude to rest his elbow on your head like deadass just to tease you. He takes you to his hometown often because like I said he wants a future with you!! Expect a lot of snacks from his mom because she adores how happy you make him and he is just!! ugh you lucky lucky girl!! He likes to travel with you, like he can be so unpredictable!! dude will sit there and go “for dinner can we get pizza? Also I got us a trip to Paris for my week off” LIKE OKAY WE GET IT YOUR RICH!! But good for you I guess🙄 also matching outfits. He’s buying you a matching beret and your gna wear for that boxy smile idc. He looked at your matching socks and instantly wanted to try and now he claims it’s the coolest shit ever like Yoongi is always like “why tf?? You bought these in pairs?” Like mind your business Yoongi. His baby does it so he wants to do it too !!🙄✋

overall relationship!!

☼kisses on the lips all the time

☼plane ride cuddles

☼ur boyfriend is your professional photographer

☼pls tell him he’s a good boyfriend he just wants to make you happy

☼always talks to you abt the future <3

☼no joke he has y’all’s kids names planned

☼fun fact.. he bought you a promise ring 😣

a/n aaa!! I hope you like it!! I’m so sorry for the wait!!

#enhypen #enhypen x reader #enhypen imagines #jake enhypen #jake imagines #jake sim #beomgyu imagines #beomgyu x reader #tommrow x together imagine #choi beomgyu #bts imagines #bts #bts taehyung #taehyung imagine #taehyung x reader

[judehayward]

lady gaga voice slowly fadin in: ju-Das juda-ah-ah… frankly i missed this ridiculous depressed little man so i’m gna try my hand at playing 2 charas again. the crowd grits their teeth in apprehensive nerves. it’s fine it’s fine it’s all FINE!!!!!!!!! also this is nai btw forgot to say. anyway. ahem. without further adieu.... his intro

he pinterest:

me in the voice of a card magician performing on the street: round up round up pick a pinterest any pinterest!

ta-da it’s aesthetics:

lead marbles instead of eyes, a stolen hearse careening down the wrong lane, wearing a faded smiley face sticker on your forehead while receiving a serious lecture, bags under the eyes that are so big they could pack enough clothes for a three week vacation, a cigarette wobbling from your bottom lip as you squint against the sunlight, passing out on a stranger’s rooftop, placing sunglasses over the eyes of a biology lab skeleton, gangling around the place like shaggy minus his scooby snacks, saying “fuck off” to inanimate objects

about tha Bitch:

ok to start w i won’t lie i’ve pasted in an old intro here bc i just hate intros i hate writing them i hate them................. bt it’s fine.......................... lets pretend this is all fresh n sexy n new....... bsically this is jst a disclosure tht this isn’t tht well written bc it’s old n stinky bt we’re all jst having fun here. bye

he hd to do community service bc he kind of… hd a bit of a breakdown before the funeral of his elderly neighbour who bsically raised him bc her kids rly didnt care abt her they jst wanted her inheritance?? so he… stole the hearse w her casket still in it n ws jst like… drivin around the place sort of… tryin nt to cry…..KJJFHSFKJGHKFG i mean. it isnt funny its actually sad bt :/ in a very bizarre n jude way. he gt caught n taken in fr questioning bt her son kind of realised hw… broken up abt her death jude ws n had a heart n didnt press charges. regardless he stil hd to do community service bc it ws like taken seriously even tho it ws his first proper offence. doin it rly exhausted n depressed him so when he wsnt doin tht he ws just hibernatin in his room……. this ws like 2/3 months ago nw mayb bt... just some fun lore fr u all

in a new development in terms of sexuality i jst am nt quite sure……. hes always thot he ws straight… fooled around w a 90s hugh grant lookalike once n ws jst a bit like :/ my rocks rnt blasted off? bt who knows wht the future holds… who KNOWS wht the future holds ladies n gentlemen

born in sheffield in england, bt they went back and forth between there n san fran a lot jude was an unhappy accident. his parents never rly used protection bc they were super Liberal n Au Naturel n believed in the pull out method bc… they were maniacs. bt then the ONE time they used a condom in an effort to b safety conscious it broke n hence…. jude was born

they just kind of ran w it bc they had such a passionate relationship tht they were like What The Hell…. may as well! itll be fine we’ll learn to be good parents n love him like normal ppl do

spoiler alert: tht didn’t work out

they were ok to him like they weren’t abusive or anything like that bt they just found him to be a massive burden n hindrance to their plans. they literally….. had sex all day every day n acted like a pair of teenagers. it ws a super weird environment for a kid to grow up in bc he literally had no role models or… guidance or…. anything rly. occasionally they’d joke around w him or pretend they even knew what grade he was going into but for the most part they just Didn’t Care one bit

they were both suuuuper into the arts. they’re both rly good sculptors bt they paint too n they actually own a successful gallery in san fran

as a result he grew up around a lot of creative n sometimes pretentious ppl. the friends of his parents were more present in his life than his ACTUAL parents bc they were always jetting off to diff countries to scout out new pieces fr their galleries n just have a gd time in beautiful places without…. the annoyance tht ws their son forcing them to b responsible n look after someone else. tbh some of his parents friends were rly damaging too bt….i won’t go into that just yet. it doesn’t rly…need properly explaining bc jude never talks abt it anyway n it….is rather triggering so i’ll jst….leav it for now tbh fgkhdfgh. basically they just were Not Nice n jude had a lot of bad memories he keeps repressed

bc of how he ws raised he has a p cultured taste. he luvs classic lit n p much anything artsy. he can play piano 2 n sometimes gets rly high n thinks he’s mozart level gd at composing. i mean he’s gd bt… Calm Down Jude. personality wise he acts out sometimes bc he’s so frustrated. he tried rly hard to be someone his parents wld care abt by doing wild or stupid things so he’d hav funny stories to tell them n tbh sometimes it works n he gets them to laugh w him but it isn’t a parent/son bond n it never rly wil b.

he’s rly sarcastic, sleeps around a bit, has an overflowing secret sketchbook n if he cares abt someone he’ll probably draw them n get rly defensive if they find out abt it fkjgdhfkj bcos he’s an Independent Boy without a sentimental bone in his body. or so he says. at heart he is jst a very Sad Boy w lots of repressed issues like depression genuinely just does NAT giv him a single break bt he plasters over this w wise cracks n never discusses his emotions ever. he’s actually p decent or at least tries to b. he’s kind of like tht bit in superbad where michael cera gets rly drunk n makes a toast to women. tries to b? a feminist bt sometimes fucks up n offends ppl n is like dam….. my bad fr :/

he has p bad insomnia so he like never sleeps fgjkhfgjkf he always has rly sleepy eyes n rubs them tiredly mid conversation. he smokes a lot of weed to try n compensate fr this n make him tired bt he still struggles a lot

ANYWAY that aside he’s at lockwood doing fine arts. he luvs painting n photography n philosophy n all tht. a pretentious fiend sometimes? maybe_so.gif. he isn’t rly pushy abt it tho n tends to like.... take nothing seriously bt at the same time acts like he is??? like he’s very deadpan in everything he does

ummMMMMmm honestly idk i’m blankin on what else to say. ull find him smoking weed reading an american classic or gnawing at his thumbnail n getting charcoal smudges on all his clothes. wandering the streets eating frm a cereal box without care in public. he’s p broody n scruffy n he’s mostly here fr a good time. o and he’s That Guy that would die fr morrissey (his vibe not personality bc i hc jude was depressed n shut himself inside all day when he actually found out what a dick he is dfjkfhg) and all that stone roses the smiths etc stuff music wise. HMU FR PLOTS!!!!!! i’m down fr anything

#radintro #depression tw #death tw #grief tw #neglect tw #trauma tw #jst implied bt never elaborated on #drugs tw #i think tht is all???

[meangirls2004]

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 13 people

tagged by @babyboyuto! thank u <3 im not gonna tag any1 tho so just look if u wanna kno some facts abt me!!! 

last

1. drink - water

2. phone call - my teacher

3. text message - the coalition gc 

4. song you listened to - goodnight n go

5. time you cried - last night when i ranted about jjong

ever

6. dated someone twice? - yeah

7. kissed someone and regretted it - nah

8. been cheated on - i dont think so lmao

9. lost someone special - yeah

10. been depressed - hhhhhhhhhh LMA O yeah

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - nooooooo

fave colours

12. maroon

13. pastel pink

14. black

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yes!!!!

16. fallen out of love - no

17. laughed until you cried - ya

18. found out someone was talking about you - i mean . not in a bad way but yeah

19. met someone who changed you - htkhgjhsjf idk i dont think so 

20. found out who your friends are - i guess ghkhk

21. kissed someone on your facebook friend list - i dont have f*cebook wtf

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - h. im gna use my insta!! i know most of my followers irl bc they were in my class a few years ago

23. do you have any pets - yes!! two dogs. one chihuahua and one jack russell 

24. do you want to change your name - i actually like my real name a lot but i’ve been thinking of changing my alias idk im indecisive 

25. what did you do for your last birthday - i have no clue omf i dont htink i did anything

26. what time did you wake up today - ...............4:25pm

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - watching flower snack from tbz

28. what is something you can’t wait for - when i love myself ugh thanks bts

30. what are you listening to right now - get well soon by ariana grande kfjghkdfhkdfj

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - yeah :/

32. something that gets on your nerves - passive aggressiveness 

33. most visited website - tumblr/youtube

34. hair color - (currently) dirty blonde

35. long or short hair - long ig

36. do you have a crush on someone - jaehyun hmu

37. what do you like about yourself - my love for art 

38. want any piercings? - yes!! i want more on my ears and a nose piercing 

39. blood type - idk lmao

40. nicknames - vin, raw (lmao dont ask), bhaiya & baby angel peach kjhkjshgsf

41. relationship status - single

42. zodiac - libra sun aries moon

43. pronouns - she/her

44. fave tv shows - queer eye/random interior design shows/ahs

45. tattoos - none 

46. right or left handed - right

47. ever had surgery - like. 4?? two of them were procedures tho 

48. piercings - my ears!

49. sport - No

50. vacation - i wanna go to italy and greece! also china

51. trainers - what. does this mean

more general

52. eating - im chewing on a straw lmao 

53. drinking - water

54. i’m about to watch - jaehyun on the law of the jungle 

55. waiting for - taeyong to take his bucket hat off

56. want - dream comeback

57. get married - hopefully one day!!!

58. career - none rn but i wanna be an entertainer or a zoologist 

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - hugs

60. lips or eyes - eyes

61. shorter or taller - taller

62. older or younger - younger but older is cool too bc theyve experienced more and they have more stories to tell

63. nice arms or stomach - hm. i hate this question a lot but i worry about my stomach more 

64. hookup or relationship - relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant - both

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - no

67. drank hard liquor - no

68. lost glasses - YEAH LMAO

69. turned someone down - yeah

70. sex on first date - n oooooooo

71. broken someone’s heart - no

72. had your heart broken - yeah but not romance related

73. been arrested - no

74. cried when someone died - yes

75. fallen for a friend - kinda not rly

do you believe in

76. yourself - kinda

77. miracles - yeah

78. love at first sight - no kjghdfkjg

79. santa claus - no :/

80. kiss on a first date - i mean yeah sure idk 

81. angels - yes!!

other

82. best friend’s name - robin

83. eye color - hazel green

84. fave movie - tangled

85. fave actor - tom holland/ian mckellen  

#challenges #vin.txt #abtme

[perillaleafs]

For the ask game: literally i'd find it super interesting if you answered all of them?? haha sorry if that's too much

aaa im yelling im on it! im love doin them ilysm!

1. describe your idea of a perfect dateuhh dinner date? or just walkin around w snacks, maybe a picnic?

2. whats your “type”fuck i have No idea like. people sre nice and if youre good at hugs and you can ground me abd give me support abd have my back… hell yeah.

3. do you want kids?no. i have a lot of grief cause i have a lot of pride in knowing languages and im just not like. able to pass that on and i really dont want them to feel alienated with having an identity as a poc, depending on who/what/how whatever happens w kids. also i just dont like babies and i dont wsnt to raise a child. hmu with puppies or kittens tho

4. if you do, will you adopt or use some other form of child birth?^^

5. describe the cutest date you’ve ever been onwent to starbucks in october last school year and we shared a hoy choc and she held my hand.

6. describe your experience having sex for the first time (were you nervous? or was it easy peasy?)im still 16 im not gna answer this one. also irl people follow me

7. are you a morning time gay or night time gay?night! time! if u see me awake at like 5 am, its cause i havent gone to bed

8. opinion on nap dates?yes love it?? nevr done one before but im want one

9. opinion on brown eyes?yes?? uhm??? underrated. also brown eyes are so nice esp when theyre like dark and they look really black and they reflect like everything

10. dog gay or cat gay?both? im an indecisive asshole

11. would you ever date someone who owned rodents or reptiles?yes?? i want a reptile when im an adult or st. i think geckos are cute n so are snakes.. rodents are good i love rats and i love lil mice and buns and god i Love animals

12. whats a turn off you look for before you start officially dating someoneat least somewhat similar in political/social thoughts like. idk i tend to not get along w people when theyre all “communism sucks and im 200% a liberal!”

13. what is a misconception you had about lgb people before you realized you were one?shit idk ive been gay since i was 11 and i have no memory

14. what is a piece of advice you would give to your younger selffuck it youre not cis. also everything isnt supposed to be that bad. looking back everything suckd and it still does! but things will gradually get better and you will feel a little better and you will mess up and there will be bad days/weeks/months. but things will turn out alright. be patient.

15. (if attracted to more than one gender) do you have different “types” for different genders?yessssss for sure!! idk how to go in depth cause i am basically a child

16. who is an ex you regret?i literally have not been jn a legit relationship, i had a secret one that i tried to keep on the dl in 7-8th grade, my parents still dont know about it :0anyways i wish i didnt do that and that i uh. avoided that. i was a gay kiddo in middle school tho. hm. mixed feelins bout this one

17. night club gay or cafe gay?cafe!! went to a gay kids night at a local night club and my anxiety was uh. comment dit on “very bad”

18. who is one person you would “go straight” forfuck everythings gay when youre not a binary person. but this boy named rowan at my school i guess. hes like high all the time but hes rlly hot. bad rep with dating though so idk.

19. video game gay, book gay, or movie gay?olive the above assholes

20. favourite gay ship (canon or not)hm. dont judge me on this one but klance from voltron is cute. also korrasami

21. favourite gay youtuberi dont watch youtubers specifically!! i stick to animal vids and music lyric videos and shit. idk.

22. have you ever unknowingly asked out a straight person?no i have anxiety

23. have you ever been in love?i dont think so?, like i have nt seriously done anything™ so how would i know.. u know? but i just dony think so.. not yet at least..

24. have you ever been heartbroken?tbh? yeah recently i was mega crushing on a boy i was friends w and i was ready to go but i found out he had a girlfriend so :/ its ok. in hindsight if i did ask him out, i doubt anythhing good wouldve happened

25. how do you determine if you want to be them or be with someonemake lists. also talkin it out and thinkin bout it for a long time and seeing how you feel about similat people that you have Definite feeling about ie. i figured out i wanted 2 be the boy i mentioned above cause basically i was jealous his voice dropped and mine cant rn cause im not doin hrt stuff yet :/

26. favourite lgb musician/bandjanelle monae is my wife

27. what is a piece of advice you have for young / baby gaysbe patient. like theeres this feeling of euphoria when u figure out like “o thats me! i am (whatever u identify as)” and its great! but know thats not forever and know yhat things change a lot and things will just kinda.. sink in. just be patient and go with whatever happens yknow. like chill. relax. have a nice time

28. are you out? if so how did you come outyeah! i uhhh have been out 2 school people thru social media and whatnot and just.. having a gay aura in general. but i gave my parents a letter to read

29. what is the most uncomfortable / strange coming out experience you have my art teacher was like.. “……. so u use they/them pronouns right………..” and all i said was “ya” and that was it

30. what is a piece of advice for people who may not be in a safe place to express their sexualityfuck. tbh i dont know cause i got really lucky with parents/school/having support. but know its temporary. things will be better. just hold on

#asks #txt #bless u anon ilysm!??? 💛💛💛

[sosjimin]

To the ones attending Wings Tour Concert, here are some tips/tricks/advice

I asked you guys this morning regarding going to concerts, especially going to the pit+bangtan concert and i got some really nice asks/replies of you guys, mostly advice on what to take for the actual concert, eat/drinking before the concert, how to dress (comfy clothes always) and also some really cool concert stories from some of you, so i hope this is somewhat helpful for you and also informative! Thanks a lot for everyone that helped! And btw, i’m going to Wings Tour in Brazil, March 20.

@kaep--jjang said: I went to trb ep II in 2015 and jimin ruined my life #adviceforbtsconcert careful if he stares at you and smiles back at you (i cant tell the full story cause character limit 😭 )

LMFAO, i’m pretty sure that if he startes at me i’ll melt and i won’t be able to focus on the actual thing, and if he smiles at me it’s 100% sure i’ll pass out, but i’d love to hear the story feel free to tell me whenever u want to <3

@thekookiest said: bianca: tenta usar roupas comfortáveis, dependendo do setor que você estiver, você vai querer ficar à vontade. se hidrate: água, frutas, barra de cereais ajudam muito nessa hora, mas tenta consumir tudo na fila já que você não vai poder entrar com comida no citibank. procura também fazer amizades com armys por lá também, isso diminui a tensão. caso for levar cartazes: não levante muitas vezes pra não atrapalhar a visão de outras pessoas. e o mais importante: divirta-se!! <33

muito obrigada por tudo! eu to indo na pista normal (pretendo arranjar um esquema e ir ate a premium lmao) mas obrigada por todas as dicas, vou procurar consumir tudo antes de entrar, e levar bastante agua, com relação as amizades eu ja vou estar indo com umas amigas pro show, mas chegando la é bem provavel que eu faça mais umas amigas ahahaha, e com relação a cartazes é provavel que eu va participar de algum projeto então talvez eu leve um cartaz sim, mas vou procurar atrapalhar o minimo a galera, vou levar camera tambem a t4f liberou semi profissional pro show, então é uma preocupação a mais mas ao mesmo tempo vou tirar umas fotos legais, obrigada novamente, vou me divertir muito!! <33

@ungiis : your gonna have so much fun love

thanks a lot love <3

@sonamjoon : it’d be too long to send it in the askbox so i thought i’d reblog it and write it herefirst of all, have fun!! don’t let small details turn this wonderful experience into a bad one. idk if you’ve had concerts experience before but what you can do in general is to prepare yourself to be pushed, accidentally hit and just be ready to be standing up for a really long time. also don’t forget to bring some water and minimum stuff as possible, a small bag that can be fixed onto your hips is the best...

thanks a lot!! i’ll have a blast <3 oh yes, i’ll be far from home on the concert day so i’ll bring food, a small bag, my camera (which is allowed, thank god, semi professional tho) and lots of water!!! and i’m going already prepared, knowing that, since i’ll be in the pit, i’ll be pushed and hit, and i’ll wear comfy shoes so this doesn’t become a hurtful experience considering the time i’ll spend standing, so thank you again for the tips <3

@stilinskibilinski : try not to take too many videos and just enjoy the show! oh and don't drink too much water/liquid lol, have fun!

oh, cameras are allowed, but i’ll try to enjoy it a lot (my concert motto tbh, don’t take too many pics and enjoy it the best way possible) instead of only taking pics/videos, lmfao i’ll try to not drink too much water (alth othe weather here is hot) and i’ll have loads of fun, thank you <3

@youngforevers : wear comfortable shoes!!

ohhh that’s an important one, considering i’ll be in the pit the entire concert, i’ll make sure to wear comfy shoes, thanks a lot!! <3

@wang-j : ive only ever been to one concert in my life but i made the rookie mistake of not eating/drinking before i went and i had to be pulled out of the pit by the guards bc i passed out lmaoooo. Just remember to have something to eat and drink before going!

oh my god i’m so sorry this happened to you?? damn, that must’ve been a stressful experience, i just hope you at least enjoyed the concert a bit before passing out like this :( but thanks a lot for such a great advice, eating and drinking before going is important so you don’t pass out, so i’ll keep that in mind, thanks for sharing <3

@leeskyung : Se mantenha bem hidratada e coma antes de entrar, pq o empurra empurra na frente faz muita galera passar mal por já estarem fracas e desidratadas. Roupa/sapato confortável e bolsa pequena só com o necessário (capa de chuva ou guarda-chuva pq deve chover na fila). E saiba seu limite e se lá na frente ficar muito apertado, vai um pouco pra trás pq passar mal e perder o show não compensa. Bom show! 😘

Bastante água, to levando, e uns snacks pra comer antes tambem, e tu ta certa, o empurra empurra faz a galera passar mal, então tem que ficar esperta. Roupas confortaveis sim, a bolsa vou tentar levar uma pequena com o necessario, mas to levando a camera pro dia do show tambem, que a T4F liberou camera semi profissional, então vou levar ela na bolsa. Mas vou ficar esperta pra não passar mal nem nada e aproveitar o máximo, muito obrigada!!! <3

@firebts : really try to focus on every member and don't take to many pics and vids!!!! take a few ofc but yea def don't just ONLY focus on ur bias i did that at kcon last summer and i missed a lot of what was going on during cypher part 3 when i was watching jimin. also something to b aware of since ur in the pit is that fansites often bring stools to stand on in the pit (i saw this at kcon) if u have flats/comfy shoes with a platform i recommend those for additional height.

Ahhhh that’s such a great advice, i’ll make sure to focus on all of them, i guess only focusing on your bias is not good at all, like u mentioned, u gna lose a lot of whats happening in the concert if u do that, so that’s great advice <3 And, the shoes i’m going to the concert with, are those sneakers, that are super comfy! They are nike ones, so i guess im safe, and they have a lil platform too so that will def help for additional height, altho im a giraffe lmfao. But thank you <3

@cloudjimin said: Heey! I wanted to give you some tips for the concert :) I was at Kcon last year and I was in the pit as well. First of all if you really want a good spot you need to get in line early. Like REALLY EARLY. At Kcon me and my friend lined up at 3 am and the concert was at 8pm. So we were in line for a really long time. We rented an apartment for 2 nights which was 15 minutes away from where the arena was so we were always able take turns to go to the toilet and eat in between. [cont.] For a BTS concert I would line up even earlier but that's up to you really. Definitely don't forget to pack some food and pillows and maybe blankets depending on the weather. Don't bring too much though because once you're in the arena you won't have time to bring anything to a cloak room or something. So take a backpack with you that you can maybe carry during the concert. Make sure all of your batteries are charged and bring a power bank!! [cont.] COMFY SHOES!!! Your legs will hurt like hell after the concert so comfortable shoes will help. And also wear light clothing so you don't overheat. Only if you're okay with that ofc. I wore shorts and a tank top. BEFORE entering the arena you should definitely try to go to a bathroom. And lastly ofc be respectful and DO NOT PUSH! I hope this helps :)

Thanks a lot for everything u wrote and for sharing your concert experiences with me!!! I’ll make sure to line as early as possible, considering i have a lecture on the concert day (so i gotta rush to the concert place) i might be able to get there fast n safe to line early! The weather from what i’ve heard will be probably something like, it’ll rain but the weather is still hot, it’s kinda confusing but yeah!!! I’m taking a backpack with me with the necessary stuff, water, snacks, my camera, and a jacket too in case it gets cold, i’ll wear comfy shoes too, light clothing ALWAYS, i don’t wanna die from the heat sobs, i’ll take 2 power banks with me too!! I’ll wear ripped jeans i guess and a loose tshirt!! And yes i’ll be respectful and i won’t push anybody, it did helped a lot thanks for all the info, advice and tips!!! <3

#warning of really long post lmfao #THANKS EVERYONE THAT WAS SUPER HELPFUL!!!! #long post #p

[00pbz]

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so ive been , trying to Really get fit n lose weight for a hot minute now (m one week away from hitting the 30 day mark) n that whole new routine has included doing the 30day abs challenge by blogilates, doing 200 crunches every day, doing a sep workout every day/every other day, and changing my eating habits (eating healthier and only eating for certain pds of the day - ie only having dinner/mb dessert during a 1hr time period) and im . hngh

i think its frustrating for me bc uHHH

1. i went home last weekend and couldnt fast then ,, plus i jus overate a Lot and gained a lot of the weight i think i lost

2. now tht im back at my dorm theres no scale here for me to weigh myself so its rlly hard to tell if im still making any progress.... plus i didnt measure myself bc im a Fool and dont know how to do it properly by myself ,? n even if i did id be scared to check my measurements bc ik even if the numbers it get smaller it wouldnt feel like enough

3. i didnt even have too many unhealthy habits before?? like i wasnt super active but i still went to the gym p frequently..... also i never drank soda ,? and i wld have like juice or a sbux frappe once/twice a month.. n i dont drink coffee either...... i wld snack sometimes but not too often?? so it just . feels like its hard for me to make major changes bc i didnt do these rlly extreme things to begin with

am overall jus very tired n frustrated... its hard to tell if m making any progress bc i cant tell 2 much from pics ,?? that on top of the fact tht im constantly checking in the mirror makes me a lil discouraged,,,,

like tbf i have one pair of jeans tht r normally v cozy n snug but lately theyve been a teensy bit looser,? but it cld also jus b me imagining it :(

theres another pair of pants i have tht r normally Very Tight and i havent worn them for awhile? (i think i stopped wearing them a bit after i started All Of This) so m gna try them on again this upcoming weekend when i hit the 30day mark... m very nervous for how itll go tho :// ngnrgh

like m just Very Much not happy in my body so :( hdkjfk m trying to start doing more weight/strength stuff too bc apparently thtll also help me lose weight but ??? hrgh idk m jus very nervous for the end of the sem (in a month.... oh shit) when i go back home 2 weigh myself n itll b like a moment of truth....... oop

oh this was . very long i rlly hope no one read all of this djkd its all completely incoherent nonsense.....

#delete later #ignore djkdjdk #uhhh i talk abt eating n dieting n body img n . yeah so def dont click if those r bad topics for u #i mean . also jus dont click in gen bc this is Negative n Sad djkdjk