#glimpses into my life include: waxing philosophical for no reason whatsoever and sounding fucking nuts

[vivgen]

man shout out to me who made this shitty one lined comment in the replies of a post and kinda paused, looking at it for a sec

and then I said into the open air at absolutely no one, "do I use social media like my old man uses facebook? yes. does that really matter? no. cringe culture is dead, and separating yourself from your parents is a useless concept anyway because humans are all connected to each other in a transcendental way." (as close to an exact quote as I can remember even though I might word it differently trying to make the point written out)

and I kinda sat here,, half expecting a reply,,

and I realized I was quite alone and felt really silly lmao

#viv.txt #glimpses into my life include: waxing philosophical for no reason whatsoever and sounding fucking nuts #anyway reason I felt impelled to say that out loud was cause my brain was like #'yk if this was a facebook post and you were 50 and replying w/ this in the comments of it #it would read the Exact same' #and I kinda thought about it for a moment #and I was like 'huh. I guess you're right' #but then I thought #'well wait a minute what's wrong with that!! I meant my silly reply and I don't regret posting it #so it doesn't matter that my social mannerisms potentially mirror people older than me!!' #like I found it pertinent to drive the point home to myself that it's nothing to be embarrassed about #human connection is natural and we spend too long being ashamed of what makes us who we are #I'm not about to be embarrassed about smth natural like that!! and no one can make me!! #if you refuse to be ashamed of something even to yourself then it has no power over you #and no one else can utilize it against you to make you ashamed either!! #therefore if I sound like an old man then tough!! I was raised by one so what are u gonna do about it!!