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#girls what do u find attractive about boys and vice versa
p1utofairy · 6 months
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PAC: “i get so weak in the knees, i can hardly speak. i lose all control and something takes over me…” 💌⏳🦢🍸
• how does your crush currently feel about you?
disclaimer ✩: 18+ mature themes. here's something to kick off fall 🍂 take what resonates, leave what doesn’t. enjoy!
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pile 1 📩 —
heyyy pile 1! let's jump right into your reading 🤗 i'm already hearing that you think about your crush A LOT like you can't get them off your mind even if you tried and they feel the exact same way. you two mirror each other so if you feel intensely about them, they're also feeling intensely about you even if they don't convey that outwardly (i.e. their facial expressions/body language) i feel like they’re not used to having a huge crush on someone, it usually just kinda…happens for them??? like they don't usually have to put a lot of work in to make someone fall for them (bc i'm visually seeing that they're pretty damn attractive) but that's not gonna cut it with you — they just can't get by on their looks. you're big on taking your time to get to know someone and building up that level of trust and respect. you carry yourself very well pile 1 and that's really what made them do a double take when they first saw you. you're 1 of 1 — they've never seen anyone like you before. i'm hearing that some of you may look exotic or people tell you that you resemble a specific celebrity a lot? idk but just know you get the blood rushing through their veins lol they can't help but feel excited when they're around you, yet they barely know you which is the crazy part. they feel like they know you but they don't…and that's what so intriguing to them. stranger by jhené aiko is coming to mind, “i know ya face, i know ya name but i don't know you? isn't that crazy? isn't that crazy?” you may judge them at first and already think the worst like “oh i bet they’re a player!” but don’t jump to conclusions! give it a chance. they may actually surprise you and treat you like royalty, cause i feel a lot of adoration coming from their end…even though they know little to nothing about you. i want you around by snoh aalegra is playing in my head, “it's somethin' 'bout the way you stare into my eyes. i know that i don't make things clear. i fall for you every time i try to resist you.” they’re gonna fall hard for you pile 1. they’re definitely going to want to get serious and make this official which will shock you both, because of how fast things will just come together naturally. AHHH I LOVE IT.
other channeled messages:
whoa by snoh aalegra, kiss me thru the phone by soulja boy ft. sammie, tattoos, glasses, scorpio placements/scorpio moon, wifey, bright smile, almond shaped eyes, petite figure, girl of my dreams, kissin’ on my tattoos by august alsina, u are my high by dj snake & future, prominent air sign placements
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pile 2 ⚖️ —
hiiiii pile 2 💓 right away i’m hearing that your crush feels like you’re unattainable? you might be really popular or a naturally social person that everyone clings to, and they find this a bit intimidating. they don’t know how to approach you – they've been trying to figure out how to get your attention but little do they know that they already have it. y'all might have a dynamic like summer and seth from ‘the O.C.’ and/or stiles and lydia from ‘teen wolf’ aw when they find out you like them back it'll most likely catch them off guard like “who?! ME?!” lol they’re so cute. you’re very dreamy to them, they'll damn near start drooling when you’re in close proximity to them…i’m also hearing that they love the way you dress. you show just enough to let their imagination wander lol idk if they wanted me to say that cause i can see their cheeks getting red and them getting all flustered 🤣 let me just say that they respect you so much! they’ll feel so lucky to finally get to know you on a personal level because they’ve been inquiring about you for awhile now. you’ll be everything that they dreamed of plus more & vice versa. there’s definitely a best friend dynamic at the root of this connection, you both will be able to be yourselves unapologetically when you're together. i feel sooo much warmth and comfort. idk why belly and jeremiah from ‘the summer i turned pretty’ just popped up in my head lol but yeah they will love holding you gently and staring into your eyes longingly 😩 SO ADORBS.
other channeled messages:
the cool girl & the gamer boy, no idea by don toliver, just talk to her dude, victor from corpse bride, timothée chalamet, bilingual, hit different by sza ft. ty dolla $ign, my forever boy, good days by sza, skateboarding
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pile 3 ⚓️ —
pile 333 💫 what's up!!! i channeled a song for y'all already, come over by aaliyah is coming in strongly. “i know you're asleep but you're on my mind and i'm wide awake and i wanna stop by.” ooo there’s a very sensual vibe between you and your crush, a lot of sexual attraction and tension i'm picking up. you two would make a great looking couple — a lot of people will be looking at you two when you're interacting with each other. it's like “can those two get a room already and just fuck” LMAOOO some will be hating but others will just be admiring like damn i wish i had that. i feel like your crush makes you act really shy lol you try to muster up the courage to look them in the eye and be bold but you fold every time lol i’m hearing them say “don’t be shy baby” 😩 your crush knows what they're doingggggg omg they just love to tease you. a couple that's coming to mind is joey and pacey from ‘dawson's creek’ you may not have paid them much mind initially but one day something clicked and you were like damn…i really like them. it might take a little minute for y'all to officially get together but once you two do…WHEW. i told y'all the sexual tension is through the roof — i’m hearing this is that 90’s r&b type of love. a lot of slow burn and building up to the real thing. they think so much about what it'll be like to finally be able to hold you, kiss you and treat you properly. you evoke a lot of inspiration, motivation and passion in them pile 3 <3
other channeled messages:
halfcrazy by musiq soulchild, take a picture it'll last longer, lavender haze by taylor swift, muse by partynexydoor, capricorn placements/capricorn venus, you're like my own personal brand of heroin - edward cullen (lol)
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byler-forever-7 · 2 years
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So... I've been thinking for a while if I should be doing this because I know some people will not agree with me and I don't want to start a fight or to upset someone so... If ur reading this, I'm going to talk about why I think Mike being gay is better for the bisexual community than being bisexual. If your not comfortable with this, U can skip it. ITS FINE!
I know it sounds weird, but, if we think about it, the problems against bisexual people nowadays (without mentioning the homophobia bcs ofc it is) are practically led to being """"in the middle of it all""""":
— Ur not Straight but ur not gay, so, when for example a bisexual girl starts dating with a guy, people usually tend to erase bisexuality and think she is straight and vice versa, but, does it sounds familiar to you?
Mike has dated a girl, and therefore a lot of people think he can't be gay. They are ignoring the fact that dating someone doesn't define ur sexuality, neither for your hole life, and if Mike was cannonly gay, he would not only be representing gay people with interiorized homophobia who dates a person to avoid the truth, but the fact that dating someone doesn't (again) define ur sexuality, which is something bisexual people do struggle with.
— Another important argument is heteronormativity.
This is a bit of a story but, I have two bisexual friends (we're three LMAO), one is a girl, and the other one is a guy. One day my girl friend heard someone thought my friend and her were dating because they skipped together a random class. Still she and I have done it before and no one really thought that, that's how heteronormativity affects bisexual people too.
Showing how Mike struggled with the expectations of being straight is really healthy for bisexual and, presenting a character that explored his sexuality ON a heteronormative society is actually healing me, because, in my case, even if I'm bisexual and I know it, heteronormativity shows up doing things to me like not getting used to say I could have a bf or gf or x and stuff like that. Due to homophobia and bifobia I get surprised when someone ask me if I like someone, mentioning the all genders (I love how my mom unexpectedly get used to it).
Those are a few problems I've struggled with for being bisexual in a heteronormative society.
And I actually could do a hole post about why I think seeing Mike as bi or straight is actually due to the heteronorm but, I think it would be better if you read analysis on Tumblr, because I wouldn't say anything that hasn't been pointed out yet.
Still I wanted to tell you the most important ones for me.
The only explanation for Mike hating so much Max in S2 and 3 are just that he's gay, I'm not going to elaborate, again, people has pointed this out. In S1 every party member doesn't like Eleven and aren't interested in her at all, meanwhile, in S2 everyone seems (to Mike)to be interested in Max but him. (Still so funny). In S3 he even says Max is conspiring against him, like?? For what?? For letting her know she can dress however she wants to and not only be with u??
The more Eleven finds herself and defines as a person and explore her feminine gender, the more Mike looses interest in her.
He hasn't been attracted to any other girl than El.
He hasn't reacted to any kind of girl or girl related stuff (like the sauna vs the lingerie scenes or the Daphne game)
Any of those were mine.
I wanted to tell you this because If we want to end this real bisexual's problem (heteronormativity) we shouldn't US be doing the exact same thing people do to homosexuals. So, in my opinion, it is kind of homophobic to see Mike as a bisexual boy, because, it is due to heteronorm statements (still I'm NOT BLAMING anyone because we need to understand that we are ALL homophobic, mysoginist, racist, capacists... It's all been learned and I don't want you to feel like you are doing sth wrong or it is your fault🥺).
With that being said that's my two arguments. Heteronormativity and how it affects LGBT+ community, and defining someone's sexuality based in who are they dating are common problems that Mike's gay ass fights :).
Again this is MY opinion, don't take it seriously because Mike is not canonly anything yet. The hints nowadays points to him being gay, but that does not mean that's what the he is because it is all a headcanon. I still insist I don't want people to get uncomfortable or feeling bad for wishing a character to be bi to have that representation because the important thing is that we all are a community that wants to have fun and watch our little Will be angsty but happy at the same time (yass)
11/06/2022
(the date is bcs u'll never know when will you change ur opinion, specially in this topics where everyday I keep learning).
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i dunno, a grey bathrobe with a mouse face on the hood seems pretty fitting for a vampire. mine is bright pink tho and when i say bright i mean it's neon pink. my family hates it, literally anyone who sees it hates it. it's my favourite thing. the best buy i've ever made
your teacher is wild. they have run out of fucks to give. oh a ten year old is asking me for a frying pan? seems reasonable, let me go get one
oh and definitely. me and a knife? nope, would not recommend, -5000/10. it's why i don't cook. i mostly just bake stuff, because that usually doesn't involve cutting things up. i stopped counting all the times i had an accident with a knife, because i couldn't keep count. it's just that every goddamn time i take a knife in my hands i either cut myself or break the knife. sometimes both. i have however somehow magically avoided needing to go to the hospital every single time, so i'm not sure whether to call myself lucky or unlucky. (i'm still leaning towards the unlucky, because this sucks)
they told you about different sexualities in health class? that's so cool! i wish they did that here. i bet it would help a lot of people! also you were definitely very oblivious about your crush! but i can't say anything because me too. even now that i know i'm panromantic i still spent months thinking that those are most definitely platonic feelings i'm feeling for this girl. butterflies in my stomach? being just so goddamn happy when i'm around her? wanting to hold her hand? those are friend feelings right? (also she sometimes sends me nudes and i constantly mess up while trying to react like a normal person to them. one time i just replied asking whether she bought new shower curtains and then spent the next couple of minutes banging my head against the wall because even my asexual ass realised that that was probably the wrong thing to say)
anyways...
well, it's definitely different this year, celebrating christmas, but it's still fun, christmas eve went well and i'm pretty excited for christmas breakfast tomorrow, because it's always my favorite part! so yeah! thank you, that was very nice! ❤️
excellent, if halloween was a thing here i’d take that into account and add it to my vampire costume. halloween is not a thing here though so i guess i’ll just wear it down to the shops with some vamp teeth idk. also that sounds incredible. i love obnoxiously bright things. if it hurts people’s eyes then i’m doing something right. i am going against the masses and saying i love it.
i know right? he was from Germany, I think, and possibly quite new to the country and the nz education system (or at least, we...didn’t really learn anything that year...he just kind of let us play on the computers a lot...it must’ve been his first year teaching) so maybe he just figured that was chill in nz schools. a fair enough assumption considering the chaos of children.
oh geez. that does not sound good. at least you haven’t had to go to hospital yet though, that’s a plus. but it does sound awfully unlucky. it seems that whenever i come near a knife i find a cut on me afterwards. not like, a big cut. not even a cut that bleeds, normally. but just like the tiniest shallow cut ever. I have no idea how I manage it each time. it’s not b a d exactly it’s just alarming that i never notice it at the time. I also get a bit of double vision sometimes and I’ve noticed that when I’m trying to cut something precisely like vegetables I’ll struggle to see exactly where the knife is and well...I just go very slow and keep my fingers far away. I don’t trust my eyesight one bit. very impressive that you manage to break the KNIFE though, I’ve never done that. Bent many spoons real bad in my time tryna get ice cream but no knife deconstruction here. 
oh yeah! they did. I figured it was just a normal thing to teach in nz high schools and I was like wow. sure is great here! uhhh turns out no. Once I hit uni and took a gender and sexuality class and spoke with my classmates, it turned out that very very VERY few of them ever had that kind of thing brought up in health class. Hell, some of them were like we basically got taught abstinence (although they mostly then pointed to the religious nature of their schools, I guess that’s a trend). I was a little shocked some schools skipped sex ed that bad. Then earlier this year I did some research into the nz health curriculum for a presentation for an english class and like. it’s IN the curriculum. if you dig deep enough for this info. It’s just that what’s in the curriculum isn’t exactly compulsory. Which is a problem. Because then it only gets taught if the teacher decides to. For example, my younger sister (by roughly 3 years) attended the same high school as me but she never got any discussion of sexualities or gender identities or whatever in health class. It comes down to the teacher and I hate that so much. it SHOULD be taught to everyone, everywhere, it sure did help me. ANYWAY. i’ve already gone on this rant many times I will stop here
I’m glad it’s not just me in this boat haha. platonic...romantic...i mean who really knows the difference until it’s been 6 months and actually, now that you think about it, maybe there’s something funny going on here. o h n o. what lovely shower curtains! where’d you get them? oh n o. i feel like i’ve been sent a nude once before by a straight friend (who was a girl) who did not know I was queer and I was. how do straight people respond to this. respectfully i am looking only at your face so i don’t make you uncomfortable is actually not what i should be doing here, clearly. you...sure do have a body...good job! that’s...some good looking flesh! i- thank god this has never happened again. i would not be any better. 
I’m glad you still had fun and I hope the breakfast ended up going well! A Christmas breakfast sounds interesting. I feel that’s a whole different area of foods to make something nice out of, I’m so used to special lunches and literally nothing else, breakfast foods seem fun.
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arianajbb · 3 years
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FIC RECS - 1
💕 Clueless by @justsomebucky 
Movie AU. Inspired by Clueless - A high society boy and a do-gooder-type girl find love.
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💕 as you wish, ma’am by @aescapisms
SOCIAL MEDIA AU || Bucky Barnes fucks up and sends you the wrong presentation file.
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💕 A Lesson In Love by @buckyywiththegoodhair 
(College!AU) In which you’re assigned to write a story about romance, a subject you know nothing about, and Bucky, a hopeless romantic, offers you his assistance.
. 💕 The End Of The War by @redgillan 
Everyone knows you and Steve can’t stand each other, but after he runs into you after one of his fights, he starts to see you in a different light.
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💕 Babies! Assemble by @honeyloverogers 
On a mission involving time travel, as if they haven’t learned at all that it’s dangerous, the Avengers get turned into babies. Including your boyfriend.
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💕 Have You Any Wool by @threeminutesoflife 
Dinner with Ransom doesn’t go as planned.
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💕 Peaches and Plums by @cptnbvcks 
After escaping hydra, Bucky finds a pretty peach vendor to work out his troubled mind with.
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💕 Stitches by @revengingbarnes 
You’re just a clueless new medical student. You’re not equipped to deal with charming, witty, handsome doctors. Especially not ones with pretty blue eyes that make you weak in the knees.
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💕 Saturdays by @sunmoonandbucky 
Bucky Barnes has a new routine.
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💕 Love Made Me Crazy by @sinner-as-saint 
It was all strategic; a plan meticulously constructed by you and your business partner; against James Buchanan Barnes. Not to take him down, no. But just to surpass him in the business world by uncovering his secrets; to learn his ways and hope to be better than him in every way possible. The façade you put up – of being close to him and earning his trust was supposed to be short-lived, most importantly; harmless. But then as always, things got a tad bit more complex when feelings intervened…
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💕  To Be So Lonely by @wlntrsldler 
When Bucky and Y/N signed up for this online pen pal system, they never expected to grow attached to the other person behind the screen. In the pen pal system, they can only unlock the other person’s messages on the 25th of each month. They can write and send off their response as soon as they want but the other person is not able to see it until the 25th.
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💕 eye candy by @angelwidow 
Being Tony Stark’s receptionist was hard. Working alongside the most gorgeous salesman you’d ever seen was even harder. Actually talking to said salesman? Well, that was just insane.
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💕  Strange Times by @beccaanne814 
You have a certain type - smart, charming, and handsome as sin. For years you’ve been in love with the only man you thought possessed all of those traits, but a chance encounter with a Strange individual sends you and a certain ex-assassin on a journey of self-discovery. As you try to find a way back home, will you also be able to uncover the perfect man hidden beneath layers of guilt and self-loathing.
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💕 Stuck Wit U by @slyyywriting 
You and Bucky don’t get along. Your fights have become too destructive so Tony and Steve decide that enough is enough.
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💕 Take Me Higher by @buckychrist 
Who knew that the way into the big broody super soldier’s heart was through his unmet need for a good cuddle?
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💕 x by @mcfreakin-bitch
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💕 x by @thejamesoldier 
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💕 Betrayal by @midnightsunfae 
Bucky catches you flirting with someone at a party and he doesn’t take to it very well.
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💕 two paper airplanes flying by @feliciahardyn 
ransom drysdale will always find you, no matter where you are. always.
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💕 Dear Lover by @feliciahardyn 
you dance with bucky barnes in the obscurity of your room as you recalled the first time you met and how three years later you ended up tangled in each other’s arms. (based on the song “lover” by taylor swift)
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💕 Make You Love Me by @slyyywriting 
You flirt with Bucky every single chance you get.
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💕 The unseen one by @extremelyblackandwhite 
The God of the Underworld falls in love with a mortal.
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💕  Hellfire by @chamomilebottom 
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💕 Promised by @cherienymphe 
when you start waking up with bruises you can’t explain, your nightmares turn into a reality.
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💕  Everything by @trillian-anders 
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💕 tell me you own me by @darthstyles 
mean daddy harry comes out to play
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💕 The Chef’s Strike by @bucky-smiles 
A contract went unfulfilled…
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💕  Bittersweet Temptations by @revengingbarnes 
Y/N Y/L/N loves coffee, always has, which is why she spent all her adult years creating the perfect coffee shop. Cutesy, homey and cozy, it’s the job of her dreams. So what if business has been a little slow lately? It’s her happy place, it would always be. But that was all until the flirty, witty and obnoxious Bucky Barnes opened up a rival coffee shop two blocks down the street. Business and profit are all Bucky cares about. He’s the exact opposite of everything Y/N stands for, and naturally, she can’t stand him. But what happens when Y/N is running the risk of losing her beloved shop and Bucky’s the only one lending her a helping hand?
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💕 The Neighbor by @staymay5 
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💕 came in close by @buckyskorpion 
what could possibly go wrong with a couple of good-natured pranks between sworn enemies?
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💕 (1) New Message by @yikeswtfmate 
One night Wanda and Nat dare Y/N to text her hottest ex. She complies, only to realise it’s not her ex she’s texting and this might be the most attractive man she’s actually laid eyes on.
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💕 Eye For An Eye by @sinner-as-saint 
Battered and bruising, Y/N is out to seek sweet revenge from a man, James Buchanan Barnes, who tore her family apart 10 years ago. Y/N’s plan was simple; infiltrate his life, mess with his head, toy with his heart and leave him broken. Headstrong, she will stop at nothing, not even when it comes down to her being the villain in her own story…
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💕 Under Oath by @ugh-supersoldiers 
The people called for justice, the state answered. The trial of State v. Barnes is set to begin, and the odds are most certainly not in favor of the not so beloved ex Winter Soldier. That’s where you come in, the quick, smart, and all too brave lawyer set on defending and saving one Bucky Barnes from legal prosecution. The only problem? He’s not so sure he’s worth saving at all.
. 💕 Hate To Love You by @revengingbarnes 
While on her death bed, Y/N’s mother has just one wish; her daughter to be married and settled in her life. It’s something her mother has never stopped pestering her about. But up until now, Y/N had managed to not give into her family’s traditions of arranged marriage. And she might have continued to do so if weren’t her mother’s last desire. Unable to refuse her mother’s desperate plea, Y/N agrees to meet the man her parents have chosen for her. There’s just one tiny problem. Her soon-to-be husband is her ex. More tragically, he’s the one ex she never managed to get over.
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💕 Everything by @hootyhoobuckaroo
. 💕 late night devils by @whistlingwillows 
Bucky gets revenge on his ex with you, the girl he never got over no matter how much he thought he did.
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💕 Safe with Me by @bitsandbobsandstuff 
When an unknown threat enters your life, protection is offered at the highest level. As Bucky Barnes comes into your life, the game changes, and you realise falling for the man tasked with keeping you safe is the last thing you expected.    
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💕 Wildest Dreams by @hopesbarnes 
Everyone said he was a bad guy, that he broke hearts. But maybe they were wrong about him.
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💕 Things Bucky says during sex. by @steveodinsonbarnes 
💕 charming by @venusbarnes 
in which you’re a girl in need of protection, and Bucky’s the perfect man for the job.
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💕 one stroke and you’ve consumed my waking days by @buckthegrump 
Bucky has a pen pal.
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💕 Just One Kiss by @sarahwroteathing 
Bucky Barnes has been chasing after you since he was ten years old, but you’re determined not to give in. How long can you hold out when all he’s asking for is just one kiss? (40′s happy ending AU)
💕 Come Over by @moonstruckbucky 
You’re new to New York City. Fresh out of post-grad and wanting a change of pace, and this change comes in more ways than one.
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💕 Even In The Darkest Times by @justauthoring 
Bucky x reader where they were together in the forties and when Steve goes back, he sends her into the future so she can be with Bucky while he stays in the past with Peggy.
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💕 Hearts Don’t Lie by @daenyara 
when y/n and her family have to leave Europe to escape the war, finding love in New York is the last thing she expects (and the last thing that interests her). Much to her annoyance, her parents set her up with the one person in all Brooklyn she cannot stand: the charming James Barnes, who’s decided to show her he’s not as bad as she thinks.
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💕 A Bid on Bucky by @samingtonwilson 
You spend thousands of dollars at a bachelor auction for Bucky when you could’ve had him for free this entire time.
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💕 Helpless For You by @sgtjbuccky 
A blind date has lead you and Bucky to the fourth date. Each one proving that you’ve got it bad more than prior and it doesn’t quite matter what will happen - you will keep on falling for that handsome devil and you don’t even mind.
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💕 Lavender by @wkemeup 
Not every nightmare is the same and Bucky doesn’t always wake up as the man you know.
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💕 Fixed by @drawlfoy 
draco has a teasing relationship with the reader–they playfully argue and go back and forth but never acknowledge the fact that there may be something more. draco notices her pulling back and becoming more reserved. he follows her out of the dining hall one day to find her having a breakdown over a dark secret.
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💕 Anytime by @notimetoblog
Bucky is still cautious when it comes to touching people & vice versa. one day after a mission, the avengers are in the quinjet on their way home, Bucky sat down beside the reader & accidentally falling asleep on her & snuggling her. she doesn’t make it a big deal but all the other members are surprised. just fluff involving soft Bucky.
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vinylhazza · 3 years
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ok so we all know that gray rushes/is eager about his relationships, but this time, what if the reader asks him to slow down or something? like she’s just getting started with her degree and she wants to slow down a bit, not rush into things, and eth agrees and gray is finally happy? also sorry if u aren’t taking concepts or requests lol
i feel like...low key....he needs this irl lol
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this man doesn’t even have the phrase slow down in his vocabulary so when you say those words, the look of confusion that crossed over his face was to be expected. you knew you would have to spell it out for him, at least slightly. he gets in over his head with every relationship and wonders why they somehow fall apart so soon. some girls fall into that spell: the attractive guy wants me so it must be something real and true and they fall before they ever really form a strong bond, sliding to third base a time or two and tricking themselves into thinking it’s deeper than surface level lust. 
but you, you are not the ‘kick it into high gear’ type of gal and you thought you made that pretty obvious from the start. grayson gets attached easily, we all know that. you take your days one at a time, scope out the pros and cons of every situation. and you know, yeah it might be a trauma response from the countless times people have fucked you over and made you out to be a fool from a very young age, but that same mindset has helped you dodge many bullets over the years.
his first initial infatuation—it’s no different with you, but you are how do you say—hyper aware of his intentions and motives. you’ve been screwed over, toyed with, used your fair share of times and the world be damned to hell if some buff fluffy brown haired boy with amber eyes and a smile that oozes light and happiness comes in treating you like you’re this...lost treasure and you just believe him. believe all of the pretty words, take his hand and follow him into the dark, blindly let yourself love someone again not be sure of what they expect out of the relationship. and damn you if you let him swoop in and carry you off like a princess from a tall tower. like he’s this knight in shining armor. you won’t be fooled by the cloud of attraction and get yourself in too deep before you’re completely on the same page with one another. and first things first; you aren’t someone that needs to be saved, and neither is he.
you understand the puppy love stage of relationships. it’s bound to happen: the subtle obsession with your partner, that new light fuzzy feeling you get thinking about them, thinking of what they might be doing when they’re not with you, if they are thinking about you too, listening to all the sappy love songs and suddenly all you can think about is the color of their eyes after they’ve laughed real hard, the dip in their brow when they are thinking for a long time, the electric feeling that zaps your skin when they touch you, the way their voice lowers two octaves when they lean over and whisper something sweet in your ear, it’s all there for grayson. you know you’re falling in deep, and maybe that’s what scares you. maybe it’s the way you are so willing to trust him early on that leads you to the conversation of slowing things down. for the protection of the both of you, it’s not one sided.
not only had grayson made you feel secure in the very beginning of the sudden relation you had started, but he kept consistent with his actions and words. something that was unusual and strange after dealing with men that never really grew up beyond 16. at the stage of your life you’re in, there isn’t any room for a childish game of tag with a boy who didn’t have any intentions of sticking around in the first place.
you worked hard for everything you had, you always have. your upbringing wasn’t one of sunshine, rainbows, and unicorns. you didn’t have it easy. it wasn’t something that you used to weazle your way out of situations, excuse your occasional bad behavior, but it was something you thought about when you did catch glimpse of your growing attraction to someone. especially grayson, who was...one of the nicest men you had ever met. charming really didn’t even cut it. but just starting on your degree...complicated things. made you really want to reiterate to him that your degree, it was important to you and you fought tooth and nail to be able to even touch a college textbook. you couldn’t be blinded by his charms and be distracted from your dreams. there were times where the world seemed dark and hopeless and with hard work and perseverance you climbed out of that hole, just to stand as the strong intelligent woman he was falling head over heels for. you didn’t get that way over night. and you sure as well weren’t going to screw up your studies because you found someone that maybe wanted to stay, maybe didn’t. if the two of you were to work out and keep developing that beautiful bond - you hoped it would be as a team, one with understanding and clarity.
in your past experience, once a man knows he’s got you hooked, that’s the green light to treat you how they’ve wanted to the entire time. their once soft caress turns possessive, trust turns to assumption and blame, dates grow less and less frequent, and are left to sit and wonder what you ever saw in the first place. tricked, manipulated, and heartbroken. it’s never been honesty, love, and acceptance first. it’s “i love you” and “i care” when their actions don’t support their claims. you promised that the next boy you catches your heartstrings and strums until you’ve fallen under their spell, you would know exactly what you’re falling for. that means taking it slow, knowing what makes grayson tick, what he hates, what he adores, what brings him peace and comfort, if he cries during chick flicks, what kind of person he wants to be remembered as, if he fears the unknown as much as you do, was makes him completely and totally happy, and what infuriates him the fastest of all, what hardships has he had to face alone, what haunts his mind in the dead of night where no one can hear him crying, and what thought makes him smile when he’s doing nothing in particular. for once, just this once, you’re heart longed to know more that what meets the eye. you wanted to know if your feelings were 3 demensional, encompassing the good and bad about grayson, or if you truly just loved the way he fucked you.
but most importantly, you wanted him to know you. know the things about you that most people didn’t have the pleasure of knowing, all while making your dreams come true.
you thought maybe it was a mistake reaching out to ethan in your time of dire need of a shoulder to lean on, but it ended up being just the conversation and pat on the back you needed. the right nudge from the right person to have you sitting down with the softest soul you’ve come to find. grayson wasn’t someone you wanted to hurt, and ethan reassuring you that by talking to him and making him slow down, it would save him from more heartache than anything.
“i think it’s going to mellow him out, actually,” ethan nods along with your words, picking at a stray strand on his pants.
he wants what’s best for his twin, which is the exact reason you wanted to have this conversation with him. you didn’t want to mess something up and be rash and childish before anything real really even started, “grayson doesn’t really do ‘slow’, so this will be good for him.”
“i just don’t want to hurt him you know? i don’t want to be another girl that leaves so suddenly when he gets a bit too much. i know those are special circumstances and he was desperate with the desire of finding that special connection...” a pause to catch your breath, nervous from the vulnerability you’re showing already, “but when i make a commitment, i keep it. i want him to know that. i just want him to be secure within his decision to want...whatever this is with me. i want to be able to know him enough that my feelings for him are justified. and vice versa...i don’t want him to think that because i want to slow down, means i want to stop.”
“he will understand more than you think. if there is one thing i know about him, it’s that he will bend over backwards to make something he wants work. if he really wants you like i know he does, he will slow it down and make sure that you are comfortable. sounds like he doesn’t have much choice.” and it’s nice hearing those words from someone you haven’t gotten the chance to grow all that close with yet. hell you’re not even that close with grayson yet. you’re in the beginning stages still, learning your way around life with him in it. independence has always been one of the things that made you, well, you - and Grayson must understand you need more time before moving forward. 
“really?” your heavy sigh shows your nerves are shot from worrying about not just school, but about the many different outcomes of the talk you need to have with Grayson. it has to happen, but you’ve never been one for confrontation even if it’s ensuring a positive outcome for both parties. 
another shrug with a kind smile from ethan warms your heart, “just talk to him. he’ll appreciate your honesty. most of the other girls got wigged out and dipped, it’s going to mean so much more that you are wanting to stick it out even if it’s going too fast for you right now.”
growing up in a family full of huggers really shows when you step forward to wrap your arms around his waist for a split second, appreciative that he listened to understand and actually help you.
“thank you e, i hope he doesn’t just think i’m trying to make excuses and leave.”
when you pull away he is smiling still, pleasantly surprised by your friendly hug. with a light squeeze to your shoulder and a soft sort of smirk playing on his lips, he gives you just the advice you needed.
“something i’ve learned being his twin; give him a little more credit.”
when  you have that conversation that had you so nervous your stomach tossed and turned all day long, you make sure you’re chanting ethans words over in your head. breathe. it’ll be fine. he will understand. give him a little more credit. he really wants you. the words play like a song through your head as you wait for him to sit back down on the white floral sheet in the softest patch of grass in your backyard. water spills from the glass in his hand as he plops onto the ground in a heap of giggles, muttering “fuck” softly, trying (and failing of course) to wipe the water off of his light blue button up shirt. it’s a good color on him, and you’re momentarily distracted from how attractive he looks in the late afternoon sun. 
when you first met grayson, he had stumbled upon you sitting all by yourself in a small park, book in hand, peach in the other, completely unsuspecting that you would catch his heart captive when you glanced up with a smile that just about made him pass out. you were still surprised months later that he had had the nerve to say a word to you, he looked ill with anxiety to even utter a word. it was a day you’d never forget - and you would try and remember that innocent look in his eye when you explain why you had planned this picnic in the first place. to talk, to listen, to understand. 
you figure if you really want to have the conversation be as smooth as it can be for the both of you, you could take it back to the very start. a simple picnic, with a lot of hope for the future.
after the laughter fit falls down, it’s time to get to the root of the issue. you prepare yourself with a deep breath in, holding in for a few seconds with your eyes closed, then slowly releasing when you look back at the questioning raise of his eyebrows. when he cocks his head to the side, you know it’s now or never. if you don't say it now, you might regret it. 
“I actually brought you here so that we could have a talk real quick,” you finally explain, making sure to maintain eye contact and drink in ever facial expression he may have - just so you know how to go forward. 
“you know you can talk to me about anything, is something wrong?” He’s so soft with the way he talks, never suspecting anything like what he’s about to hear, and it almost hurts to know you’ll be disappointing him in some way. 
“nothing is really wrong...i just think maybe...we should slow it down for a bit.” 
“what do you mean? we just got here,” he chuckles, taking a sip of his water with a shake of his head. not understanding, his fingers fiddle with the fringe at the bottom of your sundress. 
you continue without stopping, ignoring his joke and hopefully make him see you aren’t here to fool around, at least not entirely. it was a serious talk for once and you wanted him to respect what you had to say. 
“-not go so fast we miss the exciting part of getting to know one another,” you carry on to a now confused, sorrowful looking grayson, finally understanding that you weren’t talking so much about the picnic - but the two of you as a whole. 
“i still want this—still want you i mean. but i just...want us to be us for a bit and not worry so much about the next step and then the one after that and the one after that and-” 
he holds his hand up to stop you, cutting you off while looking at the ground deep in thought. setting the water down slowly, he climbs back up to his feet. you watch him patiently while he treads through the clipped grass, knowing he’s trying hard not to overreact and over think. After what feels like eternity, he sits down with his hands hanging off his knees, picking at a blade of grass he’s ripped from the earth beneath him. 
“have i pushed you?” 
sweet boy, always trying to take blame.
with a small smile you shake your head, “you haven’t pushed me at all gray. I just want this to grow - want us to grow. i don’t want you getting in too deep before you’re sure you’re ready for all of the things i’m looking for in the future and likewise.” 
another nod of understanding, he was listening close. his respect for you grow tenfold, you had the courage to not let your lust or even affection cloud your judgement and you were honest with him. something that grayson admired most from anyone he let into his life was honesty. 
“i’m not very good with slow but i’m sure you’re probably right,” he laughs more at himself than anything, “i just get carried away. especially with a woman like you. how couldn’t i?” 
always the flirt. and a good one at that. he always knew exactly what to say to get you blushing, which is exactly why you hide your face bashfully in your shoulder for a few moments before you could look back at him admiring you. 
“I hope you know that this is different though, Y/n. I can’t exactly explain how, but you should know i’ve never felt this way for anyone no matter how many times i’ve tried to convince myself otherwise in the past out of...fear, shame, even guilt. it’s different. and because of that difference, i know i can’t be selfish with you.” 
for once you’re grateful for your mothers voice at the back of your head nudging you to let your heart be open, because without that voice, you would never be sitting in the grass with a man that truly does want to respect your boundaries and looks at you like you’re made of exquisite glass. you wouldn’t have memorized the soft texture of his lips as you lean in to kiss him, or the feeling of his hand cupping your cheek. you wouldn’t know the sound of his relived sigh, or the giggle that breaks the kiss only a few seconds later. and you wouldn’t have the clarity that you so desperately craved. 
if there is one thing you knew for sure it’s that he is telling the truth. his truth shows with the delicate placement of his hands, the soft caress of his thumb on your cheek, his fingers running through your hair, and all the other ways he shows his adoration for you every day that you wish to hold on to forever. you know that the waiting and slow pace will be worth it in the end and the slow burn will turn into the blazing fire that you can already tell shines in his eyes. your hesitation has nothing to do with him but a past you would explain in due time. 
for now, you’d continue kissing him on the sheet that smelt faintly of laundry detergent, in the backyard of your quaint apartment on 26th and Broadway, with his hand in your hair, lips pressed gently against yours, and a whole heart full of hope for a long future of days just like this. 
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cherryonigiri · 4 years
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Kuroo w/a confident + active S/O
@onedayiwillcreatecoolernickname​ asked: im a confident person, whats visible both in my looks and personality. i love standing out of the crowd, so wearing extravagant clothes and crazy hair colors is something that im well known of. but i dont have a particular aesthetic, so my clothing style is various (grunge, pastel, boho, sexy, vintage, tomboy; basically everything). even though im 170 cm tall, i like wearing high heels a lot and tbh, it doesn't make me feel awkward or insecure when i'm being taller than some boys. i often end up as a leader of the group and i think im a good one, because i have almost all the required qualities (creative patient helpful observant talkative), and every project that i take a part in is successful, so. but talking sbout ppl; i love taking care of them so much, seriously. youre cold? here, take my jacket. its getting dark already? dont worry, ill take you home. youre feeling anxious? lets talk and ill try my best to make u feel at ease. you need a hug? come here bby. as much as i enjoy discussing with other ppl, learning about their beliefs and exchanging my opinions with them, i also appreciate it a lot when we can be silent with each other, doing totally different things. but still, im happy the most when i have someone with whom i can have a deep conversation, because im not really into small talk. i need stimulation, the feeling that im constantly learning something new about everything. im just so fascinated and in love with the world haha. and maybe some facts about me. im cuddly and affectionate af with people that i like (and bcs of that other ppl that i must be in relationship with my friends, but its all platonic gay i swear). im ticlish and in general, touch-sensetive af. i identify as pansexual. i have 0 male friends, mostly because of my past bad experience with boys (bullying etc), but also because in my environment theres a lot more girls, so yeah. at home i often wear shorts and tshirts, because im quite hot ; ) im really into personal development and psychology, because people and their minds fascinate me and id want to know them better. i love learning new languages (im fluent in polish & english, less advanced in spanish and russian, but im still learning), writing both my own stories and letters, i also draw a little and i think im quite good at it. volleyball is definitely my favourite sport, but i enjoy running, cycling and matrial arts too.
A/N: Last of my matchup requests! Hope you enjoy 💖
Your matchup is
Kuroo Tetsurou
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Loves that you are super confident + self-reassured. You know what you’re capable of and not afraid to assert that you’re good at what you do (he finds your confidence super attractive)
Another thing Kuroo loves about you is your undending curiousity - he loves that you always want to learn something new
Would totally flirt with you by texting/telling you fun facts about science or anything else - would pay attention to whatever you are interested at the moment and then go home and research fun facts to share with you
Enjoys studying together with you - he likes that you try to find meaning in what you’re learning + apply it outside of how to score well on exams
Studying together is something you look forward to because the two of you just being with each other - you don’t necessarily have to go out on a “formal” date to spend time with him.
You just enjoy having his presence around - since you appreciate + value silence I feel like a lot of times you would just lounge around in the house and not really do much 
That being said - you are both people who like to have things to do most of the time - so he makes the effort to take you out on regular dates 
You guys probably love going to museums + different exhibitions/galleries around the city since you both enjoy learning more about the world
Aquarium dates??? YES. 
I feel like Kuroo loves your sense of fashion/style and would love to try to coordinate outfits to match or pair well with each other. If you want he would be down to have you style him for the day
Would understand if you were uncomfortable around his friends/team at first - but hopes that you will eventually be able to get along with them 
If you are open to hanging out with/socializing with the boys’ volleyballl team he’ll be really aware of the situation/atmosphere and make sure that you aren’t uncomfortable 
If you get close with the team,yYou two probably co-parent his volleyball team - you’re probably the unofficial manager/mom of the team (sorry yaku)
Will often hold study/review sessions for his team and you always seem to have plenty of their favorite snacks/foods 
Vice versa I think Kuroo would put forth a genuine effort to get to know your friends - he is big on reciprocation and really appreciates how much time you spend getting to know his friends
Wouldn’t mind sitting with your group of friends during lunch and chatting with them - if your group of friends doesn’t mind + he isn’t intruding he’d be happy to hang out with you all on the weeekends
If you’re interested in learning Japanese he’d be more than happy to help whenever you need it. 
You’re good at getting a grasp on the basics but helps with the more complex stuff + stuff that is related to culture/history + idioms or sayings that don’t make sense when translated literally
Probably asks you to teach him English/Polish or you two decide to learn a new language together. 
Kuroo definitely is very physically affectionate (aka. Look at my cuddling hcs for him) but isn’t the biggest on PDA
He prefers just having some kind of physical contact with you - like holding your hand, arm around your waist/shoulder - occasional kisses on the cheek/pecks on the lips but nothing over the top
Would love it if you play volleyball casually with him - maybe a group of your friends + his friends together could spend a day on the beach playing volleyball together
I feel like the two of you would be a couple that likes to work out together/try new things together
Morning runs together are fun - it gives you the extra motivation + it’s a nice way to spend some time with Kuroo
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moonlightdreamzz · 4 years
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NCT 127 — MTL to date a black girl.
Request: “I’m sorry if you’re uncomfortable with this question, but you have not what you ask not, so could you do a mtl to date a black girl with NCT? I don’t want you to think I’m looking for validation or anything I just like to see how others think. Btw I love your writing.”
Authors Note: First and foremost I want to remind you guys that you are all beautiful, and if a man doesn’t want to see that or appreciate it, don’t let that change how you see yourself!! ❤️ As much as I would love to make this 100% fluffy and cute and say they all would, y’all know I gotta keep it real. Also, this is just my opinion and it is in no way, shape, or form correct!! Love u guys <33 The other units are coming soon.
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Most likely
Johnny ➯ I mean, the man is from Chicago. I feel as though Johnny is very cultured, and wasn’t fed the negative imagine of black people like some of the other members further down the list may have, and he definitely doesn’t seem like the type of person to be prejudice in any way, shape, or form. He would easily be able to connect with a black girl, and I believe that Johnny can fall in love with a girl of any race. He won’t say “I don’t see color,” as he knows if you don’t see color, you can’t understand ones struggles, he just doesn’t care about it. We’re all human to him, and if you love him, he loves you. I would even go as far as to say that he might prefer to be with a person of color even though some might disagree 👀.
Jungwoo ➯ I feel like some may be surprised to see Jungwoo so high up on the list, but I’ve always felt this in my chest. Jungwoo is extremely sociable. I feel that you could put Jungwoo in the room with anybody of any race and he could become their friend in seconds. This is exactly how I feel he would be with us. A language barrier ain’t nothing but a phrase to him, and I really don’t believe Jungwoo would even hesitate to date a black girl. There will be no second guessing—no wondering will the cultures not mix, he’s just going to go for it. I think he finds all woman beautiful and when you look at how sweet he is with foreigners, I just don’t believe he would hold back.
Taeil ➯ Moon Taeil is a soulful man. And I’m not saying that your voice has anything to do with your racial preference, but when I vibe check him, I see him being very attracted to black woman. I’m not trying to imply that he has a fetish, but just based off the way that Taeil carries himself I think him and us would click very well. Just like Jungwoo, he wouldn’t care about a language barrier, as he would be 100% willing to learn English or whatever your native language may be and vice versa. If he likes you, there’s nothing that can stop him.
Taeyong ➯ Just from pure observation, I’ve always noticed how easy it is for Taeyong to slip into others cultures, and he seems to enjoy it. What I mean by that is, for example, how much fun he was having with the slang during their tour last year. He’s not afraid of the unknown in any aspect, and that carries into his dating life. He sees the beauty in everyone, and if a brown skinned beauty came into his life and wanted to ruin him, he’s 100% down. He’s not going to say, “I mean, we are different races—let me think about this.” He wants you and that’s that. Anybody who has anything bad to say about you can catch all the smoke.
Mark ➯ Now I know you all are wondering — did she really put Mark this low?? Deadass??? I love Markuan more than anybody but ima keep it real when I say I never really could see him dating a black girl. I obviously don’t think he’s racist, but for some reason I could only picture him with an Asian girl. It wasn’t until recently when I saw his reunion pictures with his childhood friends did he radiate that energy I feel with the members above, and I have been converted. He wouldn’t hesitate—and on that note, I would like to reveal that me and Mark have been together for two years now. Thanks for your support 🥰🤪✌🏽.
Yuta ➯ I feel like it’s always been an unspoken thing within NCITY that Yuta is an angel. He supports many controversial things out loud such as showing concerns about transgender bathroom rules and the safety for the community, and I just feel as though you can’t be that person and also not be open to interracial relationships. He’s a woke man, and truthfully the only thing I can see stopping him is the language difference, but he would then think to himself—“it would be so cute to teach her Japanese though” and those thoughts would dissapear.
Jaehyun ➯ I think we can all agree that he would, but at the same time I feel like he wouldn’t be as confident. He’d get very nervous and sweaty around you. He’s another member that I see going back and forth with this question, but I just don’t think he would care. If he feels himself having feelings for you, that’s all that matters. He’s not going to let the color of your skin genuinely be a factor for your relationship. It’s all about the inside, even though he loves your outside very much. He’s always reminding you.
Winwin ➯ Now that I’ve started writing his, I’m almost having second thoughts, but I honestly just see Winwin with a beautiful Chinese model or something like that, and once again, this is NOT because I think he has some type of prejudice against us. I truly believe none of the members of NCT are on that wave and if given the right opportunity they will date a black girl, but once again I don’t think the language barrier is something Winwin could deal with ESPECIALLY considering he’s so busy all the time. I think he would feel bad that he can’t be with you all the time like he wants, and how you two struggle to understand eachother—but let you know how to speak Chinese though?? The answer is 100% yes. I just see it.
Haechan ➯ He would definitely be open to it for sure, but is it possible to happen? I don’t think so. Haechan is a sweet boy and we all know that, and I do believe that if a black girl came into his life and he felt things for her, he wouldn’t try to suppress it. He might even flirt with you from time to time. But I think ultimately, he would think to himself “I don’t want to waste her time” or “the language barrier is so hard” And at that point I think he would keep you as a friend because he truly does love your company even if he can’t have you the way he wants. If you spoke Korean, I still don’t think he would make a move. I know this one a lot of people will disagree with but I don’t know he just isn’t giving me the energy y’all.
Doyoung ➯ Now y’all know I love this man, but I just gotta he honest. I want to emphasize that I don’t think any of the members of NCT are bad people, and I believe that they have been educated enough to know that what you’ve been told growing up isn’t real at all, but I just see Doyoung sticking to his own for several different reasons. 1) The possible emotional abuse you could go through by the public — he is a very “i don’t give a fuck” person, but that doesn’t mean he wants his significant other getting bullied and I think that would really bother him (it would for all of them). 2) I think he might be one of those people that is the opposite of Taeyong, and doesn’t really like to venture out. Not to say he is a bad person I repeat, that’s just how I feel. I love you though baby.
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Authors note: Once again I just want to remind you guys that this is all fun, none of us personally know them you know? Just an opinion I luv u.
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lelenoir · 4 years
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What type of au's will your moots fit in? And which nct member/s will be in that au??
okAY this took a very long time for me to plot out [this has been rotting away for DAYS and im sorry to the anon who sent it 😭]. but hey i hope you like this anon!! even tho it took a LONG time. it's only been three(?) days but still...
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@yourjaylaks
let us start with my very smol friend, jen. she's very artistic and most of all really geeky. im a geek as well so seeing someone that can relate to the shit i deal with is really fucking relieving. the umbrella academy au hehe she was the first person i told about my plan of writing something like that and she wasted no time in hyping me up. hmm i'll pair her up with number 5!renjun KSKSKSKS he'd like teasing you a lot and the way you get frustrated whenever he randomly teleports himself around you omg- i'll set this au maybe before he travels forward. he'd teleport himself outside of the academy every night and meets up with you at the local park. *angst coming thru* he had a crush on you, and when he went forward you were all he thought about. he even named his mannequin wife after you 😭 it devasted him to know you died before he could even find his way back.
@jenoir
next up, the loml, my one and only, engel. she's very sweet and i'd honestly give the WORLD to her. i wanna shower her with kithes everyday and give her the love she deserves (camille stop). anyways for au,,,,, an fbi agent au!!!!! we talk about the fbi looking through our phones a lot so 👀 for pairing hmm i think agent!jaemin will do the trick. engel deserves a LOT of love that i think only jaemin can give hehe also can u imagine working with jaemin and it's just him persistently flirting. whEW. this would be a slowburn type of fic with you not wanting to be easily swayed by his words. the two of you would laugh about the messages (ex. cringy flirting) of the people/phone numbers assigned to you and just have a blast ya know. this would be very cracky i can tell.
@butterbeeryuta
niKIIIIIIIIII, my crACK queen!! first off, she's very outspoken and i LOVE that about her. also very very supportive and shit and uwu i wanna hug her :< for her im thinking of a very cracky office au. like the chaos she exudes is enough to make any scenario cracky and im all here for it. she'd go very well with boss!heachan. she'd be the one looking disappointedly at the camera, seconds after haechan says/does something stupid and vice versa. also the banter---just imagine. hOnestly id PAY to see that. someone hand me the popcorn.
@flirtyhyuck
kathy. my babie. my very lovely friend. he's the type of person you go to to have a good time becaUSE EVERY TIME I TALK TO HIM IS A GOOD TIME. i love u bub,, you never fail to amaze me. an au suited for him would be a kind of highschool/college roadtrip au??? he strikes me as someone very smart and outgoing (if im wrong im sorry sksks) and idk why but in this au im pairing u up with best friend!jungwoo sinces he's fucking cute and loveable and so are you 😡 i see this au going as a sort of friends to lovers au(??) where you go on this road trip with your best friend in order to scratch it off your bucket list before y'all separate before graduation only to fall in love with each other halfway hehe.
@jungstruly
next is yAng, my vrO. hmmm she's interesting. i kid you not yang is a very interesting person. we haven't messaged each other a lot and i can't look back on our previous convos in my old blog ksksksk hmmmm i can def see a photographer au with her liKe haVE YOU SEEN HER PICTURES???? omg i'd make her take pics of me everYDAY. okok im gonna be cliche here and pair you up with model/frat boy!lucas hehe i was thinking of hendery but then thought fuCk it let's give her lucas. the story would go as you being the vv timid and smol photography major asking this enormous and loud attractive human to model for her final assignment in college. uGh what a sight. i STAN this ship. the only otp that matters 😔✊
@soulmatefics
next is my cool bby gabs. i miss u bb :( gabs is a sweetheart, honestly how can you NOT love her????????????? she's very nice hehe. anyways au. *clasps hands together* i think a very suitable one for her might be a gamer au? i can distinctly remember her telling me about playing games a lot whenever i ask her how her day went. i pretty much pair u with gamer!jeno hehe i feel like he'd also be into the cute games you play and would play it with u often just to see u smile. also my girl is trying to be healthy and fit,,, believe me jeno would be the PERFECT person to help u with that.
@moonlightjeno
okAy luna-- one of my first friends here <3 luna is very good with words (haVE U SEEN HER FICS??) and is just a very amazing person in general. i can see her be part of an author au, luna being this bigshot best selling writer with best friend/author/proofreader!mark. our friendship was founded through proofreading so i thought why not? mark has great eye on things except fashion and would easily spot any mistake which helped you a lot with your novels. he's very very supportive so whenever u feel down or unmotivated he'll try to help in any way and not make you feel bad for taking a break. i can see him dedicating his first book for you and honestly that's fucking cute.
@luvhrjun
lastly, anie uwu. i just stalked one of your tags and i can def imagine u in an 80s au and add in a wild crime au just for the heck of it! anie is sooOo nice, we never talked much in my old blog and most of the asks i send you are just me telling you to sleep 😭 in this fic im pairing u up with store clerk!hendery. here we tell the story of your nightly visits to the store which piques the curiosity of the night shift employee. it was on one night, you visit the store as usual, when the two of you accidentally witness a murder being done by a very powerful mafia figure. soon you were thrusted in this dangerous world. the police can't help you two now and hendery is dead set on protecting you as he drives miles away to mexico where, hopefully, they can't find you. whEw this became intense sorry skskksks
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okay this was really fun hehe send more pls!
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every1studio · 5 years
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SERIES: “stages of love: wanna go back” [ateez: yunho]
genre: FLUFF
ficstyle: bulletpoints + series  [1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] [8] [END]
prompt: inspired by “Time of Our Life” + “Wanna Go Back” by DAY6
note: I have received lots of love for this series and I am already panicking of what to after I finish it 
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you woke up with a headache
it wasn’t intolerable but it was definitely bothering you 
you looked at the messiness of your room again
bottles of soju were scattered along with music sheets 
there were clothes and takeout boxes everywhere
you popped a tylenol and heated up some soup 
you took that time to tidy up around the house
any distraction was good distraction; you wanted to believe yesterday was a dream 
the moment you checked your phone, you remembered everything and you were sad again
even though it was such a beautiful day out 
after finishing your soup, your laundry machine chimed 
you looked outside again and thought it was better to air-dry your clothes to prevent from using so much electricity 
you’d hum as you were hanging your laundry up
right under your balcony, Yunho woke up to the sound of you humming
he must live under an angel he thought as he stretches from his cushioned lounge chair
he probably fell asleep to your guitar playing last night
he sneezes quietly into his arm as he checks his schedule
“thank God it’s Sunday...” he lays back down with his hands behind his head as he continues to hear you humming 
he was about to fall back asleep until something hits him in the face
he shakes himself up as it startled him
when he saw what hit him in the face, he froze
he didn’t know what to do with the item
he could hear you curse under your breath as you run to the door 
his hands were trembling
would it be weird if he held it? would it be weird if he even looked at it?
he heard the doorbell rang and he shuffled over to the door 
he opened it slightly as he saw your beaming red ears; you couldn’t even look up at him
“d-did you happen to see a light pink b-bra?” you were fumbling with the hem of your shorts
that was when you realized that you were still in your lounging clothes; a super off-the-shoulder sweater with your ruffly shorts barely showing under the sweater 
that made you even more embarrassed at your situation 
“u-uh...y-yeah... it’s.. it’s on the balcony...” he opens the door for you to get it because he wouldn’t dare to hand it back to you 
your face reached a whole new level of red when you saw who the guy was 
it was the guy from the convenient store
Yunho didn’t know what to do with all this information of the cute girl at the convenient store last night; knowing that she had a light pink bra and that she lived above him 
 Yunho’s roommate always joked about how Yunho was falling in love with the girl who lived above them since he talked about you so much without even knowing that you looked like
he led you to the balcony but stood to the side; he scratched his head and looked elsewhere
you thanked him and made your way to the door 
how could ever go to that same convenient store again?
but before you made it to the door, you saw a photo framed up by the door 
there was a little boy and a little girl; you recalled having the same exact picture
the girl was you
and the boy was your childhood friend before he away before starting middle school without ever telling you 
you whipped your head around to look at him
your sudden movement made him avert his eyes elsewhere
you pointed to the photo, “is this you? are you Yunho?”
the more you looked at him, the more resemblance you found in your old friend 
but the more you remembered, the more you remembered how mad you were when he left without a word 
his eyes widened, “Y/N?”
you grew up to be a beautiful lady, he didn’t even noticed 
he still remembered you as that shy little girl who always had a mushroom cut he called his best friend 
you were dealing with so much in the past few hours, you couldn’t handle to deal with another
you huffed as you ran out the door
Yunho was so shocked he just fell back onto his bed in the living room 
he missed you so much, he didn’t know how to even process what just happened
[THE PAST OF LITTLE YUNHO]
“MOM! DAD! WHY ARE WE MOVING? I DON’T WANT TO MOVE!” Yunho yelled at his parents as they packed everything that they had
his dad covered his mouth and stared at him in the eyes
both Yunho and his dad felt fear in that moment
“we can’t afford to be caught by those debt collectors.. they work with the mafia.. we need to make enough money to pay them off... but for the time being, we have to hide...”
Yunho couldn’t comprehend what was going on
he looked at your house next door and looked back at his parents, “I should tell Y/N-”
his father grabbed his shoulders so hard and shook him to sense, “YOU. CANNOT TELL ANYONE”
Yunho was heartbroken; he knew how upset and lonely you would be 
you were all Yunho had 
and vice versa
he’d know you’d be all by yourself 
and that knowledge followed him all the way to Japan 
he lived in Japan; when he tried to send you mail, he would get caught by his parents and they would burn all of his letters no matter how well he hid them 
that made him study hard; knowing that it was the only to get back to you in Korea 
the whole time he was there, all that he wanted was to go back
in addition to studying hard, he had to work part time to help his parents with the debt collectors 
by the time he was able to go to college was when his family paid off all debts but decided to stay in Japan
he separated ways with his parents and started his college life in Korea; hoping to find you 
and here you were.. living in the apartment room right above from his 
Yunho slapped his cheeks to give himself some sort of courage to go talk to you; bringing evidence so you would believe him
he hopes that somewhere deep down inside of you; you missed him enough to forgive him  
he knocks on your door. but you don’t open it 
“what do you want...” he could hear your muffled voice from the other side of the door
“will you listen to what I have to say?” you could feel the sincerity in his voice so you cracked the door for him
he’s grown so much, you barely recognized him 
Yunho took a deep breathe before telling you why he disappeared
he showed you old letters from the debt collectors, his passport, and the burnt letters he managed to save
you could hear him get choked up at the end of his speech, “it was really hard growing up without you....”
you started to repetitively thump his chest, “stupid, idiot, jerk” 
you continued to call him names as you felt tears coming 
you remembered how after he left, you thought he left because he didn’t want to be around you anymore 
you were even more isolated than you were before
before it was always Yunho and you; partners in crime 
and then, POOF, he vanished
but around that time was when you turned to music knowing how much he loved music and loved to dance
you weren’t coordinated enough to dance like him but you loved to sing and you were not too shabby at it 
Yunho was always your hypeman; you’d only sing to him and your parents 
but when he left, you barely sang outside the comforts of your own room 
Yunho pulls you into a hug, “I missed you and your singing..”
he kisses the top of your head when he hears you sniffle 
he used to always kiss the top of your head when you were crying
as kids, it was cute 
but now you didn’t know how to feel 
both of you had grown up
feelings go beyond what you both used to know 
Yunho lets go of you to see how you’re doing, “you doing okay?”
you nodded but then you shook your head
“wanna talk about it?”
you nodded as you let him inside 
he walks into the room and blushes again
you could tell he was getting shy; his ear were always the indicator
before you asked him what was wrong, you noticed your light pink bra thrown on the couch
you quickly threw it in your room and cleared your throat
“pretend like you didn’t see that”
“I can’t. it’s ingrained in my head now”
you threw a pillow at him and he catches it as he laughs
“I’M KIDDING!”
you gave him the side eye before getting him something to drink
“tea?”
“sure”
you make your way over to the electric kettle and turned it on 
you had to climb the counter to get your tea
Yunho snorts a chuckle as he makes his way over to you in the kitchen
you got onto your knees to get it when you felt yourself misplacing your leg; causing you to fall
Yunho catches you and your face was at the crook of his neck
he holds his breath as he helps you down
“w-which tea?”
“a-any tea you want...”
you both were admiring how attractive you both got over the years
when the both of you settled into the living room with your teas, he grabs a pillow and leans forward to hear your concerns
“what’s new?”
knowing that you were talking to your childhood friend made you loosen up and forget about all those bad feelings
you told him about Hongjoong
and the whole thing about Seonghwa not listening to Yeosang
and how Aurora ruined your love life
“Aurora sounds like bitch,” he says into the pillow
“but she’s pretty...” you hated to admit it. “that’s why she can get away with all of this...”
Yunho shook his head and he rose his voice, “I doubt there’s anyone as pretty and as kind and as amazing you! Aurora isn’t shit compared to you. you’re like BEAUTIFUL”
his ears became red again and so did your face
there was a little awkward silence before you said, “thank you...”
“n-no problem...”
you wanted to change the subject to him
it’s been so long, you wanted to see how much he changed
the both of you spend HOURS and HOURS talking and catching up and reminiscing over the old days 
he wanted to see how much you’ve improved guitar playing and singing-wise 
and you wanted to see if he was still dancing
Yunho was currently working 2 jobs
one of them was at the convenient store 
and the other was as a dancing assistant for an advanced hip hop class 
you both were amazed at how you both grew up to be more than the people you thought you were going to be   
the sun was setting when Yunho said he had to leave
he had to go class early tomorrow to prep and you walked him out to the door
before he left, he ruffles your hair, “guess you grew out of your mushroom hair phase”
you stuck your tongue out at him, “guess you grew out of those Harry Potter glasses phase”
he furrowed his brows at you in disbelief, “I’M NOT GONNA WEAR GLASSES FOREVER Y/N!”
you chuckled as you waved at him, “see ya later, Harry Potter”
“see ya, Mushroom’
Yunho goes back to his apartment at the same time his roommate came back from his practice
“you look like you’re in a good mood. who’s the lucky girl?” his roommate jeered as he adjusted his bag on his back; causing his drumsticks to click together 
“you know that girl who lives above us? I found out that she’s my childhood friend! remember the one I told you about?” 
Yunho was shaking from excitement
his roommate opened the door and pointed to the picture by the light switch, “this one?”
Yunho nods
“I’ve got to meet her then. you’ll introduce me to her right?” his roommate asked as he pulled Yunho into a headlock 
“of course, of course! hey, how was practice?” 
Yunho manages to get out of the headlock and his roommate goes into the kitchen for a beer
“shitty man... our guitarist is graduating and we are in need of a guitarist right now...we had an audition but they were all-”
“your fans who want to be in the band?” Yunho grabs a beer as he finishes his roommate’s sentence
“yeah, man...  I mean I wouldn’t mind if they actually KNEW how to play....”
“hey... you still haven’t found a muse yet huh?” Yunho recalls as he plops onto his bed 
“it’s hard to find the right one you know? I can’t write about anything, I ain’t that talented...” his roommate joined Yunho on the bed
“you’ll find her soon”
“I hope s-”
“or him.. I don’t discriminate..”
“dude are you serious right now...”
in all joking matters aside, Yunho’s roommate wants to be inspired again to right songs
he saw how Yunho’s eyes lit up when he talked about that girl 
maybe he’ll find someone that will make his eyes light up like that too 
HE WAS A SKATER BOI... WILL YOU SAY SEE YA LATER BOI?
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seolcs · 4 years
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           °✧。× :  (   moon  gayoung  +  cis  female  +  she  /  her  )   ───   welcome  to  roselake  village  ,  SEOLA  LIM  !   oh  ,  well  ,  i  suppose  you’ve  been  here  for  ALL  YOUR  LIFE  ,   so  perhaps  you  already  know  your  way  around  the  town  .   well  ,   you  are  the  TWENTY  THREE  year  old  LIBRARIAN  ,  though  ,  right  ?  the  harvest  sprites  told  me  about  you  !  they  said  you  DO  believe  in  the  harvest  goddess  .  oh  ,  my  .  well  ,  that  explains  why  they  also  said  you’re  quite  BEWITCHING  and  SEDULOUS  ,  but  can  also  be  a  bit  ENIGMATIC  and  MERCURIAL  .  either  way  ,  you  should  be  a  wonderful  addition  to  our  island  !  i  guess  i’ll  leave  you  to  it  now  ,  but  if  i  need  you  ,  i  suppose  i’ll  just  look  for  you  at  THE  MAGIC  SHOP ,  yeah  ?  we  hope  you  love  it  here  as  much  as  we  do  !  oh  ,  and  remember  not  to  go  into  the  tulsy  woods  !  the  distorted  hum  of  opera  music  just  out  of  reach  ,  dirt  caked  underneath  fingernails  ,  eyes  that  know  more  than  lips  tell  !  ✧ 
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━  ˙ ˖  ☆     QUICK  STATS  !
full  name  :  seola  lim  .
nickname(s)  :  lala  (  yea  like  the  teletubby ...  it  was  a  childhood  nickname  </3  )
zodiac  :  pisces  sun  ,  virgo  moon  (  click   !  )
sexuality  :  bisexual  . 
occupation  :  librarian  &  witch  .
birthplace  :  roselake  village  ,  maine  .
current residence  :  roselake  village  ,  maine  . 
━  ˙ ˖  ☆     BACKSTORY  !  (  tw  :   vague  mentions  of  an  accident   )
she’s  a  fraternal  twin  <3  if  u  read  julie’s  intro  u  know  ,  but  seola  and  sora  are  the  daughters  of  roselake’s  mayor  !   she  was  born  a  whole  ten  minutes  after  her  sister  so  she  takes  pride  in  not  being  the  hag  ...  sora  is  so  brave  for  her  sacrifice  
so  their  dad  is  the  mayor  !  he’s  been  roselake’s  mayor  for  a  while  now  ,  keeps  getting  reelected  bc  why  fix  something  that  seems  to  be  working  right  ..  aha  more  about  that  later  ...  &  their  mom  is  a  witch  !  only  on  the  down  low  though  ,  she’s  not  open  about  practicing  magic  &  is  much  better  known  for  and  adored  for  her  philanthropy  around  roselake  !  both  sora  and  seola  have  the  ability  to  use  magic  ,  but  while  the  gift  seemed  to  come  naturally  to  sora  ,  seola  high  key  struggled  with  it  /:
their  mom  was  a  very  patient  teacher  but  that  didn’t  stop  seola  from  feeling  inferior  to  both  her  sister  as  well  as  her  powers  in  general  .  she  very  much  felt  like  a  big  flop  ,  and  as  a  kid  &  preteen  she  struggled  a  lot  with  jealousy  and  frustration  and  just  feeling  second  best  in  a  sense  ?  basically  she  really  felt  like  she  was  letting  everyone  down  when  in  reality  the  only  person  who  was  putting  pressure  on  her  was  herself 
in  good  old  2010  ...  13  year  old  seola  &  sora  snuck  into  tulsy  woods  (  even  though  their  dad  always  said  never  to  go  in  there  )  to  play  around  with  their  magic  ,  got  into  an  argument  ,  and  that’s  when  seola  accidentally  ended  up  hurting  sora  really  really  badly  ): 
after  the  accident  seola  wanted  to  give  up  magic  forever  ,  but  her  mom  convinced  her�� that  the  best  way  for  her  to  get  over  her  fear  of  ever  hurting  someone  again  was  to  practice  .  so  while  sora  got  closer  to  their  father  ,  who  had  covered  up  the  accident  in  the  woods  and  used  it  to  spread  his  own  agenda  ,  seola  got  much  closer  with  their  mom  
determined  to  get  better  at  controlling  her  abilities  and  also  super  terrified  that  she’d  hurt  someone  like  she’d  hurt  her  sister  if  she  didn’t  ,  seola  practiced  and  practiced  ...  then  she  practiced  some  more  .  while  most  people  her  age  were  going  through  high  school  focused  on  going  to  college  afterwards  ,  seola  was  counting  down  the  days  til  she’d  be  free  to  do  nothing  but  learn  as  much  as  she  could  about  being  a  witch  
it  was  around  this  time  she  also  started  to  get  ...  suspicious  about  her  dad  and  his  intentions  .  she  was  grateful  that  he  didn’t  tell  the  truth  about  the  accident  ,  scared  ppl  would  have  viewed  her  as  a  monster  if  they  knew  what  really  happened  ,  but  the  way  her  dad  was  acting  about  tulsy  woods  was  super  suspicious  especially  with  everything  happening  with  the  harvest  goddess  and  the  sprites .  basically  ...  seola  suspects  he  might  have  something  to  do  with  whatever’s  going  on  in  the  woods  ... 👁️👁️
after  high  school  seola  stayed  in  roselake  !  she  didn’t  go  to  college  like  sora  ,  much  to  her  dad’s  dismay  ,  but  she  did  take  some  online  classes  here  &  there  (  mysticism  and  rituals  ,  alchemy  ,  some  history  ones  ,  as  well  as  a  medieval  monsters  literature  class  ...  just  for  fun  <3  )  she  also  snagged  a  job  at  subtext  as  a librarian  ,  mainly  for  that  sneaky  access  to  all  the secret garden  books  
initially  she’d  just  been  curious  about  her  own  magic  ,  since  she  knows  it  doesn’t  come  from  the  harvest  goddess  like  a  sprite’s  magic  does ,  but  with  everything  going  on  she’s  extended  her  research   to  include  both  the  goddess  &  the  sprites  to  see  if  maybe  she  can  understand  whatever  her  dad  is  trying  to  do  in  roselake  
━  ˙ ˖  ☆     PERSONALITY  +  TIDBITS  !
not  2  be  cliche  but  she  really  is  a  mysterious  girl  SJDBWJBDJW  since  she’s  haunted  by  the  idea  that  she’s  essentially  always  on  the  brink  of  losing  control  and  hurting  someone  again  like  she  did  with  her  sister  ,  she’s  got  a  very  elusive  personality  .  she  tries  her  best  not  to  get  too  close  with  anyone  ,  but  unfortunately  for  her  it’s  the  kind  of  cool  and  detached  air  about  her  that  usually  makes  people  curious  to  know  her  ,  especially  since  her  twin  sister  is  so  seemingly  open  &  very  focused  on  her  reputation  in  roselake  .  seola’s  always  tells  herself  stuff  like  oh  to  be  a  fly  on  the  wall  ...  😔  but  the  reality  is  she  doesn’t  want  to  be  invisible  to  people  at  all  ,  she’s  just  traumatized  from  the  accident  in  tulsy  woods  /: 
so  you  have  her  enigmatic  persona ... versus  her  deep  desire  to  be  understood  and  loved  despite  whatever  dangerous  and  uninhibited  thing  she’s  convinced  lurks  around  inside  her .  yeah  ...  she’s  not  so  good  at  following  her  own  don’t  get  too  close  with  people  rule  SJDBWJDJW  most  of  the  time  what  ends  up  happening  is  her  pushing  those  who  are  already  close  away  ,  only  to  reach  for  them  again  later  ,  only  to push  them  away  ...  you  get  it  .  it’s  easy  to  write  her  off  as  a  moody  rich  girl  if  you’re  not  in  her  circle  ,  but  it’s  deeper  than  that 
she’s  got  a  bad  habit  of  fixating  on  things  and  then  letting  them  consume  her  .  sometimes  it  works  to  her  benefit  ,  like  focusing  so  hard  on  practicing  her  magic  and  finally  becoming  good  at  it .  most  of  the  time  ,  though  ,  her  curiosity  morphs  into  obsession  ,  and  it’s  very  easy  for  her  to  get  overwhelmed  and  feel  lost 
she  has  a  big  old  soft  spot  for  creepy  or  spooky  things  and  people  ,  100%  believing  that  more  often  than  not  the  stuff  we’re  afraid  of  is  stuff  we  just  don’t  understand  .  sometimes  ,  though  ,  her  attraction  to  the  “  dark  ”  is  a  manifestation  of  her  own  internalized  belief  that  there’s  something  wrong with  her  &  that  she’s just  as  capable  of  bad  as  she  is  good  ... cannot  believe  freud  just  possessed  my  body  like  that  😳 
if  she  was  an  animal  she’d  for  sure  be  a  cat  JSBDJWBDJW  comes  &  goes  as  she  pleases  ...  affectionate  &  warm  on  her  own  terms  ...  sometimes  she  brings  people  weird  gifts  that  are  only  really  gifts  in  her  eyes  ...  yea  <3  
high  key  has  a  huge  guilt  complex  bc  of  that  juicy  unresolved  childhood trauma  !  that  and  the  fact  that  she’s  pretty  sure  her  family  is responsible  for  hurting  so  many  other’s  in  roselake  ...  it’s  a  lot  .  so  even  though  she’s  not  as  warm  and  friendly  as  sora  is  ,  she’s  just  as  kind  ...  maybe even  too  kind  sometimes  ,  she  just  feels  like  she  has  a  lot  to  prove  &  make  up  for  yk  
voted  most  likely  to  dump  you  &  say  it’s  not  you  ,  it’s  me  ):  
big  fan  of  creating  ambiance  she’s  all about  turning  of  the  big  lights  and  turning  on  a  lamp  ... maybe  lighting  some  candles  if  she’s  feeling  crazy  idk ... 
if  you  don’t  know  she’s  a  witch  you  probably  think  seola’s  about  to  drop  the  hottest  skincare  line  of  2020  because  she  do  be  collecting  those  herbs  and  oils 
━  ˙ ˖  ☆     WANTED  CONNECTIONS  !  (  all  open  to  all  genders  )
BEST FRIENDS  :  technically  sora  is  always  gonna  be  her  number  one  best  friend  🥺  but  i  would  really  love  for  seola  to  have  at  least  one  person  who  really  truly  knows  her  ,  someone  she’d  drop  anything  for  to  help  them  if  they  needed  &  vice  versa  !   
CHILDHOOD /  FAMILY FRIENDS : open  to  muses  that  grew  up  in  roselake  !  maybe  their  parents  are  friends  ,  or  maybe  they  were  just  neighbors  or  in  the  same  classes  in  elementary  school  .  i  have  ...  lots  of  ideas  for  this  trope  hehe  <3  give  me  someone  who  seola  pushed  off  the  swings  when  they  were  tiny  and  now  they’re  still  sworn  enemies  to  this  day  ...  childhood  friends  that  stayed  close  ,  but  after  the  accident  in  tulsy  woods  seola  distanced  herself ,  someone  who  was  technically  her  first  love  who  she  probably  had  a   little  wedding  ceremony  with  when  they  were  like  five  with  candy  rings  ,  childhood  friends  that  grew  apart  and  now  it’s  sad  and  awkward  ,  childhood  friends  that  stayed  close  and  have  embarrassing  stories  to  tell  about  each  other  ...  i’ll  stop  here  JSDBJWD    
CONFIDANTS  :  the  one  person  seola  keeps  finding  herself  talking   to  about  the  things  she  usually  keeps  inside  &  they  do  the  same  with  her  .  i  think  it’d  be  funny  if  both  of  them  find  it  weird  to  do  things  like  go  out  to  lunch  or  shop  together  because  that’s  not  what  they’re  used  to 
SUBTEXT  :  people  who  know  her  from  the  library  !  maybe  your  muse  spends  a  lot  of  time  there  so  they  recognize  seola  (  or  maybe  they  even  go  just  to  see  her  )  ,  maybe  your  muse  needed  help  finding  something  once  and  seola  helped  them  out  &  now  they’re  kinda  pals  ,  or  maybe  your  muse  is  someone  seola’s  requited  to  help  her  out  with  her  own  research  with  the  secret  garden  books    
FRIENDS  THAT  DATED  :  maybe  things  just  ended  amiably  between  them  ,  or  maybe  it’s  like  an  “  everyone  told  us  we  should  date  so  we  tried  it  and  boy  was  that  the  weirdest  thing  we  ever  did  ”  situation  .  either  way  the  outcome  is  they’e  still  friends  <3
CAHOOTS :  what  is  this  you  might  ask  ?  someone  seola  can  be  in  cahoots  with  .  she  has  a  possibly  dangerous  idea  that  no  one  else  is  likely  to  say  yes  to  ?  she  goes  to  your  muse  .  your  muse  has  an  idea  no  one  in  their  right  mind  would  say  yes  to  ?  they  go  to  seola  .  these  two  are  in  cahoots  !  
BAD  INFLUENCE  :  i’d  love  for  someone  who’s  trying  to  get  seola  to  dabble  into  darker  magic  /  abandon  her  quest  to  figure  out  what’s  going  on  in  the  woods  and  save  the  harvest  goddess .  she’s  pretty  hard  to  sway  if  she  thinks  she’s  doing  the  right  thing  ,  so  bonus  points  if  your  muse  is  good  at  manipulation  and  has  a  convincing  case  that’s  more  than  just  oooh  be  bad  ;)  
SPRITES  &  MAGICAL  BEINGS  :  sorry  human  muses  ...  these  are  not  for  you  </3  i  would  love  if  any  of  the  other  witches  /  wizards  helped  seola  on  her  journey  to  practice  her  magic  and  get  better  at  it  !  maybe  someone  who  knows  what  really  happened  with  sora  in  the  woods  but  still  decided  to  help  her  /  not  judge  her  ,  OR  maybe  someone  who  knows  what  she  did  and  is  now  scared  of  her  /  doesn’t  think  she  should  be  doing  magic  still  at  all  .  as  for  sprites  i  think  seola  would  be  super  curious  about  them  &  the  harvest  goddess  ,  so  maybe  some  sprites  who  are  willing  to  talk  about  their  abilities  with  her  and  their  connection  to  the  goddess with  her  &  are  maybe  even  working  with  her  to  try  and  figure  out  what’s  going  on  in  roselake  .  then  on  the  reverse  of  that  maybe  sprites  who  think  seola’s  too  nosy  for  her  own  good  ,  or  who  don’t  trust  her  because  they’re  also  starting  to  get  suspicious  about  the  mayor  ,  or  maybe  they  just  don’t  trust  any  magic  that  doesn’t  come  from  the  harvest  goddess  
MAYOR LIM  :  if  you’re  trying  to  get  to  her  father  for  whatever  reason  ,  sora’s  definitely  the  easier  ticket  in  ,  but  maybe  your  muse  is  trying  to  be  less obvious  about  it  so  they  try  through  seola  !  i  would  also  ...  really  love  someone  she  can  sneak  off  with  during  town  events  where  her  dad  is  involved  when  she’s  supposed  to  be  with  her  family  promoting  that  shiny  lim  reputation  hehe 
SISTER  SISTER  :  connections  through  sora  !  this  is  ...  always  the  best  part  of  having  a  sibling  in  the  same  rp  you  get  to  make  connections  through  them  so  give  me  all  sorts  of  stuff  it  could  be  dramatic  like  your  muse  hurt  sora  &  now  seola  hates  them  or  it  could  be  wholesome  too  !  not  2  be  cliche  but  ...  love  triangle  anyone  ...  just  kidding  ...  unless  ?  🙈  
THE  BIG  EX  :  seola’s  first  real  relationship  ,  and  first  real  heartbreak .  everyone  before  them  had  been  an  unofficial  thing  ,  but  your  muse  was  the  real  deal  .  maybe  one  or  both  of  them  ruined  it  by  being  too  scared  of  their  feelings  to  stick  around  ,  maybe  secrets  and  insecurities  got  the  best  of  them  ,  maybe  one  of  them  was  willing  to  try  but  the  other  wasn’t  .  either  way  it  ended  badly  ,  and  whether  those  feelings  are  resolved  or  not  ...  the  world  is  our  oyster  baby  !  
HOOKUPS  :  friends  with  benefits  and  it’s  not  awkward  between  them  ,  friends  with  benefits  and  it’s  super  weird  between  them  because  they  may  be  crossing  over  into  real  feeling  territory  ,  one  night  stands  /  hookups  that  were  huge  mistakes  ,  one  night  stands  or  hookups  that  were  or  are  being  kept  secret  for whatever reason  ,  someone  who  leads  seola  on  but  never  gets  serious  about  her  ,  or  someone  she  leads  on  but  she  never  gets  serious  about  because  every time  they  get  close  to  anything  real  she’s  pushing  them  away  
WILL  THEY  WON’T  THEY  :  a  friendship  that  always  teeters  on  the  line  of  something  romantic  !  maybe  they’re  both  oblivious  to  the  chemistry  /  tension  or  maybe  they’re  aware  of  it  because  they  get  jealous  when  they  hear  about  the  other  being  with  someone  else  …  maybe  they  refuse  to  do  anything  about  it  because  they  don’t  want  to  complicate  things  or  maybe  they  purposefully  cross  lines  when  they  feel  that  jealousy … could  be  more  angsty  or  it  could  be  more  wholesome  depending  on  which  way  it  goes  😈
i  wont  lie  to  u  ive  been  writing  this  all  day  ...  but  we  finally  made  it  baby  😭😭😭  im  sosososo sorry  for  the  length  &  the  wait  ...  also  i  feel  like  my  charas  always  change  a lil  once  i  actually  start  plotting  &  writing  so  sorry  again  if  u  see  me  finally  writing  as  seola  on  the  dash  and  ur  like  lit  rally  who  is  that  ... JSDBWJBDWBDJ  please come message me on discord to plot  ! @ seulgi ily ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ#8172  maybe ...  give  this  a  like  if  u  wanna  …  do  that  ?  thank  u  for  reading  all  this  ur  so  brave  for  that  stay  sexy  stan  loona x  
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catburgled-a · 4 years
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* romance headcanons.
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name: augustine valentine.
nickname: auggie , gus.
gender: cisfemale - she / her pronouns usually but isn’t actually fussed either way.
romantic orientation: demiromantic.
preferred pet names: babyyyyyy
relationship status: single.
opinion on true love: i can’t say that she believes in true love in the sense that there’s only one perfect person out there for you who you’re ‘ meant ’ to be with forever , but she does believe in the all-consuming , life altering kind of love because she’s had that before & it scares the crap out of her. this is why she is so good at ignoring her feelings at all costs because she’s scared of feeling trapped & scared of giving so much of herself to another person cause fuck vulnerability. 
opinion on love at first sight: nope. doesn’t exist. she believes you can 100% be drawn to someone immediately but it’s more likely sexual chemistry than any actual love. she has never once just looked at a person for the first time & thought ‘ wow i’m going to give them every part of me ��. like no , that’s stupid. it’s naive. it’s not real. she thinks that’s how people get into toxic situations because they never stop to actually get to know the person & just force it to work anyway. & for auggie in particular she has to know parts of you before she can develop any sort of romantic feelings. 
how ‘romantic’ are they?: depends on what the other thinks is romantic. she might not be the petals everywhere , bouquet buying , grand gesture type of lover but she is the physically affectionate , hold your hand in public , kiss you in the rain , kiss you to shut you up kind. she’s a very passionate person in all aspects of her life & she certainly acts on that especially in love. not to mention that once you’ve got her , she’s so devoted. like she can be an asshole but at the end of the day she would kill for the one she loves. 
ideal physical traits: ???????? honestly she doesn’t really have a set physical type her brain just looks at people & is like yep , that one. she has a huge range of variety in her past but i guess if anything , she leans a bit toward femininity , but at the same time she also loves scars & tattoos lol & like everyone else in the world she likes ‘em tall.
ideal personality traits: at the end of the day , in her mind , what she wants is somebody she can actually get along with so that would be someone lighthearted , fun , open-minded , someone who’s gonna cause a little trouble with her & match her passion. 
unattractive physical traits: when dudes are too muscly it’s like she’s not trying to fuck the hulk , thanks. 
unattractive personality traits: controlling , clingy ,  overbearing , overly serious , boring , anyone who is flat & uninspired.
ideal date: girl does not go on dates but side note take her to an all you can eat or a theme park or the literally just to a bar to get drunk together & fuck in the bathroom stall 🤷
do they have a type?: sexually she’s generally drawn to people with similar personalities to herself , which is actually terrible because of her many , many flaws so it can be a toxic combination at times. the one time she did take the dive & date someone with a similar personality , yeah it was messy af. two wrongs don’t make a right you might say. but i think she subconsciously finds herself more romantically drawn to the softer type. which is actually more of what she needs. someone who’s capable of being a little softer which then allows her to be. someone who can hold her accountable for her unhealthy behaviour patterns. someone who will support her where & when she needs it & not restrict her from the shady things she does , u kno ?
average relationship length: oof it depends. she's definitely not someone who goes out of her way to date , actually more accurately she avoids it entirely. one night stands are more her gig or the occasional no strings attached scenario. however the proper relationships she has actually had ranged between a few months to a couple years maximum. 
preferred non-sexual intimacy: loves having her hair played with and vice versa. napping together. playing with each others hands. 
commitment level: NOT GREAT LBR. it’s very hard to get her to commit but once you got her pal , you really got her. 
opinion of public affection: literally lives for it. i wouldn’t say to the degree of full on making out in a crowd of people but she’s gonna smack ur ass , she’s gonna do things to rile you up , sorry can’t stop her. 
past relationships?: she’s had three. two of which were in high school. 
first was a girl who was her best friend when she was roughly 15 which i have also touched on a little bit here. she literally never talks about it , especially after she moved schools & graduated high school. once she went back home to visit she found out that girl’s boyfriend ended up murdering her & auggie to this day still feels responsible. 
then there was a boy at her boarding school. at 16 she first met him at a party when they later slept together. it evolved into a friends with benefits type of situation. he played guitar & wanted to be a musician. he was beautiful & soft , with lots of feelings & with that came mental issues. auggie took care of him as best she could & supported him unconditionally. he was a good person & he was so much better than she ever deserved , like her definition of perfect which says a lot. she loved him so much & he fought soooo hard to force that out of her. like they went through so much to finally get to the point where auggie was like ok i’ll be ur girl & that lasted until graduation when auggie had to go on the run with her dad. which was really hard because she’ll love that boy forever. 
third one was when she was 19ish & settled in las vegas , post-high school , pre-university. this was when she was rolling with a group of professional thieves. the guy that she was partnered up with she also ended up living with just straight off the bat due to circumstance. as her literal partner in crime they worked really well together professionally , but living together while being equally attracted to one another was their first mistake. they were very , very similar in their personalities. temper , assholery & all. auggie cared about him for sure but just not in the way he cared for her. she never really completely loved him & she could act out & be a massive asshole at times because of it. that’s not to say he wasn’t just as big of an asshole , he just had more feeling behind it. it’s not something she’s proud of & she still does love him in a sense , just not in an actual romantic way. they would have been better off as friends. 
moral of the story , auggie’s never stopped caring about anyone she’s ever been in a relationship with.
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bvckysmanbun · 6 years
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Shades of Jade
Damian Wayne x Fem!Reader
Request: Can you do one where the fem reader and damian (if you're more comfortable,u can age him up a bit) have had a love/hate relationship ever since they met and one day they have a make out session in th middle of a 'fight'?
I may or maybe have not tweaked this one up a bit. Angst and some fluff. Damian and reader are about 18 years old. As always, I hope you all enjoy! Comments and feedback are highly appreciated!
Tags: @boostrgolds, @jaybirdxarsenal, @theshortegg, @perforabuntsaggittis, @jaytemis-tbh, @an-all-write-life, @l-horizon11, @frida-marie
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“Tt, wipe that sneer from your face,” Damian grumbled to [Y/n].
 [Y/n] smiled at the blackboard, paying no mind to Damian. She popped a grape into her mouth when the biology teacher turned his back to the class, scribbling notes with a chalk pen. She kept her smile on her face as she turned her head towards Damian with a knowing look.
 “Why are you upset, pretty bird?” Damian’s eyes narrowed and [Y/n] was enchanted. Those eyes changed shades of green so soften, sometimes she forgot what true green they were. Right now, with the look he was giving her, she saw a beautiful forest green. She’d only admit to herself that sometimes she messed with him just to see that specific shade in his orbs. It made little chills climb from the bottom of her spine to the nape of her neck.
 “Don’t be daft,” he replied as he faced forward, nose held high. [Y/n] breathed out a quiet laugh as she popped in another grape. It was a green grape and she wished to see his eyes this shade. It was impossible or maybe she just hadn’t evoked an emotion that made his eyes that light.
Her eyes watched Damian’s head turn towards her again. His eyebrows were furrowed together. She glanced around and leaned closer. Damian’s eyes watched her carefully. They were reverting from the forest green to a beautiful open-field grassy green. She smiled to herself and reached over, pressing her thumb against the in-between of his eyebrows and rubbed. Her fingers splayed across the top of his left cheek bone.
 “You know, if you always have scowl on your face, your face is going to freeze and you’re going to be stuck like that forever,” she whispered as she watched the wrinkles from his skin disappear and his face was relaxed.
 Her thumb smoothed over that area then moved down the left side of his nose, her thumb now caressing under his eye. Damian grabbed her wrist and pulled her hand away carefully. His eyes were soft, but his face tensed again as he scowled at her.
 “Enough. Tt, must you act like this in the middle of class?” Damian would not allow for the feelings that burned deep in the hidden crevices of his mind and his heart.  He would not allow it to be visible for the imbeciles he was forced to be around with because his father wanted him to be a “normal” teenager. Tt. Bruce wouldn’t have known what a normal teenager was if it bit him on the ass.
 [Y/n] smiled and wiggled her eyebrows. Damian’s left eyebrow quirked up and he realized that his hand was wrapped around her wrist. He let go and turned his attention back to the front. The creek of the door grabbed the entire class’s attention and one of the ladies from the attendance office stepped in.
 “Early dismissal for Miss [Y/n] [L/n].” [Y/n] shot up and grabbed her backpack; she popped one last grape into her mouth before saluting Damian with a smile.
“See you later,” she mouthed before she walked out the door. Damian felt his face flush and ducked his head. Thankful he was for sitting in the last rows of the class; nobody would be able to see his physical attraction to the one girl who had control over him.
 “That was idiotic of you!” Damian yelled as he ripped off his domino mask and pulled his hood back. His heart thudded against his chest and for a brief moment, he regretted pulling the hood because now his face would be exposed, and he’d have no way to hide how he felt.
 As Damian turned himself to face her, [Y/n] pushed him against the Bat-mobile and she snarled at him. His insides might as well have turned into liquid as her arm pushed against his chest and her face was neared his. He could feel her warm breath fan across his face and the smell of mint entered his nostrils.
 “It was idiotic when you decided not to trust me!” she sneered at him. His eyes searched hers, or at least the whites of her mask. Every fine muscle in her arm, he could feel. He felt how tense her muscles were against his chest. He could overpower her, he could push her right off him, but…he didn’t. He did not want to, at least not yet.
 “Tt, you scold me for something you did? You are worse than Todd!” Damian sneered back at her. [Y/n]’s arm went slack, and she pulled away. Her fingers dipped under mask as she pulled it off. Her eyes were dark with anger, her face was flushed red. His eyes softened at her appearance, but his face remained hardened.
 She let out a frustrated cry and if Damian didn’t have fast reflexes, the fist that [Y/n] threw would have hit him in the nose. He ducked to the left and grabbed her wrist. Just as he was going to yank her close to him, her hand wrapped the opposite shoulder and her leg was about to kick from behind to bring him down. Right as [Y/n]’s foot was about to hit his ankle, he lifted his leg and yanked her hand off.
 [Y/n] swung her other hand, and Damian grabbed it with his free hand. He used both of [Y/n]’s hands to twirl her entire body around. Her back was to his chest and her arms were crossed on the front of her body. His face neared hers from the right.
 “Tt, do you really think violence is the best solution to confront your mistakes?” He waited for her response, but instead he was on the ground, on his back and a groan left his body. [Y/n] stared at him from above and Damian’s heart screamed to be released from his chest as he watched what he had done; a tear fell from [Y/n]’s face and she walked away.
  Damian plopped himself down next to [Y/n]. He watched the boys from two grades below run around the yard with a soccer ball. His eyes glanced at her and his face softened. Her eyes stayed focused on the group of boys, the ball occasionally bouncing off the fence as they misjudged their kicks.
 “[I want to apologize],” Damian spoke, loud enough for only the two of them. He watched her face; one of her eyebrows quirked up and she gave him a side glance. A quiet sigh left her, and she turned her head to him.
“[Why do you doubt me?]” she asked him quietly. His eyebrows raised in shock before he gave her a stern look. He clicked his tongue multiple times as he tried to find the best answer in his head.
 “[It’s not you I doubt, I…],” he ducked his head and cleared his throat. [Y/n]’s cheeks dusted over with pink and she smiled at him. She stood and gave a once-over. Her eyebrow quirked up and she grinned at him. She no longer replied to him in his native tongue, but in English.
 “Damian, you and your brothers trained me. I know what I’m doing. Whether you think so or not,” she practically sang to him before heading back into the school. Damian’s eyes traced over her figure and a small smile graced his face.
  “Tt, do you really know what you’re doing?” Damian roared as he pressed [Y/n] to the wall of the cave. It was her who had ripped off her mask off first this time. Her eyes were glassy, and she refused to let the tears fall as Damian continued to scream at her over her actions.
 “This is the second time, [L/n]!” Damian realized his mistake when he watched her facial expression fall at the mention of her last name. She was one of the people that he never called by their last name, not since they first met. Her body no longer fought against him.
 “Damian, I had it under control, and you still went and doubted. You stepped in and that intervened and that’s how I ended up hurt. It wasn’t me, it wasn’t my fault. You just can’t accept that you’re the reason I’m hurt,” [Y/n] whispered, her eyes bored into his.
 Damian could not explain the heart-breaking feeling that clung in his chest. His face softened, and the hand pressed against her chest reached to stroke her chin. “Habibti…” he whispered. [Y/n]’s eyes shot up to meet his and she watched as pulled his mask off.
 His eyes were not forest green nor were they grassy green. She pushed him off as sudden anger filled her chest. Damian watched with careful eyes as fists came flying towards him. He dodged every one of those fists and eventual kicks.
 “You don’t get to scold me and tell me that I’m doing something wrong then call me habibti?” [Y/n] cried out in anger. A fist collided with his chest and he grabbed her wrist. “You trained me! You and your brothers taught me everything!”
 “I can’t watch as you go out there and get hurt! I know that you are independent and strong, but I cannot overcome this feeling over you!” Damian murmured when he pulled her close. His eyes scanned her face and landed on her lips. Her breath came out in small pants and he leaned out.
 “You’re an asshole,” she murmured with half lidded eyes.
 “You are habibti,” Damian murmured and pressed his lips to hers. Soft against soft; velvet kisses. His hands cupped her cheeks and her hands enclosed his wrists. Her lips molded into his perfectly and vice versa. They inhaled and exhaled together; each other’s breath was the oxygen that they needed to continue living.
 As they pulled away, [Y/n] searched his eyes. They were not forest green nor were they grassy green; they were a light green; it reminded her of green grapes that she plopped into her mouth. She searched his eyes and a beautiful smile displayed itself on his face. She came to a realization; green was her favorite color, no matter the shade.
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ohdeerlings · 5 years
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mushi hime rant hahahhaahfdsjh
just posting my long-winded summary i typed immediately after finished reading to talk about how bad it was; it ended up a lot longer than i intended and now i feel like i should at least keep what i put effort into typing =___=
so it starts with this guy who's been getting recurring nightmares of a girl who shapeshifts into a monster with a huge mouth and teeth eating him
one day a transfer student comes in and looks exactly like her(already outplayed trope of having dreams for no reason of reality that doesnt ever get explained, and it happens lots of times throughout
)around the same time strange events start happening around town: ex, truck driver found by police with markings of a mass insect attack, dogs and pets all getting attacked by swarms of ants and filling up the vet hospitals
the narrative goes back and forth btwn:
- the guy's (Ryoichi's) POV in class where he's just not approaching her and wary of her bc of his dream; he's Not Like Other Boys who get all horny over her bc she's perfect (beautiful, smart, mysteriously quiet, physically adept)
- and btwn this stereotypically wacky/eccentric scientist who was consulted by the police with the first caseturns out the scientist has been tracking down a series of seemingly unrelated murders that follow a clear path ending at Ryoichi's town
throughout the story there's some not so subtle dialogues about the earth going through global warming and species dying
the scientist spiels to some insignificant characters about how humans arent long for this earth, etc etc and how insects are amazing because of their adaptational abilities
he seems to know the transfer student girl, Kikuchi and is trying to track her down
meanwhile kikuchi is character-developed as some clearly dangerous but morally compromised monster-human hybrid who Only Preys on Bad Guys or people around at the wrong time
she gets hit on by some lecherous perv who asks her to karaoke and she actually agrees
there she straddles him and starts kissing him and then these tentacle things come ouit of her throat and go into his mouth
he slumps over and she leaves
the scientist-investigator duo are closing in on her and find the security camera tapes, from that they get a picture and show it around town to try to locate her
meanwhile Ryoichi is still like wow she's Scary and I'm Not Like Other Boys
then he happens to see her just as the old man from the karaoke bar (who seems to have not been killed and is just stumbling around acting drugged) finds her and attacks her
a fucking needle spike comes out of her arm and she defends herself by stabbing him and puncturing his skull and killing him
he sees all that and shes like well guess you're my hostage now and takes him to his house
she's also attracted to him inexplicably, partially because He's Not Like Other Boys and shes like WHY ISNT HE SECRETING PHEROMONES FOR ME(she can smell that
)then there's a weird "erotic" scene where she forces him onto the bed and deep throats him with her mouth tentacles
then there's just a LOT of dialogue thrown at us at once with the scientist just explaining a shit ton to his investigation partner whose character clearly only exists for hte sake of exposition
turns out he had a colleague when he worked on a super secret gov funded experiment called biosphere 2 where they sealed off a forest and bombed it with radiation and pollution n shit
they found that it endured a lot at first and it was because of the bugs (?) that it did until the bugs disappeared and were nowhere to be found, then the forest just died
they looked around and found mutated bugs sleeping inside the earth
his colleague had a daughter back then with a terminal illness so out of desperation he injected the dna of the mutated insects into her, hoping their resilience would change her body to survive the illness
so she lived but she was clearly not human, farming off of her dad - she wasnt able to produce endorphins anymore so her tentacle things would secrete an enzyme to get hte host to produce lots of endorphins and she would take it, creating a dependency
bc she was the only of her species to exist she felt a need to procreate so she also kept trying to mate with her dad 
then we find out that her dad had an identical twin who was raised by foster parents - and thats Ryoichi's dad, making Ryoichi and Kikuchi technically cousins, and genetically half-siblings
so thats why she was Inexplicably drawn to that town, and to him
she was wandering through japan because at some point her dad tried to kill her for humanity's sake, but bc of a random flood their town was wiped out and he wasnt able to kill her and she disappeared/survived the flood thanks to her ability to mutate in environmental changes
meanwhile she's been keeping him hostage to feed off of his endorphins and creating a dependency in him for the enzymes she would give him
until his mom accidentally comes into his room and sees, then she runs away and dies falling down the stairs lol
then he's all like ytou're a monster!!!!! and she threatens to kill the girl-next-door character in his friend group who seemed to have a thing for him/vice versa
so he's like: ill do anything just spare her!!!! 
so she forces him to answer the door when his friends are like why havent u been going to class and tell them to fuck off/be a dick to them
while theyre walking outside after to go somewhere else the scientist sees the girl (Chiken) and is like hEY you look sad and depressed there's nothing possibly else that could make u feel like that except having your childhood crush abducted by a halfhuman-half locust succubus
he shows her the picture and she recognizes her and leads him back to the house
then he gets a rifle to try to shoot her and theres a whole fight scene where she uses her pheromones to call upon the insects to swarm
ryoichi is useless because he found his moms corpse lying in the bathtub getting consumed by maggots she asked to fully decompose the body
then the scientist gets a couple shots in and fends her off, meanwhile random police get in the way to stop what looks just like a home invasion and she disappears
they take ryoichi into the hospital bc all the endorphin harvesting and brain fuckery has him weak
then ryoichi's dad comes in and is like how do you recognize who i am!! to the scientist who explains
oh yeah that's the point at which we find out ryoichi and kikuchi are related
and then he's still having dreams where she vores him and he's both horrified and wants it
meanwhile entire city is getting swarmed by insects in a disaster scene with society breaking down etc etc
kikuchi tracks them down by following ryoichi's scent (?)
then they have one last battle where they try to use the dad as a distraction bc he looks identical to her dead father
and somehow the scientist just FINDS specific chemicals/enzymes to throw on her and weaken the part of her thats an insect
also earlier before she got there he  whips out the mutant insect dna out of nowhere? like the extremely valuable dna that he should have no business just finding/still carrying around
and is like
hey lets inject ourselves with this because humanity is getting wiped out and attacked by insects rn anyway, the only way to live i sto adapt
but no one does it (lmao pointless inclusion) 
then they defeat her in a big struggle with ryoichi getting farmed on by her again and instead of just taking it has a Miraculous realization past the drugs that oh no this person is killing everyone i love
and CHOMPS on her tentacle thigns while their mouths are connected
scientist injuects her with more random dna he has to compromise her mutant dna and the insect swarming stops bc of the internal biological shit happening and she's writhing oon the ground
then looks like she dies
they try to escape the basement theyve been in because its suddenly flooding (no reason lmfao)
on the way out they get stopped by a teacher that she pricked with her spike earlier on who's been missing from school and his "insect bite" changed his behavior/ultimately made him into a different part human part bug who tries to kill them
then kikuchi who -surprise- hadnt died!@!! shows up again but now she's blond and looks almost exactly like Ryoichi (who is blond) because the thing the scientist injected in her enabled her to adapt to the water and she's still a  mutatn but Less Evil Somehow and he's like i thOUGHT U DIED.... I ACTUALLY LOVE YOU.. 
then epilogue is the scientist goign through his life normally and the city is recovered from the insect swarm and he sees another random global warming thing in the news and is like
“its only a matter of time before humanity perishes, but now is not that time....we're good.............,,,,,,,for now...and i know somewhere underwater something of humanity's legacy will live on”
and it cuts to ryoichi and kikuchi hugging in a very Shape of Water way underwater with tentacle thigns cause they went to live in the ocean
then there s a bad window for a sequel showing the teacher guy - SURPRISE - not actuially dead and crunching on humans in a sewer somewhere
STILL A FUN READ
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warmbeebosoftbeebo · 6 years
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So hi there i don’t know who to talk about this stuff and u seems like a wise person. So the thing is I’m 19 and I’m pretty sure im bi? By pretty sure I’m mean I’m attracted to boy romantically and I see myself being in relationship with a boy and with girls it’s more of a sexual attraction like I’m not really interested in romantic relationship with a girl but a sexual one yes, also the thing is in virgin and I’ve never been in relationship before so I’m just genuinely confused, 1/2
Also the thing is I cannot get wet when I think about boys, but if I think about the girls kissing boom I’m wet?? For example sometimes I try fantasizing about men when I’m already wet and I cannot cum, but soon and I think about girl I have an orgasam. Like this bothers me i know it’s seems stupid but I’m confused and mad at myself 2/2
sounds like one of three main things: 1) you're bisexual and cannot/won't (yet, this isn't inevitable) connect sexual and romantic/emotional attraction. so, if you're emotionally attracted to one sex, you're not sexually attracted to them and vice versa. possibly to do with splitting the body and mind, seeing the body as base, women as for sex/valued for their body, men as for emotion/domesticity/relationships/valued for their mind. that if you sexually desire someone, you can't emotionally want to be with them, and vice vera. 2) you are a lesbian and have internalized lesbophobia and possibly fear of women generally. wanting males for the normalcy they can give you. the acceptable life path. while actually desiring women but feeling like women are fundamentally abnormal in a same-sex context, or lesser than men generally. men can confer social worth to you, so you want to be in a relationship with them, but you long for women in your bones and vulva, telling yourself it's not in your heart too. or being that blocked at the idea of being with a woman that you don't yet long for them in your heart.3) do you have the same types of sexual thoughts about men and women? for an example, if my thoughts about men were aligned with mainstream porn/if i thought that's what sex with men was and all it could be, with my feminist consciousness, previous trans identification, etc i wouldn't desire men either. the pornified thoughts would leave me distressed/grossed out/bored/fearful/etc. (in my case, it contributed to my desire to be a gay man when i was 12-16. prior to that i had a "lesbian phase" that lasted a few months before my own het porn consumption and having fantasies aligned with that.) for example, do you fantasize about receiving pleasure clitorally/vulvally with women but have different thoughts about men? if the thoughts are quite different that could explain the lack of arousal, ability to come, etc. you could just be interested in the same types of sex with men and women (eg thigh riding, giving and/or receiving oral, rubbing genitals together without penetration, vibrators, using fingers on the clit, using fingers inside, entering him too or instead with a dildo/vibrator/fingers, masturbating in front of each other, etc). if the thoughts are already the same, 2 is likely. you could also not be interested in penises unless you are specifically interested in the guy who the penis is attached to, while finding vulvas inherently interesting/attractive, but being able to be attracted to other aspects of men regardless eg do you find men beautiful? pretty? handsome? sexy? what parts of them? their overall persona? can you look at a clothed man and think "fuck he's gorgeous", with a tummy flop and a tingle/ache/tickle/other pleasurable sensations in your vulva? topless one? do you see a boy swimming and think... god my heart's pounding, n i so shouldn't be getting too turned on right now :P? have any male friends that you crush on? come to find attractive, sexy? think about doing sexual things with? think about them whispering in your ear how much they want to see you feel good, want to know how to make you feel so fucking good? and so on. in my general opinion, i think women and girls already deserve someone focused on their pleasure, orgasms, comfort, etc but guys should have to earn it from women/girls in large part because we live under the reverse (eg sex is defined as piv, most other sex acts in hetero contexts whether seen as a kinda, halfway version of sex eg pia (penis in anus), fellatio, usually done violently and causing pain, or just foreplay are focused on males esp in porn). that could come into play with you too. guys should earn your sexual devotion/interest by being so fucking good with you you can't come anymore or think straight but women already deserve and need it.
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What do you think of Batman/Wonder Woman pairing? Is it good or bad?
I premise this by saying people can ship who they like and this is me answering your question honestly. I like Batman. I like Wonder Woman. But I do not like them as romantic partners. I just don’t feel it. Why? Because what has been done feels shallow, forced and left field, imo. Batman/Wonder Woman dynamic has been mostly colleagues  in comics for most of Diana’s 75 years. Her main love interest has been Steve Trevor. When George Perez rebooted Diana in 1988 it was Clark she was shown to be attracted to and vice versa. Steve had been written out and remained as an elder brotherly type to her, married to Etta Candy. Diana and Clark never pursued a romantic relationship because of timing and their young ages etc but became very close and it was tinged with some unresolved sexual attraction. They had a real friendship and featured in each other’s titles over the years. Unlike her and Batman. They never really were close. Batman’s books and Diana’s books never really depicted them as besties or romantically linked during the 80ties and 90ties.  The thing that started Batman/Wonder Woman was the JL/U cartoon. And even then I disliked it because Diana’s personality was abrasive and all her focus was on flirting with Batman for a date while he rebuffed her. She had precious little character development. They never even had a relationship. Flirting is not a relationship. A romantic relationship  is when you and another person have a go at seeing if you can be in a mutual consensual dynamic which may include intimacy. Kissing someone is not a relationship. Wanting a date but never getting it is not a relationship. Crushing is not a relationship.  Batman is a character that has a plethora of beautiful women and he does not suffer from a lack of lovers. Diana during the Post Crisis Era until Flashpoint only had 3 men explored as love interests in HER book ie Superman, Trevor Barnes and Tom Tresser. But even then she never got married or had anything serious like Batman and Superman did with their love interests Catwoman and Lois Lane. Until the new 52, that is, in 2012 where she was in a full on relationship with Superman for 4 years until they Rebirthed and brought Steve back in and redid her whole origin and personality. But because the kiddies liked the Batman/Wonder Woman flirting DC thought they would try BMWW in comics and out of nowhere suddenly Diana was having feelings for Batman during Joe Kelly’s JLA run in 2002 . Fact these two characters had no tension or build up in comics. They suddenly started to make out on a battlefield for no reason other than DC thought be interesting to force the JL/U stuff in canon. 
They did not date. Batman had his mission and that other woman he could not shake…Catwoman. They did some idiotic simulation in a computer in one Justice League issue and decided they better off as friends. In one of those simulations Diana even became Batwoman, tossed her entire heritage and costume to wear black leather and play vigilante. It implied Batman maybe would not allow himself because he was scared for her that his enemies etc would hurt her. HER. WONDER EFFING WOMAN. Then for years there was nothing romantic between them until Greg Rucka forced his weird Blackest Night Wonder Woman on the readership while Diana was dating Tom. Batman was actually dead and had already gone to Selina and told her he loved her. But Rucka slyly tried to make it seem as if Wonder Woman was still hot for a dead man who was in love with another woman. Just a really poorly told story that was ridiculed. For the record when Batman came to life, he went to Selina. Not Diana. 
 It was basically all about Batman. Not really about Wonder Woman. It was about what Batman could get. Never really about what it brought Diana or how she would or could grow as a person. It’s based on an arrogant rather cliched troupe of good girl/moody hyper masculine bad boy. She has to put up with his bs ways and help him change. It portrays Batman as an asshole and Diana as some nurse/therapist who has to bring this man to the light. Batman has always been written as morally strong and incorruptible…what light they on about? See the idea you have to get Wonder Woman to change Batman is already flawed. What does she need to change? What does she even understand of him and his personal pain? Batman written as he should should never need Wonder Woman to change him. This is why he and Selina are better because they fit in to each other’s street level world and both have enough tragedy to be able to understand each other’s pain and simply be there to support and love each other as companions and grow together. What does being with Batman give Wonder Woman? I hear the fans say they both warriors and rich and Batman is badass as reasons. Diana doesn’t need his money, she has power, is a princess, she has skills, she has intelligence …I’m still trying to find out what she gets out of being with him other than he is the cash cow with more fanboys who demand he gets all the women. She’d easily wipe the floor with his foes if allowed. I mean the reasons given for them could easily apply to Aquaman or Green Arrow as partners for her. I just don’t see what he brings to Wonder Woman. 
You know, Superman is a friend of Batman and, a beacon, and very much light to Batman’s darkness in terms of how they operate and yet you don’t read DC wanting Batman needing to screw Superman, do you? But Diana, the woman, has to open her legs to help Batman it seems. She can’t help or support him any other way?
It’s not earned via the narrative. Not by a long shot. Now that is not saying if done in another verse it can’t be tackled but I feel even then it’s very forced and limiting on Diana. Anyone read the Justice League Beyond Comic based on the JL/U? That alone shows how poorly WW/BM was conceived. Diana leaves her earth to go to an alternate universe and hooks up with a Batman there. He is not  the Batman she chased for a date in the cartoon. It’s like she just wants the cowl. Not the man. If you supposed to like a person, you supposed to like that person…not how he looks or the costume he wears. So how in heavens name can you just flip your affections to someone else because they look like the one you wanted? So yeah. 
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gettin-bi-bi-bi · 6 years
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Idk how many asks this is gonna take up but I hope it not more than 3, cause I have A LOT of stuff going on, sorry. First off ig is I've started questioning my sexuality and I'm very confused, just on how I should go about this. I feel like bi is a good word for what I am but if I have a preference for boys, does that mean I'm pan? I've only had 2 crushes on a girl, once in kindergarten (which I blew off at the time and forgot about because I thought I was doing something wrong) and now, (1/?)
but she’s straight (ik, just kill me now), but I’ve had a bunch of guy crushes. I’m just really confused because I feel like bi fits what I am better than pan, but that it might not really be what I am. Another thing is coming out to my family. Literally all my friends r very supportive & like ½ of them r bi or gay, and my mom is ok with it since I’ve talked to her before. My main problem is with my dad and stepdad. I’ve never had a good relationship with my dad & idek if he is against (2/3)
supportive of LGBT people. I’d have to ask him what his view points r, but idk how to bring it up in convo. My stepdad is a mix of supportive & not? I like K-pop & whenever I talk about it he refers to how the guys where makeup as gay, & when I say there’s nothing wrong with them being gay or wearing makeup, which have no relation to each other, he says that they’re still gay, & that they should just come out already, instead of lying to everyone & hiding it. (¾ now cause I wanna rant)
But then I think, it’s not like they’ve made an official statement saying they’re straight, so how do u even assume they r, and y do u keep yelling at me that they need to come out already? I’m really afraid to tell him because he’s a hypocrite who thinks he can tell me whatever he wants cause ‘hes the parent I’m the child’. I’m also a Catholic so we’ll see how telling the rest of my family goes, I’m 15 so they’ll probably tell me I’m being dumb. I feel very overwhelmed, please help. (4/4)
I’ll try to go through this step by step in the hopes of covering as much as I can.
“I feel like bi is a good word for what I am but if I have a preference for boys, does that mean I'm pan? [...] I’m just really confused because I feel like bi fits what I am better than pan, but that it might not really be what I am.”
Bisexuality is defined as attraction to more than one gender - it absolutely doesn’t matter if you prefer one gender over other genders. As long as you are somehow attracted to more than one gender you can call yourself bi. But more importantly: there’s no committee or outer force that gets to decide whether you are eligible for a bi licence (a bicence) or not. The only authority that gets to decide this is you! You say bi is a good word for you and it fits you - then so be it! Also, the definitions of bi and pan are overlapping which means that a lot of people who identify as bi also theoretically fit the definition of pansexuality (and vice versa) which is actually why some people use both labels. Here’s a post I’d recommend you look at.
“[...] but she’s straight (ik, just kill me now)”
Having crushes on straight people is a very common queer experience. It sucks but at the end of the day it always sucks when a crush isn’t reciprocated for whatever reason. Even if she were queer that’s no guarantee that you’d be her type. So don’t blame yourself for falling for a straight girl. Humans fall for incompatible people all the time. It happened, it won’t work out - but you’ll get over it. And eventually you may find someone who is compatible.
“Another thing is coming out to my family.”
You don’t have to come out to anyone. There’s no obligation to do that. As you said yourself in regard to these k-pop guys and your stepdad: it’s straight people’s own fault if they assume everyone else is straight. Closeted queer people aren’t lying to others out of some malicious motivation to deceive others - they are either closeted because it’s necessary for their safety or they just don’t think it’s anyone’s fucking business. Nobody is obliged to disclose any sort of information they don’t wanna share. So, to come back to you, if you don’t wanna deal with the hassle - don’t. It’s not your job to educate your stepdad or anyone else. Either they wanna grow into more accepting people and educate themselves out of an interior motivation - or not. It’s okay not to come out at all or only to the people you know will support you.
“he’s a hypocrite who thinks he can tell me whatever he wants cause ‘hes the parent I’m the child’”
There’s not much I can say about this other than he sounds like a horrible person. I don’t think he deserves knowing anything about you. Getting to know a person is a privilege that has to be earned - and he doesn’t seem worth it so fuck him! Focus on the people who truly care, the people who will support and accept you, the people who won’t try to silence you because you’re young. Your voice and opinion matters!
Maddie
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