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The Toa Sinis
The former toa Protectors of Metru Nuva, a massive metropolitan city built on Spherus Magna.
The Toa Sinis were infamouns amongst Toa for the ruthless efficiency they operated on thanks to their leader, Toa Ohtto. EVentually, the city turned on the Toa after they broke the Toa Code and the team never got over this and themselves have turned on the city they used to protect.
Toa Sinis of Ice, Ohtto
Ohtto was the leader of the Toa Sinis. He is incredibly intelligent and used to work as a Scholar in the city's knowledge towers before he became a Toa. His inteligence however gave him a massive ego, which only got worse upon becoming a Toa.
His Toa tool is the mechanical arms her wirlds.. They were oroginally a device he attached to himself to help with his work as a matoran, but the process of becoming a Toa fused them to him. They have numerous alternative weapons the claws on them can become.
Toa Sinis of Stone, Lehks
A powerful brute of a Toa, towering over his team mates, and with unparalleled strength. Lehks is absolutely the muscle of the team. He's well known for his incredibly short temper, something that was only really kept in check by Ohtto and the rest of his team.
As a Matoran he worked as a City Guard. Like many Guardsmen, when the Vahki 2.0 were created and introduced to boost law enforcement, he despised them. He didn't trust them, nor did he like the threat they posed to law enforcement jobs. To try and show the Vahki as redundant, Lehks agreed to test out a prototype set of power armor. He loved it, and was always seen with it. Upon becoming a Toa, however, the proto type armor was melded to his body.
Toa Sinis of Air, Tuum
Tuum was an inventor as a Matoran and created numerous useful gadgets that are often still used in Metru Nuva today. His final invention, before becoming a Toa anyways, was a wing pack that allowed Matoran to fly. It never got past the prototype. The prototype functioned, but manufacturers saw no reason to make it with the numerous other air born vehicles Matoran had access to. Tuum spitefully kept the Prototype and used it on a regular basis. The Wing pack even became his Toa Tool upon his transformation.
After becoming a Toa, Tuum found more comfort in the air with his now much more advanced wings.
He was known for his spiteful nature, and tendency to hold grudges. Even before the team went bad, Tuum often went out of his way to inconvenience or bully those who'd wronged him as a Matoran.
Toa Sinis of Fire, Ghob
Ghob was always a little cross wired. Though he kept it in check, he had a destructive nature, and greatly enjoyed breaking stuff which played into his chosen career path in demolitions.
Upon becoming a Toa, Ghob's sky board changed into the new, current shape as a sort of powered glider. It holds within it empty canisters that Ghob is able to transfer fire energy into to turn into bombs.
Ghob was easily amongst hte most destructive of the Toa Sinis, rivaled only by Lehks and even then, Lehks had more self control than Ghob did. This often left Ghob at odds with his team, and the Matoran of Metru Nuva.
Toa Sinis of Sonics, Shuul
Shuul is one of the most pragmatic of the Toa Sinis. When he was on a mission his primary goal was to get in, and get it done as quickly as possible as effectively as possible. Thanks to his sensitive hearing, he had difficulty using his element, until Tuum and Ohtto modified his gauntlets. The new modifications they made allowed him to channel elemental powers into silent shockwaves.
As a Matoran he worked in tectonics, helping monitor for seismic activity.
Toa Sinis of Lightning, Illhon
Illhon is effectively the only member of the Toa Sinis who lacks a Toa tool, channeling electricity through body alone. Initially he had difficulty controlling his element, but he got the of it quickly. He quickly became obsessed with the new found power his element gave him, and the further boost to that his Kanohi Voriki gave him. It wasn't uncommon to see him draining buildings or other powered structures of their energy.
Something no one on his team let's him forget is that in his Matoran days he was an electrician.
The Toa Sinis as Matoran
Been on a Spider-Man hyperfixation lately, and had the idea for a bionicle Spider-man cross over. I'll have a team of Spider-men made later on, once I've settled on the team comp and their elements. Got it, mostly, figured out but still figuring it out.
#bionicle#bionicle moc#lego#lego moc#Toa Sinis#Toa of Ice#Toa of Stone#Toa of Air#Toa of Fire#Toa of Sonics#Toa of Lightning#Corrupted Toa#Sinister Six#Doc Ock#Rhino#Vulture#Hobgoblin#Shocker#Electro
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Kerubic Prayers for the 4 stations of the sun.
Following are prayers I personally use and find useful in my practice:
Morning/Waking up Prayer:
O Raphael, Archangel of Air, As the rushing winds of wisdom open our mind and hearts to the Divine Light of the Creator.
The Sun rises and we rise with it rejuvenated by the Light of Raphael, Kerub, and Paralda.
May the four elements within and without be balanced, I Beseech thee in the name of Eheieh, Yah, Yahveh, Adonai, El, Eloah, Elohim, Shaddai, Tzavaot.
Noon Prayer:
O Michael, Archangel of Fire, who’s like god, Ruler over celestial fire, and guide of our Destiny.
The Sun stands at the Zenith of the sky, and we stand to receive its blessings of the Light of Michael, Seraph, and Djinn.
May the four elements within and without be balanced, I Beseech thee in the name of Eheieh, Yah, Yahveh, Adonai, El, Eloah, Elohim, Shaddai, Tzavaot.
Evening Prayer:
O Gabriel, Archangel of Water, Strength of God, Ruler over celestial water, quenches our thirst of wisdom by the lustral water of heaven.
The Sun sets with your arrival, and we stand to receive its blessings of the Light of Gabriel, Tharsis, and Nicksa.
May the four elements within and without be balanced, I Beseech thee in the name of Eheieh, Yah, Yahveh, Adonai, El, Eloah, Elohim, Shaddai, Tzavaot.
Night/Sleep Prayer:
O Uriel, Light of God, archangel of wisdom and action, of guidance on the path in our work. Open the gates with your key, and shine your lamp on our path that we may walk toward divinity.
The Sun is Hidden, but the light reflected by the silent moon is the light of the Lord, we stand to receive the blessing of the Light of Uriel, Arel, and of Ghob.
May the four elements within and without be balanced, I Beseech thee in the name of Eheieh, Yah, Yahveh, Adonai, El, Eloah, Elohim, Shaddai, Tzavaot.
#occult#magic#ritual#witchblr#magick#invocation#spellwork#archangel#archangel gabriel#archangel michael#archangel uriel#archangel raphael#prayer#theurgy#ceremonial
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Friend Friday!!
This is ghob, who I purchased upon seeing his silly face and going "I bet my friend ghob would love this." I've had him for about a year now :]
hi ghob!!! hes very cute and quite the fashionista in his hat!
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Correspondences: Earth
As noted in The Spiral Dance by Starhawk
EARTH
Direction: North
Rules: The body, growth, nature, sustenance, material gain, money, creativity, birth, death, silence, chasms, caves, caverns, groves, fields, rocks, standing stones, mountains, crystal, jewels, metal, bones, structure
Time: Midnight
Season: Winter
Colors: Black, brown, green, white
Signs of the Zodiac: Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn
Tool: Pentacle
Spirits: Gnomes, ruled by their King Ghob
Angel: Gabriel
Names of the North Wind: Boreas, Ophion
Sense: Touch
Jewels: Rock crystal, salt
Incense: Benzoin, storax
Plants: Comfrey; grains: barley, corn, oats, rice, rye, wheat; ivy Tree: Oak Animals: Bison, cow or bull, snakes (earth-dwelling), stag
Goddesses: Ceres, Demeter, Gaea, Mah, Nephthys, Persephone, Prithivi, Rhea, Rhiannon
Gods: Adonis, Arawn, Athos, Cernunnos, Dionysus, Marduk, Pan, Tammuz
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pairing: mentioned!nora + michael
warnings: strong language, mentions of abortions, series four spoilers. (written at two in the morning, and was just a bit of fun)
summary: nora's on edge after leaving michael in hospital.
“that’s senga gillaspie passed on,” edith comments to her sister as she swipes down the sticky bar counter.
nora’s sitting on a bench below the phone picking at her nails. disinterested in the local word or helping with the bar’s upkeep. she hadn’t even bothered to collect the remaining pint glasses around the main room before heading to bed.
edith sighs, once again attempting to get her sister’s attention. “it’s a sin really. waitin’ all that time fir a bairn an a man only tae be in the ground at twenty-three.”
“wonder if she fancies switchin’.” nora grumbles, still biting at loose skin around the cuticle that’s been nipping her all morning, “’ve a pair ae screamin’ bairns that’ll fit in ‘er deid-box. leave ‘em at ‘er heidstane the night.”
folding away the tea-towel, edith rolls her eyes at nora’s cynicism despite the humour lingering in her words. she didn’t particularly agree with speaking ill of the dead even if it was a common occurrence in their circles. they’d not long brought a couple of their aunties to their grave over the past few years, and she wouldn’t take too kindly to anyone speaking of them in vain as nora was.
“falbh a ghabhail do ghnùis airson cac,” edith mutters.
nora snorts, she didn’t know much of the language, but she sure knew what that meant. “duin do ghob.”
glancing up she catches edith biting at her lip, holding back a grin clearly not expecting nora to respond in such a manner.
“didnae think you remember o’nything ae that. what wae livin’ doon south for so long.”
she shakes her head, before leaning back against the wall. “mother-in-law doesn’t like us speakin’ much of our ain language, let alone mine – ‘hinks michael will feel left out.”
“can’t imagine esme’s too happy with that.”
nora smiles warmly, remembering the regular scolding they’d get across the dinner-table from polly when the excitement of inside jokes between the girls got a little too personal with a handful of glasses. it wasn’t all michael though, polly liked the shelby’s speaking properly these days, easier for them to hide in plain site amongst the elite. though, nora couldn’t hide her twang much, neither could esme.
“she wasn’t, hardly stopped her.”
wasn’t. right.
edith didn’t seem to pick up on the tense as she finished up sorting the petty cash for alec to open in an hour’s time.
nora hadn’t been around her sister like this in what felt like forever. the last time the pair caught-up was for her son’s christening and now were reunited for rosalin’s, much to nora’s unfortunate dismay.
the oldest of the trio had begun carrying herself differently. choosing darker colours and thicker cardigans, annunciating her words with a softer, yet stern sincerity she’d never had before nora last visited.
“are you ready to pop into town?” edith asked, slipping on her coat. “or are you gonnae to sit in the corner wae a face like a skelped erse all mornin’?”
“can’t the weans–”
“–are with jane.”
“jist, no the day edie. awricht?”
“ma always said a watched pot–”
“–never boils. ah know, but this is different.”
“the phone’s not going to ring at this hour. you can ring yir man efter tea.”
“mum said she would phone, make sure we got here safe.”
“right, because a train journey up north is quite a dangerous outing.” edith scoffs, unlocking the front door, “’mon, we’ll head for the arcade and get yourself a new dress for sunday – whit’s wae the greetin nory?”
nora releases a choked sob, trying to wipe at any potential tears that may have fallen. she didn’t think she was crying but perhaps her eyes were a bit watery.
“listen, ‘ve no been honest–”
“christ, you’re not pregnant again are you? is that why you’re up here? does mick not want it? ‘cause mrs. mcafferty doesn’t do that anymore – polis started catching oan.”
“no. fir once ah ‘hink ah’d rather be up the spout than this.”
“ach awa’an bile yer heid!”
“michael’s in hospital.” nora swallows, “he got shot – christmas day. been in there since. ‘ve been lookin’ efter him but da-”
“–telt ye tae git yer arse up here with the weans for the christening. fuck.”
“didnae tell him. ah mean it. don’t be a wee fucking clipe edie.”
“oi, watch yir fucking mouth wae me. i’m no the grass in this family.”
“aye ye are.”
edith sighs, taking a seat next to her sister and pulls her into her arms. “why’d he get shot hmm? not in any trouble i hope.”
“no of his own doing.”
“how’s that?”
“they’re like us,” nora admits. “like the conks.”
“should’ve fuckin’ known.” edith grimaces, “cannae tell da that, it’ll send him ‘er the edge. he’ll hiv yer man’s hied.”
there was a hanging joke in there somewhere, but nora didn't want to worry her family even more. “aye, he can get the bloody queue.”
“anythin’ we can do–”
“no. thomas has the gold–”
“the gold’s?! no nory. we can’t have you going back to that surely johnny’s telt–”
nora pulls back from her sister. “i’m going back. and i’m not fighting on this awricht? i’m fucking done fighting. the stick has been swiftly pulled oot ma erse. last fucking fight i had, a man ended up deid oan his ain drive.”
“and esme’s awricht with gold’s sniffin’ aboot? you know what they’re like aroun’ lassies.”
“disnae matter. she’s gone. fucked aff tae the fields.”
“how? thought she married wan ae them?”
“she did. and noo ‘es deid.”
“oan his ain drive?”
“aye. hid a screamin’ match wae gray on christmas mornin…” nora takes a sharp inhale. “next thing ah know there’s blood all over ma hauns and she’s runnin fir the phone.”
“right. well. forget toon. ah’ll put some rashers oan upstairs and we’ll wait fir yer mother-in-law tae ring.” edith gave her sister a friendly shake before getting up, “bit tell ‘er tae phone later the ‘morra, can’t hiv you lookin’s a sight at yir own weans christening.”
translations:
falbh a ghabhail do ghnùis airson cac: "away and take you face for a shite" (in other words, 'you're full of / talking shit.')
duin do ghob: "shut the fuck up" (self-explanatory)
how: i know this seems daft, but "how" usually means 'why?' and "why" can mean 'what?' or sometimes 'no.'
also, when edith says "arcade", she doesn't mean it literally in the modern sense, it's basically an old 'shopping centre' in glasgow.
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Elementals: What Is An Elemental? And the Guardians of the Watchtowers
Before modern witchcraft, Wicca and ceremonial magic sort of ruled the occult community. And casting a circle before ritual and invoking the elementals was a popular practice among practitioners. But what is an elemental? And are the elementals the same as the guardians of the watchtowers?
First, What is an Elemental?
First we answer the question, what is an elemental? You’ve heard of the four elements, right? Earth, air, fire and water are the four core elements according to Western magical tradition. An elemental is the spirit of an element. Just as humans have bodies AND a soul, so do elementals. The element itself (air, for example) is the physical manifestation of the elemental, while the sylph is the spirit of air. As above, so below. There are four elementals to correspond with the four elements: Gnomes are earth elementals, Undines are water elementals, Sylphs are air elementals and Salamanders are fire elementals.
Where Did the Belief in Elementals Originate?
The first wink of elemental belief originates in the Medieval Ages with alchemy. Paracelsus being one of the first alchemists to study and use the four main elements in his practice. If you ask a Wiccan today, you’ll hear it’s a Wiccan belief but truly we see elementals being invoked in nineteenth century ceremonial magick. Namely the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. This was a Masonic-inspired secret society, if you will, of occultists who studied and practiced high magick, metaphysics, and the paranormal. The Golden Dawn’s belief in elementals trickled down to more modern religions like Wicca and Aleister Crowley’s Thelema. Yet the belief everything in nature has consciousness and the belief in fairies predates occult societies such as these by thousands of years.
Who Are the Guardians of the Watchtowers?
Before we go any further, let’s define what the watchtowers are and how the elements and elementals may be connected. In ceremonial magick, practitioners cast a circle for protection and energy, and call on the “corners” or the four cardinal directions along with their respective elements. Typically, it goes like this: East = air, South = fire, West = water and North = earth. The corners or four cardinal directions are also known as the Watchtowers. (I literally envision a tower at each of the four directions when I call the corners.)
If you’ve ever watched the 90s movie The Craft, you might remember when the girls cast a circle and call the corners. “Hail to the Guardians of the Watchtowers of the East, Powers of Air and Invention, Hear Us!” Were they calling the elementals in or are the guardians of the watchtowers something completely different? My research suggests that depending on the tradition and even the individual, the Guardians of the Watchtowers can be one of many things. They could be the elementals, “kingdoms of elementals”, the basic four elements, OR in some cases, archangels. Here we focus specifically on the Elementals as Guardians of the Watchtowers.
Gnomes: Earth Elemental Guardians of the Watchtower of the North
Gnomes are the spirits of the earth element, also called earth elementals. They are guardians of the North and of the earth. The word Gnome comes from the Greek gnoma meaning knowledge. The King of the gnome kingdom, named Ghob, is sometimes invoked as a Guardian of the Watchtower of the North. Separate from being a Wiccan or ceremonial elemental, gnome folklore is found in many countries. These small faery beings live deep in ancient forests within intricate root systems. They are guardians of the ancient forests and all wildlife there. Gnomes are believed to bless one’s garden and home, hence why we have gnome lawn ornaments in modern times.
Gnome elementals appear as small, wizened men and women with green and blue outfits and red caps. The men have beards. They are sometimes capricious and always protective of their natural homes. In the Order of the Golden Dawn, gnomes were considered “essential spiritual beings” invoked to praise God in a ritual called Benedicite Omnia Opera.
Sylphs: Air Elementals, Guardians of the Watchtower of the East
Sylphs are the spirits of the air element, also called air elementals. The word sylph derives from the Greek silphe meaning butterfly. Sylphs are guardians of the East and of Air. The King of the Air kingdom’s name is Paralda and is invoked as a Guardian of the Watchtower of the East. Sylphs aren’t as steeped in folklore as gnomes, yet their presence is existential. I’ve known multiple practitioners who, after calling the corners and releasing them, have seen sylphs stick around. They seem to have a playful nature, more so than the other elementals. Sylphs appear as “tiny, winged creatures” who look “vaguely human”, according to Edain McCoy. Yet modern eyewitness accounts describe them as speedy, white wisps of air.
Salamanders: Fire Elementals, Guardians of the Watchtower of the South
Salamanders are the spirits of the fire element, also known as Fire Elementals. They are the guardians of the South and Fire. The word salamander‘s origin isn’t quite as clear but could relate to salambe which means fireplace. Salamanders originate in the Middle East, in the dry, hot desert where the fire element is ubiquitous. They’re also said to originate in China. The King of Salamanders’ name is Djinn, which links him to the Middle Eastern belief in the Djinn spirits or Djinni (where we get the Jeannie in the lamp concept).
While these beings share a name with the salamander animal, they aren’t quite the same. But, in the same flame, the salamander elemental sometimes resembles a lizard. When seen, salamanders dance, slither, and flit from flame to flame in the fire. If you’ve taken a picture of a bonfire or candle flame and noticed faces or small, darting dragons, you’ve seen the salamander elementals.
Undines: Water Elementals, Guardians of the Watchtower of the West
Undines are the spirits of the water element, also called Water Elementals. They guard the West and Water. The word undine comes from the word unda meaning wave. Undines are found everywhere there is a body of water. They often manifest in the form of a mer-being, half-human half-fish, but present themselves in any form they choose. They’ve also been known to look like kelpies – water horses. Their origins are Greek and Middle Eastern, and according to Edain McCoy, the undines were considered “demi-gods” by the ancient Romans. They are also called sea sprites and sea guardians. Niksa is the King of the Undines.
Why Call on the Elementals as Guardians of the Watchtowers?
You don’t have to be Wiccan or a ceremonial magician to cast a circle and call the elementals. In fact, I recommend it to anyone who wants to perform an elaborate ritual on a sabbat that might need to raise extra energy or requires extra protection. When you invoke the elementals and call on them as guardians of the watchtowers, you aren’t just calling the elements – you’re giving them a name. Giving someone or something a name is powerful.
When you call on the elementals and ask them to aid your workings, you call on the very essence of the four elements…the basis of all life on this planet. THAT is power! The elementals are known for aiding magical workings of all kinds and should be thanked and released when your circle is opened at the end of ritual. Learn how to cast a circle here if you don’t know how. Then refer to the graphic above for how to call the guardians of the watchtowers.
https://otherworldlyoracle.com/elementals-guardians-of-the-watchtowers/
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Es isch voll komisch. I denk de Toge manchmal an di. Wie ondersch mein Leben vor an johr im vergleich zu jetzt wor. I wor so richtig verletzt und verstört von de poor toge, de i mit dir in Berlin verbrocht hon. De hoben sich für mi net guat ungfühlt. Sie woren großteils kolt, verletzend und übergriffig - emotional und körperlich. I hon mi so weit entfernt gfühlt, von unfong un. I hon lei unbedingt von jemandem gewellt werden gewellt und du worsch holt da oanzige, den i jemals so gekennt hon. I woas no genau den oanen Toge, an dem i im Grunde schun gewisst hon, dass es vorbei isch. Dass du mi unekelsch (und sel isch koane übertreibung) und dass i di eigentlich nimmer mol mog und lei a idee von dir nochgehongen bin. Du worsch an dem Tog in da Uni, i hon so awian in deiner Wohnung noch an blattl papier gsuacht und hon deinen block und des komische Mind Map über di selber gfunden. I hon es gelesen und es lochhoft und peinlich gfunden. Wie konn jemand lei so über sich denken????? Oanfoch peinlich. Jedenfolls hon i es gfunden, die Tanja ungeruafen und es gonze Packtl Zigaretten laar geracht, aus deinem Küchenfenster gelehnt. I woas no genau, wie beklemmend des Gefühl wor, wos i in da Brust ghob hon und wie leer i mi gfühlt hon. Des gefühl von leere hon i in de toge fost die gonze Zeit ghob mit dir. Außer wenn i und du nochdem mir im M-Bia woren aufn menschenleeren Alexanderplatz handl gheb hoben und du in da U-Bahn deinen Kopf auf meine Schulter gelegt hosch. Sunscht hon i mi so laar gfühlt mit dir und eigentlich schun gewisst, dass i di nimmer mol mog und oanfoch olles a lüge wor. I hon mi selber belogen, di und du mi ah. I konn mi no ans futurium erinnern, als di di Katha ungeruafen hot. Wie i danoch an dem grauen Tog mit dir an da spree vorn futurium gstonden bin und du mir irgendeps gsog hosch, wos mi verletzt hot. Oder beim vietnamesen. Wie genervt du die gonze zeit von mir worsch, dass i über meine gefühle reden gewellt hon. Wie genervt du worsch, dass i über deine gefühle reden gewellt hon. Wie du mir deine kronke Lebensphilosophie erklärt hosch bzw. aufdrücken gewellt hosch. I konn mi nimmer eine deine Worte erinnern, i hons echt oanfoch lei krass verdrängt, ober i konn mi no ans gefühl erinnern. De toge woren a oanziger strom aus gedanken und gefühlen und i hon mi ausgeliefert gfühlt, wie a Reh vor autoscheinwerfer. Als du in da uni und im gym worsch bin i zu an typ fegln gongen in irgendso a komisches Ministerium. I woas nimmer mol wo es wor. Es wor scheiße und es Kondom isch obgerutscht. I woas no genau, wie i die pille danoch gekaft hon, bei da Apotheke am kotti. Als i hoamgfohren bin, woas i genau, wie viel ongst mir berlin gemocht hot. Wie viel ongst es mir gemocht hot, mit dem wos du sem mit mir gemocht hosch konfrontiert zu werden. Oder so zu werden wie du - abgeklärt, kolt, a Hülle. Und donn bin i noch Berlin kemmen. Hot sich die ersten toge komisch ungfühlt, ober zum Glück wor i jo in a gonz onderen ecke berlin wie du. Moabit ist beste. I hon getindert, hon mi mit leit getroffen, da Ablauf wor eigentlich ollm gleich: sie schlogen a Bar bei sich in da nähe vor, man geat sem hin, trifft sich, danoch sog er hey i kenn no an späti/i wohn in da nähe und donn geat man mit zu ihnen und hot bedeutungslosen sex. Been there, done that mit so an promoter von toy tonics - i hon net gewisst, dass sel so a groases Ding isch in Berlin, i het mi nomol mit dem treffen gsollt, der het mi easy ins Berghain auf GL tian gekennt. Donn mit an Anwalt. I wor no auf 1-2 Dates, wo mir donn koanen Sex ghob hoben. Wor gonz nett & free drinks. Donn hon i auf da Jura Party an Dänen kennengelernt & mit ihm hon i donn a situationship ghob für a poor wochen, bis i a weile koanen sex mehr hoben geterft hon.
In da zwischenzeit hon i ober jemand onderen kennengelernt. Mir hoben ins in die ersten Mai-Toge getroffen, in a Bar in Neukölln, Nathanja & Heinrichs. Mir hoben geredet und es hot richtig gefunkt. Als i ihn schun es erste mol gsegen hon, wor mir klor, dass i unbedingt mit ihm sex hoben will. so eps hon i no nie gfühlt bzw gedenkt. Ober bei ihm hot olles gstummen, hoore, outfit, STIMME, parfum, wos er gsog hot etc. Noch a weile hoben mir donn auf da Couch ziemlich krass ummergeknutscht und sein donn zu ihm hoam geubert. Sex wor nice. Und da Rest isch eigentlich history. I hon schun no 1-2 flings mit ondere typen ghob, ober ob Mitte Juni-Anfang Juli hot sich der Couch Typ als da oanzige für mi herauskristallisiert. Er isch olles, wos i jemals in an typ gewellt hon. Er hert mir wirklich zua, erinnert sich an jedes kloane detail, mocht mir random geschenke, kocht für mi, wenn mir streiten, reden mir es glei aus. Mit ihm wor olles so oanfoch. So natürlich. Es hot sich olles so richtig ungfühlt. Mir lochen viel zusommen. Mir hoben in gleichen Humor. I konn ihm olles sogen und i ihm ah. Wenn eps isch, konn i es ihm ohne bedenken sogen. Bei ihm konn i mi so richtig follen lossen und hon sogor meinen ollerersten orgasmus mit ihm ghob. I het net gedenkt, dass i so eps jemals fühlen konn. Mir gian zusammen auf reisen und hoben in seiner wohnung schun fix zusommengewohnt. I wor 10 Toge mit ihm in die Niederlande, seinen Hund sitten. I folt seine Kleider und putz seine Wohnung. Er kocht für mi und wascht. Mir gian zusammen in Parks, auf flohmärkte, in museen. Er hot mi zum Flughafen gebrocht und sich in Tog freigenummen, als i hoam bin. er hot tränen in die augen ghob und i ah. Timo, i hon es erste mol jemanden gfunden, bei dem i mi so fühl. I hon mi es erste mol richtig verliebt. Und jemanden gfunden, der mir auf Augenhöhe begegnet. Des mit dir wor olles net da rede wert. I hon in Berlin so viele abenteuer erlebt. Schiane und net so schiane. I hon Berlin gelebt. I hons aufgesogen wie a schwamm. I hon mein leben sem geliebt. I wor ollm in bewegung, hon ecken in berlin gsegen, de du noch de johr de du draußen wohnsch net kennsch. Berlin isch für mi zuhause geworden, i hon freunde gfunden, die liebe. I will wieder zrugg.
Berlin isch ober ah hässlich. I bin es erste mol richtig dem drogen-milieu ausgsetzt worden. Mein Freund nimmt Drogen und alle seine Freunde ah. Sie sein olle extrem erfolgreich 30-35 Jährige und schniefen keta und methadrone wie nichts. Es wor a komisches gefühl, als mein freund es erste mol a line vor mir gezogen hot, in seinem wohnzimmer. Es wor komisch, als er im RSO olle 45 Minuten aufs klo gongen isch a line ziachen. Irgendwenn bin i mitgongen und mir hoben krass ummergeknutscht in der ekligen Klokabine. Er hot metallisch gschmeckt. Um seinen geburtstag zu feiern, sein mir ins café lutia. es isch bei dir um die ecke. NGL, i hoss die zone um kotti. Wegen dir, ober weils oanfoch wirklich obgeranzt und eklig isch. i hon in meine freundinnen gsog, dass du do wohnsch und sie hoben deine haustür mit eier oder so bewerfen gewellt. I hon gsog, dass für sel die eier zu schode waren. Najo, Kotti hoss i ober echt. I wor mol in der Bar, Dresden in Kreuzberg. Bruh, i wor irgendwenn aloane in so a kloanen seitenstraße hintern kotti und i hon nervös in Matt ungeruafen. Er isch donn klorerweise von Tempelhof von an abendessen zu mir kemmen zun kotti - mein ritter in glänzender rüstung. Danoch hoben mir bei Hasir an Döner gessen - gor net mein Foll ih. Jedenfolls - kotti bad. Und haha des isch jetzt vielleicht random, ober a freundin von mir hot bei da grimmstraße 1 bei da admiralsbrücke gewohnt - bei der Pizzeria wo mir mitn schlauchboot pizza gholt hoben. Komisch, wie des a full circle moment wor. Zrugg zu da Geb-Feier - es wor surreal. I hon es erste mol seine freunde getroffen, a poor woren zu weckgetreten um überhaupt mit mir zu reden. 24/7 lei aufs klo sein sie gongen. Mein freund ah manchmal. A chilene hot mi ungemocht, a freundin von meinem freund hot ihn abgewimmelt. Als i es meinem freund gsog hon, hot er mi geküsst und hot gsog "so jetzt werd ers woll verstonden hoben". Seine freunde hoben ihm a korte geben und ihm eps geschenkt. I bin neben ihm gsessen, er hot mi ungelocht und mi richtig stürmisch aufn Mund geküsst. Danoch die after party wor schwierig, olle high außer i. Wor a komisches gefühl. Als i & mein Freund in bolt hoam bestellt hoben, hon i draußen worten gewellt. Es wor in Neukölln in da Wohnung von Nelson (er isch a Bankdirektor, man sollat moanen, dass er eps besseres finden kannt mein gott), in da Nähe von Hermannplatz und i hon außi gian gewellt, ober mein Freund hot mi wieder zrugg einigezogen. Er sorgt sich um mi, hot sich ollm um mi gsorgt, weil bei meiner S-Bahn station in Bellevue so a obdachloser wor, der mir ollm nochgongen isch und mi ungeschrien hot. A typ hot sich in da S-Bahn oanen auf mi oigholt und da Matt wor glei für mi do und hot mi unterstützt.
I hon mol furchtbore periodenkrämpfe ghob. Er hot mir Eis gekaft (meine Lieblingssorte, Sunlover), a Wärmflosche und Buscofen. Er hot meinen Bauch geküsst, damit es wianiger wea tuat. Er wascht meine Hoor, wenn i zu müde bin. Er kocht für mi und sel richtig fancy zuig wie ente mit risotto alla milanese, ceviche mit jakobsmuscheln und kaviar. Mir mochen zusommen dumplings. Mir boden zusommen mit Champagner oder Bier - sel endet donn meistens in seinem Bett. Er drahnt Zigaretten für mi und hot sich um mi gekümmert, als a Space Cookie in Amsterdam mi komplett ausn gefecht gesetzt hot - i hon gekotzt und mein auge hot scheiße wea getun, weil i wahrscheinlich kotze ins auge gekriag hon. Er isch mir schnell beim kruidvat augentropfen kafen gongen. Als er gedenkt hot, dass i schlof hot er mi aufn kopf geküsst und gsog, dass er sich um mi kümmert. I hon es erste mol in meinem leben a beziehung auf augenhöhe. I hon mi so richtig verliebt. Sel hon i bei da rave demo gegen die a100 auf da sonntagsstraße es erste mol laut gsog. Und bei gott, i hon mi verliebt. Meine Freundin hot mi ungschaug und gemoant: endlich hoschs ausgsprochen. Noch da rave demo bin i hoam zu ihm und hon aufn weg zrugg bei inseren döner des vertrauens 2 döner gholt. I bin zrugg zu seiner wohnung gflogen, so schnell bin i gongen, weil i es net erworten gekennt hon, ihn wieder zu segen (ah wenn i literally 2 wochen bei ihm gewohnt hon lolol und ihn ständig gsegen hon). Des gefühl. I hon in seinen hausflur die döner aufn boden gezeckt und ihn richtig stürmisch geküsst. I und er passen so guat zomm. I wor im November bei ihm. Als i gongen bin, hot er es onigiri, wos i ihm gekaft hon für 2 toge aufgholten, lei weil i es gekaft hon. Seinen Pulli, den i unghob hon, hot er net waschen gewellt, weil da pulli noch mir riecht.
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Press Center 10-08-2023
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Day 206 - Elementals: King Ghob
Day 206 – Elementals: King Ghob
It has been a while since I did my meditations with Necksa and the element of water, and I get the impression that I’ve been heavily processing that energy. Life has been a very peculiar time lately, with a lot of interpersonal stuff shifting in ways which prompt a lot of reflection and has forced new levels of self awareness. It has been uncomfortable and emotionally open in ways I would…
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Scrying The Earth/Gnome Elemental Kingdom and Archangel Sandalphon.
This is a continuation of my elemental journey through the tattwa cards, this time it's more structured like a ritual there's more prayer and outline to it. I will post the actual working later. For now, I will be talking about the experience.
I will cut off the ritual aspect to another post which I think might make this post more palatable, starting by... when I passed through the tattva I was immediately in a meadow full of grassy plain and a very sunny place, the image above is very reminiscent of it. I asked for a guide from Ghob by the authority of Uriel but the elemental guide was weird looking and had a very off-beat vibe to him and in real life I started hearing a baby crying door nearby alongside a car alarm going off outside which I assumed was an omen that something was off.
I dismissed the guide again in the name of Adonai Melek and Adonai Ha-Artez and called another guide from Uriel and Ariel, this time the guide that came looked like...yellow octahedron
Which is pretty weird for a guide, but despite any divine name I said to him he looked pretty much revitalized and shinning with each name vibration lol. I followed the floating octahedron down a rocky path and upward until we reached a cliff where the guide intutively projected at me to vibrate the name of Sandalphon.
After vibrating the name of Sandalphon I started by seeing stone steps raising up from the vast valley infront of the cliff , the stones became like a stair and I started walking upward counting my steps and as I said 10…. I was gonna say 11 and a voice told me STOP.
i looked in front of me to seethe body of sandalphon was tall and huge, like a pillar of divine light infront of me, I verify again to make sure that this is truly sandalphon and his body started shinning a gentle light. I confessed my sins and asked for forgiveness of the mistakes I called him with before(long time ago, long story). My heart started shaking and I felt a feeling of forgiveness wash over me.
Sandalphon didn't move but a gate opened infront of me with shinning dizzing light and he told me to enter, I prayed to my ancestral guides and they permitted me to go in. Once I was inside the gate, I was in a garden and I entered a mediumistic trance where certain information were given to me that I can't disclose here, I traced my way back from Sandalphon, thanked him for the vision and he gave me a new seal to work with. I traced back again and went back to the tattwa door and entered back into my body.
Wow... that was a long winded "journey" wasn't it! Anyway I got "home work" from Sandalphon and more stuff to do. In General, I find the practice to be a wonderful start overall. Next Journey will circle back Air-Earth-Air-Earth.
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i beg of u please draw yellowfang as a complete and utter Unit
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petal (dotc)?
i dont know what this ask wants fromus but im always down to draw petal
(those who have not read dotc are weak and will not survive the winter)
-mod ghob
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I think I’m gonna cry if I see another English person saying Celtic folklore is theirs too YOU COLONISED US YOU TRIED TO KILL OFF OUR LANGUAGES AND TRADITIONS YOU TOOK FUCKING EVERYTHING FROM US AND ONLY ONE FUCKING HALF OF IRELAND HAS INDEPENDENCE YOU DO NOT GET TO SAY OUR FOLKLORES MYTHS AND LEGENDS ARE YOURS YOU DO NOT FUCKING DESERVE THEM WHEN YOU TRIED TO KILL THEM FALBH DAIRICH FHEIN AGUS DUIN DO GHOB
#I’m so mad#rant#feel free to reblog this because I’m fucking right#if any cunts come into my inbox saying ‘ohhh it’s all intertwined’ stfu and get out#don’t even bother because I’ll just block you#Scotland
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