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Beach Boys
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itsofficialjt · 3 months
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baja pa' casa que yo te lambo toa
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richardvyseart · 6 months
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Jason by RIchard Vyse
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urlocalclosetcase · 12 days
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For every reason I find to go home, I find 2 more that counter act it
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eastvillagetripster · 9 months
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The Future is Fluid
Young folks joining the Drag March, Tompkins Square Park, East Village, New York City.
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imrottingslowly · 3 months
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DYING IS FOR THE YOUNG
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one of my fav things i've written - please give opinions c:
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msfblonde · 6 months
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nude palate
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nicothesnekk · 23 days
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Hi there.
I haven't been on Tumblr for a long time, mostly due to my mental health going fairly poor along with my physical health. I told myself a few years back that I would never have to make a post like this before I turn 18 but given the state of the world right now? It only feels right to make this.
I will warn you now, this may talk about some heavy subjects like suicide and bullying, so please, if that is in anyways triggering do not read this. Im not going to be double checking what in writing or fixing anything, so if this is a bit muddled up im sorry, Im just... worried right now.
Im scared.
Straight to the point I know, some may be asking 'why are you scared?'. And to that I respond I'm a gay, transgender, autistic guy who quite frankly has 0 actual friends and instead just scrolls on the internet for a living. I'm scared that if I die i'm never going to be remembered the way I want people to remember me. I'm scared that if I die it won't be 'Nico' they call me on my tombstone but instead my deadname. And given the way the world has been lately? Im scared thats whats going to happen.
So for quite frankly what feels like the first time in my life, im making this post to make sure I get remembered in some form of way. Or at-least remembered in the way I want to if and when I'm long gone. Maybe this post will still be here.
So hi, as you all know, I'm Nico. I've had two main special interests since I was young and those are Marvel and Music. While most kids where outside playing I was usually inside, reading a book, playing with one of my many Thor action figures or trying to make myself into a superhero of some kind or just... singing to something.
Like I said, I don't really have friends and I didn't back then either.
I remember being 6 years old and going into the cinema to watch 'The Avengers' back in 2012 with my brother and my parents, and ever since i've been hooked. I remember the tradition me and my brother made of going to see every single marvel movie that came out after that point together at the first point we can. And I remember how hurt I was when he broke our tradition 4 times in a row just to go see these movies with his girlfriend instead.
Because sure, to most its not a big deal, but I didn't have friends, my big brother was the one who introduced me to these movies and we swore on that pact almost 12 years ago now (given im 18 in 3 months time).
Those movies were ours, and it felt like we had something of our own.
But it wasn't just that, it was because of the fact that for majority of my life, my brother has been my one and only friend.
Back when I was younger, me and my brother would play video games together for hours, Minecraft, Halo, Wii sports, Mario Kart, Disneyland Adventures etc. it was our time together as brothers, even if we weren't actually brothers yet.
I remember back when I was having my Queen phase, he got me 2 Queen vinyl records just because he could.
I remember back when ge had his first girlfriend, he only broke up with the bitch after she was mean to me.
When I had my first suicide attempt back when I was in S1, I remember my brother was the one who actually tried to understand, and even now he has always been my biggest supporter. When he found out, he bought me my own copy of Halo 5 Guardians so I would be able to play with him and his friends (even if he is 14 years older than me, we still connected alot). I remember him actually sticking up for me when I was being bullied and would stick by my side when our parents where dicks.
Hes my brother. And I truly hope he knows how much I love him for all hes done for me.
I remember when 'Black Panther' first came out, he became my new favourite character, and so I wore a black panther shirt to school for a dress down day in primary school. I then remember being bullied for having boys clothing on for the weeks following (this wasnt the first time id been bullied, it happened in the past but I dont really think about it much anymore, but this time stood out the most thinking back on it). I didn't really care, to me, boys clothing always felt right and I didn't really know why they where making fun of me until one of them told me that girls arent supposed to like Marvel, that only boys where supposed to. I remember crying so hard about it to the point i never wanted to watch a Marvel movie again, my brother ofcourse convinced me they where just being dicks and to ignore them.
And that was the first time I ever got upset during that instance. It wasnt even because of the fact they where making fun of me for wearing a SHIRT. No, I was upset because I was being grouped with girls.
I used to have multiple crying sessions at school because of the fact I would always be grouped with the girls, to the point I outright would hide from the teachers and my class during PE just so I didnt have to be put on the 'girls' team. I hated it.
It was only when I hit S1 (or 6th grade for any Americans), that I learned that I was trans. Or atleast theAnd after that so much made sense to me. For the first year of secondary school, I hid this. Just went by my deadname and kept my cool. When I hit S2, I finally cane out. Although it wasn't really by my choice. I had told my English teacher I was trans, and told them my preferred name. Behind my back that teacher proceeded to tell my PSE teacher and they then told my parents. That was in 2020.
I remember how angry my parents had been, and even now they still don't gender me right and it hurts more each time. Its been 4 years for them to learn my correct name, it took my friends 1 week to learn who I was, and it took my distant family 2 months. It hurts my parents cant even think about me the right way anymore.
So, I turned to music, and i've been in college studying it for the past year now, and I think ive been the happiest I have been ever. I taught myself guitar, ukulele, mandolin, bass, xylophone/marimba, kalimba and more.
And its when im doing my music that I feel free, I feel actually happy with myself. I don't feel so scared of the world anymore.
I remember when I heard about Brianna Ghey I felt sick and horrified. Because I knew if the people who bullied me throughout primary school and secondary school had contact with me id most likely have been in that same situation. And that fucking terrifies me.
And now hearing about what happened to Nex Benedict? That fear only comes in stronger given the circumstances of it all.
So given the state of the world, I just wanted to be able to try and have people know a little bit more about me, incase something ever happened to me. I want people to know me, not just as another name but as an autistic guy who is obsessed with Marvel, plays video games, reads books, plays and writes music, watched anime and relates to characters a little too much. I dont want to be labelled as 'Trans and gay guy Nico.' No I just want to be 'Nico' and I feel like alot of my fellow queer youth relate to that fear and worry.
This probably made absolutely no sense, but thanks for reading if you got this far, it means alot to me, I just needed to get this off my chest. Also ive been debating if I shoukd release the two compositions ive made in College or not- so let me know!
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hisiggy · 5 months
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Lunch break
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aimanncollection · 1 month
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Youth
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itsofficialjt · 3 months
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90 in LA 🌴
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kaberic · 4 months
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Generation next! This one is for you. #nextgeneration #youth #retirementplans #retire@40 #retire@50
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urlocalclosetcase · 1 month
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The people in my life will never know how lucky I feel to have them because I’m scared once they’ve seen how important they are in my eyes that they’ll somehow abuse that power.
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noonesgaylikegatson · 8 months
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Gay kids notice when they're not on screen. They notice when the characters that are alike them, aren't the heroes, aren't the cool ones, or the strong ones.
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enby-rivers · 7 months
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Sometimes I’ll get the zoomies before my martial arts class and then my partner will have to hold me down to keep me from running all over the room.
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msfblonde · 2 months
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~a godly loss~
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