Blinding Lights Chapter Five
Listen, I didn’t plan for this chapter to happen the way it did. I was planning to take my time and leave smut for much later but fukboi Jungkook decided to emerge and I just…. Didn’t stop it? Oh god, I was not prepared for this today. I really don’t plan out what I write, it just kind of happens. Anyway, Hope you enjoy?
Warnings: Rated R for the Jungkook smut. There’s a little peek at the chaos duo that is the 95 line twins but Jungkook really took the lead on this one. I wasn’t ready for that. Prepare yourself.
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“Baby? What are you doing in here?” The voice causes me to stir slightly, but I can’t tell who it is. I keep my eyes closed, too tired to want to be awake. I’m not sure how long I’ve been asleep,” Come on, pretty girl, lets get you in bed.”
I finally manage to find enough strength to open my eyes as arms scoop me up. Jungkook carries me easily, his bunny ears twitching as he walks. He glances down at me and gives me a grin. His lips press to my forehead as he somehow manages to open my bedroom door while still holding me. He lays me on the bed and promptly covers my body with his, his face hovering over mine.
“Good morning, pretty girl. What were you doing sleeping in the gym?” He gives me a curious smile. I lift a hand to run it over his ears. He shudders slightly at my touch.
“I couldn’t sleep. I decided to practice what you taught me. It’s not use if I don’t practice,” My hand falls to the nape of his neck, playing with the end of his ponytail. He must have been going for a morning workout.
“Why didn’t you come get me?” I blush at his question, my eyes shying away from his, instead looking over at his forearm. It’s pressed to the bed beside me as he hovers over me. His fingers nudge my jaw, forcing me to meet his eyes,” Hmm?”
“Just because I can’t sleep, I don’t want to force you to be awake. You need your sleep,” The hand not on his neck rests on the pillow next to my head. Without thinking, it lifts to play with the lip ring glinting on his bottom lip.
His next actions catches me off guard. His hand wraps around mine, pressing it back down to the pillow as he leans down to me. His lips consume mine, the cold metal of that lip ring pressing to my skin. My fingers tighten around the back of his neck as our lips dance together. His kiss steals my breath, consuming my mind and soul. I can’t think. Our lips finally separate and his blaze across my cheek to my ear.
“You’re not a burden,” My eyes widen at his words. He continues a trail down my neck, my breath catching in my throat and my head lolling to the side. I’m not sure whether its’ my Omega or me, but we easily submit to him.
His lips attach to my scent gland, sucking harshly. A gasp leaves me, a moan so nearly following it. This kiss is so different from Yoongi’s. Yoongi was gentle and he relished in the gentle touch of our lips. Jungkook is fast. He’s everywhere, all at once, racing along. His teeth nip my skin and I can’t stop the moan this time. I can feel him grin against my neck, his tongue dancing across my skin. When he pulls away, a little whine leaves me, much to my embarrassment. Without realizing, he seems to have pushed me into an Omega drop.
“As much as I hate to, we should probably stop here,” He lets out a long breath before plopping onto his back and pulling me into his side. My head tucks under his chin and his fingers run through my hair. Eventually, my frantic heartbeat calms and a soft purr leaves my chest. I fall asleep like that, his arms holding me comfortably, hiding me from the bad memories and the past. All that exists is this moment and this boy.
When I finally wake up again, I’m alone. My covers are tucked around me and a plate of long cold food sits on my bedside table. I ignore the food and grab some clothes from the closet, going to take a quick shower. The dried sweat all over me makes me feel icky. When I look in the mirror, I realize that Jungkook has definitely left a hickey on my scent gland. I blush brightly and quickly brush out my hair, hoping it will do a lot to hide it. I’ve noticed that the other guys have marks on their necks sometimes, so maybe no one will notice.
I grab the plate and take it downstairs. Most of the time, I don’t really feel hungry, except when I’m in heat. Then my body seems to constantly crave food. I pause before walking into the kitchen, part of me terrified that I’m going to walk in there and he’s still going to be on the floor. That the blood will still be there. I can still feel it on my hands when I think about it. I take a long breath and take a step into the kitchen. It’s pristine. The dishes from breakfast appear to have been stowed in the dishwasher and the table is spotless.
I dump the food in the trash and hand wash the dish. I dry it with a dish towel and climb up on the counter to put it away. The top cabinets are just tall enough to be a struggle to reach. I unload the dishwasher. I hate feeling like I’ve done nothing, like I’m useless. I haven’t done anything to take care of my mates. The thought makes me restless. Surely there’s something I can do, right?
I don’t really know how to cook. The house is spotless. I can’t even find a job because I don’t have any of my paperwork. For a while, I just sit on the counter and contemplate what I could do. Finally, I just shake my head and decide to look around the first floor. There are a few rooms I haven’t seen down here. A sauna, a home theater, a massive laundry room, and a large formal dining room. There’s a small storage closet at the end of the hallway that stores a lot of outdoor equipment. A large pane of sliding glass leads out onto a large patio.
The patio has a a grill, a seating area, and yet another space to eat. There’s a small pathway that branches off to lead to a massive pool and a, what looks to be, large glass building. I follow the path to the left, curious about what the strange glass building could be. Stepping through the door, an immediate warmth meets me that has my toes curling. Plants line the walkway, beautiful flowers of fall kinds. This must be a green house. I’ve read about them but I’ve never seen one in real life.
I’m in awe at all the flowers. I’ve never seen so many kinds before. Each in unique colors and styles. The first home I ever lived in, the one I grew up in, had roses that surrounded the outside of the home. There are various kinds of roses in different shades and sizes, but there are so many other kinds of flowers. I could get lost in here for hours and still feel like I never saw all of the flowers.
“Do you like it?” Namjoon’s timber voice comes from behind me, catching me off guard. I turn quickly, my heart thundering in my chest. His wolf ears twitch, a grin lighting up his expression.
“They’re so pretty. I’ve never seen no many flowers,” I can’t stop the smile that comes up in response to his.
“When we first got the house, there was nothing in here. It took a long time to get all of them blooming like this. Sadly, a lot of it is pretty overgrown now. Almost everything needs to be trimmed down. I haven’t had time,” My eyes widen at his words.
“You take care of all these plants?” I look around at the vast number of plants.
“Sometimes, the guys help me out but its’ mostly me. They mostly do it if they want to spend time with me. As you’ve seen, I’m somewhat of a busy man,” His tone is teasing as he walks over to a cart, putting on some gloves and grabbing some kind of cutting instrument.
“Can I help?” I speak without thinking. I haven’t gotten to spend any time with Namjoon and the idea of taking care of these plants seems fascinating.
“Sure. You can use Jimin’s gloves. He’s the only one that has hands around your size. We can order you some later, if you want,” He hands me a pair of gloves and another one of the cutting tools,” So, we’re pruning today. Basically, that just means were cutting off the damaged or dead parts of the plants. It helps keep the plant healthy.”
He showed me how to use the pruning sheers and what parts to cut off of plants. We work next to each other in a comfortable silence. Like Yoongi, I don’t feel any obligation to keep a conversation going. We can just exist next to each other, taking comfort in the other’s presence. He’s like the dim, comfortable flame of a candle. You won’t see it unless you’re looking for it but it’s bright enough to bring you comfort on a dark and turbulent night.
“Do you wanna pick out a few flowers to bring in as a bouquet. I usually bring one in after working in the greenhouse,” We go through and pick out a bouquet of flowers. I pick out some golden yellow roses and Namjoon pairs with some purple roses. The door to the green house bursts open.
“Namjoon, have you seen…” Jungkook’s words trail off as his eyes fall on me,” There you are, I’ve been looking everywhere for you.”
“She’s been in here with me,” Namjoon bundles the flowers together into a bouquet in his hands, picking a vase from a shelf and filling it with some water,” Although, I feel like I should be concerned that it took you so long to find her.”
“I just thought she would still be in bed. I found her asleep in the gym this morning so she didn’t get to bed until after dawn,” Jungkook gives me a pointed look, which I quickly avoid. I don’t know how to tell him that my thoughts and anxieties overwhelmed me.
“I was wondering who left that hickey on her since it certainly wasn’t there before bed time,” Namjoon’s tone is casual but I see a grin flash across Jungkook’s face.
“Well, I’m here to steal the baby for a while,” Jungkook suddenly scoops me up into his arms, a yelp leaving me,” So we’ll see you later.”
“You better not push it, Jungkook,” Namjoon gives him a warning look.
“Whatever could you mean? I’m a sweet boy,” Jungkook’s expression is comically innocent.
“Jungkook-“ Namjoon’s following words are left behind as Jungkook lopes away, going up the stairs and into his room. He tosses me onto the bed and turns the lock on the door.
“I missed you,” Something about his expression makes my stomach flutter. I’ve never seen that kind of expression and it makes me nervous, but in a good way.
“You just saw me this morning,” I try to keep my tone casual but I’m sure it didn’t work. Jungkook’s eyes narrow playfully as he crawls into the obnoxiously large bed next to me.
“I was hoping you were still in bed when I got home so I would have you all to myself,” His hands reach out and pull me toward him, causing my breath to catch in my throat. His scent has taken on a darker, deeper, drawing me in.
“I’m sorry,” My voice is soft and barely there. His face is so close to mine that its’ hard to focus.
His fingers close around my chin, pulling my lips to his. His hand slides along my jaw and to the back of my neck. His lips consume mine, fevered and all consuming. It’s hard to think. He presses me back against the mattress, the hard lines of his body pressing mine deeper into its’ soft embrace. His free hand rests on the skin of my side, burning into the skin exposed by my shirt. Somehow, his hips have settled between my thighs. I can feel him everywhere, all at once.
My fingers knot in his hair, my Omega taking the lead. She wants this, wants him to give us this kind of attention. My thoughts are no longer coherent as his lips blaze a trail down my neck, nipping the skin at random and focusing on the skin over my scent gland again. A whine leaves me, my hands closing around the back of his t-shirt. He sucks harshly at the skin. His scent continues to deepen, pushing me into an abyss.
“I’ve been thinking about you all day, pretty girl,” The hand on my stomach slowly moves upward, causing my breath to catch. His finger tips ghost across one nipple, causing all my breath to leave me. My hips lift in response to his fingers closing around my nipple. This time, I moan. Despite all the sexual situations I’ve been in, I’ve never felt like this. It never left me feeling like begging, like I’ve wanted to be here forever. There’s a ripping sound and then my t-shirt is gone. I can feel him pressing against me through his sweat pants and it’s driving me crazy.
Cold metal causes me to jump as he begins to suck harshly at my nipple, stealing more moans from me. He shoves my shorts and underwear down, his hips leaving mine to do so. It feels odd behind naked in front of Jungkook. It kind of makes me shy. As if sensing my thoughts, his hands press mine into the mattress, holding them in one hand over my head. He switches sides frequently, seemingly wanting to leave as many marks as possible.
“Be a good girl and leave your hands where they are. I don’t want to have to handcuff you,” His voice is rough, sending shivers down my spine. Then his fingers are trailing down my stomach. His fingers press into my wetness and, for the first time, he groans,” Such a good girl.”
His fingers glide over my clit, causing a strangled moan to leave me. He leaves marks on my stomach as he makes his way down, his head now between my legs. His finger slides into me easily and the sound is nearly overwhelming. He sucks harshly on my clit as his finger moves in and out of me quickly. It takes all of my will power to keep my hands still, my Omega determined not to disappoint my Beta. Another finger enters me, stealing my breath. I can feel the knot growing in my stomach as he massages my clit with his tongue.
“You’ve been such a good girl,” He pulls his fingers out and I whine. He slowly puts them in his mouth, a loud moan leaving him. It’s only then that I realize that he lost his pants and underwear at some point.
His lips consume mine again as his tip slides along my slit, causing my thighs to tense. Then he’s inside me. One hand closes around one of my breasts as the other presses into the mattress, his hips fucking me into the mattress. All I can do is moan as my hands cling to the bar of the headboard. It’s the only thing keeping me grounded. It’s getting tighter and tighter, so close to snapping.
His teeth dig into my shoulder for a moment and then he’s soothing the pain with his tongue. I hardly notice it. Everything is drowned out by how good he makes me feel. His pace picks up faster and faster as he pushes me to the edge. His hips begin to stutter, seemingly also close to his breaking point.
“Good girl, good girl, good girl, so close,” He chants it over and over again, unable to stop himself. Then, his knot is in me. I’ve never been knotted before, since it only happens with your mates. As he fills me, it sends me careening over the edge.
“Ah, Jungkook,” I can’t control the words that leave me. All I can do is pant as he continues to fill me.
“You did so good, baby. So, so good. Took me so good,” He seems to be in his Beta space as he praises me. Then the door is opening. Jungkook’s quickly grabs a blanket and covers us.
“Jungkook!” I hide my face in his shoulder. The voice belongs to Yoongi,” We were supposed to wait before doing anything like this. Let her initiate.”
“But-“ Jungkook tries to speak but is swiftly cut off.
“He’s right, Jungkook. You know better,” Namjoon speaks this time. I didn’t even realize he was there, since my back is to the door.
“It’s okay,” My voice is softer than I intended. Everyone seems to freeze.
“What was that, Kitten?” Shiver go through me at the nickname but I suppress them. Especially since Jungkook is still inside me.
“I don’t mind. I-It’s different with you guys. I don’t mind,” My voice is a little louder, though quieted some by being hidden in Jungkook’s shoulder.
“But the difference is that we want you to want to do it, not to just do it because we want to,” Yoongi’s voice is soft and his fingers comb through my hair.
“I want to,” I’m surprised by how fast the words leave me,” I want to feel like a good mate.”
“Does that mean we can go again?” I can feel Jungkook grin,” But seriously, can you wait until we’re dressed to have this conversations. We’re still….. connected?”
I glance up to see Yoongi standing at the edge of the bed. His eyes are closed and his breath leaves him harshly at Jungkook’s words. Both of the Alphas leave after agreeing that we would have a meeting in the living room once we were finished. It takes a while for the knot to go down, fluid dripping out of me when it does. I blush brightly. One quick shower later, everyone is gathered in the living room.
“Now, Princess, we don’t want to push you. We were supposed to wait until you were more comfortable to have this conversation but someone,” Namjoon gives Jungkook a pointed look,” got impatient. So, I want to leave you the floor to have your own say in this conversation.”
“I really don’t mind being with you guys in…. That way. That was the first time I’ve ever felt….” I blush, hiding my face in my hands. This whole conversation makes me shy,” Good doing that. Like someone actually cared about me in that situation. I want to feel like I’m an actual mate so, don’t shut me out of that stuff please. I already feel useless enough.”
“You’re not useless, Kitten,” Yoongi kneels in front of me, cupping my face,” You’re such a good mate.”
“But I-“ My words are quickly cut off by a soft finger against my lips.
“We can get very focused and single minded in our work. You created with Tae, you worked out with Jungkook, you did gardening with Namjoon. You’re encouraging us, even if you don’t notice. We open up to you, even without meaning to. Don’t doubt yourself,” Yoongi presses the smallest, gentlest kiss to my lips.
“Honestly, I don’t think any of us should be surprised that Jungkook acted first,” Jimin shrugs, seemingly on the verge of laughter,” He is a literally bunny and we all know that saying.”
“We all know he has little to no self control,” Taehyung adds, causing me to raise my eyebrows.
“Complaining?” Jungkook’s tone is both teasing and challenging as he makes direct eye contact with Taehyung. Tae’s face flushes a little and he looks away, clearing his throat,” That’s what I thought.”
“There’s no way Jungkook is staying with the baby tonight. I’ll riot. He’s spent way more time with her than I have,” Jimin’s tone is whiny this time.
“Trying to steal my spot?” Yoongi’s expression is amused.
“You get to stay with her all the time. It’s no fair,” Taehyung has adopted the same whiny tone as Jimin. He turns his attention to me,” Please, please, please, can Jimin and I stay with you tonight?”
“Pleaseeeeeee,” Jimin pouts and cups his chin in his hands, acting cute.
“Of course,” I can’t help but smile. They cheer obnoxiously loudly and jump out of their seats, dancing around in excitement. In a feat of speed I wasn’t prepared for, Jimin scoops me up from the couch and dashes up the stairs, Tae on his heels.
“Hey, I didn’t even get my cuddles,” Jungkook’s pout is the last thing I see before they’ve turned the corner and then we’re in my room. I eye them curiously as Tae locks the door and Jimin sets me gently on my bed.
“It’s not even bed time yet, guys. We haven’t even had dinner yet,” I can’t help but laugh at their seeming eagerness.
“Oh, we know. But, we haven’t gotten to spend any time with you lately,” Jimin pouts,” So we wanted to spend some time with you before dinner.”
“That’s okay, right?” Tae crawls up on to the bed with us,” We’ve missed you.”
“Plus, some of the other guys have gotten to kiss you and we haven’t. I think that’s just not fair,” Jimin’s feline like expression sends shivers down my spine.
“That’s okay, right? We are mates, after all,” Taehyung’s voice goes impossibly deeper as his face nears mine.
His lips envelop mine, both needy and gentle. Hands close around my waist, I’m not sure whose, and pull me closer. Taehyung pulls back and I barely have time to catch my breath before Jimin’s lips are on mine. His lips are much plusher than Taehyung’s, soft and intense, like he has a question and my lips have all the answers.
Jimin’s lips continue to attack mine as he deepens the kiss. I don’t know when our positions adjusted but Jimin’s hands close around my waist, pressing me back against Taehyung’s chest. A whine leaves my throat as Tae’s lips trail down the side of my neck. I can’t think. Their actions and presence just seems to overwhelm me. They’re everywhere. Jimin’s hand begins to trail up the t-shirt I’m wearing, which still smells like Jungkook. Taehyung’s hands rest on my hips, squeezing them as he adds to the mural of marks that decorate my neck. A sharp knock at the door interrupts us. Jimin pulls away and I look toward the door hazily, trying to regain my breath.
“It’s time for dinner,” Hoseok’s voice is as chirpy as usual. Jimin presses one more kiss to my lips before hoping up.
“We’re coming!” Jimin’s says in a singsong tone. He turns to help me up, Tae following behind us. Before we enter the dining area, Tae turns me to him and presses another long kiss to my lips, stealing my breath.
“Come on, everyone is waiting on us,” His smile is cheeky and he pulls me into the dining room. Dinner goes by easily, Yoongi and Jin seeming to watch every bite I take to make sure I eat. My full stomach makes me sleepy as I wait for Jimin and Taehyung to finish eating. I lean my head on Tae’s shoulder and my eyes close before I even realize it. Falling asleep so quickly that I didn’t notice it.
Hope you enjoyed! Thank you so much for reading!
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