#fuck even the DSMP barely brings happiness anymore

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EHEM, HEARD YOU OPENED REQUESTS. CAN I KINDLY REQUEST A DSMP!TOMMY X READER ANGST FIC??? (Can be Platonic or Romantic, idk your boundaries with this lol)

ANYWAYS Like idk, the idea has to do with the whole “he died” thing and Reader is just trying to understand that Tommy is dead when suddenly BAM Tommy goes inside his house to find Reader all depressed and sad and just IDK

(Feel free to ignore this if you don’t wanna do it btw, do as you please with this request, I’m a fanfiction writer as well and I know some requests are just boring lol)

YESSS LET’S GOOOO! SOME ANGST AND FLUFF! I FUCKING LOVE HURT/COMFORT IT MAKES ME THRIVE!! Also sorry, I don’t really write full fanfics but I will write it in more of a bullet-point format bc it’s easier for my lil pea brain! The reader will be ftm in this, only slight mentions of it tho-  ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TW!! MENTIONS OF DEATH AND OVER-BINDING! - “Tommy is dead, (y/n).” - Those were words that poor reader never wanted to hear - His mind honestly just... Shut down - Was this real? Was this a dream? - “No... No he can’t be, he promised me that he wouldn’t...” - Our of everyone in this world? You were the closest to Tommy - Well, you and Tubbo, but you and Tommy had a different kind of friendship - It wasn’t just something goofy and happy, but it ran deep - “I’m sorry...”  - That was all Sam could say - You oh so remember the tone of voice he had - It was something that couldn’t leave your mind - Something that would never leave your mind because of the feeling it brought. - Dread. - Despite the wars, despite losing your pet to Sapnap - You’ve never felt such... Dread - Emptiness - It was intense. - The world started to spin, your mind failing to comprehend that Tommy was gone - Tommy... He was gone...  - No. No he couldn’t be - So with that, without answering, you just ran - You ran as fast as you could to the prison - The cursed place that held Tommy and that.. Monster - You couldn’t even refer to Dream as a human anymore - Sam chased after you, trying his best to catch up but... When you’re determined, you could outrun anyone - As you made your way there, the prison just in your view - Sam had caught up with your tired form and held you back - You yelled and kicked, trying to break free of his grasp but.. - You just couldn’t - “LET ME GO! SAM PLEASE!” - It broke Sam’s heart to see you like this - But for now he just had to apprehend you... Get you away from the prison Fuckin’ time skip - Everyone was worried when they stopped hearing from you - Where had you gone? - The news must have taken a huge toll on you, Puffy especially knew this - But they knew that you needed time to think... - Or at least they had thought - You needed someone - You hated being alone and only Tommy knew that - You needed a hug, a shoulder to lean on - You needed help - But you were left alone - You needed someone - But.. Where were you now? - You were currently at Tommy’s place - One of the last places you got to see him before.. Yeah.. - You were always here, disappearing in a place that used to bring you fond memories - Alone - Despite you needing someone - You couldn’t bring yourself to ask - It was windy this day, clouds fogging up the light that the sun had to bring - (e/c) eyes gazing out the window as your breaths were shallow - You hadn’t taken care of yourself - It was plain to see - You barely ate, drank, etc... - You hadn’t taken off your binder either. - You ignored the approaching foot steps that you heard, knowing that it would just be someone else that would walk past. Someone that would think you needed to be alone... - Or did you know? - The foot steps stopped right behind you, confusion and curiousity making you turn around to face the figure... - “... (Y/n)..?” - He hadn’t expected you to be here - The last place he would look for you - The sight was worrying... - You looked tired.. You looked depressed - Blue eyes met with your (e/c) ones - “...” - “..” - “.” - “T... Tom...Tommy....?” - Your voice was weak - You hadn’t spoken in days except for when tears would cascade down your face - But... - Was this real? - “‘Ey, buddy...” - Tommy looked worried - But why? - Oh wait... You WERE covered in dirt - That was another story - But the dirt didn;t stop you from gently cupping Tommy’s face - You didn’t know if this was real or not... - But when warm skin connected with your cold hand, you couldn’t resist bringing Tommy into a tight hug - This shocked Tommy - I mean, everyone else acted so... Distant... Except for Quackity, he just.. He was Quackity - The shock didn’t last for long as he hugged you back, his grip just as tight as yours - He was back - Your Tommy was back... ANOTHER TIMESKIP OK TO MORE HPAPY TIMAS? What the fuck did I just type - “(Y/N) STOP IT” - “NAAAAH” - You lost your shit as you saw the look on Tommy’s face, his hair damp from the water you had just splashed on him - “Oh, come here you mother- FUCK” - “FUCKIGMSDOFHG”  - Tommy had tried to run to you despite the water being knees deep where he had been (You were just ankle-deep)... Which caused him to topple over, bringing you down with him - As you both recovered from that.. Sudden event, Tommy stared at you... - “Did you just fucking verbally key-smash?” - “I dunno, did I?” - “STOP BEING SNARKY YOU LITTLE BITCH-” Ok now happey IM SORRY THIS IS LIKE- SO SHIT BUT I HAVEN’T TAKEN MY MEDICINE IN DAYS LORD HELP

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