#fuck PCOS

[bumpintheroad]

i’ve had a headache all day ☹️. i just want someone to let me lay my head in their lap so they can play with my hair and help me fall asleep

#ignore me i’m yearning to be taken care of #also tmi but i think i’m getting my period (first time in like 8 months) and i am in a lot of pain :’-( #fuck pcos

[zatauzul]

I hate having pcos

#pcosproblems #pcos #fuck pcos

[riewiggles]

Getting older with PCOS and in an area that is conservative is finding put you have FBD and no one wants to do shit about it and you're in constant pain to the point you just want your titties off and man fuck this Healthcare system

#Don't get me started on these fucking periods #The last one landed me in the ER #I bled all over my fucking car seat cover. The dream catcher one that I love #Fuck pcos #fuck healthcare #Oh and they want to now charge me money for my nexplanon refill despite i got it free of charge at pp covered by CIGNA #FUCKING CIGNA #THE WAFFLE HOUSE OF INSURANCE

[littlewiseeyes]

Good news for those of you that keep up with me ☺️

So I was going to post this right after my Dr. appointment from a week ago. Because that appt. went well and I got taken off another medication. But here's why I'm glad I waited! I got that monthly sign yesterday my womb is healing. This process is slow but sure. I want to heal thoroughly, mind body and soul. But my womb is a sweet spot. I want to carry to full term, no induction this time, a beautiful healthy baby. Lisa is gorgeous. Her health is my fault though. Some will say don't say that. I can feel it, she goes through what she goes through because of me.

We make the best of it. She fights and I'm right there with her to help with the battles. I will always wish in my heart though that I made better choices. For us both.

I do feel it's meant for me to have two children. I've seen two babies in my dreams and I could tell they were mine. I want them both. And as soon as the time is right, momma will have them 😄❤️❤️

#fuck pcos #cysters #pregnancy #life #love #spiritual #healing #chd #chd awareness #babies #it'll get better #good things are coming #type 2 diabetic #the insulin girls are the coolest

[natjennie]

something about "your anger isn't scary to me" is making me so emotional. something about as above so below, cassandra as a mirror of kristen. something about "I've been dropping the ball a lot lately" and kristen's struggles with adhd. something about teenage girls and rage and fury and justice. something about adaine's vision of ruining fallinel and the sylvaire looking for revenge. something about sadness and doubt and anger and love. something about "I choose to understand" being the absolute core theme of d20 in general. something something.

#something about kristen's adhd making her fuck things up and being mad at herself and that manifesting #as her deity being overcome with rage #something about fear and anger and shame and the inability to do better even when you're trying so hard #and something about people loving you anyway #something about 'your anger isnt scary to me' #as someone who had undiagnosed pcos in early high school and got so fucking MAD #something about adhd and how you're always failing and you have no one to blame but yourself #and how heart breaking it is to watch your life fall apart around you KNOWING you could do something #but being unable to do it right. always forgetting always slipping up #and how mad that makes you. at yourself. #this fight is so much #fhjy #d20 #dimension 20 #fantasy high

[edwardcullenisadilf]

Anon Thought for the day: What is the worst non major pain a human can feel? (Example a burn on your tongue from soup.) - @thoughtforthedaysolitaire

ok. this one sounds weird but hear me out. this is for all my ladies (specifically with PCOS)

a ruptured ovarian cyst. sometimes women have a condition call PCOS. or polycystic ovarian syndrome. this is where small cysts form on the ovaries. it makes it extremely difficult to lose weight, to have kids, and gives you EXTREMELY painful periods. if a cyst ruptures or bursts. it's is LITERALLY THE MOST UNIMAGINABLE PAIN. EVER. you will be in tears, left on the floor, not able to walk, while it feel like your internal organs are being ripped open from the inside out.

#fuck pcos

[burythecarnival]

i am so tired of this fucking pain. and feeling like i have a respiratory infection & the flu every single fucking day of my life. this is no way to live. even while i lie here as still as can be, tears will slowly flow from my eyes & the tears feel like boiling water on my skin. i grew up in a stoic irish family where you handle. your. shit. but, i have learned that bottling emotions is toxic & i am trying to get better at "sharing."

my sleep has been plagued with nightmares stemming from my pain of having limbs amputated, being stabbed, being burned etc. my sleep is terrible, i am not eating substantial meals & just feel alone even when people are around.

if you made it this far, bless your sweet face. i appreciate those of you who check on me. if you want to help me with meals & a couple of my prescriptions this week, it is of course incredibly appreciated.

cashapp: $dryboneslive / venmo: dryboneslive

luv, cuddles & cauldron bubbles, the ghost queen 👻

#ghost queen #fuck this #scleroderma #arthritis #ehlers danlos syndrome #pcos #rheumatoid arthritis #disabled sw community #chronically ill #this is hell #queer #myopathy #connective tissue disease #autoimmune #thank you for caring

[hiiragi7]

@blaugrana-blues People say this about any intersex variation. Just how "different" do we need to be in order to be "intersex enough"? Do we need to all be true hermaphrodites to "count"? Do we all need to be infertile? Where is the line to you?

Are people with CAIS and persistent mullerian ducts who can still have children no longer intersex? Are people with C-CAH who do not present with ambiguous genitals at birth no longer intersex?

Why are you so hellbent on turning intersex people into some mysterious foreign group that you can't conceive any ""normal"" person being a part of?

Aside from many intersex people not showing obvious physical signs, aside from PCOS and NCAH and various other adrenal disorders having so much symptom overlap you cannot visibly tell the difference without testing, aside from PCOS itself being widely misused currently by the medical field and constantly inappropriately diagnosed upon the first meeting with a hyperandrogenic patient without even doing any testing at all when it's meant to be a diagnosis of exclusion, aside from PCOS not always meaning "just extra hair" - Why does it hurt you for people to identify as intersex?

Why is it so much of an insult to you to be lumped in with us that you felt the need to comment this on my post?

You also do not have to identify as intersex if you do not want to, but there is absolutely no need to drag down others who do just because you felt personally attacked by a post aimed at intersex people with PCOS.

I am also going to link you three studies/reviews about PCOS and just how much overlap it has with other intersex variations so you can see how pointless it is trying to make a distinct difference between the lived experiences of those with PCOS and "The Actual Intersex People" because I am tired and I hope you will read these if your question was actually in any sort of good faith.

Relative Prevalence of Different Androgen Excess Disorders in 950 Women Referred because of Clinical Hyperandrogenism

Polycystic Ovary Syndrome and NC-CAH: Distinct Characteristics and Common Findings. A Systematic Review

Differentiating Polycystic Ovary Syndrome from Adrenal Disorders

Regardless of the cause, if you are visibly not within the "socially acceptable" sex binary, you're going to get treated like shit. There is absolutely no reason to want such drastic seperation between PCOS and the rest of the intersex community, we need to work together against oppression and discrimination, not apart.

#intersexism #discourse #pcos discourse #intersex #pcos #can intersexists just fuck off my posts for once #terfs and radfems can fuck off too im tired of them being all over my intersex posts #polycystic ovarian syndrome

[thepeacefulgarden]

And that includes yourself. Also, be mindful that the person whose body you're criticizing might never hear you, but other people will.

#sincerely your friend with pcos #fuck diet culture #no body shaming #body positivity #body neutrality #body image #self care #self compassion #kindness #compassion #if you can't say something nice about someone's body don't say anything #ed recovery #generational trauma #religious trauma

[hazel2468]

I know I've said something similar before but like.

People are all "uwu we shouldn't let kids do hormone blockers or have surgeries because children can't consent to that!" and like. Aside from the fact that no one is doing gender affirming procedures on kids.

I would be willing to bet my left tit that these are the EXACT same fucks who would have given me shit from middle to high school and into college about getting laser hair removal, about my voice change from a soprano to an alto (not severe but noticeable, as I was a singer), who said I should amputate my healthy stomach so I could be more thin and "ladylike", who gave me ENDLESS shit for my body hair, including facial hair, who demanded I shave and pluck and squeeze myself into clothes and an image that didn't fit me and who ENCOURAGED me to take medications and have procedures that would permanently alter (and in the case of weight loss surgery? Damage, most likely) my body to fit what THEY thought I should be.

All because I have PCOS. My body is not what people expect of a cis woman's body.

Gee. It's almost like it has nothing to do with kids not consenting, and EVERYTHING to do with these chucklefucks wanting to deny trans kids access to life-saving care AND wanting to force intersex kids into medical treatment that they, by their own logic, cannot consent to.

But that's all fine when they're making us intersex folks "normal", huh?

#queer #trans #intersex #yeah the more I learn about PCOS and being intersex #the more parts of my own experience make a lot of sense #and the more fucking ANGRY i get about it #like I am someone who is actively transitioning to have a non-normative body #and someone who also has ALWAYS had a non-normative body in a lot of ways #and im just #a little absolutely fucking livid #transphobia #exorsexism #fucking FUCK #and like I'm not cis anymore #but i fucking WAS i was a girl for most of my life #and this shit impacted me a lot more than I thought in hindsight

[party-gilmore]

FOR ANYONE STRUGGLING WITH ENDO OR PCOS OR ANY OTHER WHATEVER THAT CAUSES DEBILITATING MENSTRUAL CRAMPS THAT YOUVE TRIED MEDICATION AFTER MEDICATION FOR BUT NEVER CONSIDERED ANY KIND OF TOPICAL APPLICATION BECAUSE WHY WOULD YOU, YOU FIGURED THIS WAS AN INTERNAL ORGAN ISSUE THAT COULD ONLY BE RELIEVED VIA INTERNALLY ABSORBED PAIN MEDICATION

TURNS OUT YOUR CRAMPS CANT HURT YOU IF YOU LITERALLY CANT FUCKING FEEL YOUR LOWER STOMACH AT ALL!!!!

#endometriosis #pcos #menstrual cramps #ITS A FUCKING GAME CHANGER #THANK YOU AGAIN DOM FOR TURNING ME ON TO THIS SHIT #tiger balm

[riewiggles]

Biggest Mistake

Letting your JW mother go with you for heavy menstrual bleeding to the ER.

Luckily a BT wasn't needed or she would've shit a brick.

Instead they just said because of my PCOS, my body is just getting back to normal because the Nexplanon expired. Again, what I knew. Sadly I have a hefty bill for it but the gyno office forced me to get in because they would've sent an ambu. I was in no condition to drive myself so my mother was the only other option.

After it was said and done, my sister calls up. My Mom just explained to her because the implant is usually set to expire 3 years by the FDA regulations, it's recommended to change it every 3 years but can last up to 5, but because I have PCOS and massive hormone imbalance, it had exhausted itself within that 3 year lifespan and that my body is just returning back to how it was before.

My sister: "Oh, you better let [my BF] know to watch out so she doesn't get pregnant!"

Mind you I have a SLIM chance to get pregnant to begin with and even if I could it would be life threatening.

My Mom: "Yeah no kidding! Look at me I had six of you!"

Me: "Yeah ok well I'm getting it replaced next week and we can't do anything anyways because I'm literally bleeding fucking bloody snakes like batshit crazy!"

Sorry for tmi but I'm so sick of them going on and on about the subject of my fertility or lack thereof. Even if I WAS fertile I don't even fucking want kids.

I'm surprised my mother didn't go apeshit just over the fact that my bf and I are even sexually active to begin with.

#pcos #fuck pcos #story time

[leiawritesstories]

we as a society don't adequately address how physically, emotionally, and mentally hard the menstrual cycle is on a woman's body and we really should be talking about this

#for all the ladies #menstruation #menstrual cycle #periods #period talk #not fandom #it's always oh you'll be fine in a few days #never how can i help? what do you need? #we brush it off bc “it just happens” #when we really need to be addressing how bad it can get #and also how if it's so bad you can't fucking move THAT IS NOT NORMAL AND YOU SHOULD SEE A HEALTH PROFESSIONAL #speaking as someone who only got diagnosed with pcos after years of hell periods #we need to talk about this

[jarjarblinks]

Fuck I’m so! Annoyed! So frustrated at the never-ending plight of (internalized) ableism!! At the “I should go in even though I’m mentally/physically unwell”, the “If I don’t do abc I’m not good enough”, the “Everyone will judge me for taking a second for myself”. Fucking fucking hell I hate this capitalist hellhole!

#ableism #fuck capitalism #actually autistic #autism in the workplace #endometriosis #pcos #heds

[gentlemanbutch]

wishing every day that I knew what PCOS was as a young teen and that yes indeed it does fall under the intersex umbrella, cause it would have saved me years of silently wondering if I was intersex because I knew very deeply that I was not “typical,” and also wishing that the moment I was diagnosed with PCOS I wasn’t shamed for being “improperly female” and pushed toward feminizing hormone therapy and medication that my body literally couldn’t tolerate, especially because I was transmasc anyway.

#I don’t expect doctors to change because We Live in a Society but god I wish there was an understanding of like #diversity within gender and sex #I wish we weren’t treated as something to be remedied #like yes if you want to get rid of your quote masculine symptoms of PCOS go for it #my point is we should all be allowed to do what is best for us as individuals #and doctors ignore that and decide for us what’s best because they want us to fit in a binary #and it’s fucking gross and traumatizing #PCOS #intersex #nonbinary #trans #transmasc #intersex lesbian #intersex rights

[sphylor]

if you want to talk about pcos dew use this as a reason because im very in love with the idea

(this is all based on my own experiences with pcos and follows tried and true methods of helping things feel a little less shitty. also god i wish i had a Rain and Mountain ghoul to do these things for me hdsbjdf)

okay so Mountain and Rain look after Dew the most whenever his pcos is causing issues. Mountain keeps his raspberry plants growing all year round just so they can make tea from the leaves to help with Dew's cramps. they'll both encourage him to sit up from where he's been led in his bed, curled up around his middle with his hands pressed onto his abdomen like heat pads. Mountain will lay him up against his chest and replace Dew's hands with his own. they're warm like stones left out in the sun all day and that combined with gentle massages means they help ease the pain a little. Rain passes him his tea and feeds him the iron rich meals that they both prepared for him. the tea doesn't have any real flavour itself but its loaded with honey from Mountain's bees and Dew loves it.

they encourage him to go on walks when he can manage it, even if it is just a few laps around his room or down the corridor to the ghoul den and back. they let him lean on them whenever he needs to. when his cramps are so bad that he can't move about too much Mountain will carry him around and take him outside for fresh air. Normally Dew's in too much pain to actually pay attention to what Mountain's saying about each of the plants but the sound of his voice and steady heartbeat against his ear help distract him from the pain somewhat.

when Dew needs help getting cleaned up Mountain will change any sheets and put any clothes and other soiled stuff in the wash while Rain helps Dew clean up. sometimes all he can manage/needs is a quick shower where he'll lean up against Rain with his eyes closed and let the water ghoul do the work. other times baths are better especially on the more painful days. they'll sit in the tub together and again Dew will let Rain do all the work while he rests. the warm water soothes his pain and the steam helps if he has a migraine.

when they all lay down to sleep together in Mountain's big bed, Mountain will emit lavender and chamomile scents to help Dew sleep through the discomfort and pain. if he cant get to sleep even with that, though, Rain stays awake with him for as long as he needs (Mountain can't help falling asleep as the sun goes down bur Rain is always staying up late anyway). they talk or watch films or tv shows on Mountain's laptop and Rain does everything he can to help distract Dew from the pain and discomfort for long enough so that he can fall asleep. Dew really appreciates his company. he appreciated both of their efforts so so much. and how the rest of the pack helps too! but Rain and Mountain genuinely do not leave his side the whole time.

(aaa i also have some nsfw thoughts on the matter but maybe those are for another post ;3)

#super rambly stuff because im eepy and headache but themmmmmm #terrarium boys #dewdrop ghoul #rain ghoul #mountain ghoul #pcos is a fucking bitch i hate my wretched organs soooooo much #so naturally i just had to project that onto Dew and then make him be cared for and loved #anon ask