#fruehlings-gefuehl

[fruehlings-gefuehl]

get to know me

i was tagged by @zimtgeschmack thank you <3!

hot shower or cold shower // texting or calling // earbuds or headphones // paperback or hardcover // matte or gel flashy acrylics // 12 hour clock or 24 hour clock // blue or green // sunsets or sunrises // tulips or orchids // candle light or moonlight // sci-fi or horror // pen or pencil // pandas or koalas // gold or silver // sneakers or boots // denim jacket or leather jacket // pink or purple // chocolate or sour candy // deodorant or perfumes // drive-in movie theater or the cinema // pastel colors or neutral earth tones // lemonade or fruit juice // past or future //

i tag: @angelacht @golden-symphony @s-ternschnuppenregen

#get to know me #fruehlings-gefuehl #about me #tagged

[wint3r-h3art]

I just want to say how thankful I am this year. I met a lot of lovely people here. Not only you are talented, you are super supportive and kind as well. You inspired me greatly 💛

2022 has been rough on all of us, and I hope 2023 will be better. I hope the year will be kind to you. Thank you for your friendship and kindness to all my dearest, even if we don’t talk a lot or lose touch, I do hope you’re well. I don’t know what else to write since my sick brain is all fogged up from my med, so I just want to say Happy New Year, darlings 💛

@bakerstreethound @feral-for-strange @fenharel-enaste @fruehlings-gefuehl @tom-whore-dleston @crazycookiecrumbles @tonystarksfavoritedaughter @inklore @psychedelic-ink @mothdruid @fluffyprettykitty @e-dubbc11 @maladaptivexxdaydreaming @thealleydog @blackbat05 @sobeautifullyobsessed @mrsmischief209 @sersi-belovas @imthataliensuperstar @ironstrange1991 @bobateadaydreams @paperclippedmime @classickook @sassenach-on-the-rocks @icytrickster17 @xyndario @writing-for-marvel @buckybleu @chicken-fifi @poetic-fiasco

If I missed anyone, I apologize. Covid brain really made me just 😵‍💫🤧 ily all 💛

#linda rambling #ily all 💛

[zimtgeschmack]

get to know me

i was tagged by @rosepond thanks!

hot shower or cold shower // texting or calling // earbuds or headphones // paperback or hardcover // matte or gel flashy acrylics // 12 hour clock or 24 hour clock // blue or green // sunsets or sunrises // tulips or orchids // candle light or moonlight // sci-fi or horror // pen or pencil // pandas or koalas // gold or silver // sneakers or boots // denim jacket or leather jacket // pink or purple // chocolate or sour candy // deodorant or perfumes // drive-in movie theater or the cinema // pastel colors or neutral earth tones // lemonade or fruit juice // past or future //

I tag: @fruehlings-gefuehl @himmelswanderer @traenenkotzen

#mine #ownstuff #meins #zeitdimension #zimtgeschmack

[clonecaptains]

i hope you don’t mind me asking but where have you watched ww84? (it appeared like you already did) thank you so much already!! have a nice day/night and greetings from Germany🤍 (sorry but I have no idea about time zones whatsoever 😅)

hi!! so it’s on hbo max!! but unfortunately i think it’s only available in the us? i could be wrong. 

and youre all good! thank you for the kind message!!

#fruehlings-gefuehl #answered

[auroargraves]

Happy Birthday!! ❤❤ wishing you all the best 😊

Thank you thank you! 💕💕

#fruehlings-gefuehl #askbox #1712

[a-dorin]

Ngl the second I saw cad bane in the new episode I immediately thought of you hahahahah 🤍

I LOVE THIS BAHAHAHAH

i really am starting to think that my brand is villains & bounty hunters on this blog 😌✨

#i love you ok #mutuals ☁️ #cad bane #fruehlings gefuehl !

[golden-symphony]

I was tagged by @juniiregen, thank you :*

Favorite color: beige, dark green

Last song listened to: House of memories - Panic! At The Disco

Last series watched: I almost never watch netflix...

Sweet, savory or spicy: savory

Craving: spring, being outside, new inspiration, magic in casual things

Working on: studying, becoming strong mentally and physically

I tag: @fruehlings-gefuehl , @cobrxa

[bauslut]

holding on

pairing: spencer reid x gender neutral reader

word count: 854

warnings: angst, mentions of violence, murder, and arson, dealing with heartbreak, crying, allusions to sex, cursing 

a/n: hi there! this was a request by @fruehlings-gefuehl​ ! i hope you enjoy this one ! i’m not sure why, but i always lean towards the more angsty fics when it comes to the cm characters. the prompt is from this list ! they are still open ! enjoy :))

prompt:  “and i will blame myself for holding on to what i hoped would keep you by my side.”

“hi! this is (y/n) (y/l/n)! i’m sorry i can’t answer the phone right now, but feel free to leave a message! i’ll get back to you as soon as i can!” 

after the tone, please record your message. when you are finished recording, hang up or press one for more options. 

beep. 

“hey, it’s spencer. um, i know it’s only been a few days but i can’t stop thinking about you. it’s like there’s just this -- this overarching thought in my mind that i can’t seem to shake away. no matter how hard i try. are you busy? if you are, i’m sorry for bothering you.” 

“(y/n)? i know we both agreed to not speak to one another for a bit, in order to clear our heads, but -- but my head isn’t clearing up. i can’t think straight and it’s really affecting my thought process on cases. i’ve been missing minor details that are actually really important to the profile of the unsub. i-i miss you. a lot.”

“it’s been twenty-two days, thirteen hours, forty-seven minutes, and thirty-three seconds since we broke up. you know, i’ve been doing a lot of thinking about what happened and i will take the blame. i will admit that i fucked it up for us and i will blame myself for holding on to what i hoped would keep you by my side. please, call me back. i know you miss me too. you keep retweeting, posting, and reblogging all these pictures and quotes. i just want to give you a hug right now.” 

a single tear splashed on the dimly lit screen, the sound of his voice fading from the speaker. 

this was the fifth time tonight you replayed the voicemails, desperate to hear the words that erupted from his mouth. aching for his arms to scoop you up into his embrace, holding you tightly against his chest as he plastered soft kisses all over your temple. yearning for his scent to flood your nostrils, sending a cozy feeling seeping into your heart, the smell so comforting. 

but you were holding on. 

holding on to this nagging, gnawing feeling threatening to consume you whole. 

you two were no longer together. 

spencer reid was not yours to have. 

as a profiler, his field of work was intense. there were monsters lurking in the shadows, setting fires ablaze, killing mercilessly. robbing innocent people of their lives. there were terrors that spencer reid encountered nearly every single day, whether it was through a grisly photo or the crime scene itself. 

those terrors haunted spencer reid, flooding his dreams at night, the reflections of what he saw every second, every miunute, every day. truly horrid, awful, images. 

at first, your relationship with spencer was nothing but pure bliss. almost something out a corny eighties rom-com. he courted you with flowers and gifts, promising to bring you nothing but abundant happiness. of course, you knew his nine to five job. you were well aware of the repercussions of dating a profiler. 

there were nights that spencer never came home, cooped up in the office or out on a case. there were moments in which he disassociated, detached from reality. there were times he lashed out, the outbursts stemming from stress or frustration. 

but god, did you love spencer reid. you loved him so fucking much. and you were there for him, waiting with open arms, content with just spending a few minutes with him before he dozed off. you were attentive, listening to every ramble, offering nothing but full support. 

however, spencer reid held on to one thing in particular. 

he held on to the ideology that there was this ever-looming factor that something may happen to you. often, it would keep him up at night, his mind racing, buzzing with the idea that someone was out to get you. it made him paranoid, incapable of rationalization at times. 

and that’s what spencer reid blamed himself for. 

he believed that if there was something to happen to you, then you would keep close to his side, yearning to be protected at all costs. he hoped it would keep you by his side, that you needed him to be there to swoop in and save you. 

but it only led you to stray further and further away from him. 

spats turned into bickering. bickering led to arguments. arguments built up to an explosion of screaming. 

time had passed since then, though. and from the sound of his voicemails, spencer reid was doing a lot of thinking about your relationship, longing to mend the wounds he had left. yearning to make things right. 

in those twenty-two days, your mind wandered, reminiscing on past memories. the stolen kisses. the flurries of giggles. the nights spent tangled together, giddy from the high of sex. 

spencer reid was not a bad man. not by any means. actually, he was everything you ever wanted and more. 

and god did you miss him, you missed him so bad. 

nearly a second later, the pad of your thumb gravitated towards his number. 

within two rings, he picked up. 

#spencer reid #reid #criminal minds #reid x reader #spencer reid x reader #matthew gray gubler #mgg

[32shinebox]

a very cocaine year

ich habe angst nun wieder damit anzufangen, denn ich bin untrainiert, ungelenk, plump. ich habe es so oder so nie richtig richtig gemacht, war nur manchmal zufrieden, und habe angst, das andere sie lesen, diese plump getakteten saetze, von denen ich nicht will, das sie klingen wie schon erdachte saetze , die ihren platz gefunden haben, im team, in der hierarchie der saetze und worte, in der welt der saetze, auf dem planeten der stories. es ist eine krankheit, die sich da manifestiert, fuerchte ich, wenn ich weiterschreibe, ein nicht wegdiskutierbares objekt, es lebt und produziert. es generiert. es ist eine ressource, ein ding, es tut. dass es tut, dagegen kann ich nichts tun, also leben wir damit, wie mit diesem muttermal, und mit diesem tattoo, was ich jetzt nicht mehr wegbekomme, es vernarbt, verblasst, und damit es nicht so peinlich ist, erzaehle ich den neuen in meinem orbit, es waere im knast enstanden, das tattoo, das traurige, ehemals wilde, blassblaue tattoo, das nun wirkt wie eine vergessene notiz auf meinem linken arm. kann mir nicht vorstellen dass das mal wehgetan hat, dieses mal, dieses zutiefst profane merkmal. nicht mal die bullen haben das ding je protokolliert, so unwichtig war es. ich erzaehle dann diesen neuen, dass es im knast passiert ist, dieses ding, und gebe dem verblassenden ding dadurch frische knastfarbe, und viele glauben mir diese raeuberpistole auch, und das fuehrt zu noch mehr peinlicher stille, dieses gefuehl, das auf englisch awkwardness genannt wird. das angelsaechsische ist weitaus potenter als die sprache hierzulande, solche dinge bleiben im deutschen ungesagt, und darum traut man sich nicht sie zu fuehlen, es tut allen weh aber es wird versteckt und vergessen, da man es nicht beschreiben kann, was da gerade passiert ist, und so kriecht das gedankenlose, die schwere, dieses fiese gefuehl durch den aether und setzt sich sublimiert, unaussprechlich in jeder sekunde fest, weigert sich zu gehen und bestimmt jeden moment. ich bin sicher, wenn man es aussprechen wuerde, wuerde es weggehen, und wir koennten atmen, und den fruehling geniessen.

[reformedkingsmanagent]

Tagged by @fruehlings-gefuehl , danke!

Rules: Name 10 songs you are currently obsessed with, then tag 10 people!

Warning, I do not stay updated on current music...I listen to the same things repeatedly...so some of this is super old.

1. Not My Love 2 - Tides of Man

2. In the Mourning - Paramore

3. Planet A - The Devil Wears Prada

4. What’s Wrong - Pvris

5. Have Faith in Me - A Day to Remember

6. Daughter - TDWP

7. Blood Infections - frnkiero and the Cellabration

8. Track 9 T - ‘68

9. Haunt - Banks

10. Roman Holiday - Every Time I Die

Please, do not do this if you don’t feel like it!

@@agent-absinthe @kfawkes @missredherring @greenflyingsparklybunny @sherlockianliza @flippingeggsy @thatdamnokie @lannew1 @my-anaconda-wants-a-revolution @ophelialondon

I know everyone probably has enough to do/worry about without doing this thing but hey...

[roedoe-boe]

My sister @victorvahle (go follow her haha) tagged me to reveal my top 10 songs at the moment so let‘s go (the songs are in no particular order)

1. Should I Stay or Should I Go - The Clash

2. Africa - Toto (Who isn’t)

3. Feeling Whitney - Post Malone

4. Don’t Forget About Me - Cloves

5. Herr Mannelig - Garmarna

6. Helvegen - Wardruna

7. Fehu- Wardruna

8. To Build A Home - The Cinematic Orchestra

9. Civil War - Guns N’ Roses

10. Seven Nation Army - Ben L’Oncle Soul

I tag @fruehlings-gefuehl, @leckied, @lieutenantcarwoodlipton and everyone else :)

#personal #some are like medieval songs (or at least they sound medieval for me) because I’m a sucker for that Genre #get to know me

[fruehlings-gefuehl]

ive been tagged by @angelacht to share with you my homescreen, lockscreen, the last song I listened to and the last photo I’ve saved in my gallery, so here we go

(yeah I’m one of these artsy bitches that spent hours to make her homescreen look cool)

now it’s your turn:

@my-dark-happy-place @golden-symphony @rosewood-lust

if you don’t wanna to this it’s absolutely fine ofc!! I just couldn’t think of anyone else

#tagged #fruehlings-gefuehl

[wint3r-h3art]

🌳🌿 for the ask thing <3

Thank you so much for sending in the ask! 💛I really appreciate it!

🌳 Tree: What is one thing in your future you are looking forward towards?

It sounds like i'm an old ass person, but really I just stability in life and maybe make enough money that I can live comfortably without the worried when I want to travel or buy things that makes me happy.

🌿 Herb: What is a scent you find relaxing?

Lavender is my favorite scent of all time! But weirdly enough I also love the lemon and mint together? I don't know it just smells clean to me lmao

#ask game #fruehlings-gefuehl

[maedchendesmondes]

Rules: Name 10 songs you are currently obsessed with, then tag 10 people

got tagged by the lovely @fruehlings-gefuehl 🌞

1. gasoline - halsey

2. haunting - halsey

3. sit next to me - foster the people

4. every breath you take - the police

5. robbers - the 1975

6. on hold (jamie xx remix) - the xx

7. missing (round remix) - the xx

8. go fuck yourself - two feet

9. waiting game - banks

10. change (the chainsmokers remix) - banks

I tag @kreuzbergerblut @denkweisen @gefuehlsrisiko @undercut-tmblrblog @will-zurueck-ans-meer @mondkaelte @wasserscheu @tiefgefuehl @nord-wind @avfgewacht

[clonecaptains]

ok so I may sound stupid but why exactly did you get flagged? I think I read sth about Oscars butt but I’m not exactly sure 😅

YEAH LOL 

ok here’s what happened: i posted the set of his butt in my drafts cuz that’s what i always do before i post something. let me be clear there was no GRAPHIC nudity in the post!! but there was some side butt. but it was not explicit according to tumblr’s guidelines. i saw a post last night on my dash of some butts full on lol. 

well the post was NOT flagged in my drafts! but then the SECOND i posted it it was flagged!! i tried to appeal it but it was locked down. then when i tried to post the gif again?? my entire blog got flagged and the gifs in my drafts WERE NOT flagged??? so like im missing something here. 

it is a possibility that someone reported me?? but my post was never seen by the light of day so that post itself was not reported by someone because it couldn’t have been. it just seems unlikely someone would report me at the same time this happened. 

ive read ppl say they got their issue resolved immediately adn some ppl said theirs was resolved in a month omg im just upset and made and it kinda makes me laugh that im in jail for THAT gif set. watch me post it anyways later. 

im just like jfhkjsjhkajl hoping yall don’t leave me cuz im in jail 

#fruehlings-gefuehl #answered

[auroargraves]

congrats to your new job ❤❤

thank you so much! I really hope my soon to be students will find my teaching method to be fun and the uni’s bureaucracy won’t make me cry like the previous one did lol

#fruehlings-gefuehl #askbox