#friendless

[busterkeatonsociety]

#MovieMonday Buster Keaton had a devil of a time getting those steers to chase him, but he did indeed steer them into a chase in “Go West,” 1925 - a simple tale of a boy & his cow.

#movie monday #buster keaton #go west #1920s #silent era #silent movies #vintage hollywood #friendless #brown eyes #size of a cow #the wonder stuff #ibks #the international buster keaton society #buster keaton society #the damfinos #damfino #damfamily

[bunnighost]

#vent edit #worthless #useless #unlovable #friendless #actuallytraumatized #traumacore #depression #loneliness #avpd #actuallymentallyill #i never fit in #i never belong #i'm all alone #so lonely #everyone always ends up disliking me #or get bored of me #they always care about others more than me #i'm never important to anyone #nobody ever cares about me

[thesaramonster]

#simpsons #the simpsons #lisa simpson #no friends #friendless

[helloimtired]

never being anyone’s best friend or the most important person in anyone’s life, ever, can really fuck you up emotionally

#like throughout my life i’ve had people that i’d call my best friends #but I guess I was never theirs #like they always had more important friends that would always take precedence #and then now as an adult people’s partners always take precedence #which is fair and valid #I just can’t never find that for myself and always end up as an afterthought and it really really fucks you up #hence me sobbing rn #bc a friend and I were supposed to call tonight and had scheduled it a few days ago #aaaand they just told me they can’t because they’re still on a call with their partner who’ve they’ve called basically everyday this week #oh and this friend won’t be able to call anyone all summer so I just can’t talk to them on the phone again until fall #and yeah i’m sobbing rn #rants and rambles #friends #long distance friendship #lonliness #friendship #no friends #friend jealousy #never had a ​best friend #friendless #how to keep friends #i dont know how to make friends #friend yearning

[howifeltabouthim]

I tried to have friends. I tried very hard. But it never worked out. I just couldn't get along with people.

Anna Biller, from Bluebeard's Castle

#friendless #loner #alone #sad #lonely #odd one out #outsider #socializing #personal #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #anna biller #bluebeard's castle

[gaznull]

I want desperately to hang out with people who share the same interests. But I can not get over the feelings of being disliked, unwanted, boring, not being good enough, etc. I feel like I have nothing to offer a friendship but my undying loyalty, which in my experience people see as "he is reliable when I need to use him". I will never be someone's first choice, but always someone's worst-case scenario.

#personal #hopeless #unwanted #life #friendless #i have no friends

[greentea-mp3]

what do people do to hang out with friends...? where do you go? like when you're doing something other than being at one of your houses. when you're outside or whatever the fuck. i heard people go to the mall or out to eat?? where do you go when you don't have money tho? going to the mall just sounds like sensory overload waiting to happen too.

#friends #hangout #hangout spots #friendless #i am lonely #shut in #social anxiety #anxitey #autism #adhd #audhd #neurodivergent #neurospicy #i need intense mental help #i need to go outside #big boy problems #text post

[t-thathandsomedevil]

~Her~ || Mattheo R. x fem! Reader

Author note! <33 I hope you like it, I worked on it at flipping school so Its fluff only. I always accept corrective criticism, spelling correction, grammar correction, and requests. Im sorry this is so bad and cringy btw. -A/N❤

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You listened silently to the conversation the other girls at the lunch table were having, feeling awkward at the prospect you didn’t know any of them. “Oh my god I love him so much” a girl with short brown hair and friendly makeup gushed, pointing to a boy at the table across from the one you were sitting at. You turned your head slightly, enough to be able to see who she was pointing at but not enough to be noticed. The boy she was pointing at had curly black hair, brown eyes and light skin and was grinning and talking to a friend. Mattheo Riddle. — “Let's play truth or dare!” Lorenzo said excitedly “I need a new story to post on buzzfeed.” Theodore rolled his eyes and smirked at Enzo “I should’ve guessed. But okay because I am boooorrrrrddddd af” “Okay” Mattheo said, eying the pretty girl in a hoodie with H/L H/C hair sitting quietly and alone, like she always does. “I wanna play and I wanna go first.” Draco said flatly, slicking back his platinum blonde hair. “I want to play as well, like I have to catch up on all my friend’s drama” Blaise said casually while eating his hamburger. “Truth or Dare is my fav game so yes!” Pansy gushed “Okaayy Theodore Nott. truth of dare” Draco asked “Truth.” “Is it true you…. Are dating Enzo?” “Yea.” “Okay…. Enzo truth or dare?” Theo asked, smirking at his boyfriend. “Dare” “I dare you to kiss me right now” Lorenzo rolled his eyes but smiled and leaned in and gave Theodore a soft but long kiss. “You guys are such a cute couple” Pansy noted, smiling wide “ANYWaayy, my turn because Enzo is kissing Theo.” Blaise said.

“no, I’m still going” Lorenzo huffed, shoving Blaise softly. “Mattheo truth or dare?” “Dare” “I dare you to kiss your crush” “Wtf bro I don’t a crush” “Don’t lie I saw you staring at Y/N” “Oooooooohh” Pansy squealed “Someone has a cruuuushhh” Mattheo blushed and scowled “Fine I do like her buuut she don’t know who tf I am” “Don’t make excuses.” — The lunch bell rang, signaling the end of lunch period and you were the first to get up. You hated the cafeteria. It was loud, food was flying everywhere, but most of all, you had to sit with people you didn’t know and who had friends and you just sat there yourself. You looked over your shoulder at Mattheo. The girl from earlier was there. Her short brown bob bouncing as she spoke. As you watched her talk to Mattheo, you felt a twinge of jealousy. Why do I feel jealous?? — “I’m Joyce,” A girl with short hair that bounced annoyingly. “Yea hi Joyce what do you want?” Mattheo asked, trying not to sound irritated. He absolutely hated when girls talked to him randomly and flirted with him and asked for his number and tried to use pick-up lines that stunk worse than public bathrooms. “I like your…. Eyes” She gushed Ew “Yea yea I like your um shirt” Mattheo said curtly “Is that all? Because I have to get to class” “Oh yea” Joyce said sweetly “I have to go to class too. Why don’t we go together?” Mattheo rolled his eyes “What class do you have?” “I have orchestra!” “Well, I have ELA and the orchestra room is downstairs right down this hall.” Stupid…. Joyce blushed “O-oh okay. See you later, then” She winked and gave Mattheo what she thought was a winning smile. Well f I’m late now… — You carefully wrote your name at the top of your page. At least I’m a good student… even though nobody likes me. You thought, pushing the page to the corner of your desk. “We’ll be working as partners” no…… “You can choose your groups, I’m sure your capable” Oh my god no

Everyone buzzed with excitement and found groups with their friends, leaving only you. The door opened and a boy stumbled in, panting. “I’m sorry I was late sir” he said “A girl named Jane was bugging me.” “Okay, I don’t need your excuses,” The teacher surveyed the room “Go work with Y/N.” You flushed and looked away. I have to work with MATTHEO! “Okaayy” Mattheo said, giving you a ravishing grin. “Hey princess” he said when he planted himself in the seat beside you You scowled “I’m not a princess.” “I’m sure you aren’t. What do we need to do?” “You’d know if you came to class on time and not 20 minutes late.” Mattheo laughed, “A girl named James was bugging me.” “You said Jane” “Well something like that.” You rolled your eyes. “We have to write a book report.” “Nooooooooo” Mattheo whined “I hatteeeee book repoorrtts” “You sound like a child” You said, looking at Mattheo coldly. “Okay finee,” he straightened “What book?” “What did you read?” If anything, Mattheo grinned “I read The Lord of The Rings” You rolled your eyes “What happened?” “Umm… I actually read Wattpad fanfic…” “I figured as much” You said, smiling a little “What happened?” As Mattheo retold the story, you looked over his face. He’s actually kinda pretty…. Wtf!? “You good? You look like you spaced out for a sec,” Mattheo said, smirking “W-what, oh sorry, so um yea what continue” “I already finished,” “Oh okay you can write it down, then.” What is wrong with me?? Mattheo’s hand brushed up against yours as he took the pencil from your hand. You felt your face heat up and you bit your lip. “Do you want to go to the library with me during our free period?” Mattheo asked while writing down the book report horribly. “Why?” You demanded “Because I see you sitting alone during lunch and during your free period.” He looked like he wanted to say more, but he only smiled and set down the pencil “See you later, then?” and stood up to leave. You felt slightly disappointed as you watched him leave, but you shook off the feeling and picked up the book report he left. — “How’d it go?” Enzo asked, smirking at Mattheo. “It went amazing.” Mattheo grinned “I asked her if she wanted to meet me at the library during free period. She looked like she liked the idea.”

“you better make the most romantic scene bro. I want tea and I want a nice movie to watch” Theodore said, tossing Mattheo a cigarette. “And I want something to post on Buzzfeed.” Lorenzo said “and Theo you can’t have cigarettes.” “Ugh” Theodore reluctantly handed Lorenzo his box “You too, Mattheo” — You skipped your 4 period class to get ready. Something you swore never to do. You curled your H/C H/L hair and stuck a small flower behind your ear. You sighed “What happened to me?” You curled your lashes, and applied a light layer of blush. The bell finally rang and you felt excitement rise in your body, but you battled it down and put on a straight face. When you got there, you found Mattheo already sitting on a beanbag chair, he had a black Nirvana t-shirt and black cargo pants. “You look nice,” He said “How did you get that all done?” You had a black tank top with a nice necklace and faded blue jeans. “I skipped my 4th period class. It was gym, anyway.” Mattheo laughed “I pretended to be sick and ‘went to the nurse’” “You are such a bad student!” you said, smiling down at the ground as you sat in the beanbag chair next to Mattheo. “And you are a wonderful student,” he winked, “That’s why I like you.” You blushed “Shut up, Riddle” “Okay Y/L/N” “Can I ask you something?” Mattheo asked “Sure, what is it?” “I- this was a dare, but I really do like you,” “I expected as much. Who gave you the dare?” “Lorenzo Berkshire.” Mattheo blushed and looked down “C-can I kiss you?” “Part of the dare?” You asked, unable to keep the hurt from your voice “No- yes, but the dare was to kiss my crush..” Mattheo said, not looking at you. “Please don’t hate me…” You sighed “I don’t hate you, Mattheo. Why do you think I skipped a class to do my makeup?” Mattheo smiled “So can I kiss you?” “Yes” Mattheo pressed his lips onto yours. He tasted like cigarettes, mint gum, and strawberry shortcake, as odd as that sounds. His hand traveled up your back and his other hand went to the back of your head, tangling in your hair. “I love you so much, Y/N…” He mumbled in between kisses. “I love you too…”

— “Best movie ever actually” Theodore whispered to Lorenzo “This is gonna get so many views,” Lorenzo whispered back, typing furiously on his phone. “I’m gonna tease him for this for eternity” Draco whispered, smirking “Your meeeeean” Pansy whispered, her lips pouting “They’re adorable!”

#I DO NOT ship Enzo and Theo #clean bc im doing it at school #Mattheo Riddle x reader #Mattheo riddle #fanfiction #fluff #x reader #x fem reader #truth or dare #Dare #Friendless #Slytherin #slytherin boys #School #School life #realistic fiction #Library #Book #Date #Date at library #cringe warning

[gostudyorillcomeforyou]

I want a friend. Does anyone know where I can get those? I can’t find them in Walmart, it also seems like they don’t have them on Amazon.

#fucking pathetic #I want someone as fucked as I am #lux libson #whisper girl #this is a girlblog #girlblogging #cool girl #tumblr girls #gay girls #study girl #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #friendless #lonelly #studying #blair waldorf #studybuddies #study aesthetic #study blog #studybrl #studying motivation #studyspo #ballad of a homeschooled girl

[bloodbranches]

I wish I had real friends. I wanna hang out in someone's bedroom. I want someone to randomly call me. I want to get a text when I'm bored at home that they're parked outside my house. I want to be surprised on my birthday. I want to be taken to a random parking lot in the middle of the night when we're getting rowdy. I want to be invited to lunch on weekends. I wish I mattered that much to anyone.

#vent #rant #actuallymentallyill #actuallytraumatized #trauma #traumacore #lonely nights #lonliness #practically friendless #friendless

[bunnighost]

#lonely #loneliness #avpd #friendless #no friends

[madthehatter]

Nothing hurts more than to be painfully aware how much you don’t belong.

#sadgirl #there is absolutely nothing lonelier #sad thoughts #friendless #loneliest #lonelihood

[fortunatelev]

I can't help but to feel a bit salty/jealous of people who have friends to talk to and hang out with. And I am also angry that I had to be dealt such a shit hand at social interaction. Cant wait to be done with this life. Tired of always being sad, depressed, and lonely. One day I won't have to anymore. I find nothing exciting or happy about my life anyway.

#my life sucks #lonely #bitter #friendless #life isnt fair #socially isolated #socially anxious #depressed #alone #i dont fit in #i dont belong anywhere

[sapphiretears444]

tomorrow i will force myself to go out on my own. i've been stuck in the house for i don't even know how long because i have no one to hang out with and i am way too scared to do anything on my own. well, i wish to change that and even though i will feel very uncomfortable and anxious, it must be done. i will try to go for a walk in the park, listening to a podcast or something. i hope i will feel better after

#social anxiety #making changes #self improvement #friendless

[highladyofterrasen7]

It’s not that I don’t want to have a birthday party

It’s that who would I invite?

#lonely #lonely girl #friendless

[lonesomefish]

We were just kids

Fighting with the world

Thinking we were so mature

In a world meant for hurt.

#vent #blinkies #nostalgia #old internet #blinkie cafe #retro #sad thoughts #loner #tw depressing thoughts #truth #friendless #no friends #friendship #friend #friends #alone with my thoughts #loneliness #lonely #im a mess #tw sad #tw blood #kidcore #kids #friendships #besties #best friend #high school #weirdcore #weird #weirdo