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six-white-venus · 3 months
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insipidpoet · 13 days
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Daughter/Son
They say “I love you kiddo,”
But they only love their daughter.
A girl composed of songs and stardust,
They only love their daughter.
A girl that's made of hopes and lies,
They only love their daughter.
This girl they love,
She doesn’t exist,
Not since I have come their way.
Because this girl they love,
Used to be me,
Until I had the nerve to say,
“Mom, I’m a boy.”
And she thinks that girl she loves,
Was stolen by her son,
And while really we are the same person,
Still she loves only one.
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I move through tar
I get up
I make coffee
At least I think the cup is clean enough
I sit at my desk
and I stare
My hands are busy
and my mind is numb but
inside I’m screaming
Why does nobody see me?
I have tried
so hard
to reach out
No takers
Too reliant
on those
too busy
too drowning
in their own
oceans of pain
Where is the
life boat?
I’m drowning
and I’m screaming
but no one is hearing
I might as well
just fade away.
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countrydionysia · 4 months
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for furor club (óðinn and dionysos)
hail to the furious one, who shall spare a drink for him? have his feet not stamped the earth in its every rainbowed hue? from the mead-stained mountains to the sun-scorched soil, we call you friend and do the same. to scream his name you must split your tongue to answer, taste the terroir of the air. is there another story the likes of you, ever-turning one? the wise women carve, twine and weave and you wear your masks well. rich herald of a mad banner, fetter and release of grove and vine, show us the way to pleasure that flows through root-darkened halls; waytamer, emperor who drapes drowned upon his inverted throne, let us be the very forest we ride through.
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soldier, poet, king
i took the soldier, poet, king test
i got king
of course i got king
what else was i possibly expecting
when has my life ever not been a burden for me to bear
a weight placed on my shoulders
"a natural leader" they called me as if they did not make me this way
forged me to be independent (quiet) and strong (afraid to ask for help) and a leader (needing to take charge because things are easier if
i
do
them
myself)
kings are the gifted children
i was so far ahead they didn't know what to do with me
and now i'm average
and it hurts
Duty. Strength. Resignation.
when did i stop doing things for the love of them
when did life become a chore
when did everything become a routine to follow before i could be done
when did i start hating everything i did
when did i become the king
was i always the king?
they ruined me
they turned me into this
this is their fault
and now i'm the king
yes, king.
always king.
it was never going to be different.
and i'll take the crown
and live with it
and wish
maybe
i could be the poet instead
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theoutcastedartist · 6 months
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"03's Loop"
Some thoughts about the date (Sept 30th) and what it means to me, I cycle thoughts in a constant cognitive loop.
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FHDURJSKSJSSJ I HAD THE BEST BDAY EVER???
I'm usually the one to plan stuff for everyone and everything in my house when it comes to special occasions. I didn't have anything planned for my bday other than to sit and watch jjba
This year, I had my first ever suprise party 😭💕
(Poem under the cut,
if you wanna read it.
It is kinda long lol)
My memory is constant failure
03's Loop
Fragmented and scattered by the winds of time
What I recall is very little,
Painful and sad
20 years living
Happiness tends to not come so easily
The date is September 30th
I was born this day
Cleft lip on display
The kids at school used to
Call me songs and names
My parents have no baby pictures of me
I used to wonder why
The fragments of childhood still pierce skin years later
A once forgotten shard is found again
Recent memories dig further into the wounds
My mind with a terrible metallic buzz
Anxiety in its constant
Adult since 9,
A child at 20,
Both too young
And too old for this body,
A terrible loss for someone so seemingly bright
Yet despite it all,
This grief,
This fear,
That comes with being human,
I'd like to believe
That I will be okay in the end
Holding on for that quiet moment
Holding on for that feeling of soft fur and a warm pulse,
From a friend with pointy ears and sharp teeth,
I've always been soft for dogs
(I miss my childhood dog, Rocky)
Holding on for the day that I can sit
And listen to the rain
While drinking hot chocolate
(I still think about my last memory of him, even to this day)
I'm only 20,
I still have the rest of my life ahead of me.
Even now, I am still scared but,
I can't wait to see what the future holds for me
Guess I've always been a sucker for pain :P
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mo4anm94 · 6 months
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If I can hella be honest; baby I’ll never fold on you and that’s a promise,
Self destruct what we build nah I can’t bomb this,
You make this Pisces feel like I’m the rarest fish,
They can’t match my wave now; I’ll have your currents rip,
But it ain’t about that; it’s about you straight facts,
Protected by God but for you I’ll do a blood pact,
Soul tied since before birth so our past lives already done that,
I’ll write a whole mixtape for you I can’t stop at just one track,
You’re rare because you brought that real love back,
I practice self love now; you had done that,
I appreciate you for making me feel I’m close to perfect,
I see passed your flaws baby girl you’re worth it,
I wanna be your comfort zone every time you hurtin,
I wanna be your flame to your heart cause I’ll keep it burnin,
I love to make you laugh and love it when I put a smile,
If you were at the ends of earth I would travel every mile,
This is a forever thing I don’t believe in little while,
If people see how I think about you they would think I’m wild,
I keep it real with you chula I ain’t never frontin,
Let me be your Nipsey and you be my Lauren London,
We gon get a lot of hate amor I can already see it comin,
Try to disrespect you I’ll turn my mental into a Thompson and keep it drummin,
Don’t mean to get out of pocket,
You turn my soul into a rocket,
Take my heart into levels of love I’ve never thought existed,
Got me doing whatever it takes so I can call you Mrs.
I can go on and on writing about you; I’ve never felt like how I feel with you,
I appreciate you coming into my life and bringing this love that’s so pure and true 💚💎
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a-had-matter · 29 days
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seas of gasoline
clouds of broken dreams
days of cloudy skies
nights of full of those who try
in vain, of course
cause pain, of course
fuels anything and everything
better than any and everything
blood, my dear
must shed, my dear
I know it’s quite queer
but it’s what humans love
well, what society loves
but close enough
I didn’t exactly tell you
I love you,
in the end, but close enough
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thelittlewitchway · 1 year
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What type of witch am I?
I would have to call myself a library witch.
Sure I like crystals and kitchen/green magic and hearth magic and all but if anything really defined the current state of my craft and the love I have for it, it would be in books.
My grimoire is not simply written down in journals. It is scattered across my bookshelf, between the pages of every book on it. It is on the sticky notes, highlights, and scrawled in margins of the books on my shelves. It is in the pdf files I collect or the blog posts I write. It is in each book, from the "bad" books I purchased at the beginning of my journey to the "good" books I have purchased more recently as I gained the knowledge to discern between them. It is in my library catalog where I carefully list each book I have and what knowledge it holds within it. It is every word I read and write.
My altar is not only in the nightstand I use for my workings. It is in the bookcase where I keep my tangible source of knowledge. There I keep my knowledge surrounded by magic. There are bottles and crystals and statues to keep my books company.
It is there I have always found magic, between the pages of a book. That tangible or intangible fount of knowledge. There in that smell, that texture. There among the magical symbols that can transmit the thoughts of one into the thoughts of another. There in its ability to travel through time, teaching us from those long dead to those who are yet to be born. It comes in a physical book or in a electronic document, even in a curated blog. There is magic in the hoarding of it like a dragon hoards gold. I bring the words into my space. I care for them, giving them a home like stray pets.
So I think I must call myself a library witch.
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brainrotpoetry · 1 year
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rootsofthesycamore · 6 months
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Oh Little Wren (Oh Little Bird) - RootsoftheSycamore - Star Wars: Rebels [Archive of Our Own]
For Sabine Week, Day 2- Icarus
A humble little poem
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insipidpoet · 13 days
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Same Difference
My sad brown eyes can't look at
Your tired green ones
Because I wish we were not so alike.
Your many freckles
Stare at my clear skin
And your bible thinks
My sketchbook is mad.
My half empty Mountain Dew
Turns away from your full ice water
While your bright floral blouse
Glares at my gray hoodie.
Any stranger reading this,
Will have no idea what I mean
When I say we are too alike.
But only because I haven't told them
Of our matching moles
And our same dark hair
(Before yours went to gray)
And because any stranger reading this
Has no clue
That you are my mom
And I am your son
And while you are a woman
I’m stuck in the half-grown body of one.
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There is ice on the lake now Where swans used to swim I don’t know if I can stand This air of fear and isolation Their ghosts right there Before my eyes Graceful Gliding Diving their heads Shooting out of the water Dripping They quiver For a moment
There is ice on the lake now Where I saw ducks a second ago Waddling under the surface Peaceful Friends with Everyone
I’m so alone
I have no wings to follow Going south For me there are no Means of escape All I can do What I shall do I look out on that frozen lake I close my heart For a few more months
Waiting For the ice To thaw
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countrydionysia · 5 months
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The Chthonic Sun
I call out to my Savior with desperation;
My hands twisted in prayer;
I await His response with anticipation;
But my mind tells me to "Beware";
"Beware the false hope of the Chthonic Sun";
"He promises fake salvation";
"You'll give all you have and be left with none";
"Your reward is eternal damnation";
I fight with these thoughts in an endless battle;
Still awaiting my Savior's response;
These dreadful thoughts continue to prattle;
If I lose, my mind gets what it wants;
Through the darkness shines a brilliant light;
One accompanied by a procession;
I seem to forget my strenuous plight;
And my mind bows in concession;
The shining Chthonic Sun rides upon a leopard;
He looks down at me with a smile;
He has come to me as my valiant Shepherd;
And tells me He'll stay for a while;
I recount my arduous struggles with grave detail;
He has sympathy for my pain;
He puts a hand on my shoulder as I tell my tale;
And tells me there is a solution plain;
"When you experience these moments of doubt";
"Turn your face and look toward Me";
"Your mind whispers lies, but I will shout";
"That with me, you shall truly be free."
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inthepoemsandthesands · 4 months
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disappointment
when my phone buzzes
and it is his name
and not hers
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catharticwritings · 4 months
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Miniscule Matter
That first sip of coffee
tastes a little better
than usual.
Bare toes that
squeeze the grass
under the azure sky.
Stare into fatigued eyes
through the cracked mirror
covered in dust.
See the bedhead from hours of restlessness
as you brush away morning breath
with mint toothpaste.
Here.
Your favorite seasonal candy
is back in stock
at your local supermarket. 
Voice stutters
as you make eye contact
with the waitress taking your order.
The small details.
The smell of a book
as you open the fresh cover
and dogear its pages. 
Heartbeat races as a stranger
compliments a shirt
you rarely wear out. 
They remind me.
You savor a fruity drink
as your friend kindles the fire
on a cloudy night.
The warmth radiates
Into your skin from a 
just-dried oversized hoodie. 
I am alive.
Feed from the minuscule
and let it fuel you
into another day. 
It's so worth it.
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