#four years

[kaiju-dayo]

Farewell, my little champions

#FOUR YEARS #this au changed my life fr #started as a joke now it’s my pride and joy #mochidayo #tloz #botw #school au #modern au #mipha #revali #link #zelda #daruk #urbosa

[nuestrodestinocomun]

El Caos del Universo

El tren acelera, alcanzando la máxima velocidad justo al llegar al túnel que atraviesa la montaña. Dejas atrás el valle, todo lo que hasta ahora te era conocido. Con la fuerza de una enorme centrifugadora que atrae el tiempo hacia su centro, te impulsas hacia delante, te evades de ti mismo, hacia la siguiente parada.

“El mundo es una acumulación caótica del desorden de cada uno de sus habitantes”, solías decir.

Los pasajeros del vagón van concentrados en los fragmentos de vida que durante el trayecto deciden compartir. Instantes que cada uno elige cómo emplear. Unos se decantan por leer, o por mirar simplemente a través de la ventana. Los hay que deciden perturbar al resto de pasajeros que permanecen tranquilos y en silencio, mediante el sonido de sus teléfonos móviles. Otros intentan entablar una conversación con la persona contigua que les ha tocado en suerte.

Los viajes tienen un componente nostálgico que reside en la estática de la tristeza que nos acompaña durante el trayecto. Una sensación que se acrecienta en aquellos desplazamientos que no son estrictamente por placer, los que te hacen partir de un punto del que no deseabas separarte jamás.

Contemplas los paisajes que pasan por delante de la ventana e imaginas a qué dedicarán sus vidas esas personas que pareces distinguir en la distancia. ¿Llevarán una vida parecida a la tuya?, ¿se preocuparán por las mismas cosas?, o ¿quizá no exista realmente gente que viva en esos sitios?. Concluyes finalmente, que da igual a qué dediquen sus vidas, todos pierden el tiempo, no saben que realmente lo que se les escapa es la propia vida, por no disfrutarla, por no disfrutarse.

Todos tenemos ansias por cambiar nuestro presente, pero siempre conseguimos encontrar alguna excusa que nos haga demorar el cambio que permanentemente estamos madurando en nuestra mente y que la mayoría de las veces consideramos revolucionario y rompedor, hasta que un día decidimos revelárselo a un amigo o un familiar, y por la expresión de su cara comprendemos que efectivamente no era el plan del siglo, que ya otros antes habían pensado lo mismo y habían fracasado justo en el punto en el que tú lo estabas haciendo.

Piensas que el libro que tienes en tus manos lanza frases crípticas y enigmáticas sobre tu futuro, según se adapten a tus expectativas. Encontraré pareja, tendré dinero y salud, los vecinos dejarán de hacer ruido por las noches, seré feliz. Cualquier mantra literario es bienvenido siempre que encaje en nuestros planes.

Estos pensamientos permanecen en el aire justo el tiempo en el que el tren llega a la próxima parada. Al bajarte en el anden sientes cómo las huellas de trenes pasados y presentes se entremezclan, cómo las vidas de extraños, que van y vienen, se cruzan de forma aleatoria, de forma azarosa. La magia de la vida, el caos del universo.

#el caos del universo #noviembre #Four Years #love each other #station to station #bowie #el que ama arde #nuestro destino comun #michaelsberg #writing #literature

[choices-binglebonkus]

Getting reeeeeeeeeal sick of writing essays for jobs I want as part of the application process and not getting the job.

#I’ve been looking for a career job since 2020 #FOUR YEARS #I can’t even get an internship #I’ve had a grand total of three interviews #one of which the interviewers stood me up and rejected me #I have a goddamn masters degree guys #this is bullshit #not choices

[gently-decaying-flowers]

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#char’s diary #four years #it’s been four years as of today #and that’s not that long #but i can’t remember #i can’t remember much of what he was like #i don’t remember much of my childhood #it feels like everyone remembers him better than me #i wonder what life would look like if he never died #i wonder how he’d take to my brother being trans- and eventually me #i wonder if i’d ever get less awkward #probably not #that’s something i wouldn’t be able to change without knowing how much i’d regret it #i regret being scared when he got sick #i regret the last night i saw him #being scared to go by him #because he didn’t get the goodbye he deserved from me

[queen-scribbles]

ALL HAIL @emeraldgreaves FOR KICKSTARTING THE HEODI MUSES I WROTE ANOTHER 300+ WORDS SO FAR AND I'M STILL GOING

#queen rambles #writer stuff #FOUR YEARS #this fic has been sitting for at least FOUR YEARS in wip purgatory #em i love you #may your drinks always stay the perfect temperature and your muses be chatty <333333

[trialoftheguilty]

don't forget to summon your local they/them hottie this Halloween 😈🎃

#FOUR YEARS #OF THIS #AND THIS IS THE FIRST YEAR I MANAGE TO RELEASE HALLOWEEN ART #totg #trial of the guilty

[catboygirljoker]

IM GETTING A DIGITAL PIANO.....

#ooohoohoho im going to be So annoying about this #blakeposts #for context ive been playing piano for over twenty years and havent had steady access to a real piano of any description for like #four years #im honestly emotional about this

[sixpennydame]

Grief Butter, by Ruth Chan

#four years #it doesn’t get easier #grief butter #Ruth Chan #grief is a process #personal sailor

[fushiaphenix]

How I truly love is unhinged

There’s now road map the unknown destination is where you and I are one

Stripped raw laying on the fire out of breath

smell the lust and I lay on your chest

Heart renewed with hope flows over

The kiss you placed in my souls gives me a fever but the chills don’t leave me cold

To find a love that I send to you

I would do the time

#life with you #three years #four years #im great either way #I love you

[chmerical]

it’s not munday but still have these <3 i’m out & about celebrating my anniversary, yay love!!

#four yEARS #AOSKSKKS #ooc.

[armed-with-knitting-needles]

I have COVID right now and I hate everything. Thankfully, I'm vaccinated, so it's actually pretty mild, but still. I avoided it for almost four years and now I'm stuck until I test negative. I never thought I'd miss going to work, but I just want to leave my house again. Now that the fever's finally broke, the boredom is killing me.

#four years #i avoided this thing for four years #if i ever figure out who gave this to me I'm cursing them

[herequeerexitentialfear]

if Celia no co were in an actual piece of media they would be practically nameless side antagonists the format would be an extremely violent & dark sitcom esq tv show. they have a longggg timeline & over time shift between status quos. i cannot think in terms of short finished stories and just think in sprawling timelines & megastories

nm post canceled i remembered its been roughly four years since i got into comics and the way i though about stories and character got massively altered.

#Fuck. #four years #it uh. may be longer #its probably longer #DC was late 2021 #got into mcu 🤮 in 2019 so comics was probably 2020 #Oh NO #if i find a solid date #i need to celebrate it

[sifsstuffs]

LEAP YEAR BABYYY !!!!

#name him plz #I can’t wait to celebrate his first birthday in #four years #flight rising #flight rising imperial

[sincerely-angel1]

(TW: Religion, Homophobia)

Monday, January 15, 2023

Recently, I lost my best friend of four years.

It really happened. The one I thought id be friends with forever. She changed so much over our time not talking, that I barely recognized her.

I tried salvaging things again.

But she made it unmistakably clear what her beliefs were, and it was something I felt sick associating myself with.

Over the summer, she started going back to church.

And I was happy for her? She just had a death in the family and I was glad she was finding something to make her happy, despite my atheist beliefs. However, we got busy with school and stopped talking for a long time. Until recently, when I tried to salvage things again.

She told me I was not to ever speak with her about LGBTQ anything. I wasn’t to ever talk to her about my personal beliefs or what I support.

I told her I didn’t even feel like I was talking to her.

She used to be the kindest person I ever met. The most selfless.. she never cared about my beliefs and I never cared about hers, that’s what friendship should be.

She told me online friendships are hard, despite our four years together.

I told her they aren’t hard, she just doesn’t care anymore. And after a slight argument, I blocked her.

It's like the ground shifted beneath my feet. We'd weathered storms together, laughed until our sides hurt, and now, it feels like a door slammed shut, leaving me standing on the other side.

I get it; people change, beliefs change. But the idea that our friendship became collateral damage in the wake of differing views is a tough pill to swallow.

She just stopped caring about me.

I never thought I’d lose her.. I lost everyone else..but I thought we’d be together forever.

Recently, I lost my best friend of four years.

And that’s a sentence that’ll never get easier to say.

#im tired #i need a friend #diary entry #journal #dear diary #i need to write #my diary #relatable #vent #digital diary #losing friends #losing my mind #I lost my friend #four years #near’s journal #just thinkin #journal excerpt #i want to put my thoughts out into the world #my journal #my life #sad #sadness #sad thoughts #religion #religious trauma #I hate homophobes #i cant do this #I lost her #i never thought i’d see the day #i need an explanation

[unforeseen-idiot]

Four Years

The Owl House turned four years old today, pretty cool.

#the owl house #four years

[wehaveagathering]

the little get-together from the Edmonton game, 1.2.24

#flyers #vid #ngl i just wanted to save this for posterity #torts PLEASE dont trade frost PLEASE #sorry for bad audio quality #i'll figure it out someday #also it was almost entirely babies on the ice here #frost-Z-brink-foerster #respectively 24 23 22 21! #risto and hart are 29 and 25 #i know we have a young team but this team really is young and i feel like you can see it in moments like these #brink and z and foerster go after EDM while risto hangs back and hart comes out to pull back foerster #<- still baffled over that btw #also. none of the children know how to fight #clearly. #idk man like. if they do a good job with the kids and keep like this little rookie-ish core together #and by core i'm talking about brink z and foerster #-even tho calling z a rookie is not reallyyyy accurate- #i think they have a really good solid set of bones on their hands in like #four years #just in time for a well rounded skeleton of a team for the meat and bones of gauthier-michkov-barkey #like they're a little hot right now but they got the spirit and i think it's. i really hope they'll keep those three in particular around #wow look at me rambling about the flyers in the tags again. who would have expected it #we have a gathering